EP. 77 "Fans Only"

How you been girl? What's up? Good? We just celebrated. Uh well, I guess we didn't celebrate. We was just there for it. Forth to life white holiday season. Yeah, I had too much to drink yesterday. Now I feel kind of bad. I don't know. I mean, I'm getting older. I can't drink like I thought I could. I was so cute in my little outfit. I ain't posting no pictures because I'm a wear it in Vegas next week. But I'm gonna wearing for the first time next week. Was you on that cosume? Me go girl? I was

on that costume? Goes Representado and baby. I was lit in the city about that bullshit. I know now I'll been stommach hurt. I want to lay down. That ship is a stream poison. As soon as niggers get hold of some ship, it's like they changed the recipe. I have to go back to down Julio. I can't funk with that costume, goes shy. That's all I drink now is tequila and champagne. That's it. Yeah, it's it for me and water. So we cooked that a little bit

over the weekend. You know, the family cooked all the animals. My Bama got mad because I said, yeah, y'all, animals look good. Fucking girl, chicken is so big, you know, Like this ship don't even smell good. Why e'all still eating this type of stuff? Man, it smells good to me, sme. The barbecue smells good, but like you know, like she usually like boils the meat first, so that smell is not nice. Okay, I don't like that ship, girl, like I had. They always push your name like I'm not

pushing anything. You'll never see. No, no, you're not. But it's just like nobody says anything about your vegetables. Nobody's like damn vegetables. What is that call you eating over there? You act like the cal smells bad. Okay, nobody's doing that to you. Let me enjoining my mother. Girl, alright, don't me. Don't be calling me when we about seven years old talking about your mother fucking blood pressure, diabetes

and all this bullshit. You just fine. I'm gonna be just fine, Okay, I be like, bitch, passed me that pack of baking out the refrigerator. Okay, shame next to your kale salad. One thing I don't like is a kale salad. I don't know how people eat kale. Only put kale like in my smoothies and ship. But to just be eating kale, No, I'm good on that. I only put kale in the trains anyway. Uh, let's get into the stupid initent news girl, did you see this

motherfucker senator for Rhode Islands working on them head? There is working on the head like yeh, I don't know what's up with all right, alright, lots of hold on America is on America is a fucking ratchet girl. We're living in the Truman Show. Okay, this should ain't even real. Bit Okay, see y'all listen. So, Rhode Island Senator Rhode Island State Senator Tierra mac is being dragged online. It's working on a handstand or her TikTok handle uh MACTI

District six. So that's her personal ship. Um. She's definitely definitely not trying to hide. Um. You can also hear somebody in the background saying that ass. That ass. And at the end of the video she was like, she was like Voltaire Mac right. And here's the thing. I'm not against her twerking, but I just don't feel like as a senator she should be twerking. I'm sure, I'm sure senators twork all the time and you know, on their phones, but and do all kind of snort coat

what was but you just don't post it? She I don't know. I don't I wasn't comfortable with her ass in the air like that as a state senator, I think, you know. I just I feel like you're supposed to have on past suits and kitten heels and that's the only thing I'm supposed to see you. For some reason, I feel weird about it because I feel like she's almost mocking black people in a weird way she's black, right, But okay, you know how if about black black is

like a culture, you know, it's not like actual. Yeah, so it's like I feel like she's almost would you be would you be tworking at one of your friends white friends cookouts? You know what I'm saying. I know she was at the bidst No she not you her? Right? So, I mean, I know it's online. It's just it's just it's it's something with that. I don't like it. I didn't like it. And I'm all about a woman doing

whatever she wanted to being liberated. But for some reason, this senator sitting up there with her answer air uh the frestles and moles popping on the side. Like, So for a little bit of background and for on this money, Mac she's a twenty eight year old Brown University graduate and um she assumed the state office January one. MS Mac is the first openly lgbt Q black person elected

to Rhode Island Senate. Okay, Um, people in the comments with saying how she's not gonna be reelected and her response was she probably will because her constituents love that she's a real person and not a robot. What do you think, tim And I love that for her too, but are we just gonna see how this goes because it's getting a lot of attention nationwide, and I don't know Rhode Island wants to be known for uh tworking on handstands. I don't know, you know, So we're gonna

see how that goes. So the best of luck to you though, because you're a black woman, so we know it's working. Is like it's a part of our culture, right even we could take it back to Africa, like they's work, they danced, they're doing rituals when he's working and dancing. So maybe maybe, just maybe it was a ritual. Because she definitely has people's attention. She probably will get the younger voters, you know what I'm saying, So it may just work for her. We'll see, Like you said,

Rhode Island might be with the ships. We're gonna see. Well, I know if you was a South Carolina state senator, they have you got an office tomorrow for the media. Look, did you see this damn video at this sixty year old preacher uh talk about his eighteen year old wife that graduated from his church's school. She grown and she didn't had to have nobody sign no papers for her.

Did you see that? Oh? I missed the girl. Sixty three year oldld ass man on the pulpit saying this ship with an eighteen and now he's winteen year old wife with an eight year old Yes, damn how he managed it, I don't know. It sounds like child abused, maybe growing him up, grooming him in the school. Yeah, because she goes to the school that they graduated from the church at school. Yes, m hmm, where's your mama? Where's your daddy? But you know, a lot of times

in these churches, this is normal. This is like normal ship some some of these churches, they got these little but under law. He's not doing anything wrong morally, morally wrong because you ain't gonna tell me your relationship just started at eighteen. I don't hear that, right, Okay, motherfucker, dirty old dog, dirty old dog. Like yeah, yeah, y'all bad. I say that to my wife. It was just terrible. I'll sent it to you'll talk about I'm girl style.

I don't want to see now. Did you see uh whatever? Holder Nipsey Hustle's killer was brutally assaulted. Oh, they whooped this ass, and jail they whooping his ass. How do you feel about that? That's what's gonna happen. I don't feel nothing. You want something from the store, like I'm about to go to the store. You want something. I don't feel nothing about that. You know, I still be

having he took a good nigga from us. Yeah, I still be having empathy for people for some weird reason, like even though that he is in prison, he needs to be in prison, he needs to be convicted. But just seeing him and how I beat up he was in that fucking picture, Like I just still had empathy. I still had empathy. I haven't. I didn't feel no type had empty like I I could not bring my fingers the type. Oh that's what he gets. Because I

don't like condemning people. I'll condemn child molester, like we're gonna stone that motherfucker. He need to die to day. But like people commiss sin, people be killing people murdered he killed, Yeah, but it what if it was someone that you loved? That's why I don't have that type of emotional attachment to it in that way, you know what I'm saying? Like people commits sin, people will always

be killing each other. It's just always it just I don't know, I just still be having lot of it, and I ain't feel nothing for that there, Like damn, that's what your boy. Something from the stone about to go get me? Something like Martin when he broke out where he was something that was who broke up her face? Is all lumped up from the Avocalo mas. But just

for an update on Eric Holder's case. So court ended July second with no verdict from the jury on first degree on his first degree murder chargers, the defenses arguing that the killing was not premeditated and that their clients should be convicted on man slaughter charges instead. So they're deliberating. Trial is over. Jury's deliberating. We're at day two right now. Okay, holiday was yesterday and they're back in course today. Um, oh, bitch,

did you see miracle Watts? Miracle Watts? And is it Tyler? Play right? I don't know how to, but I would love to keep fine, So I play with both of them. Yeah, she find it fun too. Now let's not yeah, let's get clear. But so they're expecting their first shot together, right, but um, apparently he does have two children from a previous relationship um with a woman, a talent agent named

April King. Fans online, we're suggesting that the to them started their relationship when he was engaged in this King. But Miracle Watch took Twitter to say, uh, that is not that man's ex fiance. Okay, he said they were never engaged and nor did he cheat on her with me while they were together. Child. I don't know who made that up, but it's false. So she addressed the shep head on So but they had words. They exchanged

words and send me what you think about this. So Miracle Watts took the Instagram was like, yes, I have three kids. Right. The Miracle Watts commented on her page and was like, yes, I have three kids, and April King commented back and said you do. You have met Leo twice and Jade once. They are not your children. So Miracle comment back to her and said, Number one, I would never try to fulfill your shoes as a mother.

