Pray, Anthony Harfer, Tiffany and Cork Heierie is happy Wednesday, sir.
Thanks Bro, Thanks Bryce Sephine. That are you good? I'm great.
I just had a great sparring session with someone with two percent vision, so that was that was the highlight of my day.
That's like the perfect opponent. How do you walk us through that a little bit? How does one spa with somebody who can't see? Do you have bells on your gloves?
Well, here's the deal, I thought to myself. I haven't sparred since last year, inspard, I've barely picked up the boxing gloves, to be honest. So I was like, oh, not really, you know I've been doing it. But yeah, sure, if there's anyone I'll say yes to, it's a blind guy.
Yeah, reason, we'll shout out to our vision impeded listeners. And if you think just being insensitive, she.
Is, well no, right, I thought, well this, you know, this be too dangerous. I did put a mouthguard in though, but nothing quite sticks to you like shit to a blanket than someone that can't see but has keen other senses. I could not shake that bugger. It was right there. In fact, there was only one time I was quiet enough to sneak around and he was like like a ninja,
going where is she? The rest of the time. He's right that the rest of the time you would not if you were watching on you wouldn't know you were watching one vision impaired person sparring.
I mean, could you try to explain it to us? I'm trying to figure out how does so he's not a boxer, right.
No, no, no, So this is They've got an event in a couple of weeks. It's up in Queensland. It's a bunch of podcasters actually, and they wanted to find two blind podcasters to have this fight at this event, and.
That just seems that sounds cruel.
They could find one, so they've made it even more crazy. They're putting seven blokes in the ring, six of them being blindfolded, and Benny, who's two percent vision, and they're just gonna let him go for gold. So he brings me up a week ago and goes, I haven't actually done any sparring. Could you punch me in the face? And I said sure, sure, think sure. Think he was
really good, actually really good. There's I think that there is a lot that can be an advantage about not having vision when you're learning things with your other senses. When you're like his hair, his gloves are stuck to his face, he's not getting you know, when our eyes go places, it affects our balance. Just there's a lot of information coming in when you're boxing. You're moving, you're watching, you're protecting, you're feeling things, you're seeing things, depth, perception,
all of that stuff. His head doesn't lift twenty punches because he's not following his eyes anywhere, so he stays down, he holds. It's really good. Actually, what's super impressed.
Now, if you're in any way trying to convince the listeners and I that there's some kind of fucking advantage to not being able to see when you're boxing, you're doing a terrible job because none of us believe you. That's the worst bloody sales pitch.
Oh.
Look, he's got a real advantage because he's got amazing, you know, senses. You know what's good sense for boxing. Been able to fucking see the glove coming at you. Fuck, that's hilarious. Well good on him, shout out to Benny. But also I'm thinking, I'm guessing this is not a sanctioned event seven blindfolded or six blindfolded people and a blind bloke in a ring throwing cut lunches. That just seems like something from Bloody what's that stupid show where
they all used to do crazy things? You know, all those guys. Ah, you know there was a whole show Jackass. Oh Jackass. That's just an episode of Jackass.
Well it's going to be doing it in front of five thousand people in the audience.
So I don't know how they get insurance for that or how they get that sanction. That just seems like me personally, I'm like, fuck yeah, let's do that every weekend.
Well, the thing that concerns me the most is the advantage to wearing punches when you're boxing is you see them and you learn how to wear them, and you don't get punched from behind or you see them coming, so you're absorbing them properly. And there's going to be seven blokes in the ring. People are going to get punched in the back of the head. They're going to be frantically swinging punches and thus wearing them when they can't be seen, and that's very in my opinion, it's
possible to be quite a bit more dangerous. But I was very.
Impressing about that. Nothing about that that's a good idea. It's hilarious, hilarious, but from somebody who studies the brain, somewhat, I can tell you, if you want to make your brain work worse, just shut your eyes and let people hit you in the head.
Yeah. Do you know what's interesting is I was having a quick chat with him afterwards, just about the idea of people white people are mean, Like he's got two percent visions. So I was saying to him, I'd give anything to to come to just pop in to see what you see for a moment, because I'm curious, but so many people Because he sees dark, So he looked around, he goes, I can't see the ring. I can't see anything.
All that's black. And then he looked up and there's a high ceiling with a beam of light that comes in. He goes, I can see like a lighter line across there. And then he turned to another war and he said, and this over here looks a bit lighter, so he can see bits of light. Yeah, And I said, you know, when I walk in, he's sitting at a table in front of a computer, tinkering on a laptop, and I'm like, dude,
I'm here to spar the blind guy like who are you? Yeah, exactly, And the people that get angry and mean because they're like, you're not blind and get aggressive about it, and it's isn't that interesting human behavior?
