EP32: Love&HipHop Feat Marcus Black

New York, where we're recording from today. It's going to be me, Mandy, some of your favorite guests that were on the show might be there, you know, not going to tell you it's gonna be super exciting, guys. Um, you can check the details out in the description of this episode, and we will also be posting the link where you can purchase tickets on our personal instagrams as well as the Horrible Decisions Instagram that's at Horrible Underscore

Decisions for details. So, if you have somebody that you want to bring with you, whether it be your home rule, because you all need to learn how to suck dick together. I think we should do a banana like thing. Maybe maybe that just came to me, that would be we should have a dick sutno, no, no, my mom might come. Your mom is gonna be there, and she knows you sard dick. So I think that would be awesome and I'm excited to see all of you that I could do a good handshop one. Everybody says I could do

a really good handwork. I'm serious. We could, um, but we wanted to be really interactive. Maybe one of you guys, we could do a dick sucking contest. But we have a raffle. Mandy's not really for this, but um, it's a threesome raffle where you can win a date with us. We don't know what might end up happening, but we will buy you drinks. Um again. The details will be in the description of this episode as well as our

social media. So hope to see you guys there. I don't see no way, just because I'm focused on me. Just easy season. Me and Bialkay already know about me. I'm gonna do this money and why are you doing me? You called listen to me featuring me like the feature, but just spending on Jay say, I write my lyrics. I've seen these hooks, but I didn't know what's make me blue kind of music? This is my influence to our the chext need my proofing the fan stunted and

go crazy now Cross. It's like song that we played in the beginning of today's episode. It is brought to you by our guest today. Um. Today on the show, we have Marcus Black in the game here. He's not here yet, but that our guest today is Marcus Black from Love and Hip Hop, And so we haven't just a ton of ns to bring on. I know, so wheezy. Apparently all of our black guests don't know how to be on pide B like I know, but we do nigga ship, you know what I'm saying. But I fall

asleep after I eat or whatever, like I understand. But what I'm saying is this mother well always always anyway, So you were referring to nickitis, I would take that, but yeah, that's just you know, my black has mom would be like, you are just so reading. I don't know where you get this from you, So I guess Before UM we're bringing our guests, we're gonna update you on what the fund has been going on kind of with our lives and our mindset. So do you want

to go first about the mindset, fire Escape Brigades. I don't know if you guys have been seeing my my okay, my snap stories, but you know, I live in l s and it's fucking wild all the time. So two or three nights ago, I am sleeping and my apartment is you know, a foot long, so the bed is right by the window, and someone is banging on my window at four am. I mean, I jump up, like

fucking cold sweat, I can't breathe. I'm freaking out, so immediately locked myself in the bathroom because it's the closest thing that's to the door. So I'm in the bathroom and I'm sitting there. I'm sucking literally taking a ship and freaking out because you know, like my fucking adrenaline got me ship. It's like when I used to do Molly, and I'm just it on the time. I'm like only yeah, freaking up, trying of technicals. It's awake. I don't know

what to do. You just watched way too much as well. I didn't want to sleep to like forensic files. But that's not the point. So anyway, no, I mean, but that should is scary. You know, it's on my face, So go back to sleep. I'm like, whatever, I've got to put your knife right here, and I'm good. Wake up, And literally I had no shame. I'm gonna so woke up to the same ship. They're going up and down the fire skate. So what do I do. I call the police because they gotta come get these niggas. I

got on the phone. I'm trying to calm down. I'm like, look, I'm just really scared right now. I tell on the street I live, and I was like, I needed to come out, like somebody's banging on my window. They're trying to rob me and murder me. I'm terrified. I'm a single woman, I'm white. So I said there were spots to that, ma'am. I mean, is something happening? I said, what's happening is someone is coming up to my fucking window.

I don't wear no goddamn close titties out there, brand new five years old, but that's still new to me, you know what I mean. And you're just getting all his books in and like literally almost pushing in the a C bro And I'm terrified. So anyway, she's like, oh, calm down, calm down, calm down. But you know, I mean, but what happened. Did something happened that you need us to come out there for? Can you call us when something happens? And I said, can a dead bitch pick

up the phone? I can't call man, Just just just give us a call if anything occurs, anything else? What else do you want me to say? This is the same thing that happened when my landlord told me that they only exterminate in the first month. I'm just gonna just tell just I'm just aggravating with Laurie's side right now. I love the neighborhood, but this is what happened. I had a cock roach call that nigg He's like, oh, it's the seventeenth we only come out on the first.

I said, well, what if it's an emergency? He goes, well, how many cock roaches were there? Seventy five? There was seventy five. You're gonna come out now? Fuck? Like, what needs to happen for it to be an emergency? One roach is not calls for an exterminator, Apparently in New York City. Well I never seen one. Um. Well, my friends Adam Rite in her house and Jesus and maryl we're talking about how you know, you gotta like, you gotta deal with its New York City. You're gonna deal

with roaches, and you're gonna deal with rats. And if they're in your home, a trap, that's what her super superset by, a trap bitch. I go to the trap for five minutes and I'm out. I don't set them up in my house. I don't know what that is. I listened to the music and I go there for other ship. I'm not putting on well anyway, so I still hear I'm going up and down blah blah blah blah. Now I'm terrified, and you know there's that neighbor that

wants to suck me. So I'm like, damn, I'm gonpapy guy to think of some pussy just to be alive. So I don't know what to do. But anyway, the police ended up coming, and look, I think it was someone that lives there or maybe like an airbnb, because the fire escape was that no one ever pulled it down. They checked the cameras from across, no one ever pulled it down, so they just they must be living there and more people. Anyway, I bought a bat. It's totally fine.

My homeboy Eric taught me how to make like a flame thing with like hair spray and the lighter. We're not talking with that hole. She crazy, I slept like a baby last night with that ship. I was like, I had trust with me and a lot later and my weed. It was great anyway, So I'm safe. Okay, Well, I'm glad you're safe and you're here. Because apparently one of our followers were like, what would the horrible decision

listeners do without what they said? She she's literally sitting here right here on Instagram, and one of our listeners were like, alright, pee wheezy, we'll miss you and then hold on. But you got the nerve before I get here, I said, Mandy, I might be like ten minutes lay because I need to get this window fix. They're gonna like secure there, and she was like, well, okay, I mean I don't understand why you couldn't have. I said, bitch,

this is a priority. She's like, I understand what you're saying, but you're gonna be late. Now. You're gonna be like, well, bitch, either I'm gonna be late and alive or early and dead for the next one. What it gives a fuck ah, Like I think I told love her point. I was like, you know, oh my goodness, And he's like, were you naked? You don't want to know that. Anohing to go out here seeing your hands naked, That's what it is, dog, I was, so I'm we'll speaking of naked. I'd like

to go on a ramp real quick. Um, I went on this on my Instagram live and we've talked about this in detail before previously on the show, and you were against me sending them, so I have I'm not against you sending you know what before you meet in three days, in three days in regardless, you're regardless. Um, I have boycotted nudes to the extent where I no longer take them. I no longer video them, I no longer So I feel like all of them, all of them.

