Guess what decision We're about to make a horrible decisions. You're what a dude? Baby. Welcome to another episode of Horrible Decisions. If you have not heard us before, welcome. Also make sure to subscribe, rate, and review wherever you listen to us or watch U because yes, we is on the YouTube. What's up? I'm your girl, Mandy b A k at s A k A debt bitch a k A tripod mommy? What it do? What's tripod? Mommy?
I have a tree podcast? Was like taking you got I'm not like taking a picture, but it's like tree pod. I was like, I'm tri hi, guys, I'm weazy, I'm just stay sinking. Oh no, I'm a double your you're die patriation. I'm a deep here or baby. And we are joined today by Oh okay, well that too. So we're gonna play some porty name that's a very like kinky name. I could do Dallas, right, okay, alright, like the city, yes there? So where do you get the
Dallas Playhouse? As I just told Benson, um my dad was like a huge Cowboys fan and I'm a star. All right. So the funny thing about this is y'all. So I was like, you know what, we need to get some people on the pot. So I threw a tweet out there, Uh, Dallas hit me up. But what's even crazier is after we don't communicate it for a little bit, she's like, so you know we met, right, And I was like we did, and she's like, I get it. Y'all meet a lot of people. I meet
a lot of people. Y'all was late. I'd be feeling really bad. But but when when I think it's not just like meeting, I feel like I remember someone coming up to me more than I do an arena like that. I met a guy at a bar the other day. He was like, are you easy. I'm like, yeah, I'm thinking he listened to the podcast. He's like, I've been on set with you before. My name is Jesse, and
I'm still like okay. He did were lighting and ship for the Horrible Decisions movie, and let me tell you, we were there for eight nights, all day the outset. I ain't gonna hold you. I said, maybe it's the mask. He said, well, I'm not wearing one now and I wasn't wearing one. No my mask and let me explain. Am I the only person I know? This sounds dumb? Whose mask fox up their vision? The girl I feel like mine is just because of my glasses, Like they
just always get foggy. Okay, we'll see. I like my wearing my personality glasses and I wear them all the time and when I wear the mask, it fogs them up, you know. So I ain't gonna hold you. He could walk through this door right now and I won't know that. Man, I'm sorry, I don't remember the guy so bad. Man. So he's Dennis's assistant and he's been on calls with me that I've had with Dennis for producing ship, which
I was just like, I don't know. The more that he kept talking, he was like saying stuff you know when people trying to give you the hint, and he was like right out there. I was like all right, and he was, you don't even remember you ordered that man sushi where you over remember a ship Broder. We had a whole platter. It's when you have to like
create the set vibes, you know what I'm saying. So Saturday, I just did another set and I remember thinking like because it started night, I was like, does anyone know what they want to eat there, like we're not hungry, And I was like, this is a lot cheaper for me. Great, I'll just do jonuhs. They're gonna do jonats, But like when you go to real ship, and I don't want people to think that I'm gonna do sh it cheap, even though I will when you go to real ship.
You know what I'm saying, maybe having the waters out, asking if you want anything. So I feel like it's nice to treat people that way, but what would have been nicer as if I knew his sucking name or his favor So what I did was just trying to be like, what do you want to drink? Like, all, let's talk. Yes, what are you working on? Now? Do you want to alcohol? Okay, we'll see. And speaking of alcohol, that's that's what I responded her. I was like, girl,
you know I'll be drunk. I'll really be partying and be out with people and don't know who they are. And she's like, well, yeah, we've partied with listeners in d C. Don't do this are you gonna do? I'm not talking about out with that girl about Rody. I wasn't going to talk about how you made out with her. I was really, were you there when I was making out where her? Were you was there? Did you see that? And we just was like she makes up what everyone's funny?
