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The Narcissists' Code

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Welcome to my podcast. I am Lee Hammock a self aware narcissist and I'm known as Mental Healness all over social media. I have NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) and I've been dealing with this personality disorder for as long as I can remember. I have been in psychotherapy for the last 4 years and Therapy has helped me to figure out exactly why I do what I do and it has allowed me to get to this point where I can offer you the perspective inside the head of a person battling this personality disorder. You might get triggered, but you'll get validated. @mentalhealness everywhere
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Episodes

A narcissist will create a need for themselves in your life

A narcissist will create a need for themselves in your lives. At the core of the personality disorder is the undying quest to be needed and they will fight for it. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of ...

Jul 12, 202112 minSeason 2Ep. 61

Grey rocking a narcissist and how a narcissist may respond

What is grey rocking a narcissist entail. I also go into detail about how I would respond to being Grey rocked. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic abuse spectrum. All my videos give ...

Jul 11, 202114 minSeason 2Ep. 60

The perfect person for a narcissist may not exist.

The Perfect person for a narcissist might not exist. Self aware Narcissist POV. The perfect narcissistic supply doesn't exist in my eyes and this is why I think narcissist put multiple people together in order to fulfill different needs in their lives Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost ...

Jul 10, 202110 minSeason 2Ep. 59

A narcissist shows you who we can be, not who we are

focusing on the potential of the narcissist could keep you stuck and unhappy for a very long time. A narcissist will show you who THEY can be, NOT who they actually are. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other si...

Jul 09, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 58

A narcissist can sense when you are pulling away from them

A narcissist can sense when you are unhappy in the relationship and about to pull away from them. It's literally like a 6th sense and their reaction can go a few different ways. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the ...

Jul 07, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 57

A narcissist will be happy in the chaos that they create

A narcissist will be happy in the chaos that they create. That's one of the main reasons that self sabotage with a narcissist is huge and they rarely have regrets after doing it. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic ab...

Jul 06, 202112 minSeason 2Ep. 56

Narcissists will come into your life at your most vulnerable moments

It's in the moments you feel the most vulnerable is when the narcissists will come into your life and sweep you off of your feet. They will be everything that you want and need and eventually strip you of your independence. Take it slow and take care of yourself. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I woul...

Jul 05, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 55

What causes the narcissist's mask to slip?

The narcissist's mask slipping. In this episode i go over different scenarios that could cause (COULD) a narcissist's mask to slip or to have us reveal to you our true selves. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the ot...

Jul 05, 202114 minSeason 2Ep. 54

You will never truly know the narcissist in your life

You will never really know who the narcissist really is. A real narcissist will switch up their personalities, likes and dislikes just to keep you guessing and off balance. Narcissists like myself don't like to divulge too much information because then you'd be able to use it against us. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life b...

Jul 03, 202114 minSeason 2Ep. 53

A narcissist will punish you for making them pursue you

A narcissist will punish you for making them pursue you for a relationship. A narcissist's ego is extremely large and if you make them work extra hard to get you they will take it personally and make you pay for it later. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these...

Jul 03, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 50

Stop changing to change the narcissist, they think you are the problem.

Stop trying to change the narcissist, because we truly believe that you are the issue. Narcissists want you to change not the other way around. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *bu...

Jul 01, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 51

Why the people closest to the narcissist get treated the worst

In today's episode we go into why the people closest to the narcissist get treated the worst. Trust me, it's worth the listen. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All ...

Jul 01, 202117 minSeason 2Ep. 50

Having a bad day as a narcissist. Low days are a battle

Having a bad day as a narcissist and reading their energy is a key technique in living with a narcissist. This episode I'm having a bad day and trying to get through a down spot. My energy has been super low and I'm fighting through it. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The...

Jun 29, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 49

Can a narcissist really change? The perspective of a narcissist

Can a narcissist change without therapy? Can a narcissist change at all? I go into detail about my life and whether or not I think that a narcissist can change at all. Is there a cure? No. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awarenes...

