276. Depression Is Not What You Think: Energetic Interference & Spiritual Warfare

and what else is going on? Oh yeah, yeah, yeah yeah. We're in the year with Snake. Okay, so there's a lot of shedding there. And I just really realize I don't feel like being depressed anymore. It's really not fun. I'm really not getting an emotional payout or a chemical payout anymore. I'm over it. I'm over it. Now. You might be thinking, CC, it's not that easy. You can't just decide what if you could? What if you could? And you know what, I'm sweating. I'm taking this off

and I'm not even stopping the video. Okay, we're we're just going through this. Yep, here we go. What if just like I decided to just take my sweater off on camera, if you're watching, you could just decide to stop being I don't know, depressed. What if depression is an energy? What if it's a spirit of depression? And every time you say I just can't get over it,

you are solidifying a contract to a demon. I was clinically depressed at one time years ago, and I've had therapists try to put me on this and that, and I actually was on well beutrin. While don't know really what it did. I don't really know. Maybe it numbs me out for a while. And then I said, f this, I'm getting off of this. You do have to wean yourself off of it. Anyway. That's neither here nor there. What I have found out beyond that is I can

just decide. I can just decide when I'm done with it. There are reasons, I think sometimes to be sad. Sometimes we use sadness as a vehicle to connect with ourselves to understand our inner emotional turmoil. Just like the moon contracts and expands, sometimes we need that depression to go inside to contract, to understand, to know, to see, and it's there. But if you're finding yourself getting stuck in it, Hi, how are you who? How are you doing? You can

decide to end that contract. You can with that energy. I fully believe this. This is something I do in my own life. I just decided, like I said last night, that I just kind of want to fun again. I'm ready to have fun again. I wasn't. I wasn't two weeks ago. I needed to be angry two weeks ago. I needed to be upset, two weeks ago, I needed to have a mental breakdown. Last night, I'm ready to break the contract. I'm ready to remove myself. Just like

you can remove yourself from soul contracts. Just like you can remove a sweater when you're starting to get a little bit too warm, you can remove a contract with an entity who's told me this myself. I channeled this. This is just my own feelings, my own thoughts, source myself. Okay, now that we got that out of the way, I did want to say one thing before we get into today's episode. I don't recommend watching the Ditty documentary. It's

on Netflix. Everyone's talking about it. I clicked it for one second because my mom mentioned it to me, and I put it on while I was cleaning out my closet, so I was kind of paying attention, kind of not this second I clicked on it, I literally saw the distortion, the darkness radiating through him. I saw a dark, disgusting, large entity. And you know that it doesn't really scare me anymore. I see them on people all the time.

But I didn't like how I was sensing the entity was transcending through the medium of my computer of the screen. This documentary is not just informational yet. It is a transmission, and I would just be really careful if you are watching it. Cleanse yourself after, either with a spirit bath or incense or stage, or just don't watch it at all.

I don't think people realize this, but whatever content you allow in your field, it will affect your emotions obviously, and those emotions, if they get put down to a state of powerlessness or grief or sadness, that can then open the door for the entity from that person that the documentary is about to then enter your field and stay there. You're not just watching something, You're opening the door for whatever that energy is to come into your

field and possibly your body. Is that funny? Oh yeah, sorry, I forgot that this was all about humor today, but it is true. It is true. I mean, have fun, but be discerned. God can a girl do both? You would think? Anyway, what's up? Positive bitches? How are we doing today? If you're hearing this episode, then you are meant to be here. So keep listening on the Bitch's Positive Podcast. Sometimes we will laugh, other times we will cry, but we will always walk away feeling our most empowered self.

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to reiterate we are going into the year of the Horse. Please, for the love of yourself, before we go into this rapid fire horse year, do the shadow work and learn how how to alchemize the art of alchemy and my shadow Alchemy courses. These are the courses you need to take before twenty twenty six. At the start of twenty twenty six, you have to become an active participant in your life. You can listen to me all you want, but you actually have to do the work. It is

what it is. Anyway, let's have some fun. I don't know who exactly needs to hear this, but if you are listening, I'm assuming it's you. That's how the Good Lord works. You have to start laughing at this demonogrome. You gotta start giggling. You gotta start allowing yourself to have your whimsy back. That's what I've been focusing on. I felt like, you know, I feel as if I might have could have lost my spark, and I'm over it. I'm over I don't really care about anyone that much

