Ep 36 "Commitment PHObia

What's up you'll? How was your weekend? My weekend was letty in the city. I got slow down because coronavirus is real, but I feel like I just got over it. So I got like a little like a little a thirty forty five days safety net, you know, where I just don't go crazy. And then I would go back into my safe space. But I just see even out there with no masks. I this this really happened. No,

I had on a mask sometimes. I went on this dinner day on Friday night, and I put on this dress that I got from this little Blue Teak in Charlotte called Timeless Sheet. Shout out to Timeless Sheet. Both well, bitch, when I tell you I killed that little dress this weekend. Like, we walked in the restaurant and it was like a group I guess it was a birthday party, was men and women. And when I walked past the table, the

table fell silent. Bitch. I was like, yeah, I know, and you know, because it's one thing when somebody think they're a bad bage, right to the bad bage actually walks in. It's like cricket, crickets, crickets. So the man who took me to dinner, his chest was pumped out all far like he had. It's just like, yeah, you know, beat y'all wit niggle, And this is exactly why we make men look better. Now. Everybody wanted him trying to figure out why there him because them holds at the

table behind us. He's like, one of them is burning a hole in my head. She's trying to make eye contact with me. I was like, well, you're looking over there. You didn't be focused on the beach in front of you, because I feel like you wouldn't even notice that ship if you weren't looking at that table over there. I didn't. I didn't say focused on the bitch in front of you. I said, well, did you focus song me? He's stupid? You start thinking. To goodness, I'm about to ask no

grown ass man to focus on you. Ain't. Somebody is to that table that fell solid eating meat? Catch your nigger by its toe? That was it? What else happened this weekend? Nothing else did? And do ship as per usual? Work out? Yeah, you're using the gym. I see you in the gym all weekend. That a little bit of shopping, That's about it. I did, man. I try to get in get it in both days this weekend, just as you don't never want to have no fun no more? Who are you? Justice? And like? Who me? Like? It

ain't just me? No the bitches listening to the show. Yeah, I'm talking about you. I do be want to have fun, but I'm trying to do something that's just all And I have a small time window. Did you need a million dollars by January one? That's really what the funk I need? Man? And plus like you in Charlotte that ship to dude, I'm not in Charlotte right now. So with the suck down here. I'm in Charleston, and it's like did you. I mean, there's a lot of nice

places to go. It's a nice a lot of nice restaurants, like eating. That's about it. I'm gonna go out to a nice restaurant. But as far as hanging out, it's just like no place for like grown and sexy black adults. It's always gonna be like mixed with just file. You should create a place, but I could you make good food. No, it's gonna get shut down because don't speak, don't shoot your ship up and Charleston dog, niggas will shoot somebody gonna die in your spot, dog, it could be a

nice gonna die. I'm not and I'm gonna be on there like I'm gonna be out there like Olivia Pope dragging a nigger body up my club because you can't die in here, nigga, you gotta die in the park a lot. Yeah, No, don't open up, don't open the lounge, don't do that. That's whack. It's so many nice places, man, but it's like the music gonna be whacked. I don't know, So I think I'm gonna go see Candy Man tonight. I'm kind of like, let me tell you all story

about my childhood. So I've been like afraid of Candy Man my entire life, and I have a traumatic story. All right. I was a little girl my family, we were having a family now. We were watching the movie and eat Chinese food, and the movie of the night was Candy Man. And my mom asked me, she was like, are you sure you want to watch this? You can go upstairs and watch something else, because this is really scary, baby,

And I was like, I want to watch it. So I stayed down with everybody else and I watched that movie and it terrified the funk out of me, and I ate my little Chinese food, went to bed. It was like it was really late. The house is pitch black dark, and my stomach gets the motherfucking rumbling. That's that, And I was scared to go to the bathroom. I was terrified because it just pitched black and I couldn't

turn on the light. So my grandma had sent me a boxer, like my grandma would send stuff down from New Jersey to for me and my sister, and it was a box in my room. I took the box. I took all the ship the contents out of the box, and I ship in the box, y'all. I do it in the box of my man room because I was so scared of canny man in the bathroom. It's my player was to take the box out as soon as the sun come up. I was gonna put it in the trash cat outside. But what happened was I went

