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Home Therapy: Creating Spaces for Growth and Connection

Aug 22, 202337 minSeason 3Ep. 123
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Ever wondered how the spaces we inhabit tell our stories? That's what we're exploring today with our unique guest, Anita Yakota. A former therapist, Anita transitioned from helping clients navigate their internal struggles to assisting them in expressing their narratives through the art of interior design. She's pouring us into her world, starting with her intriguing morning routine and guiding us through her revolutionary approach to design. 

Anita introduces us to the concept of a 'holding box,' a remarkable tool that streamlines decluttering and addresses the indecision we all face with items we're on the fence about. Get ready to engage your five senses as we walk through how to create a harmonious home space. Whether it's the color, texture, or the aroma wafting through the house – every detail matters. We're breaking free from perfectionistic thinking and embracing a home that promotes growth, connection, and renewal.

In our final segment, Anita shares her visionary concept of home therapy, transforming living spaces into havens of comfort and security. She underscores the importance of intentional design choices that exude who we are, promoting individual growth and communal connection. From the role of aromatherapy to the significance of personal items in our living spaces, Anita guides us on a transformative journey of home design. Ready to make your home more 'you'? Join us as we unlock the secrets to intentional living spaces with Anita Yakota.

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Speaker 1

Welcome back , sparklers , to another episode of ignite your spark with me , your host , kim Duff Selby . Today , my guest is Anita Yacota , and I hope I pronounced that name correctly .

Perfect , great , and I'm really excited to speak with Anita because she was a therapist turned designer home home designer , I guess and I think it is just fascinating and this really appeals to me because I think our space in which we live is so important , and obviously Anita does too .

She worked with people for many years helping them with their own interior stuff , and now she works with them with their real interior stuff . Absolutely that's weird . Anyway , welcome Anita . Thank you so much for joining me .

Speaker 2

Thank you , kim , and I'm so excited to be with you and your listeners today .

Speaker 1

I really love your message , something I've not heard about before , so I think it's really unique . Before we get into you and your story and all about what you have to offer the world at this time , I would love for you to tell me how do you ignite your spark .

Speaker 2

I love that question . You know I love finding ways to stay present in the moment . I know this is talked a lot about , talked a lot about , but I find ways so that I can feel grounded and in the moment , because my mind can flip and fly to many futuristic trips or things or thinking about the past , and so I obviously a go to is meditation .

I have a ritual every morning . I have a coffee actually pouring ritual . I try to make routines and rituals because our brains have grooves and something that's very hopeful about sparking your , igniting your spark , as your podcast title mentions is our brains can create new grooves as we go , as we learn , as we journey in life , so it's never the end .

We can create new rituals to ignite that spark . So for me , every day can be a little different . I have my morning routine . That's about the same , but if I , at 1130 in the morning , need to just stop and I find myself a little anxious , I actually just take my shoes off , I go outside and I just feel the grass under my feet .

Or I find some kind of tactile , physical way to bring my internal and external worlds together and connect and align again , because sometimes our internal and external worlds are worlds apart and we're not connected . We're not feeling a sense of self or connection with our individual self , and then the people around us are in our home .

Speaker 1

That is a beautiful answer , thank you , and there are no accidents or coincidences , because I live in a gorgeous home . It's a treehouse kind of home , no grass , it has some gravel out , and I will tell you that recently , because I've well whatever feeling off , I have gone to a park almost every day .

I prescribed this for myself and took , taken off my shoes and put my feet in the grass for a minimum of 15 minutes and I there's something so grounding about that and it's so interesting that you said that If I had grass in my house , I'd probably be outside all the time not in my house , outside of my house .

But I think that is such a great way for people to reconnect to the earth , to ground and to themselves . Thank you for sharing that .

Speaker 2

You're welcome and if you don't have grass , that's okay . The most important thing is getting that fresh air and sunshine and even if your location doesn't always have sunshine but there's light right , like if your home is kind of dark , just go outside even for three minutes and get that fresh air and sunlight .

Because , again , our brains and our chemistry , the hormones that goes on with our bodies and our brain , we want to send the most positive energy and vibes and that means getting that vitamin D , increasing those dopamine and serotonin levels , those cortisol stress levels , really can do a number on us .

So it's making that effort to stop what you're doing and switch gears a little bit so that you can stay present and connect .

