Jules and I recap the 2024 ISSTD Fall Virtual Conference, sharing about the neuroscience updates from fMRI studies with Simone Reinders. Referenced squirrel video is HERE . You can read about the research of Simone Reinders HERE at King's College . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, a lego group, movie groups, and social events. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the groups. Join us! To submit an email to the podc...
Apr 10, 2025•41 min•Ep. 2136
We share some of what we learned from the recovery community recently. HERE is the link to the detachment pamphlet mentioned. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, a...
Apr 07, 2025•39 min•Ep. 2135
We recap a presentation Dan Shaw gave at the ISSTD Washington, DC Regional Conference in fall 2024. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoo...
Mar 31, 2025•41 min•Ep. 2133
We learn to hold the presence of our therapist even when we are not in her office. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are opti...
Mar 24, 2025•19 min•Ep. 2136
Charlottes from the community shares their story of lived experience with us, and we talk about the experience of learning about DID in academia. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie grou...
Mar 17, 2025•43 min•Ep. 2132
We try to process one week post-election. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the g...
Mar 03, 2025•35 min•Ep. 2134
We give an update on therapy after sharing our symposium artwork in session. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, ...
Feb 27, 2025•24 min•Ep. 2132
We share about symposium recovery - and progress! Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joini...
Feb 24, 2025•26 min•Ep. 2131
We share some of what we learned at the McLean presentation at Harvard. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but o...
Feb 20, 2025•38 min•Ep. 2130
Jon Cleveland shares with us about psychedelic research and HPPD. Jon’s email: jcleveland@mycordell.com Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional...
Feb 17, 2025•45 min•Ep. 2129
We read and respond to listener emails. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the gro...
Feb 14, 2025•45 min•Ep. 2128
We talk with ISSTD clinician Valerie Sinason (UK) about "infantacidal attachment". The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE . The poem we referenced, which we wrote in 2020: In the last week, I watched my 5 year-old daughter's butterflies be born. They came home with us for quarantine, a gift of hope and peace while she herself is dying, while my children miss their friends and watch their sister fade away. The caterpillars crawled in the grime as they learned to spin, then hung them...
Feb 12, 2025•57 min•Ep. 2127
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optio...
Feb 10, 2025•41 min•Ep. 2126
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The “weeping camel” video is HERE . The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and class...
Feb 06, 2025•27 min•Ep. 2125
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optio...
Feb 03, 2025•28 min•Ep. 2124
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optio...
Jan 30, 2025•37 min•Ep. 2123
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optio...
Jan 27, 2025•38 min•Ep. 2122
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The referenced article is HERE . Social Media referenced (shared with consent): Kit - @squidont on TikTok Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, m...
Jan 23, 2025•38 min•Ep. 2121
We discuss “infanticidal attachment” with Jules. The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE . The referenced article is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, socia...
Jan 20, 2025•29 min•Ep. 2120
We share an update from therapy, about learning how memory time and now time connect through re-enactments… and start looking at Memory Time where the pain is. Note: This therapy session happened three days after the last session where we did the four questions that helped me see how Memory Time invades Now Time. I thought I was going in to my therapy session to talk about the hard conversations in Now Time, and my therapist helped me see roots of where Memory Time invades - which ultimately was...
Jan 16, 2025•29 min•Ep. 2119
We explain attachment wounds. The "still face experiment" video on YouTube is HERE . Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are op...
Jan 13, 2025•37 min•Ep. 2118
We share how our therapist walked us through the “hidden agenda” of re-enactment that shows up as attachment drama in relationships. Four Reflections: 1. Three positive relationship characteristics from relationships in my childhood 2. Three negative relationship characteristics from relationships in my childhood 3. Three things I needed most in childhood (from my caregivers) and did NOT get 4. Three "negative" feelings I experienced in childhood over and over and over again. CLICK HERE for the ...
Jan 09, 2025•29 min•Ep. 2117
We explain attachment strategies. Citation for the percentages came from a study of 10,500 mothers: https://www.tandfonline.com/doi/abs/10.1080/14616730902814762 Updated Diversity Aspects: https://jiaap.in/wp-content/uploads/2024/04/9-Seema.pdf https://www.mdpi.com/1660-4601/21/6/655 https://www.proquest.com/openview/c3ad3752217e211f6a04670d7304ced8/1?pq-origsite=gscholar&cbl=18750&diss=y https://mcstor.library.milligan.edu/items/4e140dbb-d80a-43ab-ad74-d8b7eba4ad9e https://www.proquest....
Jan 06, 2025•23 min•Ep. 2116
We recap an ISSTD webinar with Jules. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the group...
Dec 30, 2024•53 min•Ep. 2114
We read and respond to listener emails. Our website is HERE: System Speak Podcast . You can submit an email to the podcast HERE . You can JOIN THE COMMUNITY HERE . Once you are in, you can use a non-Apple device or non-safari browser to join groups HERE . Once you are set up, then the website and app work on any device just fine. We have peer support check-in groups, an art group, movie groups, social events, and classes. Additional zoom groups are optional, but only available by joining the gro...
Dec 26, 2024•31 min•Ep. 2113
We explore how attachment wounds impact relationships. The website is HERE . You can join the Community HERE . Remember that you will not be able to see much until joining groups. Message us if we can help! You can contact the podcast HERE . Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are no...
Dec 12, 2024•18 min•Ep. 2109
We get ourselves through a hard weekend. The website is HERE . You can join the Community HERE . Remember that you will not be able to see much until joining groups. Message us if we can help! You can contact the podcast HERE . Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not given due to...
Dec 09, 2024•21 min•Ep. 2108
Jamie+ has a new book, You Lied to Me About God , that they want to talk about: https://www.penguinrandomhouse.com/books/760810/you-lied-to-me-about-god-by-jamie-marich-phd/ The website is HERE . You can join the Community HERE . Remember that you will not be able to see much until joining groups. Message us if we can help! You can contact the podcast HERE . Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is ...
Nov 25, 2024•49 min•Ep. 2104
We share an update about the new school year, and acknowledge some wins and the feeling like a fresh start with a new year. The website is HERE . You can join the Community HERE . Remember that you will not be able to see much until joining groups. Message us if we can help! You can contact the podcast HERE . Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors ...
Nov 21, 2024•24 min•Ep. 2103
We share a therapy update after the family visits. The website is HERE . You can join the Community HERE . Remember that you will not be able to see much until joining groups. Message us if we can help! You can contact the podcast HERE . Content Note: Content on this website and in the podcasts is assumed to be trauma and/or dissociative related due to the nature of what is being shared here in general. Content descriptors are generally given in each episode. Specific trigger warnings are not gi...
Nov 18, 2024•25 min•Ep. 2102
