Ryan and Alex explore the Gnostic text Allogenes, focusing on emanation theology, the ineffable nature of God, and mystical encounters with angelic beings. They also talk about meditation, initiatic traditions, and the pursuit of higher spiritual knowledge, while touching on hybrid bloodline theories within esoteric and Gnostic frameworks.
Ryan and Alex discuss the Apocryphon of John, a 2nd century Gnostic text once condemned as heresy by the early church. They explore its retelling of creation, the hidden teachings of Christ, the divine goddess, the great invisible spirit, the true meaning of the Garden of Eden, the ruler of this world, and the ultimate destiny of human souls.
Ryan and Alex explore the connection between UFO phenomena, biblical and spiritual texts, alien deception, dimensional realities, and the awakening of psychic faculties as humanity moves closer to disclosure.
Alex reflects on his weekend at the Contact Modalities Xpo in Delavan, Wisconsin, spent alongside the rest of the Bledsoe family, and shares what they encountered during the nightly skywatches.
As a new father, Ryan opens up about his recent, challenging childbirth experience, sharing the emotional depth of the moment and the lasting impact it’s had on him. He and Alex explore the phenomenon of reality and perception, question the limits of free will, and reflect on “angels and demons” as symbols of inner conflict and moral tension.
Ryan and Alex explore the Lady’s appearances to St. Bernadette in Lourdes and the parallels to Ryan’s father’s experiences, along with her cosmic role as the "Mother of the Universe". They also reflect on her connection to Jesus Christ and the call to return to the true teachings of the heavenly order.
Ryan and Alex dive into the Sethian Gnostic text Zostrianos, exploring its vivid account of angelic encounters with a radiant being of light and the soul’s ascent through layered divine realms. The text outlines a cosmology of reality emanating from a single ineffable source, populated by higher Aeonic beings who stand guard at each threshold of existence. Along the way, it calls for a kind of immediate awakening, urging individuals to recognize that the kingdom of heaven is already within reach...
In this two-part episode, Ryan and Alex dive into the final book of the Bible, Revelation, exploring its powerful imagery, prophetic meaning, and lasting significance. They examine how the Lady’s message to Ryan's father in 2012 may connect to unfolding events today and unpack the complex nature of prophecy as both symbolic and literal.
In this two-part episode, Ryan and Alex dive into the final book of the Bible, Revelation, exploring its powerful imagery, prophetic meaning, and lasting significance. They examine how the Lady’s message to Ryan's father in 2012 may connect to unfolding events today and unpack the complex nature of prophecy as both symbolic and literal.
Ryan and Alex explore the deeper connections between life and death, the ancient world, and the hidden forces shaping humanity, weaving through reflections on Egypt, sun-scorched architecture, and echoes of a forgotten past that still speaks to the present. From the idea that the kingdom of heaven is at hand to the unsettling implications of the Epstein files, the conversation moves between the spiritual and the material, uncovering what feels like an ancient darkness operating beneath the surfa...
Ryan and Alex dive into the Coptic Nag Hammadi text Pistis Sophia, a 3rd–4th century work that presents a radically different vision of Jesus Christ and the cosmos. Set 11 years after the resurrection, it portrays Jesus as a radiant being of light teaching his disciples, especially Mary Magdalene, about his journey through heavenly realms and the redemption of Sophia, a divine figure who fell into the darkness and must rise again through repentance. They unpack this deeply symbolic story as an a...
Ryan and Alex explore the growing need for a steady spiritual practice in a time that feels increasingly apocalyptic. They discuss how truth can emerge from periods of darkness, why the rosary may function as a form of consciousness technology, and how ancient traditions, like the medieval monks’ liturgical hours of the Divine Office, offer a structured path for staying grounded amid cultural and spiritual upheaval.
Paul Citarella, Executive Vice President and Chief Technology Officer of the Monroe Institute, joins Ryan and Alex to discuss the personal journey that led him through dreams, synchronicity, and expanded states of consciousness to his role at Monroe. They explore the Institute’s new Gateway Voyage program, the power of meditation, and the profound realizations that can emerge through deep states of awareness.
Ryan and Alex revisit the themes explored on Bledsoe Said So since the Goddess episode (episode 219), tracing the deeper narrative forming around esoteric cosmology, the reality of life after death, immortality, spiritual hierarchies, and the Way of Light.
Ryan and Alex journey through the tantric cosmology of Vajrayana Tibetan Buddhism, exploring the bardo realms that bridge life and death and the dreamlike illusion of samsara. They reflect on awakening and the realization of nirvana, examining how the mind’s psychic projections shape human experience across lifetimes. They also cover the spiritual practices that allow one to see beyond illusion and awaken to a deeper, enduring reality.
Ryan and Alex explore the spiritual path introduced by Jesus Christ, not as religious doctrine, but as a universal way of life rooted in heart-centered consciousness. They examine what it means to live in alignment with the heart as a means of awakening and evolving humanity’s spiritual and intuitive faculties. Drawing from Toltec cosmology, they contemplate the universe as a living hologram of the One True God: the sun as a microcosm of the Divine, and the human heart as a microcosm of the sun.