I'm like, you better go in the detail. If you have an iPhone going to details and look at the ship I sent you about six months ago, that's nude. Well, I mean you don't material, You didn't get any new taps, get your hair is the same. This is my problem. I now feel like I have relationships with inmates. They are not booking flights. I am not seeing them. They live all over the world, and I feel like I'm

just providing jack off material with nothing in return. And I don't understand why these guys also not only want news, bro, they want a fucking production. So listen to this going on, had ladies. If you feel me, no, listen, you know I'm just saying, so listen. When these niggas want a nude, they get a nude. This is when I was sending news. Then if it was the pussy, they wanted to see the titties. If it was the titties, they wanted to see the ass. If it was the ass, they wanted

to see the pussy. Now it's a production. If it was ten seconds, I need bro, And I was mental, listen, no fucking ship. Okay, full court of it, because it was like pulling the you know. The Jude was like, he's seeing them all right, and we gotta keep doing this a little business. So what I do when my period comes on. I got pretty pussy ships that I made, and he would like send it to me. He'd be like, damn, you never get one up. I'll be like, no, I'm

still just my point. They are no longer getting any of those no recycled. No, y'all better look the old I just want to him. You don't believe me, No, I don't, I swear to guy. You also said you were going to be absent man, and I was till I am. I still have so you don't get no. I mean I've had one day in the past two and a half. My accident was just one dick, me getting one so much right now, Oh my god, I have been absent. I fucked one guy. So what happened? What do you think he came to think of a

drug addict? Said, you know what, I shot up yesterday. But that's it's just the first time that fuck. Just a little crack. I didn't It's a little bit of crack. It's a little cracking like and next thing, you know. Yeah, it's not like we had a sex. I didn't do the whole shebang. But he was in town. And but if I showed you this picture, there is like nobody. So you dick and you're pussy. That went on Garry Abstin So guys, um as of now, I am no

longer doing. The nude situation is nine twenty The date September twenty. At the time is seven thirty four. I'm going to give it still what till I make a nude? What are you gonna be? Are you gonna be honest? I like I was honest about. What were you honest about? Are you you thought I was gonna fun? You know? And because he moved to New York and I did it and I said I'm never gonna give him no pussy while he's married. And did you actually buy me dinner? Yeah?

I did all the show? Okay, all right, So I'm gonna bet you this. I'm gonna pay for two episodes me and Mandy switch on and off. If you don't send nuds by two months, you're giving me two months as to some nudes. Yeah, but what if I start dating somebody between that time you sent news? I feel like I'm setting that's set me up? Was dating? Unless you got a boyfriend, lawyer Bay? Is he a nigger? He about to be? Hopefully? Okay, well let's all right,

I'll give you that. Then then it's canceled. Then I ain't gotta pay for ship deal with Alright. I like that because that pussy is going out and I would love to just get in contact with you with your niggas. I'm doing a phone check. I'm doing a phone so I'm doing a pussy suite real quick. Are we still going to have a guy on the show that you fucked? We've been waiting for that. We could would Actually, my mom I've been talking about Oh look she got quiet

and lawyer. I said, Lauria, by um, did you talk about me on this one? So I just tell him didn't. So you've been talking back to an old guy and listen. I saw him the other day and he was all six seven of that British glory and my British glory. Jesus Christ passed him in the street and he's like, have you been I was like, I'm doing great. But boy's like, yes, I have a podcast, congrats, And then the next thing out of his mothers, have you been a good little hole? I was like, so, I don't know,

I'm you know what. We had a discussion with James. I'm not sure which episode will air first, but you know you guys right, I'm not sucking any other dudes. And I let him other guys, I mean girls. So I think it's my time to just to go out and funk. Speaking of I guess this will get us. I'm not doing an open relationship right clearly. I don't think you know how that really works. You have your

own relationship. It's not open, it's not swinging. We don't know what your relationship is just I don't even know any situationship yourself anyways. But we're gonna go ahead and get into our kink of the week this week. And this word some of you guys may have heard but may not know what it means. That we're gonna talk about it, and we got a little story. Um, So, this week's kink of the week is cuck cold. Um.

Cuck cold. The definition is a sexual inadequate husband who accepts his wife's pussy is her sole property and she alone decides which men she will fuck, even if it means denying her husband. His only access to her pussy is to clean of the ejacula of males. But now, maybe not that last part, but having another man now, I like I used to like watching cu holding videos just because of the like dominance and the woman in the power the woman gets by it. I don't really

like it because black men are very feticized and incucolding. Lately, you find you find black men fucking white dude's wives, and I just hate it. They always gotta make it this big black nigga thing and I just don't like it. But there is somewhere I've seen the dudes have eat

the comb out right. Now, I don't think cuck holding always has to be this thing that's yeah, well no, it's crazy because a lot of the cut colding that I watch, especially a porn hub, which is clearly my go to, UM, if it's the black guy and the white guy, a lot of it is watching, but the girl will force sometimes him to suck him to suck his dick. Um My cup holding wasn't like that, even though I feel like he would have let it go

that far. It was with restaurant I UM, and he wanted to watch me fuck another dude, and so I did, but it was on video, and then I came to his house and had him lick up the condom taste. But what's that shame? I haven't said that story and so long we only said that in the six episodes. I feel like, you know, niggas got that shot and I'm just moved on from mind. Now, would that be cut holding? Considering he actually wasn't present. Well that was like my mini cut holding thing. But I got cut

holded myself and that was intense. Um, I was seeing somebody. Um, I'm sorry, it's kind of weird. So um at the time he was having this very dominant one. I loved it, and you know, I like watching anyway, So UM, he knew a girl and he goes, why don't we invite her over and I'll suck her and you watch. And I was like, okay, well like how like so this is like almost reverse cut colding. Yeah, but you can find female cut holding videos, not a lot. It's not

very popular, but I super enjoyed it. Um. They both told me I couldn't touch myself while I was watching. Um. There was one point where they were talking a little too much to me and I started very d so right when I happened, I was like, you're so emotional. I couldn't imagine being in the bedrooms. So anyway, the cut holding, the reason I said it got a little wild was because he wanted me to taste her off of him. That was hot. Oh yeah, so he was like, oh,

come tasted, blah blah blah. I was sexy. Um, Actually, when I was dating my dumb and UM, it was like that. It's funny because they would make me the submissive girl. It's funny because I don't always want to bring race into this, but when it comes to UM, I think black men with the masculinity we haven't really discussed, but I feel like them seeing another man pleasing their wife is something completely different than what we normally see in porn, with the white man being pleased by the

black didn't. I think it's fetish side. Toxic masculinity is a big thing in the black community because we have no other choice. Like I mean, maybe white men can feel like they don't have to have that guard up all the time, but our community does, so I think it's completely understandable. I mean, it does start to trinkle down into other issues that maybe me and you have where we can't do fingers in the ass or whatever because they're too nervous about it. But oh, he's no,

this isn't even our guests. Look, Mark is still late, y'all. Where you know two minutes one thousand percent? Do you want to say hi to? Do you want to say hi to our listeners? Okay, so well I want you to me, Um, I want you to me vain though, because so can I introduce you as a No, we have not talk on the mic. Say hi to everyone? Why he made a face like you guys are close to you ever posting on your phone? I've never sent you my pussy, right, I had a double checked, That's

what I'm saying. I hadn't sure. I wasn't sure. I couldn't remember. How do you guys know each other? Um? Oh got years from what Twitter like my blog days? So can I share how I like? Maybe? Um? So this is getting good? No, it actually is. Can I mention that I don't watch to them in hip hop? So we don't have to have it. I know what I'm saying. Our guest is I don't watch it. So does everyone who knows me knows that I had a

sports blog. Um, and I don't play sports anymore. He doesn't play well, he wasn't even on there for sports at all. He looked like he played baseball. Really that doesn't count professional to So I actually did a story on him because the first time of me I did. Can I share about that story? Yeah? He's like, well I want to share it anyways? What's your name ving and what can they fall? Well, doesn't these don't want