Human? But well, I think that's my life in your life, isn't it. I mean, yeah, I've been studying it in one way or another for my entire life. And I'm, you know, ten minutes away from finishing my whole kitten kaboodle at UNI, and I still don't fucking know how humans work. And I still people still, you know, you're never going to know. Like the human condition is what makes somebody kind and generous and loving and compassionate to
a stranger that they'll never us see again. Like I love that, And like we have all ends of the spectrum. We have people that are complete, you know, sociopaths and psychopaths and manipulative narcissists to do anything to get anything, and will lie and cannive and can be charismatic and charming and full of shit. And then yeah, the people at the other end and the people in between and the you know, it's like it's yeah, I don't think there's an answer to that question, but I think some
people seem to. You know, what's it called there, there's a name for it. It's called something like shadan freuden or something. I'll look at it, but it's basically a German word for this concept that people take delight in other people's pain. Yeah, yeah, and it's that's it's it's a thing. I only learned the term the other day and I can't remember it. I need to That's funny. I need to use things, you know, Like when I learned something, I'm like, I've got to teach that in
the next day or two or three. And then if I teach it a few times, then it gets him bettered. Then I pretty much never forget it, but until it's locked in there. But yeah, so well, good for him, and I hope he comes out without any brain damage. And how is he doing? The computer thing? By the way, does it talk to him or something to it? Yeah?
Yeah, it talks to him.
Yeah, so it's basically chat JPT.
Yeah.
Yeah.
It just always makes me think when you interact with people. That always makes me think about everything we take for granted, which sounds a cliche, but you know, I'd jump in the car and I drive home, and then I think about he had to get a taxi there, and you get to taxi back, and then I've got to send I'm sending him some photos and he will never get to see those photos. He's going to put it on social media, and like, so he's in this same world
we're living in. His world is so different, Yes, And we don't build it and not just for blind people, for all sorts of people. We don't build it for everyone else.
Yeah, it's it's yeah, it an't built for people who aren't in you know, in inverted commas typical.
I guess you know you're really inspired by you know, that's two blind people I've been involved with now that are doing like crazy stuff despite their limitation, like we had Ben Felt both Ben's by the way, Ben Felton, who wanted to be the fastest man on a motorcycle and ride a motorcycle fastest blind man. Sorry, And it's just like, I think that's so inspiring when people because people like that just I think of them often and go, well, if they can, yeah.
Isn't it funny though, the number of people Tiffany and Cook who have a disability and or they don't have a disability, then something happens, then they get a disability, or they acquire whatever it is, and then all of a sudden they start doing all this amazing shit when they've actually got less capacity than they had before the injury or the accident or the illness, but now they're
doing ten times more than they ever did. And it's not because all of a sudden they've got more talent or more physical ability, or but it's because they've got a totally different mindset. And isn't it a pity that so many of us wait until something fucking diabolical happens before we think, oh, geez, I wonder what I could do. I wonder how much progress or what I could achieve if I just fucking let go of all the bullshit and dive in. And if I fail, I fail. If
I win, If it's painful, it's painful. If it's good, it's good. But it's like it seems, and I'm generalizing, but it seems that a lot of people who end up in a situation that they didn't choose or want some of them become almost fucking superhuman because I don't know why, like the fear goes or the maybe it's just that we have a shift or they have a shift in awareness or perspective and go, oh fucking hell, I'm not here for a long time. I'm here for a good time. Why don't I fucking jump in.
M I think I think about that heaps in terms of all the answers that we're all seeking, Like we're learning and we're seeking, and we're evolving, and we're trying to grasp this thing like it's all still, like life is still, and the answers of this thing, and then I'll apply them. And by the time I apply them, by the time you start to apply something, you've already changed.
Yeah, I'm not.
Even the same person with the same circumstances or emotions or feelings or maybe even values.
Yeah, And the thing that is really important to you when you're let's just say twenty, might be completely irrelevant when you're thirty or when you're forty two year old Tiff,
and you go, fuck, you know what I want? I want this, and then you work your ass off and you get it and you go, ah, I don't know, maybe that wasn't it, or maybe or maybe that's nirvana, or you know, it's the old You get to the top of the mountain and you're like, mah, fuck, I climbed the wrong mountain, or this is good, but oh, look at that mountain over there. Then you climb that when you're like, this is a bit better, but fuck,
look at that. And you know, because I think, like, we grow up and I know we've spoken about this before, but we grow up in this kind of model of thinking that says successes about external things. And so when you get that thing or change that thing, or own that thing, or people can see that trophy or see how many followers craigscot or Tiff Scott's or or you know, Craig's biceps or TIFF's fucking whatever, whatever it is, right, and then you achieve it or create it or do
it or change it. And then you're like, oh, I'm still a bit sad, I'm still a bit I've still got shit self esteem, or I'm still overthinking, or I'm still I still feel like there's some kind of emotional and or psychological whole or I feel disconnected, or and then I go, oh, maybe it's maybe I need to be more jacked, or maybe I need a bigger house, or you know, it's like we have these stories that these external things are going to create these internal outcomes
that I don't think they generally do.
I've been thinking about it heaps lately, and I feel like with a lot of the people I'm around and having conversations with are in this state of busyness and a bit of burnout. So I'm having a lots of conversations around that. And because I've made such a massive, overdue effort in stopping that myself, because I'm just a product of that of working seven days week for god knows how many years now seven days and you know, always happening to happening that word again, always having.
To drive it's bad happening, khaf e n happening.
Thanks for drawing my attention to that. And Nevern you always said it.
All words, You've got to start somewhere. So let's let's go. It's twenty twenty five, it's sixteenth of April. Let's push that motherfucker out of the literary nest, and we'll accredit it, will credit it to you. Tea Cook happening. That's now, it's a thing. Now it's it. It's a word. It's like, it's right up there with somethink.
Well it's a real tazzy word.
Somethink, somethink.
Just ask my friends, just asks. Yeah, start, just.
