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EP 86 Destination Healed w/ Sensay9

Sep 08, 20221 hr 10 min
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This week before going into their main topic Tambam shares her experience in Jamaica over the holiday weekend and possibly getting her groove back. Next, they discussed some "Dumb internet news" including the accusations surrounding Aries Spears and Tiffany Haddish. Afterwards, they welcome their guest Sensay9 who spoke with them about spirituality and guiding people back to themselves. Do you attract low vibrations? Lets discuss.

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Speaker 1

We're just too unapologetically black women with an opinion who talks back? What's up, y'all? Thank you for tuning in for a new episode that we talked back, A show dedicated to you, nigga's and knees hose. You know who are you? I'm a j holiday your grade A babe by down bars, bumba clot of rocks clout y'all. I just got back from Jamaica. Now you're Jamaican. Yeah, yeah, man, do the whole show like that. I can't. I can't do it. We can't. You can do it? Ox tu.

Look that's all I can say. Good. Oh, y'all, it's me tim Bam. I love y'all. Thank y'all for tuning into a new episode. As always, what did you do? Then? We know what you didn't? Don't tell us about your trip this weekend? That yeah, that like I had a girl. Yeah, let me find out. I want to hear him trip because all I saw was bootyship everywhere on the fucking grams. Oh, we had so much fun I had. I did not

want to come home back to reality. If I didn't have to come back and record, I would have stayed the extra day. I'm not gonna lie. I would have been back on the beach. The weather was so beautiful. I could I smoke all the week. My lungs can handle. Like. I ate all the food I could. Yeah, just stuff like myself for all that good food. And the men they're goodness like. So I just feel like the men they can't necessarily share you with money, but when I

tell you, they will gas the funk. You saw amazing, You're amazing. You're a diamond this Niger said. You take it's so solid like a brooker ice. He said, I was like ice, ice, milk solid. You're like I solid like ice. They would gash you up out there. I like it. I had so much one. So that was a good time party. And I went to the club every night Friday night, Saturday night, Sunday night, Monday night. Every night and we're all been going at Marguerita Ville. No.

We went to this place called Lounge m HM. And then yeah it was little. Every night it was packed. Who could drinks. Then they had me and uh Taylor y'all of our producer. We was in the v I P. They had us with the DJ and they had like armed security guards walking us to the restaurant when we wanted to the hell bossed up out there based play with us? What the hell? Who set that up? So?

Uh my tour guy that we got. So Actually, my sister had went to Jamaica a few years ago and she was like, this is who you need to get because he's gonna show you a good time and he's gonna make sure you straight. So, y'all if y'all go to Jamaica, y'all have to look out for our reach out to Solomon Adventure Tours. He took us everywhere, like we walked straight in places, like we didn't have to wait in lines. Like he just was such a dope tour gud he really said, set us up at So yeah,

look out for that. Look out for that when you go to Montico Bay. Solomon Adventure Tours. Yeah I get that. Well, ah, what we got going on a stupid internet news I didn't do. I barely left the house this weekend. We got on the grill a little bit on Sunday for Labor Day, and um yeah I barely left the house really, Yeah, just chilling out meditating. Yeah yeah, in my mind right a little bit. That's about it. I'm not mad at that.

I came home and I didn't want to. Like typically when I come home from a flight anywhere, I take a shower and I smoke a joint. I did not want to smoke in their joint At that guy in the shower, I was like, I'm all jointed out. How you smoked out? I like Jamaica. The water isn't as nice as it as I remembered it, because you know, we went there and I think that was me and May. The water isn't as nice as I remembered it from

when I went to Jamaica. Well, when I went to the Grille, the water was nicer than the water in Montego Bay seemed like it was. It was. Everything was beautiful with the weather when we went to the Girl. When we were down there, the weather was real bad. The water was real, real tropical crazy. So we didn't go on the beach. Did you jump off the cliff and the grill? Oh no, I ain't that. I'm not jumping. Yeah, it was going at after this realm. I ain't jumping

off ship. But let me tell you what I did do, which was outside of my element. I went horseback riding. I did horseback ride and took us on this trail and then we took the horses in the ocean. It was nice, but at first I was like, I ain't getting no no motherfucking horse. So y'all think that's a nasty, big gass dog, white tell I saw the picture white tailor horse looked like it was bigger than yours. Her low ass on the big horse. I don't know why

had they. I got on the horse first, and it was like, you know, my big old butt getting on that little horse to have in the picture. In the picture of us, the horse looked like he was tired home. I wear a horseback rider one time in Vegas and never again. The whole time I was riding, I was like, man, I want my horse to get you up. I want him to get you up. Kept kicking out horse, and I just want to like tap him in the side with your foot. Girl. This nigga finally off with me.

He was like, you want me to go fast, bitch here, and my foot came out the sturbs and the goddamn saddle ship the least ship was on one side of his nigger head. So I'm like screaming screaming. I had to say, actually, calmed down, right, calmed down and relaxed, so the horse can then relax. He was on the side of a fucking mountain, girl, I could have been out of here. I'm never messing up messing I just wanted me to off him. Gods, you had a time that was I did. All right, let's getting the stupid

internet news. What's going on chat chat? A few things that I saw this past week. Uh, I don't know. I want to start with Tiffany Hattish and uh yeah, and uh Arie Spears, a comedian what both of them are comedians, So they are in some super hot water right now from production skit whatever it was five minutes skit that they did on some website call or a production company called Funny or Die. So the video was produced in it was taken off line and it's resurface.

Now you know. The week before last Arie Spears, they was getting at his ass, were talking about Big Liz. Okay, Big Liz might be a high god. Don't exactly literally, because how dare you talking about that hateful hate speech against a woman, a black woman? And now I look at you people pulling up your old ship so now they have this video that's resurfaced. And have you seen the video? You know, once I saw that it had children involved, I just decided to pass on it. I

was in Jamaica, high the sun shine on me. I was like, pedophilia doesn't seem like what I need to look at right now. So there wasn't any like um it was. It was. I saw the video because I needed to see it to understand not and it's not. It's not like um, I would say, as child pornography. So that was showing children body persons. But a little boy in the video had as he was in his underwear the whole time. It was three different scenes and

he had his underwear on the whole time. And if any of our listeners watched that video, what I got out of it is that it showed you how out a pedophile is created. It showed how uh some men could possibly become gay because of being molested as children. Because the first scene aries has like a newspaper, right, you know, looking through some little holes makeshift holes in the newspaper, watching this little boy cock up with his leg on the ground. This weird where where ship ship

should have never been. So this was supposed to be a comedy. It was funny to be like a warning to people not to leave their kids with anybody, just anybody. The name of the film was Through through the Eyes of a Pedophile or something like that. So at the end, you know, there's this message that says, you know, watch you leave your kids around. So not only is Tiffany Hattish depicting like a woman who's just leaving her child, this random mass creepy ass uncle, right, what we do see?

