Ep72: Pansexuality and Sex with an Elder Feat QueenSpit

And we are here yet again. I'm super excited. UM. Before we introduced our guests this week, something we haven't done in a while was kind of catch you guys up with anything that's been new with us or going on um with us. And so, as you guys know, and as you guys have seen on my social media, I am super excited. I fucking graduated and I don't know how. I haven't even announced it Jesus Christ, but

I'm sucking finally done with school. As y'all know, UM, for the last like six months, even the beginning of this year, I dealt with busy season UM at my part time job that I was at that I just recently left because I have a new job offer on the table that I start probably by the time this episode drops that I'm super excited for I'm done. Um.

With school and I'm just super excited. Now it's on to try to fucking prep for the motherfucking' c p A. Good God, Jesus, I'm fucking nervous and already stressed about doing that, But I'll start that in September. You can spell cp A, but you just you just did c p A CP what certified public account controlling, y'all, I'm like, what the fuck you? She really trying to c p A. UM. Also, I guess um as y'all may have noticed me talk about him, and I know y'all have seen me in

the gym and cooking for him. Fellam Bay is goddamn back slightly in the motherfucking pick. He came to the live show. He was at the live show. So our guest was looking like all bug eyed right now because she was at the live show. But yeah, he came to the live show. I don't know where I still stand with him. Of course, all of y'all are like that, because so even after the conversation with Mouse like, I know that he's still like and I said it at

the live show. I don't know if he's someone I see a future with, but I genuinely like him like I like him, I like his company, I like our

time together. He put way too much pressure on that, Like even after the mouse episode, I was kind of annoyed because I was talking about how I wasn't in a situation ship or whatever, but like everything needs way too much definition and it's exhausting, and I don't think it matters if you like that, And they can like I like, I don't see a long term like I mean, but to me, like, I'm really big on not wasting my time time if you enjoy but I'm not going

to commence to him without me feeling like there's a future. We've had to talk like He's like, what if I want to make my girlfriend, I don't want to make you my boyfriend. That's the thing. A lot of us start using terms like burbage, like I'm wasting my time or I wasted this time. If you enjoyed it, and you're enjoying it and you continue to enjoy it, then what the funk? Why is it such a big deal. I mean, I enjoyed something for five years and it

kind of dragged me down. So I enjoyed something for five years and kind of dragged me down. That something we'll get out, You'll get something out of this either the perspective, it's crazy because that's that's my concern. I'm like, well, what am I really going to get out of this? And and and I think that that's a good time. I mean, but yeah, but I think it'sday night. What's the big deal? Right? So I'll have him come over.

But to the point where we are talking about you know, commitment, or we are asking each other if we're our other partners, like he's he's aware of um. And it's been a conversation and so if he's looking for more, is he also expecting me to cut seven off? So like we've had this conversation and it sucks because I do like him, but having that more thing, I also I'm sure he's not into the open relationship thing type. So it's like it sucks because I do like him. I enjoy being

around him. He listens to the show, like he came and supported me at the show. He's now working me out because I told him, like what things I want to change with my body. He's doing that and he's in school right now to become a personal trainer. And so oh he's changing his life, hopefully not gonna be able to finish school, you know, and because he's still

in Parlt. But like I mean, I mean, I'm just saying so even stuff like that a future, I'm looking at the future, and you're telling me you're on part and I know at any point your po could be a dick and you could be gone again. And being that he got locked up within a month and a half of us meeting, I do have that, you know, I'm a little scared for that to happen again. I definitely will say this again. Um, the future is definitely

something what I'm looking for. Like I thought my five years was going to be my future and as everything kept going like year after year, so it's just me here right right, So it's it's definitely I I see, I can't if I can't see a future with you, If I can't see straight on longevity, I'm not And that's kind of where I'm at. So he is back in the picture. So I guess fella bay is a hashtag again, because you'll be righting me. They laughed at the mouth, saying he was sucking fourteen in the head.

Still I ain't got time for y'all. That mouse was like, I think it's still fourteen, so what's been new? I guess with with you Weezy, a lot of people have been seeing you know, your friends came in town. You are with geez now no more like and some people are still asking about love a boy and we just like y'all still got to catch up to episodes. Guy, like some girl wrote me, was like, tell me when

you'll break up so I could just catch up. I mean, I don't know, Like I think I even confused myself during that Determining the relationship episode because like, like I mentioned, like the label world like, I mean, some people are calling it a boyfriend. To me, it's not. I mean, we're definitely open and you know, we're sucking other people together. But I think I think you're you're you're dating like you said, yeah, I don't think it's a situation ship

because it could be growing right, you know. Right at the same time, I am actually realizing that I am more of an advocate for open relationships and even though what we're doing right now is considered monogamish by sucking people together, I'm thinking about going on a date. Like as great as it's going, he came to the Life show,

he met my friends. Like, I guess, I'm very worried about the same thing happening to me again where I'm getting invested in something is open, but there's no commitment at the end. And it's strange because even though we are both agreeing to not sleep with anyone else and it's actually exclusive, something about me wants to just open up a little bit more. And he's one of the most amazing men I've ever been with and the best

sex I've ever had in my life. And I still I feel like I just kind of want to just have another person. Yeah, I mean I when I think like that, honestly, it's like I know everything that I'm putting on the table. I know what I'm giving, I know my energy and everything like that, and I know I'm not and I'm too much for one person, right because I'm all over the place. Do you feel that it really meaning it? But with what she just said,

do you think that maybe that's what it is? Do you feel like maybe you're too much for one person? Not that you can't handle only one person, but do you feel like maybe you're just too much for one person? I had this feeling that after the live show, even though I knew how excited he was about it and all of that, my life was a lot and it has nothing to do with him, but everything to do with you. I am a lot, and like I have

a lot. I'm multifaceted. Like it's just all these things to me, and I just sometimes wonder if the things that I I have going on are too much. I think there's something that my mom told me when I was like, really really young. She went because she whatever lived in Cuba, you know, Communist Cuba, whatever, and it's really different. Back in the day my mom was born. She had a man for every everything. Take it to the movies, take her out to eat, take it to

the theater, take her to dance. So it's and then I started realizing as more as I started opening up my my doors into open relationships and polyamory and stuff like that, that yeah, there's certain like I don't want to go to the movie with someone who's gonna be like, because I talk, I'm gonna be like, what's gonna happen? I don't know, you know, but you're gonna be like, oh,

shut up, I'm watching. I don't want to go with you, You're gonna be like, I don't know's that's why now I like that, you know that kind of like I don't want to go, you know, pecast and something. Me and him kind of went back and forth about because he was like, you're not about to sit here and tell me like you're about to have another nigga to do something with it I don't like to do. And I'm like, but I got so many friends, right, yeah, it does so many friends. I'm not saying I need

so many love lovers can other people. It's not that he's not fulfilling me, because I don't feel that, but I will say, like he is my everything, and it's just a lot for someone I've only been dated in five months. You you you want to have an open relationship right now because you don't want to commit kind of That's what it's like. He's your everything, Like you

know what I mean. I don't mean it like fucking Whitney Houston song or some ship losing I know, but I meant like everything, like anything that I do I do with him, storm king next weekend, to that art big installation place, anything I want to do, it's him involved. Every single thing, even when I went to see Jesus in Meryll and the really big deal about that is like I had to introduce him to it to like it.