Ask my friend about something. And if you don't, it won't be happening anyway anyway.
So I'm really conscious, and I'm really conscious of the people around me that might still be having the conversations I was, or you know, wearing the busy badge or oh it's really busy, or stressing or frantic for a couple of people that have come up against healthy issues in the middle of that, and watching how hard it is to still make the choice and realize that, like to pull yourself out of that, out of it. I've got to I'm busy, I've got to make more money,
I've got to do more things. I've got to produce, you know, Like I get it, because I feel in me what drives me towards that. But there's the experience of something, and then there's the knowledge of wanting of that not really being a reality, it's just a story. And then there's the trying to move yourself to live a little bit differently, and it takes time.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, And I think it's also part of it is about getting there's so many facets this, but getting clear about what you want and what you don't want, and why you want that thing and why you don't
want that other thing. Right. And I've had a lot of conversations lately with people about and I know we're revisiting this old chestnut, but metacognition, you know, thinking about how I think and how you think and all of that stuff, like starting to become aware of the so many people at the moment are so fucking emotional about what they think about Donald Trump, or what they think about Anthony Albanezi, or what they think about the carnivore
diet or what they think. And it's like, I understand that you don't think like me or agree with me, or you do agree and you do you know, either way all good. But do we have to hate everyone who doesn't think like us? Do we have to call everyone a fuck with that likes Donald Trump or hates Donald Trump? Or do we have to like do we need to be so vitriolic and so nasty? Does it and by the way, does it move the needle, does it help? Does it improve anything? Is it creating good outcomes?
Is making people feel better or do better? Like it's I understand there's always going to be divergence of opinion and idea and belief in philosophy and behavior, of course, but it's like, Okay, you're a Muslim, I'm an atheist, tips a Catholic, old mates, a Buddhist or whatever whatever it is. Hey, let's all have dinner and not talk about any of that shit and let's just hang out like or let you know, it's like, we don't need to try to convince other people that what we think
is the thing that everybody should think. But that seems to be a lot of what happened in some areas of social media, where it's just people screaming at each other who all have a different opinion. You know, I did that. I think I might have even done it with you that On the Fence episode a while ago, we're talking about the beauty of like, you know, people tell you you've got to get off the fence. I'm like, no, you don't, because what they're saying is you need to
pick a side. Well fuck your sides. I don't want to be on a side because I don't want to be in your group. I don't want to be in their group. I don't want to be in a fucking group. I want to just think for myself, and if it happens to align with what you think or they think, that's cool. But I'm still not in a group with you, because the problem is that once we are in these groups, these philosophical, religious, nutritional, political, sociological groups, whatever, now you're
part of the group. Now you need to align with the group to stay in the group, which means you have this drive to belong and this drive to align. So now you can't be critical of anything, which means you can't think critically because you are more interested in staying a member of the group than actually telling people or actually being true to your own thinking and ability
to critically decide or what is or isn't for you. Now, there are many things that I think like I might be in the middle of a situation where people are talking about something that I think is bullshit, and I won't nod my head and agree with them, But I have enough awareness and social intelligence to know that if in the middle of all of this, I go, I think you're all full of shit. I think you're wrong.
This is what I think is right, and that may be what I'm thinking, but I'm definitely not going to say that, not because I'm scared, but because it won't help. It won't change anything. Nobody's going to go Nobody who thinks something diametrically opposed to me is going to go, Oh, that's the really good point, Craig, I am wrong. Thanks for pointing that out right. It doesn't happen. And by the way, I don't know that I'm right. I just
have a different opinion to you. And this idea that or this, uh what's the word this in lack of capacity for people to be able to go, look, I really think this, but I could be wrong, Like people seem to have an aversion to no, fuck you and fuck that group and where it's like, geez, do you not? I get shit wrong all the time, and I'm and I think about this stuff a lot, and I'm mildly educated. I'm mildly I do a lot of research and thinking and exploring, and I still get half the shit wrong.
So why do you think you couldn't be wrong? And this is the problem, is that that you get all of these echo chambers where everyone whatever it is, they think there. I don't even know if I've answered your question. I've completely diverted the conversation. I'm aware, but to me,
that's just it's a bit sad. It's a bit sad that we think we're the smartest species, but we're so fucking stupid and ignorant so much of the time, and we do so much that hurts so many people, and we can't just and I know this sounds naff, and I know it's never going to happen, but imagine if people were just more concerned with being loving and kind. Doesn't mean to everyone all the time, but just where you went, Like, I just met with this Should I say?
It doesn't matter, I I won't say. But I just met with this person who needed some help. Literally, I came straight. I left the cafe at twenty two past one, and you and I were on it half past one. And at the end it was someone who asked for and I can't be everything for everyone, so please don't send me an email. But they said what do I owe you? And I went nothing, And I'm like it's all good. And they they're like, why would you do that? And I literally go, because I've got some skills and
knowledge that you need and you need help. And they're like, I do, but but why would you do it for nothing? And I'm like, it's kind of sad that people are blown away when someone will genuinely just help them where there's no hook, catch agenda, it's not strategic. And I go because, well, one, you need the help, and I know I can help you a little bit and it's my pleasure see you later. But you know that's why I've said to you, and I've said on this show,
I'll shut up after this. Like, if you've got two or three of those people in your life that are just there for you no matter what, all the time, even when you're being a fucking idiot, which is going
to be regularly because you're a human. If you've got three people in your life that just would show up for you and be there for you, then I think you're doing great, which sounds kind of pessimistic, but I just think finding those no matter what, people who love you inside out, and they'll probably tell you when you're being a dickhead as well. But that's okay, Like those people are a gift I love.