You Maybe I don't know if I says she means, I probably said this is that I can see that. Yeah, I'll be making out with bitches. You were like only pretty muches. Yeah you know what I mean? And Mandy used me is so extra because Shorty and one of our friends was playing and she was like, fucking bit Wait what did I remember she playing? She was playing fuck you? Then you kept dancing to other people because I do feel like, because wait, one of my friends
what what? What? What world? That she didn't give me a pussy on phone? That was probably one of the not for sure it might have been it. And I was, yeah, that was good. That was it? My friend name give me a pussy? Song man? Your friend she was giving mutual friend? Oh got you her reasons I brought up being sucked up because that's say night someone else I
didn't recognize there was a girl. It comes up to me she's been a patron for a while and she's like beginning and so she said she had some molly water, and she was like, do you want someone? I was like, girl, um no, she was like girl, So I listened to you. She basically was like, I know you don't know nobody you'd be taking that ship from. So I was like, girl, No. So after a while people bought we were drinking bottle what we've ordered bottles, but they were all gone, and
so I was like, there's nothing really left. So tuned her. But wait, it was fine. I was alive right now. But no, she's a member of the horror You think's gonna stear me wrong? Maybe, I mean, I ain't gonna hold you real quick. Shout out to the hor Hive too, because I don't know how we come across. But bitch, almost every city there was fans that brought us bloods
and they did every fucking since. I'm gonna brot me a tab of acid, like people be looking now, Wait, you got a tab of what aid she give it to you? It was a Boston She knew not to give it. She gave you animals. And she whispered to me, it is so funny how certain drugs we fund a hierarchy.
She she was like Mandy this is for you, and then I made a joke like damn bit and she's like she didn't even want to give me the edible because at the Boston show I shared how the edible I had to be thrown into a bathtobe because my nigga and so I share my same I share my edible story and she was like, I brought you the edible and I was like, well, but she'll still taking So after the Molly Water Ship, fast forward, it's quarantine time,
I'm hanging around the l Yes. This girl comes up to me and she's like, oh you I came to hear a d C show, so we hope we take a picture and she was like, do you remember what else? And I'm like like, I'm really looking like and she was just like we had a moment. I'm like, and I do remember crying with this one girl shut up at the DC Club in DC. She just made me
a tear up, you know what I mean. She was like, oh my god, I can your first show and I just started car and then she told me she was like we were in the bathroom together and I'm like, okay, but I don't know what she was talking about. You and I'm like, I know, we didn't do that, and she was like her, bitch, we took some money hoard together. I'm like, oh my god, but you didn't even know who I was, Like, well, we wearing masks now. I can't easy part about Dallas is she It's not like
she was just a fan that was in line. She was pretty much backstage with us because her sister was the Muse for Dash with UM with if you guys came to Our Lives show, we had live kinksters and in DC specifically, we had Sir Dashington, who did a live rendition of Bondage, which is crazy because that is what this week's episode is about. And we're gonna get to talking to Dallas. And I thought the Muse was different in every city. The Muse was different than every city.
But that's what we're gonna be talking about UM And I'm really excited because every time we kind of I think by the second time Dash was there, we didn't really even have questions for him. We wanted to understand, as a woman, you being tied it up, what arousal you get out of that? And so we're gonna talk about that for the horrible the girl who does my hair. Um, not my braids, but the girl who does my hair. She tells me all the time she'll have sessions and
stuff like that. And I'd be like, because I know she used to work in a dungeon. I'm like, oh, you'd beating legs up. She'd be like, no, like Dash, Dash gives me sessions. Look a look at the right. I found craigslist. Right, this is a long time about when I first moved to New York and I know what's to do and I was like Winter's time and I was like, fuck this. I found her on Craigslist. And years later, right, So she's like, you know what,
you don't want to tell somebody who you are. So she starts telling me a little bit about b DSM, a little stuff, and then she's like, I know you got a podcast. I'll be sitting there for hours. I'm like, oh you doing And she's like, yep, And I know Dash and he's one of my domsa playing in that rope. I'm gonna just say that she said that Dash was one of the only men. I don't know if I can name the dungeon, I won't that she has ever been in this dungeon um that was not a customer.
