What’s the issue?
Feb 09, 2024•15 min•Transcript available on Metacast Episode description
I’m just trying to over-stand what’s going on with me and what’s going on in the inside of myself. I have these questions that others can’t answer. So, I started digging for myself. I started doing the work. Now, I’m in this weird space of growth. Which for some reason, I thought this journey was going to be a lot more beautiful and majestic. NOPE. I was wrong. It’s ugly, it’s scary, it’s humbling, it’s disappointing, it’s infuriating, it’s a beautiful disaster. I’ve NEVER in my life experienced anything like this. It doesn’t seem real. I had all these expectations and it’s NOTHING I expected. Seeing people for the shitty people they are, isn’t fun. I’ve one upped a lot of people but that’s not the satisfying part. Which, if I’m being honest. I thought that would be the best part and it’s not. The BEST part is I’m seeing myself with loving eyes. I’m having compassion for myself and especially my young self. Because that lil girl is very hurt and broken. Everything I prayed/meditated for I’ve gotten or it’s coming. Finding yourself is priceless. But finding Creators is even more rewarding and beautiful. This connection saved MY life. When I wasn’t even trying to be saved. If anything, I was trying to die. Changed my whole perspective on life. That’s why I put myself out here because a pact was made and I’m following through on my end. Nobody else has to understand it because it doesn’t take anything away from me. I love you.
