From the podcast Parenthood . This week I chat to one of my fabulous mentors, Zoe Marshall (@zoebmarshall). We discuss her existential crisis in May and how that has changed her forever. We delve into: 🎙 Feeling ‘meh’ about life and not knowing if we can go on 🎙 Being obsessed with the ‘doing’ and ‘success’ until we reach burnout 🎙 How a health crisis led to reframing what’s important in life 🎙 Is rest really lazy? And so much more… To listen to the episode the link is in our bio 🎧 For more...
Jan 08, 2024•49 min•Season 14Ep. 14
Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle" for some is liberating and is the most loving way they know to honour their partner. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscri...
Jan 01, 2024•55 min•Season 14Ep. 13
From the podcast Untidy . In this episode of Untidy we talk to Zoe Marshall, media personality, creator of ‘The Deep’ podcast, and self-described over-sharer. Our conversation with Zoe is about her experience of surviving domestic violence. We talk about what made her a target for getting drawn into that relationship, how she got trapped, and why it’s so hard for the victims of abuse to get out and stay safe. CONTENT WARNING: Some of this conversation may be triggering to some listeners. Please ...
Dec 25, 2023•1 hr 13 min•Season 14Ep. 12
Everyone has heard of the 2010 cult horror film "The Human Centipede" and if you haven't, I’m sure you are googling it now. I remember hearing how it had been banned in some countries and that people were passing out in the cinemas watching it! I was fascinated, over the years I had watched the trailer, too scared to watch the film. It’s plotline- three tourists are sewn together mouth to… end, by a mad surgeon to form one gastric system. And the tagline for the film is… "100% medically accurate...
Dec 18, 2023•50 min•Season 14Ep. 11
From the podcast The Girls Uninterrupted . We are so excited to have Zoe Marshall on the podcast this week, this is an episode you will NOT want to miss. Zoe has been a broadcaster for over 12 years, and is the host and creator of the hugely successful podcast The Deep. From diving into Gloriavale, interviewing terminally ill parents, a madam, a lactating porn star and a man who has sex with dolls - there is quite possibly no one Zoe wouldn’t interview. She’s also a mother of two, and a self-con...
Dec 11, 2023•1 hr 1 min•Season 14Ep. 10
We spoke to Serena last week about her life growing up in a Satanic cult. But after leaving, her life didn't get any simpler. The man she married turned out to be a narcissistic cheater, and the story of their relationship is just so bizarre. Content warning: this episode discusses self harm and suicide. For assistance, contact Lifeline 13 11 14 . Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon.com/dp/0645690236?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_47P4HNPAQ4XBR352DP4Y_1 Join the c...
Dec 04, 2023•53 min•Season 14Ep. 9
Growing up in a satanic cult, Serena was being abused before she was even 5 years old. Her father, the leader of the cult, committed all sorts of abuses in the name of ritual and sacrifice. Serena is now able to tell her story with a level of self awareness and empathy that is just so impressive. Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse. Contact Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon.com/dp/0645690236?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp...
Nov 27, 2023•51 min•Season 14Ep. 8
I have spent the past few months doing womb spiral. It's a journey to awaken the feminine, investigate trauma and listen to your body and yoni. There are 7 gates moving through the female organs which each cover a different element of your life. I went through this with Kellie from Soul Healing and she is one of my trusted guides when it comes to this work. This is not one of my typical interviews, it's more a debrief of my experience, which I felt was really valuable to share. If you enjoyed th...
Nov 13, 2023•48 min•Season 14Ep. 7
The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne H...
Nov 13, 2023•56 min•Season 14Ep. 6
Intersex, lots of us have never heard of the term. We did do an episode with a mother of an intersex child. You can go back into the archives to hear that one. Today we're talking to someone who is intersex. Blume is an incredible human and this is their story. Follow Blume on Instagram @blumekind_ Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy conten...
