574 - How to Make Calendaring Not Suck

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Which leads us to a study called I Love You, Let's Share Calendars. They looked at people who were Google Calendar users. So they were kind of looking at like how do just dyads manage calendaring together and how do they deal with sharing calendars? And what they found is that

What we've been talking about, it's not just a logistical problem, it's an emotional issue. When you share a calendar with people and you put an event on your calendar that they can see that says dinner with mom, 6 p.m., this isn't just logistics, it's all Also communicating to them your priorities, your obligations, what you value, what's important to you of the things that get written down versus the things that don't get written down.

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Causes more relationship friction than almost anyone wants to admit. Scheduling. If coordinating time with people you love feels impossibly hard, whether that's with partners, friends, or family. It turns out that mathematicians have literally proven that it is impossible to do perfectly. So today we're going to dig into why calendaring can feel so terrible.

Spoiler, it's not a logistics problem, it's actually an emotional one. And we'll look at a fascinating study called I Love You, Let's Share Calendars that reveals what actually happens when couples share their schedules. And then we'll get into that really nerdy math paper about polyamorous scheduling that shows the mathematical impossibility of it. I'm very excited to take you on this journey today, so buckle in and stay tuned.

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All right. So Emily and Dedeker, do you how how do you feel about calendaring and scheduling? I think it's kind of necessary. Okay. In this very chaotic world in which we live, especially if you are juggling multiple jobs, if you have multiple partners, and if you generally live a life that

is not like a nine to five where you'd know, okay, I'm gonna be doing roughly the same thing every single day. If there's a lot of variability at all, even if there's some variability, I think it's kind of nice to be able to, depending on the person, be able to show that to someone else so that they have an idea roughly of where they stand, where they can get in some time.

Okay. Okay. There's there's a lot you just said there that we're gonna get into a little bit more here. But Dedeker, how about you? What what's your experience of scheduling? It doesn't have to be specifically calendaring, but like scheduling with people in your life in general. Well, for better or for worse, I live and die by my calendar, and I have for several years.

Uh, with the exception of a few, you know, brief blissful periods where I didn't have to be so hooked on my calendar. But mostly I think of times when I don't know, someone has looked over my shoulder at my phone when I'm looking at my calendar and been like, Oh my God. And I mean to be fair, it's'cause on one calendar I have

My work, my personal stuff. I see Jace's stuff. There's the multi-amory calendar. Like there's a lot of stuff crammed into one calendar, which could be helpful, could be a problem. I don't know. But the type that I've met people or even dated people who like maybe they just they always have consistent work hours and so

They don't need to stay on top of a calendar super intensely and then like any plans they make, they just kind of keep in their head because they're not juggling that many. Like to me, that experience is akin to meeting someone who has just told me that they have never lived a life outside of a cave in the woods. And and I want to know more and I'm fascinated and just don't understand, don't know how to relate to this person.

Yeah, for sure. I I can agree with that. And and what's interesting is that I feel like growing up, that was sort of how my mom did all of her scheduling was. I think it was all just in her head. Like we had a paper calendar on the wall in the kitchen and it had big events on it, certain things coming up like at school or whatever. But I think just like the day-to-day stuff, she just kept all in her head. Like I don't remember her having a planner or anything like that.

But yeah, I I feel like I've met a surprising number of people who still operate in that way. They don't have to write it all down. They just kind of keep it in their head. And I think some of them are comfortable with that, but a lot I see experiencing stress because of it. Kind of holding on to the mental load of needing to keep track of all those things. I remember really getting into planner life, like actual physical planner life, once I got into college. Sometimes I miss those days.

Same. I was a very much paper planner in college. Yeah. I was gonna ask about that'cause i is that not something that the two of you do. I've been getting like a lot of Instagram related mm ads for planners and even looked at a few this year. Because there is something really nice about like writing it down and seeing it like in a tangible space that's in front of you as opposed to just on a phone. But I think it's it's definitely less.

practical in various ways than just being able to whip out your phone essentially if something comes up right then and be able to say, Okay, I need to find a place and a time and a space for this. Yeah, I think that nowadays, like having a paper planner would drive me a little too crazy, especially with the three of us having to switch around multi emory stuff all the time. Like it's just impossible.

Yeah, paper planner is also hard if you're managing time zones and stuff like that. I've found that I kind of do both where most of my planning's digital, but I have a whiteboard that's on the wall right here, right? Over here, I have a whiteboard where I have a little column for each day of the week and then I'll move, you know, write things on each day. So I kind of have a sense of the near future there.

Even though like the real source of truth is my digital calendars because those are the ones that go with me wherever I am and I can add stuff if I'm out or or whatever. But yeah, it's like a constant Struggle. And so that's actually something that kind of leads into the first part of this is like, why is this? Hard. What's what's the deal with scheduling being hard? And and this is a relationship problem in general. This isn't specific to polyamory. Monogamous couples, friend groups.

Trying to get dinner together, families, especially extended families, if they see them a lot. Like there's a lot of different ways that your life can end up kind of overwhelming schedule-wise. And so there's a few few ways we'll kind of tackle this. So first there's the whole passive versus active time thing, which we've talked about before on this show, but it's kind of this idea that in a lot of monogamous relationships, people they just default to spending time together.

at the end of the day, you know, watching a movie or watching TV, or just that they have meals together or something like that. And on the one hand, it's nice'cause you just get all this time together. But on the other hand, it's not really intentional time. It's like you might actually spend a lot of time together, but then if you do open up your relationship and start dating and you see your partner spending intentional time with someone else and then just like passive time with you.

Even if objectively you get more time than them, it can feel like, oh, I'm not I'm not getting enough or like, oh, I there's something that I'm missing. Right. So there's kind of that push pull between what's our active and what's our passive time.

And then part of the struggle with this is that a lot of the tools that try to address this Like if we're thinking just like Google Calendar, that's the classic joke that Google Calendar is like the prerequisite skill for polyamory more than emotional management or anything else. It's actually just calendaring. Like that's the joke. But the problem is a lot of those are built to try to solve logistical problems and not the emotional.

parts that come up with scheduling. And then also like Emily, you were talking about sharing calendars with people. Do you feel like you just willingly share your calendar with anyone? Do you do anything to keep certain events private? Do you have multiple calendars? Like how do you manage that? Honestly, I only really like share the multi amory calendar with the two of you. Like that is my shared calendar at this point.

