complicit comforts
sheesh, that talking robot is not your friend. opt out once in a while.
May 29, 2024•50 min
Dropout Philosophy
Official Shmay
the current system has failed black people. i’m just vibing and rambling, trying to cope with the simulation and figure out how i feel.
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Episodes
back like i never left
i had my shoes off, back on the middle console, toes up to the sunroof yawns a plenty, forgot the topic. just me @ my finest
May 19, 2024•3 min•Season 4Ep. 1
robot rant
i curse a lot, so you have been warned but DAWG I AM MAD OK. that is ENOUGH input and suggestions from the robots & apps
Feb 17, 2024•25 min
the difference is there
do u like where ur at on the chain
Feb 10, 2024•9 min
your own captions?
sleepy talk
Feb 07, 2024•6 min
shmancient proverb
sweeping the studio, healing, revolution… theyre a forever thing, a till death do us part thing. a worthwhile form of silent love. plus some nonsense rambles
Jan 19, 2024•34 min
ds #302 margaret’s q (part II)
a two part chaotic ramble with 3/10 audio quality and 9/10 anarchy score but 10/10 still highly recommend these revelations from the mountain
Dec 30, 2023•27 min
ds #301 good question & CHAOS
headphone usres beware. this is madness
Dec 13, 2023•19 min
ds # 300 chaotic car ride
no conmrnt, lol
Dec 09, 2023•12 min
the worst podcast ever? lmao
i can’t bring myself to cut out the part i did specifically for the video… like the real podcast doesn’t start till like 7? minutes in or something? i can’t be bothered unfortunately to fix it, hope somethint worked in there. i won’t use that mic set up again lmao don’t worry
Nov 11, 2023•22 min
ds #291 yikes, a habit ramble
enter if you dare. i also didn’t realize that little reverse sound effect would be so loud so sorry in advance for the production/listening experience but anywho. lately i’ve been re-listening to Atomic Habits by James Clear and been thinking about how often i neglect my own systems and focus on critiquing the systems of others (yeah, i know. i’m working on it) + a bonus part 2 after i chicken out of going full sherlock holmes on the mysterious noise in another room. yeah girl idk. love you byee...
Aug 15, 2023•48 min
ds #290 (LIVE) making space for the first step
i was chaotically drawing on IG live today (check it out and follow @officialshmay on the gram ma’am) and talked about what im noticing is necessary for my progress, prioritizing space and time for step 1 (and sometimes step zeroooo)
Aug 14, 2023•45 min
ds #289 | standards pt 1
a chaos filled car ride to a semi clear destination
Jul 27, 2023•22 min
ds #288 | truth minus assumption
youre not “wrong” about your experience but you’re not as good at predicting the future as you may think you are (note to self)
Jun 17, 2023•5 min
ds #286 | current learnings + bloopers
my misconception and cowardice exposed and plus also i have a yucky outtake that i share with you. enjoy. be good. bye bye.
May 14, 2023•22 min
ds #285 | filters & compound growth
there are surface filters (instagram filters, LUTs and presets), experiential filters (substances, ego, content, proximity, environment), and underneath everything there are core filters (the code and operating systems installed and hacked into over time, the machine behind everything, the beliefs that hold your reality in place).
May 07, 2023•42 min
ds #284 butterfly POV
from this side of the coin, i present: a true shmay babble, mania flavored trip down dropout philosophy lane. dumpster fires, unreasonable metaphors, snacks and curse words brought to you by me and generous viewers like u. thank u
Mar 30, 2023•30 min
ds #283 spring cleaning priorities
a sleepy girl ramble/suggestion about refreshing your conscientious list of “what matters to me?”
Mar 28, 2023•13 min
ds #282 clogging the system
ai art is garbage
Mar 24, 2023•12 min
ds #281 chaotic kitchen talk
i can’t remember what this one is about but its a draft so here u are
Mar 23, 2023•18 min
ds #280 the in between
Rest in Peace Joel
Feb 23, 2023•4 min
ds #279 ready for new pt 2
girl… i’m sorry for the throat clearing sounds
Feb 20, 2023•32 min
daily shmay #278 being ready for the new
a conceptual word dump on two forms of “being ready for something new” in my opinion. sorry to alex honnold, for forgetting your name, keep up the great work darling. it’s chaotic, but it’s not wrong!
Feb 18, 2023•7 min
daily shmay #277 | adhesive & goals
fixing stuff for grams and thinking about thinking. took me a few tries.
Feb 12, 2023•9 min
ds #276 | lady electrician pls
representation matters to meeeee
Jan 17, 2023•6 min
ds #275 caution vs worry
i swear i love my grams, i’m not complaining go subscribe to her youtube channel
Dec 28, 2022•19 min
ds #274 God Compost
plans are silly & divine fertilizer
Dec 27, 2022•13 min
ds #273 | recognize that voice
is that your thought or feeling? do you want to feel that way? do you know which part of you is in the drivers seat. very very rambly and such. expand your vocabulary, awareness and power
Dec 18, 2022•26 min
ds #272 anti santa & roasting society’s ignorance of the internet
joining in any trend (no matter how long standing and innocent it seems) in this era is a risk. i don’t trust gen pop, so i’m not about to join the holly jolly charade and force these weird capitalism lies on a kid in their formative years
Dec 14, 2022•37 min
ds #271 stop not doing the thing
ur gunna have to do it anyways, move a muscle change a thought and other gems. what’s my fave quote from this episode you ask? “capitalism is in that ass”
Dec 12, 2022•6 min
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