back to sleep. I must to wipe my ass with a soccer up now though my wapa woke me up. Tell what the fuck is that? Belly? Are why like that? Get yours up? She beat the ship out of me for do doing in the box in my room. I was so scared, dog man. Look man, black Mama's getting my fucking nerves, like trying to understand what happened. Like if you're look, if your kid ain't never shoot in a box before, I'm gonna need to understand what the fuck is going on first, Like my first thing is

not to just beat the kid's ass. I'm gonna be like, yo, why did you do this? Why did you do this? My mama let me know that that was that? Okay, that's all she did. It's like if I knew my baby was that terrified dog to ship in the box in the room like I would really be sad for beating her ass about that. The fuck that's trauma, yo, what the heirs? So yeah, I'm gonna try to release that trauma. I'm gonna go watch the movie and then I'm gonna ship in the toilet after. Oh my god,

oh my god. I hope you did. I hope you do. And then that's gonna be my closure. Remember I saw him dick in the box. Yo, y'all, don't tell nobody. I told y'all that this is between us, telling everybody between us. Okay, Hey, Candy Man came to make Candy Cando May came to make came to May. Let me stop for this motherfucker periance closet. Yes, I do record

in a closet. My sister's big though. One of my sisters, she works at SLED with the South Carolina the Law Enforcement Division, right, and she said she tried Candy being up there in the bathroom, up there like that and again coming to the police station. Wait a minute, break, but she did, Candy Man in the bathroom. That is not coming there. She thought you was slick. I'm not

coming up there. With your motherfucking police. She trying to send Candy Man up its te like she's trying to get her co workers slade, Like, why is she can juring that man up at work? Candy Man ain't crazy, He's not gonna sick and go to hell. Candy Man locked up in South Carolina? Hey, like the rest of every nigger will come to this, bitch, you're gonna get locked up, funker, no ball, like you're never gonna make it back with Oh good, that's funny, Yo, what the hell?

Man look my stuff and me to get this. That was funny. Yeah, I want to see Candy Man. I used to like watch I like, for whatever reason do I like scary movies. I just like to feel scared like that and it's weird. But I like, I used to have like bad dreams, like something what happened? But I'm such a g now. I used to don't give a funk. I'd be in't here talking to ghosts and there I'll be watching the Conjuring and here by myself, just watching it like it don't scare me. Yeah, Oh,

what's the other one? Not the Conjuring, it's another one. City and city is bit and Cities. That ship is Wicked. That's one of the ones I watched by myself. I can't watch that one by myself. The first one I watched with somebody. Now I watched the other by myself, but that the very first one. The city is one. That ship is Wicked. The Exorcism of Emily Rose. I watched that movie, and then I tried to reenact Emily Rose, like when she was all possessed on the floor. That

was hilarious. We was in a drunken high. I say that was like twisted our body up and make it all weird sounds there like beach get off the floor. Yeah, because you you know, when you're drinking and smooking, you who your body open? Oh? She don't say much like that. I was at a clubhouse. Supernay are saying like, how how would one hijack human body? Like how would a

spirit or something like? That's how nigga, When you know in your right mind, people commit commit people commit murders and crimes and all that ship all the time, and then you end up in sucking jail and county like what the fund did? I do you think they'd be possessed? Yes? I do think so, I think so? Yeah, you got well, I'm covered in the blood of Jesus. Okay, looking around, m If your head I started spinning on that, God, damn well, I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna tell you

right now. Sam, I'm gonna tell you right now, I'm gonna stab you first. I'm not about to wit. If my head starts may you're gonna stab me, bitch, go call up, call the pastor don't kill me. Damn Like, man, if that should start happened in real life, like what else wanna do? Well, I'm not about to risk you getting out the house. It's me. It is me. Hold on, what do I start coming to do the show like this? Go ahead say you're opening line. No bid, you're about

to be like Shore, You'll off the list. Hey, this is we talk back, This is a J eight and this is I hate you Yo, you're joking. Oh man, but you know what I was about to say, like this would be the Wicked Ship. Listen, we didn't even went into what the funk we really want to talk about the day. But anyway, this sho is funny. Funny is telling me listen, what is you know? People be like maybe the people just don't say because they just

know somebody's not gonna believe them. But what if those like one off situations with somebody who's never committed a crime, like and then they murder somebody right in their house or whoever they kill somebody, But really what happened is that my fucking head was spinning around and I had

to kill them. Who's gonna believe that as much as people believe in spirits, as much as people believe in the Bible, all these different things, when she actually happens is like you're like if Jesus actually came back and they just be like, yeah, this is Jesus, y'all want me? Him's gonna be like, man, a little come back, Yeah, Like who the funk are y'all looking to come back?