The only men ever who was teaching some of the women there how to handle people and do it safely. Because at these dungeons, it's the way that it works legally is they're called I think I just talked to you and mention about this. Maybe their studios filming studios right where the women are actresses that role play. So Dash actually went in there to help them do this ship safely because a lot of them just be time, just do it right. And we're talking. We're gonna talk
about that for sure. Also, uh, Dallas, outside of being a rope muse, you also are in the I want to say media kinspank. What is the two every day? Yeah? Wait wait wait girls look looking at with these faith this is some stars and moons type ship. What is this?
What is gratefulness? Our or time? Personally it's not a thing, but just for me, like every day it's two when the alarm goes off, I just you know thin, because what about uh be here with like no I've recorded like a snap with us party and in the club and I remember looking at it the very next day like Okay, I'm gonna delete this. But I'm gonna keep it though, but I'm not gonna leave it up because I look crazy. But I know we all look crazy
that night. But so come into the club. Here was you know, straightened out, left out the club with a whole effort. It's fine. So what else, um do you do in this kink space outside of rope musing? Um? I really love impact. I've done a little bit of some electro play. I'm I'm a little pussy gonna come to that. I'm not gonna electro play. Yes, electro play. You could either use like the tens where they put like these pads on you and it kind of makes
you like a conductor. So you can use anything on your body like it could be metal clause, it could be um like a brush, it could be anything and it'll like, you know, kind of shock you a little bit. But it's not like I'm already like do you get wet from that? But it's the shock Like, no, it's not like somebody's trying to electrical. You use the metal from something else, and you where do you put the
sticky thing? The sticky things just go on your body somewhere, Like where do you like I like to put mine like kind of like up here because I know that you know, you might touch my arms or touch can you get like electrocuted like too far? Like can the voltage just like you can? Definitely it can be up too hot and you might not like that, and you can ask them to turn it down. Yes, there's a whole voltage machine. Yeah, which is why you gotta play
safely and talk to people who know what they're doing. Holy, we're very wrong. Well, if you find black people to do it or not? Yeah, absolutely, I don't play that electro plate. Wait, what do you mean? You don't play that? So you don't do you not prefer to deal with black kinkstairs. But also I build relationships with the people that I do play sessions with, so I'm never like just just because the kinks that I'm into are so
like it can go real wrong, real fast. Okay, and and and so is it because you trust black men more than you trust women and black women more. Okay? Okay, I've been tied up and I've I've done a electro play with um with a white kinkster at like a play party or whatever, and it was cool, but like towards the end, he kind of like the voltage was up a little too high and I was like, all right,
I'm done, red, We're finished, okay. So basically it's like the sticky things that you would put on like for heart, yeah, like when you go okay. They also have one that looks like what do you call it? Um an ace bandage? And I see that right here bottom of your arm and it does the same thing. So she has them on her chest. No, you could go to the storm by a violet one and they have attachments. I want to see, bro that I ain't gonna hold You's a that's a lot. So also the setup for that is
a lot, Like it looks like it's not WPS for you. So, yeah, I'm not black people do this. I'm not. I just feel like black people wouldn't put any electrical stuff, Like if you're gonna get wet, maybe we shouldn't electrocute you. You know what I'm saying. That don't sound like a combination.
Uh I actually it should be. On the way. I just ordered um this toy from cal Exotics that it's an Easter m toy and it like does the same thing that the tens do, but like it's a dido and you can use it inside you pussy and supposedly it tell your muscles, but like that did pelvic floor therapy. I talked about it. I had vaginous smiths like years ago, and so basically they used to put this device inside
of me. It didn't turn me on because I was clenching so badly and they had to like help me like loosen up because it was a lot of trauma and nerves. So you could use it for either or you could use it to tighten or loosen. It's so weird, that's crazy, and it does these like fluttery things, and it's interesting because she would tell me, I didn't even realize that that kind of was a electro plate in a way. So basically I would sit there and I did a session a week and it looked like a dildo.
