I relate so deeply to the Kim and Kry situation on a cellular level, and watching this video of them cry out for help and fight really took me down to the sticks. Because as adults we push away experiences we had as children. It's just our survival mechanism. We just we brush it off. We think it didn't happen. It's the only thing we knew. We can sometimes just say that we didn't have a great childhood, or an ideal childhood or a functional childhood. But it's just like
an anecdotal thing. But you really don't remember or even know what it felt like, because it's just something you can describe. It's not something you can feel now because you've pushed it down and because you're not a child. And so I watch Kim and Croy in desperation. Imagine people who cared so deeply about what other people think. Financially, the cars, the stuff, the chanel bags, the show, the show,
the show. We'll get into that, but that to be able to be on camera, awsome hidden camera, or not even be in front of your neighbors, just like be out there in the open with police at your house and someone calling the police and actually talking to the police because you feel like they're the only ones who can help you. That means you are close to rock bottom. And I lived in that house. I know that there's been discussion about finances and gambling and foreclosures and mortgages
and fronting and stunting. It's a fact. And I know that I was the kid in that house. I was at the kid in the house where in the neighborhood things were smashing, glass was smashing. There was one time that my mother took every single framed beautiful glass and I don't mean like eight x ten like a giant, like giant poster size horse winter circle pictures that my stepfather won that were all over the house and smashed them all. I remember watching suicide attempts. I remember knife fights.
I remember my mother being beaten with the phone and dragged down the hall. And I remember hearing the word see the sea word that my stepfather was calling her that because she had been out to Studio fifty four till all hours of the night, I wasted and got into a car accident. He would lock her out. She would punch the glass to get in, bleeding everywhere, and I remember he would come in and say everything to me about her, like everything she was to me, you know.
And I remember hiding in the closet. I remember lighting paper. I remember lighting fire, like not that I wanted to set the house on fire, but I remember lighting paper and then blowing it out, lighting paper and then blowing it out, like watching the flame get a little bigger. I could have set the house on fire. I was a child, and I remember eating off of a card table. We had a parakeet and we had a cat. We ate off of a card table. Fifty three Greenway Terrace
and Forest Hills. The house cost one hundred thousand dollars. I kept trying to ask, like how much one hundred thousand dollars was, Like, it's one hundred thousand dollars. And I remember having different cars, Mercedes, Jaguar, all of it, and then I remember having none of it. I remember my stepfather coming in and asking me to break open
my piggy bank to pay back bookies, football bookies. I remember calling the cops and them coming and us being at the hospital and be looking at me, looking myself and the ads for like little apartments and begging why we can leave them? Why we couldn't find an apartment. And I remember, I remember all of it. I remember going to that groom's house, my father, my stepfather's groom, his horse groom who worked for me, a young guy in his twenties, and his mother, Pat Wilson, and she
and her husband. She her husband used to was a raging irish alcoholic. I don't remember. I remember there being an abusive household too, and I remember someone in that house being violated in that house. Let's just leave it at that. These I know that I didn't realize we couldn't leave because of money. Money, money, money, money, money, money, money. Money makes the world go go round. And it's why Kim and Croy probably are staying together in some way.
They probably love each other, they probably hate each other. They probably look at each other and their mirrors of each other. They reflect all their mistakes. They're the only ones who know how much a fraud it's all been. And I bring up the show because that's what The Housewives is. It's a place where you have to show everybody else how rich you are, how much money you have, how many air meaz bags you have, how many letters you can fit on your body, how many logos you
can wear. I'm not saying this is a situation with p K and Dori. I'm just saying so many people have said there have been financial issues. I'm not saying that was the situation with Alex and Simon. I'm saying that they were going to Kevali and went into foreclosure. I'm not saying that it's the situation with Charat, but she felt like she had to build some palace to
prove something to somebody. I'm not saying that Nini is or isn't a rich bitch, but she came on the show as a woman who was just like a normal married woman and felt the need that she had to prove that she was rich bitch. It goes on and on and on in every single city. Everybody has to prove how much money they have, and then you find out, oh, they're not really a housewife. They're being helicoptered in to prove they're a housewife. Oh they don't really own their house,
they rent their house. Or oh that person in Salt Lake City, jen Shaw who's stealing to look rich with logos everywhere, but they're all fake. Oh that's not really her house. Every season she rents a new house. First season I was on with Chill. They had money. It's some money. Bobby rented a yellow Lamborghini to film. Everybody has to appear rich and it's a pressure cooker because they can't sustain it. They can't sustain it. And I know how much money people have that were on the
Real Housewives of New York. It wasn't a lot compared to what people think. It's not a lot on Beverly Hills. It's a lot, but it's not what you think it is because everything is designed to show you how rich people are. Was Erica that rich? Was Erica that rich? I knew she was, and I knew her husband owed money. It doesn't matter. Everybody has to prove it. That's what that show is about. And they don't hire people that don't look rich. You don't have to be rich, you
just have to look rich. They would never hire someone in a studio apartment like mine. Now, that's not what the brand is, and they would say she doesn't have enough money. She doesn't like she has enough money when casting. That's what it is, and that, I bet you is a lot of the pressure here because we hear about all the bags that him selling, all the money that these two were trying to prove that they had, and
now we hear about gambling debts. There are children in that house, and they probably can't afford to break up, and somebody's going to have to just be a grown up out of the two of them and take their kids and themselves out of that misery. People want to blame Kim, people want to blame everyone. They're both in there, and their children are going to be the product of
their unresolved issues. All the issues that their children have in the future that they're talking to their therapists about are going to be a result of being in that house. So somebody has to get out of there. Somebody wants to stay in my house, in my guest room, in my guest house, no problem. But somebody's got to get the hell out of there and find a small, tiny place to stay with no heirs and no show and
no go. And they have to call this fight now because this is irresponsible, it's unhealthy, it's bad for their children, they're doing damage, it's bad for themselves. Somebody has got to call this fight. It's time someone has to get out of this house, get a studio apartment that is six hundred dollars a month and take those kids into a calm environment. Living in a nice, big house is not worth this, and it's doing damage. It's enough now