I'm not gonna tell you. I don't want to sit there with somebody at Jesus in Marylan to be like the brand is wrong and then do all a K s and just no Jesus in merriw with me in that moment. I know he enjoyed it, and I know we had fun with it. I know he loved it, But I wonder, like, is this what I'm supposed to have? And that's what's confusing me because I'm not unhappy. Why am I looking for something if you're not happy? Because

long term and open relationship is gonna work. And if I invest too much in one person, what if something goes wrong and then it's fucked? What if I have no one? You know I didn't? I mean, and that's the thing about dating one person. If something goes wrong, you're and it's so good right now, let's see. I don't look at it that way, because I don't think that you should look at being alone is being as as it's fault. No no, no, no no no. Not being alone, but like, I got no way to I

got nobody hang with. I don't have anybody go like once you like, I keep bringing it up. I had someone day in and day out for five years. Now I don't. It's going on three months. That is scared. I don't know what, nothing to get a call for a drink right and mostly like, for example, a lot of women when dating casually or whatever, they've got niggers on the line, like maybe somebody to hit back up. I really don't. I don't. I'm positive. So you're you're

all the way. Yeah, that is kind of like I'm too cute for this. I feel like, well, guys, and it's funny that you keep using this word everything. I want to tie that into the show today. Everything and being attracted to everything. And that's why we have our guests here today. And I'm super excited to bring her on. I know you're excited to this this um so our guests talking about how you end up on. Yeah, well, our guest today, guys, um is. I don't want to

call you a super fan, but she loves the show. No, I'm a supera we can do that. Yeah, she listened to the show, but she's super dope and what she does. Um, you guys may know her as Queen spit on social media talk about how she came up to us. So you didn't have a ticket for the live show? How did you get one? Less? Okay, so my friend yeah sold out completely? Um what I think? Um? The page in general said, if you know, last minute things happened. So if you have a ticket and you can't make it,

posted up. I said, I definitely want a ticket. If anyone has one, hit me up. But you were one of there was like people, how did you get it? This is exactly what happened. This girl, I don't I'm thinking. Her name is Mignondi and she was totally sweet. She was like, I was on a on a podcast about a month a month ago called Unwifeable. They did a live show. They wanted me to be on it. I went, she had heard me on the show. Okay, she follows

me and stuff like that. She was like, I heard you on the show and I just feel like you have to be there. Yeah, I'm like, thank you so much. Like because again, you know, she follows me, so I guess she saw all the times that I've you know, commented on y'all you read tweet every every tweet, and guy, I was I'm still angry that Wheezy you do not have a Twitter. She runs, she runs the horrible pod page. Okay, but no, yeah, but not on accounts account there's really

no stop. I don't get sleep from Instagram. I mean you will, you will because it's gonna get up. At first, I was like that. When I first started my Twitter about two years ago, I was like, oh my god, Twitter. Yeah again. That was also my first time that as demeris vera ak queen spit, I came onto a social media so queen spit. So can you explain? Um? Can you tell our listeners what you do? So? I am an amateur adult performer okay, basically known for sucking Halliday, Yes, sucker,

are you you a one? I'm not, you know, I'm not. That's why her nails are. Don't like that. These are digs, dick grippers, right. No. We were interviewing a dude that was like, don't care. It was Alex said that ship. Let me tell you they don't. But when they but when they one nice, they love it. Yo. I've had I've had men stop me in the street, like, can I see your nails? They're like, and I'm like sure, and they're like they're so nice? Are they in short?

Because there's stiletto so they're I literally told her in the hallway, I said, ain't no way you fucking any bitches right now with them goddamn, was like, I really don't feel like you can wipe your ass properly, and I definitely do. And then there's white How do you wipe your ass with long nails? Because I think that's a comic un so like you literally have to you bawl it up. And then you first of all, don't get no cheap nails. Don't go no Chinese people who

make sure you go to a good place. Not Chinese people. No, I don't go to Chinese. Who do you go to Whetnamese? No? I go to Spanish people. What I don't know, I like, okay, so I'm gonna put you I like, I like Vietnamese. I've had a few bad experiences, but anyways, make sure your news want to go because you'll know what they're talking about when they're talking about you. That's not at an experience where the first time I had a Spanish girl through my nails. I was like, oh, ship, they're tough.

Like you know, I'm still cooking. I'm still doing all of this stuff like you don't want to do. Like the person that does my nails has been doing my nails for a year and I don't have breaks, like they don't break, don't break. So not only I want to let you guys know. I know, Um, we just had Raquel Savage on the show not too long ago, so I don't want you to think that this is gonna be another sex worker episode. Um. I really dug

into Demeris and who she is. And I'm super excited because it's the first time that we're going to be able to talk about pan sexuality. So we've talked, we've had the first few married, Yeah, who's been married? And then you're you have a lot of things going on. So I'm excited to talk about it. But wheezy, um had an article that was to her. No, I think, what's the sen to me and you? Um, I don't know. I didn't pull it out, So American student, this is

the headline. Let me shout out. Who sent it to us? Oh big Mama Losey sent it okay, big Mama American student hooks up with fifty guys in Japan. Here's her verdict. And after Latina YouTuber slowly building up her fan base where she describes her escapades in Japan and she's nineteen years old, she described her life as a home in her videos. Her instagram is up Brianna super cute Um. She revealed that she's left a dozens of Japanese men and spent a few months um two videos she gives

intimate details about her sexcapades. She says that they have small dicks and that they make up for it with crazy four play involved with armpits, knee caps and eating a lot of caps. What what can you do with knee caps in the bed? Girl? Wait, let me run my nails up the back of your knee cap in the right way real quick. You're gonna be like the back of the knee cap is had to me from my ankle to my knees. It's like it's a tangle.

I don't girl, look the first time it was done to me, as I see, I wish I knew about it because then I would have been like I would have looked at the kink for kneecap. Maybe she sent us this girl to fucking interview her. But she has a Patreon account where she tells her ship and says, I will be living from Japan from now until one possibly beyond, and I would love to share my journey.