I've thought about it. I I was trying to think back to if you and I ever did that once upon a time, Jace, because I know that the two of you do it. You the two of you share calendars. Um I still have your calendar shared with me, Emily. Of course. What that's crazy. Wow. Generally I don't put things in as meticulously and methodically as I think the two of you do. I I have tended to enjoy like writing stuff out, but then the big things that involve like

multiple people like the two of you, for instance, that's more what goes in my digital calendar space. But in terms of Yeah, sharing it. I I think that that might not be a bad idea eventually, even though I agree with you that there are certain things that potentially i if you are really like crafting a day or crafting a week

And that might involve multiple people, you know, metamores for instance, where you're the hinge. Maybe you wouldn't want everyone to see what's gonna be going on within a person's week, for instance. And so that's not something that you necessarily want to allow every single person to be able to view at all times. That's hard though,'cause that feels a little like picking and choosing who's special enough to be able to see my full calendar, for instance.

Well also okay, well it's been several years since I've broached that with somebody new of like the sharing calendar conversation. But I do think at a certain point in relationship escalation I know in my experience, I just get sick of always constantly having to do the when are you free this week? This is when I am free. When are you free next? This is when I am free. When is it you know, like always that conversation. And so sometimes sharing calendars is like a

can be a way to shortcut that to just be able to see. But I do agree with Emily. I think it does require some discernment and some trust of the other person around sharing your schedule in such a detailed way. Yeah, and then it's also confusing too, as you share a calendar with more people, that then it's even more nuanced, right? Like if I share my calendar with

Say a partner that I live with, like Dedeker, and then I also share it with another partner. Is that going to create a weird dynamic of Like that other partner might see all the just sort of logistical household things that Dedeker and I put on our calendars and feel like, oh gosh, you do so much together, I feel left out, even though our experience might be, yeah, these are all like work.

tasks, right? Like household work or whatever and not fun tasks. Or you could end up in that situation where it's like you're saying, Oh gosh, I'm like kinda busy right now. I don't know if I can hang out and they're like, I can see your calendar and like there's nothing on it in the evenings. Yeah. Right. Like that's a weird dynamic too. Right. You need that trust that somebody's just not gonna abuse being all up in your business.

Right.'Cause I think I know people who schedule everything down to kind of like the minute where they will schedule in This is my writing time or like my critical thinking time for the day. This is my workout time. And then this is the time where I'm gonna read a book, for instance, and then this is like my designated work time. But if you don't have all of that in there. That's sort of what I think is very important time to just be by oneself and have unstructured time, for instance.

I think that that's extremely important within a person's day. But then if you have a partner who specifically looks at that as, oh, well, that's time that you could be spending with me and you're choosing not to, then I think that's where things get tricky.

Yeah. And then also if someone's an introvert versus an extrovert or just kind of what how stressful the rest of their day is and how much they need to decompress. Like there's all these variables and it does, yeah, it requires a lot of trust and sometimes that extra visibility actually makes it more complicated. And that's kind of where we're getting at kind of the heart of why I wanted to do this episode. And this came about because

I've I've had several conversations with Fedeker as well as my other partner about this. When it comes to scheduling things, like scheduling social things. I find myself experiencing a lot of anxiety about that. And I will tend to then put it off. And this is everything from like a phone call with my sister to a date.

to you know, even sometimes errands or things like that, if I'm gonna do it with somebody or just hanging out with a friend, I'll tend to put these up'cause I've experienced a lot of anxiety and Uh in looking into this and finding some of the research, there's this natural reaction when you're feeling anxiety to try to do something to

soothe that and like comfort that. And in that case, it's to not do the scheduling since thinking about doing the scheduling is what brings up that anxiety. And what's interesting is that what I've what I've learned from looking into this is there's this thing called intolerance of uncertainty or IU for short. And it has to do with these situations where there's a lot of variables that you're missing.

And so I find for me that type of scheduling induces a lot of anxiety because even if those people have shared their schedules, which that's not how I operate my life with anyone else, I guess, besides Dedeker and Emily right now in terms of actually having shared calendars.

But so there's a lot of things I don't know, right? Like I don't know when the other person's available. But then I also have this fear that what if I schedule that thing and Dedeker had something that she wanted to put on the calendar but just hadn't yet. Or she's booked something at the same time that I did this and now there's a conflict. And Dedeker and I also in Seattle share a car.

So there's like that extra dynamic there of like, oh shoot, she needs the car for this thing and I've made this plan. Now what do we do? That there's like enough things that I perceive could go wrong that it makes me feel anxious about the whole thing. And so I'll put it off. And then interestingly, an opposite experience is when it comes to scheduling multiamory, like our recording schedule, I feel like whenever we talk about having to do multi amory scheduling for like the next

three months of when we're gonna record and have meetings and things like that. Tell me if I'm wrong, Dedeker, but I perceive that that stresses you out, like that prospect. Feels really overwhelming and stressful to you. Yes. And I'm often the one who ends up doing that because I'm like, no, this is an interesting puzzle. I'm like, Oh yeah, okay, I've got I've got the variables here. I'm gonna figure it out. And I don't have a problem with that kind of scheduling. And so there's this weird

like disconnect of what's going on in these two situations. And that's what prompted this episode. That is such an interesting observation because yes, that happens in my personal life also that like once scheduling has tipped into this is a puzzle I need to figure out and I don't know how I'm gonna figure it out, I'm extremely stressed.

Like once it tips into I have sixteen things to fit into this particular week and maybe only ten slots and how am I gonna move things? Like it doesn't feel like a fun puzzle. It feels like I'm failing at my life. And for me it feels like there's a lot of variables, but they're knowable. Like you know. I know the conditions, right? And I know that we have to do it. It's not like this optional we want to hang out. Okay.

I know that even if you two are like grumpy about some of the times I've scheduled them or I'm grumpy about some of the times if it's early or late or whatever, that we all there's a certain sense of, yeah, but but that's what we gotta do, right? That's our job doing this podcast. We've gotta figure that out. And so somehow that clicks into like this is a puzzle I can solve. And I find a similar thing with scheduling in more of like a work context versus a personal context.

where it's all these like unknown emotions and like how people feel about things and if this will be enough time that this person will be happy with it or all these other variables that cause me to feel stressed out about it. And that there is there is research on this. Yeah, what does it say?

Okay, so this comes from a study about relational uncertainty by Nobloch and Solomon. This is from nineteen ninety nine. And this identifies three distinct flavors of relational uncertainty that show up in scheduling. Their study was not specifically about scheduling, but relevant uncertainty. So the first is self-uncertainty. So that's knowing what you want. It's like, do I even want to go out? Or maybe the harder one, will I want to go out? On Friday after a full week.

