229. Energy Mastery Through Celibacy: My Body Is a Temple, Not a Hotel

this season. That's right. On this podcast, we unbecome who we are not so we can fully step into exactly who we came here to be. Today, we are talking about intimacy, We're talking about sex, baby, We're talking about celebisi, We're talking about energy frequency. We are going to dive into it all because you know what, my body is a temple and not a hotel. Too many people are harvesting your energy, period point blank. Too many people are

treating you like you're a hotel. And guess who's allowing it. Not Martha, not Kristen. Unless your name is Martha or Kristen. You it is you, babe, It is you. I am not a hotel. I personally don't just allow anyone into my life. I don't allow anyone into my body in my orbit. I'm not going to be giving out free conditioner room service on the house. I'm not giving out the shampoo bottles. I'm not giving out the little chocolate

on the pillow. No, no, no, I'm not going to give that all to you while you temporarily use me for a stay. I am a temple, and in some cultures it is very offensive if you approach a temple without some sort of offering. You don't go up to the altar without flowers or money or something to give to that said alter. I'm not a hotel where you're just gonna pass through me and get free goodies on your pillow. I am a temple. You bring an offering to me of pursuit, of time, of presence, and I'll

let you know. When you respect your body as a sacred temple, that it is you're going to notice. Self esteem raises, your ability to manifest gets better, your ability to have discernment is much clearer, easier. But when you're misplacing your energy and giving it to just anyone, allowing anyone in and out of your orbit, allowing anyone in and out of your body like you are a hotel. You're going to notice selfish steam crashes. You're gonna notice,

you're gonna want to crash out. You're gonna notice that you don't feel so good in your own skin. You're gonna notice that it's harder to manifest. You're gonna notice that you are relying on people to fill you up rather than relying on your connection to the divine. I will say the person who you're listening to right now, Hi, my name is Ceci. My mother did say to my face just a couple of days ago, Cec, you know

what you need sex? I told my beautiful mother. First of all, I'm celibate, so absolutely not unless it's my husband, absolutely not. Should you listen to me? You know what I'm gonna tell you? Why you should? My mom saying that to me is evidence that I don't give my energy away. We need to unpack this because there's something magical in what my mother says. Let's ignore that that's completely inappropriate and odd, but let's unpack this. She said to me, Ceci, you just need to go get laid

or whatever. Why would she say that? She said that because she's noticing my pent up energy in my body. We know in culture, if someone is having a day where they're screaming at everyone, we say, damn, they need to go get laid. Why are we saying that, because we're recognizing that person has a build up of energy and if they go have sex with someone, it's going

to expel that energy, it's going to release it. If you are releasing your energy with people who do not respect you or value you, you're not just giving up your good energy, You're also taking on their lower vibrational frequency. This is why I really believe in celibacy, and I've really always believes in it, and why I practice it is because I use my energy. I pour that energy into myself, and my mom was recognizing all that energy

I had within me. Now, usually I channel that energy, I alchemize it because I'm creating the TikTok, the podcast, the book, the course. But because I didn't yet do that that day, she was picking up on how much energy I had in my body. We know in society this is something we talk about all the time. We know when someone has a lot of energy, we literally will say, oh, they need to go get laid. We understand energetics even though we don't use the language of it.

So thanks Mom for bringing that up this week. I just saw do too too on my clock. We need to talk about something. Why should you pour your energy back into yourself? Why should you allow your energy to build? Why should you not just give it to the brads and chads of the world. I channeled the other day. I've been channeling love messages again and again and again. That's very unlike what I usually channeled. So I'm like,

what's going on? So I went in and I looked deeper, and I found out that twenty twenty five is the beginning of mass sacred union. The divine feminine has been doing so much work, inner work since about twenty twenty and all of this inner work that divine feminine leading human beings have been doing has now surpassed a threshold, and it's triggered the divine masculine to now wake up.

