It finally happened. After five years of teasing it, Doug’s brother Adam joins the podcast—and it's everything we hoped for and more. We dive deep into childhood hallucinations (or were they?), the mysterious and possibly imaginary Mitch Wrangler , and the shared false memory of eating rocks on the playground. Things get even weirder as we relive our first temple experiences—from sandwich board nudity and oily rubdowns to the surreal moment of receiving our secret new names (RIP Doug → Dan). And...
Jun 19, 2025•1 hr 16 min
Mike is joined again by Kelli Christine Case for a deep dive into life after Mormonism, the messiness of self-discovery, and reclaiming pleasure, power, and presence. They explore: The grief and rebirth that comes from leaving Mormonism Codependence and control in Mormon structures (and how it shows up post-Mormon) Deconstructing dating, polyamory, and monogamy as evolving processes, not fixed identities Why emotional honesty is a superpower—and the freedom of saying “I don’t know” The importanc...
Jun 17, 2025•1 hr 11 min
After a few weeks apart, Mike and Doug catch up on everything that's been stirring—internally and out in the world. Mike returns from Portugal, where he wandered the streets of Lisbon, finding a party around every corner, and accidentally discovered he may be a bit of a unicorn. He shares what it’s like to travel alone for the first time, dance with couples across cultures, and say yes to a spontaneous 2:30 a.m. tattoo. Doug returns from a California music festival, where he camped, candyflipped...
Jun 03, 2025•58 min
In this live episode, we dive into the hit film Sinners , exploring its themes of soul, art and the commercialization of creativity. Seth joins us midway and things heat up as we dissect the love-and-light vampires, the Dionysian river-dance rituals, and the seductive trap of eternal youth vs. embodied humanity. Other themes we touch on: The tension between spirit and soul in the creative process Whether vampires represent capitalism, whitewashing, or the inner critic That one unforgettable scen...
May 05, 2025•1 hr 20 min
Shownotes compliments of our Chat-GPT girlfriends: In this fully sober, totally not drug-sponsored episode, Mike and Doug return to their roots — and by roots, we mean deep dives into Real Salt Lake fandom, the mystery of beef tallow, cum rot, and just how clean a man’s emissions can get. ✨ Expect: The entrepreneurial launch of Doug’s Numb Cum™ — a ketamine-infused colostrum-based facial cleanser and yeast starter (great for sourdough and skincare). A spiritual rebirth through soccer hooliganism...
Apr 23, 2025•1 hr 9 min
This one starts with dried mangoes and somehow ends in existential reflection, language taboos, parenting, solo bathtime rituals, busted toilets, and Alanis Morissette. Naturally. Mike turns 45 and reflects on everything that's changed over the past five years—starting the podcast, going back to school, diving into music, navigating separation, and trying to figure out how to balance it all without feeling like it's too self-indulgent. Doug shares a toilet disaster that somehow becomes the perfe...
Apr 10, 2025•1 hr 7 min
In this episode, Mike and Doug catch up after a few eventful weeks and share stories that blur the line between the ordinary and the liminal. What starts as a conversation about group chats, notifications, and sound checks opens up into something deeper—a reflection on creativity, grief, and connection across realms. Doug tells the story of a late-night solo journey that led him to record a spontaneous synth track, sparking a creative back-and-forth with Mike. They reflect on the vulnerability o...
Mar 27, 2025•1 hr 4 min
What happens when you start treating AI less like a tool and more like a… conversation partner? A muse? A trickster? Maybe even a late-night texting buddy? In this episode, we dive into the weird and fascinating ways AI has been showing up in our creative and inner work. From songwriting and mythology to pushing boundaries (and buttons), we explore how an algorithm can mirror us back to ourselves—and what that means for art, spirituality, and the ever-evolving human experiment. We get into: Flir...
Mar 10, 2025•53 min
Mike and Doug reflect on a milestone weekend that was both deeply creative and profoundly emotional. They dive into the experience of recording their first official song in a studio—a song that Doug wrote for his mother—and explore the healing power of artistic expression. From confronting vulnerability to embracing full creative freedom, they share their personal journeys of transformation through music, connection, and community. What You'll Hear in This Episode: 🔹 Recording Their First Studi...