to look you up because we always believe Instagram. So if you guys have well, no, it has nothing to do with sports. It's even better than that. So if you guys haven't heard his name before, I first actually saw him because I saw his dick. Um, it's all over the internet. Can we see it? You want to see it? Well, that's the first time of that were involved. That's why you both looked confused. Okay, let's get to the story. I'm fine. Um, so he actually had a

sex tape, not officially leaked. Do you want to share? Oh? I can say? So this is Drea's ex boyfriend. Um, and so I guess I don't know where you had a sex sh yes, do I just not. It's just like super big like in the screenshots. It's super big. And so I was just you never sent me a dick pick though? How many years ago? How many years ago was that? Four? Five? It was like, do we get to see her name? Yeah? Too, that's pretty great. Um, so now what are you doing? You haven't made it

unless somebody puts a sex tape. I mean I think that's I thought it was kind of famous. Then I was like, ship, I don't want to be famous with sex tapes. I don't even like I don't want this podcast to go, but not enough to where like my asshole playing videos come back. Oh she has videos and shares them, so I don't know if she's like a long distancing right now. So like, yeah, like we're practicing

animal because I've never done it. Well now I have, but I mean I'm just like i'd be like showing like, oh my god, I'm gonna stretch my ask for you bo and I'm just waking. We had was well one of our guests was Lethal Lips and she's like, yes, girl, this is the but plug that I put in my ass. Probably, um, she has the video in her phone. It's not inside of me today, but the video was there. Yeah, anyway, that's interesting. Yeah, so that was kind of how did

you not know? She didn't? I mean, I guess everybody was making a block about you, So how would you know about you specifically? What were you want a lot of blogs when it happened or it got viral, was your face in it? Was it in there? So that's how people new was you? I mean, yeall were openly dating at the time, right though, Like I know she had you on her Instagram and vice versa. Did it did someone take it from you? Like how did it? Actually? Don't know, Like you know, I don't know. I was.

I was in my own little situation, so I wasn't It wasn't revenge porn or anything like that was in my situation. No, I was actually going through a whole another type of situation. So it's like I didn't want

any of that type of stuff, you know. And it's like I actually stopped it for even going even further, like because of screen screenshots, but like you know, like they were when people were contacting me for the actual footage, you know, I was like no, And if y'all try to do anything anything, like I'm not okay anything you know now how because like that makes me really curious because people's sex tapes leak and stuff like that, Like

you're telling people know, but like they leak anyway. The people that will contact me, I actually like like TMZS. So it's like they're not going to do that if you don't want, you know, they actually they're not going to put nothing out if you tell them. Now, really, that Wait, that can't be right. Really, people don't realize this that if their stuff is on teams and they're allowing it to be No, well they say that Kim's tape it got leaked, but then they decided we capitalized.

She made profits off of Vivid or whoever ye Vivid bought it for. Like what I mean the plus you're already out there. I guess you're like, what are you dealing with teams and stuff like that? Like one of the parties have to SI. I mean they're hell Harvey is the lawyer, right, Yeah, they're they're very meticulous because like they'd be at a conversation and they were like, you know, it wasn't going So are you and her

still friends? Did it? Cause any riff between you two wouldn't happen and friends by that time, Like does she think you did it to her? She? From what like we still have like mutual Like of course we saw a lot of the same friends, a lot of the same friends, right, you know friends, She didn't actually from what honest is, she didn't know. She thought her stuff

got hacked. And then because because you know somebody's character, you're not gonna think they did it, say right, and if you got something to lose, well, yeah, I mean she at that time, you know, she had a new relationship, a long stuff, so she was you know, she was she was whoever was to blame. She was going through any avenue and went from I think my stuff is hacked? Oh he did he? How could he do this? And I'm like, you know, I don't know who I want

to say state with you. It's so crazy to hear that side, especially with the leaky What do you think would be your price of like letting a sex tape lead? But you have what is your friend? But so for that sex tape, especially because she is who she is, like, what is what would be the price you would want

to have it? Okay to sell? And then I'm gonna ask you that one it wasn't good enough, that's not like, oh it wasn't a good sex tape, so you wanted to recreate it if it wasn't like like you know, all the sex we've had, it was not one of the best performances. It was just a random Oh, so you wanted to put like a Mimi Faust and make your own. It wasn't the great like the longest greatest angles. Like it was like she had set up her laptop and then it was just like it was some regular

ship Like it wasn't like a performance thing. It was I hope I never, I mean I probably won't. You were to have a sex tape leak, what would be the price that you would want? Okay, I'm going to say, but I want to I want you to understand where this comes from. All right, working in corporate America, I understand that I cannot receive another job, so I would need to get paid ten year salary before people forget about it. So it would be a million dollars. Okay,

what would yours be? Um? If I were to have a sex daye I think because I'm really good with investments and ship, I feel like I could capitalize off of anything, even with a small believe that right, So ten years like a million? Yeah, nothing under a million.

And that's the thing. It's like, I feel like people listen to this and be like, put you're nobody, Like I get it, but like that really is my minimum, but that's my However, I also said we would take grand to get ship on, but my sex safe I'm sure would have a somebody in it, So I am a hope. That's fine, but it's also place of love, not hor phobia. But what's funny is I do UM have a lot of stuff that I have done with the book, with the blog. UM. I also like have

shot pilots for reality TV. So it's also been to where I haven't really recorded even having sex with anyone unless they also had something to lose as well. So I haven't made too many videos with people who I feel like I have a one up on me or like aren't as popping. Wait wait, wait, wait, wait wait wait, let's just take it back for a second. Let's just assume basketball player, uh, you think they have less to

lose in you. No, but that's what I'm saying. I want someone to feel like they have something to lose, so they wouldn't want it linked either. So if I have recorded with a million bits, you you you way behind the hole out of said a million bits, I'll take a million on the hole and invest that ship really quick. All right. Now, what if someone just offers you a quick two fifty cash, no tag taking out pussy, gotta be out there with your tattoos, You're taking it

and a but no face, but my tattoos. I'm not fucking having a sex say for two fifty bro, No, I need a little bit more than that. Oh, guys, I don't know what you looked like. Yeah, our guest is here all CP time, an hour and fifty minutes late New York City time. Oh, we're doing hugs. Were doing They wonder what's going on? Right? We're doing hugs in here? Um, and so this is your Mike. I I guess we'll go ahead and introduce. All I know about is that you. Uh, we're dating two bitches. But

I get it. He has to be. And is this what you're doing? I dap everyone up and you enter a room like this is real? Hospitable of you are? Like, that's real Southern? Is the Southern? Are you from the South? Where you from Chicago? I liked I liked his bio. How we competed joking? Okay, So guys, we have Marcus Black in the studio from Loving Hip Hop Hollywood. I guess do you want to We actually played your song in the beginning of this episode. You miss nigga. You

don't missed about you miss a goddamn lot. We were talking about my asshole we didn't talk about sex tapes. We haven't talked about sending news. You're a little late on the on the okay, let's jump in. How much is your sex tape going for? Because you're pretty cute. I buy your sex tape. Would Oh, I'm in an open relationship. But we were just discussing does I work in corporate America? I think my job so i'd have to like it had to be a lot of my ha A star tender. Um, I'm not I'm turning down

to fifty. I'm not taking. I'm not taking. We're gonna have to get your mind turned onto. When he gets in here, can you turn on his money? I think that one turned off? So Marcus, do you want to go ahead? And I guess let our listeners know what you do because we're gonna talk about you. I want to do whatever y'all trying to do. That's what I came for. Look at your voice, you're gonnay is what just listening to totally? Because you know what, there's a lot of niggas that I let me over and they

looked like you. I'll probably you did a lot of We don't talk about so what we like to do. When we have guests on, we normally like to start with the icebreaker. So we're gonna play. Yep, you're gonna we're here. We're gonna play. I have you ever? Okay, just a little bit? Um, so the first question I have and you can think of you. I don't think I'm boring to sound like that. If I don't, look, I mean, well more than us because we're a little nasty.