Looking for to come back? Jesus came back and like he had a stutter, and he was like, my children, you're going to baby hell man, not like a whole big hel but like baby, I just joke. He gave me this as a humor, So why are you chosing to stutter? Like what? Ain't nobody gonna leave as Jesus? Because we're looking for somebody to come through and be super think. Hey, y'all, boy looked up? Ah, so what

we're talking about the day? I don't know. Let's go to commercial commercial break, So tell me about this fucking date, Tam. What are you are you going on a date with? So? Um the date? Okay, why do you look like that? I met this really nice guy and this parking lot and he was tall, dark and handsome, and he asked me for my number. I gave it to him and he asked me did I want to go to dinner? And he had a black card come pick me up. And we went to this nice restaurant here in Charlotte.

And he's a really nice guy. He got his ship together. He's tall, dark and handsome and like he's got real potential. So I'm scared. So now bitches running? What the hell? Why? I mean? But y'all just met So it's not it's not like bad to be running now, But how do you how do why do you feel like you're running? Because he asked me out again for yesterday and I was like, nah, I didn't say no. I just kind

of make myself unavailable because I'm I think. And I came to a conclusion I might be a commitment Folks, if this nigga, If this nigga wasn't ship and I was like, I never see any potential in him, I probably would have hung out with him. Again, it's backwards because now because the person like that I know that there is, this person can't hurt me because this ain't gonna never turn into nothing, So let me hang out with him. But when I see someone that's like got

real potential to be something real, I get scared. Oh, this nigga gonna end up in leg Norman because I'm gonna fall in love and then I'm gonna have to kill him and put it and you're gonna have to carry me, help me carry his body to the lake. So is that really commitment fold or things that happen once you get committed to somebody, Because it's not really the commitment that you may have a phobia with. It might be like they're just a dumb ship that happens

in relationships. Dog. So let's let's google what commitment phobia is. Yeah, let's see what the what the so we can get a better understanding. All Right, what is commit meant phobia? If you fear getting close to people are making relationship decisions that have a long lasting effect, such as getting married. You might have up excuse me, you might have commitment phobia. It is common to fear the unknown, but people with commitment phobia can extend this fear to other parts of

their life, especially romantic relationships. So are you really you really think? Like so I can tell you about me. Let me see, I don't think I have commitment phobia because I'm just going in the next situation, like I just get out some stupid like let's try it again. I go through like I've never been hurt before, like this,

you're ready to love it? Yeah, Like and if the ship don't work out, listen, I will never have a problem like getting the going through even if I'm a hundred dogs, I'm leaving my husband and then they again making me happy. But that's you know, like nigga, fuck you, I'm out. That's the thing, because when I start loving of someone, I never stopped. I never stopped. Like even my niggas that I used to love. I still love

the niggas. They can't come back no more, but I still well that's yeah, you still love them, You're not in love with them. Though, So once you love somebody's like, I always want to see you doing well. I don't never want nothing bad for you, but I'm not in love with you, so of course, like if you stop loving somebody like, I'll stop liking you. But I'm not gonna stop loving you. Yeah. So now you got this dude.

He's a nice guy, tall, darker hands, acting interested in But we also know as a woman, you always gotta perceive a caution, man, because these niggas do be acting nice to get the port and then all of a sudden, dada, and look I told you, like you didn't tell me anything. You were very nice. You made me believe that you like me in a way, in a different way, like

on a different level. Now you're busy. I'm just so busy, bitch, I kill your motherfucking ask So wait, while a nigga telling you he's busy, so you ain't telling some other nigga you busy? Stop asking me good questions, girl, you fucking serious, girl. Fuck you don't ask me ship that Max? Yes, girl, because we live like listen, I know, like why are you chasing this nigga? This a vy dick over here?

