The Twot Seat: DORINDA MEDLEY (The Traitors)

Two teas in a pod which Teddy Mellencamps and Camra Judge.

Hi, guys, welcome to a special episode of The twat Sea. We are excited to have on Derinda Medley. She was a contestant on Traders season three. Obviously, she was a previous cast member on the Real Housewives of New York City, and her bio says feisty and outspoken, Derenda expressed her resentment for sacrificing her spot for a shield to allow the whole group to have a bigger pot of money.

Let's bring her in well.

Hello, Hello, Hello, Now.

I may have been on Watch has Live, I've may have been on The Tonight Show, But this year I finally made it on two teeth.

You know, well, you know we love you. You know I love you. How are you doing?

IM good?

I know we talk all the time, but.

I well, you know I love your show and you know I love you too. You know I love you more, both of you.

We love you. We're happier here.

What's new?

Are you dating anyone? What's the four to one one? Give us some tea?

What's new? Well?

Trying to date, but I don't know how to approach it. I just don't like, do I go on an app? I was actually so funny you asked me this, Teddy. I was just getting my hair done.

I was thinking, do I really go on an app? Well?

I should try it, I think.

I mean I went on one. I went on an app.

I am on no so I didn't make any announcement on Instagram, but I i'm I've.

Went on an app. But here's the problem with the app like one.

I don't know that I would naturally like be attracted to someone solely by a photograph like I need both. So I'm I'm like the way that I have kind of been handling the app is. Last night I was at dinner with Kyle and a bunch of our friends for her birthday, and we decided as a group to go through the people who have given me a rose.

And then you just kind of go, Okay, what app is this Hinge?

I don't know, it's so funny because someone told me to go on hinge.

Hey what about Riyah?

I heard you no Riah, No, you don't want Riya because Riya is I mean, granted, I didn't get accepted to Riah, so.

I don't know.

Oh I didn't get accepted either.

Oh so you applied.

I applied to Ria ages Ago and Andy Cohen actually wrote me a recommendation, and Carol Rosboy had like a spellar recommendation list and I didn't get in.

They said, you're on a wait list.

I was just thinking, wait a second, Luanne and Sonya and everyone else is on like why not me?

Maybe I'm just not artsy enough.

Even on it exactly, but also even people that don't fit the criteria of being on it or on it, so I don't know, maybe they're just booked up. But my friend that is on it, she said Riat is like, actually it's too small of a pool and it's a bunch of bullshitters anyway. So I mean the thing about Hinge, well, at least the problem that I'm finding with Hinge is I don't know why, Like the only.

People reaching out to me are young people.

Oh I don't.

I'm like, no, no, young what about Like?

So I think it's people reaching out like they want to have a good time.

And then I look in their bios.

And it's like open to short term, blah blah.

Tell you don't waste any time.

Man, it's fifteen minutes and you're already on a dinning app.

I didn't know we were going to go there. I was gonna say how you're doing with everything going out? You're doing great?

Yeah, guys, this doesn't mean that I'm doing great. It means I need a distract. Somebody even on the app said to me, He's like.

Hey, I know who you are.

You're clearly on here because you need a distraction right now.

And I do. I mean, there's two nights.

A week where I'm living at freaking Kyle's house that I don't have my kids. You know, I'm not in a place where I'm going to be going out to clubs or meeting people. So like I to have somebody just to talk with a little bit, like I need a little bit of a distraction.

But it's a tricky were married.

I was with Edwin for sixteen years.

This is a big change for you.

Yeah, I mean, and I'm laughing right now. You could have talked to me last week and I was sobbing. I mean, you know how it is like they're going through the different stages of grief.

You know knows that better than both of us.

Yeah, loss is it's a terrible thing, and it's such a readjustment, and you know what it is. It's it's because we assume at this point in our lives, so we've kind of are where we're supposed to be. So to have to throw everything, the baby out with the bathwater and start, I often would say, really again.

Again, this wasn't the plan.

Yeah, I mean, it wasn't.

And for someone like me, who's like an uber planner, you know, like, this isn't of course, it's not what I wanted. Of Course, I would never want my kids to be sad, and I you know, I'm doing everything in my power to make sure that we both show up for our kids in the best way possible. But I also think it's impossible to navigate your emotions from day to day. Like there are some days where I am like sobbing my eyes out, and I'm like, I.

Can't be alone. I can't do that.

I don't want this. But you know, like all of these things. And then there's some days where I'm like, I'm actually okay.