And then these things are happening to him. In the very last time she leaves the son, he's now doing the things that the adult mail did to him. Do you see what I'm saying? In he's now coming on to Airy Spears, so now he's groomed him and now he's acting like Arie Spears. So they are accusing them of really grooming these kids. And so the daughter the four it was a fourteen year od daughter in the seventeen seven year old little boy at the time. So

the daughter should be like in her twenties. Little boy should be a teenager now, right. So the mother of the kids, supposedly she was friends with Tiffany Hatrish, so I guess she looked Tiffany had tosh borrow her kids to do this skit, right, and I was I was saying, Tiffany Hattrish was still an inspiring our actress. So I don't know. So now the daughter, the twenty year old, she's they have like a civil lawsuit going. I don't

know why, criminal parts. I love Tiffany Harrish, but that's wow, bro, anything light harder happened. Um, I just got back from vacation in the sun. Bit okay, right back to the dark. Listen, did you see this video out there with this uh this this girl going off on her attendees at her baby shower. I did see that video telling them to leave because you know, if they didn't buy her a

gift and he didn't get the going out. Yeah, So basically, if y'all didn't see it, there's this black couple and they're standing at the DJ booth and they're hosting a baby shower and she's fully pregnant and she snatches them like rutely from her child's father. I believe that's the father and says, look, basically, if y'all didn't bring no gifts, please exit stage left. And I just thought that was tacky, very tacky, very tacky, because it's the baby shower all

about the gifts. I don't know, what do you think. I feel like if you don't like, you don't have to buy a gift. But me, personally, I probably wouldn't attend without a gift. I personally to not go to someone's baby shower without a gift. I went to one of my closest friends baby shower without a gift when we was young, like this shop. We were like twenty, she was pregnant, and I told her, like, I want to come and support you. I don't have no money.

I'm broke his funk right now. When I get back up, though, I'm definitely gonna buy something for your baby. But a baby shower is not just about sharing with gifts. It's love. You invite these people. You should only invite people that you that love you, and you love and they're gonna love your baby. So it should be about that. The gifts should just be the plus of all of that. You know, that's the cherry on top of what a

baby shower is. It shouldn't just be about getting ship like I so I do hair and I have clients, you know, I build relationships with them, and um, I don't like when my clients only invite me to ship that require a gift. I don't like when people do that. Don't invite me if you're not gonna invite me when it's just you cooking on the brill and I come and eat, don't invite me when I got to bring some right weddings, baby showers, housewarmings. Yeah, that's the only

time I get to invite. You're just trying to collect exactly. Yeah, I understand that. So what she did was very highly disrespectful, and I probably would have left even if I brought a gift because I don't want to be associated with nobody like that. Like, girl, you real nasty and tacky. Yeah that told Like just okay, I don't know she had a registry or you know, you see who brought

the gifts. Just don't invite them to anything else. You don't embarrass people like that, because are you really expecting them to stand up and walk out, walk out in front of everybody? Like why are you want to embarrass the people you invited? Really, she embarrassed her viral, right, and now I look at us talk about your so we talk back bird game. I hope you have a beautiful baby, and I hope the baby has everything the baby you got right, They might have got this in

the registry. They might not have walked in with that gift in hand. You know, they could have got you an Amazon something. I don't know, But if I can't get somebody to gift, I'm definitely gonna stop at Publix and get them a gift card on the way to the baby shower in a car. And so now you know, now I'm in a position where I can always I'll be trying to outdo everybody at the baby showing, like that's my box that I try to get the biggest

thing off the registry back there. But there was a time where I couldn't do that, and I still want to do tea And I ain't gonna eat everything. I had one meatball, one fucking in the cupcake. If you broke say that I came here to eat cause I ain't got no money. Bit this is dinner. Britney Spears said,

you know what she's done with religion. Britney Sparits says, since after her thirteen year conservativeship, she is allen atheist, she no longer believes in God because she feels like God would not have lit um the things happened to her that have in these last thirteen years. You know, from her family, from her kids, from her ex husband, all this stuff. So you think about that what her kids did, child, I don't know. They probably old enough

to disrespect her, like fuck you mom. Look well, her baby daddy name is he probably having them kids call her saying that, right, fuck you mom? Oh good, that's that's not funny, it is anyway. I feel sad for her, and she feels like, you know, as long as you believe in something like I don't you know, I don't know about atheism. I don't really have no comment on that. I hope she finds something to believe in and find

like a happy space, because she sounds like dark and sad. Um. You can always believe in yourself, so there's nothing wrong. I don't like the labels. I don't like the atheists. I don't like the Christian label. I don't like none of those labels, you know what I'm saying, Like, just believe in yourself if you think you have nothing else to believe in, to call yourself an atheist as wild. But you could just say, you know, I'm I'm practicing

me religion. I don't know something else. But don't go from one extreme to the next extreme just because of one situation in your life at some point. I think she ended up in that situation because she didn't have enough self love and she was depending on things outside of herself in the first place, you know, right, So she need to work on that. Her kids are fifteen and sixteen, so yes, they are at the especially because

she didn't raise them at this point. You know, their fathers had them all this time, so imagine all that ship. They aren't told um he's told them about her, and they don't really have a real relationship with her at this point. It's sad as yeah, yeah, that is said. I hope she finds some peace. Yeah, I don't know. I don't know a child. Maybe we should get an atheist on the show so we can talk to them about how they got there and what they looked like.

I mean, I know plenty of atheists if you want to if if you want to give it a I know people who don't believe that there's like this big god. Yeah m hm about atheists that's a satanist. Atheists just doesn't believe that there's like a God, you know what I'm saying. Maybe they think that they believe in the God and them as opposed to something outside of him,

So I wouldn't call it an atheist. Let's look, you know, I like definitions just so we um uh, Let's see exactly what the what Google says an atheists as a person who disbelieves or lacks belief in existence of God or God's So it doesn't say you believe in the devil. Yeah. So she just simply and I mean her her message basically said she doesn't believe in God. That doesn't make you a devil worshiper. I always thought the atheist was

a devil worshiper. But you know what, I ain't got a heaven of hell to put nobody in, so exactly I feel I feel like you create your own heaven and hell in your mind. M hm. Should we already in hell? Kids being abused? Ship? You don't get no further than him in here. I'm in heaven. I just left paradise. Um alright, so this last long one, now, girl, I am so sick of people, you know, the Internet.