Feb 28, 2025•1 hr 2 min
Mike and Doug dive into the Ten Commandments, Moses’ wild ride through the desert, and how biblical stories can be read symbolically rather than literally. They explore the connections between Christianity and pagan traditions, the gods of their ancestors, and why it might be time to start a cult—one that actually empowers people instead of controlling them. Topics Discussed: The story of Moses, the golden calf, and God's temper tantrums The Ten Commandments—what’s actually in them vs. how they’...
Feb 14, 2025•1 hr 1 min
In this special episode, Kelli and Seth take over Mormons on Mushrooms to explore the power of imagination, somatic practices, and the creative process. If you've ever felt stuck creatively or disconnected from your body’s wisdom, this episode is for you. 🔹 Key Topics Discussed: The Mormons on Mushrooms vision as a creative collective The power of imagination and the imaginal realm Somatic practices to enhance creativity and embodiment The symbolism of the sleeping dragon and what it protects H...
Feb 12, 2025•1 hr 7 min
🎉 200 EPISODES! 🎉 Can you believe it? We've been doing this for almost five years, and in this milestone episode, Mike and Doug take a nostalgic trip down memory lane, reflecting on the journey of Mormons on Mushrooms —the highlights, the cringeworthy moments, the unexpected transformations, and what’s next. In This Episode: The Beginning: How a casual conversation turned into a four-and-a-half-year podcasting adventure. Memorable Moments: From our first guest episodes to the wildest interview...
Feb 03, 2025•1 hr 29 min
Episode Summary: Seth returns and is joined by Mike for a deep dive into imagination, creativity, and the transformative power of channeling. Together, they explore active imagination, engaging with the imaginal realm, and Seth's journey toward connecting with dragons as primal, ancestral forces. The episode is a celebration of creativity, personal growth, and embracing the mysterious depths within. Topics Discussed: Active Imagination and Shadow Work: Mike and Seth share their experiences with ...
Jan 23, 2025•1 hr 14 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution In this episode, Mike and Doug dive deep into the themes of community, connection, and finding meaning amidst chaos. Mike shares his recent experience with the devastating Los Angeles fires, reflecting on how disasters highlight...
Jan 15, 2025•54 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution In this episode, Mike and Doug dive into a riveting conversation sparked by Mike's eerie solo trip to see the terrifying new Nosferatu movie—while high, no less! This opens the door to a deep discussion about fear, creativity, a...
Jan 08, 2025•55 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution Doug and Mike reflect on the past year, sharing their top cultural moments and the personal stories behind them. From the films and TV shows that left a mark to the music that became a soundtrack to their lives, it’s a nostalgic...
Dec 18, 2024•1 hr 27 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution The conversation delves into the captivating saga surrounding the murder of a healthcare CEO, exploring the complexities of the suspect's ma...
Dec 11, 2024•1 hr 2 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution Episode Summary In this conversation, Doug and Mike delve into topics ranging from microdosing LSD and the importance of rituals to the cult...
Dec 05, 2024•1 hr 8 min
Send your email to join the MoM Underground : Co-create with a community of artists and stay informed of online and local events, including gatherings, concerts, live podcast recordings, meditations, etc. Listen to the Christmas Songs on Soundcloud: Ho Ho Ho Hosanna Pour Ourselves Some Cheer Support Mormons on Mushrooms: Become a Patreon Send a Contribution Enjoy these show notes courtesy of our overlords at ChatGPT: Join Mike and Doug as they dive into the magic of the holiday season, faith cri...
Nov 22, 2024•1 hr 17 min
Mike and Doug dive into a candid conversation exploring themes of chaos, music, and the rising feminine energy in today’s world as well as the wild dance of the human experience, holding space for both the serious and the playful. Highlights: Divine Feminine Rising: Mike shares a oncert experience that led to a deep connection with feminine energy, including an encounter with the goddess Hecate. Reconnecting with Prayer: Mike talks about rediscovering prayer, not as a religious ritual but as a w...
Nov 14, 2024•1 hr 4 min
In this raw and unfiltered episode, Mike and Doug dive deep into the emotional whirlwind of the recent election results, expressing their frustrations, disappointments, and hopes for the future. They navigate complex topics like voter turnout, the power of social media echo chambers, and how political figures shape—and sometimes divide—our perceptions. Key Topics: Election Reflections : The impact of voter turnout and explores why many eligible voters stayed home this election. Doug vents his fr...