I have my own shoes to fill. Number two, as a woman and a mother, you should feel good about someone someone who wants to embrace your children and include them and include them as a family. Would you prefer the opposite and number three, I don't do internet games. You have my phone number, Mrs King and all cats. Um, And she commented back, She was like, and I'm also happy you finally write me from your real page. Proud of you, M M gather. Yeah, I don't Umi, April

might be still bitter. I'll be sad about losing that nigga too. Honestly. The thing is that here's the thing. We don't even be knowing that these niggas retarded. You know, it's some things that April King may know about this man that um what's her name hasn't experienced yet. Okay, I don't never, I don't care. And then what happened, what happened after that? Since you're retarded? And what happened

after being happens next? Because I don't have they ain't got that nigga, ain't gotta do nothing else has something super fire retarded as nigga's girl. And I'd be like, when you gotta fight and argue with these bitches about my retarded nigked, can I know I have my retarded niked to myself? Not when he finds like that you got me to catch with me, to catch all the pussy coming this way, and um, look, do you remember cal Mitchell from Keenan and Kel Did you see him?

I used to have the biggest crush on him when I because it wasn't like a lot of black men on like I'm talking about Little Little Girl. It was not a lot of black boys on TV at the time, so he was like him and Roger Home Roger. So it was kill for me. So Kaisha Hampton, which is his ex wife, she was on TikTok and sitting insinuating that Kale and Nick Cannon has some ship going on at some point. You saw that, yo, yeah, he said. She said that Nick Cannon was like jumping on their

bed and he had on Yes. So now this is coming after she basically trying to say that this Nike is trying to pull a Johnny Depth on her and found a domestic suit against her because he does not want to pay this lump sum and back child supporting taxes that he owes. And they were married from two thousand and five. So now you want to put a video out out you remember the time you what is

the post is? Like? Okay, she said, remembering when this is a she just did like a little TikTok little video remembering when I came home early to Nick Cannon hashtag nick Cannon wearing my full cheerleading uniform including the briefs, doing chairs on the bed for my ex husband kil Mitchell hashtag kill Mitchell to cheer him up because he cheated on me? What do you think about that? Is that retaliation? That's yeah? Absolutely? Because why you just saying

it's real? Is it true? Though it might listen, those guys are clowns. It might have been like on some white boy funny ship type of clown behavior. And now she again him because if it was the case and you thought he was on some gay ship, why are you staying with him so long after? I don't know. She didn't put any dates with anything, so maybe that's

that could be why she left. This is two thousand and five, but she said he had Oh wait, they've been broke up since two thousands to five, and now she she popping out girls because they've been going through

like a nasty custody battle type thing. So apparently cal Mitchell is trying to sue her for putting them hands on him or some ship, so Johnny Depp type ship I feel like Nigga is about to be taking bitches to court all year, right, Yes, so she's saying she was the one abused in the relationship, Okay, towards the end of the video. So I don't know, child, these people it's my fucking retarded I don't know. Look, so that's my that's all the stupid in that ship I

caught this week. No, let me just say this usher did a time and he had this leash around his nick was like, what is that want there around house with that least girl. I really like how I STU looks. Yeah, I just like his personality, that heart. He was like a corn corn dog. Don't talk about Listen, here's the thing. There's a lot of motherfucker's walk around here with herpies

who've never been tested for her pies. I'm not about to shame somebody for having herpies when there's thousands of motherfucker's, millions of people I who have never been tested and out here spreading some ship. So you woulday someone knowing and they'd be like, hey, you know, I like you. Everything's going good, but I want to tell you I got herpies. There's medication. I will I might have. I don't know. I don't know if somebody is honest enough

to tell me that in the beginning, I might. Yeah, I might stay on your motherfucking man, don't come off to motherfucking man's I'm beat your grass up. I might did you don't know how any times you probably on dodged the bullet? Okay, this ship is fucking easy. It's not like it's hard to get hurt. Yeah, we're talking about skin contacts. It just has Honestly, it has a worse, worser stigma than it really is a bad disease. Honestly, it does have a worse stigma, like yeah, because it's

people who don't even have outbreaks. They just be out here not knowing shit. Okay, so I'm not going to just be like I'm not working like that nigga because such and such. I've seen a video with his bitch on uh Instagram. She was like I got her pies and basically basically saying like these niggas don't care because I don't such and such, such and such. I'm like, oh see, that's when she get messy. Set your low ass down somewhere, because we are six degrees of separation.

It's now you all here popping out when you love. I would love to attach a leash to that thing on usher neck and walk his ass around the house singing. You know how he did that and all looked like it was hurting him a little bit to do it. That She was like that niggas way better than that. Nigga just did that ship like it was nothing like effortlessly. So are they going to do an Usher usher versus seeing everybody's talking about it, but it's not a real thing.

I don't want it to do. Thinking like this, these are just to you, like na, man, that would be so never happen, But I don't know. We we saw so it might. It might happen one day. I would love that. I would throw a whole party. They're gonna have to do a goddamn stadium or a big gass convention center for that ship, because I would pay. It's gonna be damn as off. It's gonna be a big thing, right, Yeah, I would love that might together. I've seen Usher in concert,

have you, Yes? I have, And he was like floating over. I swear the guy that nigga was looking at me. He was in the sky and he was floating over me, bitch, and I just I felt like I felt like I dropping his sweat hit me on the forehair. I was like, I swear to God, stupid he was staring into my eyes. Betch I know he was. I felt it in my spirit sha shape. Yeah. But listen, so we got a little suped up load show for y'all today. Okay, we're

about to get into like excellent, excellent. Alright, y'all. I know, y'all, we told you a little bit about what we had for y'all today. But now I got her here. It's Gnar for my friend. What's up, girl. I'm so happy I'll be here. Welcome, thank you. So listen, I've been doing hair for almost twenty years and now I'm ready to switch profession. So we need to talk about some things I got you these girls. Yeah, so listen. We know there's two different types of sexually liberate liberated women.

There's the slut and the horse. Those are the only two categories we talk back knowledges, right, So the difference between the two is holes get paid. Look at the definitions. Money is in the definition, and sluts just get finger popped in the back of the club for no reasons. We are doing that. It is having a good time, but we were doing that. We aren't doing none of that. But before we get into that, you were Air Force

before anything else. Yeah, right for our runch and at these people are like, oh my gosh, no, guys, I was in the military. I fought for our country. I served for people, I deployed and all that, Like, come on, I have America on my heart. So, um, you went into the Air Force right after like high school or how was that? What was Yeah? So, um, I went into the Air Force. I graduated in two thousand A lot then and I went into the Air Force and like that that winter or that summer, I guess, like

right after. Um. Yeah. I was in there from nineteen until I was about twenty four. I served six long, hard, fucking years. It was very stressful in the beginning. I really really liked it. So I did. I did HR, which is the human resources. So in the military there's literally like every single job that there is in like the civilian world, Like there's pest control, there's lawyers, there's like everything, there's cooks. So I did HR. So I

was basically like a six A secretary. Uh. So I did all of the paperwork and stuff, and I was so good at my job, Like you guys, I had so many awards. I had all like they give you like these coins. I was so good. Um I had to I was like a little like E three. I had only been in the military for like a year, and I was like briefing all of these people that would come in because I was very good at like

public speaking. So I would be briefing these commanders and these people that are like that have been serving for like twenty thirty years, and I'm just like this brand new person. So I gained a lot of confidence from um, from from that, because you can't just go in there and be like, hey, you have to be so professional and you have to like stand at attention and you have to fucking just do all this man tell me

like all that. So after after doing that for a while, I was like, okay, cool, Like I am good with this whole confidence. I'm good with talking to people like I'm golden. And then um, and then your girl got put on a deployment and that like changed my life. Um. So I was deployed. I went to this tiny little place in um, what do I say. I guess in Southeast Asia, and UM, I was over there for seven months.

And when I was deployed, I so you don't have to pay for anything, Like you don't pay for your phone bill, you don't pay for rent, you don't pay you literally have nothing to pay for all of the company wave everything because you're deploying and um, and then all the money you make is tax free. So I'm just over here like staff so much bread. Oh my god, it's the most money. I grew up like super poor, so this is like the most money I've ever had

in my whole life. I'm like, this is crazy. I'm over here shopping on Lubaton, but I'm just like screen shopping. I'm like, I'm gonna do this in person, Like I'm I'm preparing everything so this in this seven months, I ended up saving um, like seventeen thousand dollars. And seven months I saved seventeen thousand dollars. And I am like the richest bitch in the world, Like, you can't tell me nothing. I go back. I'm stationed in Vegas at the time, so I go I go back to Vegas.