So but I might not yeah, something might change later on at that particular moment in time. Right. Right. Or or the opposite of like I feel so overwhelmed right now, so I won't make a plan for next weekend. But by next weekend I'll actually wish that I had made a plan, right? So there's that. And then the second one is partner uncertainty. So this is not knowing what the other person wants.

Like would they rather have a quiet night in or would they rather go out? Are they hoping I'll suggest something really special or are they wanting just kind of chill hangout time? And so there's that that kind of anxiety that shows up. And then the third one is relationship uncertainty, which is more about I don't know where this relationship stands.

Like, are we at a stage where I can just assume we're spending all of our Saturdays together and it would be weird to plan something two weeks out? Or is this more like No, ever every date's gonna be planned. We're not doing that yet. And especially as you're transitioning between different ways of doing that and different people have different personality factors there. And so each of these different types

can create a different flavor of scheduling paralysis. Like if your self uncertainty makes you avoid initiating, but your partner uncertainty makes you overthink the choices, or your relationship uncertainty makes you second guess even like

How should I go about scheduling with this person? Those things can come up. And I know that one's come up for me even scheduling things with myself, Dedeker, and someone else. Like we were gonna have a a phone call with my sister, and I have kept putting off scheduling that. because I'm having to manage two different people's

schedules and like how much in advance does this need to be and if I just book it, will that be okay? Or do I need to like propose and then check with the other person? And then if they say yes, then propose it to the other. Kind of I don't even know how to go about the process, kind of. Gotcha.

So I'm just curious from from that spew that I just did there. Does any of that resonate for you, maybe in a different way, where you're like, ooh, actually I think for me it's this other uncertainty that's shows up. I mean, I definitely have a big one with the self uncertainty of am I gonna have energy for this thing by the time I get there? Am I gonna regret not going? Right, that does make it hard sometimes to commit to things.

ahead of time. And and like I do tend to go one of two extremes, right? Either like just completely overcommitting and just assuming whatever I'll power through. because I I commit and I don't cancel on things to the best of my ability and I'll just like freaking deal with it or undercommitting, especially if I'm in a place of feeling really depleted and then being like, I can't commit to anything. I can't say yes to anything. Keep my calendar clear. Yeah. Yeah, for sure.

I do feel like I tend to overcommit. Basically, if my partner, for instance, is like, Oh, these things are happening this week, do you wanna come? I'll pretty much just say yes to everything. and that is sometimes totally fine. But sometimes I do realize, well, I still need to work, for instance, or I still have an episode that's due and I've you know, I'm on a deadline and I'm not quite ready on a thing that I have to get out, whatever it is.

So yeah, I think like sometimes anxieties happen that way. But generally I do feel like I tend to be a little bit more like go with the flow when people create potential things for me to do, I tend to be like, yeah, let's let's do it. But I do think that also I am a little bit more extroverted than the two of you. And so having the bandwidth from that standpoint, I I tend to just pretty much have it available already.

Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. And I I think all of this leads to an interesting observation. This comes from Tim Peichel and Fuchsia Surois. from Carleton University and Durham University, where they proposed this framework arguing that procrastination is an emotion regulation problem, not a time management problem. Which kind of goes against the way a lot of people talk about procrastination. It's more like, well, just do it. Just don't put it off. But it's actually an emotional regulation issue.

So when a task triggers negative emotions like anxiety or dread or fear, we prioritize our short-term mood repair through avoidance, which provides immediate relief, but then creates, you know, problems for our future self. And separate like brain imaging research from 2018 found that people who procrastinate more tend to actually have structural differences in their amygdala. Oh wow. Lending neurological support to this idea that they're also processing emotions about those things differently.

Huh, interesting. I know something I identified about myself. I'm not a big procrastinator, but like there will be certain tasks that I will just endlessly One hundred percent. Put off and uh the through line that I identified a few years ago was yeah, for me, there's always something related to shame going on.

Whether it's the shame of I don't know if I'm gonna be able to do this right, or I don't know if I can give this person the answer that they want, or I don't know if I'm gonna be able to pick the right time for this, or I don't know that that's the thing for me where I will procrastinate. Big, small, whatever.

Yeah. No, I th I think that's that's a really good observation.'Cause I also don't identify as a procrastinator generally, but I do see myself procrastinating a lot about certain things like scheduling, like I was talking about, that there are certain things that it's just Yeah, like the emotional dread of doing it is worse than the actual experience of doing it, but it's like the anticipation of it is bad enough that I'll just kind of put it off.

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And we're back. So now with all of this talk about anxiety and things like this, it also led me down this rabbit hole of looking at research on how couples can deal with this. And often the way this goes is that one person ends up being the default scheduler for the family. Mm-hmm. Yeah.

people and I'm saying people because this could be like a parent with children and a spouse kind of a situation. It could be a group of friends or a group relationship or or just within a couple, right? Lots of different ways this could play out. Uh but basically the TLDR here is that when that falls disproportionately on one person, they pay a cost. They pay a large cost there. There was a 2019 study published in Sex Rolls. Which was not a publication I was aware of, but there it is.

It's a sexy D D journal. Oh that's good. I got a natural twenty on my Conolingus score. Whoa. Mm-hmm. Right. So in Sex Rolls, this study by Kichiola and Luthar surveyed three hundred and ninety-three US mothers. In partnerships, and mothers who felt disproportionately responsible for household scheduling and coordination reported greater role overload.

No surprise there. But basically that they felt stretched too thin. They felt they were disproportionately responsible for monitoring and managing their children's well being, reported lower life satisfaction and lower relationship satisfaction. Got it. That's pretty gnarly. Yeah, so of the people they studied, not everyone reported that, but of the ones that did, they had that lower life satisfaction, lower relationship satisfaction. And eighty eight.

percent of the mothers in that survey said it was mostly them that did the scheduling. Again, I don't think any of us are surprised by this. but it is still worth acknowledging. Now then the part that got me really interested though is I also read about some research in couples where one person takes on the default scheduling because the other partner has anxiety about it. And it seems like that makes sense, right? It's like, hey, this causes you more suffering, so I'll take that on. But

Some of this research and and I'm I'm not citing a specific one because this is more kind of mentioned in a few different places and this is just sort of my combining all of it together. So do with that what you will. But basically that the person who is the more anxious one is also being hurt by this experience.

Because by taking that away from them, they're actually losing out on essentially the ability to find their own coping mechanisms and to manage this. So it actually can make the problem worse. So not only are you ending up with one person suffering because they're taking on more of the scheduling, but you're also ending up not really benefiting the person who has the anxiety about it. So just want to throw that out there. And I know this comes up sometimes, Dedeker, with you and I.