She put it inside of me, and she'd asked me if I felt anything, and she would have it pretty low and then it would increase. And basically it was stimulating the muscles so that I could start controlling them myself, because what was happening was my body was automatically tightening during sex. Because I just had a lot of bad memories with sex, and so it was teaching me how to feel the muscle because I couldn't feel anything, like,
I couldn't relax myself. So they basically would stimulate that so you could like bring it back kind of like physical therapy. And this is what you're buying. But I'm saying they could win to call exotics too. She hit and charged a bit hundred dollars. We are going to get into the Vanilla ship for this week, and I love it because it deals with a little bit of body positivity. UM, but also how your sex life affects your butt size. UM. According to rampant speculation online, hormones
released during sex can actually change the shape of your body. Um. They asked an expert to look into it, and it does, basically say one moment, Uh, let me find what they say. UM. Basically that when our hormones going to overdrive during sex, if our partner's hormones potentially also affect our bodies, it happens kind of consistently within having sex. UM. Also, I know with anal sex particularly and I think that from the back from the bag, it's supposed to make you
squats or something like that. Wait, wait and squats. I ain't squat Oh wait, technically you do squatting. Oh in sex, you do? When I mean, I do you feel like your booty got big after you started having sex? No, it's from squatting. It's from squatting. I don't know. I don't feel like it's a like consistent thing, like oh,
I'm sucking my but look a little around today. But like I feel like it's crazy to me because I'll be honest, I make you more shapely right well, And that's what's crazy because when I was growing up, I mean, I feel like I have my thighs and hips and
curves for as long as I could remember. But I remember that not only teachers well, because I had hips, they assumed that I was sexually active way before I was sexually active because and then even now, which I also don't like, my hips have been referred to as baby, baby, baby, And I'm like, I don't have a kid though mybody said you look like you need to have some kids,
and I was like, no, I don't wait. Someone said, yes, like you look like you like I should put a baby, and you like you're ready for checks grown because another shirt I wonder like for men. I don't know, because I was seeing this guy who like swore up and down. He was like very animalistic or whatever. And he's like, oh, like, you know, I think like an animal, Like my body
reacts like an animal. And he was telling me like when I see certain type of women in certain body shapes, like it activates all of those things and me and makes me want to fuck because the child bearing hips or the smell of a woman or pheromones, and like it sounded like bullshit. He was like kind of like earth and wind and fire, nigked. But he swore that the reason that I was attracted to him was his height, his shoulders, his build and everything about him and his hair.
He was like, which is valid, right he's but he's like, because we're animals. You know you want someone like too for you. Let me explain to you. I'm an animal. You animal. When you look at me, you see protect When I look at you, I see womanly. Look at your TVs. I'm like, they ain't real, so you see in books. But he like swore that this ship was real.
And he was talking about how he had a girlfriend at the time that um, I think she said he had a she had a kid, and he was like, when she would get super maternal, was when like I was the most attracted or wanted her the most. And he's like, all of those things are very attractive. But to his point, I think women see that sometimes, like when we see someone be a daddy. I love that, okay, And it is attractive when you see somebody be a good father. Though no, that death is attractive, I would
say definitely. Though physically I will say, actually, there are certain parts of a man that when I do look at it, i'd be like, and I guess I guess it's not because because if we're gonna sit here and say, oh, nigga's girls, we've been saying some pretty sub stuff too about niggas, Like I love a man's Adam's apple. I was gonna say next, but it's not like the Adam's apple for me. It's it's like like this area, but
is that what it's called? And of course abs that's the thing, and height is a thing I likes, but my mind's beard. We we we sexualized men's bodies often, and it's that gross when we do it, right, I mean, do you walk down the street like, damn baby, look at them, Look at them, ebbs. I know what the shirt it's just uh no, you know, I will tell you this one dude. Okay, this is really nasty. Man. Here we go. I just you should turn me on.