Speaker 1

Perfect One of the holistic practitioners I see really is strongly in favor of going outside every single morning just to get that initial dose of vitamin D .

And I do that and I actually take a glass water bottle that I got at Ikea and fill it with water and put it outside so that I drink some water every single day , and I think that is a great way to ingest vitamin D .

Speaker 2

That's something I'm really working hard on is getting that first glass of water in before my coffee so that I get my hydration . I'm not great at it , so it's every day , it's a habit forming kind of challenge for me . Yeah .

Speaker 1

Well , step aside from vitamin D , although for my environment it is critical that I have a lot of light , so let's go into that . But also I'm curious why did you leave being a marriage ? And it was marriage and family , yeah , so I still yeah . I'm still , and I read that your husband is also .

Speaker 2

Yes , yes . So both of us met in graduate school for a license marriage and family therapy and I have been a therapist for 20 years helping clients make sense of their story .

And then about nine , 10 years ago actually no more than that but I actively started my interior design business after my third daughter was born and that I switched and pivot to interior design . And it's funny , it's a big jump , but at the same time it kind of makes sense that to go together all my interior design friends .

They may not have degrees but they totally empathize with what I share with people and so it just kind of now , as a designer , I get to help tell their story in their homes instead of sitting in an office . So it's very exciting for me to do this .

It's what I feel invigorates me , it absolutely ignites my spark to help people in this manner versus in an office . I realized early on I'm just not an office kind of person .

Speaker 1

Well , it seems like all of your years of training to go into therapy certainly assists you in what you do , because you work with people and Read them , so to speak , and I know you also have a book called Home Therapy . Such a great title . Love it . Thank you so much .

Oh , my gosh , I know it was in the anthropology , one of my favorite stores to browse through . I don't know if it's still there , but I think what a great idea . You know truth . I have not read it , but I think it sounds so interesting .

And when I was exploring your website , I noticed that you have an intake form which , if you are a typical interior designer because I've worked with maybe one or two , not many , they don't do that . Tell me a little bit how you came up with this intake form and how that really implements itself and to the success of your business .

Speaker 2

Yes , absolutely the whole . My book , home Therapy , my website , with all the intake form . It's really mirrors my own experience of helping people way , way back , Even when I was an intern .

I was a social worker that helped people in home , so there was Home Therapy visits and even as a counseling intern , we were taught to observe their home environment , to evaluate their the emotional climate in their home .

But I found myself helping clients organizing their front entry , helping them organize their living room and dining rooms for better communication and better flow . It really was a natural , organic progression that I didn't know at the time . Right , I had no idea that this was gonna .

I was gonna pivot , although I was also that go-to friend who knew the best paint stores and home goods stores and always getting asked to help my friends with their apartments and , later on , homes .

So the intake form is my process with interior design clients , just like how , when you first go to your first therapy session , there's always a questionnaire what brings you in the office , what are you struggling with , what are things that you love , what are just get to know you kind of evaluation .

Well , I found it very helpful with my interior design clients to ask them similar questions because , for me , I not only wanna help people feel good aesthetically , functionally , but my main goal is to help relationships in the home thrive . That's really my passion , that's really at the . We are using interior design as a tool .

But I asked them , through that intake form , let's explore how you live in here , how your family or your partner , your guests if you're single , it's the guests who might come and hang out with you .

What , where you know what are your pain points and where do you want this space to , you know , lead you to , you know what kind of feelings , what kind of experiences . So that's really how the intake form for my interior design clients evolved , because I was like I was already in intake form mode with my , you know , whenever I meet new clients .

That was a very helpful tool , so I just modified it to interior design clients .

Speaker 1

Yeah , I really think it's interesting . I read through it and it really made me think . I love how some of the things you know . Why do you love a color ? Because it reminds you of you know , a grandmother . It reminds you of something from your past .

Well , let's integrate that into your home so that you constantly have that feeling and I don't think many of us when we are choosing items for our home or decorating on our own , because I don't hire someone . Generally I'd love to , but it's just not something that has been budgeted for .

But it really made me think about what do I want to feel in this space and I think it's really something that we don't take time for . And you say that it is working on . You really help people in their spaces with their mental health ?