My content is multidivengeable Japanese living, tips, tricks, mental health and so real quick you went to Japan, would you were you interested in fucking an Asian or have you? Did I talk about Oh this is what I told said with Mom. I wanted to have my um drug deal or accouza date. So like, I feel like whenever I date someone that's outside of black men, they need to have these attributes that reminds me of nigga's I've been with. So white boys gotta be either really woke

or socially conscious. And for Asians, I know they have the Cuza, which is a really really serious gang. And I was like, oh, yeah, like the niggas rush Hour. Yes, so you want to where they were Chinese? No? Yeah, Kusa is like some ship Like they're like if there were bars that ms isn't that scandal what I'm thinking of scandal? It's actually the reason that in Japan, you can't have tattoos, like you'll be scored out of place because they all have tattoos. They looked at me weird.

And Singapore with my tattoos. But of course when I want to Thailand like it was much before, like Asians, it's like the culture of tattoos, but specifically Japan, like no entry because you know who's a gang members oh u, but they a lot of ship around. You just want to you like the boss aspect, just what I would say something that really turns me on about risking a little bit of my life for Dick. You say it all the time, I really do. I don't know what

it is. When I used to funk drug dealers, it's like, I don't know it's it's I believe it's because of the submissibulous. It has to be because I'm not gonna lie. On the other end, I love my square. Ask niggas that like comic books like I like that. I'm square too, you know yeah, But at the same time, you've got a felling based so we believe you. But you know what a fella, but you know what his charges wasn't

like violent and to me, he's on parole. Yeah, but I'll be calling him like he got pretty light skinned, like nigga who you like. He's not scared, bro, exactly, He's gonna finessa hell out. You know. He's not Listen, No, not asault. It's not even violent. It's not a violent crime. So no, he's not a scar He's not because I don't want to have charges out there now that he's coming to our shows and support and I don't want people know it. Everything whatever is Damn. I'm just saying

why he gotta be a Terence because he's black. He's actually has a really white boy name. Actually it's a really white boy name that I don't even call him. But what do you call him? You know what's crazy? And fuck you destiny because even when he was backstage, I was talking to him, and as I was talking to him, I was realizing, I don't say his name, but because I was around people, I don't want to

call him bay either. So I'll just be like hey, niggas because I don't want to make it so like emotional yet, but it's like, I really don't call me and and he was like walking to the room and he called me wheezy and I said, excuse me, right, No, just because you've heard that on my fucking black Friends does not mean he gives you the right to say it. Take it back. You know what it is. It's weird because like I put so much energy into like having Wheezy be a part of who I am and being

fun and just like gross or whatever. But there are some people when they like get to know the down to earth you, like dot, they call you a nickname like that you like, right, But my friends for years, like Mandy and I have known each other a long time, so she still called me. We Friends that I've had long or people that have known me long do call me that, and it's it's weird. New people. I'll be like, no, no, no,

you don't know her, right, yeah, right the way. So we're gonna go ahead and get into the kink of the week this week, as you guys know, we have them every fucking week, and we're trying to get you, guys, you know, to kind of open up and maybe know that you're not as weird as you think. There's other people that think, like you chose this one because I'm glad you chose to it. I'm glad you chose it because it's complete. This is yet again some ship that

I clearly don't work with. Um wait, wait, wait wait, I don't like the word that it says, but I was gonna say, I think it's the good a fine word actually, because you're trying to change it to be agenda torontophelia. And it says the attraction to elderly, but I was gonna say elders, like respect your elders. I don't want elderly. But I have been watching old young porn.

What is old young born? Old niggas like old like over sixt So what's crazy is I don't even talk the niggas When they say thirty three, I'd be like you just made it like over thirty three. Oh, like the n ship, same ship. I'm getting into this like Daddy dom kind of cuttish, like just there's like this d d l G which is Dom, Daddy and little Girl and like it's kind of like perverted but dirty, but like it's more like a master kind of thing.

Different word, and like every time I imagine it when I'm masturbating, I think, because you're a whole last sub bro, this funk I think of old people. I don't know what it is. Also a part of me that gets really turned on is the sugar baby porn, Like maybe because I have been a sugar baby that I kind of get. So like, you want gray hairs, sprinkled face, but like give me salt and pepper vibes. Yeah, I

don't know, seasoned, I don't like. I don't know. I don't want a saggy as because see I look at salt and pepper and I'm like, okay, See Shamar Moore, he's oldest funking. He could probably get it, but they got a look like Shamar More. I know I'm shallow as he is. He's like forty five or something, right, he's old as fuck. I mean, listen, I just said thirty three over thirty three to me is old. I don't know what you're like three? What what I'm just saying?

I like him kind of young? What what that tell to me is even kind of young? Denzel is definitely okay, but I mean always you know, I'll take a Denzel, but only Denzel. I'll take will Smith, will Smith, but you don't want Forest Whittaker because of the eyebro. Just you know, it's really black panther. It's so bad. I said that. That fucking accent was terrible. It's the eyebrow. It's not his age. Don't bring up Forest Whittaker. He can't talk in the belly another old well Smith to

get it? Not damn um it just elba. Why do they not cat? They're in their fifties. Okay, So so you want to so let's go to ugly niggas is what we're talking about. Old ugly old Simon coll or something. Simon call okay from American idol. Morgan Freeman. Oh that's what you're asking about. Could you suck Morgan Freeman off for your little only because I'm gonna tell you, Morgan Freeman, I went on a date with this really old guy.

It was like a sugar date the whole time, my young lady friend with like a martini and I was like, and it's kind of like this thing where like, you know, I'm young and high and you know you have to pay for it. And I kind of enjoyed that Morgan Freeman would open the sex scene like and you knew to open You're like, you know, he narrates everything. Wouldn't be the whole goddamn, I wouldn't want to be sucking his dick, and him saying I don't want to Samuel L. Jackson,

bitch would your fun? Yes, the motherfucker I don't like that. Can't go ahead? But okay, come on, I don't think you incida. Actually the problem is I don't know old white man. Maybe we need to go to old white man. I tell you who. Go ahead and remember sex and the City. The Russian she dated Alexander Petrovsky him Mr Big No, yea what now? Wait, this is all in like a sugar dating scene. No, this is not sugar dating.

This cake is an attraction to the elderly broke. You're here adding money to the pos because then you go because because now you're sitting here getting turned on by the money that's coming with it. Okay, okay, okay, you just gotta suck the old name like because the old name, I mean, I like older. But to say it's not specific, no, because respect your elder years. See you have to because at nineteen and elder could be thirty. Right, Look she looks she's just trying elder. Say you want to suck

a sixty five year old dick? And just call it a sixty five years. Sixty five years. Oh, most developed world counties have a chronological age of sixty five elderly. Damn. I mean, I mean see when I think elderly, I think like Kane and seventies and eighties. Oh that's really like I mean, sixty five is still old, like their dick probably definitely looks different than when they were thirty. I do it, You would do it, but only in the premise of no, not for money, bro, not for money,

you gotta can't. I'm turned on at the idea that, like someone is so old and they know they can't have me, so they have to do all this ship to get me. And then I'm kind of started on sugar. Yeah, but I'm not saying sugar with a young dude like that, because to me, that a whole fact my last um, sugar daddy. I'm gonna sew you what he looked like, but he was. I just like the fact that something like for me, he was white, so he doesn't look

for but he really was. I saw his id But but maybe I should do that with the young for a fact, like they would look at us and they would know for a fucking fact that he had to pay for it, and that ship got me off. I can't tell you know what's crazy. That's why. That's why even my sugar days, I don't like it to be noticeable that I'm out with right, that's what we want to see Beyonce down. He yeah, No, I can't do it.

