Some narcissistic people actually like a challenge when it comes to relationships and things like that. That's why some of them will pursue people that they really are not interested in. Like they will pursue someone that has completely different views than them, different culture and/or different religions as well. Some narcissists want to break people that they feel like may be superior to them in some way, shape or form. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing...
Feb 26, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1020
Do narcissists know the difference between right and wrong? There are a lot of people that think narcissists don't know what is going on and are just clueless as to how there actions are effecting others. There are a lot of narcissists out there that know exactly what they are doing to you and they don't care. There are still some out there that do not know what they are doing and also get to the point where they don't care about right and wrong as long as their needs are being met in some way, ...
Feb 25, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1019
What could happen if you ever decide to confront a narcissist? Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spect...
Feb 24, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1018
This is a touchy subject right here...narcissists and how they might feel about their parents or caretakers. There are so many outside factors that play into this dynamic for real. Is it a 1 parent household or 2. Are either or both of the parents themselves toxic or narcissistic? A lot goes into play with how a narcissist feels about their parents so I take a deep dive into the mind of a narcissist. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Le...
Feb 23, 2024•11 min•Season 1Ep. 1017
It's extremely difficult to get close to a narcissist. When I say "close" I don't mean physical closeness, I'm referring to emotional closeness. A lot of narcissistic people have a fear of letting people get emotionally close to them for a few different reasons. I go over a few in detail in the video but 1 of the main reasons is fear. Abject fear that if you get too close to me, then you will be able to hurt me in some way. They may think or feel this way because something happened to them in th...
Feb 22, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1016
"You knew what you were getting yourself into" is a phrase that some narcissists will use on you. They use this because some of them will let you know their problems upfront. They will tell you about their battles with law or drugs or alcohol or things like that. When the issues arise again they will let you know that they told you who they were upfront and say you should know what they are getting into. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name i...
Feb 21, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1015
The best part of a toxic relationship is normally the beginning. Toxic relationships with narcissists go in reverse, where it isn't building up together it actually starts off on a peak. Most of the good things are loaded up at the beginning and things move extremely fast as well. I tell this to people all the time that when you leave the PEAK, it will never ever be the same again. It will never be able be as good as it once was. The good things keep you there and fighting to get back to the beg...
Feb 20, 2024•14 min•Season 1Ep. 1014
What in the world is a narcissist thinking when they are insulting you? There is a lot going on in their minds when they start insulting you out of nowhere. This episode goes into the mind of a narcissist when they are insulting you. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely...
Feb 19, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1013
One thing that narcissists dont expect from you is strength. They expect you to lay down and accept their toxic, destructive behaviors. Narcissism at it's core cause a lot of toxic behaviors. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I wou...
Feb 18, 2024•11 min•Season 1Ep. 1012
Narcissistic people tend to end up lonely, NOT ALWAYS ALONE. I think that most narcissists lack the ability to truly connect on a deep, emotional level with other people. So due to this lack of emotional connection they will lack the closeness in the end of their lives. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality diso...
Feb 17, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1011
A lot of narcissists and toxic people get seriously upset when you get sick or hurt. You become an inconvenience to them in ways that make their life or routine more difficult. Are there some narcissists that will take care of you, yes. But it always comes with a cost associated with it. They make you feel like you owe them for taking care of you. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissisti...
Feb 16, 2024•13 min•Season 1Ep. 1010
Being with a narcissist or toxic person doesn't only mess with you mental health, it can effect your physical health as well. Narcissistic people tend to mess you with you repeatedly and cause you to be stressed out a lot and that stress can lead to you having physical ailments as well. Hey and welcome to my channel. If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in the...
Feb 15, 2024•13 min•Season 1Ep. 1009
First off HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY! Narcissistic people tend to make this day a very unique day. It's either going to be really good or really bad (typically really bad). The one's that are good on this day are typically trying to make up for being bad the entire year to you and are trying to give gifts for you to show off to make themselves the center of attention. The one's that make today bad are looking to just punish you and ruin your day. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing ...
Feb 14, 2024•14 min•Season 1Ep. 1008
Narcissists typically don't root for you to succeed and progress in life. A lot of narcissists are jealous of you and are always competing with you. The main reason why is because of jealousy and they don't want you to move forward and outdo them. A jealous narcissist will make sure your life is a little more difficult than necessary just because it holds you back and makes them feel better about themselves. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my na...