Let's see. I mean, you made TV. You should be right. So we're gonna start off PG. Have you ever been caught in the act? Yes, you have her boyfriend or your mom? Wait, you're wait? Were you living with your mom? Nah? Okay, how did you get caught by your mom if you weren't living with that? So? Can my mom be visiting me any chance? Okay, you were a kid at this time. Nah, you were growing and this happened. Yeah, I was in some slick ship. Mom was looking for some middle of

the day. Did she know the girl? Yeah? Did you so she knew her? I watched Love of Hip Hop. I do, so, I don't worry. I got a question. You know my last situation, Now we get that right. She had some real questions. We have some real ship. Do you have a have you ever? For him? Um? Yeah, because I know we always a homework. Well, this is the thing you told me what they need to do home? We could do some class work. If I'm gonna tell

you this right now. I knew he was gonna walk and shoot nada what I know it, I know, I know it's stopped because I don't have sex in two months. And so our favorite go to question is have you ever? No? No, no, I don't know what you think? I know mine? Okay, go ahead, ask you? All right? Would you rather eat asks or lick toes? Look, we don't went from have you ever? I mean that's kind of I mean I like both. Oh you ask any toes? Yeah? Yeah, with pleasure?

But which ones you're like? If you had to pick? Uh, I'll probably go to the ask for I go to the figure. We say that, Oh, now do you on? You do you prefer? I don't necessarily prefer either. Okay, that's like my feet real, I don't necessarily like my toes sucking my ask, that's like no flies on. I'm actually I'm actually not even interested in in my ask being grabbed, you know. But but like you know, you don't when you're on top, I don't, I don't put

I don't. I'm not interested in that. It actually like completely distract me and you go soft. I mean, I know what starts touching my feet and cocking in the face. I don't want my mother now that A whole lot of titties in this room coming on horrible decisions. You know, I'm all for you know how you're riding. I was when I was in when I was in grad school, we had this cool called called pen Steak and stuff

for pussy eating, nasty niggas, sucking titties, ass toes and everything. Wait, wait, wait pen state to say that one more time, pen State and stiff for pussy eating, nasty niggas, sucking titties, ass toes, everything that's pretty nasty. Other guests was downstairs time. Yeah, you was a part of that actually, you know, you

know it's crazy. Uh when I want when I actually got like like joined like the our little crew, I actually was a verges I was, I was flexing, but then I but soon I was on After when did you lose your virginity? I was actually late I was eighteen. Oh wow, what about you? Then? Seven? I'm from New York. I'm from New York. I was twelve years old. No, she was my age? Is that Is that normal for guys to lose their viginity early? I don't know here it is. I don't think it's no. No, my situation

was a little a little different. Dog. Okay, So, um, I guess we are going to go ahead and get into the horrible decision for this week. I'm trying to get into sum here you go, you bad, bad news. I want to go off track for a second because I just feel like you got a whole story. So let me just go with this. We have an outline, and I'm going off track, but I just really want to know because you sound nasty, so horrible decisions to us, like I accidentally need to do his bed she pissed

it into his mouth? Uh? Whatever? Crazy stories, right? How would you eat the bitches pussy in the strip club? We talked about that. I ate two bitches pussy and ties the same night at that to you and there was probably more seem than on the floor. All you know, let me take my judgment out. But it's stories that could either be embarrassing or really sexy or nasty whatever, What is like the one that's come into your head

right now? What's your decision? Good question? Maybe a day you sucked three different people they never knew were like crazy, orgy or anything you can think of. I mean, she's you do look at the She don't throw it at me how I thought she would throw it at it up? Let me see, I don't recall. Are you not nasty? I'm not take like a like a sexy moment comes to money, the best sex stories, one of your craziest sex stories. You know, I wasn't prepared for that. Give

me can we come back to that. I'm gonna tell mine and what he thinks of it on the tape. Okay, never happened. That's not real. So what's your nastiest It's not. It's just a great it's a fun moment that we live. It's just a situation. You know. It was just it was a chick. I it was an older chick I was trying to get for a while. She was you know, you're too young in me. She was doing that, you know, playing that game with me for a while. At the time.

I was about twenty two and she was about thirty five. When I was thirty two, was like yeah, and you know she she she hit me one night and she's late night. What it was, got excited. It was around two o'clock, you know, l A clubs closing too. I was excited. You know. She's like, I'm drunk, like cool sent that my address. Comes to the crib like she comes, you know, clean ups like the candles. You know, older women, you know you gotta set it up right now, you know,

but you don't do it. We're younger guys. I do. I still like candles. I feel like you can't just candles as the vibe. Yeah, vot come over, Please have candles, so you know, you know, bring it to my room obviously. So she gets you know, she gets down to her thong and get to the bed and she does one of those like roll over type go to sleep ones. But I'm like me, like me, I don't like to like be too thirsty or aggressive. So I kind of just like lay, you know, got to bed, just kind

of like it's very gentleminely or very young. I can't pick which one right. Well, It's like, you know, I don't like to be too you know, I don't like to what made what made Thank you Donald, thank you for not wanting to go. I don't want to grab it. I wanted to be given to me. You know, I like it to be given to me. Okay, So you know I really just kind of like got my boxes and just put you know, put my job on her back to let it know. I was around you put

it on her back, and what made this better? Time? Well, you know, so we got into it, you know, obviously turning aroun we got into it. So you know me, I'm like I had a small window, like you know when you said small, I was like, no, no, no, I mean a small window to like to get to get to it, you know, like I was trying to capitalize before you know whatever. So I went straight to go eat the pussy, like immediately went straight down, kissing

on them, you know, belly button right taking right around. So, you know, a long story short, I'm you know, I'm giving a really good head and you know I had two dresses on the side of my bed and that's where the candles were. So you know, she's squirming everywhere. God, yeah, she's squirming everything. He poured the wax on her. Yeah, yeah,

she's squirming everywhere in the bed. I actually like look up, like I look up because she's moving, so I'm trying to get control of it, you know, like, oh my god. And I noticed it, but I didn't think nothing of it because I was like, no, that's not gonna happen. Could you smell it? That what it was? No? No, I literally watched because she she was a black chick, so literally she must have hair spraying because it went like it shot up, like it shot up like this.

I was like, oh she She was like, oh came, did you guys finish? No, it wasn't. It was. It was like we laughed. We laughed for a long time and were like the moved kind of got interrupted and we kind of went to me up, you would keep sucking if your hair caught on fire. I did, Oh god, this is the Michael Jackson. I'm just saying. I was about to say, embarrassing things are going to happen. During sect we learned about it. It was it was, you know,

we kept it. We kept it between us and y'all never revealed her name and stuff, but we weren't asking for it. Yeah. Seven Now, it was just it's just a great it's just a great funny story, laugh about. Yeah, I don't be honest, there's really nothing that can embarrass me. I've never fired enjoying sex, so like that could be the worst. I told you I was eating pussy and she firted on her face and kept going. So if that's the nasty that you're talking about, I'm no longer interested.