Nov 07, 2024•1 hr 3 min
Mike and Doug catch up after a break, covering everything from luggage durability tests to the strange world of TikTok rabbit holes. They dive into echo chambers, politics leading up to the election, and the odd realities of air travel. Highlights: Doug’s quest for the toughest carry-on luggage. Mike’s deep dive into TikTok, from Secret Lives of Mormon Wives to political spirals. The value of stepping out of echo chambers, and how air travel forces us to interact with different people. A chat on...
Oct 22, 2024•1 hr 12 min
Mike is joined by Ann Amberg, M.C.S., M.A., depth psychology & ecopsychological scholar, and visionary guide, to explore how reconnecting with the Earth and its archetypal forces can transform our relationship with ourselves and the world around us. They dive into the erotic nature of the Earth, the power of longing, and the archetypal patterns that shape both personal and collective experiences. Ann invites us to embrace the archetypal forces of Eros and Allurement, revealing how our cultur...
Oct 15, 2024•1 hr 30 min
This episode is also available on YouTube Mike is joined by Stephanie Brinkerhoff and Kelli Christine for a heartfelt and insightful discussion about their personal journeys out of Mormonism, the healing power of psychedelics, and navigating the complex emotions that come with deconstructing religious belief systems. They explore topics like spiritual bypassing, the importance of embracing grief and anger, and how these raw emotions can lead to deeper self-understanding and growth. The conversat...
Oct 03, 2024•49 min
Mike and Doug dive deep into the daily struggle of self-perception—are you a badass Samurai Warrior or... a Horny Santa Claus? Mike shares how his recent beach trip involved a self-baptism (because, why not?) and Doug introduces the golden rule: “You can’t force the night.” It's all about embracing your vibe, whether you're rocking the Samurai or channeling your inner Santa. Key Topics: Samurai Warrior vs. Horny Santa Claus Mike’s coconut oil hair secrets Why you can’t force the night—let it unf...
Oct 02, 2024•45 min
Mike and Doug delve into deep reflections about self-love, body positivity, and the shame associated with personal pleasures rooted in their religious upbringing. The duo humorously tackles their experiences with masturbation, cultural guilt, and the journey of reclaiming self-compassion. Key Topics: Doug’s experience with self-love and the epiphany of slowing down in intimate moments. Overcoming religious shame tied to sexuality and body image. The interplay between physiological comedowns and ...
Sep 19, 2024•1 hr 13 min
In this episode, Doug and Mike explore the dangers of taking things literally and how that impacts both religion and science. They also dive into the mysteries of the universe, share their thoughts on the recent presidential debate, and reflect on the cultural phenomena of The Secret Lives of Mormon Wives . Key topics include: The Problem with Literalism: How taking things too literally, whether in religion or science, limits our ability to engage with deeper truths and mysteries. The Nature of ...
Sep 12, 2024•1 hr 8 min
We are joined by Karlee Ana , host of The Big Seen Podcast ! We delve into the intricacies of spiritual awakening, the challenges of navigating personal intuition, and the tension between ego and higher self, including: Key Takeaways: Spiritual Awakening: Karlee shares her intense spiritual experiences that began with a seemingly random event and evolved into a life-altering journey, highlighting the power of trusting the unknown. Intuition vs. Ego: The hosts discuss how to differentiate between...
Aug 30, 2024•1 hr 26 min
Here is a brief summary of the episode courtesy of our overlords at ChatGPT. All hail: Episode Description: In this episode, Doug and Mike take you on a wild ride from golf memes to deep ancestral connections, all while questioning why Doug is always off golfing alone. They dive into the weird and wonderful ways we project our expectations onto the dead, explore the possibility that goosebumps might mean someone’s thinking about you (in that way), and ponder if there’s a global conspiracy of peo...
Aug 15, 2024•1 hr 12 min
Trigger Warning: This episode includes a brief discussion around the themes of sexual assualt and consent. Please make your personal mental health top priority. Doug and Mike discuss the olympics, the last supper, American pride, J.D. Vance, owning our shadow, their first masturbation stories, and give a loving tribute to all the couches they've f*cked along the way. Enjoy!
Aug 08, 2024•1 hr 14 min