Speaker 2

Absolutely , and that's the starting point is finding your core desire . In my book I talk about and I help with a little questionnaire as well how , where do you find your why ? You know there's a lot of talk about your why . I , for my interior design method , I call it your core desire . What is your core desire in this space ?

And again , leading people a little bit away from the functionality and aesthetics and pausing to think about the relationships and the human beings that are living in here .

Because once I've found through interior design is that , once you know what kind of feeling you want for your relationship in this space , which is I don't want to yell at my kids anymore at the front entry doorway . You know the shoes and the backpacks like it's really . I don't want to be that mom anymore or dad or parents .

And that's totally the first step , because then the hooks and the bench and the key holder and the baskets for the shoes , all those things fall into place once you first identify what the relational issue is or the connection issue is , and the rest follows . Or my work from home space , I really want to feel productive .

Well , red and orange is not bad colors . If we use red and orange and pops here . That actually ignites your spark . It energizes your mood . So let's add some energizing colors to your work from home . But if we started off , with what colors would you like ? Right , most people are like scratching their head and they just like I don't know where to begin .

That's why you're here to help me . So I found it faster , more efficient and to the point . When we focus on the relationships in that space and how you want to feel about yourself and the relationships and the rest just falls into place .

Speaker 1

That is so cool . I had never thought of this . I interviewed someone who talks about color and texture and the importance of that . She does a little survey as well , but it's a little bit different than what you are offering people and what you are bringing out of them and really interesting .

I don't want to yell at my kids anymore and there's a solution for that via your home . Amazing and so interesting , because a lot of us know what colors we like , don't know why we like them , don't know if they're coming for sleeping . That one is the most common one .

You find that a lot , but something about the entryway in the office and there are interior designers , as I said , worked with a few , and a lot of times they prescribe the same things to everyone that they like Instead of taking into account . What do I want to ?

Speaker 2

feel Absolutely . You know most interior designers and it's a craft , it's an art . So I , 1,000 percent , and I struggle with it too , because you know I have a vision for this space and , aesthetically and functionally , for this family or this two partners , who's living in these spaces ? But they're the ones living in there .

They may be feeling and experiencing totally different things , even though we have the same end goal . You know , I'm not them , and so it's really just like in therapy as therapists , we come to the , we meet you at the level of where you're at .

So , same with interior design clients , I may know that certain things ultimately are better for them , but if they're not at a stage where they're ready or they don't want to , then I meet them in the middle of the road .

And for the clients who trust me , whether it's therapy or interior design clients , that was my best work because there was trust , yeah , trust , and trust is super important in yourself and your relationships and working and collaborating . So , long story short , yes , it's incredible once you paradigm shift . You know your emphasis on how to decorate your home .

It's again the colors and the textures .

Those are all amazing , but it's really you need to decide what you want out of that space , despite what Arch Digest says , despite what the magazines and interior designers say , at the end of the day , you're living in that space and you need to have things around you that spark you know , spark your happiness , and nobody can really tell you at the end what

that is . It's a journey for you to discover , hmm .

Speaker 1

Do you employ anything Shuei principles ?

Speaker 2

Yeah , so I am Asian-American , I'm Chinese-American Sorry second generation , my husband's fourth generation , japanese-american , so that's why my married name is Yokota . And so , growing up , of course , culturally , my mom was a real estate broker and so , of course , if her clients were Asian or Chinese , she had her little compass .

They're very into , like East-West , what's facing here , you know , putting mirrors and front door facing . You know whatever it is , and so it's just part of our culture to know very significant . You know the classic Feng Shui little rules , and I love taking bits and pieces of everything to make it work for you .

So , again , I'm a total believer in the universe and manifesting and and energy . I think that's where I naturally fall and I am attracted to the most . Is is energy . You know what's , what's your energy in your home , and without people , our homes don't have much you know energy to , to interact with .

So I'm attracted most to how do we connect with the universe , how do we connect with others around us and build that energy into something that serves us ?

Speaker 1

Okay , of course I love that and I imagine because if you think about walking into someone else's space , you can feel the energy , whether it's a positive environment or negative , and you can see if someone has had a decorator and it is a decorator-driven home or if it has personal touches Personal whatever they are , you know colors or whatever speaks to them , and

I think that's really interesting .