And I've said this before. The Internet really has given people access to blackness who otherwise wouldn't want ship to do with us. So this actress, Gina Toures, I don't know if y'all familiar with her. She's uh, I know she was on Star Wars The Matrix, UM, that series on TV. I think I love my wife. So she's Hispanic, right,

she's I thought she was Afro Latina, you know. And from my understanding, people of um, his Hispanic people, Brazilians, you know, like this Spanish mixed with African is what my understanding was, or mixed with some type of other you know, um black diaspora, right. But she says, she says she feels like she's living in three worlds. There was my world that I grew up in also Spanish

speaking home Cuban parents. And then you go out into the world and I'm speaking English and I'm in the Bronx, and then going to this industry as an actress, then nobody recognizes you are as either one. She added, So basically, she's tired of playing black roles. She's tired of playing being casted as a black woman when she's Hispanic. I thought she was. I thought she was black, hispanic, whatever.

Mm hmm, Well didn't stop auditioning for black exactly. Imagine you applying for a job, interviewing for the job, getting the job, and then complaining about who you had to be in the job. All you ain't gotta you ain't gotta work there. That's what I'll be telling niggas that McDonald's drift through when they'd have an attitude like, you do not have to work, here is other places to work.

Give me. She said that. Listen to that. She said, to learn to be whatever black was, and then to feel like I was alienating that other part of myself, that latinas self. It just kind of became a Jedi mind trick. So keep to keep myself from just being sad all the time about not being able to fully experience and express the express the entirety of myself. So having to act as a black woman made her sad. All right, I'm trying to identify with what she's saying

because she said she felt woman. I couldn't imagine having to be a white woman all day. But here's that's the thing, Like we have the coast, which is black people. Sometimes we have to I mean a lot. Oftentimes we go to work and we have the coast with a little bit and assimilate to uh. I mean, girl, welcome to blackness. You chose, But she doesn't see how she was picked because she got she has like the black exotic look more role that should have been casting to

a black woman who is proud to be black. She got that role because she was like ambiguously black. And now you're now complaining about it. You took those roles from actual black women. If you don't want to be back black, you should not have applied and you should have let actual black women apply and yeah and get and get the get the role. What's the problem, right, you don't have to be black. You don't have to be Kim Kardashian is no longer black. You don't have

to be back Why you mentioned that? What did you see that current photo shoot with the blind and he now remember a couple of episodes ago, I talked about the hot cheetle girl thing off of TikTok and had a little white girls don't want to be Black girls and the more it was a phase. Kim kardashi and her family made it cool for a little white girls to be like that and to date black men. So now it's no longer cool because they got to preserve their ship now now they got to get in line.

They're scared now something. Mm hmmm, she like alien to me. I don't know what the hell she got going on? That was really that that should wear this hell because she looks real androgynous and she has like that little under the little underwear thing I'll usually see like the gay guys wearing, Like, what the hell is that? The little half brief with the butt out chap? Is that what they called? I don't know. I'm tired of the Kardashians, let's be clear anyway. Yeah, that's definite us stupid in

that news. Yeah, we got We're gonna get into some spiritual ship. We'll be right back. All right, y'all. We have our special guests and we talked back this evening. We got uh since saying nine, Okay, he's one of the smartest people I know off of social media. Just chop it out with him today. Hey, what up? What's her beautiful salves gratitude being up? Yeah, I mean with the beautiful Goddess is in the building. Thank you, Thank you.

We try, We try, m hm. So tell our listeners a little bit about yourself since we got them a few listeners. You have peace and love to the beautiful listeners. Gratitude for y'all having me once again. You know, A J heave me up. She was like, since that, you want to come on? Do the podcat Like yeah, um man, I just love a J's personality and everything about her. I do a lot of different things when it comes to spirituality and life in general. Um, I came from

the streets. So what I mean by that is I came from a whole different mentality, like the survival, the getting out there, getting it every day. I gotta have it in my hand, instant gratification, fighting to be a man, fighting to be understood, all of it, you know what I mean, depression, ups and downs and low. I'm not saying that I don't experience those things anymore, but I don't get caught up in this the stock process of what it's like to be alive versus knowing that I am. Like.

So I do readings or do astrology, readings, neurology, I work with children, or do speaking engagements, um God and meditations. I mean I'm flying all over, but I do a whole bunch of different things. I've done over a hundred readings. Um. Me and my beloved do the readings together, so we've done a lot of different things. When it comes to spirituality in the community, she makes waste bees and cops raps,

comper jury and all that good stuff. She also helps people create their own websites and books, publishing all that kind of stuff. Um. But yeah, I mean for the most part, I like, I'm literally big on guiding people back to themselves. Interesting. Interesting. So when you say you

do readings, what does that mean? What is a reading? Well, you know, when you're dealing with defernation, there's a couple of different ways you can kind of read somebody, you know you when I'm with my so much as reading is it's just a word, is cliche. I view it as a consultation or even a conversation. You know what I'm saying now, in the midst of this conversation of

this consultation, they know, tell them what might come up. Um. So for me, I use a lot of different data to when it come to numbers, um, astrology, birth charts, all that kind of stuff. Um. Intuition, you know, um intuitive readers, well, Tarow, So what I mean by that is like some of my readers consist of me doing your numbers, me doing your birth chart, um, me just speaking into the natural mechanics that you would deal with

why you do some of the things you do. You know, why you would experience life the way you would experience it from the aspects that you might experience it from. And a lot of that can be found in your numbers, nemerology, a lot of that can be found in your zodiac chart. Um. There's so many different tools of divination out there to help us because all this stuff is talking about us.

All these scriptures, all these bibles, these religions, all these books, all these things are talking about the human existence and how beautiful it is. Mhm. So when you're talking about when you talk about your I saw one of your post online and it said, uh, your individuality is your spirituality? What you mean by that, man, that's like one of the most hardest things that we fight to be as human beings, our own individual you know, the illusion of inclusion.