The vision that they gave me was sleeping beauty kissing the prince, and then the prince waking up and opening his eyes, a complete role reversal of what's in the Disney Princess movie. It was the divine feminine that woke up the masculine. But this is how energetics work in sacred union. It is the divine feminine that lee's sacred union because she leads with her heart. She is the body,

and the masculine energy is the head, the mind. The divine feminine is the leader in this emotional connection, in heart centered union. So it makes sense that the divine feminine has been waking up first, and now enough souls have awakened that it's triggering a mass awakening in the divine masculine. And this is going to have a trickled down effect from the higher realms law of correspondence as above, so below, all change has to happen in the five

D First. Now that there has been changes in these higher realms, in the inner realms of us doing the work, doing the work, doing the work, masculine energies in large numbers are going to start to awaken. They already are. They're going to start to recognize higher levels of living, the importance of sacred union, the importance of having some sort of connection where you build either a business or a family. Going to start to recognize us, and they all ready are. It is not the time to give

up on sacred union and love. I know you're burnt out, I know you're tired, I know you're frustrated. But this is not the time to give up because we've just surpassed a threshold. You are two feet from gold. This is the year higher relationship, sacred union. Unlike other relationships that you've seen, are going to form. This is not going to be like the traditional dynamics you've seen, where I serve you in order to get served back. Is very transactional. This is going to be loved that's rooted

in devotion. I'm honoring the divinity within you, and you're honoring the divinity within me. I'm honoring that God flows through you, and you're honoring that God flows through me. It's a higher level of love. This is not the time to give up on love. What can we do then to prime ourselves for this sacred union? Hold on to your energy, hold on to your energy, Let your

energy build. Do not be giving it out to random people, because then your vibration gets tampered with because you're worried about the people that aren't for you, because they're treating you terribly. But they're treating you terribly because God is trying to remove them from your life. Let's understand what sex is. Sacred energetic x change. Sacred energetic exchange, that is what sex is. It's like gluing two pieces of paper together and then trying to rip those pieces of

paper apart. It's going to get messy because when you engage in sex with somebody else, you're giving up some of your energy. That's why you're expelling. And we know sex does that because we say to people when they're really up here and intense, you need to go get laid,

because we know sex expels your energy. The part that we don't talk about is that the energy we take on, if it's not someone who respects us and loves us and values us, is going to be lower in vibration, and then it tampers with our thought forms, it tampers with how we feel about ourselves, and then we've become reliant on people who are not meant for us. The more you are intimate with someone, the more likely you're

going to become emotionally attached to them. Is the person that you think you can be friends with, benefits with, actually someone you want in your life? Do you want to risk becoming emotionally dependent on them. I don't care what you tell yourself. I don't care how strong, how independent you think you are. The body is a body, and it does a thing where it gets emotionally dependent on the people it is intimate with, especially if you're

a woman. Don't yell at me, yell at the chemicals that are produced in your body when you're intimate with them. It's not my fault. I am simply just the messenger. I am the messenger. Get over it, Okay. Society, you know, really tells us sleep with everyone. Ah. But then I look around and everyone's on antidipressants, anti anxiety.

Emma Chamberlain is a YouTuber and now she's a podcast, I guess, and she was talking about how when she was in a relationship with one of the Dolen twins.

I think their name is maybe Ethan, I don't know, but she was talking about how he didn't want a relationship and she did, and what would happen was because she liked him and they were friends, they would hang out and it would always lead to them getting intimate because she liked him, she had feelings and she wanted to feel this sense of closeness to him, but he didn't want a relationship with her, and every time she would find out that he was intimate with someone else,

she would get really upset. But every time they hung out, one thing would lead to another and they would be intimate again. He was getting everything he wanted. He wasn't just getting a cake. He was getting a cake, he was getting to eat it. He was getting a whole birthday party because he could sleep with her and then talk to anyone else that he wanted to, and she still allowed him to keep coming back into her life. And it really causes detrimental effect on your mindset and

your body. I do just want to say, if you don't want to deal with a man, who's a clown. Stop going to the circus. Okay, have a boundary if you would. Someone using you as a whole is not a compliment. Someone that wants to sleep with you or thinks you're attractive is not a compliment. It's not it's not It's actually about them fulfilling their need for validation, fulfilling their physical need of whatever it may be. You have to realize it's not really a compliment. You know

what a compliment is. Someone who values you, sees you, pursues you, creates a safe space for you, wants to study you and understand you. That's a compliment. Actually, that's the bare minimum. I just decided. What am I talking about? That's the bare minimum. That's the bare minimum. What would a compliment be. I don't know, maybe something your grandma would say to you. But you have to understand that someone just wanting to sleep with you, that's not a compliment. Wow,