I can't do it. I can't do it. Real rich I mean even if there, even if they're still rich, I can't do it. I don't know. I'm just not interested in sixty dollars. Probably you ain't a man, No, I don't. It's funny I looked at old. I was with my homegirl Carla from the Ship on thirty podcast yesterday and we was walking in Harlem and there were these old white guys and she was like, how much a month did you need? How much of what you need to the nigga and the flowers and the one

in the black silk. Well, I've never been with like an unkept older man. That's another thing. Well, they they're more season, they're more like I think sex what the older man is more because they're definitely going to please you and thinking, you know about their dicks. We have a friend of mine. I would say her name. She has a friend of the show, but I don't know

if she's ready yet. But she found a sugar daddy who is seventy four, and that she said, she said she got fifteen it all of the first day and all you did with liquor nipples, and she's like, now that I'm a paid home, I don't know how I feel about going back, and like he's super old. But it's also like, you know, these young niggas ain't. I'm sorry.

I've had young younger dudes give me money, but that nigga bought me an apartment before he got well, I said, I don't know if again this is on a patron episode. We kind of had a sugar in conversation. I think my my oldest sugar daddy, well, I did have a sugar daddy, like fifty, but my main sugar daddy is like my main tricks, none of them are over. But like with old niggas, you don't have to do you

don't really got to do much. Like I mean, I was super young and I just want to make you happy, honey. I love that ship. I'll be eating it, sweetie. How was work like? Oh, you like like an older family friendly, So I think you really want to own a swingers club? Would you deal? Would you deal with an old man in a swigger's club? I mean, see, it's still in my head about like the money part. I really get off at the fact that they know, like they can't

have me unless they do something. Yeah. Yeah, it is so exciting to me. It's still I still get turned on. Like, bro, I had amazing sex with him. I really did. I was, but I think it was me feeling my own ego. Like when I would take off my clothes and he would look at me, I'd be like, I don't know, it gives you that much more confidence, is like like this older dude really picked me. I'm that sexy. But to me, an older guy is gonna pick you, like I feel like an older woman would have that confidence

more like oh my god guys. Still yeah, absolutely, that was really in my head when with the older dude is like they are so they're so lucky that you picked them, and they I've never been with the older man. That didn't make me feel that way, Like they are just so like excited, like you have any young He would watch me, he used taking me to Miami and like Bermuda and all the ship and we would go and there would always be some young niggest servant us

and he'd be looking at me. He's like, I know you like that, sweetie, and they're like that are not with you, but also like and then niggers will be looking at me like so I don't know. I'm still just y'all know, I like my little young tenderwonis bro. I like to be able to but but not only Yeah, but it's this, but it's the same to die. Yeah, but it's I don't one, don't nick about to die, bro, I don't want about to die. But you sixty five, you're tired, You have millions. They're not about to lie.

But you know we don't even work for your millions. That just keeps Yeah, but you're saying like that, Um, older guys are so like excited to be with younger girls. But it's the same reaction from when I date younger guys me being older than them. They like that somebody else that wants to suck them. And that's the difference. But you don't think people want to find old guys too the same way you think it's not for free, and them young niggles get some frette pussy. They'll get

some free pussy. There's groupies or something. Right, you ask you right right? If you ever feel like, I know it's gonna be hard for you, know you like, let's not do eighteen enough? Why y'all be talking about can we do? Know? Let's do let's say twenty to twenty five for a boyfriend. Are you still on that um

I would date someone? You're absolutely because I feel like even at this point, like so, all of my friends like older guys, and all of my friends are in their thirties, and the same um commitment issues, the same conversations, the same things that they're getting from men in their thirties are the same same things that I would get from a man at twenty two, twenty four. At the end of the day, if you look at all all of us, even going back to high school, niggas have girlfriends,

niggas have boyfriends. It's all dependent on the man that you meet and where he is in his life, his maturity, and what he wants if he could put up, because even at thirty, you may still deal with a nigga who's still trying to get his dick wet the same way is so, I mean, at what age do niggas really just want to say, oh, we all want girlfriends? Like to me, So it's dependent upon who you meet,

because there are niggas a twenty getting girlfriends. There are you know, still niggas at thirty five who want to have their fun. So I don't think it's age depend to change your mind. But it's harder for me to believe the more success you have with work or school that a one year old is really that. But I also deal with twenty one year old who a millionaires like when that's stimulating. But I'm childish, I mean, but

I also like like I'm childish as fun like. So I've been talking about child and ship, but I feel like I also enjoy being able to teach people or have conversations to know that I'm opening their minds to new things and things like that. And I'm I hate how a lot of older men are sometimes condescending. I have lived quite a life, I've experienced quite a lot, So to me, I don't need a man to teach me anything. I like genuinely being able to know I could teach a man stuff, or or he's open to

learning new things. When you're dealing with the older man, a lot of times they're said the condescending, but it's definitely the part that gets them off, and maybe it is it does get off to do. Things I've learned about money and what to do with my money have

been for older men. And really enjoy showing you because not only like and the guy I dated a sugar that got me that apartment and all that he used to tell me, like this is the least money that you'll ever get, Like I'm going to make you so much money by yourself. You're gonna learn how to make money because of me, and you're gonna think this was nothing.

But yeah, and that it's just that like they want, they want to give you that, but they do that, I think, And and our for us and our aspect again, that's a submissive part because we're willing to learn, we're willing to see. It's the submissive dullide little yeah, tell me more. Yeah, yeah. I had to pretend at one point because I saw his face when he took me

somewhere in Miami. I can't remember what hotel it was, and I didn't act surprised, So the next time you took a vacation, I was like, oh my god, I just can't believe it. Here look at it, and we can get him aside this and they need that ship so bad. It's crazy because you keep bringing it back to to the submissive as the a simness of her. And I've talked about it a lot. I do enjoy being more dominant, so that's probably where it also goes

into me wanting to have that that dominant role. But I mean I would switch on and off, like I can be as submissive, especially if that's what turns my man on. But yeah, I enjoy teaching. I enjoy you know, being that go to I mean, I ain't gonna trick off on my money. Is still gonna have money and probably have more than me, but I still like right, So there's just like, uh, I guess a mixture, like

everyone has their own preferences and stuff like that. But I wanted to get into the horrible decision for this um this show because it's really no and it's not sugarating, right. We've just been a whole topic about that, but this is very interesting and so we've talked about lesbian um, bisexuality, um queers. Like, we had just a lot of conversations in terms of sexuality, and I don't think that we've ever even mentioned this on the show. So it's a

thing called hands sexuality. And could you define pan sexuality because when I asked you more about yourself, you said, well, I'm pants actual, So what is your definition of pants actuality? I don't base it on gender, Okay, I don't. I feel like if you can mentally stimulate me, and we can for me, pan sexuality is a mental thing. It's not on gender. It's not like okay you, it's not strict. It's not based on a sexual attraction. No, it's it's not.