Like I just want your attention. Come, I'm like, I'm available, Like we just can't stand when the nigga available, like you've got nothing to do, nigga, like we want to chase to me. So when a man's like pushing on you, like putting the pressure on you, like you gotta be ready, ready for the pressure, like when you think you're gonna be ready for the pressure. No, man, I don't never press niggas. I'm not pressing people. Whatever I follow, I

follow their energy. That's how I end up in relationships. Whatever type of time you on, I'm on that same type of time. I don't never make no assumptions. I just tell you what I ain't sucking, and then if you want access to me, you'll adjust wherever the funk you got going on. That's just how it's gonna be. I know that's right. But when I like a nigga, I'll be available. That's why I'll try so hard enough to like motherfucker's because then I have become like little

putty in their hands, and I hate that. It's the cancer and me. That's why you gotta play the game though. You gotta be able today, I know, but men like that, so you gotta be available today, right and then tomorrow. You gotta go stand nigga, like you gotta keep transferring that energy. It's just it's bad. We gotta play these games. But that's just that's the way to love goes. Like, oh, that's the way. Yeah, that's the way love goes. I don't know why you gott playing games at these dudes, Like,

I don't know why. I can't tell you. Look, I'm sucking with you, nigga. I want to marry you like I want to be with you. That the problem is women be fantasizing about every goddamn man they come in contact with. Every dude you see potentially you like it in your mind, like damn, I probably had this nigga, baby, I can probably marry him. But oh, he's just trying to like you imagine his name, like his last name, like tam Ala Jones. You know. The first thing I'm

doing is like, what's this nigga sign? I'm going to a horoscope dot com and checking out compatibility. That ship is not real. I'm pulling his NATO and chart and all that. Nigga, What time was you born? Again? What can you actually mama? What time he was you believing that ship for I don't believe. Yeah, all these characteristics and ship aligned because of when you were born. Uh, well mine that we ever done in your nato chopping

for oh, my ship aligns with me? Or maybe you alive with it because you were at it and now you started acting like what you read. No, because I don't be I can like ship. I just know some of the things that my name charts are characteristics of who I am. That's just all. So I feel like you gotta give take what you can get from the ship. But yes, I'm pulling Nigga's needle charts. And the dude you went on a date with what's his birthday? Girl? Don't get me the line that's your favorite, because I

don't know nothing about the nigger. I don't know what's that nigger last name? Do you do? You gotta say it? But do you know it? Said? Did you ain't interesting? Um? One of them times? No, Um, I did talk to him. We did what we talked about, um triggers and try almost on our well it was our first date, but yeah, we talked about a lot of deep things and he just got out of relationship in uh January is he actually I would have been asked, are you actually even

ready for another relationship? And how long was that relationship? Because if he wasn't a five year or two years? Get ready for them? Oh uh, I don't know. I don't know either, girl to dare to here. Yeah, I've been single since two thousand and sixteen. I've been out here and that's really not that long. It's it only feels like that long because we in our thirties. You

know what I'm saying. If you were single for six years in your twenties is like, hey, fun time, but it's fucking crunch time for a bit right now, bitch. You don't got no time to have commitment phobia if you really want a relationships? What I'm trying to decide? Do I really want a relationship? Because anytime somebody is seems like they could be potential, I get scared and I run. Teach me how to love, show me the way to send them my heart. Nigga, I'm so lost?

All right? So past relationships, how you end up in a relationship? It just happened. Um, my last relationship, I was living in Europe. I didn't have any family there. I didn't have I had friends and have you know, girlfriends. I think my my last relationship happened. I was vulnerable and I kind of just what I wanted someone there. Yeah, I really did. And then I only had one boyfriend before that in my life, and both of them niggas dumped me. So so now I want to do that

no more? Why the hell I will? I will fuck it. The first one dumped me, all right. Me and him were together from I was sixteen to twenty six, so we were together a long time, and he had just he moved to Atlanta. He was starting to get real money, and he just wanted to be free. You know, we have been together since we were kids, so I get it. He just wanted to experience. He hadn't had enough experiences. Neither one of us had, all right, So that's why

we broke up. It's the best thing I ever did, because after that, I left Atlanta and I moved to Europe, so I probably would have just been if we stayed together, I wouldn't have had all these life experiences, so that's good. Then the other one broke up with me because he couldn't handle my mouth. He tried to come back though, but I used to talk real slick with him, so I have to have uh you know, And that's something I know that I gotta work on in my next relationship.