I actually love that idea of being on the fence. I think I feel like you might have done a solo on that. I don't think I lived that.
Yeah, I think it's the smartest space to be pulsion that we have. Sorry, I'll shut up after this. Don't send me an email and know I'm talking too much. But where we tell people they've got to pick a side, let me tell you don't. You don't. In fact, there's probably better to not pick a side.
I reckon. I've landed there a lot more with in recent times. Again, I've come back there. I've come back to the fence in a lot of things and then just got to the point where go Then when you sit on the fence, you go, Okay, Now, how much of my time and energy is warranted by even thinking about it? You know, it's it's hard. I might just park that whole thing. Because it's when I first became old enough to vote, I was always so aware of so I when I want to learn something, when I'm
interested in something, I kind of I'm really curious. I want to learn it pretty deeply, and if it's not in that bucket. It's in that I don't give a fuck and I won't listen and I'll learn bucket. When I became old enough to vote, I was like, I am so aware that the implications of making decisions are have go far beyond my knowledge, and I don't think
people reflect on that. I don't people think people think past their immediate circumstances to all of the knock on effects of the decisions that are made, beyond what might just sound good or feel good or be good for them and their family.
Yeah. Yeah, Well, Also, when you think back, just to our notion that you started with the being on the fence, I actually visualize me on a fence and there's hundreds or thousands of people on one side and thousands on the other. Now, when I'm on the fence, seither literally or metaphorically, I have a perspective that none of them do because they are all compartmentalized. They're all in this group or that group. I'm not in your fucking group. I don't want to be in your group. And I'm
not better and I'm not worse. I'm just not you know, it might happen that we land on the same beliefs, and that's cool, but there'll be other things that I totally disagree with you on. You know, this is funny.
A couple of days ago, maybe it was yesterday other day before I had Zoe Daniels on the Oh you were there, and you know what I found funny I said, to full disclosure to our listeners, I said to Zoe before we started, I'm about as political as a mockus, and so this is not going to be some fucking hard hitting political interrogation. So breathe easy, champ, you know.
And I think she probably went, oh, yeah, sure, And then it proceeded to me exactly what I said it was going to be, And it just so happens that she's a politician and I'm a podcaster and a researcher and a speaker, and it was two people talking. It wasn't a political conversation at all. And my perspective was I've interviewed hardly any politicians a couple Senator Jackie Lambish. Right.
But here's what's funny. Three people since have said to me something like, either I'm pretty surprised you interviewed her, or why would you give her any airtime? And I'm like, people are funny, aren't they. And I couldn't even I couldn't even be fucked. I'm like, I didn't want to go, oh really, you know, and I'm like, cool, you know. And then someone else kell that, you know, she sent a message and went, she's amazing. I love that. A few other people went, oh, wow, like I've never heard
of her, she's great. Couple of other people went glad you got her on, right, but it's so funny that, well, why'd you get it?
Well?
I got her on because she's a human and I wanted to talk to her. And if she thinks what I think, or doesn't think what I think, or we have the same or different or whatever, it's all okay. It's like, I don't want to get a version of me on the show every day, but just to be able to have a conversation with somebody. Yeah, A few people got their nose out of joint because I interviewed her, and I'm like, wow, it says way more about you than her.
That is just so so interesting, because I think I thought, I thought to myself, I'd never heard of Zoe Daniel. And I got to the end of that and I think I said to you she was. I really enjoyed that. She was really nice, but also her work as a foreign correspondent and the stuff she's done in her life
makes it to me makes her really interesting. Yes, and I'm kind of really interested in what sort of a human it takes to want to be in the political space at all, like whether she's on which side of the fucking fence or fences?
She said, Oh, I'm with you. I I have zero interest in being a politician. I think it's the worst. I think it's the worst fucking job of all time. You know, it's I think, fuck that. But anyway, but yeah, it was I was a little bit surprised. And one person that I know quite well and it was like, though I didn't say, but they pretty much said, I'm disappointed in you. I'm like, oh, fuck, I can't tell you how many fucks I do not give about your disappointment.
But anyway, selling you didn't mention anything about which party she was representing or any thing at all.
I don't know, did you. It was just feel it was just that I had her on it was disappointing. Oh I'm sorry. Fuck, I should have wrung you and got your seal of approval. How thoughtless of me to to somebody that didn't get your tick And to that listener, shout out to you, you know who you are.
It is a reminder that no matter what we're doing, which often people are trying to, especially in today's world where everything's everyone's got a profile and a voice of some sort, and we want to appeal to everyone, and
you just can't. It can't kill everyone. It's like, Okay, I have to make my decisions on what I think and how I think and what I believe in, and those and the people who who resonate with my style of thinking will will come to me or speak to me and talk to me and we will have this understanding that for us, that is that is what works. And then there will be a whole bunch of other people that it's like, that's that's not going to be
for you. That's there's gonna be a different path, there's gonna be different resources.