It's way more than that. Because I I think transgender I've dated f tms. I'm into female to male transgenders. I've um, I'm very interested in transgender um men men men. I think they're fucking hot, um and I think they're interesting as a person to learn to speak to, to see you know, just how differently they they think of themselves. Because that's a power to absolutely step to be a man. But you want, you know, to just or cross just whatever it is and and or female and just be

you play with it. I think that's so powerful. What makes the difference between um, we did now I just thought about it, James, I think describe himself as Spanish sexual and we got into a whole of the topic. But yeah, we didn't touch on it with But why not bisexual? Is it because it puts the binary terms? Yeah? I think Okay, I think for for me at least, it would because because it's either man or woman, right and Anne is not that you're even attracted in a

sexual manner to anyone. It's like connection to whoever you're connected with. You feel like you could be with that, can be with that person because it's not just sex and sex. You can have sex. I can, I've been should I mean, I've been married for five years and it was I can have a whole week worth of sex and never touch my husband, or a whole week of sex and touch my husband, or you know it's it's so you were married to a man, Yes, I

was married. Well, I've been married to both female and man. Okay, And I think real quick, I want to like, wait, like sis man or like you like it? You have two different marriages, Okay, to go from woman and because I wanted to bring that up even in terms of you asking about bisexuality. With pan sexuality, you would date and be committed to all of these people, of course not and it doesn't care about their gender. Now, I want to bring it back to bisexuality because even with me,

I would consider myself bisexual. Um, but I like to be sexual with women. Even though I've been in a relationship with a woman, I don't think at this point in time I could see myself being because in my mind in the future, I see myself being with a man, and I love the male anatomy. But sexually I like women. I mean, you you just like to have fun. You know, you're at the same time you're a woman, so you're gonna want to explore that and and just so for me,

it would just be the exploring part. You're having fun fun sexuality too. When you look at women, and I think this is the same for me. We look at them as like, oh, I like her sex attribute to the woman like when i'm and that's what I think makes it very bisexual more than pan sexual. I noticed her hips, her lips, her voice, hair, like those things coming to mind where I'm assuming for you. They don't mind.

It's more of the mind and who they are. I mean, all right, you know sometimes you're a little vein and you're like, oh, she's asked, is fat? Whatever? Ended? But then once you do dig in, then there's nothing there past that. It's like, all write, you're hot, Like what? Because I actually separate the gender roles a lot in my bisexuality. For me, it's it really is the mind. I also realized my type has changed for women. I think I'm into and I learned this yesterday at the

Pride for Aid. Butch fem. Oh, I love it. I've been saying, don't know, that's not necessarily butch FM. She's just butch, right, she's just butch. What is butch from? Like androgynous and the way they dressed. Okay, so butch fem is the girl that, yeah like it. Maybe heals with like the Ruby Rose she was a girl, Um absolutely, yes, okay Ruby Rose Okay, well yeah those and they're cute, but it's like she's like any bits head on it,

like sports. I was like a good dog. So so when did you realize that you were attracted to men women and then possibly trans or cross stressors? Like, when did you realize the fluidity and what you were attracted? I was actually very young. Um, I was like eighteen nineteen and I had just gotten out of a shitty relationship with a dude. Uh huh, and I was I mean my first kiss was a girl. For sexual experience was girl. Everything was the girl. Okay, it's such an

easy win. I mean, don't we all hump our friends? But that doesn't kind of sexual, right because I used to play teacher and student with my friends all the time and we just used to hump. But we we're dry humping. I mean it's it's still sexual. Yeah, it is still sexual. But I think we all have house but like house, Yeah, I think we've all had our first sexual experiences with a girl first in real life. Yeah, I remember specifically as a kid, and um, like no, no, no,

we're both daddies. We're both the mommies. Were both the mommies, but we have the baby, so the mommies make the baby together. And my mom heard me say that I think she used to play zippers, you know, like what is zippers? So she was I used to live in Florida whatever a long time ago. We would it was friends.

We would go in the shower together. It's like we'd go we'd be in the pool all day or whatever in the scott and then we're soaping and then we're just zippers, like we would like make pretend we draw zippers on our soapy bodies and then open it up and can we play zippers as adult? I mean ship? Yeah? Right, So, so you just realized that you kind of had an attraction for everyone. It was it was the mental. It was one like again I got out of a shitty

relationship with a dude. Um. I was talking to this girl who looked like a girl at first. Once I started speaking more to her, She's like, yeah, I'm taking tea and which is just tossed her own. She's transitioning. And once I started speaking to her and her she would open up to me about, you know, just her life and her decision on wanting to do this. I'm like, you're amazing, You're you're totally powerful. What are Your story is getting really good and I'm gonna have to listen

back to some stuff. I have an emergency that I have to leave for it. But I hope you guys enjoyed this because I am so hyped that we had a listener that's this dough. Yeah she'll sinking. All are all dope, but like, we've only interviewed a few listeners and Cake who was one of them too, So I'm really excited. I can't leave one too bad. It's okay. We could have continued this this conversation because I'm super interested in it. So, how is dating as a pants

actually so real? Quick to go back to your story, you said that you noticed that she was transitioning, and because you still had that attraction to her, you realized, I'm not leaving because of this, and I still like you for who you are, and then you realize, okay, this could be a thing exactly. So when you now that you realize this, that that relationship is over and now you realize that you are pants sectional, how did you get into dating? What was your next? How do

you look for a partner? Do you even look for a partner? Do you wait for them to just come to you? Like? How does that work? And I never really look so to say, but I mean, yeah, I just it would be the whole conversation for me, bro Like it's it's it became hard because it's like I can look at you and be vain and be like, oh I want you, but then it's like there's no substance there because for me it is mental. It's mental. So I'm the shallow person that I need to know.

I'll be times where it's like you hot, I need you in my bed now, Like I got male stripper friends right now that I'm like, I hate when you post becauld you make me want you like and so. But then there's my friend was the transgender and she's fucking like just to see her her confidence, I think literally, and motherfucker's be wondering how I'll be bagging and Nigga's bag it's because a bit confident. Nigga definitely sense confidence.