I only sucked him one time. We were cool. We just like tried not to fund because we lived in the same neighborhood, but we ended up sing. But anyway, he uh, he would come around me all the time and like kiss me and be really close to me and shipped like that. And he when he kissed me on the neck, he would put his hand up here. And he told me one time that he knew I was obvulating because of my body temperature. And he was like, he was like, oh, I know you're pussy. What his
ship right now? I was like, how do you know that? Mine was like two am? But it was. And he was like, yo, I just know when you obvulate, you and titties look map full. And he was like, you smell different, Like I could I could tell that not a that is a hole lass nigga. That nigga gotta deal with a whole lot of grew up with a whole I took my pussy and I threw it right at him as well, and he did good. He did a good job. He was really good. He called it. He moved to l A. But I think about it
all the time, like that ship. It was. I don't know why I got me Horney as fucked niffles her. They are very you're talking about they started sharing in the story when he told me that ship. But we make jokes and talk about it later. And he says that he went to nursing school for a little bit. Right now he works in music, But he said, when I got out of college, I worked in nursing, And he said, and I learned so much about women's bodies and the way that they changed. Right, it could have
been fool because I was menstruating. But and then I remember, like when he was like touching my pussy. He went down on me, but specifically when he put his fingers in my pussy, he like looked at him like he knew it. When I was like this whole, I don't ask you them for a man to say that. Do you ever feel like the compliments are from fetishism or something? I mean, I talked about it too, because like even before I like lost weight and Nigga was like, oh,
let me funk you before you lose weight. But even the idea of someone wanting to say they want to put a baby in me or my child bearing hips like to me, Actually, I guess that's where it comes from. I feel like we take a lot of compliments as being uncomfortable sometimes maybe because we're not all the way comfortable with because I don't want you to even when I laid the bad I talked about this with who would Ashley, I don't like when they grab your girls.
Oh my god, I'd be like, stop that ship. I mean, so, I guess it's that weird. It's weird because I ever feel fetishize er. I mean, I know I can't relate all the way, but what I can say that I would assume is why you don't like someone grabbing you girls is because normally if someone's grabbing it because they're saying something bad about it, if you like hold them, like if we're if we're cutting in and you like, just put your arm around me and hold it, but
don't jig. But I think that's the association because I've seen like my family do it to someone, Oh you in this and they pull at you like that they do. I think that's where its wrong. So you probably feel like the man that you're with is doing the same thing and never grabs the skin on your stomach. It's not normally because they're worshiping. It's because they're trying to remind you that it ain't how supposed to be. Oh, valid, valid. That's the way we're gonna get into our motherfucker whole
facts today. And this is actually guys. You know, I don't want to keep bringing up my boyfriend anything, but when I read this, I said, I have to share this um on the podcast because this is very much probably why I'm experiencing sex the way I am right now. So don't don't say the L word. But it's true, somebody, this is why the sex is better. It's because it's a fact. It's a whole fact. It's a sex fact. I found it, y'all. So the whole fact for this
week is talking about sex improves your sex life. Now, valid, we do this, but let me explain, let me get to it. Let me get to it. So, whether it's pillow talk or candid middle of the day convo with your partner, talking about sex can lead to a more fulfilling life of sex. Relationship coach Kyle Benson says that it's also important for couples to be specific and direct
when discussing sex and intimacy. So when partners talk to each other about their sexual needs, their conversations are often indirect, vague, and left unresolved. This can oftentimes leave both parties frustrated, so Benson says that instead couples should focus on what's positive about their sexual encounters. For example, instead of saying something like you never touch my body, try it feels so amazing when you touch me here. Few people respond
well to criticism, especially when it's something as personal as sex. Also, sharing your positive needs will open up new ways of
loving each other. And then I just would like to cross reference with an article that discusses when you're in love how this Oh my God, and what it says is when you explore your sexuality through consensual encounters, it's immensely empowering, especially because you're actively discussing intensive boundaries and there's no holds barred in love making you know that person isn't going anywhere, as well as the fact that the motivation is different. It's not just to get off