I'm not gonna be so spicy at the mouth, but I also have to be with a man that I respect too. That's then, that's all it is, because you know, I'm just about to just be disrespecting something grown assmate who doesn't give you any reason because I'm not a bit just be Yeah, I don't want to be with anybody I can easily disrespect or just get so annoyed with to where I'm just cussing your ass out at the drop of a dome, because that is that's just disrespectful.

That ship is disrespectful, especially for a woman to be talking to a man all crazy. I don't want to do that. But that's why I feel like I got like I'm gonna be scanning, gonna pop me in the mouth. I gotta have uh Alpha, not even scared that they're gonna pop me in the mouth, but just someone I respect so much that I wouldn't even try them like that, Like, oh, that's just a reason to you know what I'm saying. It's not like you're even looking for a reason to

try him. It's just like there's never a reason for me to try him or him to try me. It's just smooth sailing. Relationships are not always going to be like, you know, you don't have some fucking problems, but she ain't gonna be stupid to where y'all just gotta be right at each other's next. That relationship was toxic for so many different reasons. So and that was my only two boyfriends in life, and never since then, I'd be like, man,

funck a boyfriend. But I've had four. I've been at four relationships my whole life, and I feel like, wait, mante, wait a minute, let me not lie. Hold on, I've had some situation ships, yeah, four, and then you know, like I probably had like one situation ship, but um,

I don't know. You know, you're you gotta be especially like That's why I always want to talk to women in the twenties man, because man, the people you let have access to you, they're gonna mold you like they're going to They're gonna be like the reason how why you end up where you are. Either they're gonna be like good or they're gonna be a distraction, right, don't you know what? I'm changing places with me, miss selling. So you gotta be careful man, who you give your

energy to. Man, especially in your twenties, like you're supposed to be looking for your mate in your twenties. Man, But have the real live discernment. God damn man. I wish I could rewind, but I don't have no regrets. Sit up in the jail. I sit up in that jail. Hey, nigga's gonna be calling up here saying you told Tasha to be You're damn right there and told j told that it's a big brown reset button on the top

of the nigga. Don't listen to a j And if you got a bay hair, you canna really see it, right, No, AJ, this is bad advice. You're gonna get somebody asked beat this week. This is good bad advice, right, And look, we'll be right back. Then let's pay some more fucking bills because we always got all these bills. Goddamn, it's like twelve bills at this point. But we'll be back, all right, So y'all be back. Let's hop a two hour dumb bitch Uh advice story segment dumb bitch stories,

because we've all been a dumb bitch at least. What's a twice that's week? I don't know, man, So this dumb bitch story apparently from what I'm reading, this person maybe in prison right now, and it's a woman. So, um, I guess she gotta sell you in there. She listening and we talked back. We appreciate you, prison bay, it says. Okay. So my sister introduced me to one of her guy friends. Mind you, I just got out of a horrible relationship, so my mind was still lost. We started texting back

and forth getting to know each other. He has a he owns a beauty supply store and also sells drugs. She says. Um, let me resay that he owns a beauty supply store and it's a street pharmacist, which I didn't mind because most of the guys I date are in the street ship, are into street ship. So he took me out of town and for my birthday we went to a five star hotel. He bought me all type of designer shoes and clothes, took me to the best clubs in town. We had a great time and

the sex was great. After we got back from my birthday trip, he asked me if I could start making trips for him. You know what that means. I agreed because I was broke coming out of my last relationship, and I had two kids to feed. So I take a trip, you know from I'm not gonna put these city names in there. So I took a trip from point A to point B, making two hundred and fifty dollars a trip. How you driving for nigga for to hell? No, See,

that's why y'all asked jail right now? You wasn't smart funness that nigga point when she when she accepted that two fifty, that nigga probably was like so fuck yeah. So um, that shows the value. I'm just telling you. Anyway, let me continue. Can we just say how far it was point A to b um ten minutes? No, point A too B was roughly I'll say an hour and a half, two hours. I'll say about let's say three hours. I'll say three hours, three hours for two hundred fifty dollars.