Feb 13, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1007
Going NO CONTACT is a powerful weapon to have on your healing journey from a narcissistic relationship. Although it is possible to go 'cold turkey' with NO CONTACT, sometimes it takes awhile to build up to it. This video is meant to help you build up what I call "the NO CONTACT" muscle and take the necessary steps in order to go no contact. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic perso...
Feb 12, 2024•15 min•Season 1Ep. 1006
You ever wondered where narcissists learn their narcissism? Look no further than this video/podcast. I, Lee Hammock a diagnosed, talk about where narcissists pick up their narcissistic traits and behaviors. For me, I think narcissism as a whole is a defense mechanism. They learn how to protect themselves early on in their childhood and it continues on into their adulthood. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narc...
Feb 11, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1005
Rewiring your mind is one of the most difficult things to do when you leave a narcissist or are getting ready to leave a narcissist. Narcissistic people tend condition you to become someone else while you are with them. They change your mind and how you act, you become a shell of yourself in order to survive in this relationship. So when you leave them you have to change your thought process. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I ...
Feb 10, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1004
The somatic narcissist isn't talked about as much. The somatic narcissist is the type of narcissist that cares so much about how they look and how they present themselves. The superficial narcissist that is so obsessed with the exterior that they let the interior start to rot. They have huge egos and are extremely insecure people. They cannot handle criticism at all. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist...
Feb 09, 2024•14 min•Season 1Ep. 1003
What happens when you break a narcissist's heart? Is it even possible to break a narcissists heart if they don't connect to people like that Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos ...
Feb 08, 2024•11 min•Season 1Ep. 1002
Why do narcissists hurt the people closest to them? The answer might actually surprise you because I think most narcissists hurt you because they have a hurt and repressed inner child. The inner child is living vicariously through the adult. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has de...
Feb 07, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 1001
Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my videos give perspective on why many narcissists do ...
Feb 06, 2024•14 min•Season 1Ep. 1000
What types of love does a narcissist demonstrate? As a diagnosed narcissist I do think that some narcissists can love you but it may not be to the level of love that you want or require. To me a narcissist demonstrates 2 types of love PHYSICAL and CONDITIONAL LOVE. Most love that toxic narcissistic people demonstrate comes with strings attached. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic ...
Feb 05, 2024•13 min•Season 1Ep. 999
The dreaded trip with a narcissist...why do narcissist tend to make traveling so difficult not only for themselves, but for all others involved with them. In this video I (a self aware narcissist) go into detail about what goes on inside the mind of a narcissist when they travel away from the safety of their own homes. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ...
Feb 04, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 998
Narcissists are identity thieves! A lot of narcissists and toxic people lack a true sense of self and identity. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness fr...
Feb 03, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 997
Why are some narcissists so BITTER or resentful? Even when they have a good life they end up being so bitter. One of the reasons is because they can't be happy for extended periods of time and they tend to get jealous and resentful of those people that can be. Being around a bitter narcissist can make you bitter as well because it's infectious. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic p...
Feb 02, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 996
Firstly, NOT ALL NARCISSISTS hate your family and friends, but for those that do there are a few different reasons behind it. A lot of narcissists want you to themselves and like to isolate you from everyone else and in order to do that they may need to start to alienate your family and friends. Other narcissistic people just plainly hate the fact that you have a support system in the first place. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee a...
Feb 01, 2024•14 min•Season 1Ep. 995
So do narcissists know their words and actions are affecting you? Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse sp...
Jan 31, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 994
Narcissist tend to keep track of all the good deeds and good things that they do for you and the things that you do for them. The things you do for them will never ever be enough and the things they do for you will always be over valued. Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has defini...
Jan 30, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 993
Narcissists in the workplace is a topic you don't really hear talked about a lot? Today i'm going to dig into the mindset of a narcissistic coworker and a narcissistic boss, ceo, supervisor Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would...
Jan 29, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 992
Sometimes narcissists get other people to help gaslight you. This is something that I now refer to as "Group Gaslighting". Welcome my channel! If this is your first time seeing my face or hearing my voice, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I have narcissistic personality disorder ( NPD ) and I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring a...
Jan 28, 2024•12 min•Season 1Ep. 991