Yeah, wow, well, yeah, what's going to be. This is the thing I always say about any sort of grief for loss. In the beginning, it's so big and it's so overwhelming, and you just you can't get you navigate around the grief.

And then as time goes on, you'll you'll find.

That different sorts of people were enter your life that maybe you wouldn't have had if you were still married. You'll be open to different situations and you start growing bigger, and the grief never goes away, the loss, but it gets smaller and smaller, your life bigger and bigger. And that's the good news. You'll you'll find in six months you'll be like, you know what, I kind of look forward to being alone tonight. I like my alone.

I told you that, Like, especially with the separation of the kids, you'll get to a point where You're like, you know what, I like my me time.

I like sometimes like go to daddy. Mommy needs her me time, and you'll appreciate those time.

New York for a week and of course she just she'll kill me for saying this because you know, we can't say the word hand and I get a text. I'll you.

Is don't talk about me publicly.

But she was here for almost a week. And at the beginning it was all so great. I was cooking, I was loving it everything. By the end, I was like, got bye bye, no more, you know whatever soda. I'm like, what do I You know, it just changed completely because I'm so used.

To being on my own.

Yeah, that's the problem for me because it really I didn't do it right when I if I were to suggest, like I think of people that kind of got divorced or lost a partner, they get right back on the horse and start dating. And even though I dated John, I knew it was never going to be serious. I saw him twice a week. I know people don't believe that, but I really did. He never it was sort of

And then also, as I mean, I've noticed as as I age, I'm even more particular about like, oh, well, that's not gonna work for.

Me, you know, Like I'm very jorrenda.

Don't you feel like, you know, Richard was the love of your life and he's not. He's not replaceable. And like I always thought like if something happened to Eddie, I don't necessarily think that I'd run out and day when when I divorce, you know, when I got divorced, I'm like, Kelly, Yeah, I want to date. But at this point, when you have that love of your life and it fulfilled you in every way, it's like I don't really want to.

I was lucky to have that, you know, what's.

Interesting to him?

When I was thinking about this as well the other day, I think I said it in an interview and then I really talked about it to myself because I do a lot of talking to myself.

But you know, I own a lot right up there. A plutomander wandering around aimlessly. I don't know if Richard Medley.

If it would work now after being really such a different person than the person that I was with.

But you were forced to be a different person. You lost.

But like if he landed, if like he showed up tomorrow said it's all a joke.

Act.

She was just away for thirteen years, let's pick up where we left off left off. I think it'd be very difficult for both of them.

We think question was is this just a rumor?

Or was your relationship with Richard based on one of the Was there.

A character or a couple on sex?

What was the characters was supposedly based on me?

I think she fell out a window or something like that.

He was like, because I was like a cigarette, she fell out the window. So the truth of the matter is it could be.

What do you think Richard would have thought of your reality TV career?

That's strange.

He loved going like we would go because you remember I was friends with all the girls, so we would go to all the filming. And he is as a big academic as he was and sort of very serious guy in his world. He loved because he was a genius. So this sort of thing fascinated human behavior, fascinating. So we went to all the filming. I think he always said to me, if you want to do it, you could do it. But I couldn't do it at the time because I had his father. Obviously, Hannah was in school.

I honestly didn't know that he filmed with you.

Yes, yes, he would come.

He was did not know that.

He was fascinated by the UH process and he found the women very entertaining.

He loved Luanne, he loved Ramona.

You know.

So it was I know, but it's it's more not so much the filming part. I don't I think he would because he didn't care about those things. I'm just fiercely, fiercely independent now to the point like literally I went on like three dates with this guy.

My friend Mona was laughing so hard about this.

I'm like, you don't want to just start it pissing me off. He kept saying to me, what are you doing this weekend? What are you doing this weekend? And I'm like, well, that's none of your business, and she goes, well, that's kind of nice.

I'm like, no, it's intrusive. Yeah.

Oh, and one not to make this about me, but tam one thing that you said that I want to clarify because this will be what's picked up as clickbait. You said, you know, because Eddie is the love of your life. He fulfilled you in all these ways, Like you don't think that you can move on. I don't want to discredit the love that I had for Edwin, that I still have for Edwin.

Yeah, of course, and you have children together. He's a father of your kids like he is my family.

So whether we're going through ups or downs and we're you know, we're deciphering our next steps.

Like I love Edwin like.

I always and that will grow, you know. It's Hannah's father. Ralph always comes and stays, comes the day after Christmas and has lunch, and I still love him. Like if he called me a too in the morning and needed me for anything, I.