There you gonna just work for uber. It might be two hours. I'll just say two hours. So yeah, two hundred dollars to two hours and then that's four hours around. So we could have made more doing uber or live exactly all right, So she does, she does mention, she said, which was not great money, but I needed it. So one day, one of the customers died in an apartment where he stored his stuff. He called me to come down and clean out the apartment before he calls the cops.

I drove three hours there, leaving my kids, so it is a three hour trip there. He goes, I drive three hours there leaving my kids with my mom to do. So, so I get down there to clean out the apartment and put the stuff in my car. It's a dead body in there. No, I don't she put drugs in her car, but the person whose dad is in the house. Yes, yes, Once we got godun cleaning an apartment, I call the cops once he was gone because he didn't want the cops to know he was there and ordered the body.

So she's she's saying that he instructed her to clean the apartment out he left, and once she cleaned apartment out and then call the cops to report the body, and she and she does so, and that's what she is. Listen, let me finished they came and took the report gave I gave him the name. I gave them my name and number. So I went to his house. Once the police did their job. Forgot to tell y'all he was married, She said, I told him. I um, I told him.

I told the police exactly what he wanted me to say, and we had sex right before I left. So they funk with your dead body in there. Girl, you ain't listening. So apparently it is all mixed up how she's writing this. So apparently once she left, she she she did what he told her to do. She cleaned the apartment and I'll put the stuff in her car, called the police once he left, and then he then she now drive

drives back to where they're farming. Now she's at his house. Yeah, so they have sex and then she leaves, she said. So as I'm driving home, like, I got pulled over with all his drugs in my trunk. The police found eight ounces of crack, five zips it's five zip blocked bags of pills, and three pounds of marijuana. So they locked me up because I refused to tell them where I got the drugs from. So I had to sit in jail until I saw the judge to find out

what my charges would be. Come to find out, the lady that died in the apartment overdose on some of the crack that was laced with finting on. You know that ramping right now? I know it was. It was a crack they found in my trunk. So my bill was at the two million dollars. While I was in jail waiting for trial, I found out I was pregnant with his baby. Damn, Um, I had. I had my family put their house up to help me get out of jail and get a lawyer. Once my family came

up with three hundred thousand dollars, I was released. Once I got released, I was trying to make contact with him. He blocked my number. I tried calling his mom. She blocked my number. I went to the store and they wouldn't me in. So once my lawyer got the paperwork, Um, it turns out he was the one that called the cops on me and had them pulled me over. To put an end to the story. I'm in jail right now during twenty five years for being a Ride or Die girl love dumb bitch of the year. Damn, this

is a sad story. That's horrible. Actually, that's a horrible story. It is doing that reminds me of that movie Broken Down Palace. You ever seen that? M hmm. These girls were on a trip abroad and they met some guys and um, they were like getting drunk and having sex and just being young. And these men set them up with drugs on the on the flight, put drugs in their bag to make them like a decoy for the

big load that was leaving. And they went to prison in Thailand and had to do time in Thailand like years. And is that a real stories based on the real story, it's called Broken Down Palace? Wow? Yeah? Man, young women man yea. And then she has two children she left out here, like you gotta be real careful when dealing with people. He knew he had a dumb bitch at

two fifty dollars. I'm gonna just I'm gonna just say that first, once you accepted that to actually do trips and ship like, he spiced you up, took you out of town, brought you some nice ship and then immediately trying to put you to work. Don't be giving these niggas y'all home addresses, because you know what that means. If somebody said what they want to sense the ship to your address, you don't do that because postal will

show up to your ship. Damn st five years du all for caring about the because that's all she did was care about him. She was accepted. Did she care about him or was she trying to get money for her children? She cared too, though you will you and they're married, cleaning up drugs, taking up drugs and calling the police. And a nigger could never I never who do what? You couldn't even call me on the phone. But no ship like that, I would hang up and block.