Let me tell you something. I don't play none of them games like like I want which I with all the ship I smell anything, listen, sure, well that's the thing. It didn't really smell. So it was just like, that's great that I would never you're trying to say yourself right now, but well know we already talked about this on the shovel. Know what she fired in and she

didn't smell. She did not smell were you may not know, but like we may not even hear it, but there's time where like like you pulling someone's ass, air is coming out and I'm not you know, I have to say. But she fired, and I was like, Okay, we're just gonna keep going and doing like savage. I'm not gonna do it. That's fine because women even know I'm a fucking uber feminist. I still couldn't do it. That's fine, You're like, I'm gonna sell. I mean, and she had

a fat was the worst. I mean, there's really the most embarrassing thing that's happened to be doing sex. Oh I answered a FaceTime calling accident. That doesn't account. Yes, it doesn't. And you could hear the noise, and I'm just like, I am so sorry, Brian, but this was and I gotta go. That was bad. So I have a question for you because I read an article and it said that you're not an actor, so apparently everything

that happened on Loving hip Hop was that real? Because that's what I want to get into because that's our horrible decision for this show, and I want to talk about decision. No it was, so I want to discuss um from a male point of view. You were going through a divorce, you weren't I guess you were dating while you were separated. What did you tell these women? Clearly you weren't upfront with them. What goes through a man's mind if he's still married and chooses to go

out and date women? Why is that something that isn't disclosed? But I would see that wasn't the case. In my scenario. So I well, now listen, listen, you move your hand, you uncover your face, and we're gonna we're gonna work. We're gonna get through this together, all right. All right. So look, so the pair of legal who was helping helping me with my divorce, she obviously knew I was married, clearly, right, Okay, and then um and then Brooke knew I was married. Also,

here's the thing. So when I started, when I first shot at Brook, we was all like it was all systems go. We was rolling. Then about two weeks and I'm like, yeah, well, you know, I still got paperwork. You know what I'm saying. We've been separated two years, but I still got paperwork. She put the wall up boom. So over the next couple of months, I'm I'm trying to get through the wall. You know, no pun attended or maybe mayended. Trying to just get through it, you

know what I mean. And I'm working my way. And then uh, I told her that the divorce was finalized, and um, I thought it was, because I thought it. Even though you have someone legally on your side helping you, how did you not know if it was? So that's not so originally, so what happened was my daughter mom filed on me. She filed on me. She she served me, and then she and then she filed she filed on me. Then I found out the pair work wasn't filed. I've

never been I've never been through a divorce before. Have you about You know what I'm saying, is it like its you rookie mistake? Like I didn't know what to look for. I didn't know like what I should have Like she said, like my daughter mine said okay, uh, you know by this day, if you don't respond, okay, it'll be done. I was like, it's a rat. I respond what I'm saying, you got you take that? You know what I mean? I'm going with my business? Would

be all right? So then I found so so then when but then here's here's where here's why I was wrong, because I found out that it wasn't done, and I didn't tell her that it wasn't found lives now. Aside from that, both of these women felt like they were your girlfriends. What were you, as a man doing to make both of them feel like she was in the

married part? Because I sincerely believed that separated is separated when feelings are detached, are detached, but dating to women at the same time, I'm not telling them and I have non monogamous relationships relationships, but I'm asking, like, how did that part go? Oh? It was terrible they with with you know that was on the show. And you realize you started in two different women, Then what do you do from that? That wasn't That wasn't what happened.

And that's why I said, you're not watching the show. We could work though it because both of these women were out publicly claiming you to their friends. This stuff that didn't make that didn't make the TV that there was. There was girls that DM brooked. You know what I'm saying, Why you did it with my nigga? Listen, bit, I don't funk with you and you know that. You know that for sure. Now, Brooke, that was I was very serious about that and I wanted that, you know, but Jay,

that was not. Now I'm guilty for for lean home. You know what I'm saying to to believe that there was a that there was a possibility that we could take this somewhere. But I was just trying to you know what I'm saying that that's my way around these legal fees. What do you think you're guilty for what you do? Specifically, they made her feel that way, you think because she she put she she made it clear that she was interested in the possibility of us dealing. Okay,

after my divorce was final. That's like after she after the divorce was final, she wants to She made she made she was very clear that she was that she was she wanted to be more. I didn't shut that down, even though I didn't tell see, see this is this is what this No, look this this is what niggas feel comfortable. I'm trying to get some real g I feel comfortable, Like shit, I ain't. I didn't say yeah, I didn't say we get moved for situation ship. But

I didn't I say, that's the difference. So you never you didn't even play the bullshit game like yeah, yeah, yeah, sure, But I just never said what what I what I did? What I did tell her was you know her not we never? I always yeah, it's tricky, No, no, no, because I'm not worrying. I'm very real. So like I started talking, I used to talk to her back in two thousand and ten. You feel me. So over the years, it's like, you know it was it wasn't really space

and the opportunity, you know what I'm saying. Like early on it was like, uh, I always like before I married my daughter Mama, I was always with my daughter mam and so and so we just the space wasn't there. And so it's like so when she was like, yeah, we never had the opportunity to, you know, to see what we could be, I'm like, yeah, we didn't talk conversations and where they like really like we're having dinner, like talking face to face or with these it was stuck.

So we're you sending her the clearly both of them, like I said, was claiming you to their friends. We're both of them getting the good morning texts, We're both of them getting the good night texts. We're both of them being laid up with you. Like that's when females think that they're in a relationship and the guy may

think they're not. No laying up. No laying up is one that listen, the one that you see on TV with me, I'm trying to get that's the one that I put all my energy into, right, and that's no longer what is your situation with her now? Because I saw you post the Instagram picture of y'all on the flight. But she's also been pretty much booed up with Booby. That's no. On the show. She's definitely been booed up with Booby. Absolutely. I was just checking. I was just

checking that reaction. And Booby is a good friend of mine. So we've talked a lot about just the show in general. That's why asking you, like, what's real? What's not? Um? And so I saw you post the picture of you and her on your way. I still here to New York for the reunion show, and so where are y'all at now? Well, listen, first of all, let me tell you you haven't been in Vegas absolutely all right? I advise you always been on Black? What does that mean?

Marcus Black? What does that I mean? I don't know. I don't take no else. I don't care what to look like. I always win at the end. I'm always is. And I'm like, I'm just saying, like, did you I didn't get that one. I didn't hear you say that. I did I even been on Black. I guess you're a rapper. And we had to come out with the line, but you gotta you gotta understand if you're if you're watching the show, I was flat out wrong. Cool, that's a fucking loud So she went out of her way.

She told him, listen, I want to make him jealous. He said, cool, I'm a man. You were a pond to piss me off, and I got pissed the funk off. I was hot, I was, I was. I was embarrassed by that. I was embarrassed that you allowed both of them to argue in front of you, and you just sat there and didn't say shit. They didn't argue in front of me. When she brought Jaden, I guess and she that was why as a man, did you not not only that for someone who was running your legal fees?

Why was why did you not feel the need to be respectful to her as even someone who's doing your business. Yeah, like that scene that I annoyed. When your girl and the person you really love comes in the room and takes over, you don't choose nobody's side. You stay out the way. I haven't seen it. I'm gonna give you that one. It's just if you because he list is the thing as much as hurting women as hurting women.