Would run to his age.

Yeah.

Once you're bonded in that way and you share children and you share life, I think it's a shame when people don't get along. I think it's a lost I don't think you have to stay married forever.

And I'm but I've been very lucky because I.

Am surrounded by incredible people and the and I don't have a ton of friends.

I know people think I do, but I don't.

But the people I like and the people that uh, you know, I chose to attach to, are I keep them?

You know what I mean? I don't, you know.

And I have a lot of very strong women friends, and I find women, especially women of our age, very fascinating.

Well, speaking of.

You know, we know when you first were put on pause or whatever it was you had said, you'd cried your eyes out.

I may, I may be a pause, but I'm ready to play.

God, where do you?

Where do you stand now?

Like?

Are you liking life without Real Housewives of New York?

Or yes? You know, but I'm not like the other housewives. It wasn't easy for me. I bawled my eyes out.

Well, me and you bonded over actually yeah, the three of us were let go at the same time.

I know.

That's how me and Teddy bonded was over the loss of the show. That's how me and you also got super close.

It was me and you.

Even Hannah, hannahould get on the phone and talk.

And she's such a voice of reason and She's like, you wanted to knock our heads together and say, pull your head out of your asses. This is not a good show for you.

But I think, but I think, you know, there's we're the new trace A Vegas.

But also I think women like us rejection in any way does not feel good.

No, I don't get any fired.

I mean I was the woman that was employee of the month all the time, like to the point that I can't make the employee of the month again. I'm like, oh, yeah you can, because you know what I mean. So I grew up in that the era where you know, women like us were very competitive.

We had to be the best. We didn't get fired.

Yeah, yeah, that was the first time I was ever fired from anything. Me too, Me too, very first time, not a job, not even Burger King.

Didn't even get fired from.

Great thing about NBC or they do revisit you like I've done a couple Ultimate Girls' Trips, you know. I just I just did Traders. They do, and that's enough enough for me.

Listen.

I was just on the phone someone that said, if they asked you to go back to New York, would you go back?

I said, sure, why not?

Is there a Peacock show about Bluestone manor.

Yes, we're working on it.

I'm hopefully gonna have hopefully, hopefully, hopefully camera's up this summer.

Speaking of Bravo, you know I'm not gonna not ask. Can we clear up the error about the fellow Brava leberty Lindsey Hubbard saying you spread a rumor that she was pregnant and miscarried, Like, what happened here?

Please explain?

I'm lost nothing to explain. I don't know her. I don't even know if we've ever met.

She supposedly was in the same room doing makeup with Bravo kid never said that have no and actually NBC and Bravo backed me said that I didn't have I have nothing. Can you imagine if I had anything to do with casting don't have that didn't we don't have any friends, Like it's just absolutely one hundred percent rumor.

Margaret told me to say.

People know me like tam I'm not that woman.

Yeah, yeah, Honestly I had a conversation with Margaret. I'm like, what that and she goes Tarma, it never happened.

It never happened. She wasn't even at the party. I was there with NBC.

People and Jersey girls and they were all ready to come out. So I don't even it's funny as you know, But maybe the listeners don't know. Summerhouse people and Housewife we don't hang out together just because we're b There's like the blow Deck people.

There's a Summer House people.

Only a Bravo con.

We'll see. That's where I own world.

In mind, where her and our lives cross, right, I know about first of all, she didn't have a miscarriage, so how would I know, I mean, Gavina, Misscarritt is such a personal thing.

Yeah, for you to say something very privately, Was she trying to.

Insinuate that you had her kicked off the Traders because she was cast anything?

Can I tell you something? That's what I think was really the quest of it.

And I think also too maybe and listen, I wish her well, she just had a beautiful baby.

You know, she should just focused on that, you know. But you know, I don't know uh why she.

Would think or anyone would think, as you know, we don't even know who's going to be on Traders.

I know, I know they don't. Has she reached out to you at all to say, like, you.

Know what, that's the shame of it if she picked up the phone. But there's no there's no art.

You can dance somebody, you know what I mean, you can do anything.

She could have just called Jan Geyser and said.

And get the phone.

Yeah, for sure that was to me, that was just sad.

Yeah, I was like, really taken.

I'm like, whoa, Like, those are some deep deeps to say.

Somebody was like, are you kidding me?

Do you have any idea who might have said told her that?

No?