Well yes. So how do how do how do I fix it? How do we fix it? How do we deal with it? Well, because there are some of us who I I think are good at juggling schedules, are good at calendaring, have a brain that's more oriented to always thinking like 10 steps ahead and two weeks ahead. And so like how do you create balance? when to speak from my own personal experience, my urge is just like, oh, I'm good at this. I can do this. And so I'm just gonna step up and do this.

Yeah. Right. Yeah. So we'll get into this a little bit in the end when we talk about actionable tools and things, but something that I was thinking about with this is That oftentimes this problem can perpetuate itself. And this shows up in other areas too. But where one partner maybe finds something more stressful or they have less experience with it than the other, the other person knows that they're better at it.

Right. And so they're more likely to do it. But then the way it self-perpetuates is if the partner who doesn't feel like they're as good at it does it. And then the one who does think they're good at it then criticizes how they did it. Sure. It shuts them all down. And increases that perception of of risk with that. And so like I know this is a weird one, but this has come up with Edeker and I with grocery shopping where

See, I was gonna draw some parallels. Well, okay. I think you've I think how do I not make this a you statement? How do I do a therapy I statement? You put it around this. I have perceived Yeah, yeah. Yeah. But maybe you struggle with grocery store anxiety specifically. Am I correct in my perception? Well, so what's interesting is you're partly right, but I've never felt stressed at a grocery store when I've lived by myself. Grocery store stress with us ever either.

I've gotten some reports from you, Jace, of also having grocery shopping stress when you're with Emily. Really? So it's been it's been so long now. It's hard to remember. It's been a while since we've gone to a grocery store together. I love grocery shopping but I I have the opposite problem. I just buy everything and it it Well right. I hate setting foot in a grocery in an American grocery store these days. It's just like the lighting and it's so huge and overwhelming and I just enter left.

It's so fun. Продолжение следует... So many goodies do. Okay. But so Dedeker and I had had a lot of conversations about this and the thing that ended up helping for me, and and I still will say this to you sometimes, Dedeker, but it Hey, I'm gonna go to the grocery store. I'm gonna take care of this. If there's stuff on the list, I'll get those. And sometimes it's a little stressful if you've put something on there that I don't know exactly where it is, even if you can picture it. But like

Whatever. That's that's a learning problem, I think. That's like an experience problem. But often I'd be like, Okay, I'm going to the grocery store. You're not allowed to complain about anything I come home with. Oh kind of putting this like Right. I have to be like, okay, great.

Yeah, yeah, exactly. And of this kind of like, I'm gonna take ownership of I'm gonna choose the things and if I come home with a big thing of double stuff Oreos, you can't complain, right? Or whatever it is, right? And I think that that helped of kind of

like acknowledging that that was part of the issue for me is feeling like I might get criticized for the choices that I make. And so that's gonna be a problem. And I think with scheduling this can show up too. So if the person who schedules things less often does

say, oh, hey, I thought we could do this or, you know, put something on the calendar. And the other one who's more the scheduler, maybe they've got several things in their mind. They're like, oh, I was keeping that free because I thought we would do this, or that they'll then criticize that.

that can then shut down that other person. So I think there's kind of this two sided thing where one is to not just take over the thing that stresses the other one out and instead, you know, encourage them and empower them. But then part of that is also empowering them and being aware of that those criticisms might land a lot harder with that person than for someone who feels more confident in their scheduling.

And maybe also one person's more likely to just go, Oh, okay, when something gets on the calendar, and the other person's more likely to say, Oh gosh, okay. Um, oh geez, well I kinda wanted that evening to just chill. I didn't uh okay.

So I think there's a lot of dynamics there to to be aware of. Right. Which leads us to a study called I Love You, Let's Share Calendars. When was this done? This was 2012, so this is a little bit older, but it was specifically about Google Calendar users. So not not so old that we're using paper calendars here, right? So what was fun about this is that They looked at people who were Google Calendar users, and they also specifically did this with adults who did not have kids.

So they were kind of looking at like how do just dyads manage calendaring together and how do they deal with sharing calendars? And what they found is that what we've been talking about, it's not just a logistical problem, it's an emotional issue. So when you share a calendar with people and you put an event on your calendar that they can see that says dinner with mom, 6 PM, this isn't just logistics. It's also communicating to them your priorities.

Your obligations, what you value, what's important to you of the things that get written down versus the things that don't get written down. And so they found that scheduling through a shared calendar can cause conflicts over that too. Cause here's another situation. Say one person puts an event on our shared calendar. Do I interpret that as Hey, I thought we could do this at this time or like this is decided, you're stuck.

Right. Like this is really important to me that we do this. Or is it kind of like, hey, I thought this might be a time for this? that that that really varies. And so people started coming up with strategies for this. Again, this is a a study of people that have already been actively using Google Calendars together.

And can I ask, is this also this shared calendar system, is it just for things that the two people do together or is it also separate things that like here is my work schedule for the week and then you put in your work schedule as well and then we kind of do things around what is, you know, necessary for us to be able to function in the week.

Right. Okay. A good question. And that's going to come up in just a second here. So first is that one of the things people realized is that they needed to have multiple calendars. that they couldn't just share one calendar because they needed a way to manage privacy. And the only real way to do that was by having multiple calendars. So kind of like you just said, Emily, right? You've got the multi-emory calendar shared with us. But then

You know, you have your own calendar, you don't use as much. Like I have my work calendar, like my day job work calendar, I've got my personal calendar, I've got my multi emory calendar, right? I've got a lot of different ones that different people have certain shared views into those, right? Uh so one was managing multiple calendars, but they found that managing multiple calendars is cognitively expensive. Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. What if you put something on the wrong calendar accidentally? Yeah.

Yeah. That's a real problem, especially if you've got a work calendar mixed with personal calendars, right? That can be a real risk. Or like I've got a shared calendar with my mom, right? That that Dedeker and my mom and my stepdad are all on one shared calendar. I don't use it very often. But it's like I don't wanna accidentally put something on there that I don't want them to see, right? Like there's a lot of extra cognitive mental load there.

And one of the the things is that what people wanted to do with that was to set up their visibility. So it'd be like my personal calendar. just shows is like busy or available to the people I share it with. But then our shared calendar, you get to see all the details and we can both edit it. But they found a lot of people would mess that up or like didn't know how to set the settings right or thought it was private but it wasn't.