When you're thinking about religion, any type of religion requires for you to follow a belief system when you did it with a belief sys And that means I need to get a group of people who feel what I feel or think what I think, a look at life the way I look at life. That is the just of any religion. When it comes to spiritual now that right there we're buying you. It will put you in the group to make you have to like be conformed to some type of way of doing something just because

somebody before you said it's the way to do it. Now, when it comes to spirituality, this is more so of your liberation because this is an internal thing. So spirituality is about how unique this experience of life is for you, because ain't nobody else live in your life but you. This is a solo journey. So for me, the way I have use spirituality. You don't have to have a system. You don't have to have a certain that there's a bunch of systems out there, right. You don't have to

have a certain amount of knowledge. You ain't gotta know a bunch of esoteric exoteric. You ain't gotta know what the you know what I'm saying like, are you living in your high suspression? Are you being yourself? Are you being unique? Because we are here to be unique. We are here to add our own unique expression to this world. And if we get caught up what she we don't got caught up right in the reality everybody trying to be the best at the same goddamn dying. So where

is the individuality? So when it comes to spirituality, it's more so for the inner transformation, which leads to your personal liberation. So I have a question before we get deep into it, because I know a j got to really go there with you. How did you get how did you get started in this education and learning and all these things? Because I mean growing up where where are you from? I'm from Dallas, Dallas, Texas. Day out

there righting on uh old school. Yeah, like they're not really I don't feel like that's like a normal upbringing. So what what made you get like so involved in this? And like what was the pathway? Well, I'm gonna say Dallas is not a normal upbringing. I mean from what we would say as normal. It's like, yeah, us being disconnected from nature that ain't normally a god then with you know what I mean? So I was raised up

in the environment, you know, in the hood. You know what I'm saying, there was a bunch of ship going on, you know, a bunch of things that we had experience. So now totally different from the mentality that I live with now. Now you're absolutely right, Like, so I come from a hood mentality, you know, I come from you know, project mentality, Like you know what I'm saying, Like everything

was about a success story. You know, I wanted to play football to make my mama proud, you know what I mean, all the typical things, right, So it wasn't until my mother transition Actually in two thousand and four, she transitioned and sent me down this road of like depression. And then around about two thousand seven or so, I kind of felt myself coming out of depression, but it was still me going back into survival mode. And then I was like, whatever it is, I don't want to

go back to that life. Like I literally remember making my mind up saying, I'm I don't care how much money because the money weren't enough. Like I had six figures, I had all this stuff in the streets I had. My name is still good, you know, face, my words still boring around her, you know what I mean. But it's like that whole mentality of that whole lifestyle. It

wasn't fulfilling for me. So when I realized I was going back into another state of depression right around two thousand seven or so, I was like, I ain't going back to you know, I'm tired of living for other people. I'm tired of living up to everybody else expectations and me not knowing who I was. So it led me to kimmy. It led me to like this inner self like I didn't when I first got their first inclination. I don't know myself. I don't know who I am.

It was scary, you know what I'm saying. So it led me to a certain um. It made me reroot myself, re rewrap myself right. So it led me to like can Be traditions which we know as Egypt, and that led me to like African traditions, and it made me more rooted in a spiritual aspect of myself. So it once I let go of the relationship that I had with the God outside of me like this guy, thenn you know, you know one of the main things you

say is God, no, my heart. I didn't know what the fun was going on in my heart, but you could tell me God, I didn't know my heart. Know what I'm saying, Like, it didn't even matter how much I didn't know about me. God no me, God love me more than me. So it just you know that whole mindset, that mentality. It was like, yeah, it still want to stop in depression from heaven. I still wanta

stopping me from going through stuff. It still wasn't whatever relationship out here, whatever God it was, it wasn't doing nothing for me at that point in my life. So it made me say, I gotta find something else. So so you don't believe in God in the traditional sense, not in the traditional sense. Not now some some big human being sitting in the sky watching our thoubts, control and everything, keeping a record of everything you're doing. Like now I just brought that into you. Now that's what

you do. You're watching yourself. You can't lie to yourself like you're here to govern yourself. You give what I'm saying. It was like accountability to that guy. It was like he said, now it's yours. Now what you say now? I said, self accountability. That's what's missing from uh, from religion oftentimes, because if you always have something outside yourself to blame for your actions. You're gonna always sunk up. It's like having insurance. I can do this and I'm

just file my claim and be good. Now you can't know what you consider. You have to be respons filing your claim is repent repentance. Yes, it's the same thing. That's why God becomes a crutch and the devil becomes your place not to be accountable. Now people start saying, oh, it was my ego made me do it. Oh it was God made me do it. Like so it goes back to exactly what you're saying. That's why the word religion means to bind. You know, it's buying you to something.

There's no liberation now, so tell me always be like what people mean when they say do the work, do to work, Like you hear people all the time say that, and they like, I'm a work in progress, and this and the third. So you said healing, it's not a lifelong process. How people try to make it like at some point you have to be healed, right, the scab gott to be healed. The funk up. It happens naturally, don't it. Like what you just said, It happens as

a natural consequence. If you let it here, if you leave the soul alone and you stop kicking at it right, it heals. It's the same thing in the world. We started replaying psychological drama in our mind, and we start replaying the drama. You don't want to let it go. That's how people can suffer from something that happened ten years ago and they're still experiencing it to that and it's hard for me to forgive people and myself a lot.

Guess what ivery now, this is when I'm glad you said that, because this is when I said replaced forgiveness with acceptance. Sometimes some of the things that people do is unforgivable, meaning that if I have to forgive you, that means I'm condemning you. That means I'm holding you to some type of standards. That means I want your days locked up. I want something to happen to you. Whatever you did, I don't like you get what I'm saying.

So when I let go of the condemnation and let it go, a hold the people some type of inspectation, you show me who you are now I have good and feel or whatever the case may be, that's mine to deal with you. But I'll be damning if I'm gonna give you the power to where I'm gonna hold onto something you did and it's years later you don't want to be accountable, and I'm still like, now, remember you did this, Remember you did? Like now, people, people

don't become your enemies, they become your masters. You get what I'm saying. So you're sitting up chilling and somebody else is somewhere else, and then you hear this person name and you trigger and they somewhere frolicate in the days if they somewhere and can't kill somewhere, and you, like I say, drowned, I would say, like, nah, I don't know about to deserve that much endustry from you.

So when you're talking about it once again, it goes back to the individuality because one, if I can accept that you showed me who you are now, it allows me to be more conscious on how I deal with you, because otherwise I'm gonna hold on't know what I want you to be versus who you are. I do that too, Yeah, I guess I do that too. Is like even a liar, And I said this all the time, like I don't mind people lying. It's the fact that you think I

believe the lie is what bothers me. So as long as I know who you are, I can deal with you. I can deal with it. But I don't like, like somebody do some ship. You'd be like, damn, that's that's you, Like, that's really who you've been all this time. That's the scary ship for me. Yeah, because that's it goes back to what I was saying. Now, this is why I say,

if you replace especially as human beings man, especially as men. Right, a lot of time women said I met your representative, because a lot of time for women, your discernments of your heart. So trust ain't even as something that somebody that once you have to discernment, you will know if you can trust somebody or not. You care what I'm saying. So if you don't look for somebody to let you know that you can trust them, how are you doing this? Washington?