I would change my number right there. Don't call me about no ship like that? Are you stupid? I don't know, Listen, I ain't never been down as bitch like that. I've been in some real nigga ship, but I put myself in, but not like it's not gonna be some ship. Yeah,

that's that's kind of wicked man. Man. I remember and colleged me and this nigga was smoking Swede in his car and camping security got behind us and I was like, nigga, pull over so I can get out, and he said, what you mean like this is not barding and Clyde, bitch, let me out this motherfucker car. Are you stupid girl? You're already caught at that point. Were you gonna get out of run? Oh? No? He let me out. He drove fast. They wasn't right behind us, and I was like,

pull over and let me out. Did he get locked? And I don't know what happened today. Hey, look for the record that he've been listening. We are not no ing that ship now. I ain't telling you can count on that. I ain't go open my mouth. I ain't telling ship. If somebody coming like they're gonna have to do their job, I ain't gonna be able to tell ship because you can't tell. Don't tell me ship. So if they ask you anything, when I say, I don't know, that's the truth, right, Yo, boy, you got to be

more careful. Man. I feel so sad. That is so sad. Like I want to write her. I want to write her. I want to see her care package, but then she might asks some money. People just get care packages. You can buy. You can put stuff on the canteen, like I think you can send. I don't know. I would assume she's in federal prison. There's no way she's in the state printed prison. You know, state prison. You can like send them like canteen packages through this website or whatever,

but I don't know about federal prison. You probably just have to send him some money. But they may have the same canteen type system where you could send them like candy bars, Like they'll package the stuff up and ship it, but you have to the ship is inflated to so much like the candy bar might cost five dollars. Damn. Yes, you're getting the box of bullshit that you probably would pay fifteen dollars for at the grocery store. You're paying fifty or sixty dollars for to send it to them

in prison. Damn. The prison system is real wicked like prison. Know the person is in prison too, And now you also punishing a family. You're trying to get as much money extorting their family to take care of them, because what can that person do from jail. They can make the couple of dollars a month or whatever working in pay for nothing slaves exactly. They'd be in their pretty mother license plates and doing all kinds of different ships,

working cleaning the streets, working for the city. A lot of things are made for damn near free man. That's why we got to make some changes in the black community. Man. That ships it's um, it's just like a helpless feeling. It's just a real helpless feeling. Man. You'd be trying to tell ladies, don't be moving, no dope for these niggas, especially if you're not getting paid, and be smart, because that is not getting paid. No, be smart. Hey, look I need a percentage. I'm the one taking all the

fucking ridge exactly. He called the police on her, fucked her, then called the police on her so she could go to prison for his drugs because because he knew he couldn't sell them drugs. No more could he have because it's a death on that fitting all lace drugs, right,

there's the body on it, yep. So that if she gotta be doing federal time, because then that that escalates your charges if if if a murder happens, um and the commission of a crime like whatever the crime is that ship man, a little scale that they got for federal time. Man, that ship is crazy. That ship is helled crazy. Man. That's sad. We'll stay strong to us. We love you over here. We talked back, keep tuning in, and we have no advice. We don't have advice for

you because you're already in there. We have advice for women that's just not or women who out here doing that type of ship because they need money. Be real smart man. If you're gonna do that ship, smart and make them pay out worth your don't do that ship because if you're in prison, be having hell of bitches. Men in prison be having a lot of women. I know I went to prison. Women don't be having nobody.

I went to jail to see this nigga that I thought was my nigga one time, and you had to sign in, and I've seen that other bitch name on the signing book from earlier. I like, ain't that about a bit? I would? I would punish his ass. You can never get me back on the phone. How are you gonna have this bitch come to here? He used to send me checks from the jail. They used to look like inco text chicks. Thank you baby yo uh. And look that's how the funk we got for y'all.

Of That story was stressful. That story stressed me out, and why I feel hot The funk is after cot because that ship, that story, man, that's that's a sad story. That could be a movie. Girl, I'm not gonna say that could have been me. But boy, you are really gone. I wasn't some ship a few years ago, tam, you know, but not that type of ship that right there. Listen,

I don't know. I would have been trying to get money together to get the fuck once I had made that three all fune No, I was definitely out the country. I would have tried to get up out of here. I'm sorry you got nick, but from your mom America, not South America. But we're gonna check your mama house. How oh yeah, well they've better still pay that ball.

But like, I'll send your money from Cuba. But when I tell you I was gonna catch a Greyhound bus to Miami beachum, I had to swim that ninety miles from Miami to Cuba. I was out of there. I can see that lazy we're floating in the water down that. But y'all turned to Mermaid and you talk about twenty five years what excuse me? I can't do it? All right, y'all, listen, if you enjoyed this episode, tune in every Thursday on an I Heart Radio Apple Wherever the fun you get

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