and have an orgasm anymore. When making love, climaxing is important mutually because you're connecting on an emotional level with the well. When I read this automatically actually fuck you with this ill word, because I ain't said it yet, I just tell him I appreciate you. Haven't kind of like you being like e spirit, I love doing how I feel and we know your horror, but we're like you are not because we recently had more than six and he like has been really really like intimate and
just really calm with me lately. But I think it's because it's so weird because my period has been coming on early the last two months. And he was like, being a man, he was like, it's not cause I'm pounding you too hard. In myself, he's thinking he just knocking the ship on, but he was niggas you niggers, I must be out that period and be knocking a period on early. But now someone was like, no, that said it. So anyways, we go to have this morning sex and he'd be so extra in the morning. He'd
be wanting to bring out the toys. Do ain't know and all this ship So he goes to put his finger in my ass and I'm like, oh no, no no, and mind you, my ass was clinching because I really didn't want it, and then he got into my ear and whispered. He was like na. He was like, so you don't trust me with this body anymore? What if you said I don't trust me? What you like? Not
ther boodo? But no, like the way he was like when he said that to me, literally, really, bitch that the boot is just like let the thing that just go in there like a duke allact like I ain't got hold you, bitch, Like I literally just ease up. And I was like, oh my god, okay, yeah now that feels good. But it was all it was me just knowing I didn't want it, but him just talking to me and like so like I know he makes me feel good and everyone when when he had I was,
so did you not want it? Because you want an sit in the morning? We don't exceed it our time part quarters. First of all, mandydn't love That's why your ass opened up. Oh my god, my ape you how my pussy got wider? And this is also because I'm made during some really sweet talk, right, I'm sucking. This nigg is looking at me and he was a little drunk, but he was looking at me like in my eyes were making out and he's like got his hands in my hair and he's like, I love the way your
hair feels like witch. My hair was like, you know, I don't really like have my friend like that. He was telling me how sucking beautiful. I was just like staring at me and it was like super deep. And when we started sucking, I was like, I'm taking the entire dick in my stomach now, like it reached a new part. But he was because he spoke and said informations during sex, well, let's keep it up, fellas if you just say to me, you know what beautiful you're
You're important, you're special. And I was like, literally, I think also to what both of us, what all three of us even just saying well, well, not only basically when they say I'm pretty much as my pussy sally no, but the fact that too we related all of the compliments to be something other than our pussy. I think in sects a lot of men be like really did not think about that, And so the idea that your person, yeah, and when you're in my pussy. The fact that you
can like appreciate other part to me. So those words of affirmation outside goods, there's a waiting list for the emao Ho club that I'm a party, but you guys are welcome to kids. But I mean from why you've said, don't do this? Why I enjoy what he's saying. How How am I emotional? Because I enjoyed my nigga. Everybody shows their emotions in a different way. Looks like you show it through gifts food. Let me do other niggas speaking of gifts, this is how you know I really
liked this nigga. So I followed this page on Twitter called fat Kid Deals, which I gotta yeah, I gotta get off of it. They do some great you don't need. I'm like, bitch, I don't speaking of that. I literally bought um just lights and apparently they change colors and ship to go around the TV so that the wall. We don't need ship. I don't eat. So anyway, I'm scrolling Twitter because I love Twitter, and bitch is a beard kid and I'm like, look, let me get this
beer kid. I was like, what type of dick is this man? Giving moisturized bit worshiping day. I really just bought this nigga a beer kid because normally if I buy him something, it's something that I can use too, because I'm just one of them type of people. Yeah, I did get old bay of water pick. A water pick. Oh okay, I don't know. You never heard of it, so instead of flossing, you could do both. And I
just said, a water pit pick pitch. So it's basically this long tube and the water like shoots out fast and it goes through your teeth and I ain't going in front. I wanted one. It was like a hundred fifty dollars and I was like, I'm not gonna buy this for myself. I was like me, like, I'm being a good person, you know what I'm saying, because you'd be flossing a lot. And I was like, babe, I got your water pig. And he thought it was the
sweetest thing I had ever done in my life. And damn shure every night, I was like, you wanted to Okay, so we are going to get into our hord dert and for this I am leaving it up to you, man hor Dirt. For those of you listening to us, possibly for the first time is our tip in the bedroom, um, and you have a lot of different experience. We talked about the electrodes that electro play. UM, can you give us maybe a tip on introducing electro play with your partner.