So I want to ask you too, when what we talk a lot in terms of lgbt Q and people not being comfortable with telling their friends or telling their family. I didn't even tell friends of mine that I was gay until what like my first or second year of high school. Wow, and these and and I mean friends that we did the kinky ship with, how did they react? Um? I mean if you did Kiki ship with him, if they knew he was gay? It, Yeah, they already knew,

but your family who the people who you ate. Well, my family was different because I'm of Cuban descent, um communist Cuba. Like my mother worked with Fidel Cash Show. Her father was Fidel Cashual sergeant at arms, things of that nature, so side by side, checking us. So I come from a super super strict like man, woman, baby married. If you beat you, you're gonna deal with it. If

he cheats on you. So it's it's very and I broke out of like I used to watch like Marie or whatever, and I'd be like, mom, so what if I told you I'm sucking this on you? Oh okay. It was very Still a lot of people have that. It's very, very scary. I had, I mean ship. My mom literally walked in on walking on me one time as soon as Shorty was done giving me head like litertural. Really,

I was wearing like flimsy like boy boxers. And she came over and my mom wasn't home yet, and she was a total a g. She was like literally butched like a g. And she's the aggressor all the way you and all these goddamn acronyms. Beach, I ain't up on him like every life you say MC sixty seventy fucking a g fmt L, I don't even know. I'm like, what are you talking about? Like I need a breakdown

of ship hold literally wear her her strap. She didn't get her period until we were actually together, and she was like eighteen at the time, like she was super buch she was, but she literally she went down on me. I came and I literally just went and my mom said, hey, wait, she was she knew what was happening. She didn't know, she didn't she like, my mom just came in the house from work and came into my room. So when you had that shorty was like this, like wiping her mouth.

She was wiping her mouth and literally coming up off of my pussy when my mother opened the door, and I was like, hey mom, and I'm literally still like in the shivers of even though these girls so are at your house, your mom probably doesn't have any idea. She didn't what I'm gonna say that what she did say to that particular person was she's gonna break your heart. Keep working. Well. I said what I thought my mom knew, But my mom also knew that I'm I'm my friends

are very personally, very personal to me. So I have a best friend of mine, Well she's not my best friend anymore, but we're very still close friends. And you can't tell me nothing about her even if we're not talking for two three is bitch. I'm coming to bat for you with u. But Mama always knows because I had friends growing up, and my mom was that that ain't your friends. That ain't your friends. So at what point did you go to your mom and say, listen, mom,

this is me. So actually she came to me, I was I actually had just gotten into Um okay, so I got married for papers. Oh that guy's the one in the marriages don't count, so that that makes that's the one I didn't bring up. You have three marriages, yeah, and I'm only gonna be thirty. Way three marriages before thirty, Okay, real quick, And it's a little person. How much money you got for that one? For the papers? Because because my mama, I got married two more times after that.

So obviously he fucked up. Oh he clearly did, because my daddy's talking about it. Because these Jamaicans right used to be wanting to get their papers. Then my daddy used to be like thirty thousand, but he didn't. Thirty thousand is about the going, right, That's that's what are willing to pay as well. You had to dish out that thirty and he didn't, so he's still where he is. Did get your paper? Right? Hey? Pay phone? Um? I just came back from that and I was like, I

don't want no dude funk that. Like it was just like I'm totally gonna just be free. I'm not going to continue to look for just one thing. I open back up from just dealing with dudes. And I was talking to this girl and she was like, um, wheezy said. She was like a kind of like Ruby Rose. Right. She came over and I was like, hey, mom, can she sleep over? She was like yeah, okay. I was like, okay, We're gonna go to the house and get closed. She's like okay. So she calls me and I'm on the way.

She's like, are you coming back with the girl? I said, yeah, mama, am we you know you said she could sleep over. She's like, okay, let me ask you something. Is that your girlfriend? She didn't, Oh no she didn't. She said, she said, let me ask you something. Is that your girlfriend, because you know I I don't know, and it feels funny. I said, it feels funny. If it feels funny, I'm like, man, what do you mean it feels funny? So so I'm like, I'm like, I mean yeah, She's like, ah, okay. We

told later, I said, how is that talk? Never had it? Really? I think at that point she I mean she at the same time she had also let me go. You get what I'm saying. I I she had moved. We moved, picked up and moved to Spain together. I wasn't filling it out there, and I came back home. I came back to New York. So this was me what eighteen years old, literally first time separated from my mom. And it's not separated another state. I mean, so you're in

another country, different country, time zone. So it became very difficult. Like if I wanted to call my mom at twelve in afternoon, it's six o'clock, she's probably closing up the bar to go. You know what I'm saying, it's it's very different. So I had to I started not to care about what really my mom said, and that relationship and you know, and that relationship and it's like, you're either going to respect me and understand that I am still your daughter or I'm still your daughter. Either way,

he's gonna disown me and I'm your only child. So how do you really feel about that? So when it comes to now your family knows you're aware of yourself and you have this mental craving, what are the sexual craving attached to? Oh, it's it's pan sexuality. And do you crave dick? Sometimes? Do you crave pussy? Do you crave boobs? Do you crave? Asked? Like, are there parts? Are there parts of people that you do crave? And

that's where you go first? Well? Absolutely, Like a lot of times when i'm you know, with a man, is it's about the penetration. I'm not I'm not big on penetration. I'm not big on penetration. I can, honestly, I would prefer to honestly either be with um. Penetration is just not my thing. I can, I'm good. I'm good with penetration. I can Clittoral simulation is all the way my thing. So but yeah, sometimes I all the way want penetration. Sometimes I just wanted to see. Sometimes I just want

to really mentally be there with you. So it's it's it's it's crazy because some people, Um, and I want to know how many people you're actually probably helping to. I don't think people understand or or have this sense that they have to identify themselves. I'm straight or gay, and there's there there, there's so many things in between that you can be. You can find beauty and so

many things like I didn't. I didn't realize that once I opened up my doors to a female to male transgender the at um I would actually like, I mean, I don't I don't want to say like that, but yeah, it's crazy because I don't know the right thing to say. I said transgenders, and apparently you can't say it with an S. It has to be transgendered people or I

don't know, there's just too many rules around that. I know tranny is the bad word, but then, um, so the swinger couple I had on they sent me a party where um, there's transgender women strippers and it's called tranny Thursdays. So I'm like, is it okay to say because it's their own community. I'm just so confused that all of the terminology that can be used because of course dyke and butch are supposed to be bad words, but if you identify as lesbian or gay, you could

say dyke and butch. You can't say the F word, but if you're gay you could say it. Like it's just it's too many rules attached to it, like I've been called when when I was just with my ex wife at the time, I was called the fat hag. Excuse me, but um but yeah, so I was called you know, it's it's different. Yeah, so for for any of you listening, And it's crazy because I actually just met a woman when I did UM the Girl Mom Day.