Ryan and Alex explore the overlap between consciousness and unseen intelligences, digging into thought forms, disembodied entities, and tulpas, ideas that suggest the mind may help create or shape non-physical realities. Drawing on Rupert Sheldrake’s theory of morphic resonance, they discuss whether reality itself has memory, and whether belief, attention, and pattern play a role in encounters with the unknown.
This week, Ryan and Alex dive into the natural spiritual process known as initiation. They explore Rosicrucianism, Egyptian mystery rituals, guiding spiritual forces, the path of the mystic, and the teachings of Rudolf Steiner unpacking how these ancient currents continue to shape spiritual awakening today.
Ryan reflects on the profound changes unfolding in the world today: a shift toward a new age of knowledge, truth, and awakening, alongside a growing divergence of consciousness between good and evil. Together, he and Alex explore how to navigate this moment with clarity, integrity, and awareness as humanity approaches a pivotal crossroads. Ryan also shares his candid thoughts on living under constant scrutiny, how it has shaped his perspective, and what it means to stand at the center of somethi...
Ryan welcomes back Jordan Crowder of the Conscious Observer Podcast for a powerful conversation on the rise of AI, ancient prophecies, and humanity’s awakening during the age of purification. From the pyramids and out-of-body experiences to faith, manifestation, and an unfolding reality shift, they explore what may lie ahead for consciousness itself.
Ryan welcomes Dalia Burgoin, a trainer and speaker on psi abilities, to discuss the life experiences that led her to awaken her psychic senses and develop the ability to see without using her eyes, even while wearing blindfolds. They explore cases of blind individuals learning to see and read, as well as the emergence of telepathic communication in non-verbal autistic children, like her daughter Lidu, as showcased in The Telepathy Tapes.
Ryan and Alex explore humanity’s shift into a new age, one in which consciousness and technology reach a new pinnacle. They discuss ancient prophecies, mystery schools, and religious traditions that point to a future moment when the spiritual world begins to intersect with the physical realm. They also examine long-standing prophecies connected to the pyramids and the Sphinx, and what these ancient symbols may reveal about humanity’s evolving consciousness and collective future.
Ryan and Alex explore the deeper structure of reality and presence of UFO phenomena across history. They examine the idea of parasitic entities and angelic beings, and unpack the darker narrative of a planned deception using the “alien” mythos. They also discuss the enigmatic figure known as the Lady, and what her presence may reveal about humanity’s spiritual crossroads.
Ryan and Alex explore the idea of a malevolent, parasitic force that has appeared across cultures and religions throughout history. Drawing from Native American concepts like Wetiko and the Wendigo, the Zoroastrian force of Ahriman, and the deceptive Luciferic beings of esoteric traditions, they examine how different myth systems describe an intelligence that feeds on human fear and ignorance. The conversation also dives into the Gnostic Demiurge, the archons, and the notion of a false spiritual...
Ryan welcomes researcher and author Miguel Conner for a deep dive into the roots of Gnosticism, not as a Christian offshoot, but as a pre-Christian current shaped by Egyptian mystery traditions. Together they explore concepts like the god above God, the enigmatic figure Abraxas, the role of the divine feminine, and the path of salvation through Gnosis. They also unpack the symbolic power of the serpent and examine the archon control system still reflected in modern life. Learn more about Miguel ...
This week, Ryan and Alex sit down with Adam Art — better known as 50 Shades of Consciousness — for a deep and wide-ranging conversation. Together, they explore holistic healing, the role of AI in shaping human consciousness, real-world encounters with demonic possession, the journey of spiritual awakening, Christ consciousness, and what it truly means to live as your most authentic self. Check out his content on Instagram here: https://www.instagram.com/50shadesofconsciousness/
Joined by Emily Bledsoe Holloway and Ignacio Diaz, Jr., the group dives into the origin and evolution of Colors, Emily’s debut album and nonlinear sonic memoir. Across nine tracks shaped by synesthetic impressions, Emily maps the emotional and spiritual chapters of her life. Supported by Nick Fermanides and Ignacio, and enriched with Monroe Sound Science®, the album offers listeners a transformational sound experience rooted in the same technology that supported her own awakening. Listen to the ...
Ryan is joined by Jim Garrison, co-founder of the State of the World Forum, for a thought-provoking conversation about the future of humanity and our relationship with the four key intelligences: human intelligence, artificial intelligence, nature intelligence, and cosmic intelligence. Jim shares insights from his pivotal role working alongside Mikhail Gorbachev to lead the State of the World Forum from 1999 to 2000, and outlines his exciting plans to relaunch the forum virtually and in-person i...
Ryan and Alex sit down with Ignacio Díaz Jr., Director of Music Strategy and Development and Audio Engineer at The Monroe Institute. They explore the intersection of meditation, consciousness, and sound, diving into Monroe Sound Science, the role of music in altered states, and Ignacio’s path to becoming one of the leading audio engineers shaping the Institute’s immersive experiences.
Ryan and Alex explore the true meaning of the word “apocalypse”, not as destruction, but as revelation. They dive into the multilayered nature of prophecy across cultures and traditions, compare different end-time narratives, and look at how they may all be pointing to the same underlying pattern. They also discuss the Lady’s message, what it reveals about the times we’re living in, and why so many eyes are turning toward the year 2026.