And I'm like, I'm ready to go crazy. So I get back home and I'm talking to my girl, who was a regular friend, and she was like, oh, how was it, And I'm like, oh, I made so much money. I made seventeen thousand dollars and seven months. And she was like, and you worked six days. I worked six days a week, twelve hours a day. And she acted math. She was like, bitch, I made that last week and the weekend. I made that in a weekend. I'm like, how like what? She was like, Well, I'm a stripper

and I made it all like stripping. And then you know, sometimes I like go and they gamble with people and I do there. I'm like what, Like this is crazy, Like this is a world. So mind you. I get back into Vegas. I'm in the military. I have this friend saying like, you should come strip. I'm like, let me try it all. So I go and I don't apply and I get hired and then um, and I'm like working there for a couple of weeks. Everything's going good.

I'm making so much money. But mind you, I'm working in the military Monday through Friday to four thirty and then I'm stripping Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday. So my only days off were Sunday and Tuesday from stripping. But really my only day off was like Sunday when I was stripping, I would get off the military at four thirty.

I would go home and take a nap, and then I would go and get ready to be at work by like nine, and I would strip and tel like five thirty, and then I would just stay awake and go to work at seven thirty. It was the most craziest. I would hear anything about she was living off nips. I used to go into the bathroom. I'm so sorry, military, like, please don't any but I used to go into the bathroom and be like, man, my stomach accepts that, like

I gotta ship. I don't know what's going on. I would just go in the bathroom and like put my head up against the wall and just knock out. And I set my alarm for like twenty minutes, and I would just take a nap. I'd be so tired, and then during my lunch break, I wouldn't even eat lunch. I would go in my car and put my back seats down and sleep in my back seat and in my trunks. Like, yo, it was crazy, but so I did that. I actually did that for like two two

years straight. I did that. It was it was insane. It was a really crazy time in my life. I was very austed and very stressed out. But I also had a lot of money, so I'm like, this is great. But so, maybe like three or four weeks after I started dancing, the manager was like, yo, I really like you, Like you're doing really good. Like I became really popular at the club. Like a lot of people liked me and wanted to see me. I was always in the v I P. I was doing really well. So I

became very popular. The manager noticed and was like, I think you should do a photo shoot for us. I'm like, oh, yeah, let's me do it. So I do it. It turns out really good, and they throw me up on the billboard. How old are you at this time? Um? I think it was like twenty two. Okay, it was like twenty two. Um, So they throw me up on the billboard. You have to pass this billboard when you drive to the military base.

Oh my god. So at lasted maybe like I think like two days it was up there maybe, And then my commander calls me in the office and he's like, erman, what is this are you do you have a second job? Like I sure do. I'm having a ball and making so much money. He's like, you cannot. Like so in the military you have to have a second job application and they have to approve your second job because you can't work in another place more than the military. I don't think it can pay you more than the military.

Like there's so many like little rules, and so he was like, did you fill out this application? I'm like no, Like, you guys aren't gonna approve it. Of course I didn't take the time to do that. And he was like, okay, well you gotta fill it out and you got and see if it gets approved. I'm like, okay, this is funny. Like I filled it out, it gets denied, and he's like, okay, well it got denied. You can't work there anymore. I'm like,

that's funny. I'm going to work their still. It was like I can't not work there, Like I was so depressed being in the military, knowing what I could do on the outside world, knowing when I'm sitting there at my military job, I'm just sitting on my fucking desk not doing anything, Like there's there's time. I'm there for like eight hours a day. I'm probably actually only working maybe like too you know, so the rest I'm just

like wasting my time. I'm so irritated. I have to listen to all these people tell me what to do, who never had a social life, who were never cool in school, who were never I mean I wasn't cool in school either, but that doesn't make me want to be like like these people have like a power stance. Yeah, and so then these sucking and then being a girl in the military that looks good and knows you look good, they do not like that. I had so many, so many people just like mad at me all the time.

So yeah, I was just really depressing. It was not it after. I really loved it in the beginning, and then towards the end it just I guess stripping kind of made me walking around in military office like a deepa like oh check, No, I actually had I had in my bio in my Instagram bio like when I first got in the military, I had like something stupid like why I'm from Washington State, So I had like Washington raised me. Air Force pays me or some blame

ship like that I got in trouble. I got in trouble. And they're like you have to remove that from your bio, like we don't pay you like that. I'm like, well you do. I work for you and this is my job. And they're like the way you say it isn't good. I'm like, you guys are crazy. But when I so, when I started stripping and making money, I got a new car and I drove my new car into work and it was like, this was maybe two thousand sixteen

and I was driving a two thousand seventeen. I was driving the next year and um, I pulled my car and then like a couple of minutes later, my commander comes out of his office and it's like, hey, um, the people are saying you got a new car. I was like yeah, because everyone's nosing it's fucking the military. But like the people are saying you got a new car. I was like, oh yeah, And he's like, I think it's the newer model of mine. Can I come look at it. The big Daddy was a high dad car

in the back in the park a life. I got me driving a bigger car than your boss right. Oh yeah, but he was super cool about it. He came in and sat in my car and he's like, oh, this is so cool, like touching all the things. I'm like, this is so weird. Wow. And then um, just like a lot of little stuff like that. And then once they realized I wasn't going to start stop dancing, um my,

my contract was almost up. So then we just kind of started working to get me out and then and then I ended up getting out and I was just the happiest camper. I threw a party. Oh I cried. I was so happy to just like be free, because it's crazy to be in a position where you can't leave, Like if you work at McDonald's and you're like, not, today's not the day. I'm the quit like for it. Like in the military you can't at all, Like you

go to jail literally. Yeah, So it's just, oh, it's so stressed, and especially dealing with that and being in like a deployed location, your mental is just so I was so happy to be out and be a full time stripper. What year did you separate? Two thousand seventeen. Yeah, it's been a while. It's been a while now, Yeah,

A little while. It's been a little while. It's trippy though for the first like I'm not even kidding, for the first year or two after I got out of the military, my dreams I have very vivid, very very that the dreams, my dreams for two years straight was nothing but me in the military trying to figure out how to get out. It was so weird. Dreams are nightmares. Yeah, let's stop. Yeah, but so, okay, COVID happened. Then strip

clubs were closed, everything was closed down. Yeah, So I started so before COVID, like in two thousands sixteen, maybe I started at online like fan base, subscription platform for myself. So I had a page where, um, it was an ar four dot com. People would come in, they would pay the subscription price. We could um do live streaming, they could purchase videos basically everything that you hear of only fans. So, um, a lot of people, content creators and stuff had pages like that. I had my own.

I was doing that, and then only fans came out, and then I got on only fans. So then, um, I'm stripping and I'm on only fans and I'm sitting here in the strip club trying to tell all these dumb girls. I'm like, come do only fans like you're online, like you're no one's touching you. They're like, I don't want my picture online. I'm like your whole pussies online saying that they could buy you, but you don't want but you don't want this like white, like it made

no sense, but the only because it came around. So I'm doing all of that and stripping. Then COVID happened, and um, it actually didn't affect me like stripping wise, because I broke my foot maybe like seven months before COVID, and so I couldn't strip. I was in a boot that would have been funny. I was in a boot and a scooter for like six five to six months. It was hell. And so during that time I really buckled down and just like was working really hard on

only fans. And then COVID hit. So then, um, the strip clubs closed, but I already had stopped dancing. And then when COVID happened, Oh my goodness, only fans like skyrocketed all pre COVID. How much were you making, know only fans you think pre COVID average monthly? I would say maybe like anywhere from like like fifteen to twenty thousand a month, and then when COVID happened, all these

people are just stuck at home. All of these people are getting these ppe loans for these businesses that they don't have, but they're just ready to spend it on some porn star. Like, oh my gosh, people, Oh it's skyrocketed, It's sky rocketed. It was crazy, it was it was Yeah. I don't want to say how much I made during that time, but it was definitely it was a lot um.