With more of a conscious attention, more of attentiveness. So it ain't about a hunter red flags like you showed me. You can't trust yourself in a certain situations. So I'll be damning if I think gonna put a certain level of trust within you. So all I'm gonna do is trust you to be yourself. Period. Now if you give people time to show you what that looks like, yeah, that becomes a whole another thing, because now I gotta be able to say, she, how much things am I

going to really like it's self? Before I acknowledge that now as a man, if I'm able to say, you know what, I come with conditions right now and out, I said it before as a man. If I meet you and I said, you know what, You're so fine, you so beautiful. Everything I'm doing is because I eventually want to have six with you. Those are my intentions. I ain't gonna fighting on fake. I ain't on front. That's what's going on now. As a woman, if you say now, I can't see myself having six with you,

I can't see myself going there with you. Now, we both got to make a decision on what we want to do, because obviously this nigga wants something that you ain't willing to give up in no shape form of fashion. And the woman is that how men show up? Do men ever show up? This hypothetical? Y'all niggas don't have no integrity. That's what it is a lot of men don't have the integrity because you know what, a lot of men don't recognize everything and about them, so they

don't know how to integrate. And a lot of men ain't honest enough to possess the level of integrator that the woman wants. You know what I'm saying, because it goes back to what we're saying. They're afraid if I show you who I am. If I tell you who I am, that means it might not be in alignment with the person you think I am. Yeah, most niggas are run from there. Mhm. Yeah. But what men don't realize is that if you, you know, you give me

the option, you know, to make a decision. I have all information now to make I'm or educated decision on what you want to do. Right. Sometimes I tell you, man, it could be so selfish to where they are world that if I do tell you this, I'm gonna lose you. So they'll just lie. She changed, straight up just lie. You could be writing in why you do this? Man? Who is such and such? I'm on the phone with this chick. I see the message you asked me, who is this? You don't want talking to him, what why

do you do it? I don't know why. He just I'm telling Lord, help us, help usisses me off more than I don't know as an answer, because you know the sad part of y'all, sometimes they actually do not know talking about I'm gonna tell they don't possess the emotional intelligence to be honest with you. Yeah, but that's about being honest, that's about knowing. They now guess what

it requires of level of knowing yourself. Mm hmm. So if I'm just compulsively doing stuff and you're constantly catching me, you know what I'm saying, Like, and I an't got no, I ain't got to the root of why I do what I do. I ain't got to the root of my mama issues. I don't know why I'm looking for my mother and my lovers. You get what I'm saying. I don't know why I'm constantly looking for something outside of me. I don't know why what I got at

home ain't never good enough. I don't know why I keep If a man has to know why, women y'all not only do y'all know why, y'all like you gotta know why, And it's like, well, no, I don't because I ain't went that deep with my emotions. It goes back to this morning and intelligence of a woman like y'all just got that. Men have to cultivate that. It's sad,

but the truth. All right, let's talk about Can we talk about vibrations because everybody is like vibes, Like vibes have become such a huge thing in the last what five was six years? Everybody like, oh, that's low vibrational, that's high vibrational. Like I don't funk with that, that's low vibes. Like I mean, I even say that a lot with a lot of the music, Like a lot of the music, I'd be like, oh, that's very low vibrational for me. I don't. I don't like it. Like,

what what do you consider high vibes? And how would you explain that to our audience? Mm hmm. That's the head of a question, because it's trending, like what you said, even to the point where people were now accountability colling you low vibrational. Ain't that some ship what I'm saying? Like how you and I know you ain't got new accounts. You're telling me I'm toxic, I'm low vibration because I'm wanting you to be accountable. Now now I'm the one that is drying to you, So for me what you're

talking about. But you know what I'm saying, like, come on, man. So when you're talking about vibrations, right, it's actually one of the so called seven Hermitic principles, right, the law vibration. Everything is vibrating, which means that everything is osculating. Right now, when you understand bration, there's a reverb that happens to a lot of people. Don't talk about this. Everything has

a reverb. Y'all into podcasting, y'all understand reverb might work, right, So a lot of times what our vibration is doing is revibrating, So that reverb what is coming behind that? Right? So a lot of times when your people say you don't attract what you want, you attract what you are. Right. Okay, all, let's sound good. But what if I get to a place when I know who I am and I started

keep attracting all these so called low vibrational energies. Well, this is when you get to an understanding of vibration, of just vibration. There is no such thing as a low or high. What we call as a low vibration is basically negativity, right, So basically saying that's something that's not pleasureful, This don't feel good to me. You get what I'm saying. So when people get to the aspect of what feels good and what doesn't and you understand you that you can operate beyond the realm of lights

and dislikes. It's not saying it doesn't stop you from feeling. But what happens is when you do feel that pool on something like it's not an agreement or accordance with your vibration. You can call it a lot of low vibrations. Now want you in the place to be the reverb. Now you become the alchemist. So in my rais ain't the vibration of the group of it's personal the setting on my being lowered into it. Because that's a different

to talk the energy talk. But you know what I'm saying, you ain't the alchemist of being able to transmut the energy and you can always think a consert sitting I'm saying, what I want to deal with this ship or not? If it's low vibrational, why am I dealing with it? So I tell people, am I always how vibrational? I talked with how vibrational talk and the reason why it's because I'm choosing that. See, some people choose to see the funked up ship, and every time it's just what

they do. They just point out everything toxic. I don't like this, I don't like that. I don't like this, I don't like that. You go that me. You gotta promise you to be in the way this reality work. It'll keep showing you, oh of that, It'll keep reve you, keep your your starts seeing I ain't thinking everybody, it'll be like I keep seeing the same thing. Oh you black people, y'all the same, y'all the same to see the same thing. I promise you. That's something that's kind

of like. Don't you buy a new car and then you start seeing that car, you start seeing people with you want this car until I got I got Now it's just in your warding cod been on the road feel. But now we're talking about vibration. Car Now it's just in your wordings. So high vibrational means are higher wordings. High vibration means I'm at a higher level of awardings than most people are. That means that I've enhanced my experience with life in more the places that most people

have not. So that means when I see certain things, I'm choosing to see the good in all things. I don't mean I don't recognize that you get what I'm saying. I see all of it, but I'm choosing to see what I want to see. Now, I'm creating my own reality because now what has to be re vibrated back to me is what I'm choosing to see in this reality. See,