Jun 28, 202116 minSeason 2Ep. 48

Narcissists in Disney: Hans of the Southern Isles

Narcissism is so prevalent in today's society. I'm taking a deep dive into Disney characters that I see that may be on the spectrum of NPD. Today's episode is about Hans from the Movie FROZEN. Hans lovebombed, gaslit and manipulated Ana to all ends. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these video...

Jun 27, 202112 minSeason 3Ep. 1

The Narcissist expects you to support them no matter what

In today's episode we talk about how the narcissist expects you to support them no matter what. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my videos give perspective on w...

Jun 26, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 47

Narcissistic Rage from the perspective of a Narcissist

Today's episode is about Narcissistic Rage from the perspective of a narcissist. I talk about the 3 triggers of my rage and how I experience the rage when it happens. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side ...

Jun 25, 202119 minSeason 2Ep. 46

Reactive Abuse from the narcissist perspective

Today's episode is about the phenomenon known as reactive abuse. If you are unfamiliar with the term, basically it's when someone pokes, and/or triggers you until you respond in an explosive manner. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help brin...

Jun 24, 202113 minSeason 2Ep. 45

What it's like being the self aware narcissist

Today we go into the mind of what it's like to be a self aware narcissist. I think people think that awareness means peace, but it absolutely doesn't. Watch the full video Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other ...

Jun 23, 202124 minSeason 2Ep. 44

Early red flags of narcissism

Today's episode covers some of the red flags that may pop up early on in a possibly narcissistic relationship. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my videos give p...

Jun 22, 202116 minSeason 2Ep. 43

Subtle manipulation tactic employed by the narcissist

In today's episode I cover one of the subtle ways a narcissist can manipulate you into doing what they want you to do. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my video...

Jun 21, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 42

Acting differently in public than you do at home with a narcissist

Today's episode is about why do people act differently out in public than they do at home with the narcissist in their lives. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All m...

Jun 20, 202116 minSeason 2Ep. 41

How social media has become the narcissist's playground

Today's episode is about SOCIAL MEDIA. Social media has made it so easy to pretend to be someone you are not and that makes narcissists extremely happy and gives them the tools to manipulate many people at once. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is...

Jun 19, 202118 minSeason 2Ep. 40

Why the narcissist ghosts you

In today's episode I cover a couple of different reasons why the narcissist in your life may ghost you.....more than once. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side of the narcissistic *buse spectrum. All my v...

Jun 18, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 39

Why the narcissist uses the silent treatment and how to combat it.

In today's episode we cover the common narcissist's tactic of the Silent treatment. I go into detail as to why we (the narcissist) employ it and ways to combat it or deal with it. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from th...

Jun 17, 202118 minSeason 2Ep. 38

Sometimes a narcissist makes you discard them

In today's episode I go over the narcissistic discard that no one talks about. Sometimes the narcissist drives you so crazy, gets on your nerves so much that they make you discard them. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness f...

Jun 16, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 37

What happens when you take a narcissist back without changed behavior

On today's episode we tackle the question "what happens if I take them back?". If you take a narcissist back without changed behavior, it will absolutely get worse. That I can promise you. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awarenes...

Jun 15, 202114 minSeason 2Ep. 36

What happens when you discard a narcissist?

In this episode I answer a comment I received on a youtube video about what could happen when a you discard a narcissist. If you do decide to leave, please protect yourself, because a narcissist can possibly become aggressive. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of ...

Jun 14, 202116 minSeason 2Ep. 35

Why a narcissist doesn't give you closure

On today's episode I go into detail about closure and the narcissist in your life. I cover the fact that closure is something that you give yourself and it's nothing that the narcissist can provide, it's something you have to give yourself. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything....

Jun 13, 202117 minSeason 2Ep. 34

Why do Narcissists ruin the holidays?

On today's episode I go into detail about the reasoning behind why narcissists ruin holidays. I give my own personal experiences about how I experience the holidays. Welcome to The Narcissists' Code. If this is your first video, my name is Lee and I am a self aware narcissist. I've been in therapy for my personality disorder since 2017 and it has definitely changed my life because without it, I would have lost everything. The point of these videos is to help bring awareness from the other side o...

Jun 13, 202115 minSeason 2Ep. 33
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