But unfortunately, once covid went back down and over the last I guess like over the last eight months, it kind of the platform kind of got back to where it was in terms of like how much people spending stuff. And then also due to COVID, so many content creators were like, I'm going to become a porn star, and they hopped on the platform not knowing anything about anything.

So like previously, I would be like, when I have my own website, I would be selling um, I would be selling like full boy girl sex tapes for a thousand dollars and people would be buying them. But this was like two thousand sixteen, So then once only fans started. Um. I think the most you could sell something for at

the time was like two hundred dollars. So I had my sex tapes for like four hundred dollars and people would have to tip multiple times and then they would get it and then um, and then so many people started doing that, so that I dropped my price to like a hundred dollars. And then COVID happened and all these people started joining, and Pea people are out here selling sex tape for like five bucks. I'm like, what are you doing? Like in the game, all the way up,

talking up, all the way up. It was so shitty, So everyone had just kind of had the like recalculate their prices or figure out what they were going to do. Like the new people coming in really messed everything up. And then also I don't know if you guys saw, but Bella Thorne she like joined only fans oh, and she sucked every after she joined, everything got sucked up because she um. She like, I was like, hey, this

is a picture of my titty, like buy it. And I think she ended up making like two million dollars her first day. And it wasn't a picture of her titty. It was like it was like a side boob like thing, and so everyone they're like, what the fund is this? And so everyone charged their stuff back and then Only Fans now is having all these problems of like, oh, we have to pay two million dollars and then that's and everything went downhill. Man. Wow, So when was that?

Because I remember last year, um, like around August, Only Fans was talking about like removing all the adult content, and no one, no one else could you know, put adult content on fans as of October, I think first one, and then a couple of days later they took it back. They're like, there, um, their revenue for this year. Last year they were calculating it to double at two point five billion dollars. So I'm pretty sure that's why the

fuck they ran that shipped back. I think ahead now, I wanted to give our listeners like a little bit of stats. Two stats on only Fans, okay, just just to put things into perspective. So only Fans has about a hundred and seventy million million users. Okay, every day five hundred thousand people joined only fans. Only fans has one point five million dollars. I'm excusing Only Fans has

one point five million content creators. Many of the top Only Fans creators make about a hundred thousand dollars per month or more. The average Only Fans creator makes a hundred and fifty one dollar a month um. The average creator Only Fans has about subscribers, and Only Fans has paid more than two billion dollars to creators so far. And we know that ship got super you're cod just to put things into perspective and money. You guys are

for real people out there. They love everything, Like you can show your feet, you can show people like armpits, people like like the weirdest ship. Yeah, that's got to hide that, right, don't give it to for free? For free? Yeah, it's so interesting, Like people get on there. So the platform was like originally created for porn, but no, it was like created to like if I do meal prep, you can come and subscribe. Have been watching me cooking

my kitchen. I subscribed at one channel on Only Fans and that's the hood Healer, So I paid her her thirty dollars a month so I can get my goddamn horoscopes issues. Yeah yeah, yeah, like that's the only thing. So it's only fans is not just for quote unquote sex work. You know what I'm saying, Like, I guess it has a negative connotation, but people doing all types of ship on only fans, you know what I'm saying. Why would why would you not want to get paid

for your content? I made the only fans page during COVID, but I never put any content on it because but let me tell you what my idea was. I was going to take scenes from sex scenes from black movies and I was gonna buy like you know how you can get the face mask, the paper mask, the face. I was gonna be Jada Pinkett and and whatever movie she was in. I was gonna fuk like I was Jada Pinkett. I was gonna do all the different movies. Yeah,

that's effort into your videos. That's like thought process not be good. You'd be good on the platform. You're gonna do the faces like on a different like like I would have a different cardboard face, Like could next scene right string behind your head? String behind my head? Yeah, Jada, because I was gonna be everybody. Yeah, that'd be good. There's so much stuff you really should you totally could. I don't know if the movie's going to sue your ass, so but I would try it. I don't know. Here's

the problem. My dad still alives. My dad. But if the subscribing to only fans, right, and you know, people will screen record, you never know, Yeah somebody assuded to you. Yeah, that's the thing. A lot of people want to do it, and then they just get nervous for um, what their family would think, or what other people would think and stuff. And especially like me, I have a very very small I have like three family members and they're all females,

and um, they're very like understanding. So for me, it's really easy to be like, hey, I'm gonna take it an ass on Instagram and on Instagram on on the internet for everyone to see. And they're like, oh, that's crazy, like how does that work? Like so, but then there's other people who grew up in like a super religious home and their parents are like in you know, like, my situation is a little different. So it was easy for me to quote unquote not care what my family thinks,

like what people think. I could give no fox, but like what my family thinks. It was an easier situation. But yeah, I run into a lot of people who really want to do it because it's really liberating. You know, you feel you feel good to almost like everyone's like, oh, you're such a slot, like look at how you're dressed, and then you're like, yeah, look at how I'm dressed. Take a picture posted online, make a lot of money,

like oh that's cool. You know. So it makes you feel good, but it's it's definitely not for everyone, and it and it does take a toll on your mental. It definitely takes a toll on your mental that's for sure. You have a therapist, I you know, I haven't. I've actually never seen a therapist. I I feel that I'm very good at like talking. I'm a Gemini, and Geminis are like super I knew a girl as soon as she said she feels like because to me, like anybody

can be my therapist. I'll pull up on anybody with the funk I got going on. It's basically just yeah, I knew he was going to six. I'm the hey girl. I love that. My friends to yeah, geminally were great people, were very social and we're very good with communications. So I feel like I'm good at like talking to myself or like talking to like a friend about my problems and coming to my own solutions through that conversation. But also, um, I'm biased to myself because I feel I'm so good

at communication. Why should I need to talk to someone else type thing? But um, it definitely it definitely does need. Yeah, talking to other gemini I need to talk about. But I think I think being in the military and um stripping um really helped me with the the mental preparation of like what people are going to say and when people are going to do. Because when I was stripping, I was stripping and doing all these hands of military um,

which is so wrong. It's so bad. Um So, but like so many people like would say stuff to me and like sit me down, and like I would have to hear these people that I don't even really like they don't know anything about me, but they think they care about me, or they think they they just know me from my office job, and they want to sit down and have a heart to heart and like tell me how shitty I am for doing stuff like would you have to go to your shirt about Yeah, man,

I would go to my shirts office all the time. So, like a first sergeant is someone who is in the military. But they're like for the people as opposed to for the military system, so you can go and talk to them about like whatever. Um Man, I was in his office every day. He was the times that I was going through this, I had like the best shirt ever. I was in his office all the time, just sitting there,

talking shit, crying, being stressed. I didn't I didn't even take a nap in his office because he knew I was a stripper, and I was like, I didn't need to sleep for a second. Yeah, but they were they were trying to figure out why it acting like because I know some women who have been deployed and maybe selling pussy over It's like not that many women over there. You know, where are you going if you're go in

Iraq or whatever, they definitely beginning to be in the military. Yeah, with their dirty pussies because showering is not that easy. It's yeah, it's crazy. It's crazy, like everyone wants suck seriously, Like even Okay, so when we're in boot camp, there's this thing called beast Week and it's disgusting. It's so gross. You go, um, you're basically camping, but you're still in boot camp, and um, you don't shower for a whole week. You have to bring baby wipes and you take like

a baby white shower. Um, but it's also the first and you're just doing a bunch of ships, climbing through sand, jumping and fucking puddle like a bunch of ship. You're disgusting. Your baby wipe isn't cleaning ship. You smell terrible, your deodorant isn't covering anything up. But it's the first time that girls and boys are together in the same area for like I think, I think these weeks, like your fifth week or something, so five weeks, man, people are

out there fucking not ship. Yeah, because it's like people want sex. Everyone wants sex. Sex is like I mean, it's sex to sex. Sod. Look, that's what I think about those like medieval time movies, like you know, like those motherfucker's is not washing and it was all sweaty with no and they didn't wet wipes for their ass back then. They're taking back shots that fume is coming up, fingernails, dirty pop bio, get some baby. They don't even know if they knew what beasy was back then. Just sometimes

that's what I didn't live. They just probably got burned at the stake. She's a she's a witch's So I see you wrote that you do dick ring. Okay. So man, there's just so many interesting things that you get introduced to when you pop on only fans uh dick rating.