If you're really being truthful and saying that she kind of knew it wasn't ship, why am I gonna stick up for you now? When I want this person I don't know here? Here's here's the play. It's really simple. Okay, if you if you're not dealing right, Okay, so you're not. We're dealing right now. People. I don't know what you're you're on your phone because we have questions. Just wanted your attention. Oh I got I got your attention, all right, So listen. So if you were not, even if it's

a flirtation situation, let's say we're dealing. You know what I'm saying, Um, that's cool. But you know what this is over here. And and even if you act like you didn't know, I was very clear to you about what this is. Okay. So at the point where you actually run into her, because you've actually been out here telling people, that's what you made your mistake by telling people that you were my girl. That's where you screwed yourself.

Because I can't even I can't even have your back now because you you got the nerder sit here and look brook in her face, and you know that's that's you know, that's that's what my focus at her. Yeah, my girl, and you know we never ever had that conversation, but you also said you knew and she left it great. But she is out here putting claim tickets on bags that ain't hers. I think a lot of females do that.

That's why she got part gotta stop. So so why if you know that you're leading a woman on, why does that not stop? Is it the pussy? Is it? Like you enjoy the family like women lead men on every day, every part of it. It's part of the maiding game. Sane, thank you for the interview, But we got a lot of female listeners that want to know why men do this? Yeah, and a genuine question leading what's the point of leading a woman on? You just

don't want anybody else? I just told you my point, your point, like this is in general, this is I was finessing Ryan these legal fees. No no, no, not okay. So you had but from that from that situation, and I personally don't do that. You don't lead women on, not girls lead niggas on, nick Like, if if a nigga is dealing with a girl, he want that we

don't lead like niggas don't typically lead girls on. Girls lead niggas on every day, and I don't even feel like it makes sense that females have questions about why do y'all lead people? A little confused, So you're saying men are getting let on and heartbroken that bitches ain't wiping them right, I don't know what you just said. Women are leading men on. That happens far more than many women, far more than men women. So you mean to tell me that in everyday situations that men are

the ones out here running behind women acting crazy. I mean you are like the forefront right now and loving hip hop for letting two women let this happen to Have we ever seen two men in loving hip hop fight? Or is it generally social? Weas fight on love and hip hop all the time? Right? But over women, especially New York, over women social norm when we're watching TV reality TV, are we watching two men fight over women? Like? Oh?

Hold on? Listen first of all, if if if and shout out, shout out to because the nigga actually handled itself very well. Because I'm gonnat of nig I'm not never going to go there with no nigga about no female because what y'all do, y'all choose and he felt the same way you feel me. So, but if we were, if we was anything less than then stid Nigga's regarding the situation, you would have saw his fight and Brooke led him the funk on and y'all she's seen him

way off. You guys, ain't the majority of women and leading men on to what? Thinking? What that they're not talking think? I think your opinion is invalid being that you don't watch the show and you didn't know that I'm talking about. You didn't. You're not witnessing him. Get Let someone else, I'm not. I'm not even talking about your personal situation. You both just said that women lead men on more than I'm not gonna say more. I

think it happened. I'm still saying more. Okay, you gotta understand. Look, so listen. A woman's number one need, number one need it's security. That's number one for FA man's number one need is respect. I don't need listen for my If by chance, I have resources that I'm willing to give you, and all you gotta do is allow me to feel like I got a shot most of y'all gonna do it. That's a fact, because that's that's that's a fact. What

do you mean security? So I'm telling my financial security if you feel like, if you feel like it's first of all, let me tell you something, y'all, y'all side on, y'all side, y'all entertaining all the ugly basketball players, rappers and fall for a check. Let me tell you the show you came on. So we wanted to make this show. We both work in corporate America. Yeah, actually, um, we wanted to make this show beautiful the night. By the way, thank you. I want to send my own down. We're

gonna have that. I want to tell you we wanted to make the show to show that women are really out here and making moves in their lives and doing things and can still be sexual free beings. So that might be why it's hard to believe that women are really out here that thirsty for niggas and playing a bunch of them. And you're basically saying that what these basketball player for a check, they're doing it for a check as well. And you and you agree to that,

I know you do. I don't agree that all women are out here. Majority we're saying a lot a lot, but a lot of these guys are not ugly, and they could probably pull bitches without wearing jersey. And I'm not talking and I'm not just talking about I'm talking about this. There's complete cornballs that you would never speak to on the street. But because he has a and and when I say you, I'm talking, I'm talking about

I'm not talking about. I can give you this. I had a really really really cute dude come up to yourself, told you about and nice clothes look like he had. Let's just say now, as a woman with money, I'm not gonna lie to you and say that sometimes these things are attractive because I do and I don't really meet men that I feel like are could be an equal eil. But I thought to myself, right, I was going through his Instagram and looking through corny ship and

I'm like, why are you taking it self? He's like, damn, this is thinking. Must have had a quick come up and like he's whack. And I get what you're saying. I will give you that because I think the only reason I even bothered was because he just cleaned up nice. I will give you that I'm not saying I was looking after anything, but definitely there's some corn balls out there this but this is flat out corny niggers that winning because they got bags. Period. I see them every

single day. We live in l A. Is a little different. No, that's the same thing here, the same thing in Miami. I lived in Atlanta, the same thing everywhere. You've got you got cornballs that a lot of times, I'm from New York, guys are getting by well, guys are not here. I know guys that have seven hundred dollars just Seppi shoes on and Gucci and are sleeping on their homeboys couch.

So out here's a little different. I get that. And and and the reason that a lot a lot of women, especially in Los Angeles, California, I don't even I'm not putting this on I'm gonna put this on Hollywood and Hollywood California. Okay, it gets tricky because I often see women get bamboozo because you want for the nigga with the chain, and you want for the nigga with the weapon. You ain't know he put up in all his home

said the homey chain. He started on his homely couch. Right, and you wouldn't get that nigga some pussy and you ain't. You ain't and you didn't get him the pussy because because he didn't have on the chain or whatever. But he is bad, is destroying in his bag and he just don't look like and you passed on. Let me ask you, guys from a man's perspective, you guys get

on bitches who fun with bum niggas? And now it's kind of yes, because I know plenty of niggas who was sitting here and talk about you're dealing with a broke niggas. You're taking care of this nigga. You're doing this even from a woman's perspective today, the bomb isn't great, so it's looked bad upon from other men that a female wants a nigga with a bag or a nigga who's financially stable. Ahead, don't judge women for I don't. I think the point made you you're racing after like

the blue checkmark type of thing. I think that's what you're trying to say. This is these populists and niggas is always in the club and looking like they got ship popping off and the girls racing after that's not even it's not even that deep. Like women like the problems, you're passing up on a lot of good men and not giving them a lot of chance because of y'all looking for a specific type of thing, right, and it will all be the same thing that is looking for.