It was a panel discussion and I was talking about sexual liberation, women empowerment, and I had a woman come to me and say that she was a sexual and scared to come to her partner, um, scared to tell her her mother about that. And so she doesn't really want kids, She has no desire to even have sex. Sex is not something that she craves. It's not something

that she wants. But coming to terms with herself that this is how she is, and how to identify as it and how to tell her friends, that's yeah, that's something, Yes, I know and so there's there's all of these things that we can be as human beings. And I feel like, because there's all of these different titles that we feel like we have to fit in and all of the stereotypes that come with each of them, it's like, is this wrong? Is it right? Is it? You know? Am

I wrong for likingness? Am I right for liking this? And and even what Raquel said, she said that you're not, you know, saying supposed to or should too to have those things in our mind. I think that's what keeps us from experiencing things sexually and being with people who we may want to be with, but we think that

it's not the right thing to do. And so with you coming on and speaking about paint sexuality, if someone is listening that even maybe experiencing even now still to this day, what I'm going to be thirty, I've been I have understand my my pant sexuality since I was about eighteen nineteen. Even still now, I'm confused because you never know what is the one thing about this particular person that you like. Yeah, so again it goes on parole.

I don't know if I'm supposed to like that either, something there there's something there you know mentally that just clicks for you and it makes you feel comfortable. I'm I mean I should. I don't want to say I'm a confused person, but I've been through so much in life that I just if I find beauty in the roles that grew out of the concrete, that's what it is.

And I just want to let y'all know too. She has been with everyone and it's a consensus that everyd you just saying Ship right, it's not just Nigga, everybody, everybody. I need you all to know because I know a lot of times that's when I get into the mood of dealing with women. I've had more abusive situations with females, which I very I very much agree then, But we have the conversation with Chris Styles and Christie Memory on

the domestic violence situation episode. They were talking about how women aren't even condemned for being violent and a lot of times women are violent and men can't speak up about getting hit on a getting because they won't even be believed sometimes. So it's just I just think everyone at SHIP. But I I'm still glad we were able to talk about this on the show. I want to get into the homemail before we leave out. UM and this is this is interesting, um and and we just

got it in. It's called the realization. Um. It's from one of one of our male listeners. Um. He's like, Hello, I'm part of the batch of brilliant idiot fans that started listening to the podcast. I've always been a self deprecating kind of guy. I never saw myself as attractive because I was a bit short, always been a chubby guy. The act the exact opposite of what I'm always told everyone want, especially living in Brooklyn. See y'all Brooklyn people

sucked up man, y'all Brooklyn people. Guy Damn, he says. I'm twenty and I'm coming to the realization that I'm fucking cute. Girls always told me. I. Um, girls always told me I was cute. But now it's starting to click. Feels awkward to say, but I am with this new found confidence though. I've been shooting my shot at places I never did because of my self confidence. And we talked about confidence. I'm friends with a lot of fun boys, and the only problem with that is I'm not that

kind of guy. This is the question so my question is how do I go about respective respectfully saying that I don't want a full blown relationship. I was successful with doing it with one girl, but she's the one that started the conversation. So he's basically going about how can okay? So here he goes to say, how do you go about even asking for friends with benefits? How do you want guys to approach you in the street?

Most girls I've asked this way, um or when guys say this, they want to be confident and respectful, two things I got downpacked but now or less any more tips for that skill. So basically, guys, what he's asking is how can he ask to just have a friend with benefits or just fun a girl, but without being disrespectful about it? And I think this has a lot to do with girls being in their feelings a lot and we feel like a nigga's boy for quote unquote leading us on or I mean, you know, how do

you go about doing that? I honestly have the conversation you. I can't feel no way about you if you're telling me from jump list and you know I want to have fun with you. I enjoyed the time together. I don't know where it's going or or what or even if it's not, you don't know where it's going. I like what we have. You know what's crazy? Like I feel like I feel like I feel like both of us got nigga mindes because I'd be like, I don't

even want you then in real life. But a lot of women and I wish he was in here for this conversation too. I feel like a lot of women actually, well here that a man say I don't want a relationship and still go into it thinking that they could change that, they could mind a man's mind, get it, it's a whole Oh he's a white nose. Then he turned into any But he's not because from jump he already's put it out there he doesn't want this relationship, or he doesn't want to pursue this, or you felt

like you can change him because the pussy's there. Whatever. Know that if a man does not want if a person for a man, if a person does not want something, they're not gonna get it. You're nothing you do is going to change that. And so for you asking for advice, honestly, I would say, just continue to be honest. Let them know that's not We're not a form and you know, just be open about it. I think that's what makes a nigga not a points when you lie, that's when

you lie, and you become to play the games. And you I'm I'm leading you warm, but you over here talking to Tash Keisha and and and ay, ain't nobody got time for Just tell me. Look, I'm gonna be talking to Tasha, Keisha, Lakwanda, but you too, Alright, cool, So now I'm gonna talk to you know, Rashawn and and Ken and I'm gonna do what the right. So now we we were just an understanding. So now I'm not putting all my eggs in one basket for you for you to then for me to feel like, oh

you hurt me because you didn't know. We're gonna do one more HOMEO before we get out. This is one that ain't ship and I really, um, we have men in the room. Can I get one of y'all on the mic for this, Police King Chris, one of y'all. All right, we're gonna go ahead and bring um which one of y'all coming on the mic because this is the conversation we kind of had I want to welcome y'all.

We have a king and brother Christopher joining us um from Combat Jack Show, Do Say Podcast just Loud Speaking network in the building because this is a really interesting this is like so so it says, Hi, Mandy and Wheezy. Weezy has left the room. But we're gonna We're gonna answer this question for you girl, I'm snow. I wanted to start off by saying that I love your podcast and you both haven't inspired me to be more liberated sexually.