So you you're my subscriber, and you were like sitting here chatting or we're not chatting, and just out of nowhere, you send me a picture and you're like, hey, I want you to write this, or hey, um, tell me what you think about this, and then they send their dick or they just send it without saying anything. It's all too different types of ways, and you're like, maneuver it so you make money with what you're saying. But yeah, so people want you to tell them about your dick,

about their dick. So you're like, oh, it's so like you just have to say, like describe it, like it's so fucking big. Oh I'd love to feel that hardcock inside my tight wet little pussy like you no, and literally you just there and you're like it's so rainy. I would give this like a seven out of ten.

You're gonna hit all of my and you just kind of go into like detail and then um, and then oh girl, this is the interesting thing is this audio or you're there's different ones, so like it depends on what you want to pay for, so, um, my price, I think it's like ten. I have to look at

my tip menu. I think it's like ten dollars if you want me to type it, and that's just like a one through ten with like a little description, and then it's like, um, fifteen or twenty dollars for a voice note, and then I make those like a minute long, and I just make it like I described their dick, but I mostly say like what I want to do with it, and then um, and then I'll do like thirty dollars for a video of me like holding the picture.

So I raised my prices fifty dollars. I hold their like, man, it's the real thing. I'll be holding their dick on the phone, and then I like record myself holding their dick. I'm like, oh, it looks so good, so they see that it's like that. But the very interesting thing about dick rates is, um, this thing called sp H, which stands for small penis humiliation. So that's like a whole different fetish in itself. So sometimes you get these people that send you and they say, hey, rate my dick,

and it's a nice dick. So you're like, well, I don't know something. Yeah, it's a decent dick. So you're like, okay, this is what it is. Or it's a nice dick and you're like, this is what it is. Or they send you a shitty, ugly ass, small, weird, fucking lump of skin and you're like okay, and then you and you rate it and you give them like you're like

that looks terrible. I don't know why you would send that to me, Like that's gross, like that I would give that like a two, like I don't think you please. Women like stuff like that. And then and then they either they either really like it or they get mad. But it's confusing because they're so sph A small penis humulation. So there's people who have small dicks who really just enjoy hearing how worthless they are. God listen, no lie. After I did brilliant idiots, I had this guy messaged

me asking me to humani him. All. He wanted me to tell him his dick was small and how he could never him and she liked it, and he wanted to pay. Did you do it by scared bitch? I was scared money don't make no. I was like, I'm a nice person, Why do you want to You shouldn't listen. You should have c you could have done the voice and you would have just done a voice over. Yeah, it's crazy, like people really want to hear how terrible

it is. But then it's kind of sucked up because, like I said, so someone sends me their small dick and they're like, here rate this as opposed to here humiliate me. So I have to take a guess on like do you really want me to tell you about what I think about this ugly thing? Or do you want me to be nice and lie to you because you didn't clarify if you want like sph or not? Like are you into like what are you when you're thinking?

And then so sometimes people get mad because they're not into that, but they have a small, little ugly cock and I tell them about it, but it's like why would you send me that? Like h yeah, but I did this one video. I have this guy and he's he's really a big like foot fetish. That's a huge thing, a huge thing with foot fetish. I have I have a foot fash video. I'm giving this guy a whole foot job with my feet, like it's like a thing. Um. So this person wanted me to make him a custom

and he wanted it. He wanted it long, so he paid for it. I think it ended up being like a fifteen minute custom, which is that's that's long. I cost a lot of money. He um. He was really into foot fetish, but he was like very vulgar, like he wanted me to like like very vulgar, like excuse my French, but he wanted me to be like, oh you little fucking foot seg it, you little foot pussy, you like my feet, like just feel like very aggressive, Like I don't even think I could like do it

right now. I have to be like in the rood but like the ship that these people want you to say to them, oh my god. But then when you're in the mode saying it, I feel like so um dominating and empowered, and I'm like yeah, but oh yeah in real life, like if someone wanted that in real life, I just don't think it's yeah, why do you want

me to? Verbally, I think I look, I think I like to be controlled a little bit yeah, a lot of people do when I make but I also like to control people because I choke the funk out of a nigga. Yeah, like that's I'm very um like. When I'm with guys, I feel like I'm I'm pretty like submissive,

I think, but I'm also a very dominant person. So my version of submissive like is like not a regular person's version, but I feel I feel like I'm submissive, but when I make my girl girl videos, I'm very dominant. Like I'm usually the one with the strap on. I'm usually the one, like i'd believing, whelps on these asses.

I really like choking, like shoving my fingers down their throats, like I get really nasty, but that I really like it, Like I actually really enjoy it with women, but with men, yeah, I think I want them to do that to me. Switch it up. Yeah that's sound that sound like somebody I know me. Yes, bitch, I got I'm sorry, I gotta walk away. I feel like I'm about the what you're saying. I just feel I'm just hungover. Give me two seconds. This bitch so fun about I gotta blow

chunks real quick. That's hilarious, right, y'all, so listen, uh this to the audience right quick? Definitely Okay. Some days during during these recordings, and Tammy had to step away for a second because she feel like some type of way. Look if we post video like this might be shif only fans love that, people who love the nasty ship. Tammy bring the camera to the bathroom. I'm so sorry, y'all. It was ship. It was some pute. We're leaving that

in here. Okay, listen that it was yesterday was forward July, and I had all that liquor. That ship got my stomach fucked up. I'm sorry drinking. Yeah, I'm sorry. In all seventy eight episodes, I've never had to stop the ship. Hello, we do? We usually do it before, like hold before you hit record right mid show? Ship? Yeah? Wow? Hung over first the first time? Everything that could be a whole segment. Too much? Did I tell you what happened recently?

So I went to Atlanta a couple of weeks ago and my girlfriend, Um, we were leaving like this little African spot. Well you stopped to a quick trip because I like crunchy ice, a chewy ice would even want to call it. So I'm getting ice like some snacks to go back to the house. It's three four o'clock in the morning. So I'm at the register and I see her like walking with security in the gas station.

I'm like, what happened? So I see her walking to the woman's restroom and the security is walking behind her, and then she comes out, and I'm like, what happened? What happened? We happen? Like I'm ready to fight whatever the funk is going on already, right, Apparently she's squatting using the restroom, looks up and behind her and it's

a guy recording her use the restroom. So she hurries out get her ship together, and then he goes to the Yeah, she goes to the stall he's in, and so she's assuming as a man, right, all she sees is some lime green sneakers. So she goes to the door and is like shaking the door, like come the funk out, Like, oh, you were in a court, somebody bet So I'm like, what the fund didn't you stand at the bathroom door and like yell my name right? So he could have beat his ass up in the bathroom,

but instead she like walks to security. So in the meantime, he like dips out the side restroom. He like just at the side of the quick trip, you know, sick creature pass like two doors, so he dips out so they have more camera anyway, So he had just been in the bathroom, like with security in the restroom. This like and this is the type of ship that ends up on only fans because people like this type of content. Yeah, you didn't like him the video, so he had to

go get his yea, Yeah, that's exactly what sneaky ship. Like, what is that? I don't even know what they're looking up and just seeing someone somebody recording you. I would have but she was peeing, but yeah, could you imagine and looking up it's like I got a wife still, Like what do I But I would like and throw that toilet tissue right over the fucking stall over there. Anybody who's doing that is clearly crazy. Yeah, Like I wouldn't go over there, but she could have been murdered

in that bathroom. Like how y'all not seeing this guy was just they see him go in the restroom, and they see him when he runs out after she leaves out. So he had just no, we don't know how many people he recorded that night, you know what I'm saying, But how does this happen? Police outside, security inside? How does this happen? How long does yeah, like, how long he's been in there all day recording how many videos?

