Dropout Philosophy

Official Shmay

the current system has failed black people. i’m just vibing and rambling, trying to cope with the simulation and figure out how i feel.

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Episodes

ds #270 have faith or whatever?

i honestly just forgot to post this so i can’t remember what its about fr just listen and enjoyyyyy

Dec 12, 2022•10 min

ds #269 internet intimacy

like you have access to a lot of thoughts and performance art but 1 on 1 time? nah, it’s not that easy. stay in GA if you want OR should i start a patreon acct?

Dec 08, 2022•13 min

ds #268 | conversations and science

shmay in bed talkin science and yawning, don’t worry.. tomorrow will be juicy

Dec 07, 2022•11 min

ds #267 | happy & rituals

pleasant surprises and other yummy things. enjoy your time, use your rituals. i love you!

Dec 06, 2022•21 min

ds #??? | kitchen mumble chaos

honestly… i apologize for this 😂 i know better and imma do better, next episode is gunna be the audio and content quality experience you deserve

Nov 28, 2022•23 min

ds #265 | what r u rly after

the mind is sneaky, life is less frustrating when you work from awareness and truth and your own power

Nov 17, 2022•7 min

i made fancy grilled cheese and explain why it makes PERFECT sense for me to make a fort on a friday night. don’t be discouraged by my initial thought about states and cheese, i get on track (kinda) eventuallyyyyy

Nov 13, 2022•11 min

ds #263 would u be a fun teammate in the apocalypse?

multitasking and bad audio and rambles!

Nov 12, 2022•9 min

ds #262 weird parent vibes

and negatively why r u being mad so passionately when u havent an ounce of passion in your own life and if beibg big mad worked baby why hasn’t it

Oct 28, 2022•8 min

ds #261 deja vu????? no beyoncé

this is so wild… the feeling of familiarity is so wild

Oct 18, 2022•8 min

ds #260 idk who (me) needs to hear this

don’t beat yourself up bro that makes no sense. don’t sabotage. feeling good and connected to God/good is important. little chaotic but… oh well

Oct 13, 2022•12 min

ds #259 | crazy is cool

thanks for 10k plays & here’s my take on insanity

Oct 08, 2022•4 min

ds #258 | grease ya mind

chaos and good things + life update

Oct 05, 2022•20 min

ds #256 | shift the dialogue forward

let’s not reduce every culture to a negative thing. (or gentrified aav “slang”, corporate social media account lingo, girlboss email list template, buzzfeed quiz). this might sound chaotic but i think i said some good things.

Oct 03, 2022•8 min