But that's another thing. If you're gonna my whole thing in life is if you're going to make accusations, say who it is.

Yeah, just tell me who it is and then we'll really clear it up fast.

Now as close it's the change Sube, as close as we are.

We never talked about what happened on Traders before it aired.

That's a hard show to do now, I know for sure.

Being the first person to be murdered in the season is not only disappointing, it's kind of embarrassing. It's like you packed up, you were there, you went a fart, you know, long ways you're in isolation for three days.

You got to be out on that freaking.

It's like over preparing for the Olympics and then not running in the game. I've got the clothes, I've worked.

Out, I've That's the thing, Like, there's so much preparation. There's psychological exams, there's all kinds of things.

You have to have a physical.

You get there, you're isolated. Then you have to do a swimming test.

I mean your big day out the first three days they take you to the YMCA.

I can't picture either of you doing a swimming test.

Swimming. I was so excited to do that. Damn swimming test.

Did you have to do it? We didn't do a swimming Oh we have to do a swimming test. Oh yeah, I'm.

Just excited to be there. You know. I blocked out the three weeks I was in it. It was as if they hit I was going to war.

You had planned on winning that thing?

Are we back three weeks? Worry about me? And then it's like I'm home.

I know, I know.

When Johnny Bananas was the first one to be off the show, he was not happy about it, like.

He didn't even hold back.

So you're not allowed to go on social media, you're not allowed, like you probably couldn't even go on your radio show.

You couldn't let anybody know that you're home.

You're so disappointed, you're shamed, you're embarrassed, and then you have to bring it home and hide it for another three weeks and you can't be on social media, you can't go on your radio, so you sit there back. Basically like in Cloak and Dagger, I.

Had to do the same thing.

I couldn't do it my podcast and can do anything.

So when you came back and you were rightfully pissed off that you were left out there, you were hungry, you brought it back and you were very vocal. I was like, no, don't do it, because they were gonna think one of the people on the raft were a trader. And then if you get too vocal the whole thing, like the first part of the show, you have to tread lightly on what you say and what you do because then you just get fingers pointed and oh.

And I did the what did I say?

I'm angry, hungreen, cold, And what that doesn't make up is a smiley face.

Yeah, do you regret any of it? Like, are you like, should I have handled this differently.

Uh think you can do that? You know you're so in it, of course you. I'm a regretter. I regret every every.

Day in my life. But I said to someone last night at dinner, I've said that if you're mad at me.

I am like that to such an overthinker.

Aren't they picking up their taxes? That's how I lived my life.

Okay, why didn't I see.

The three dots?

And then the three dots went away?

So because I'm a big worry war you know, I was very sad to go this. This is the dilemma in tam where you can speak to this. Obviously, yes, I should have been more quiet, right, But then is that me?

No, but it's all playing a game and we're not gamers have housewives.

Like would you ever go back?

Maybe for the right amount of money, But it was I'm not a gamer and it was really hard, and I thought that, you know, oh, I'm a housewife. You know we think ten steps ahead when we say things. It's it does not compare you.

Think your house We think ten steps ahead.

I tried to when you spared to the gamers, No, it doesn't even Pat, I don't.

Think it was one particular thing.

I think that the house I think they the gamers are very smart, I think, but I could be wrong. I think a lot of it has to do with being such a strong character personality.

Yes, yes, and and you would have been an obvious choice.

I got it wrong.

And watch Rappers live or it's not Survivors, it's a Survivor. I never watched any of those Survivor.

Games me either. I didn't know who anybody was from the game, so that at all.

They approach everything very differently.

And I mean, Wells said something too which really resonated with us. He was like the difference between housewives and like he's like me for example, He's like when we weren't filming and we had downtime, He's like, I would just be quiet. I would just sit there. It's like, but the housewives are so used to being on all the time.

They like, never slow down. We're like, quit wasting this good material.

Well, because you have no other outlets at that point, you have no phone, no TV, no news, no anything.

So that's what I mean.

I was so desperate.

I don't know if they gave it little goodie bag when we arrived in our hotel room and it had like a little alligator or something in it. I felt like I was Tom Hanks with his volleyball. Wilson like talking to it because you have no phone, TV's limited, It's like hi, you know it's a mind game.

I mean, it screws with your head.

Many fans and contestants on the show thought it was stupid to murder you since you were suspected to be a trader.

What are your thoughts on this?

Do you think it would have been smart for the traders to use you as a shield?

Yes?

Yeah, Who do you think should have gone home first?