to be angry or sad about them. I realized, I just don't you want to come in, you want to go out. I don't know do what you want to do. I came here and incarnated in this physical vessel. Okay, this goddess of a body. Do you focus here first and foremost, so what other people want to do? Honestly,

none of my business. Have fun, have at it. I have started to just laugh, laugh at their demons, laugh at my own demons when people throw negativity my way, the chaos and nonsense, the crash outs, the plot twist, the projections, the oh my god, this happened. I can't believe this. We are living on a floating rock. Do I really need to remind you? Yeah, we're living on a floating rock. Yep, just spinning throughout space? Yeah, floating rock? Did you catch that part? Spinning through space? Did you

catch that part? Why am I gonna let someone on this floating rock ruin my day? I'm not going to Why am I gonna give them power to get me upset? Why am I going to allow someone else to put me into an emotional choke hold? And it's not even them, it's the entity that runs through them, this whole Diddy documentary, it's not about him, it's the entity that controls him. I don't want that shit near me. I don't want

that shit entering my field. I don't care enough to allow that and then have to go take a spear of bath I'd rather just not be involved. I do you know what, keep me out of the loop. Keep me out of the damn loop you're looping around. I don't want to be involved, just I just need cacao and I'm good a good book and I'm good speaking of Make sure you get your copy of Show Up

as Her. It's a perfect holiday get for yourself or another. I, like I said, have been having a crazy past few weeks and they have been so filled with extreme highs and lows. Again, this is just the nature of reality. In this season, Contrast was definitely giving me clarity, and I'm thankful for that. So even when there's demons and whatever these things are all around us and causing chaos, we need to give gratitude that at least the Contrast is helping us clarify what we do and do not want.

Exhaustion and these up and downs has really given me a new level of I've cared so much. I'm so tired of caring. I don't care. I don't care. I want to have fun. I want to enjoy this incarnation. I only have so much time to be CC, I only have so much time to enjoy being me and living this life. Why am I going to give someone who has an entity controlling them access to my emotional home? Why am I going to give someone who's not in control of themselves but being controlled by an entity? Why

would I give them keys to my internal home? That makes no damn sense. That makes no damn sense. And I just feel it so intensely now. When I see someone who's in a perpetual state of annoyance or anxiety or depression, I'm like, yeah, dude, that's one thing, but I'm not gonna make it another thing. You're not gonna bleed on me. You are not going to bleed on me. Your entity is not going to become my new Tamagachi. I'm just I don't have time for it. So I

have really just been saying to myself. I don't actually feel like being depressed anymore. I don't feel like being angry anymore. I don't feel like being upset anymore. I don't feel like being drained anymore. I don't feel like doing this whole emotional rollercoaster anymore. No one is worth it. It's not even giving me variety, because I can predict it to a tea that it's just annoying me, and so I ended my contract with this little spirit of

depression lately because I am simply over it. There is one caveat AAA there's a difference between avoidance and discernment. I do want to be really clear. If there is something in your reality that's a problem, it's a human problem, a financial problem, whatever it may be, do not avoid reality, but graciously consciously choose what you're gonna give your energy to. So if there's a real problem, it requires a real solution,

Therefore handle it. I don't bypass reality. I'm not gonna pretend and I will walk into a problem embodying already the energy of a solution, and I'll just get it. I'll find it, I'll attract it. But if there is something in my reality that is just here to take from me, to drain me, to destabilize me, if there's no solution needed by me, it's just pure chaos looking for a host. I am not volunteering my soul as an Airbnb. I'm not in the mood. Like I said,

I'm over it. I'm over it. This is where people get it wrong. They think that peace is passive, but no peace is a decision and that's what I've decided on. Peace is a boundary. Piece is a frequency that you get to choose over and over and over again. Entities expand through emotional permission, and I think that's another thing people don't understand. When you let someone's negativity get you down, you let an attax stick, you let someone upset you,

you allow drama to hide you your nervous system. That is the exact moment that that entity is starting to expand through you. It's getting its hooks into you, that thought form, that distortion, that unhealed shadow. It now gets to explore your body, your mind, your energy, your field. And that's the exact moment that you give it permission. When you want a spiral, when you want to defend yourself, convince them, when you want to just react, no, instead,

do you know what I'm doing. I'm not reacting with anger. I'm not going to fight fire with fire. I'm just laughing. I'm like, yeah, that's actually ridiculous. It's not worth my energy. My energy at this point to me, is so sacred. It's what builds my reality, builds my business, it's what builds my body, it's what gives me health. And happiness and harmony. I'm not going to just give it to someone who's being run by an entity. I'm not just gonna give it to anyone and then instead I'm just