And then a conflict would come up because of something the other person saw on their calendar. I think I think we can all probably think of certain relationships we've had where that might have been more likely than others, if you've already got kind of a maybe more jealous or more tenuous relationship that every little thing can get scrutinized. Yeah.

Yeah. But then on the other hand, by sharing your whole calendar, it's like this indicator of trust and intimacy. Kind of like you were saying, Emily, of like, I don't know if I'm close enough with this person that I'll share that. So it's I think the short thing here is that it's complicated. Yeah, it's toughly complicated.

And so and then and then a big issue of it is that a lot of the couples don't explicitly discuss their sharing boundaries and kind of why they're setting up their calendars in a certain way. And so that's something we'll get into with kind of the takeaways. But a big important piece of this is actually communicating about it. Not just sharing them or sharing parts of them, but also talking about why you do it in a certain way and how that fits with your values.

to then establish things like trust of like the fact that you can't see details on my personal calendar is almost like just to simplify so you don't have to worry about that, but we need to have a certain level of trust there. Do you feel like sharing your calendars and the way that you do with one another has helped your relationship? Or has it created more challenge at times?

It sounds like the issues that come up surrounding like the anxiety that you feel around calendaring, that is sort of your own separate thing that doesn't necessarily have to do with the calendar itself. or the act of putting like things on the calendar, but rather like should I leave this open or not? And is my partner gonna get mad at me if I do something wrong surrounding this calendar?

Because of that, I have not found the shared calendar to help with that problem because it's more about wondering about, oh, maybe she was just keeping that evening free for something, right? It's more of the stuff that's not on the calendar still causes the anxiety for me. But I will say that the shared calendar for us sharing a car is super Important. Yeah.'Cause then when I'm scheduling an appointment, I can pull up her calendar. And I'll say I have her calendar turned off most of the time.

So when I'm looking at my own calendar, it's just my own calendar, but then I'll turn hers on so it becomes visible if I'm scheduling something where I realize, oh shoot, I need to check if if I'll be able to have the car at that time. Why can't you just say, like, if we were to do something on this day, would that be okay? How does that feel to you? Well, that's... Just trust that her yes or no is is real. Well right, yeah.

That works when we do it. Yeah. That works when we do it, but the problem is that adds an extra step to the process. If it if it helps with your anxiety then why does it matter? Sure, but it's like is she always available? It's like no, she's on a work she's she's doing a coaching call. She's out doing her tea ceremony. And then also also the other problem is. I know.

If Dedeker complains about all the scheduling falls on her, when I then have to come to her about scheduling everything, it's not solving that problem either. What do you say to that, Dadaker? Sometimes I'm like, hey, let's sit down and schedule this. And Dedeker's like annoyed that I couldn't just schedule that myself. Or like, no, why don't you just handle that? Yeah, what do I say about all that? Uh I don't know. I do think over the course of the past few years, like you've gotten better at

like let's say if you're coordinating with another partner, right? I think that you've gotten a lot better at like coordinating, making a decision with that partner, putting something in the calendar, and then Either just be like, All right, that's my plan, it's great or sometimes coming to me and be like, Hey, I schedule this thing for Friday night

You know, that's my plan. Is that cool? Oh, I just want to double check with you, you know, right? And and I think that's been good. That's been that's been fine. Right. Right. Yeah. And I've had to very intentionally try to like build up that skill and kind of brace myself for the fact that you might have some complaint about it. And Jay C make me sound like I'm so scary and No, right. It's not it's not that you're We've run into like scheduling conflicts.

I mean, you run into that in other relationships. I run into that into other relationships. It feels like it's pretty par for the course for being non monogamous that yeah, sometimes you run into scheduling conflicts and oh no, we gotta deal with it. I feel like w with you and I though, our history there

I don't think we have a really long history of scheduling conflicts becoming supercharged necessarily. Sure. Of course sometimes, but like I feel like most of the time it's more of like, oh that's annoying. I gotta move this or oh no, I thought this was you know, like I just want I just want the people to know. I'm not like biting Jas's head off every single time. Like the Jace problem.

This this is a me problem entirely of just not wanting my scheduling decisions to negatively impact anyone. Like I only want people to be happy with them, right? Just trying to ask probing questions. Just trying to get up in there.

She's trying to get up in there. No, I have to I still have to like kinda go, Okay, like I'm gonna just put this, I'm just gonna make a decision. Like it is hard, like it is something, but I do think that like I mentioned before, that trying to just like take away that responsibility from me wouldn't be helping either of us either. Yeah, that's true. So anyway. You know the irony is T s my C T ceremony classes are the only place where I keep a paper planner.

Again, welcome to the sidebar of Dedeker's multi multi Japanese culture corner. Yeah,'cause there's specific planners that are specific to tea ceremony. Well that's just a That was cool. list all the important dates and important seasonal things you need to know. And so that's the only place in my life now where I I use a paper planner. Now you know. The more you know. So so basically to kind of sum up the findings from this particular study is just that the problem's complicated and that

A lot of things don't get communicated about when they should. And so there's actually a 2025 study on digital privacy in relationships, like between couples. And they found that they typically rely on a quote, privacy silence, which are these unspoken assumptions about what should be shared and what shouldn't, or what is shared and what isn't. And this works fine until it doesn't. And I don't like why...

Yeah, I think I've come across that term before in the research about privacy silence. Yeah. About that we just yeah, we have these unspoken assumptions. Yeah. And I think that it's I think there's sort of a monogamy silence that we've talked about before too. Sure. Where monogamous people assume everyone else has the same definition of monogamy that they do and it works fine until it doesn't. And sometimes it spectacularly doesn't, right? Where

people have different standards of what counts as being monogamous. And I think with privacy it's that too, right? Of so so basically the takeaway is Have explicit conversations about that, about how you're setting up your calendars and, you know, kind of looking at what what's happened for you in the past, how can we address those? Like this helpful conversation that Emily's been facilitating with me and Jeddeker here. Such a good mediator. Yeah.

Okay. Now I I just really quickly want to tell you about this math paper. Okay, so math okay, so mathematicians have proven that polyamory is impossible. That's what you're telling me? Okay. So so let me back up a little bit. So this is brand new. This is in twenty twenty four. is three computer scientists at the University of Liverpool published a peer-reviewed paper called, quote, polyamorous scheduling. That's the name of it, and it was presented at the Fun With Algorithms Conference.

Which I didn't know existed, but now I really want to go to that. Written all over. Over it. Exactly. Like something you'd love. Yeah. So the the important thing to kind of think about first here is that in this, they're using polyamory as an example, but this paper isn't really about polyamory, it's just inspired by. So this It's based on the true story.

