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Topics: 1) Lessons from Peyote 2) Lessons from Winnie the Pooh 3) Thunderbolts 4) Team Darth Vader 5) Online dating review so far (pray for me) ENJOY!! @The_apache_alchemist

Topics: 1) Lessons from Peyote 2) Lessons from Winnie the Pooh 3) Thunderbolts 4) Team Darth Vader 5) Online dating review so far (pray for me) ENJOY!! @The_apache_alchemist
Episode includes: 1) Online dating 2) My overthinking haha 3) Intro into what the year of the snake means ENJOY!! @The_apache_alchemist
2025 intentions!! Enjoy. @the_apache_alchemist
What a YEAR!! 2024 has changed my life in ways that I didnt see coming. Thank you 2024. Enjoy. @the_apache_alchemist
Here is the audio version of the e-book. For a free copy of the book or any of the free resources we provide, send me an email at beyondfitaz@gmail.com Thank you @optfitness
Here is the audio version of the "The OPT Medicine Wheel: A Beginners Guide to Whole Human Transformation" For more information on any of my programs email beyondfitaz@gmail.com Thank you. @optfitness
We just had a FANTASTIC conversation with Rabbi Yossi!! Enjoy @the_apache_alchemist
Holy moly, what an episode. Hang on to your seats =) Topics; Colombia and Ayahuasca Delusion of self and others Sweet Grass Expectations Disappointment Relationships/Marriage/Baby Mama Sex Worker
On May 14th 2024 I found my birth family for the first time in my life. This is that story. ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
This was talk was recorded September 28th, 2022 while I was living in the jungle. I wanted to share this and will do another version of it so it will be more clear but wanted to share none the less. Reciprocity in my opinion is a misunderstood concept and topic and when you can better your relationship with "Reciprocity" your life can change dramatically for the better. ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
A wrap up of all the things that happened this year and the wisdom extrapolated from it. I also talk about Ry's diagnosis of cancer for the first time. Enjoy! @the_apache_alchemist
Here is an audio version of the Guide Book. Enjoy!!
What an episooooode! I share my dream about a 3 headed snake and how it played out in a phone call. Forgiveness and things I am still working on and have been for pretty much my whole life. Then top it off with everyone’s favorite topic, LIBIDOOOO! • ENJOY!! @The_apache_alchemist
IM BACK!! It has been a wild 2 months and tonight I wanted to unpack what has happened in the last 2 months and the exciting news for OPT. Also talked about your relationship to your body IS NOT about muscles and movement but it's about your INTUITION and how your spine is a representation of your IDENTITY. ENJOY @the_apache_alchemist
Some more insights came through after last week's conversation about resentment that are fantastic!! I wanted to share about my E-book and what it can do for people who read it and put it into practice...it will change your life. Also, I AM NOT A PEOPLE PLEASER and that is a huge problem for me. ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
HOLY MOLY!! This was one of the best conversations I have had around RESENTMENT. I highly recommend you give this a listen. We ended it with my resentment towards the health and fitness industry and a problem I don't see how we can solve but I want to keep talking about it. ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
These last two weeks have moved at lightning speed, but I felt the most ready I have ever felt. So much was accomplished these last two weeks, I even finished my first "book" life is so freakin wild. ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
This episode was inspired by a meditation class I had last week. Enjoy! @the_apache_alchemist
In this week's episode I talk about the 4th of July from my perspective as a Native American and share what happened when Ryan found a lump in her breast while I was in the jungle and what transpired after. ENJOY @the_apache_alchemist
Holy Moly!! I've been back for about 3 weeks and it has been INTENSE. I am learning so much, realizing so much, and doing my best to not get overwhelmed and shut down in the process. ENJOY! @the_apache_alchemist
Words can't explain what happened to me while I was down in the jungle but I did my best to wrap up the last 2 ceremonies and share my last two experiences including a full-blown rebirth!! ENJOY!! @the_apache_alchemist
Our special guest on this episode is my great friend ESME!! she is currently working at Kumankaya healing center. She is on a 4-month journey working, sitting ceremony, and going through her own personal evolution. I love Esme and I loved talking to her about what she's been working on and has learned about herself being down in the jungle working with Ayahuasca. ENJOY!
Getting ready for my last 2 ceremonies here in the jungle but the lessons surrounding my catastrophic thinking are still at the forefront of my mind. the lessons don't stop and this dieta is pushing me to the brink. At this point I think I might end up homeless in Hawaii which isn't a bad idea for me =) I also reflect on a dream I had about a friend whose life was taken at 22. ENJOY!
Happy Monday from the jungle =) I break down my last 2 Ayahusca ceremonies out here, the lessons that are unfolding for me and the things I've been reflecting on ALOT this past week. ENJOY! @The_apache_alchemist
In this episode I break down the visions I had from my last ayahuasca ceremony, the lessons I am learning, and how to apply them in my life. It has been a very, very challenging 6 ceremonies so far but I am getting to places inside of myself that I have never been before. "Very few people can endure the truth about themselves" -Remi @The_apache_alchemist
My first week back at Kumankaya has been a very challenging week. I talk about what I have uncovered so far working with ayahuasca this time around and that sweetgrass and palo santo are teaching me...its NOT FUN haha @The_apache_alchemist
I made it back to the jungle safely and now I begin the process of closing my dieting and all the hard lessons I have had to learn along the way. I even reunited with my dad after 4 years. @the_apache_alchemist
Episode 69- failure is REAL • In this episode I go into depth about why I am leaving for the jungle, the importance of it, and how it’s the absolute WORST time for me to go but also the most PERFECT time to go. • Failure is a real thing but just don’t let it happen in vain. • Some philosophical gems from one if my teachers and my uncle Daryl. • ENJOY! @the_apache_alchemist
I'm leaving for the jungle again! What I am learning about my struggles with acceptance and expectations. it's been a FUUUUN 4 weeks. ENJOY! @The_apache_alchemist
As the new OPT begins to get settled in, more and more realizations keep bubbling to the surface. Perfectionism, Judgement, Evolution, all the fun stuff...YIPPEE. ENJOY!! @The_apache_alchemist