that's the power if you're having a consciousness right. So a lot of times that's why what you think will become how you feel, and how you feel become how you think. And that's why that murphic is law come into play. If you think it can go wrong, it will m hm yeah. And you know, I feel like I've been like that my whole life. Just like, think about all the bad ships so that it doesn't happen, because I feel like when I'm chilling and everything is

all copaesthetic, that's when stupid should be happening. So sometimes I do focus on negative ship because in my mind, I've tricked my mind to think that Okay, if I think about the dumb ship that could possibly happen, then it won't happen. But really that's like, yeah, that ship is low vibrational. So I've been, you know, consciously trying to change in my mind like literally now, and that's what that's what it's about. Yeah, yeah, that's exactly what

it's about. Because huh, yeah, I said, let's talk about that. Shadow works exactly what you're talking about. It's exactly what that is. Because us that means I gotta go in the in the bits of my own do you know what I'm saying. I gotta get comfortable with my own shadows and things I don't like about myself. I gotta find out what's keeping me from sitting with myself for ten minutes, twenty minutes, thirty minutes. Why am I constantly reaching out? What is dunk? And that's when you get

to discover It might be some childhood stuff. There might be some stuff you still ain't got over with mama. Might be some stuff you still ain't got over with daddy. It might be some stuff you still experiencing. And it's coming do different people, and it's like the same edge of different people over and over again. Now we're getting off into cycles. Now we're getting the time to say that time travel when I'm just caring about yes, because

guess what. There's a word an African tradition cause saying kofe and it means to go back to bring forth right. And it got the picture of the bird and you see the bird with his his his body is facing food, but the beak is turned baffles right and there as an egge that the bird is picking up. Now it's saying that behind me there could be things that I left behind that I didn't realize was dark. Now, if I don't use time as a measurement, I'm never able

to go back and retrieve those things. And this is when you're people so retrieval and all this. What are you retrieving? What? There's something there that you didn't realize that you left behind. There's a power that it has always been yours, So that could be pieces of you that exist and everybody's got down life that you've been a part of. Now, how worre are you of this?

This is where the shadow work comes into place. So when you become a world of all the different aspects of you and how they exist in the darkness, where the darkness is just your ignorance. So when you look in the shadows, you're looking at all. And what people call the sub conscious aspects of the mind, basically your body is the sub conscious mind. Your body holds more memory than your mind that recouped. Your mind can never

remember as many things as your body does. Your body, your body can keep up with the very first aspect of your whole human evolution. I mean, from the first time that you were developed. Like when you're talking about sales, sales have memory. You have over for the four forty four tree forty four me and for the four tree and sales right now, each one of these sales have six ft d n A. So that's how much memory

you have. That's like just imagine you got over for the four tree and taro bytes in the computer in your body, right, So that's what people talking about, like one of your seals, like a whole memory. Chill. So imagine when you're able to sit in an abyss of your darkness, right and you all these traumas like you stead of coming up people crying, they call a pas life aggressions. They got all these different names now for it, right, but you're sitting that miss long enough. It goes back

to what we're talking about healing. You sit there long enough to why all these things have just revealed to you? Now this might it for you? Like for me, I'm gonna say when I say two thousand seven, right fast forward to two thousand and fourteen, it didn't feel like seven years that I was in the darkness. You know how you see on the movies and they're being gone for a while and they come back and be like, man,

three yours passed? What you what I'm saying, Like, you've been in this You've been in this mode for so long. You look up, time just been boom boom boom boom boom. Now time has become any losiing Why because you're so engulfed in your pure existence now in the aspect that you're doing it. It's in the shadows. So everybody don't see it. Everybody don't see your growth. Everybody don't understand how mature you've become. Everybody don't understand how this old

version of you is no longer living there. But you're constantly meeting people who won't that part of you. You hear what I'm saying. So now, this is when I say your elevation requires separation called the whole time you're doing all this shadow work, life still going on like it ain't like you able to just stop and pause and going into the mountains something goddamn where like I tell people, like you're doing three hundred and seats of

degree turn while you're standing still. That requires great That requires patients, That requires compassion, That requires all the things that you've been wanting other people to give to you, that you've been searching for. That requires for you to not learn how to ctivated and give it to yourself. So shadow work at his basis is you coming back

to you. Shadow Work is like your spirit now wanting to be at home in your body, and you've gotten to the point of where it ain't nothing else gonna happen in your life in its highest potential, on as highest vibration, until I make this happen, until I get this relationship right with myself, until I know I'm good, I'm whole. See, that's why I say heal it has a destination if you're sit in the shadows long enough and hold it's simply to means I'm showing up as

a heal version of myself every day. That means I don't comfortable with my shadows. You can't bring up my darkness because there can't be no enlightenment without their darkness. You gotta gotta embrace the in darkness. That means I gotta love, and I gotta embrace every part of me that even I didn't like. Before even I did, I ran from even the stuff that I didn't want people to know, because now I'm taking away any ammunition. See when you do that, you ain't no aftering. The more

you become your own act. See, now you to like the truth in the motherfucking way, ain't there what the screw? So now when you walk, I don't think it's that motherfucking way you know I got They might have checked it out. That's where your life start up. That's church. So that's where your life start up, saving people demons. That's where even even now come now you're grieving through like you, it's like you growing through because now the old you you like, Damn a lot of stuff that

I used to do. It ain't relative to me. No more than a lot of people that I knowing love like they can't go where I'm going like, and I still love these people. I still want them to be a part of my life. That don't stop you love is fel see people think he's gonna come and cut them. You don't cut nobody off. You expand the cause of love. Because this is saying I'm operating. I am love, mom love. I don't have to define. So the whole thing is to allow love to become the escalator for you to

go higher within your own existence. So now when you show people life, I am whole, I am complete. That means I don't need you to do nothing for me. And all that means is you can only add to this existence. You can't take away. You can't take away from this him. I'm already to hold. I showed up as me. So if you don't want to add, if I see that, I'm not gonna let you take away. I don't move like that. And my cup running through so much to where I give whatever time, whatever energy, whatever,

however you shout him in my life. Once that's over, it's over. I'm not gonna look at it like I wasted my time. I'm not gonna look at it like you played with me. Or now actually people don't cheat on you. That's a show. That's shadow work. I know that she sounds cliche, but it's like, now it's sparking a different level spiritual developed within within you to make you wake up from whatever fairy tal you created to make you think this person is gonna hold you true

to yourself or they self when you ain't there. Now we called your tip. Now we called but as this person shows you who they are. They just did it when you weren't around, ain't know about responsible to keep you happy. Like now, if you take that away from people and people do that was kind of acts or whatever the case may be. If that ain't produce it for how you rock, appreciate it, bro. But you showed me how you is and the level of commitment and