Based on a true story of polyamory, yes. So this is actually very similar to things like if you've ever heard of the traveling salesman problem. Are you familiar with that one? No. Oh really? Oh no. I thought everyone knew that one. Basically the traveling salesman problem, the short version of it is you're her old school door to door traveling salesman and you've got to go to all of these cities.

And the idea is you've got different roads between the different cities. Can you plot a route that minimizes your distance and doesn't take the same road twice and allows you to hit every city in the most efficient way? Right. So it's kind of this.

It's based on a real-ish thing, but it's more about the mathematics of graph theory behind it, right? There's another one that's called the stable marriage problem, which is a little bit related. So the way this one works is you've got This is assuming all heterosexual couples for this mathematical issue and also all of the people are just dots.

Uh anyway, so you've got a bunch of people and each of the people has varying levels of interest in the other people. The question is, can you pair up these people into marriages? Such that no two unmarried people would rather be with each other than the people that they're with. Okay. Okay, hold on. Yeah. Okay, so it's all these dots, these dot people who have various interests And compatibility. And there's male and female dots here, right?

Heterosexually. Can we connect them in such a way that they're with their like ideal partner? How do we how do we know what their idea is? Oh. So so so we we know who they like. Like we know which of the other people everyone likes. Okay. It's not about f being with their ideal partner. It's just making sure that

someone else in a different relationship that you wouldn't rather be with them and that they wouldn't also rather be with you. So it's sort of this weird, complicated problem. So maybe you're with so maybe you're 'Cause if you know who everybody likes, won't you just pair them up with uh who everybody likes? And they like multiple people. Oh I see. Okay. So it's not like an evenly distributed one person always likes one other person. It's no okay. Right. Right. So like real life. Okay.

multiple people, but in this they like them specific amounts, right?'Cause it's not okay. Okay. Um so the idea is like maybe you're married to your second choice, but your first choice, you're not also their first choice. They like somebody else. Much like real life. Much like real life are some people not liked by anyone. Yeah, you know, that that I don't know. I don't know the specifics of this. But who's the sad little dot that's the least liked by everyone in the group? It's really awkward.

As long as they get matched up with someone else who at least doesn't like someone else who likes them back more. God. Okay. Anyway, again, this is not actually helpful for marriages, but the research that went into solving that problem is used in medical residency matching today. Oh. Yeah. So the idea is that when residency students are matched, it's that you don't y you use the algorithm that was figured out to solve this problem.

to not have it so a hospital that wished they had had that person and that person ended up at a different hospital and they wished they'd been at that hospital. So it's to kind of maximize the satisfaction of everybody in their matching of which hospitals want them and which hospitals they want to work at. And kind of minimizing the disappointment or likelihood that they'll get together later and be like, I wanted to work there and like we wanted you too. Yeah. Like that doesn't work.

Okay, big big preface there, that this is really falls into the category of just abstract math problems, but it is called the polyamorous scheduling problem. So they modeled the group as a bunch of dots, right? So the people are all dots. This time there's no heterosexual nonsense here. Any dot can be with any other dot. And the lines between each of the dots are the different relationships. Some people have relationships, some don't.

and that each person has a desired amount of time that they would like to spend in a relationship. And so the puzzle goes years or time like in a week, for instance? Yeah, like once every three days, once every two days, once every week. Like however often, however frequently you want to see that person. So the puzzle goes like this.

In a given day, each person can go on one date or like can be with one person. Can you make a schedule that minimizes the amount that people wish they could be seeing a partner more and they're not? Mm. I see. So like closest to satisfaction for everybody involved.

And the way they described that is they use the word heat. So if you like when you see a person, your heat goes down to zero. And then the heat increases as you don't see them after you wish that you could. Okay. Can you figure out a way to minimize your head? Yeah. Natural. I've lived through many moments of feeling like I'm on freaking fire going crazy because I can't see this person.

Yes. Yep. And so the the conclusion here is basically that through this paper they proved that this scheduling falls into the category of NP hard problems. And don't worry too much about what that means, the math people out there. I I see you. You know what I'm talking about. But there's this big long standing thing in computer science about P versus NP problems.

And basically P problems, the short version is as the number of variables grows, the amount of time that it would take a, you know, computer or a system algorithm to solve that goes up by a reasonable amount. We'll we'll just simplify it to say by so it does get more complicated and it'll take longer, but within a reasonable time they could get solved. Versus NP problems are problems that grow so exponentially fast that

You hit this point s fairly early on that it's just there's not enough atoms in the universe to solve this problem, right? That the whole universe would die before you could solve it. There's not enough atoms in the universe to solve the problem of polyamorous scheduling is what you're saying. That's kinda what I'm saying. Yeah. But basically as you add variables, as you add people. Okay. Yeah. More people, more preferences, more schedules, yes. Right.

More people, more problems. Very quickly goes out of control. And so an ex example of like why this is relevant in real life with NP problems is that an NP problem is really hard to solve, but easy to check if you got it right. So like Sudoku is an NP problem where it's hard to solve a Sudoku puzzle. But if you say, hey, I've solved this, you can pretty easily just check all of the rows and columns and boxes and go, yep, you did, or no, you didn't.

Right. This is like the backbone of all computer cryptography online. What keeps us all safe is the fact that our encryption is an NP problem where you can if you know the answer, you can check if the answer is right. Right. But if you don't know the answer, you can't figure out the answer in any reasonable human scale amount of time. So so th so then like I learned about this, I was like, okay, that's interesting, but it's probably like once you get to really big numbers of people. But

Here's the crazy thing. If you have three people that are in a relationship each with each other and I try it. I had but but in this world where you can't hang out with two people at the same time, right? Each day you can only hang out with one person. And each of those three people wishes they could hang out with each of their partners once every two days.

If you think from the point of view of one person, yeah, every other day I see this person, then the next day I see the other person. But when you look at the three, since each person can only be on one date per day. It's impossible to solve that for just those three people if their desire is to see each of their other partners once every other day.

Like you could think about this like spending the night, right? Say we have a triad and it's like, I want to spend the night with each of you every other night and and you both want the same thing that there's mathematically that is impossible to solve for all three people. As in like it creates a situation where like someone is having to take a hit of not seeing their partner as frequently as they would like to.

If you think about this in just three people here, or again,'cause only one a person can only be with one other person on one day. So if two people are together, by definition that third person is not with either of them. 'Cause they're both spoken for. So it's someone has to be alone. So the most that you could see your two other partners is once every three days. Okay. I see.