Here we go, guys. My question is would it be a horrible decision to sleep with my best friend's ex girlfriend. My best friend passed away a few years ago, her ex recently expressed interest in me and I also have feelings for her. Would this be completely disrespectful to my friend considering this was the love of her life or is it not a big deal? Thanks in advance for your advice, signed an unintentional help. So feeling guilt There

has to be guilt in asking this. I mean what we need to know and wanted to answer this question correctly is the time period? So don't the time period matters? Years ago? The best front passed away a few years ago. But are you asking for how long the relationship they had was? Does that matter? How long before that? That don't matter. He's from y'all stay over there on that corner ship go over there. Yeah no, I don't think that. I don't think I hear. Yeah. No. So now you're

bringing up the BRONX. I don't know. Yes, yeah, yeah, So listen, Look, no, it doesn't it doesn't, it doesn't. I don't think it matters for the time. So I wanted to get guys in on this. Three days after the passing. It's cool, Okay, So it's a few years after the passing. I'm wondering, does the amount of time they were in a relationship count? So our people are are people? So because they dated, yes, your front passed, but does that keep people still off limits because the

person they were with died? I see, that's trying to do. That's really tricky because I mean it's really tricky because at the same time, it's like, again, you can connect with somebody through morning and it's you know, it's so it's it's just it's a very tender topic. Um, maybe they had maybe one day was working with each other. Maybe they had some type of feelings towards each other before, but they never really maybe, So it's crazy because I can't ask you if you died, would you be mad

because you're already dead. So like it's like, who do you have the loyalty to me? Is it? Is it just a moral thing? Who put the poison in the drink? You would say something like that, Look all right, So, I mean honestly, if you if you want your partner to be happy after you're going, you would want them to move on. This is really you look at it. I don't want you to mourn me for the rest of your life and you've got another thirty years ago

when you're not gonna move on. And I mean, look, it just so happens to be that you like someone who was my friend. I'm dead now this is on me, the ghost talking like you don't do that, don't do that. That's that's underlying intentions, and you're just underlying the boy like you just like. But that's the thing. It's safe to it's safe to believe that there was always an underlying thought of that. I don't think, no, I don't

know feelings for you. Now it's crazy. Well, I think that I agree with I think Christopher or or Queen Smith said it like you do gain feelings when you mourn somebody together, like you start to maybe spend more time around each other because you both are going through a loss at the same time. I think it has to do with just a guilty conscience and more. I don't know. I think that's what it is. I don't know.

I just wanted the guys that put on this because to me, I feel like if you had a bit, you wouldn't want your nigga to fuck hurt if you died regardlessn't don't sit aroun down crying over me for too long. You gotta move on. Life goes on, right life, Okay, Okay, I'm not gonna say so, y'all. Advice to her would be go ahead and try this. I'll haunt the bit if you end up breaking that. So now we got a problem. Go ya, bit, you cheated. I'm a young

knight tonight you're gonna wake up with scrap, y'all. Go forth and knocked boots. Okay, So and and see what it goes, because I mean, I guess you can't sit here. This could be your soul mate and you don't want it to stop happy because of a guilty conscience with a friendship that you had and that person has passed. Um, I think it's also something that you might want to look into. I don't know if you guys had mutual friends, but you're gonna be having a lot of people judging you, UM,

so it may bring a little bit of drama with relationship. Respectfully, there's there's been a few years in the mix that you know, so I think it makes it okay. Okay, So I guess, I guess the consensuses you can go ahead and sunk her even though she dated your end and died and this just sounds all types of horrible. We get some crazy emails Jesus christ Um, I want to thank you for coming on, Um, thank you so much,

and thank you a king and brother Christopher. But joining in on the homemail today, we we got a little bit of everybody you like that, everybody that high and left. But let go ahead and let our listeners know where they can find you, because y'all, y'all will be surprised. She does a whole lot that we didn't even talk about on the show. Real Quick, Real Quick, is your okay,

So is your favorite girl? Yes, if you are, okay girl with pH okay, and then my my tweeter, oh my Twitter is that Mari rivera x X okay, and those are the only two platforms, isn't that? Queen is just the name because after three years of doing my my porn stuff, I actually developed, like I know, got mean sloppy fucking Yes, we threw that in there. Y'all thought we just had it in pen sexual on. I

swear to guy, I'm on joh jackers last n y amateurs. Look, look, look we got the guys on the bike and that ease here, we got a porn starring video. Yeah. Yeah, I do porn Hub, so I don't. Well, so keep keep viewing, keep you on on porn Hub. I can find you on Hub. Yes you can't on Queen Spit Queen X spit X Oh no no no, not videos. Look you know she said she don't funk with X videos. No, she ain't finding with X video, So I'm not gonna lie.

I definitely want to see how you suck it, because you're talking like you sucked dick better than anybody that sucked dick. And I ain't gonna do all of that. But I definitely liked the spit. I will I get Yeah, you like spit, Like, yeah, I have an issue with getting spit, but like my mouth just doesn't get as spite as I needed to get, unless like gag, and then I'll have to gag. You gotta get. I hate it. I don't like feeling like I'm about to dive. Do

you have tons still? They're they're large, which is why I have issues with even like because my weight is down now I don't snore anymore. But they were talking about removing my tenses and I was like, get them removed? Why because then I want you could suck some dead I want what I can't suck now get it back there? Really, yes, I have My tons was removed when I was very little, Just like the first thing. I was just like, you

ain't feel ship. I didn't even Joe dude, actually, so I speak to do the first dick I've ever sucked. He's like, I've never mind you. I'm going to be thirty. We were in junior high school. You were sucking dick and junior highs about to be and had a head start. You had a head star and he was like, I have never yet to got my dick sucked like that. Again, I said, what I know, you got a kid. So glad that we don't the same nigg is because I'd be feeling special when they can say I'm the best

head they game. And I'm like, I got some friends that the heart the same. So thank god I ain't got to compete with my friends. Okay, ain't nobody got time to be out here that what they've friend like, well, which one of us sucked it better? And now it's sad when I'm just saying when you well, in my in my line of work, I've had a trick be every everyone. Yeah, everyone's trick. And it's kind of like after they got to me, it was like, look a

king is literally looking her up as we speak. Well, okay, I think that you guys. I'm gonna put her names as well, guys in the description, so that you guys can look at her suck some motherfucking dick. Look, this is from a man. What do you think about it right now? Well, it's a little interview just passed like a minute and a half. I have an oral fetish, Like I literally like I have a little fixation. I like, I keep things in my mouth literally like a lot

of cops fingers my nails. Like even when I do like my silly short on Instagram, it's always a nail in my yeah face yo, hey kings face right now, so look it up. Look because they thought she was a little innocent, bubbly little girl from Brookly, Brooklyn with bro you and that looks like a big dick yo. It's fun, bro, and you got it all in your mouth. Oh yeah, my spit don't be hanging like that. Oh yeah, we might need to talk girl, because I got you. I get my spit to hang like that, cheese like

not to do it right? What's this is? How? You know? It's fine? We know you don't it's good. But everybody, everybody, he has no idea what you're doing. Well, we want to thank you once again for coming onto the show. Thank you. Where can they listen to more of you? Since you just came onto our platform? You would talk a texture right, yes, yes, so tell them like where can they listen to talk tecture? Everywhere? Just listen, just subscribe, rate and comments to every show a loud speakers. Bo.

You know what I'm saying, and that's it. Shout out the loudspeakers again. Decision everybody, and brother Christopher, you working on anything that they can catch you at. I'm just the hippie smoking weed and taking photographs. Yeah, wait, what I've done? Right? Look, this is what happens when a king gets on the mic to talk about sex. We talk about cheese and g unit porn. I don't know what the look. Look Look, I'm so excited you guys. I hope that that that this episode maybe got your

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