Oct 30, 2023•51 min•Season 14Ep. 4
If you haven't heard of cuckolds, they are people who enjoy seeing their partner get intimate with someone else. Today we speak to Ciren whose husband is one such person. He'll even jump on the security camera to catch a glimpse. And this is what gets him off. Content warning: this episode sexually explicit. Follow Ciren: IG is @cirenv_2 Twitter/X @Cirenv_2 Onlyfans @cirenv Manyvids Ciren Verde Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclu...
Oct 30, 2023•42 min•Season 14Ep. 5
Renee's story is one of pain that is yet to come. She's discovered that her children have a terminal genetic disorder, a type of childhood dementia. As young children they appear perfectly normal but the disease progresses fast, and there is no cure. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Cal...
Oct 23, 2023•48 min•Season 14Ep. 3
Today I want to share with you my greatest friend in life Nina and the power of journaling. This isn't a fluffy 'dear diary' either. This is raw. This is without expectation of outcome. Today I am sharing a lot about myself. I hope you enjoy and take something with you from this chat. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Cr...
Oct 16, 2023•1 hr 7 min•Season 14Ep. 2
I had never heard of mirror syndrome before recording this interview. An unborn baby with a terrible diagnosis which is also passed on to the pregnant mother. It sounds like science fiction but this is what happened to Sophie. Content warning: this episode discusses child loss. For support contact: Miscarriage and stillbirth support Pink Elephants www.pinkelephants.org.au SANDS www.sands.org.au or 1300 072 637 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain...
Oct 09, 2023•43 min•Season 14Ep. 1
This Saturday, if you are Australian you'll be asked to vote either yes or no for First Nations and Torres Strait Islander People to have a voice in parliament. This referendum can be confusing so we've called in Millie Telford to explain how it all works. Links: Here you can pledge to talk to 3 people: https://www.yes.org.au/tripletheyesvote Passing The Message Stick, which includes a conversation guide for talking about the referendum & First Nations justice: https://passingthemessagestick...
Oct 09, 2023•47 min
Isla is Frankie's daughter. I wanted to speak to someone who's parent survived deep trauma. I wanted to hear what it was like to witness your mother become an addict, what impact this has on a child and who they become because of it. Content warning: this episode discusses drug abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, please contact the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline on 1800 250 015. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to ga...
Sep 25, 2023•37 min•Season 13Ep. 11
As a 14 year old girl Frankie was kidnapped and gang raped for hours and hours. This is her incredible story of survival. It's a story of abuse, addiction, domestic violence, a mother's love and forgiveness. Content warning: this episode discusses rape, abuse, domestic violence, addiction and disordered eating. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, help services are listed below. Domestic violence assistance 1800 Respect Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect w...
Sep 18, 2023•49 min•Season 13Ep. 10
Today is a really special episode. I've been interviewed on the Jaclyn Shaw Show. The very same Jaclyn from the episode The Betrayed. I really wanted to share the episode with you as well. We talk about why I started The Deep, how I'm able to hold space as a reflector, which episodes have had the biggest impact on me and yes, we talk about THOSE episodes - the betrayed and betrayer and your reaction to it. I hope you enjoy it. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.c...
Sep 11, 2023•42 min•Season 13Ep. 9
It's been 3 years since I spoke to my first ever podcast guest, Kate. If you haven't heard her episode go back to the first ever episode of The Deep, The Terminal Parent and have a listen first. Now Kate is back, and so is her cancer. But she's more confident than ever that she can heal herself for a second time. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and ext...
Sep 04, 2023•48 min•Season 13Ep. 8
As a child, Jacob's life was on the wrong track. Following in his fathers footsteps he joined a bikie gang and found himself in trouble with the law before even turning 18. After being sexually abused in custody, he made it his mission to find justice for survivors of institutional abuse. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below. Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. Act For Kids to prevent and treat child abuse and neglect www.actforkids.com.au Blu...