And so again, it's just sort of mathematically interesting to look at that. But I think where it becomes relevant is to show that within rigid constraints, you can very easily find situations like that that are literally impossible to solve. But we have the advantage of being humans who can communicate.

and emotionally regulate and these sorts of things. And so in that, it's like, yeah, if you want to see your partner every other day, not possible in this rigid setup. But if you're willing to say once every three days, suddenly great, we can solve it within that small group. Like once every three days, but then I text with you the other two days. Sure. Right. Like so I still feel connected to

Yeah, yeah. So Sylvia connected you and then I get one day to myself each each week or each three days. I get one day to myself. I bring this up mostly for fun. I just think this is fun that someone actually made a math problem and so like super famous problems that everybody knows, like the traveling salesman problem. But now there's a polyamorous scheduling problem. So I think it's cool that we're also in sort of the annals of math. Really?

Known NP problems. And specifically that it's an NP hard problem, which is a designation of problems within NP that are really hard to solve. The do this kind of exponential growth thing as they get more complicated. So anyway, the takeaway is be flexible and don't try to make too rigid of rules. And I know that sounds

Trite, but we do see that a lot, where people will go into non monogamous relationships saying, Okay, here's my deal though,'cause I'm primary. I need X number of nights of your week per week to be with me. And like just acknowledge that the more rigid those are, the more unsolvable this can become as you add more variables. What a lesson. Right. Math solved it.

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And we're back. So I've got four quick tools I've come up with here to help with this based on the research. And the first one is the one we just talked about, which is when you're thinking about scheduling, don't try to make it perfect. If you can just settle for good enough

Like realizing that minimizing heat that they did in that math paper, like that's the best that you can hope for. Like you you most likely can't find a perfect solution, but to communicate about that and to maybe even ask yourself that question when you're approaching a new week. Like what relationship has the most heat? Of like which is the one that feels like it needs the most maintenance right now or that

you know, I need to spend some time with. And then also just have conversations with your partners about this. Of like, hey, here's realistically what's going on. I also need my time to recharge. And just sort of acknowledging like, this is hard. You're not alone. Like math math proved it. It's hard. It's impossible. So give yourself a break, right? Good enough is good enough.

All right, number two. This is something that actually comes from the Gottmans, which they call rituals of connection, which I'm calling anchor rituals, which is basically to simplify your scheduling by having routines.

Right. Having like a regular Saturday brunch or something like that. Right. This could be with a group of people, could be with one. And what's interesting about the Gottman research here is that they found that having these sorts of rituals, what mattered about them is that both people were actively invested in them, that one person wasn't just like going through the motions.

But what they found is that what the activity was actually didn't matter at all in terms of the relationship satisfaction and happiness. So whether that was just we know, we watch Law and Order Thursday nights together and like have a glass of wine and that's our fun connection time. Or it's we go out on a date or do something a little more elaborate.

That didn't matter as long as both people looked forward to it and were invested and actively engaged in it. Have you ever had anything like that? Do we have anything like that? Or you and me?

Well, I don't know. I mean, Jace, you and I, we've gone back and forth over the years of like having a regular date night or sometimes splitting it up into like a regular date night that's like outside of the house versus like quality time, like intentional date night time inside of the house. I think that's That's right. That's been the main thing. Yeah. Yeah.

Yeah, very specified rituals. I'm trying to think for all of us. This is something that we just tend to do, but before our meetings we kind of shoot the shit for I don't know, ten, fifteen minutes. Oh, yeah. Just to sort of catch us sometimes. Much longer. That was aspirational, but twenty to thirty minutes sometimes. But but that's kind of nice. I mean, it's nice to know. sort of reset and check in on how everyone's doing, especially if it's been like a week or two that we've talked.

Do you think? Rituals in your relationship right now, Emily? I'm trying to think about that. Yeah. I I mean, we have things that like we really enjoy doing together and when we work together, we tended to, you know, sometimes on certain days like go out, go out to certain places that had bartenders for instance that we knew and it would be nice to like see them but

it's harder now that both of us don't work together anymore and we have like a little bit more unspecified schedules. So I think what we do try to do is make sure that like every weekend we see each other. that we spend a couple, you know, nights a week together at least, two to three generally. And then it's kind of specific to the night or to the day what it is that we do.

But that's kind of a ritual where it's like weekend is the time. So you kinda know to expect. Like, oh weekend's when we're gonna get together. Exactly. That's nice. So this is one that's particularly helpful also for monogamous folks as well as polyamorous folks. That whole like all we have together is default time. We don't have any intentional time. So just setting aside even like a walk every week.

Or a morning coffee of like on Sundays we don't get out our phones for the first hour of the day and just have coffee together or something like that. And then the one where I think I would actually love to do this more is with friends. And I think finding the right cadence is the challenge. But something like a monthly dinner where it's like all you know, you invite all your friends over to your house once a month or once a quarter or however often you can manage. Yeah. Mm-hmm.

I think that that'd be something nice with. Yeah, with some of my friends. I'm like, Yeah, like we'll have times where we're regular, but it'll be like weekly, we'll play games together or something, and then we'll have several months of not anything at all. So maybe it's finding a schedule that's easier to maintain. Yeah, I do think the more that you can create like a set it and forget it situation with scheduling, it does help with that. Like, yeah, I do have a friend who

I just pitched to her, hey, like let's meet quarterly, right? Like again, something like I got a busy life, you got a busy life, right? And let's just set it up as a recurring calendar event. And like if we have to move it, we can move it. If we have to s reschedule it, we can and like and we do have to, but like it's in the calendar. at this like cadence that's again not too intense and that's been really nice and it's made it really, really easy to maintain. Yeah, that's a great point.

And so I I think that would be my advice to people also, if this is something you're struggling with, of just like just put something repeating in your calendar and then just see what happens.

Right. It's okay if it doesn't happen perfectly. Right. But I do think that this is a situation where if you want to sit down with your friend or your partner or whatever, and we have to hash out what's it going to look like for the next six months. Like which day is it going to be that's going to work for the next six months? It's like that's not going to go very well and it's

It's probably gonna produce a lot of that anxiety. But if you just like put it in there and then it's like create the structure, but then create flexibility around the structure, I found that that tends to help.

Yeah. I I find in calendars too, setting something to be on a certain day of the week. So it's like make this every second Sunday or something like that. rather than on a numbered day. So then you can just put it in, boop, it shows up. And then when it's coming up, you go, Ooh, actually I'm gonna be out of town this weekend.