they want to get off for themselves. Awesome. Cool. Next, anyway, we need to come to the realization that situationships are not a real thing. Society created situation ships. Society creates a lot of things that aren't good. What what situationships are? Not a real thing. We live in a sick society that came up with a sick concept. It doesn't work for people. That's why everyone's depressed and upset. You're not supposed to be creating emotional bonds with people that have

no container. You're not supposed to be sleeping with someone then hanging out with them and getting bagels and coffee with them, but there's no strings attached. You're not supposed to be hanging out with someone, going on dates with someone, but everyone gets to see different people and this goes on for months and months and months and months and months. This is not healthy. I don't care if a sick society normalize something. What do you want to do with

your life? I personally am not participating. For example, I don't participate in taking random drugs off the street. Society does. Society loves random drugs on the street. I don't have to choose that adventure for my life. Society loves to have random sex with random people. I, however, don't need to choose that adventure. You you don't need to be

doing what everyone else does. Separate yourself from the sick herd, okay, because you know what when you put a rodden fruit in a bowl with other fruit, all the other fruit gets rotten. Get out of there, Get out of the bowl. Get out of the bowl, make your own lane. Creating these emotional and physical relationships with people that have no container, so they're allowed to talk to whoever they want. And then you find out they're talking to whoever they want,

and then you get upset. But you're not allowed to be upset. You're not allowed to be upset because you're not in a relationship. This is a situationship. So you're heartbroken over someone who never even actually technically dated you. That doesn't make any sense. That's why everyone's going crazy. That's why these are situation shits. They're terrible, and I see so many people go through them, and that's why I'm so passionate about it, because it's disgusting and it

is going to ruin your brain. It's going to distract you from things that you need to be doing. They're able to respect you because you're disrespecting you. You're allowing the situation shit to go on. You're allowing them to come in and out of your life and your body. You're allowing them to have no boundaries and no rules for what this relationship is going to be. In last someone is literally saying to you, I am going to court you. I'm not talking to anybody else. I want

a relationship with you. Ask people what their intentions are. I was talking to someone and I asked them like, oh, do you want to get married? Do you want a relationship? What are you looking for? I don't know, I don't know, I don't know. Uh, Okay, We're done here. And I stopped talking to them because there's no point. I'm not gonna go on a saill a sailboat. Imagine the ocean is outside. Oh, by the way, I'm in Florado right now.

The ocean is in the background of me. I tried to put down the shades, but still have the ocean to give it that effect. It's not really working and the lighting is quite terrible today, but we're gonna roll with it. Imagine a ship came up over here and said, hey, CEC, do you want to get on my sailboat? Sure? Where are you going? Oh? I don't know. We're just gonna flounder in the middle of the ocean. Do you think I would go on that boat? Of course, not. Why

would I go on a sailless sail boat. That doesn't make any sense when you enter into a situation, shit, you're entering onto a sailless sailboat. It's not attractive to be with someone who has no idea what they're doing and what they want and where they're going. That sounds terrible. That sounds atrocious. That sounds like I rather do. Literally, I rather step on glass. I rather step on glass. I rather step on glass that's a million degrees. I

rather step on glass that's also on fire. I rather step on glass that's on fire and wear a dress that's made out of glass on fire and walk three miles like that. At least I know where I'm going. I have a direction at play. I don't do rosters. First of all, how the hell do any of you have that much time? What? I barely have enough time to talk to my mother, and when I do, she tells me I have to go have sex with someone because that's normal. What what in the dynamic is going on? Anyway?

How do you have time to have a roster. If you have time to have a roster, guess who's not doing enough in their own life? You go to a gym, read a book, cook a meal, get a hobby, learn pottery, learn how to paint. Do something with your brain. Did you know that you have a brain in your head? Neuroplasticity. It can learn as you get older. You can create new neurological pathways and learn something. Learn a language I don't know. Learn how to invest in stocks, get richer,

get horder, get wealthier. Do something with your time. If you have a roster, what are you doing all these years? You're just giving your attention and your energy and your presence to Kevin, Bob and Billy when you could have been built doing something. You could have been giving it to yourself. If you just want to spend your time getting prettier, I really don't care. As long as you're taking your energy and using it on yourself, I don't care. You can donate your time to a charity, bake a

cookie for an old person's home. I don't really care. But do something with your time that's going to raise your self esteem. Then just giving your energy to people who do not care about you. I think we're starving for God. I think we're starving for God. There is a sort of ecstasy and I've goose bumps right now. There is a sort of ecstasy you get when you connect to God. And I'm not saying when you pick

up a Bible or you know, go to church. I'm saying when you sit outside and you cry to God or you just say to God, God, I need to feel you, I need to hear you. Angels, please connect with me, give me a message, give me a sign. When you do that and you plug in boots on the ground, there is a certain ecstasy you get from that. And I think a lot of us are trying to get the connection to the divine through people we're sleeping with.