I don't making a lot of money exactly. But he went in before her, so, you know, initially I was like, damn, did he see you and then walk into the restroom because he wanted to record you in particular? Or was he already you know, set up shopping there? But apparently he was already sitting in there recording people. Yeah, some wicked people like and that's a freebe hea don't got off of her. He didn't even have to do the

awkward like can I record you? He just said I'm gonna do it right right, Great violations, but he probably might get out of thrill out of stealing it versus uh you know, yeah, yeah, definitely a lot of the things. When it comes to like sexual ship, it's not even that you actually like it. You just like the taboo of it. It's the act of it. Because I don't like I don't like anal sex, but it's just the act of it. So I'll do anal sex like once every two years or something like that, like on a

real Yeah, I hate I hate anals so much. I hate it. I only tried it one time in college, and I just feel like when the dick went in, my whole eyebrows just burned off my face like this, how it's just not enjoyable. I did um so for the longest, like I had a big butt, and so these people are like, you need to take it in the ass, you need to take it in the ass, and I'm like, I don't know. I've only I've only

done anal maybe like four times in my life. And each time I was I was drunk drunk, so I don't know, but I kept pushing out long enough and then one day I was like, okay, okay, I'm gonna do it, and so I fucking did, like I didn't even I didn't even do like my own like dildo anals video because I know I can't. I know I'm not gonna be able to force it up there, like I'm just not gonna do it. So I was like, I just need to go full on like boy girl anal.

And so I did those anals video and this thing is like twenty minutes long and what, Oh my god, And so I'm like, I'm trying to enjoy it because I guess after like a couple of minutes, you know, it could kind of be enjoying enjoying, but it's just the act of it. It's not that the physical feeling is not good. So these people are buying this video, watching this video, and they're like, it's it's two it's two things. It's either oh my god, this is the

best thing I've ever seen. I love it so much, blah blah blah, or it's like, I don't know, you look like you weren't enjoying it. You should probably practice. I'm like, I'm not going to practice this nowadays. I'm like, yeah, you can. You can put it in there. If I could put my finger in your button and everything you get away. Everyone likes that. They want their assets and they want their booty hole played with. It's a very I don't okay, I can't say everyone, not everyone, but

I think it's everyone that I do. Think it's every just scared popular. Let it happen. Yeah, it's crazy. It's such a popular thing. I feel like I feel like the only reason it's like taboo and weird is because there's such a stigma of it being like gay, but it's like that's where y'all is prostrated, that's where's gonna feel good. So I don't I don't understand necessarily how it's gay, but it's still look like anything around it. Yeah, a man and a woman do together is gay? Yeah exactly.

I don't think so either. I think I don't think so at all either. But I think I think if you do that with a man, then that's when that's when it becomes gay. But doing it with a woman, it's like, it's what you enjoy, it's what you like. Now the guy lets me strap him up. Now I'll be looking at your sideways. I don't want to trap a guy out, but if he does, let me like, I'm a I want to do that one day. I'm

not gonna I've done that. I just because I just want to dominate a man in that man I've done that. I don't not my man, not my man. It was not my man. It was Okay. I had this, I had this um. I had this friend and she had this client and she was like, hey, he wants this, and she knows that I do stuff like this. On my only fans like I'm aggressive with a strap on,

like I do stuff like this. Someone'm like yeah. So she's like, oh, like you could probably do it, Like hey, do you want to come see this guy with me? Like blah blah blah. I'm like sure, Like I get there. This man is he's literally like uber successful. He's like a multimillionaire, very very very successful. Man has tons of really big, well known companies. Very successful. He's like fifties fifties. This man is like six seven, he's like three pounds.

He is a big man. Let me tell you, I feel like you put my strap on, tighten that ship up, got behind this man, got on his hands and knees. I got behind his ass, and I just went to town and he loved it. And then my girlfriend, My girlfriend's in front of him with her strap on strapped up, sucking his face. Oh, this man was happy. He was so happy. He was so happy. And then we even like we even switched around. Yeah, he was he was ecstatic. And then his friend walked in. His fucking friend walked

in while we were in the middle. I felt so bad. It was probably so awkward and uncomfortable, and his friend left, and then we just kept going, oh, it was so weird. It was so the door opened and he was like sucking yeah, and then your home girl was and everybody's quiet with Dick all in his man and he looks like, Bob, give me a minute. No, Like, Bob's like, no, I want to watch this. And we're like this is weird. You need to leave, and he's like, no, it's okay.

He doesn't mind. And we're looking at him and he looks so uncomfortable and we're like, no, you need to leave, like we're not to continue if you're in here, and he's like, oh, come on. It literally took us like ten minutes to get this grown man out of this other grown man's room while we were He wanted, he wanted it, he wanted he wanted it, He wanted it.

I had a dude want to fight me in college once because I think I told this story before, but I, uh, stuck my thing in his butt and you enjoyed it. He liked, that's just that's that's just the type of ship we had. And he told a guy friend of mine and him and I were, you know, fucking I didn't want anybody to know Okay, I didn't want anybody know he was working at all, something like damn, did he tell you I was sucking him? And he wanted

to fight me about the truth. But a couple of years later, you know, he was like, man, I really like that. Can't you can't ask your current bitch to fund the shoot at you. That's why you miss me. I know. I was talking to my girlfriend last night and she was like, man, would be with these dudes. I'd be eating their ass so good. I'd be down here eating their ass, jacking them off. I'm like, and

then she tells me the guy is in there. They're very they're they're very big, professional people, very big people. I'm like, so you're telling me you take his cheeks and spread them like this because this is a very big man, Like like what are you doing? Or this? Like is he on his hands? And he's like, how are you getting your face all the way up in his ass? Because your nose plenched in his cheeks? And she just gave me like the whole breakdown of it,

and she's like, everyone loves it. And then when they leave me, they go back and they're just obsessed with me because I just eat their ass so good. I'm like, wow, all these people bad. Some line back with the big sheets. The big sheets would be telling me these people. I'm like, it's a big man. It's a big boy. Is your face like I'm scared of fart? Like the nacho. The nacho is cool, but the hold, yeah, I call it a nacho because it's not your balls, but it's not

your ass either. Just like almost a tee that that makes Like that is like a tease for guys who probably don't know if they want they're asking and not, so it's like it's almost stars is like that's probably what turn them on about it, Like you just a little bit. Yeah, Like I've had my like going a little bit lower than the balls and then they're like, oh I like it. And then it's like I don't know, do I go lower? And then they clenched up and I'm like, all right, I guess not yeah, because I

just here. If I get a dingleberry, I'm not gonna person not at all. I don't even gonna be the same bitch no more. You're gonna be like, what's wrong with you? I gotta berry on my nose and had it like so what's your favorite scenes to do? Like you like you prefer like the girl when you're doing the movies and stuff. Is that usually just for only fans or do you have a website where you do your movies and you still have on my website anymore.

My website now is just a place that has like my links for everything, but on my only fans that's where you get all my videos. My favorite stuff is probably is probably girl girl, because um, I don't I just really like girls. I really do like girls, Like I really like when I find a girl that's actually

like into it and hot and having fun. Like I feel like it just gets stressful sometimes for someone like me who actually enjoys it, because I'm making a video with someone who's who doesn't enjoy it, and and then it's just like fake and then it's like okay, cut okay, action, okay,

cut okay go. I just prefer like like chemistry. Like in the beginning, I would just film with like a bunch of people, and now I'm kind of more so selective of like I've been doing it for so long that I kind of have like people that I know I actually like connect with, and it's like good chemistry, because no one's gonna want to buy a video where it just looks mad, uncomfortable and like all of that.