You're trying to get that number one, you're trying to get that number one knee of security men. But those are the females who don't have security. And I'm about to say this, but I will say I think it's that that's true, but not only that me and her. No girl with money wants to be with And let me be clear, when I said that woman's nobe one needs in security, I didn't. That's not limited to financials. That's that's that's physical security, that's emotional, that's spiritual, that's

all that's that's that's all INCOMPAXI validation. How whatever money money is not left. I'm sorry I'm not dating because I ain't say because I ain't saying. You know, gold digger, and understand you get us on us a lot. I get it. I understand why I want security. That's a very major, absolutely part of the relationships being the number one reason for divorces. I want to ask you something

I just thought about when you mentioned bum niggas. Uh, I feel like I meet a lot of beautiful women since I moved to New York that have I mean, I don't have very expensive clothes because I like to put my money in my expensive as rent or travel. Right, not really important for me to How much is your two thousand dollars for a three Yeah, you get a roommate, You still donna pay four thousand hours for a nice two bedroom in a high rise which I lived in, and so I was just like I wanted to live

alone in a cool neighborhood. So um. Anyway, So my question is, you know women are out there with the expensive bags and clothes and look and I feel like sometimes when I'm in the club, I'm very plain Jane, and dudes aren't really going for me. Do you seek after those girls? If you ever? What what's something you look at when you're checking for a check and when you see girls with expensive things? Do you meediately think, oh, she's up that? How does that work in mind? Because

sometimes I know because you're judging, is I think? Uh? I think as human and I don't think it's I don't think this is a gender thing. I think we attracted the confidence, right, So so you know you've got situations where you know, a lot of times, you know, I only got to go to the confidence is attractive. I don't got to go too deefer with that, right, confidence is attractive. So every time I sucked the bartender,

that's how it happened. So so I look, you know, of course you got you got past the eye test. You know, if if I'm not looking at you and I'm not stuck like this, you know that we're gonna move on immediately. And then it's about you know what after the eye test is the nose test. After I look at you, when I pull up on you, it gotta it gotta be together like with you. Absolutely every eversode talks about girls every and so listen, I have four sisters, all right. I know firsthand that I'm not

supposed to smell you. I got listen, I don't care. And there's a there's a thing between working out and smelling like sweat or smelling like you've been outside and stinking and and something's wrong there. You can smell like a long day, but being musty is different. That's that's a different thing. You need to have your hygiene in order. So if you passed the access and I pull up on, you got pass the notes, the nose test I got.

You know what you're smelling like? You gotta smell. If you smell right, then then then it goes to the conversation and how you carry yourself. You know, like, I don't care what you got, don't have the time. I don't know what the ship is anyway. I don't know what the funk you got on? Like, I know your bag if you got a channel sound on it, but your your your bust. My friend mother got that downtown for hunt. I don't know what's going Do you do you date girls that are like are you noticing that?

Like you're a rapper, You're on TV now? Like are you dating these Instagram model girls and girls really shooting your d ms? Do you date groupies? How is it going for you? I ain't gonna lie to you. Ship on fall in line the right way, the right way with brook I go post to I'm saying good luck for all the motherfucker's because I don't I don't trust now I feel you know, what I'm saying. And I'm

gonna tell you I felt like this before. But let me tell you something, like I'm not going to like girls have been my whole life been like okay, marcause you're a shock. He's a handsome guy. Now, oh I'm so motherfucking sexy. It's crazy. You are so sexy. Oh my god working when you walk in, they went crazy. Right, we're gonna be able to listen to this episode going on? Well, I think I think I think what you said, I

think you were out. I think she was just surprised and she was like, Okay, he's I didn't know what he looked like. He's actually attractive. But I'm talking about that acting like I'm talking about like whoa, it's I'm girls that from high school out of nowhere, like acting like my like I got a different dick. I got the same dick, but like and that, like, have you yet, though, like are you turned on about this a little bit?

Because I'm sure it's flattering. I mean groups before that like this, but I mean I feel like, what's the most grouping, Like what's the most fanatic ship? I haven't I haven't. I haven't really seen that yet I've got like a lot of a lot of the wildest like grouping stories I got from like maybe like being on tour or like around the world game or something like that. What I mean, because you know, his his his level of bitches and my level of bitches. His level group

is in mine exactly comfortable. But I got a lot of those, you know, the ones that ain't necessarily make it up to the to the other roads. Are they fighting to get in v I like when you like hosting parties now and ship and then yeah, it get tricky and get it like because the damns is, Yes, we're gonna say the names. I just really imperious this is. But we're just gonna what are they saying in your damn you here we are I don't even know his name in the more they calling them hands No, no,

we're not reading an incident. Okay, So first of all, it's a hard faced emoji minutes ago. You are finest hell Okay, heart face emogi, heart face emoji, not gonna lie. I like the way you handle yourself on love and Hip Hop Hollywood, and I've developed a small crush on you, and your glasses are sick. Love all the way from London kind of glasses? Are they funny? Because I want to be clear, No, I meant the ones you have on now some girls introducing herself. It's just a lot

of I got the whole voice, I could do. The you is fun like that. I knew it was you with the game, daddy. You are sound fucking fine. What's the name of the song yesterday's episode? Hey, first and foremost? The single me is out Marcus Blacks on Spotify every week and that's when we played in the club and l a right now going up. We bought this bit is come up with this to be coming to me when I go through a break up. Everyone makes mistakes,

but Brookly reckless. Everything happens for a reason. Sending me whole books. Dude, this is like, oh my god, my heart goes out to you. Is your relationship falls to ship? She got you out here looking stupid. I'm here if you want to talk. It looks like the same ship movie was doing to get up and that was so

much fun. I'm going to have a famous find. So what we do for our show as well is we have homemale, So we have our listeners send us letters and we have one today, and I kind of wanted to ask us on the show because I wanted to know if it's possible for it to happen with a man having sex. Okay, so hey, Wisi and Mandy. So, my boyfriend and I have been dating for a year

and everything is great, sex, communication, dates, everything is great. However, in the past year, he's accidentally slipped his dick in my butt hole four times. It has hurt me each time, and I am slowly getting scared of being intimate with him. That's what I was thinking about. You know that, That's what I'm thinking. So wait, wait, wait, wait, it has hurt me, has hurt me each time, and I'm slowly

getting scared of being intimate with him. I know he doesn't mean to do it, because he's always like, I'm sorry when it happens. Her man very deeply with don't spit on it. But I think he's She said that she thinks he's getting too carried away during having sex. I'm scared I could get a car the arrest. Stick your finger in his ass, don't goddamn story, goddamn it, go ahead, what do I do? Seriously, guys, my butthole isn't conditioned for this, and my heart each time it

happened because the pain is excruciating. Now, I know Manny and a lot of girls love anal, but I don't. So what should I do? Finger in his ass? So stop talking like you wrote this one. I swear to know. We get mail. She said call me Phoenix. Clearly her name is not. But I'm not gonna say her from NAX. Now we get some wild email. We get wild email. Seriously. First of all, that was no mistake, and it was done purposely four times. First of all, you can't act.

First of all, if she doesn't have if she does not get a regularly, you can't accidentally put your dick in the asshole. I've got someone sucked me hard like and then I could just like, I feel like it's happened four times, four times a lot. I think. I think. I think he's trying to have anything, and maybe she's mentioned she doesn't want it, so he's trying to speak it. If that's flying, I've accidentally slipped my finger around and

tried accidentally a lot of time. Okay, I'm gonna be honest with you, like I have a lot of crazy. You know that I have a lot of disrespectful sex, a lot of dominating sex. And I am all about trust and if I feel like somebody playing me, that's what she said. She's getting to the point disrespectful sex. Yeah, Ken, she has a collar all of that ship that we consider that vanilla. I mean, so the stuff I said not even I mean they say that dominating people in

their you know you work lives. So you you like Wesley Pipes, Tim on your neck, Pipes, Tim, she doesn't watch black porn. It's not don't watch a black warm but like Wesley Pipes like porn. Dude, Like, yeah, he's not. She doesn't. But I'm just saying, like she's like, really kind of girl's point, guys, I wis I want to tell you a woman to me, I was dating a black men. The last black man was married and played me out and so I had to go to white boys. I want to let it. I want to. I want to.