I think that we are idolizing relationship, idolizing intimacy because we're thinking that's a doorway to the divine. And by the way, when it's a sacred union, when it's someone you deeply care about, it is that's the tricky thing it can be. But when you allow people who don't care about you into your life and you're expecting to taste divinity, and maybe you'll get a little little taste of it, but it won't even be a tea spoon.

It's going to leave you more hurt than help. If you want to feel the divine, don't idolize a relationship. Don't idolize intimacy like that. True ascension is not through someone else. It's inward. It's not upwards, it's inward. If you want to feel that magic, if you want to feel the divine that you know is on this planet. You know it's here since you were a little girl. You know there's something special about love, because that's me. I've always been a hopeless romantic. I think love is

the best thing on planet Earth. I would always say I don't do drugs. People are my drugs because I thought the only way to touch the divine, to feel the divine, is through a relationship. That's why people get addicted to the love of it all because it feels like a portal to the higher realms. And it can be when it's sturdy, when it's foundational, when it's real. It's not a portal to the divine. When it's you convincing yourself that the man who's breadcrumbing you is somehow

going to marry you. That's just gonna hurt you. You don't have to be sleeping with these randoms in order to feel the divine. What you're addicted to. I personally believe is trying to get connected to the divine. There are other ways you can do this, meditation, automatic writing where you just write and say, God, give me a message. Just start writing and see what comes out of your mouth, see what comes out of your pen. You can journal, you can just go out into nature, spend time in prayer.

There's other ways. One of my favorite things to do to connect to the divine is go to this chapel near my house by myself when no one else is there, at a weird hour and just kneel in front of the tabernacle. It feels so beautiful there and I just tell God everything. And I always end up changing my prayer when I'm there. I'll go asking for X, Y and Z, and then I end up asking for patients so that I can be in accordance with Thy will

instead of my will. And it's so funny. Every time I go there, I'm praying for one thing, and I end up praying for the patients and the strength to withstand the currenciason I'm in because there's medicine in every single season. That's one of my favorite things to do. The reason it's so important to allow your energy to build instead of just giving away your energy all the time. Is because you have to understand. There are people in this world that some people call an energy vampires, but

really what they are they are energy harvesters. Women used to harvest in the woods. They would pick the berries, they would pick the bark, they would pick the plants, they would pick out different herbs for medicine because nature freely gives us these tools and they are there through God so that we can use them to exist with on this planet. The problem is now the divine feminine is being harvested. Women are being harvested and sometimes men too.

Men understand and they can sniff this out that the divine feminine is the energy that is for creation. The divine feminine is a creator and the destroyer. There's something really interesting that happens naturally in relationship dynamics. Women feed off of masculine energy and men feed off feminine energy. The feminine energy is what allows someone to do better at their business, in their career, attract better relationships. The feminine energy is the seed to everything. The masculine energy

is a structure, it's the grounding, it's the protection. Women are being used as forests. Now we're being harvested for our energy to make not well in the mind men better men are and I'm not going to say all men, but men who are in their wounded energies are using women for their feminine energy so that they can do better in their business, so that they can attract more women, so that they can feel better about themselves. Again, both

men and women can be used. Don't make any mistake about it, because there's also women who will feed off of masculine energy and try to use them for support or structure, whatever it may be. It goes both ways. But because I'm a woman and we're talking about energetic transference in this episode, I'm really going to focus on the feminine energy. When you're in a committed, healthy relationship,

this is normal. Your partner is going to feed off your feminine energy, and you're going to feed off their masculine energy, and you're going to energy transfer onto one another, and that's fine. And the intermingling of this energy is what creates children, it's what creates businesses, it's what creates a lasting marriage. That's not the problem. The problem is when someone doesn't intend to equally exchange their masculine energy with your feminine energy. Then we run into issues because

you're getting depleted. The feminine energy is the creator. Women literally have a portal between their legs to another dimension that creates human beings. There's so many studies that show men who get married end up happier, healthier because they feed off the feminine energy. She's doing the cooking and the cleaning and all this other stuff. They end up happier.