Like the very first time, that's the very first, but one of the first videos I made with this girl. She was so cute, so like like cool, so bubbly, like such a cool person. Um, great friends. And then we made a video and she bitch didn't make one noise. She didn't make one noise. It's not one noise. I'm like, you gotta do something. She's like, no, I just didn't get weird on camera. I'm like, but why would you even agree to do something like that? I was wasting

my time. So yeah, I definitely enjoy like the girl girl videos. I really enjoy eating pussy. I'm really good at it, so I really like it. Yeah, and I like getting my pussy eight too, And that's what a lot of the girl girl videos are. Like we'll do like a lot of double dildos or like strap on um. Like one of my favorite videos was like this orgy I did, like I think it was nine girls. We had like nine girls all together at a circle and

we were just like going all around. Yeah. Yes, so there's only fans to have like the analytics to tell like who your subscribers are, So do you have more male subscribers? Right? Yeah, I mean I, um, I've had like a good experience with a few women who, um they're they're either like I've had experiences with lesbians who like be messaging me and they're telling me how much they love my stuff and like we'll talk and then I'll have experiences with like wives who are like, oh,

you saved my sex life. Like me and my husband watch your stuff together, Like I actually subscribe to you for me and my husband. And um, I've made like customs and stuff for couples and stuff like that. And so that's more so the type of women that are subscribed. But it's it's been very few conversations. Like a lot of women don't really want to reach out and let you know, like hey, you're helping me, but they still

enjoy um hey yeah. But it's definitely like all do it's just a lot of dudes, a lot of different style dudes, a lot of Indian dudes, a lot of dubaimen, a lot of people from London, a lot of people from Mexico. It's crazy because it's just it's literally people from all over the world. I have people that message me in other languages that I have to go Google translate it and then I go I send it back in the other language. I don't even know if I'm

playing is the right thing, Like I hope translation work. No, I got that passport, puss, Like I'm trying, you know. So there's people all over So let me ask you this. Have you had a relationship like from my only fans, No, I mean like a boyfriend, a serious relationship while you're doing this, and how does that work? How do you name? Yeah? Yeah, I have, UM, it was actually it was really easy. It's you definitely have to be with like a secure person.

A lot of the other content creators. Um, they would tell me all the time, like, oh, I'm so jealous of your relationship because you guys look so good and there's no like jealousy. And it's because my partner at the time was very, very accepting of everything and very supportive and making videos with me, and man, this man did not want to be a porn star. And I'm like, come on, honey, like let's do it, and then started doing all of these videos with me and like just

very very supportive. Yeah, just very supportive. And I was really lucky with that. UM. And then and then the people, like the subscribers, UM, some of them like would get jealous, like oh, you have a boyfriend. I'd be like lying and saying no. And sometimes like they'd be like, oh, I love I had this one guy he wanted he sent my boyfriend at the time gifts. He wanted to send him money because he was like it was his fetish. He wanted to send the man that was sucking me money.

Like yeah, Like people people like that, and they and they like to know, like, oh, what are you guys doing tonight, Like me and my wife are doing this? Like what are you guys doing? Um, just like stuff like that. It's very interesting you would think that. But I mean, I do have people that would get like super jealous, people that would be like, oh, promise me you're never going to make another boy girl video again, like we're dating. I'm like, oh, we're not dating, like

you messaged me online. Like, but I do I have really good relationships with like a lot of my subscribers. I have, Like I have a lot of really close subscribers that I talked to every single day. We skype all the time. There's like a lot of really good relationships. Let's be very all of these people. Uh, but it's still like a very good relationship. And all of these people like enjoy like people really enjoy taking care of other people. And like it's really a fetish to pay

for someone's conversation. Like it like the whole send sendom and pay pig, like all of that stuff is serious. It's so interesting. It's such an interesting world. It's when you basically like you're you're controlling the man. You're just telling the man like I need you to send money because you're a worthless piece of ship and I'm better than you know, and you need to send it and send it and then um, that was like that guy. That's what that guy wanted me to do. He wanted

me to just Yeah. So sendom is like the financial aspect like and it's like the same thing as like pay pig. It's like the financial aspect of like being told to give money to someone and in the process of doing it and like hoping you get something in return. Because a lot of these girls that do it that they just feel like they don't even you know, you took too long to give it to me. Maybe next

time you'll be quicker with it. Interesting, y'all holds out here is good to ask your boyfriend from my Once you get the confidence ask a complete stranger for money, it's it's game over. Like that's that's one thing too, Like once I pay a stripper, Oh my gosh. I've always been very social and very bubbly, so like if I didn't have the right guidance, like my girlfriend really helped me, because if I didn't have the right guidance, I would have been like, Hey, my name's Nara. How

are you. Like ten minutes later, oh, tell me about your dog, like all those lame ship and it's like after a couple of weeks, I'm like, okay, no, like I need to I need to get into it. So I would sit down and be like, hey, what's up. You're trying to like dance, like what do you want to do? And and the confidence that you get from that, because obviously people are like no, I'm here to have a good time, or no I don't want to or

like all of that. Or even when I first started dancing, I go up to someone and I'd be like hey, like do you want to go have some fun? And they'd be like with you, like, no, you're not my type. And I look at them like like look at me, like what do you mean I'm not your type? So I would be so offended. And then that lasted like a week and I was like, oh, I'm not just hype. That's okay, that's will have a good day, Like that's fine,

Like everyone has their own type. So then like getting rejected and getting turned down just makes you like quicker with your mouth and your and your comebacks and all that. I even I literally even got to the point where, like I said, like I was, I was pretty like good in the club. So I had a lot of like like stripper friends, and I had a lot of girls. So if I walked up to this guy and he looked like he had a lot of money, I'd be like, hey, a lot, Like it's spend like three minutes talking and

then I'm like do you want to dance? And he's like, you're actually not my type. I got to the point where I'd be like, well, what's your type? Like I can help you find someone, like there's I have a bunch of friends here, like yeah, it's nice, right, makes sense to be help other people as opposed to be like, oh I'm not your type. Damn, Like I'm not your type. I can still make money from you and you just don't know it exactly. Now you're white, we have a question.

We have a segment call Asking a Black Friend, where you can ask any question that you ever wanted to ask a black person. Oh. Man, honestly, I feel like I've asked the questions I want to ask because my date I date black guys. Um, hmmm, how do you feel about I think like a good one ship. How do you feel about about like, let's see say, yeah, okay, I'm like your your personal preference. How do you feel

about um? Racism when it's brought up in terms of like like do you do you feel that racism is definitely on all sides or do you feel that it's just primarily gets targeted to one minority? What do you mean like, like, do you feel like black people can be racist to white people? I feel like black people can be prejudiced to white people. I don't know if we can be racist, because racism, by definition, we would be able to we would have to be able to

affect your manic yeah, yeah, your livelihood. We can't do that as black people, you know, so I feel like we could be prejudiced and like hate white people, like funk whitey. We could be like that. But is it gonna affect you? Is it gonna change your life? No, you can't. I can't keep you from buying the house. I can't keep you from no legislation behind the race. So I think that's what makes it different. That is

my question actually scratched that. This was my question. How do you feel how do you feel that about the fact that there was that Asian protection or whatever got past? Yeah,

how do you feel about that? We talked about that, and you know because maybe two months later, so the the Asian Hate Bill, which is actually the COVID nineteen uh hate bill, but you know, they specifically named the people in there who the bill was for, and even these people received moneies al right, millions, um, And then a couple of months later, black people finally got the Emmett Till lynching bill because niggas is still being linked

still still imagine that. So um, yeah, it's it's some bullshit, But you know how I feel about it is that and and this may go over your head a little bit. Black people have to establish themselves as a nation of people. We can't expect something from this country when we haven't established ourselves as a nation. We're still, you know, talking,

we're calling ourselves black African American. And if they want to reform a past bill or something, let's look at the dread Scott decision, which basically says that if you are of African descent, you're not a citizen in America. So that's why we don't get the bills and things like that past for us because what's black and legally black equals means dead, right, so we have to correct our status. So I don't I think it's a bunch

of bullshit. We have all the other minorities. They make money in the black neighborhoods and make money in the black community, and that's crazy because the black community is what provides so much inspiration. Literally everything though, is like,

what's very It's just economics. I was, people have to be down in order for the type of economy we have, we have to run successfully and where Yeah, but it's it's just so obviously it's unfortunate, but it's just crazy, like how much impact I feel the African American community has on on social media, on style, on fashion, on literally like everything, like like right now for fashion, Like it's it's wild that all of these fashion houses are

targeting like the rappers and the athletes who literally can't even you're you're wearing a two piece. You're not even putting fashion together, You're wearing a matching set, like that's that's not fashion. But because your celebrity or something, and you're wearing this Gucci two piece, Gucci feels like it's going to do good for the community and all these people are gonna want coming by a Gucci. But it's like this person didn't even care about fashion, They don't

even have that. They're just being used by these like fashion houses. I feel to do stuff like that. Like I just saw I think it was Dirk just walked for a Mirror, and it's like, I feel a Mirror is a little bit more of like an urban style brand. But but Dirk isn't even like he's not even like you know, in the fashion like that. So I feel like these people are like targeting Africa crazy, and then it's all the stuff that flows in my mind. Yeah,

