The Place We Find Ourselves podcast features private practice therapist Adam Young (LCSW, MDiv) and interview guests as they discuss all things related to story, trauma, attachment, and interpersonal neurobiology. Listen in as Adam unpacks how trauma and abuse impact the heart and mind, as well as how to navigate the path toward healing, wholeness, and restoration. Interview episodes give you a sacred glimpse into the real-life stories of guests who have engaged their own experiences of trauma and abuse. Drawing from the work of neuroscientists such as Allan Schore, Dan Siegel, and Bessel van der Kolk, as well as psychologist Dan Allender, this podcast will equip and inspire you to engage your own stories of harm in deep, transformative ways.
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This is Part 2 of the episode about sexuality, lust, fantasy… and your story. Are you curious about how your story can help you understand your current sexual struggles? Jay Stringer presents a surprising—and deeply refreshing—approach to understanding your sexuality in light of your story. He is the author of Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing. Support the podcast
This is the episode about sexuality, lust, fantasy… and your story. Are you curious about how your story can help you understand your current sexual struggles? Jay Stringer presents a surprising—and deeply refreshing—approach to understanding your sexuality in light of your story. He is the author of Unwanted: How Sexual Brokenness Reveals Our Way to Healing. Support the podcast
I'm joined today by my friend and fellow therapist Sam Jolman to talk about the fact that we have been made to need more than God. We have been created to need other people. Deeply. However, our need for others can make us feel weak or "too needy." How are we to navigate this?
In a previous episode, we looked at how we can make agreements with evil that bind us. Today I talk about how to break those agreements. I also share some thoughts about how to resist evil by addressing evil spirits that may be assaulting you. Jesus has given us the weaponry to be successful in warfare. Your words and your will are your weapons. Support the podcast
In Warfare Part 5, we look at how to wage war against the kingdom of darkness. Warfare move #1 is to pay attention to your life and question the voices, particularly the voices of accusation that you hear throughout your day. The first tactic in waging war is paying attention to what you are hearing and then determining the source of that voice. You can discern the source of the voice with a simple question: what is its tone and tenor? Support the podcast...
The episode delves into spiritual warfare, highlighting that although serious, it can be waged with rest and joy through the authority given by Jesus. It explains how Christ's ultimate victory over darkness is now extended to believers, who are commissioned to actively participate in destroying evil through their delegated authority. Drawing from biblical accounts of disciples' commissioning and the centurion's faith, it asserts that the spiritual realm operates on laws of authority. The podcast outlines how Christ's crucifixion, resurrection, ascension, and present intercession form the foundation for believers' power to overcome evil.
This episode features Susan's personal story, illustrating how past harms lead to binding agreements. Susan shares her journey of recognizing and re-engaging with her true self after years of living by the restrictive narrative of a "good girl." She delves into the challenges of honoring her adoptive parents while acknowledging unmet needs, and how the agreement of "I'm too much" impacted her life. The conversation explores the process of healing and learning to care for her inner child by embracing her true emotions and desires.
This episode delves into the second tactic of the kingdom of darkness: deceiving individuals into making "agreements with evil." These aren't just beliefs, but deep-seated, often unconscious pledges made in moments of pain that hold spiritual efficacy and bind us. The discussion highlights how these agreements shape our worldview and behavior, explaining why mere insight or correcting thoughts isn't enough for true freedom. It also provides practical ways to identify these strongholds, setting the stage for future episodes on breaking them.
Adam Young delves into "Warfare Part 2: Accusation," revealing how the kingdom of darkness wages war against the human heart by stealing, killing, and destroying. He explains that evil primarily uses accusation and deception, focusing on how accusations, whether accurate or not, aim to instill shame by appealing to personal sinfulness or weaknesses. The episode guides listeners on discerning the true nature of these attacks and differentiating evil's condemning accusations from God's kind conviction, emphasizing that Jesus has already disarmed all claims against us.
Delving into the often-overlooked reality of spiritual warfare, this episode argues that humanity lives in a world at war between the Kingdom of God and the Kingdom of Darkness. It examines how Western thought has largely devalued the supernatural notion of evil since the Enlightenment, yet biblical accounts and contemporary observations suggest evil remains a potent, active force. The discussion highlights scriptural evidence of this ongoing conflict and our position within it, emphasizing the diverse nature and operations of evil entities.
Adam Young and Rachel Blackston delve into the complexities of love and war in marriage, focusing on how different attachment styles profoundly impact intimate relationships. Rachel shares a powerful personal essay, revealing how her ambivalent attachment (seeking connection through conflict) and her husband Michael's avoidant style (withdrawing behind a "wall") led to "civil wars" that mirrored childhood wounds. The discussion emphasizes that conflict often stems from emotional disconnection and highlights the redemptive power of relational repair, secure attachment, and tools like the "three-minute exercise" to foster deep healing and understanding.
In this episode, therapist Scott Gibson recounts a deeply personal story from his 11-year-old self, detailing his intense desire to train his own dog, Chips, for a 4-H competition after his twin brother won with their family dog. He explores the powerful bond formed with Chips, whom he describes as his "first experience with God" for making him feel truly seen and delighted in. The episode delves into the heartache of a crushing loss and the stark contrast between Chips's attuned comfort and his parents' inability to meet his emotional needs, revealing profound insights into attachment and the journey of healing one's younger self.
For most of my Christian life, I didn't know it was possible to hear from God. I was taught that God stopped talking after the Bible. I simply didn't know that God talked to his children on a regular basis. And so I didn't take time to listen. Not because I didn't want to hear from God—there was nothing I wanted more. I just didn't know it was possible to hear from God. In 2015 this all changed for me. I began to learn how to hear from God. Today's episode is about the process of learning how to...