And there's a lot of studies that show women end up less happy because they aren't getting an equal energetic exchange of that protection, of that support of the house, the home, whatever it may be. I've spoken to so many men who work high up at companies, and they'll tell me that they literally look for other men who are married or in a relationship, because those are the men who work harder, those are the men who do better.

Men benefit off of being in a relationship with a feminine energy because the feminine energy gives them this softness, it allows them to breathe, it gives them more energy to create. Just think about it, when a man walks in with a beautiful woman, just a man having that beautiful woman by his side. More women are now interested in that man. What does he know? What does he do? How did he get her? We always hear that how did he get her?

you but won't commit to you. They love having sex with you, but won't give you a ring or a relationship. They use all these kind words, but no action. They're inconsistent, they're unreliable. Well, this means that that person is harvesting your energy and men for you. If a woman is only talking to you and she can get something from you, whether it's money or a meal or a house over her head, well then she's using your mask and energy

and using you. Again, this goes both ways. We need to wake up and smell the matrix and stop acting like psychopaths and learn how to love one another properly. But first we really have to learn how to love ourselves properly. And I think before that, maybe we need to learn how to love the divine properly. Thought. Maybe a concept could be, you know someone who's harvesting your energy overall, when you're giving way more energy than they're giving to you, and you feel depleted now that they're

in your life. Then you start to notice your workouts are not as good. You start breaking out, or you start gaining or losing too much weight. You start noticing that business isn't doing so good. You start noticing that you can't focus on anything, You have anxiety all throughout the day. You hit a curb by accident. I'm not talking about personal experience with that one. So if we understand this, then we know, okay, well, then that means I'm not going to give my presence, my energy, my

body to just anyone, because I'm not a hotel. I'm actually a temple. And this brings us to my talk on celibacy. Finally we made it. Celibacy is really really misunderstood, and I think that's why so many people push back on it. Society has told us, oh, your celibate, your loser, there must be something wrong with you. You're not popular, you're not cool. Of course, society tells you that because they don't want you to be healthy and well rounded individuals. Celibacy,

like I said, it's misunderstood. It's been reduced to the act of avoiding sex. But it's so much more than that. Celibacy really is not about sex. That's the last thing it's about. Celibacy is about power, it's about energy, it's about alchemy. Throughout history, ancient Yogi's monks and mystics didn't practice celibacy to avoid pleasure. They didn't practice celibacy to be a loser. They practice celibacy to master their own energy.

And I really think if you want to get into your relationship with someone else, learn how to master your own energy first. They understood that sexual energy is life force energy, it's prana, it's cheat, it's kundalini. By conserving it, they understood that they could try and send human limitations, polarity, the up and down the roller coaster of humanity, and achieve enlightenment. In society, celibacy is so distorted, and it's equated with repression and denial. But of course ancient wisdom

knew so much better. It's about really understanding deeper yourself, your desires, discernment for others, and what you want out of this lifetime, and how you want to use your energy. It's about mind, body, and spirit. Becoming celibate for me, has personally allowed me to get so much more discerning. It is so hard for someone to come into my life and act funny, because I'll see it right away. Reason being is I don't co mingle my energy with

just anyone. My energy is clean, it is pristine because I'm not giving it away to just anyone, and I'm not taking on random people's energy. So I am able to master not only my own energy, go deeper in meditation, see past lifetimes. Not only do I have more time and energy to create, but I'm understanding other people's energy better.

I'm understanding the divine better. I'm understanding me better. How can you use celibacy not to avoid pleasure, not to punish yourself, but to transcend higher, to connect to a higher level of consciousness, to connect with God, which is what you're actually looking for. By the way, you're just looking for God and another human being when you can

find it within yourself. Are you using celibacy as a shield because you're afraid to be intimate, because you're afraid to get close to someone because you're afraid of vulnerability, or can you use it as a sword to cut through the bullshit and learn who you actually are, understand the divine, and get answers about what you came to this planet to do. Avoidance is not mastery. I know so many of us are like I'm in my healing era. No bit, you are just in isolation. Get real. Celibacy