Aug 28, 2023•50 min•Season 13Ep. 7
Today we're deviating from the usual content we have on The Deep. But there's an important reason. I'm really concerned with how much toxins and microplastics are invading our everyday lives, and the impact this is having on our health. I want to know how we can minimise our exposure but I'm also a realist. We all have busy lives, kids, budgets, cravings. We're not perfect. So I spoke to Alixx Stuart from Low Tox Life about some of the small changes we can make that will have the biggest impact....
Aug 21, 2023•1 hr 23 min•Season 13Ep. 6
This is perhaps one of the saddest episodes we've ever done on The Deep. Sophia has experienced far more than her share of grief and trauma. It's completely unjust. But Sophia still has poise and gratitude and she is such a ray of light. Content warning: This episode discusses the death of a young child. Follow Sophia on Instragram @sophiaperera Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free list...
Aug 14, 2023•49 min•Season 13Ep. 5
We are addicted to being busy. We wear stress like a badge of honour. Let's want to turn the tables on that today. Let's slow down, look after our minds and bodies and change our way of thinking. Sharon is a mentor for stress and she is going to share her most valuable bio hacks to reduce stress and reconnect. Follow Sharon on Instagram @sharonkolkk and Facebook @Sharonkolkka Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes...
Aug 07, 2023•53 min•Season 13Ep. 4
This is the 3rd and final part of our series on Gloriavale. If you want to hear Faithful's story go back and listen to part 1 and 2. Today we're going to discuss all things integration. After being born into a religious cult, what is it like to go to the supermarket, a public pool, a new church? How do you make friends? This is eye opening. I hope you enjoy it. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access ...
Jul 31, 2023•34 min•Season 13Ep. 3
Welcome to part 2 of my interview with Faithful. Where we left off, he was plotting his escape with his wife and 7 children. Today we learn how that all went down and how they began to integrate into the modern world. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music Tash Todd-Willi...
Jul 24, 2023•46 min•Season 13Ep. 2
This is all about the Gloriavale cult, which started in New Zealand in 1969 and is still in operation today. Faithful, yes that is his real name, was born into the cult. In this episode he shares all about what life was like growing up in that community, what school was like, and please note this episode does discuss some of the sexual abuse that occurred. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below. Lifeline 13 11 14 Blue Knot Foundation for fe...
Jul 17, 2023•39 min•Season 13Ep. 1
The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Chloe Quayle is a proud Malyangapa, Barkindji woman, a talented artist and rapper and a respected member in her community. But 3 years ago things were wildly different. Chloe had been in and out of the system since she was 14 but this time Chloe turned herself in. She was pregnant and sh...
Jul 03, 2023•1 hr 1 min•Season 12Ep. 10
We’ve all heard of swingers right? What do they actually do? Who are they? My immediate thought is of the cliché - keys in the bowl middle-aged couples now empty nesters, looking for something to enhance the next stage of life. But is this cliché true? What are the rules, what are the boundaries and what’s the reality of being a swinger? Follow Jess and Lawrence on Instagram @oursecretspot and visit their website oursecretspot.com.au . Credits: Joanne Helder - Producer Caleb Jacobs - Music AJ Da...
Jun 26, 2023•51 min•Season 12Ep. 9
Could you imagine being imprisoned for 12 years for a crime you didn't commit? How would you survive that, how would you survive solitary confinement, survive the other prisoners, survive the injustice? Today I get to speak to Raphael Rowe who did survive. In fact he has gone on to be a great journalist and the host of " Inside the worlds toughest prisons " on Netflix. Content warning: this episode references violence and suicide. If you feel triggered or need someone to talk to contact Lifeline...
Jun 19, 2023•1 hr 3 min•Season 12Ep. 8
Danielle is a paediatric intensive care nurse. That means she cares for children and their families at their worst point. Children who are sick, children who are abused, children who are dying. I think anyone who's able to take on this role deserves a medal. Danielle has seen the worst things children go through and still gets up every day to do it again. Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse and child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below. Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800....
Jun 12, 2023•32 min•Season 12Ep. 7