Yeah, and I think that I'm going to say something that will get more nose out of joint. Fuck it. I think when people do everything that they can to be popular, it's a sign of weakness, not integrity. Yeah, right, I think, fuck you, just say what you you know. Of course, we need to exercise wisdom and you know, not be overly insensitive to anyone. I get all of that, But don't say shit that you don't believe because you
think that's going to make you popular. And there's so much fucking insincere, superficial self help, fucking I want to spew in my own mouth crap right that people wheel out regularly because they want people to love them, like them, approve of them. Might do just say what you really think, you know, B B A. We're and sensitive and if it's if it's just going to be highly offensive, and
then then don't. But but but you know, if you think something's shit, that's okay, and if you're wrong, that's okay, and if you're right, that's okay. But yeah, I think that, you know, I think that the reason that this show has done okay is, you know, and it's not the high watermark for shows, and it's not the ABC and it's not Joe Rogan and it's not you know whatever, but we do all right because I think the conversations are real and raw and clunky and lumpy, and you know,
we get stuff right, we get stuff wrong. We have interesting chats with interesting people, and I think that, you know, like you and me are both fucking horrible at selling ourselves, right, You're not always.
Sell them myself, bro, look at me.
Yeah, you're right, you're not bad with You're not bad with the posts and the But in terms of like, you know, my new mentoring program, right, I get uncomfortable even to go, hey, I'm running a mentor program blah blah blah, which I should do every single episode, and every episode I forget to do it. But I think that I get that. You know, people have got to sell stuff. By the way, there's nothing wrong with people
selling themselves and programs and products and stuff. But I think in the middle of your program, your product, your mentoring group, whatever the fuck it is, just don't say shit about it that it isn't true, you know. And if one more self help person promotes themselves as the dude or the girl who changes lives, I'm like, I'm going to spew in my mouth again. I'm like, don't you don't change lives. You just share thoughts and ideas that aren't yours anyway, Like you didn't invent psychology, you
didn't invent human behavior. You know, you and I. For the most part, other than stories that are unique to us, I am not sharing any information that has never been revealed to the world. But in terms of knowledge of human behavior, psychology, physiology, sociology, how humans work and think and behave and interact and operate, there's nothing new. But everyone wants to think that they're the genius that's tapped into the secret of fucking human existence. And it's just
not true. We're all just different, fucking people navigating the human experience in our own way, falling down, fucking up, getting up. And some people are going to resonate with Craig Harper or Tif Cook and some are not. And some are going to think I'm a prick and some are going to think I'm a fucking big, lovable fuck with and whatever. You know. But it's it's and it's all okay. But let's just not pretend we're something that we're not.
Yeah, yesterday, yesterday, yesterday I caught up with doctor Bill
God bless him to have my therapy session. It was great And the last portion we got to talking, I was talking about the program I'm program I'm doing and speaking and at the moment, there's a lot of pulling out all of my ideas and thoughts and the stuff I care about, and like looking under the hood of what it means and why it has meaning to me and how to really get absolute clarity on that so that I know that what I'm talking about is landing
with all the people the way that I actually intended to, which I'm loving. I'm loving the process. But I was talking to him about some of my ideas on resilience, and what I loved was he was We had this great conversation. So he's done like he's in his seventies, he's been a speaker, he's an academic, he's a professor, and now he's doing you know, he's kind of doing less of that and more just one on one and living his life, dealing trying to keep me on track with mine.
We are a fucking full time project.
But I love talking to him because he's real and honest and he goes, oh, like, so we were unpacking what is resilience, what isn't resilience? What's the psychological definition of resilience? And I love that. I love doing that with different people because I'm like, oh, this for me,
this is gold. I'm sitting here with a psychotherapist that's worked in drug an alcohol rehabilitation, that's worked across the world, that's been a professor and an academic, and he's saying to me, Yeah, I'm not sure I'm going to go and do some research on resilience. Now. I think I like the way you're thinking of that. Yeah, it's cool, like we go and learn things, we go and to
do courses to do learning. But I am more interested in learning from the inside and from other peoples and from perspectives and experiences and going what what does this mean for all of the different But not just what has somebody written and convinced other people what's just sounded good enough to get in a psychology book, but what has today's world real practical in the stuff that in the type of people that come to speak to tiff Cook.
Those people they're going to have a certain they'll be certain demographic, or they'll have a certain backstory, they'll have some reason to relate to me. So how do I talk about resilience and encourage resilience and explore resilience with them as opposed to handing them to DSM and going resilience says yeah, resilience is a showers.
Yeah, yeah, Hey try harder, Brian, Hey, Sally, It'll be all right. Stiff up a lip. Do you know what's
interesting about that? Doc Telly her Pep Soldier on, you'll be right good on doctor Bill for being that humble and aware to go fuck not really sure, but what is here's a thing that I've learned without trying to sound like a dick, because I've already said I'm the world's worst academic, but here's something that I've learned that I never thought I would learn doing my PhD. So when I started November one, twenty nineteen, one of the first because my PhD is essentially in the area of
self awareness, understanding others and self and da, da da, and I went, well, what I'm going to do is I'm going to start with just clearly defining self awareness. Let's start there. Well, there's no definition. There's thirty two definitions, there's one hundred, and there's three hundred and thirty. So you know, like even with resilience, there's what we call convergence.