the presson that I am. I can't rock with that because I've done enough shadow work see and that before in time. So that means like if you get to that place, that means you're incapable of feeling hurt by others or any pain. Now, Oh, I love that you see it. That's the very type people say, ain't like a nigger num or so hell no, I feel every time I'm talking about you're talking about the amplification of now you feel it to the point of where you feel it when they feel it. You can't even hide

the emotion. But what have you done? Like because self mash, you don't just happen in the day, right, you're mashing each day. But what has happened is you realize that my emotions is mine. The moment I started looking for you to honor how I feel, I'm instrouged. You get what I'm saying, Like, my, that's not that I've become numb to my emotion. I've become numb to making sure that you give a damn about my because you show

me you don't curl. That means, you know what, I gotta give myself enough grace and enoughing passion to give it down by my feelings more than you do. Because if I show you that my ship it's more valuable to me than it is to you. That means I wouldn't have said whatever healthy battles are necessary for me to be safe and hold and complete within myself without losing myself. I ain't gonna lose me. And you you know what I'm saying, Because the relationship require for us

to be committed. It really does. That's why it's kind of falling in love. So if I'm not willing to list something or to run into the aspect of falling in love with you, that means I don't trust myself enough to say I can change my mind. Let's get into this divine feminine right quick, and now we're gonna take it to the divine feminine because I can't talk shockers. I can't talk none of this ship without talking femininity. You can't anything physicalness. Reality had to be birth from

feminine prisiple. So your whole body, the reason why we got shocked with the reason why you got a mind, the reason why you got a heart, the reason why you're experienced in his life because you got a mom. That's the only reason why you're experiencing cycles. It's the only reason why you know time. See the whole conversation not always being gooped in the feminine energy because the moment you came through your mama, you were birthed in

the cycles period. Mhm. Those cycles were determined by the cycles of your mom and your dad. That's why we can get into the birth chart. You literally heard the fulfilled things that your mom and dad didn't do and it's the thing that came that you came in with your past life from. So your shockers are like the system that if you when I was saying you governed your thoughts, that's like thirty percent of your life, you governed your emotion. It's like another twenty percent of your

life you governed your body. It's like sixty of your life you governed your life force energy, which is your shockle. That's a hunt of percent of your life. So we're talking about the woman and the feminine a team and getting back to that. This is emotional intelligence. Now, this is why your emotions, your energy, emotion. Each one of these shockers create a chemical reaction based off any emotion.

When you feel a certain type of way, when you feel like you want to fight, flight whoop, somebody asks clean up all that kind of stuff. Rut shocker activity when you want to feel and make love and six and create and desiring all this cycle shock when you got a will to make something happen, when you ain't feeling it, when your rule shock ain't active, but you know you gotta get it done. You gotta wheel yourself through everything, and your will power that show solar plexus.

That's why all your food is converted over the energy and your solar plexus. So indigesting issues, all this kind of stuff, all that solo plexes because a lot of people are willing theirself through a lot of different things. Now when you deal with the heart shock of the heart shockers like you want you just want to hug, or some people feel too much and they don't feel enough. People crying all the time. They always their heart just open. You get what I'm saying, Like, that's an unbalanced of

the hard shot. Because the hard chokras, it's called the anahata, it's called the unstruck. The hard is meant to be unstruck. If your heart is unstruck, that means you dancing to the rhythm of your own beat. If something else is striking your heart, that means something outside of you can control your emotionally. Your heart is the navigation. That's why the ancests and with them with Kimmy, they used the heart inside of the chambers alive because your heart is

the first thing is far into your body. That's why the heart is to call the fourth chakra. You got three below the heart, three above it. Everything has to meet through the heart. This is why Jesus in the motif and he's holding those two fingers up and he got the heart in the middle of his hand. It's represents Jupiter energy and it represents your place to expand. This the trust field, the tests are rat all this kind of stuff right, the mercabo right dictionary right now,

go ahead, No you're don't. Just listen, have merco right. The type of ship I love? Go ahead, since that that murder is the love that cor right. That's now you're dealing with it. When you see like even in church they got us doing this ship. You throw your hands up in the earth, oh Lord, oh Lord, and they throw their hands of letting the Lord in right. That is the spirit, the boys, the body. So you marry all of that. So these all the different dimensions

that you can do well in. This is when you get the the theory of man, the da Vinci code. When the Vinci drew the man and he had the man with the arms out out, the man's kind of even when you see another picture of the man with the one for one foot on the sea, like one ft in water, one fot on land, like you's saying you gotta master your emotions, master your body. All is a simple little all. This is like representive shockers, even

with Enoch walking straight into heaven. This basically saying the master the shockers. The sleeping Buddha master the shockers, right, basically saying he just said, fuck it, I'm just gonna walk out of my body. The sleeping boodles that said I'm gonna lay down this one you want to sleep. This is I'm leaving my body. I don't need it anymore. If you activate all of your shockolates, your body won't

bear to contain your energy. Because your soul, your spirit is a vibration, right, So once you get the vibrated on a higher vibration, this means these chakras, your energy and emotion is flowing. They're ascending. Your lead is turning to gold. Everything you touched with turn to gold. This is when the scriptures say, be illuminated. Now. The only reason that's gonna happen is through a feminine principle, because

you gotta be out right with your emotion. So man running from the emotion, saying women feel too much, women are too aggressive, women are all this ship. It's basically saying the man and rooting this femininity. When a man said woman needs to submit, we hasn't submitted to his femininity. That's the only reason they're gonna say that, because once you submit to that, you're gonna automatically you're here with any woman is crying out for And not only are

you gonna hear it, she gonna feel it. She gonna know that you knew it. She ain't gonna she gonna know she ain't got him. Let her. She donna know. I can beat myself with this man. I can say how I feel. It's an automatic knowing because the woman has the most she y'all got the highest level especialist Black women because now we're didn't with the Mico Country DNA. This is where you find the matrix, all right, because

the Mico Country DNA des without a memory. So as Black women, because you have a menstal cycle, and because you are connected to the moon, and because you are here to bring our life through you as a vessel, you have to have a high level emotional teller to any other creature on this planet. A lot of people don't know that the matrix is essentially the female reproductive system.

They don't understand it. That's why you trapped in that's what I don't know what what peel you take red or blue, y'all as still in the matrix right, And I think it's crazy that people are trying to like make women not a thing anymore, Like a woman is not a woman with a reproductive system is not special, like she's a birth and person. Now she's not a woman,

you know what I mean. That's the illusion. That's another greatest part of the eclusion that they like to play on the divide from not because now it makes a woman feel like she got to continue to fight for a power that's already hers. M. I don't give that. What they do, they can, you can do surgeries, they can do out like they can't. You cannot usurp that. You cannot if you replace the woman, that would mean no more life on this planet period. It's it's impossible.