thank you for having to a black friend questions. But listen, white people send this question, don't be scared. Was not scared at all. I was nervous. I'm glad you asked that crazy. No, I'm so glad. No. No, I almost want to have Nora back because now I want to talk about some real ship, and I talked about a lot of real ship. I'm very I'm very oman, and i'm very I'm very blunt, I'm very honest. So I'm great for podcasts. So we have we haven't Yeah, I

love around Christmas time, I'll be everyone's present. So we have a segment on our show called dumb Story dumb bitch Stories, because we've all been a dumb bitch at least once or twice. So I'll give you an example. A j let this guy come give her head and he stuck his hand. Her purse was like hanging over the rail of her bed and he stuck his hand in her person. So three to five dollars, three to five dollars I paid hand once. Three that's five dollars,

just like three to five dollars. That's hilarious, that's exactly look and he was like entering me up, me back on the bed. That's how I knew, like he was trying to get yes. I don't know I had Like I've had plenty of instances where like I've been a dumb bitch, like on my own, like I used to um when I started stripping, Like I would drink so much. I would drink a ridiculous amount, like before I would even get into the club. I probably I'm like fifteen

shots in. Once I'm at the club for like five six hours, I probably end up doing like twenty to thirty shots like a night, Like it was crazy. I would drink so much. And so I'm just out here like walking the club, like strutting around, like this is the arrow where they had me on the billboards. I I I'm still on the billboards. They still use me for the billboards, and they still they used to use me for like the TVs. So like I'm walking around the club, my face is plastered all over the TVs.

I have people that my face is plastered on the fucking urnals. People come out and tell me they jacked off in the urnal to me above it like all of these shows. So I'm like, I'm this boss bitch, I'm making a lot of money. I feel so fucking good and confident, and I'm drunk as fun. So I'm just like strutting around walking the club. Man my dumbass falls I saw so hard. I'm like walking down this little ramp and I just do the little baby deer dance.

And then I saw the DJ. The DJ ran out of the booth, stopped talking on the mic to come like, scoop me up. I've done that, I've done, I have done like it. It was just all the liquor and the downhill sol. I definitely wore some super uh strip of heels to the club one night. I told you about this tamin. I fell down walking up a hill and the dude driving by with a car for the holes, he was like, stupid bitch, it's just like that's me.

That does me, You're right, yeah, And like like my big toe on when I had on stockings too like tight, so my my big toe was hanging out one of the typs, know, give a funk, like yeah, that's I was drunk and I had like I had such like a head high and just I was just so on for that and I was just like, I'm just such a great girl. Everyone loves me. I fall in front of everyone. I'm like, oh, I'm still cool. No, I

definitely fell in the club one time. It was this club in Colombia and they had like it was stairs going up to the VP whatever. I'm leaving out the v I P and I had on some cheap as shoes. I can't remember. This is like very young. I had on some rainbow shoes or some ship like that. And then he broke the hill completely broke off, and I went toppling down the steps. I'm talking about all the way down the steps of the v IP and like people are trying to come up. I'm knocking bitches down,

like bowling ball bitches and pens going down. And then that's not even the worst part. The worst part is I gotta walk with a limp, like one side is high and one side is low because I don't have a hill. So now I'm walking out the club like, oh man a bit. Yeah. I don't know what's worth walking barefoot at the club or with one heel. The other day I went to the club and sucking um and then I went to the after hours of the club. It was like five in the morning, I was so

fucked up. I went to the bathroom and my heel I was wearing like these like tall boots. My whole heel like broke and you could see like the spikes that you're supposed to stay. I tried to stick it back in there. It wouldn't stick back in there. I'm like, damn, okay. So I like I'm walking out of the bathroom like one foot in the heel, the other foot in the shoe, but like on my toe. And I make it back to the table and everyone's I'm like, hey, I broke

my shoe. And everyone's like it's okay. And I'm like, no, I can't walk, and they're like, well, we're trying to party still. I'm like, all right, me too. So I take my shoes off and they were like, like I said, they were boots. And so when I wear boots, I wear like socks. So I had on my tall Nike socks and I'm just like dancing on the couch and my fucking tall Nike sock. I was ready. Someone come by by five and more and then and then when I ended up, obviously, I put my shoes back on

to like leave the club. And I walked. It's so far. It's like an underground It's like Drey's after hours here, and it's it's under it's like an underground club. So there's like one way and you have to take stairs all this ship. I walked all the way out in my one shoe and then my my tippy toe of my other shoe, and ship sucked. See you didn't do the lean, I just the little Yeah. I was trying. I'm trying to be cool still. I'm trying to, you know. I'm like I'm when I get drunk, I'm like I

got to maintain my coolness. I don't know once I once I went tumbling down, Okay, it was funny. I feel like I've definitely taken like a fair amount of fumble. Like even at the when I first started dancing, I would dance on stage and I only did that for like a week because I can't dance. I can't dance, so I like I can't do a whole like I just grab it and like walk around and do like a little like one to people don't realize, like that's a real last hog. That's some acts and stuff is

so hard. But even just like being on the stage, like there used to be like a like a lower level, so I'd be like walking in my tall heels, so I'm like pretty tall, and then I put my arms up and like hold this like beam to like keep my balance because a bitch can't walk in heels. And so I'm just going through it on the stage. And then mind you you're like standing so tall on a stage, everyone's like so much lower than you. You're drunk, your

death perceptions like trippy. So then you're like, okay, I'm just gonna get on my hands and knees and crawl around and like pop my mass and ship and then your knees look like you give head for like seven hours, Like your knees just are fun for like weeks. Like this isn't for me. I'm just not going to dance on stage. I can't. Yeah, So you don't, yeah, And I just didn't the beginning. Like you you either pay when you pay your house to be to come in. You either pay to be on stage or you pay

to be off stage. And if you pay to be off stage, it's more expensive. So I was it's like you pay. You either pay like eighty dollars to work or you pay like two hundred dollars to work and not stay on stage. So I would just started doing the two hundred and not not go on the stage because and they'd be wasting your time. So I'll be in the middle of like about to get someone really good or going to go do like a couple of hours, and then they're like Nara to the stage and like, no, man,

I'm in the middle of making money. And then you get trouble and it was just not the business. So no, tell everybody where they can find you, where they can subscribe. Come see this pussy um on Instagram, it's the Nara Ford and a r A is how you spell my name um. And then on only fans it's naraf Ford only fans dot com, back slash and afford. But you can find everything at nora for dot com. I have

all of my links there. I'll be posting super explicit ships, so my stuff gets deleted all the time, So all of my new updated links are always on Nara ford dot com. That's where you can find me. Come subscribe. I'll make you accustomed. I'll tell you how great your penis is or how shitty it is, whatever, whatever you want to hear. I'll myself real good for you all that great stuff. Come watch my porn. Maybe you see dam in a J maybe featured in a bit. I

don't know about it. No guests keep going up and featured in my video. It'll be really good for me. I'll be like dam In a J in my bid and then you guys will be in my video like recording me. It'll be it'll be a good because a lot of girls do that they switch and stuff like that. But a lot of girls like lie and switch shut out. So maybe you guys can come be like my look

camps came before you go tough. But do you have like a whole team or you do I have like like a team ish yeah, like it's a friend where I'm out or whatever. Like if I just need to do something quick, I just do it myself with my iPhone, or if it's like a would do like big parties where a bunch of content creators come and then everyone's like collabbing with different people and then they'll be like videographers that are hired to just walk around and make

sure they get all of the content. But honestly, most of the stuff is just yourself on your iPhone. Yeah, they like that personal one on one like that compared to like a professional like an iPhone picture versus like a professional picture iPhone all the way. Yeah, I can feel that. Thank you guys. Fun. Yeah, me too, And I know we're gonna turn it. That's when you're gonna come in that video. I don't know about it. I

can dream, I can dream. If you guys, I'm very much obsessed with it, so I'm gonna I'm gonna be in it one day let me find out. Shut up. Look, I'm blush you not you bit not you all right, let'sten y'all listen. If you enjoyed this episode, please tune in every Thursday on your I Heart Radio Apple wherever the fun you get your podcast that. This is your co host A j Holiday two point oh. Y'all follow me on Instagram. We ain't got a dumb bitch stories.

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