If your parents did not have a healthy marriage—a deep emotional connection—then it is likely that either you or your sibling has experienced some measure of subtle sexual abuse. Subtle sexual abuse wreaks havoc in your heart… but because of its subtlety, you can live your whole life without knowing what's plaguing you. Today we talk about what subtle sexual abuse is and how it can affect you. Support the podcast
This is really two episodes in one. In the first half we talk about sexual abuse that doesn't involve physical touch, also known as subtle sexual abuse or covert sexual abuse. In the second half, Sandy graciously reads a story from when she was in kindergarten. And as we reflect on Sandy's story, we see how a single story can affect your brain for decades. As Sandy puts it, "I don't think I was ever the same after that day." Support the podcast...
How do you know if you're in a relationship with a narcissist? What might that relationship feel like? In today's episode, I talk with Chuck DeGroat about the dynamics of narcissism. Chuck is a seminary professor and a therapist who has a book coming out about what happens "when narcissism comes to church." Support the podcast
Many times clients have said to me, "What is the ultimate purpose of counseling anyway?" Their question is excellent because it grows out of their sense that healing alone is not enough. Deep down, we all intuitively know that we are made for more than healing and even made for more than freedom. There is an ultimate goal. There is a reason for digging into your story. It may be bigger than you think. Support the podcast
I met Blaine Hogan at a Recovery Week a decade ago. Blaine is an artist, creative director, and filmmaker. Our conversation covers sexual abuse, sexual addiction, and the importance of being curious when it comes to engaging your stories. Blaine reads a story from his childhood… and then shares what happened as he realized that he had left out the most important part of the story. You can read more about Blaine at blainehogan.com. Support the podcast...
In today's episode, Christy Bauman and I talk candidly about the reality of wounds in this life. What does it mean to enter the wounded places in one another's hearts? And can genuine goodness really come from places of death? You can read more about Christy at www.christyvidrinebauman.com . Support the podcast
Enneagram expert Beth McCord and I conclude our exploration of "How does your enneagram type influence the way you respond to trauma/abuse/harm?" Today's episode looks at Types 2 through 7. Type Two - 0:30 Type Three - 5:30 Type Four - 12:40 Type Five - 16:00 Type Six - 21:00 Type Seven - 25:50 Support the podcast
Enneagram expert Beth McCord and I begin to explore the question of "How might your Enneagram type influence the way you experience abuse or harm? And how might your Enneagram type influence the way you respond to abuse or harm?" Our conversation begins with a discussion about the intersection of trauma and the Enneagram, and then concludes by looking specifically at Types Eight, Nine, and One. Type Eight - 19:30 Type Nine - 27:45 Type One - 32:00 Support the podcast...
What is our calling with regard to forgiving those who have harmed us? If forgiveness doesn't require forgetting, what does it require? And how do I know if I've forgiven someone for harming me? These are some of the questions we explore in today's episode. The Bible's treatment of the subject of forgiveness is far more nuanced and complex than many people acknowledge. Support the podcast
What does it mean to forgive? Today, Robyn and I talk about what forgiveness is NOT. In particular, we discuss the very problematic notion of "forgive and forget." Does forgiveness really entail "forgetting the offense and never talking about it again"? Support the podcast
In today's episode I talk with KJ Ramsey about how her suffering has forced her to rely on other people for help. There are times when our suffering puts us on the floor—either literally or metaphorically. Today, KJ talks about the rather remarkable surprises that often take place when someone joins us on the floor. Support the podcast
Often the place we find ourselves is a place of desert, of wilderness, of valley. Indeed these are places of death. And they are real and they are part of the process of healing. But they are not the last word. Today we look at what happens when you linger in death. The thesis is that if we are faithful to enter death—to dip down to the bottom of Cathy Loerzel's U-diagram—then resurrection and healing can begin to exist. Support the podcast...
Last week we talked about Cathy Loerzel's U-diagram and about the importance of engaging particular scenes of heartache and harm in order for healing to begin to take place for you. Today we continue our discussion of what the process of healing requires and what it looks like. If you linger in death, if you dip down into the bottom of the U-diagram, you will enter sorrow and grief… and grief is met by the comfort of God which brings a newness to your heart, and a restoration of vitality and joy...
In this week's episode, we begin a three part series on the subject of healing. What is necessary for healing to begin to occur? There is no way to experience healing apart from taking an honest look at those stories from your growing up years that hold intense feelings for you—shame, powerlessness, terror, sexual arousal, ambivalence, a sense of betrayal, etc. Healing requires that you allow your heart, mind, and body to ponder and engage what it was like for you in your family of origin. Suppo...
Autumn reads a story that is a beautiful illustration of what it can look like to engage a parent who has done harm. This story is from a very recent time in Autumn's life when she found herself caring for her sick mother. For all of its redemptive beauty, there is nothing tidy about this story—you'll hear about Autumn's dysregulation and indeed her murderous rage at her mother… but you'll also hear about Autumn's fierce commitment to offering her mother the very thing that Autumn never received...
In the near future, I am going to address how healing happens in the brain. But there is a prerequisite to healing, there is something that you have to be growing in if you are going to experience healing. And that something is awareness. Awareness means choosing to pay attention to what is happening in your mind and body. Today we're going to talk about why awareness is so critical for healing, what it actually means, and how to do it. Terry Bohn can be reached at terry.bohn@live.com . Support ...
Laurie tells us how and why she began to engage her story at a deeper level. She then shares a story from when she was 12 years old. It's a story in which her sense of innocence, beauty, and hope were shattered in an instant. We talk about how she responded to the assault against her heart and body, and how she has come to reclaim much of what was stolen. Support the podcast