So going along with this is another thing that actually Dedeker and I do with this is we set it up scheduled in advance is doing our radars. And you know, that's our check-in. If you're not familiar with what I'm talking about, go check out multiamory.com slash radar or go listen to I think it's like episode six or something like that. It's one of the early episodes where we talk about radar as sort of a regular check in. But

We have ours set up that way. So then as it gets closer, we can scooch it, move it back a week, change it if we have to. But we know it's there. So it's kind of like we'll deal with that when we get closer to it. But it's also a great time to do tool number three here, which is capacity forecasting. Now that's it's like a terrible name. I probably shouldn't have called it capacity forecasting. That sounds so like corporate. But it's basically

having some kind of regular check-in that's just about kind of how overwhelmed you're feeling. And the idea here is to avoid canceling last minute, which can trigger a lot of negative feelings and can make that Heat grow even faster if something was planned and then gets cancelled. And then also just gives people a heads up about your energy.

So it it could just be something regularly at the beginning of the week or maybe midweek as you're coming up toward the weekend to be like, Okay, this week has been really intense for me. We've got our regular time that we see each other is Saturday. Just heads up, I'm probably gonna want to do something really low-key and not go out and party. That's just gonna be too much. But it's sort of having a check-in about your overall bandwidth.

And at a radar, this could be maybe on a macro scale. For the next month, this is kind of what I anticipate. Like I think I'm gonna be really busy'cause I'm traveling for work or like my mom's sick and I'm taking care of her. So I I know I'm gonna be extra busy this month. But then even just a more frequent weekly check in could be a really helpful thing. And it could just be a text, right? It doesn't have to be like a meeting, right? So not capacity forecasting in that way.

What's interesting is uh so a study for this one was from Stanton and Campbell, twenty fifteen from the Journal of Social and Personal Relationships, found that when anxiously attached people are prompted to think about relationship threats like rejection or a partner pulling away.

It creates measurable cognitive load that then impairs their performance on everything in their life. Not just tasks related to that, but just kind of everything, because that base level anxiety has increased. And that this didn't happen for securely attached people. Or when anxious people thought about non relationship stressors, that that didn't have as big an impact. Because our relationships are so important.

Yeah. And so that's an argument for why having these capacity check ins can help short circuit this by replacing this threatening ambiguity of Why have they not scheduled something with me now? Why did they cancel that? Why don't we have more things on the calendar? With more concrete information of, okay, this is about not me, right? This is about Dan Ruth. This is about that going on to again do things to eliminate sort of the unknowns and the uncertainty, which is where we started this.

Yeah, I I think that unknown from my partner, from other people in my life, that is the thing that does tend to cause me anxiety, like in a variety of different factors and ways. And I I think that's such a good way of like helping to mitigate that and To work through it, hopefully, between partners, especially if you can do it like maybe on a monthly basis and then maybe even a weekly basis, you know, if

I'm seeing my partner on Sunday and then I know like Monday is coming up, the new week is coming up to say like what's on the docket for the week or what do you anticipate happening? And then that can kind of hopefully give me some understanding of how available or not he might be.

Yeah. I I will say with that, it goes back to the communication piece'cause I've sometimes had relationships where that question of like what's your week look like this week makes me feel stressed out about like, oh gosh, like, okay, I well, I don't know yet.

But I know like I'm probably gonna be busy, but they're asking me now, like when am I free? Like I interpret it as that question. So I do think there's communication that needs to go into that as well, of kind of maybe reframing it as not just like what do you have going on this week? but sort of over Exciting capacity. Yeah, what it should be.

Sure, like do you have anything that you're excited about this week? I don't know. Yeah, that reframing is smart, but s something that doesn't feel anxiety inducing to that individual. But rather, what are you looking forward to? Or what are things, you know, are there specific events that you're looking forward to this week? Just again, so that each of you can try to lessen the anxiety that may or may not occur from that conversation.

Right. Or or modeling what it is you're looking for by sharing what you've got going on first. So it is kind of this like, what's your week look like this week? For me, like I've got these things coming up. I think I'm probably gonna be tired this week or like

You know, all these meetings got cancelled on my schedule. So, you know, my manager's taking the week off. So I've got a chill week this week. Whatever it is. Just to kind of give a sense of like you just want an overall impression, not here's the days are available, I'm going to claim all of them.

Total image. can definitely be a problem in any relationship really.

We've covered a lot of ground here and I think for me this might be a lesson that I need to go back and like listen to this episode again to remind myself of these because we had a lot of information in this one. But I think there's a lot to unpack here and also just as a little teaser for myself, I've been thinking a lot about like what would a calendaring app look like if it were more emotionally focused and less logistical focused. Uh interesting.

Like for example, if someone in a work context were like, Oh yeah, let's let's have a meeting about this and they send me their calendarly link, I immediately am like, Well, whatever. Like I don't want to schedule with you then. Like you're putting this all on me. Yeah. Oh I'm excited. I'm like this is great. Okay,'cause this is'cause the thing that drives me crazy is when people are like

Cool, let's meet. Uh I'm free on Mondays, Wednesdays between two forty five and six forty five Eastern. Uh or or maybe on this particular day. Like no, I want I want the calendar link, Jace. Wow. All these people who send Cali links to Jace, just send them to me. I feel soothed by that. That's interesting. That's really interesting. Because I often like if someone sends me that, I'll be like, No, I'll send you my calendarly link. Like take that you book with me.

'Cause I don't know, somehow for me it brings up like the whole I'm making an appointment with my doctor or something where it's kinda like I'm having to come to them to be like, Can I please get your time? about power for you. Okay, sorry, so this is all about coming back to you making a calendar app that's more emotionally focused rather than logistically focused.

Right. And then also thinking about like how do you manage privacy that's not, Oh, I've gotta check all these boxes and make all these custom groups and figure out all this complicated stuff to like How do I set up a calendar that feels like it's focused more on people interacting with people, whether you're using it professionally or not? So anyone out there who

had some interesting thoughts about that, hit me up in our Discord. Uh you can go check that out at multiamory.com slash Discord. You can get information about it. And then of course you get access to all our channels if you join our community at multiamory.com slash join.

I've been thinking about this a lot recently, so curious what other people think about it. We also have our question of the week on our Instagram stories, which is what's one scheduling habit that has helped or hurt your relationships the most? Very curious to hear what people have to say about that. You can do that on our Instagram at multiamory underscore podcast. You can answer anonymously, and then we can repost those.

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Jace Lindgren. Our production assistant is Carson Collins. Our theme song is Forms I Know I Did by Josh and Anand from the Fractional Cave EP. The full transcript is available on this episode's page on multiamory.com.