I want to let out a known fact within our crew. He only likes black women. But what's crazily attracted to black women? And no, no, no, I'm stating this out there for the world to hear, Like I hear a lot of rappers don't like black women and stuff like that. His thing is he only I actually look at him out. I'm like, she's pretty. He looks. He literally doesn't agree.

I'm like, you know what, that makes me feel good to hear because there's so many times where I hate feeling and secure about my hair or nigga's calling me ghetto or being like, oh, you're gonna do this, this and that. But I want to be clear though, Okay, um, everybody has a preference guy, so my preference as a black woman that that that's not to say that check out let me miss. I'm glad to get to it. There's I find other I find. I find other females attractive.

I've seen, like, you know how he cloms back and back on her day that you know. I feel like, I feel like there's a tract of females from every race. But I'm like, you gotta be if you're gonna be a white girl, you gotta be ice cold. You gotta be on some other ship with a mean talk game, and we gotta be able to relate. Gotta be white. But I love I love black girl. So so if I if I knew that you only date females and

white guys. Chances are chances I wouldn't even came down to the show, or I'd have just thought to you, it's just it's just time. Um. Ever since Trump got elected, I keep finding my way back because I really am. I'm having a hard time having a talk. I have to sit nig down, tell him who Emmett Hill is. Haven't watch Shockers a little and I'm exhausted and I missed talking about white people with black You know, it's hard. Do you know how difficult it is. I'd be like,

have disrespectful sex with white guys, oh, super disrespectful? Like ie like no, no, no, no no, no, no no, that's a good d I've been getting fucked well, but I have great sex. Um, it's just that with black men, I've noticed they don't have a lot of experience when being dumbs because a lot of black women don't enjoy being submissive. So it's kind of hard because the experience a little more difficult. He's looking at our cover. What explains this Banana's well, banana's that's when I got to

face one like that. No, no, no, it's the illness curve on a banana that it could have like a Lotok, Curve a goddamn I'm berry Curve looks um enough about me? Was my interview? Right? So so basically what your week every week is you every every show with your interviews. We trust me, they've had enough of my pussy and my choking, spanking sex adventures and we haven't heard that.

We went well, y'all, motherfuck listen to the show. Then that's what y'all talking about us watching show's loving hip hop. You guys, listen to a couple episodes and we'll let you guys know the best ones to start at. I'm not listening to this show, but now you bet y'all he's so salty right now? We you don't you know like interracial dating? You know it's crazy as a no, and no, that's not true. I'm asking. No, I'm fine

with he's not a fan of inspiracial dating. That's not well, No, I'm not a fan of it, but I'm not against it by any mean. I want to be clear about that. I'm not I'm not against any bo black. He's not anti white though I'm not. Antechnically, we're by racials. So I think we can go either. First of all, there's not a there's not a you'd be hard press to find an African American that's not mixed with something. Okay, but I don't have a problem with somebody dating somebody else.

But when your preference is somebody else other than ourselves, and I don't I don't tell you my preference was white man, I've been dating a way, It'll be hard press for me to know that. Like if I started dealing with you and I know how you like it in bed, and I was doing that things with you, and to hear stories of like, will you with your white boyfriend doing this? All right, I'm let's scale that back. I make my own decisions. I want to give who I want to let treat me. I'm not gonna matter

what color they are. No, you're not, I'm talking about Yeah, Okay. I think it's really unfair to say that if black women want to have rough sex, they can't let white men do it. I'm not saying you can't. Power men don't do things to me that I don't want them doing. That's and that's just something I just want to teach a little bit of maybe even our listeners about b DS. I'm not gonna take about compliments back from she's pretty.

I'm extremely uncomfortable. Women that choose submissive sex aren't choosing to give up their power. You only do what I ask you to do. My rules are stated before and after sex. I bring out all the whips, chains, toys that I want. Men are not just inflicting pain on me because they felt like today I told you I wanted to be here with a belt or slap. It's just a bad imagery in your head to remember slavery

and just getting you pickure. But that's the thing. A lot of our kinks are going to be gross, like I can't. I can't always reflect everything back to that. Don't get me wrong listening y'all might not know be but I'm the least bit out here to not be fighting for us. But the things that I choose to do in bed don't reflect on personally what I want to Black women. I agree. I just said if I was dealing with you personally, with doing things to you,

I had to have a flashback. You gotta realized it's black queens to him, like he's like that queen, my black queens, And you know what this happens to us all the time, spit on and beat my white guys. Every day. People judge what we do every day. You're getting spit on. I like, listen. I choose to come here on this platform and say what I do because I'm confident what I do and I like it. If me and you have sex tonight, you wouldn't be spitting on me. I put my trust in the people that

I choose to do this way. Women have the choice for this, and that's why I do this podcast and decide to But just to clear it up, we're not judging you on what you're doing. Really, you just said I didn't. You don't know what judgment is. Then if you say, if I was dealing with you and I found out you was doing this, I feel some type of way look at you, some type taking out the wrong way. I said in my mind, right, but that's

like you when you like somebody. I'm definitely certain things and I feel I feel, I feel like that's the biggest bowl of nonsense. That like. First of all, when a human walks into a room and see somebody, when we hear something, we judge. Everybody judges like everybody. If I when I walked in around Okay, that's what when I when y'all say. Every time y'all say something, it triggers a reaction in my mind. While I'm thinking why, I come to a conclusion that's what we do. You know,

this is a great conversation. I don't know we have to go, but it's just it's exactly what I mean when I say that I have first dates that I don't disclose my podcast. I don't talk about my personal life because then it takes it from wow, you're this girl who does this and you're an executive and you do what you were at tech to like, oh, you're talking about Dick. Yeah, and so that's what you know, and you still should keep your job and do every I'm not saying that. I'm just saying that that look

at your demeanor. Even that's what happens completely everybody when they hear these things. Still, well, um, we are going to have to episode. So I'm working on it. You're working on getting better. I don't want to judgment Free Zone. I have no problem with your kinks and quirks are doing at all, Perry, We we exercise some of them sometimes like that. Well, I'm glad you shared your ours. We really appreciated both y'all super dope when I had a good time. Thank you. I'm so glad you came

out even though he was on CP time. But um, I appreciate you coming. And what can our listeners um be expecting from you? And where can they find you? Oh? Man? Well, first of all, make sure you'll go to my Instagram. You can find me on Marks black Fall inquiries all questions and of course uses as vs. Yeah, but you can also type in just market black right and it pulled me right up. Uh Markets Mondays every Monday night.

You already know what what's markets Mondays? Love me a polcom a. Also, um, I got a lot of new music coming out. You can go to it tunes, you can go to all music platforms and find my music markets Black. I got projects coming out and we just we're wrapping everything up. Man, We just huh yeah Black Fridays. You know, we get a discount, get discount on so Lord on the Blackberriker. Well, we're gonna definitely post your

description of your Instagram and all that stuff on iTunes. Um. Within our descriptions, you guys can find Marcus um and he's really hot. In person, So there you go. And you guys can always catch us on our Instagram at horrible underscore Horrible underscore decisions. Jesus christ I said, that's so much, can I know? And you can always catch me on Instagram and Twitter at full court pumps and where can they find your way? It set not on LinkedIn,

so stop fucking writing. Thank you guys. This has been another episode of Fourrible Decisions by