gonna laugh. I'm gonna laugh because when you laugh, you don't allow yourself to drop into a lower emotional state, and therefore that entity cannot expand through you. You dissolve the spell, you break the hook. There's no place to attach. Darkness cannot survive laughter because instead of you dropping down into a lower state, you're anchoring into a higher frequency, and that entity can't latch on to someone who refuses

to take it seriously. When people in my personal life have been coming to me with utmost chaos out of this world chaos, I will be compassionate, I will be gracious. But if they're trying to take my head off with it and trying to bleed on me, I'm just gonna laugh and say, yeah, I don't know, but I'm sure you'll figure it out. Yeah, not sure. When someone wants to blame me or misunderstand me, I just laugh. I just laugh. I think being on the Internet is really

great training for this. So many different people are perceiving me in so many different ways, and I kind of have gotten really comfortable and people just projecting on me. I think, yeah, good, I don't want you to know who I actually am. Keep projecting, Yeah, lay those illusions on me, baby, I don't want you knowing anything about me. Project misunderstand, that's just more protection for me. Keep sending me your weirdo energy. The thing about me is, I'm

not afraid of some loser's dark energy. It has nothing to do with me. Their loser energy is not more powerful than mine. Their entities are not more powerful than my free will. I put the armor of God on every single day and there's nothing I can't have or do, and their energy is not more powerful than me. Just like the haters in your reality, the people of constant chaos, they are not more powerful than you. And by the way, constant depression, constant chaos, that is a sign of an entity.

I know everyone likes to talk in these psychological terms. What do you think is beyond the psychological? Could it be the spiritual? Could it be We don't have the correct instruments to measure the unseen yet, so everyone thinks you just need another pill. How about you need to break the contract with that entity. This is something I do in one on one sessions where we literally energetically

pluck these little entities. If you're interested. I had a moment with my brother the other day and he was stressed, irritated projecting. You know the whole shindig old me would have matched his frequency. Knew me says, you know this circumstance, I don't give you permission to affect my energy. I don't give you permission to affect my energy. I took a deep breath, I walked out, I remained myself. I put on Sabrina Carpenter, and I drove away in happiness

and joy, in peace, in peace. Every moment you have an invitation to either evolve or devolve. And sometimes there's gonna be moments where you do need to go into the anger, and you do need to go into the depression, and you do need to go into these darker emotions. Yeah, Like I said, I needed a couple of weeks to go inwards to contract, and now that I had that, I said, okay, I'm ready to pony on up and get onto my horse of harmony and happiness. Regardless of

how you want to do life. You're doing it, so you can either do it depressed or you can do it happy. You can do it trained, or you can do it energized. You can do it bitter, or you can do it blooming. And I've decided I want to do life with pleasure and love and fun at the forefront of my being. I want to go through life in a way that's fun. I don't want to go through life in a way that's depressing. I don't want to go through life in a way that I'm always anxious.

Efitt step into the effort frequency. Like we talked about a couple weeks back, why not choose fun, pleasure, happiness. Why not choose light? Why not choose to laugh in the face of darkness? I actually do think it's funny. At this point, when I see someone's demons trying to feed on me, I'm like, ohhhh, no, not gonna work,

not happening. I'm not really into it. Why not choose to just add some comedy while we're here on Earth, renting this temporary physical body, playing this temporary character on a temporary floating rock. It's so temporary. Can we just have fun while we're here? Cool thing is the more you choose to have fun, the more you'll attract fun people and fun experiences, and the more people who are not fun will just fall out of your reality. This

really is energetic sovereignty. We are deciding what lives in our mind. We are deciding what gets our emotional attention, we are deciding where we want to put our focus, and we are deciding what's going to influence our state. It just doesn't make any sense to keep allowing people who are miserable in their own life to make us miserable. If your mother's always miserable, or your coworker or your friend, you need to start stating aloud. I do not give their name, so I'll just say I do not give

my mother the ability to affect my state. I do not give my coworker the ability to influence my state. I do not give my attention to that which is not fun, which is not joy, which is not happiness. We don't just wake up healed. We have to wake up deciding, deciding what we want to look at, deciding if we want to left, deciding how we want to respond. It's a decision. You can break your contract with these entities, but you have to decide to do so. And I'm

not saying this as this willy nilly human. I mean I am willy nilly, but I'm saying this as someone who has struggled with depression, who has been given the wellbutrin who has struggled with anxiety. No, these entities are not allowed to live in my body. They are not allowed to live in my mind. They are not allowed to control my state. They are not allowed to manifest for me. I see C am the sole decider of my reality. I see C get to choose what I give my attention to. I SEEC get to choose how