Something again that someone such as myself who go-go-go I really do need to learn and I do work on it , really taking stock of myself and taking time , and I think that really valuable when you are purchasing a new house or a new space and sometimes we do that unknowingly , like I , when we moved into this house ten years ago , was bright light .

I'm like that's it , that's all I want . Is that light coming in ? Because I felt that energy Absolutely Aside . How do you have some tips on how we could make our houses a happy space without seeing them ? I mean , are there tips and tricks for everyone ?

Speaker 2

Yeah , oh , absolutely . And I always start with our five senses , you know . And so in my book I talk about the four domains of every space , and they're there . If you think about domains , they're layers of your home . And the first layer , just like in therapy , is starting with your individual layer in this space .

Is there an opportunity for you to grow as an individual in this space , whether it's a reading corner , whether it's a little healthy snack station in the kitchen , you know ? So that's one layer domain . Second is organization .

Without organization , studies show over and over again that our stress , cortisol levels go really high or blood pressure is high , anxiety , depression . So getting organized in any space in that organization domain is important .

And then we have our communal domains , which is a lot of like in the living rooms and dining rooms , hallways , front entry , and that's where we learn to have fun , connect with other people . So in any space you can look for an opportunity to emphasize that domain . And the last , which is rejuven renewal is a layer of rejuvenation .

So I like to think of my five senses . It's five , isn't it ?

Speaker 1

I think so .

Speaker 2

Okay , four or five , we have those extra senses . Yes , yes , exactly . But so for renewal it's really in any space . A lot of times it's the bedroom and bathroom , but in any space you can find a little spot and create a moment of quietude . You know , I have a little tray . I call them intention trays . I think intention is so important .

And it has a healthy , pre-made snack . Because I know afternoons are a big deal for me . I tend to just go to the pantry and snack on the kids' food . So I have a very intentional corner in my kitchen where I renew myself in the afternoon . And but that's like for taste , right , there's aromatherapy diffusers for your nose .

Your nose to your brain is so important because it's the fastest way to relieve stress . Is by your olfactory system . That lavender , that chamomile , that I mean plethora of scents that can calm you down , that can invigorate you , make you feel more productive . And then plants are amazing . I see some in your room right now .

It is obviously gives you fresh air , but it just visually cues your brain to go oh , there's life in here . You know , it's not just things and objects that are inanimate , there's actually something growing and I can , my energy can feed off that energy . And so I think , for people who are like not knowing where to start , just start with your five senses .

And every individual has a tendency or an attraction . So I'm attracted to visually , obviously right , because I'm an interior designer , so I need a lot of visual cues to remind me to stay positive or be intentional or be present . Some people are tactile .

They really need to do DIYs , they need to crochet , they have to do something with their hands to make them feel alive . And then there's auditory music is amazing and there's dancing with your body , the kinesthetics . So I think starting with your senses is a wonderful way to see how your home can serve you . Oh , nice , and we don't really focus on that .

Speaker 1

But again , so much of that is internal , because I love if someone gives me a candle as a gift . But you know a lot of people like our candles please . But candles are really if they're scented the way you like them .

At Christmas time I love the pine scent of candles because we got an artificial tree this year for the first time , which was hard for me , I know , but that scent at least is a very good thing . But that scent at least that scent provides the nourishment and joy and excitement that I feel around the holidays .

So I think you know very simple things like that . It's such a great reminder . I don't sometimes burn my more expensive candles because they're good and I'm like , no , after we get off of this , I'm putting on one of those candles .

Speaker 2

Just do it , just use it , live in the moment .

And really , you know , I think we we either go autopilot on in our homes , we just do , do , do , do our own things and talk to the people that we talk to at home , and we just have our routine and we don't think about things , or we do the opposite , which is like , oh , I'm not going to put a hole in the wall until everything's perfect .

I don't want to have the perfect picture and the perfect frame . It's like Just live , just live .

Speaker 1

OK , I'm one of those too . You know , it's like there's nothing behind me because I'm not sure what I want behind me .

Speaker 2

Yeah , I was that for many years and then one day I got tired of waiting for my husband to help me for certain things and I just took a hammer to the wall and like , forget it , I'm doing it .

And it was very freeing because , first of all , you're empowering yourself and , second of all , it's just like forget the rules , forget what it shoulds and shoulds in the woods , and the coulds , whatever , leaving that perfectionistic thinking behind and just being good enough in the moment .