There's no convergence of definition, and so it just means oh, there is no like with my research, specifically meta accuracy and metaperception. I started with because one of the things that I was looking at, one of the myriad of things I'm looking at in one of my papers, which is called a systematic literature review of the way essentially that meta accuracy is measured. So in other words, how good am I in terms of like at understanding how
other people see me? How accurate am I? So I started with twelve hundred papers that met my search criteria in these academic search engines, twelve hundred papers Tiffany, and ended up with one hundred and ten papers and of the one hundred and ten papers that formed this fucking gigantic table that me and my research team have created, and that form that was the starting point for this, which is what currently is a seventy two page academic
paper on blah blah blah. Right, here's the thing. Even with that very specific thing, metaaccuracy, there's no unifying definition. So the funny thing is you think, oh, like, if you're not like you're a I would call you a like a casual researcher, Like you're not an academic researcher, but you do research right in your own are using your own tools and resource sources. But you think, let me get the actual definition. Well, there is no especially
in psychology. And as I mean, and this is I've said this before, I have a love hate relationship with psychology because human behavior is fucking fascinating. I do endeavor to understand it first, you know, seek first to understand right, and then to be understood. But then we know that it's from from a straight science point of view. You and I can run the same test on the same person four days in a row from a psychometric evaluation point of view, and we're going to get four different
sets of data, you know what I mean. So it's not because it's not consistent. Whereas you know, if we do the same test in physics, we're going to get the same result. You know, if I drop my phone right now to the floor, it's going to fall to the floor at nine point eight one meters per second because that's how fast things fall, give or take, and it's going to hit the floor one hundred times out of one hundred. Right, So in certain sciences it's very reliable,
it's very predictable, it's very consistent. The problem with psychology is humans are not static. Humans are dynamic emotionally, psychologically, sociologically, physiologically, not even to the point where you could do an IQ test at eight o'clock in the morning and you'll score ten points higher than you do at eight o'clock
in the evening, but you're the same person. But then what we do is we go, oh, unequivocally, TIFF's IQ is one seventeen, Well, no, it's actually one twenty seven in the morning or one fuer ninety seven, doesn't matter, or no, Craig is Craig's got this, or Craig's got that. Well, if you tested him on a different day, you might find out he doesn't have that. So it's a you know, the whole world of psychological research and defining things like
resilience or self awareness. It's a very kind of dynamic landscape. It's not as hard and fast as people think.
I wrote down when you were talking about that, I wrote down self understanding, behavior, priming, and manipulation. And because I was thinking of things, so with an interaction with a person, all of those things are happening beneath the surface, and we all have different levels of self fantasy. How
much do I understand myself? And then I was thinking of back when I first started working with you, and you know, like I would remember that time you were like, sometimes I feel like you are pissed off or example, I was like, sometimes I am harps and I haven't figured it out yet and I know it. So there were so many times when I was like, what, I have this emotional reaction and I don't know what's me and what's real. I don't know what's Craig and what's
my shit that I'm just unaware of. And I know that there were times at first where was like I'd be in the fucking zoom room waiting and excited as fuck, and you'd slide in straight from another meeting, right on time to start, and I'd be like, does let me give a fuck because people that are late with me? I had a thing about it, and whether or not I know the reality of it, that meant that something switched inside me, and whether I liked it or not, I was a bit fucking bottom lip out, sad and
maybe a bit angry and pissed off. And I'm like, it's such a fucking asshole. He doesn't even want to say hi, to me first he just comes in and then I'll just fucking go and edit the pod. You know, it was like, but I'd leave that and go you know that's not reality, but it would still happen. So we have all of this stuff. So that's hard to measure in psychology when you go, okay, we'll let's set
up all these ways to measure meta accuracy. But even my experience of interactions with people in the moment and then walking away and processing and different understanding of them because I'm not dissociated like I've had times where I accommodate and say yes to everything because that was a thing that it was a coping mechanism that happened from being a kid and being needed and wanted and abandonment and all the things. And then I got older and I got to a point where I was like, I
do that. I need to learn to say can I think about it? Because I keep getting a day later and going, fuck.
What the hell did.
I say yes to that? What do I always say yes to that person? I don't even want to do that. That's not good for me. Yeah, So yeah, I think with those self evaluations, you're measuring stuff in one moment that and people's levels of self knowledge and understanding are changing all the time.
So what is really good about what you just said is all of that's true, And it's funny because people would think that. And you and I have never really had a problem. But there's been a few lumps and bumps here and there, but nothing bad or relationship threatening or But the truth is that, well, one, I can be difficult, that's absolutely true. Two, you can be difficult, that's absolutely true. You like no, But this is what we've got to like. Do I ever get off and
think fucking tif No, I don't think that. I would more likely to think are fucking me? I'm more likely to think that. Right. But the thing is that whatever is going on between you and whoever, you and me, you and your mum, you and your client, you are
only ever capable of analyzing it subjectively. Yeah, because you you're you, So you're looking at it through the through your bias the people that did this to you or didn't do that to you, and your beliefs, and you're you could be in a shitty mood because you're twenty three percent angry and whatever. Right now, I could do the exact same thing on a different day, your response would be very different because on that day you're very
different or you're somewhat different. But what is good about all of this and this is this is beautiful what's going on right now, because this is how people need to talk. I think about. Look, you did this and I got pissed off. Maybe it was you, maybe it was me, Maybe it was a bit of both of us. I'm not sure, but this is how we have real relationships and real conversations and with our friends and with our colleagues and with our family about what is really
going on or you know. And it's not like I felt this. You made me feel. No, you didn't make me do anything. This happened, and as a result, this is how I felt. Now. I don't know how much of that is you, how much of that is me.