Like so that's in my mind when I see that our land, because it's a joke, like you can't. What they're trying to do is they're trying to figure out a way to because you can create without the feminine principle, but you cannot approcreate, so anything that they create without the feminine principle is not sustainable. That's why they gotta create. They gotta That's why they gotta keep doing stuff. It ain't sustaining. It's the only amount of time for something

comes destroyed and once it's destroyed, cannot come back. The only way you at the comeback as an energy. You gotta come in through the woman. You the way. That's the only way your energy becomes. This is when they deal with the Ora boris and all this type of stuff. But I anstuffed to new that there was no death. So all these soul is people out here. Everybody got a spirit. Everything has a spirit, but not everybody got a soul. That's right, and you will know some souls

beings because with a soul, you gotta feel. See, that's why we as black see as black people, we have something called polymorphins. Like this is science, You care what I'm saying this. There's actually a theorem by Professor Gabriella Ebo. He used to work for NASA and all this kind of stuff. But one of the most highly or like announced or whatever, um um rocket scientists. I would say, um physics is physics and all that type of stuff.

But he has developed a theorem called the gag of theory, all right, and it proves that black people are five thirds mane. What simply means that we have polymorphins. These poly morphins great poly river. This is where music and beats come from. This is why the universe is four hundred and thirty two hurts. This is why each one of these shockers carries the frequency. This is why each level of the light spectrum, which is dealing with the shockers I hate, red, green, orange out of them carry

sun frequencies. These sun frequencies carry information. Each color has amount of information. The higher the number, the lord the amount of information. The lord the number, the higher the amount of information. His purpose is gonna have a lower number. Platinum is gonna have a lower number. White is gonna have a lower number. It's more information. This is why you see the white illuminated behind Jesus Christ and all this kind of stuff. That's why they call the Christ

conscience and they do white. Right. So this is saying that once I reach a higher vibration, I'm able to raise my pitch. So I pick up on levels of conscieness that other people don't I'm I'm receiving things that other people don't. My body is a receptor. Now it is an antenna. See that when people talk, how vibration is not just the talker. It ain't just it ain't just cliche. So when you're talking, people reach a level of like knowing. This is when you are like operating

in the realm, beyond likes and dislikes. Yeah, I don't even know what the differences between knowing and believing because when you when you believe something, that stops you from knowing. Because if I believe something that means I reached the conclusion in my mind is to believe this is true. This would create cognitive dissonance. This is the ego now, m because now this is an intellectual property. This means you've gathered enough information to say that you know this thing.

But is that really possible? In his life? Can't you know enough about one thing to ever say that you master it? Are you fully know the thing? Knowledge is infinite, ignorance is bliss. So the knowledge applied becomes wisdom. The wisdom is power. Now go back to the feminine again, because if you ain't got that emotional intelligence, you know why you feel what you feel. Women always want to know why you feel what you feel. That's why y'all want to know why. Y'all always ask him why why

why do you do that? Why you do of me like that job? Yeah, because now your intellect what property is like, what is going on? Your ego? Is damage your masculine principles? Like what is happening to look? That's why I always called like people like, wait, am I tripping? I can't need to know? Am I tripping? But guess what the reason why you say all your tripping? Because the woman already knows your dement already told you. But now your intellect what properties are saying I need to

get the more information. No, you don't if you surrender to that knowing and you trust that discernment, because that's beyond these galls. That's beyond this knowledge. Now see, that's beyond the beliefs, that's even beyond the knowing. Now your intuitioness saying because now your mind might not be able to gather enough information to say I can support that. So now that's why they won't be like I need to get more details when the actuality you don't need them.

That's a masculine principle. It's the way they have women moving through their masculinity. Do you think like the masses, it's just out here intense. Know, we're trying to confuse women exactly because guess how they do that. They keep you identifying with every expression of the feminine power, because in order for you to express yourself in any aspect of your nature, you have to have a feminine power

to do that. This is why they called isis are sick the goddess at ten thousand names, because it's only through the feminine power that you're able to be a mother, father, love of friends you want. You only been able to take these physical expressions. Dude, you being still so they have That's that's patriarchy. See cause then they got everybody, don't You don't know what about nobody trusting intuition, No nobody chote what they know. That's why niggas is pulling

up going crazy. Nigga, you knew that woman and like you, you know she probably had another nigga. You pull it up and saw it. Now you don't win crazy, You get what I'm saying. Called you you you didn't had emotional ting to say no, I knew this ship went right off top. That's why the woman gonna bust the car, bust the windows out of those ships. And you got

me fucked up. That's why the woman said, Yeah, nig I knew how long nigga, you've been acting fun and since this time, Nick, it's all you got account of it automatically. Like, but when you don't trust that, you're just like, I'm just waiting. I'm just wait, waiting for your own demise. Goddamn, because once the truth hit your way, he's gonna be like, Wow, Wow, now you're gonna feel like I gotta fight now. They had me funked up. Now, in actuality, you had yourself. You had yourself fucked up,

all right. Listen, since let all our listeners know way they could find you, as they could pull out for these good old readings. You do all type of ship. Let them know, man, y'all can My website is Divine Selections dot neck, so that's divine and then selections dot neck. Um. Then I'll say with my ten K card, uh, it's um since a nine dot com. So if you go to sense a nine dot com, you'll see my my ten K card, my links on the I'm on Facebook is since a nine as well Instagram since on the

score nine. I'm on TikTok. Don't know how long I wo'na be on TikTok through terms of conditions? Is something else ain't lyne I'll be debating you doing all your likeness, man, de folks they do you know, they monitor what you're typing like defolks monitor everything like it's crazy. So because I ain't afraid of them, But then I don't want the folks all of my business. And I've been shadow being out down there every account I got, so I know if the government wants to crack down, I'll be

one of the ones they're coming from. You know what I'm saying in because I'm always posting on stuff. But that's why Trump was trying to force China the Celtic talk. Yeah, it's all our data collection they got. God thought Microsoft had purchased it. Yeah, and that's why Oracle, I think Oracle yep. And that's why Trump kept talking about China.

China they've been they It's like they really have hecked us cyberly, like they people have no idea how much China have control they have of our cyber networks and just not people don't even think about India being in China because listen, when you call one hundred numbers, who ainswering? Yeah Swami, Now alright, why I'm of you my social So when if people want to reading, where can they find you? Where can they get those in? Um? They can go on my website or they can inbox mell

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