Speaker 1

Oh , I love it . I love it . I recently . I love Wayfair . I go on there to get ideas and things and I saw decals for your . I have two desks . I have my podcast desk and my other one where the light's not as good and there's nothing behind it .

It's a big space and I saw these decals and I have like the tree of life and I thought maybe something like that would be good .

Speaker 2

You just I don't know 100% , 100% , and if it is aesthetically pleasing to you , then that's all that matters .

Speaker 1

Right If it brings you joy . It's the same thing with clothes that if it's something you enjoy wearing and it's a color you love , well , wear it is what ?

Because I was in fashion for many years what I tell people and there are still people who will say , well , no , I'm in autumn , I can't possibly wear that color I'm like , yeah , I like that color you can wear that color ?

Speaker 2

Yeah , because it again goes back to how we feel , the energy that we want to attract , the energy that we exude . And why are we restricting ourselves ? Who cares ? Nowadays it's like anybody . My teens wear these baggy baggy clothes and I'm like OK , I guess that makes them feel like whatever . So I just bite my tongue .

Speaker 1

It makes them feel like one of the crowd , and I think that perhaps and it could be wrong pottery barn and restoration hardware are so successful because it's sort of a cookie cutter . And you know it is a nice product and it looks good and it will probably match .

Speaker 2

Yeah , it's not too out there , it's not too ultra modern , it's not too traditional . I think it's right in the middle .

Speaker 1

So yeah , well , and it's funny because in life , one of my big what do you say I don't even know how I would call it Mantras is step outside your comfort zone , because that's where the magic lies .

And you might not think that that end table or that whatever it is planned is something that is right , but if you enjoy it , and every time you look at it , it's going to ignite your spark .

Speaker 2

Yes , yes , and because it goes beyond feelings . In cognitive behavioral therapy , research has shown that our thoughts influences our feelings , our feelings influences our actions . And what I call positive loop at home is try to create positive loops at home that start with the thought that you intend that you want .

You may not feel it right away , right , but you have to try on that jacket , try on that thought and then , as you get used to that thought , it's going to create feelings because you're like , oh gosh , this feels a lot better to not worry about this and just let it go and feel good about what I do have .

And then , as your feelings are positive , then you're apt to be more confident and more secure to try new things . And then your actions encourage you to think that thought again . So it's a positive loop that I encourage your listeners to really try at home .

And how to help you through that positive loop is through that intention tray I shared with you about the kitchen , or having a dining table that fits everyone so they're comfortable and they can reconnect , or a bathroom , making your bathroom cozier or adding light in .

I know it's a little bit more of an investment , but adding skylights on a second floor bathroom that used to be dark is a game changer . I recently had a client and their house was not small but so dark . So , so , so dark . So we actually ended up in I think we installed 13 or 14 sun tunnels and two skylights .

Because the husband had pretty severe OCD , he had to dust and vacuum the front door once or twice a day , like it was pretty severe and I'd be like , and so we couldn't repaint it because he was so worried about how the next paint was going to attract dust . And I really tried hard to push for that door to be painted .

But at the end of the day I had to honor where he was at with his , his thought process , and so I let you know as a designer I'm like , okay , just let that one go . But they , when the house was done , they just couldn't .

They couldn't describe the happiness they felt now when they woke up in the morning because there was so much natural light flooding in . Now we had like three sun tunnels just down the hallway that flooded in lights from upstairs all the way to the downstairs .

I added two windows downstairs in the family room that didn't exist before and the furniture flow finally made sense . So yeah , it's just being intentional with your home decor , with your home furniture and design , to kind of lift you into that positive loop . That's beautiful .

Speaker 1

I read on your website it's that you use the psychology of intention . Yes , I mean , it's true . Intention is the first step to completing anything , or to creating the life that we desire .

Speaker 2

Yeah , and it's a journey to get there . So be kind to yourself and it might change and pivot . So it's really I think the key is to staying present , which , again , people talk about all the time but it's not easy to do . It's not easy to do at all , but just trying and showing up .

I had a trainer once who I still hear her voice in my head of like just show up , cause I was like it's so earlier , this or that , excuses , excuses , and she was like just show up , and that's been kind of a mantra of mine too of just showing up .