Anyone except me? Who?

Did you like connect with anybody except me?

Who was like your person that you Yeah that you didn't already know you don't name a housewife, But was there somebody in there that you're like?

Are you connected with? Or I just love Bob Harper?

Yeah no, I said to him too. Bob Harper must be a real heart.

Just that's Bob Harper. He's amazing. And I also liked Sam Britney Spears X you did.

We haven't an entire words. I doesn't talked well.

He's good to look at.

He's just such a nice sweet, I was bothering him the whole time.

And are you still watching?

Like are you up to date on the recent episodes or did you just once you were gone?

You're like, peace, I'm not one.

I haven't been home at all. You know, it's so funny.

I don't like, I'm not a big problem with me is I'm not a big TV walkhert. I'll attempt to watch TV, but I fall asleep too easily. Hannah's like, I have never me thirty one years made it through a movie with you.

You're like, oh my god.

It's like it's a running joke in our house, like go to the movies, No mam will fall asleep.

So like, why tonight, I'm not going out, so I'll like, I'll catch up on everything tonight.

The only thing I watch religiously.

It's my great thing to do is like because I wake up about five point thirty and I get my coffee and I watch whatever housewife show was on the night before. Oh yeah, it's my morning thing. I love watching, Like I get excited.

What's your favorite friend?

And I watched the New York finish?

Oh my god, can we talk about that?

My god?

We just recapped it. We're in disbelief. It was such a dark episode, or.

To watch it was do you think do you think Brind's this is Brent, She's done?

Do you think that? Or do you think they'll bring her back?

Well, you know, when I see stuff like that, all I can say is, I mean, I brought it up once.

I brought it up a million times. You can put it on my grapestone. Why did I get fired?

Put it on my grapes?

Oh my god? Do you think there'd ever be a world?

Say that? In the Nurse Nome why.

I got in? But I was like, why did I get fired?

Do you? Well?

I think they need to bring you back.

And I think that they need to bring some they you know, keep some girls, bring some of the originals back.

Who not a lot of you guys.

Are still in New York.

I don't think.

I don't, but I would be happy with like another New York version of a show where we.

Get But also, guys, I'm missing girls trips. I'm missing watching that.

I love the girls trips. To me, that was the best of all worlds.

Why weren't you on the Dating the new Bravo dating show that like two of the girls from Potomac went on, Shannon went on, did they ask.

You to do that?

That? I thought Luanne was a great choice.

I don't know.

Oh, oh, I didn't really Luanne.

I don't think if Shannon as a big dater, it's funny. I've found that an unusual choice. I don't think i'd be good.

It was an afterthought.

I think that somebody else was swissed to be on it.

Can you maybe?

Oh, is what I heard, and then somebody fell out and they added her.

You know, I don't think people think of me as a big dater, and you know, so great at it, and Laurenne is such a great dater and she's like.

But I don't think the show is about dating. It's about entertainment.

But I wish it was both of you guys, because if they could have two gals from Potomac, why.

Couldn't have to?

It would have been very well together. Yeah.

I would have liked that.

It would have been great, have been like a little mini you know, New York.

Yeah, and they didn't ask me, So there's the here there.

You know, recently you had said I saw it on Instagram that you think that they should have named the how real house has rony. They should have named it something else with the recast.

You know, I just think it would have given them a better chance. Yes, because there's too.

Much comparison, you know, and and there's also these things I like them better. Well, it's not about that they decided to stop one completely, yeah and start fresh. But I think by doing this sort of so just clean wipe, and I think it very surprised people, right, Yeah, introduce these girls that were just so different, and as I said on Alex Baskin's thing, you know, they are sort of the young New York.

But there was too much here's scenes it's compared. Yeah, here's season thirteen.

People we've grown up with, nostalgia, people we know, people we've watched Da New Girls. Yeah, named it the Girlfriends of New York because I don't, I know, they get a lot of grief. We hate it with this. With that, I don't I think they would have gotten a better chance. As I say, I said it and every the crown was too heavy.

Yeah, do you remember do you remember Ladies of London?

Yes, it's basically a housewife show, Yes, but it was named something different.

They could have done something like that.

If they've done Girlfriends of New York or Ladies of New York or something catchy, then it could have you know.

I think it just also too there's something, there's something about it. There may have even been an easier way to integrate it, integrate us a little bit.

Yeah, because then you because these are the new ones.

You know they don't you.

Know, So that's what's hard for them now, I know you weren't there, like I tay something. I know a bunch of them. They're nice girls. It's just totally different ballgame.