I want to respond. And right now I want to respond laughing. Right now, I want to respond having fun. Right now, I want to respond through pleasure and joy and fun. And if I have to do a damn castor oil pack every night on my liver to control my anger, then I will do it. And I'll keep doing it and deciding every single day until I wake up and look around and realize, damn nothing has a hold on me. We have to become untouchable. And how

do you become untouchable? You decide that you are unavailable. You are unavailable to the chaos, to the depressive entities, to the anxiety, to the people who bring you down over and over and over and over again. You know who these people are. You don't need anyone to tell you who they are. You know you're into wish, your compass, your heart has shown you who these people are, and you have to decide to stop giving them access to your emotions. You have to decide to stop allowing them

to influence your stage. You become untouchable when you make decisions prioritizing your self. And that's the whole entire point of laughing in the face of darkness. It's not that you don't see it. It's that you no longer bow to it. It's not that you don't notice it. It's that you no longer give it control over you. It's not that you don't understand it. It's that you choose where you want to place your focus and your attention and your energy. It's a reclamation of your focus, of yourself,

of your body, of your life, of your life. Not only is it more enjoyable to choose to have fun and to have fun and go through life, because either way, we're going to go through life and we get to decide how we want to do it. Not only is it more fun, not only is it more enjoyable, but lo and behold, get who's going to start to get better results?

What is costing my vibration? And yeah, it's a pretty hefty cost to allow someone, day in and day out, or even this Diddy documentary, to bring your vibration so low into griefs, so low into misery and sadness and powerlessness that you then open the door to some entity. I mean, is that a good idea? Is that a good idea? I don't think so. I don't think so. How about you put up stand up comedy? How about you put on a I don't know, a comfort show

from Disney or something like that. Why don't you choose, just like you choose what to eat. Why don't you choose what happened in your eyesight? Why don't you clean up your energetic diet? What you watch, what you listen to. Consuming is not just about what you eat. It's what you pay attention to. It's what you give your focus to. I've been so focused and my grip has been so tight on everything that I needed to give myself permission

to chill the f out. I needed to give myself permission to just have fun, to just say we'll see whatever. I'm just gonna be my whimsy self and allow things to unfold for me. We need that reminder because when things start to feel I am very anxious every day, I'm having a lot of emotions and they're not fun. When it starts to feel like your body is contracting, constricting, it's because you're holding on to reality too tight, and you gotta loosen the grip. You gotta say to yourself,

you know what, I'm gonna have more fun. You know what, I'm gonna go for a little dance. You know what, I'm just gonna let my hair, Yes I am. You just gotta let it go. You have to allow yourself to just release say it will be whatever it will be, and you keep it moving and grooving. My question to you, my invitation to you, is, hey, do you want to start having fun again? Do you want to start laughing again? Do you want to start enjoying life again? Because yeah,

you don't need Stacy to rip apart your mood. You actually can laugh when your coworker says something ridiculous and rude because it's funny. It's funny that they're not in control. It's funny that you don't have to just allow them to dictate your emotional state. It's funny that we live on a floating rock. Many of these things are funny and weird and odd and interesting and different and quite quite I don't even have the word for it. I'm

just gonna say, question Mark, how about that. I do think it's funny that people think they can leave my life and then they can come back into it. I do think it's funny people can talk to me disrespectfully and think that I'm gonna be okay with that. I do think it's funny that people think they can act crazy and then I'm just gonna be like, okay, Yeah, that

is funny to me. You've made your bed, now lie in it, liking it, and I'm gonna laugh my way to happiness, to fun, to joy, to success, because that's what I came here to do. Not match your misery and allow you to dictate my emotional state. Well, I do want to remind you to get the Shadow Alchemy course, to get the Art of Alchemy course to really learn how to take hold of your emotional body and use

it as fuel. If you've not yet gotten your copy of Show abuzz Her, it's a perfect holiday gift for you or another, as well as my magnetizing mugs, which you can find on YouTube and the link is always in the show notes. As a way is the Sparkling Me honors of sparkling you and I'll see you in the next one.