Speaker 1

Yeah , nice , Before we wrap up , you also said something about a holding box . Is that the same thing as an intention box or is that something ? Tell us a little bit about what a holding box is , why every home should have one .

Speaker 2

So intention tray was more for , like , your individual domain . As a tool for that , the holding box is fabulous . It's part of the organizational domain . So one thing that , even as a busy mom , I struggle with is you know these big purges where you have four or five large bags of clothing and toys and things giving it away .

You just put on the curb and they go , or you take it to Goodwill or somewhere and there was just no intention to it . And so , as I helped clients organize their homes and closets , I really wanted to teach them the principle of intention . And so for the holding box there's a 48 hour cap , so it's between 24 to 48 hours .

It's items that you are feeling ambivalent about , cause there's items that we know right away we want to give away and those items for sure we want to keep . But what about those in between items ? You're just like hinting and haunting and just like ah , and it stays in your closet forever .

So I even teach my little girls that we identify either organization or person . But it has to be very specific and you can meditate on it . That's really the point of the holding pattern . In therapy we help clients hold their feelings bad , good ugly because a lot of times we want to purge those feelings or we want to hold onto those feelings .

Two sides of the same coin . So really tossers and savers are two sides of the same coin . They both feel ambivalent about their items and they feel paralyzed . So one way to get rid of that ambivalence is to give it away right away .

So I don't have to think about it , or the saver is okay , I'm just going to hold onto it a little another day , another month , another year , and it's two sides of the same coin . So the holding box has the ambivalence physically in a box , so that you're not in that emotional parallel paralysis anymore .

And then but there's a deadline around 48 hours we revisit and we talk about who you want to give this to . So my 14 year old daughter said I want to give these pants to Lauren , who's 12 , because she will fit them . I totally see her in this style and that motivated her to make the decision of giving it up . Because that felt right .

This I'm giving it to someone who will like it , who will wear it . Or I had a client should have red dress . She spent $500 on and only wore it once . She really could not part with it . I said , well , what kind of intention do you think ? If you do want to keep it , what kind of intention would you want ?

She's like , well , actually my husband and I really want to start doing date nights again . Maybe this is going to be my date night dress . I'm like , yes , perfect , now that dress is for her date nights and she's using it .

It's not sitting in her closet like only for special occasions , and it actually helps with her positive loop because it makes her feel great and it makes her want to have another date again the next week . So that is what the holding box is for .

Speaker 1

Oh , brilliant , brilliant , brilliant idea . Oh , I am so grateful that you came on , Anita , because you have totally ignited my spark in different ways , in ways in the interior of my home that will reflect the interior of my soul .

Speaker 2

I'm so excited to hear that and I hope your listeners got some tidbits as well . It's always so fun to be with everyone in the universe and sharing good things . Sharing good things .

Speaker 1

And where can people find you ? Do you work with people virtually or just in person ?

Speaker 2

Just in person , it's just . I'm a very tactile person , so it's better for me and . But I am on Instagram . Anita Yocota is my handle . I'm at my own website , anitayocotacom , and my lovely book , home Therapy , is wherever books are sold , so it's Amazon , it's independent bookstores .

Like you said , anthropology is really loving this book , so it's all over the nationwide stores there . Yeah , I'm just super excited .

Speaker 1

Well , people can get started by looking at your book and taking some of these hints and tips . And you're in Southern California , I know , in case anybody's listening there and really wants to get in touch with you .

Speaker 2

Yes , yes , absolutely . I think the book is a great start for all those .

I give a lot of takeaways because , when I was doing therapy , one thing that I wanted each client to walk out with when you know after a session , is something tangible that they could hold on to or work towards , and so , with my book , I tried to make it very bite-size and digestible ways to um Therapize your Home .

Speaker 1

Oh , I love it , thank you . Thank you , anita , for your home and thank you everyone for listening . I do hope that you are inspired now to go to each of your rooms and see what sparks you can ignite in those rooms so that you feel great , set an intention and work towards fulfilling that . Yeah , yeah , thanks everyone and shine on .

Speaker 3

Oh , oh , oh , oh , oh . And everything's going your way . Oh , oh , oh , oh , oh . And you wanna make it last forever ? We'll keep it together , cause it keeps getting better . Oh , oh , oh , oh , oh , oh , oh , oh oh .

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