Do you think it's because none of them are actually really friends.

Well, I think that's the key to the show. I mean, I think that's why, Oh she does so well, New York does so well. I think that's why, you know, Jersey did what didn't do so well at the end of it, Beverly Hills, you can feel that friendship. Salt Lake City to me, is.

Like old New York, but we're starting to see a crawl like so good, but we're starting to see a little bit of a crack.

And Beverly Hills.

I feel like not everybody's friends on that show anymore. The cast has turned over so much that it's starting to have it's missing something, and it's the friendship.

When they start to bring people and bring people up, bring people and bring people out, that's when it feels like it loses its authenticity because.

Then you don't get connected to any buddy, and then they're not really connected to be.

Able to go.

I always say the thing about when you have people that really know each other, even though it's still awkward and still terrible and still hurtful, but you can go deeper with them. Yeah, shoes and they're they're you know, up to a point. It's recoverable because you know each other so well outside of it, so you can unrap a bit off season, right. But a lot of these people, I feel like they don't even see each other off season, right.

Jenna Jana was not much what happens like last night and she said that they have none of them have talked to Brian since the reunion.

Yeah, it's gonna be hard. It's gonna be a hard road for that.

That could be because of death. You know what I thought was interesting to day And I don't know.

What it's like if they did this on your Guys shows and we never had production hanging around like that on the couches, sitting around all just hanging out.

Now, No, no, we didn't either.

We did not. We like it felt really like MTV Real World they did.

It felt different.

We didn't have that.

I mean, yes, I could like go outside and like talk to a producer and like veg or I could do that, but like we were never just like unless it was like we were flying somewhere and we weren't Mike.

Then even then you're friendly and they're helpful.

But that was like when Ray was sitting on the couch and they were lounging all around the production I was like, ew, I don't know, was that.

Let me ask you a question, was that some of the production crew that you worked with. Did you notice any recognize anybody?

Couple people, yes, but we just not even that it was new. I just felt like I felt like there was sort of like.

A yeah, well do you think that was? They did that?

And when they left it like when we stopped filming, they left.

And unless they thought more drama would come, then they'd leave one person with the fire.

I don't know, given the situation and Brend's headspace, maybe they were trying to comfort her.

I'm not sure.

No, I think they were trying to show that she was pretending absolutely nothing happened the night before.

Yeah, that's true, you're right about that.

That's that was that.

I agree with Jenna.

That was heartbreaking because that to me read of someone that really didn't know how to handle.

It, process the emotions.

Do you think that bren was lying about telling Uba?

This is where I have a problem. That is, there's certain buzzwords, there's certain heavy, heavy words you can whisper and it lands, and we know the words. So there's no casual way to say our ape in any way, shape or form without it. That that's something I personally would ever pass over. And if and if she I just don't see it was a very intelligent, like you know what I'm saying.

She would have remembered that, right, She would have.

Remembered such a big word, right, Yeah, it's just a word.

That you would remember.

And I think Uba definitely you could tell by her reaction that she's like, she you never told me this?

Ever, I wouldn't you know.

If she did know about it, she would have been following up because Uba is as a girl's girl.

Yeah, she's very passionate.

Anyone would like if you someone told me something like that, the first thing you.

Would be was like, oh my god, are you getting help? What can I do?

Yeah?

I just I don't. I felt. Yeah, it was really hard to watch that.

It was really hard hard.

And before we have to wrap up, is there any other juicy nuggets you want to leave us with?

Things we should?

Uh?

I mean everybody should listen to your radio show for one, Well, thank you.

Well.

I have to say I'd never I never thought i'd get so much fain from getting murdered first, so that that.

Was seeing you everywhere.

You were on the Jimmy Fallon show, weren't.

You yes the other day. I worried about it for six months. I held the secret.

I was I'm like, and of course, I'm like, everyone's gonna think you loser.

Yeah you did this, do that? Now I got to go through that.

I was so uptight about it, and then it came and they're like, do you want to be on the tonight's show?

Like wow, Well, because everybody disagreed with that, but also I.

Think it it would have been more, It would have even been a better show if you're on longer, because I have a feeling.

I really did. You don't want to If nothing else, I'm good content. You know you may not have wanted to get out some more mugs and T shirts somehow.

Yeah, oh my gosh. Well, thank you so much for coming on, Duranda. We we love you.

Miss you, see you later. I miss you, guys.

Bye, I miss you.