without purpose is really not going to do anything. You have to be intentional with what you're doing. Being intentional, imagine imagine dating with intention. What a concept it's like. We've never thought of it before. A whole no world. Wow. Wow. Intention Celibacy with intention is what it's all about. I'm doing this to connect deeper to myself, to understand my hitting gifts, to understand what I came here to do, to see better who people really are. We're not using

celibacy as a shield but a sword. A sword. These yogis and monks, they emphasize conscious energy use, and that's what celibacy is. And that's why my mom is like, oh, you need to go on a saxopelle. I'm like, okay, come from you, the abstinence teacher. That's real Rich, that's real Rich Janice. But beyond that, I said, no, okay, because what I put into my body is intentional, and

how I use my energy is conscious. Whether you want to call it celibacy or mindful intimacy, I think if you don't like the word celibacy because maybe you have past trauma with it, whatever, just call it mindful intimacy. Then intentional intimacy. How about that? A double eye alliteration has entered the chat. The goal remains the same. It's mastery over your energy, your desires, and your life. Because

intentional intimacy what that really is about. It's about facing your shadow, not running from it, because what you run from will haunt you. Real celibacy isn't it about avoiding relationships or people or how others make you feel. It's about confronting your desires and breaking free from societal programming to understand yourself deeper. It's not about denial. It's about

in pabwermant and conscious use of energy. Thank you. It's about cultivating an inner strength, becoming the master of your energy, and transcending limitations. I came up with a metaphor for this, follow me on the journey. Imagine your energy as a crystal clear spring flowing with pure, vibrant water, and this is your life force energy. Every drop of this water represents your creativity, vitality, and your essence. Now picture yourself

filling up a beautiful glass cup with this pristine water. Again, this is your energy. Look how clear your energy is. Look how pristine your energy is. It is sacred, it is life giving essence. When you engage in sex with someone who doesn't honor or value you, it's as though you're adding poison to that cup, making it undrinkable. Just a single drop of poison makes the whole entire cup undrinkable.

You could have a whole entire bath filled with your person seeing crystal clear energy, and if you add one little drop of poison, it is now undrinkable. You can't hydrate or thrive when this water has been contaminated. You can't hydrate and thrive when you're contaminating your damn vessel. This is about nurturing yourself and ensuring that your life force, energy,

your prana, remains unpolluted. When you choose to keep your energy sacred and you nourish yourself fully, your cup will begin to overflow, spilling into every part of your life. This overflow is what fuels your creativity, your inspiration, and abundance. By guarding your sacred well spring, you allow yourself to hydrate not just your own soul, but also pour into the world from a place of wholeness, authenticity. Do you get it? When you don't allow your water to be contaminated,

you then fulfill yourself up so much. You have so much pent up energy that you begin to overflow into creative endeavors, into pass into finding your purpose. But if you're sleeping with everyone and their father, you're not gonna have enough energy to figure out what your purpose actually is. Do you understand it? Now? When you keep this water clear, you can hear yourself, you can hear God, you can hear your angels, and you can see other people's bullshit

from a mile away. I am not allowing poison into my life because no one is allowed to erode my intuition. I don't care. I don't care. You're not going to mess up my life for me. At the end of the day, your body is a temple. And if someone is not approaching you with an offering, a pursuit of consistency, of pure love, authenticity, actions matching their words, and words matching their actions, they are trying to use you as a hotel. And you are not a Hoetell right, No,

you're not. You are not. And this is not about shaming or disempowerment or where it sex is evil. It's not that this is about bitch. You better learn how to use your energy, or else other people are gonna harvest it. You better learn how to cultivate and malcolmize you your energy, or else other people are going to use it for you. You better learn how to take your energy and build with it, or else someone else is gonna use it and build a better life for

themselves than leave you out of it. You need to learn how to use your own energy. And listen to me when I say, when you find a good partner and you and that partner are vibing and it's an equal energetic exchange of love and wholeness and whatever. Let that energy flow, girl, let it rip, let it flow, let it go. I don't care, because then there will be an equal energetic exchange. And that's fine and dandy. We're talking about you're not in a committed relationship. There's

no sign on the horizon of where it's going. And you're maybe in your single era, your forest fairy era. I don't know, but there's no commitment. So commit to yourself. I have nothing else to say. I'll see you the next one. I love you. Bye. Oh actually sparkling me on a sparkling you bite.