MDMA, TRAUMA & GOD’S LOVE
In this episode I talk about the power of MDMA to compassionately show what is unhealed in us, and to assist in healing that.
Episodes
THE PSYCHEDELIC PORTAL
Quantum intelligence is present in each of our lives. Behind our historical and biographical self, lies an intelligence that wants to be known.
Through practical mysticism and using the tools of Quantum Physics, Astrology, Depth Psychology, Psychedelics, Dreaming and Meditation, we traverse the landscape of Quantum Healing and connecting to the Divine.
Episodes
THE MIRACLE IS YOU
In this episode i discuss the miraculous capacity I have witnessed in the people I have worked with, and how it is apparent that everyone has an inbuilt capacity for profound transformation if they are positioned properly.
ESALEN STORIES
In this episode I play the role of raconteur(which I am enjoying lately) and tell stories of the summer I spent living at Esalen before my last year of college
PSYCHEDELIC STORIES #2
End of the story that I was telling that was cut off by anchor at the one hour mark
PSYCHEDELIC STORIES
In this episode I put all the stories I have about my Psychedelic Experiences in one place. It’s a long one, but it’s all there.
GOD DREAMS OF YOU
In this episode I discuss Advaitic notion that Atman is Brahman. That beneath the conceptualizing mind, we find it’s origins as identical with the origins of the entire universe. And that the awareness that has illuminated every experience of your entire life, is that origin, and it is identical in each person, and the source of all true healing.
PINK MOONS & IMMORTALITY
In this episode I discuss pink moons, full moons, mercury retrogrades, The difference between Psychedelic substances, and the u inquest opportunity for transformation that each individual life provides as a vehicle of transformation for humanity as a whole
NARCISSISTIC REDEMPTION
This episode is about how narcissism interferes with psychedelic healing, just like it interferes with the natural interface of life. #psychedelics, #narcissism#humility#redemption
MEDITATE THE GALAXY U R
This episode is about a meditation technique that explores the unique genius of our physical structure, held up against the conditioned ways we hold ourselves according to our temporally conditioned minds. The contrasting of these states is both revelatory and astonishing.
WHY PSYCHEDELICS WORK
The Mechanics of why psychedelics help people
THE ILLUSORY SELF
I talk about the mental habits that construct our identity and and restrict is, and how we can short sit out those habits and create new facets to our identity
MYSTICISM & MENTAL DETERMINATION
How to ground mystical experiences in everyday experience for optimal happiness, creativity and joy.
THE 13TH STEP
This episode is about the historical relationship between psychedelics and the successful treatment of drug and alcohol addiction.
PSYCHEDELICS, TECHNOLOGY & IMMORTALITY
In this episode I talk about the value of the pursuit of immortality in the world of technology is torn out at the roots by the White Light Psychedelic experience.
THE CUSP OF AQUARIUS
I look at what it means to be on the cusp of an age change from Pisces to Aquarius
Star of Bethlehem
This episode looks at the “Star of Bethlehem” Jupiter Saturn conjunction on December 18, 2020. I look at the origins of the Christ birth story and it’s astrological corollary to what is occurring now. I also take a look at how Christianity appropriated native Shamanistic Rituals to create Santa Claus. It’s a fun, festive one.
COMPLEX AND TRANSFORMATION
This episode is about how our complexes contain our redemption. It’s simple but not easy to understand.
CHALLENGING EXPERIENCES
In this episodes I talk about “dread” and the experiences that lie outside of the desirable in Psychedelic experiences. I discuss how experiencing the rejected and undesirable experiences and emotions in ourselves can bear the sweetest fruit
THE COSMIC PSYCHEDELIC HEALING WOMB
In this episode I talk about how so much suffering is the result of insufficient nurturing from the Mother, and that the Psychedelic experience offers both the capacity to re-encounter this original challenge, and ultimately to transcend it.
NIGHTTIME CONSCiOUSNESS
This episode is about the consciousness of the night. A consciousness where the ego surrenders to the darkness in oneself where hidden treasures and traumas are stored. I talk about how this descent is lost in our culture, however nothing is as renewing as marinating oneself in this darkness
FRACTAL CONSCIOUSNESS
I talk about the repeating patterns that structure consciousness and one’s life. That these patterns can be limited, but within these patterns and the frustrations they create, are doorways of transformation
THE LIVING BARDO
This episode is about how the infinite consciousness that has given birth to physical reality and each of our lives, impresses itself upon our awareness through our conflicts, suffering and misunderstanding, to pressure us into the transformation of our consciousness and ourselves
DREAMING IS A PSYCHEDELIC EXPERIENCE.
Dreaming is ab experience we all have, and is in it’s own way identical to the Psychedelic experience. All we encounter in Psychedelic experience is available in our dreaming.
RETURNING TO OUR ORIGINS
I talk about how both psychedelics and Astrology speak to a subjective experience that is malleable and changeable
IN ThE PSYCHEDELIC BARREL
People’s Psychedlic experiences don’t always meet their expectations. But what they get is usually more valuable than what they imagined they wanted
POST LSD CARY GRANT
I recall a meeting with Cary Grant in the first years of my life, where he did magic tricks for me, and gave me magic tricks for Christmas, and how roll that may have been a Milagro.
REALITY COMPRESSION
I talk about how the reality a lot of us experience has been compressed by collectivity. A lack of Wisdom, and an inability to express the ephemeral
SUFFERING
In this episodes I speak about how the experience of suffering can be the most cathartic, transformational experience, that can end a lifetime of depression and lowered vitality.
MICRODOSING(AND MEDITATION)
I talk about microdosing and the similar impact that it has on the brain and consciousness that Mesitation does.
ASTROLOGY, PSYCHEDELICS, AND YOUR DHARMA
In Thai episode, I speak about how Psychedelics and Astrology are both instruments of revelation that reveal the animating intelligence behind every life