It's probably all me. But my response was But once I got over myself and I went and you know, distilled it and thought about it a little bit, I realized it was many me or but and there been times with you where I have thought about things and I've come back and I've said to you, Okay, this is how I'm feeling I'm not saying you're doing anything wrong,
but I would tell you one. So, for example, this is something that you and I have spoken about a bit, and I'll share with the listeners one hundred percent of transparency. I have had a very long history of people being my best friend as long as I'm useful to them. You and I have had that chat, right, And so I'm a bit wary of people who are all love and light and Jesus and unicorns to me. Oh, harp, sure this, harp, sure that, and ha ha ha ha, and we're all bestie buddies, and then my used by
date runs out. Now I can't help them anymore, or open any more doors for them, or introduce them to any more people, or give them any more professional leg ups. I've done everything I can do for them. Then they stop reaching out. I'm like, oh, oh, that wasn't a friend at all, right, And I've shared that with you,
and obviously you're not one of those people. But so that for me, where I'm I'm in terms of opening the door me opening the door like the Craig door, the fucking just to my heart to where I care about people. You know, I don't open that door that often. But at the same time, I feel compelled to help and serve people, but I expect very little back, you know.
But you and I have spoken about that, and you did a couple of things which you weren't actually doing anything wrong, but because of my history, I got upset, not upset, but probably I got a little bit oh oh oh fuck, no, no, I'm not here again, am I? And but then you know, when we understand more, then we connect more, then we go oh like, that's why I say to people, And I know we bang on it about a lot, but you know, theory of mind is understanding how others think. Well, fuck, let's try that,
you know. And because I understand you pretty well, not completely, not totally and not flawlessly, but I understand you pretty well after whatever six years or whatever it is, and so I have a pretty good idea of how to build rapport and connection and trust with you and have a conversation with you, and you know, like, what's the word, have the most kind of healthy relationship we can have without that sounding strategic. But at the same time, here's
an interesting thing. People think that a strategic relationship is bad. Well,
it's only bad if you're pretending it's not strategic. So I think, like, for example, I love my mum and dad unconditionally, but I need to be strategic about how I talk to my dad, because if I need to be thoughtful about where I go and where I don't go conversationally, and if I don't have some kind of ron strategy, not that it's insincere or fake, but there's going to be a shitfest every time I see them, because we don't see either to eye on some things.
But my strategy in inverted commas is that every time I see my dad, it's good. I'm not going to say anything that's going to ruffle feathers. I'm not going to you know, I'm not necessarily going to agree with everything either. But my strategy is that seeing Dad, for him and for me and for Mom is a good experience. Right, So I think in that way we can be strategic. You go into a meeting, do you have a strategy how I want to create a good outcome? Well, that's
a good that's a good intention. But we're talking about those kind of hidden strategies and agendas where you're pretending that it's one thing, but actually underneath there's an agenda that you're not being open about.
And people don't tend to actively plan or deconstruct this stuff after the moment, So we have interactions. People piss us off, and then we go and we vent because there's tensions. So we have a vent to someone this person always says this, and then that dissipates, and then we let it go and it continues it to cycle. We never go like the step is, well, okay, I'm going to react, like our emotions don't lie. If we
emotionally react to somebody's treatment, well that's happening. And if it's keeping on keeping, If it's happening, if it's keeping on happening.
Well welcome back to English with tiff lesson for.
But if it's going to continue to happen, you have to address it right. So you can't. You can't just wrestle your emotions. If something is making them react, so they're happening. That's the truth. It's your job to go, Okay, how do I address this situation? What conversation do I need to have? How do I manage my emotions next
time they rise in the moment? And then how do I express that to someone you did it to me in the beginning, when I'd made a joke about something and you rang me up and said, I know, I'm.
Pretty sure you were just joke.
You were having a joke. But that topic you joked about, you said, that's one that's not a good topic for me to fed a joke about. So and I remember that. I talk about that, you doing that a lot because that was a lesson for me. I went, I got goosebumps.
Now.
I was like, I never want someone to feel hurt by something I'm joking. Like if I know that now, So I learned. So it's but we don't want to do that because it's scary, because it's confronting, because it's a difficult conversation. But it's like, well, it's either that or you'll continue having the emotional disruption and then you'll fracture the relationship. But the other person will be a fucking when they're probably really not. It's just not being communicated.
There's another part to that, which is when you said the emotions are real, it's true, they are real, of course, but then the question is are they helpful or is the emotional response disproportionate to the stimulus, Like, is my emotional reaction kind of appropriate? You know? It's like you might go, I don't know, you might say something offhand, a little whatever, and you're not at all, and then I lose my shit. Well that's true, I lost my shit.
I'm angry. That's true, but it's inappropriate. So there's that we do need to acknowledge our emotions, but we also need to be curious about them, because some of our emotions serve us and some of us fucking sabotage us. So it's true to say, yes, this emotion is real, and I don't want to deny it, but it doesn't mean and that's right.
Yeah, And just because you're having conversation with someone about it doesn't mean that they have to change it. Might you might just be saying, hey, when this happens, this happens for me. I realize that's not a youth thing. But I just want you to know so that you understand what might be happening for me in that moment. And I'm working on that. But that can be a resolve. But we brush things under the carpet and it doesn't fix anything.
I feel like you and I right now are in the middle of a dual therapy session for each other, and I definitely am.
I'm just trying to get some of that shit out from under my car, but I've been sweeping under there for forty years.
It is it is really interesting. It is interesting how how we think outwardly and how we think inwardly, and you know, the stuff that we're happy to share and the stuff that we're you know, because we're always are we always I think think we're kind of always worried
about how people see us. So because of that, or at least aware of how people say this, which is not a terrible thing, of course, So I think there's you know, it's like I said to Zoey Daniel the other day, Zoey Daniels the other day about like, at the same time, she wants to be this real and raw and authentic human, as we all do, but also she's got this brand and this persona, and she's a politician and she's in federal government and she's you know,
it's like, how do you manage that? Because like it or not, there is a persona that doesn't mean you're being fake or fraudulent, but also underneath that is a
real person. And this is the this is the line that we walk, especially when you and I are not famous and we're no big deal, but we have a little tiny voice in, you know, in that we do these these things that we do these podcasts, and people listen to Wiston, Like you want to be like you simultaneously want to be liked and respected and loved and all of those things because you're human, but also you want people to know you really, you know, like know
me like I'm not like I'm I'm hopefully like I'm not the guy that's just trying to scam you or sell you shit or you know, I know I'm not that guy, but you can't Like if you say that, then you sound like an idiot. But then if you you know, and in the middle of all of this, you know, then somebody will send me, Oh, I bet you're not doing those fucking corporate gigs for free. Well, no, I actually need to have a job. So that is my job. Is that alright with you? Like? What are you?
You're a plumber? Do you un do you clean poo out of pipes for free? Or do you charge? You know, It's like, what do you want me to do? It's like I've done nearly two thousand podcasts for free. I've written fucking a trill in post giving free advice and inspiration and education for free. I do a lot of shit, you know. It's like I can't do everything for free because I've got to eat, I've got to pay bills.
So but what I do do, based on my values and my internal sat NAB is I pretty much do as much free stuff as I can, you know, And but beyond that, I just start to fuck up my own life, you know. So it doesn't need to be one or the other. And I've said this to people before. I can go in and do a whole day with NAB and charge them a fucking fortune because and I never say this, but one I'm good at it, and
two they can afford it. And bibbity bobbity booth, thanks for the dough and they say, thanks, Harps, you were great. We're all happy. But then I can go and you know, do something else where. It's just that gift of giving and it's beautiful and I'm not only am I okay with it? It's important to me.
We also when the right people are open to that, okay, Nob' spending that money anyway, never buying someone to do that job. So why not have a person that's going to make a difference.
Yeah, yeah, And well you know you try to and you think I did that gig last week? Was it last week? For I think I told you women in print shout out to the women in print. That was so good.
That was me for a long time.
Well what do you mean? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, that's true. And they were ace and like you know, I mean, I just get up there and I talk. There's no PowerPoint, there's no I don't half the time, like I might have one page with some dot points or not. It usually stays in my pocket. And anyway, I just talking. At the end of it, you know, everyone's like the feedback was good. Everyone enjoyed it. And I said, you know, did you enjoy that? Yep? Was it relevant? Yeah? You
know your bits inspired? Yep, that's cool. And I go, look, I'm really glad you liked it. And I'm glad you like me because I'm wildly insecure. So thank you for liking me and giving me approval. But here's what I want to tell you, actually matters me turning up and talking to you for an hour. Really, that's me doing a job, and I get money and I do my thing. But what I really care about is what you do next. And I said, so, I've just given you an hour
of feared. Life's not a theory. And I hope that the feedback's good, and I hope people go, oh, that Craig Harper guy was good, and the whole morning was great, and the Brecky was nice and the host you know, and it's all it's a good experience and that's great, but really what matters is what you do over the next week to five, ten, twenty weeks. And a few people came up and said to me later, thank you for saying that stuff at the end, And I said, well,
that's the stuff that moves the needle. If I tell great stories and I'm funny and inspiring and then everybody forgets what I've said ten minutes after it's done. Well, you can't apply what you can't remember, and if you don't apply it, you can't create change. So I want to really impress yes, me turning up doing my job. I'm glad you enjoyed it, but that's not important. I'm
not important. Even what I said is not important unless you can operationalize that to create some kind of shift on planet you, which is why we do personal and professional development so that we might help people create some kind of shift. I feel like we're done? Are we done? Have we just hit the the conversational finish line? Did I see your chin? Touch the tape?
We've we've just flown past the jack and flag.
You're like the You're like the gout gout of conversations. I was doing great. I was doing great, and you just fucking blew by me. And yeah, what's your word again? That slipped me? Happening, happening? You just have and right past me.
I'm going to copyright that word. That's happening.
I think I don't know who's hosting today, you or me. I think you started, but so you can sign off for us.
Thanks everyone, Thanks Hart, Thanks Tiff. Don't forget Harps's new workshop coming up on April twenty eight, Is that right?
Yah? Oh? Thanks shit. It's going to be great. I'm going to be there. You should come. It's going to change your life. It's incredible. There's never been a mentoring program like it. It's fucking life changing, just like unicorns. And shit come along. Imagine if we did that. All right, Thanks tif so yeah,