I think the best way to introduce it is just to talk about it honestly, before you ever pull any toys out, before you bring any toys, because the stuff that you might got, your partner may not want to use because I don't know if the generator in the bedroom, Yeah, okay, it's like hold on, you know when you have us jump the car batterally kick'd be like, let me start to okay, okay, so talk skirt nipple claims, screw me a little bit? Yes, yes, it's a nervous and you
are you are busy sort of talk about it. You in is definitely definitely the first thing. And then you know, like, uh, I think alive showing up because I'm watching the video, You're not gonna be able to really like for me research anything. You're just gonna be like, okay, well, I don't know how how you got it live showing where would someone see that You're not like a show, but like, yeah, I go to a sex club or a party, a play party, I ain't gonna hold you. I haven't been
to a few. I ain't never seen no no electro plate. That is ridiculous. How I don't know. I've never seen that either. Clubs. I've seen a city machine like where people get on top of it. I've seen people getting flogged. I've seen spankings. I've seen some I've seen rope tying at the wish Andrew's gross. Thank you that I've seen that.
But I've never seen electro. I didn't gonna tell you why because because when I go to sex parties, it never says WPS here White people should because I've never and maybe they do it in their own and now that I think about it, it maybe was some WPS when I first saw it. Really it was a white people party and they're were like, we just love You're so exotic and herb. But like at your blue hair, listen, I felt like I was born with blue hair and like somebody died in black at the hospital. How long
have you had it? Promise you? Um like own and off throughout the year, I just like die, I might I may die in my real hair like when y'all met me, or I'll just you know, even people get very weird about blue hair. When I used to manage the store, one of the rules we had was no unnatural hair colors. That's it. You incorporate, you have however you want it. And I had to tell this girl
I'm like look and she was white. I was like, I'm not trying to be a bit like you know, I'm cool, but like, you can't be having another hair. She was like no, like it is my people know people call me blue, Like either I fucking do this or I don't make I had a job interview like when when I was working for other people, and uh like I had pink hair, like I had just dyed my hair like hot magenta pink the day before. But I was like, I'm still gonna go to this interview.
And the guy loved me and he was like, I need you to do something with it. I can't, So I went. I got a rent and it only made it purple, like it didn't do anything. But you know what's crazy. I know, and I know we're relating this to corporate setting, but I remember a friend of mine had short blonde hair like this and she was looking to dance, and so she went into an all white strip club here in New York actually in the city, and they loved her, but was like, if you're gonna
dance here, we need you to have long hair. So they didn't even want her to have her natural just short hair as as a black girl like, they were like, we're gonna need you to throw on either a wig or get something long. Yeah, the crazy thing is really a thing. Even outside of corporate it's also like I get the color thing, but length and I only get the color thing. I don't know where you applied to work,
but this was front facing a little more professed. I understand it, and I don't think the color thing is crazy. What I do find crazy is when you're telling me I can't style on my hair a certain way, especially protective style and length. I agree that my friends. It was a dancer. She had locks, and they were like, I mean, we're gonna hire you because we really like your look, but you need to go buy a wig. So yeah, they will determine, like I'm you're allowed to
be like it. I guess they can. Giving them your social They're like they want to you, what do you want. I mean, you know what really made me like kind of chill about the appearance in retail was at the Apple Store, like they'd never give a fun about how people look. I don't know, I just really like color hair. I think colored hair is fun, and I think that what's really made it easy to digest as the years
go on. And it's not like I'm trying to give her credit, but I think white people can accept it now is because Kylie does it. Now they're like, oh, the Kardashians. But it's just really because black girl has been colored in their hair like that for a long
fucking time. And now whenever I saw in my mind when white people color their hair like that, it was some goth, weird old ship, you know what I mean, or like you're super punk or whatever ship Venus used to do that like ten fifteen years ago, green hair. And now that Kylie has done it, suddenly you can have colored hair and it could be tasteful, it's awful,
it's it's weird as fun to me. I love how people pretend like they don't want to look at you, Like I realized that my hair is blue, you can look it's okay, And like in public, people will just be like and they know that everybody's already even talk about it and like how cute it is, or like have tacos last night. This girl was sitting at her table when she was like after like the third time, I was just like, yes, do you need something. That's
how it was. That's how it wasn't Asia. You just gotta say how when you notice people's serranis, you just gotta be like and make them feel like you know, I just make them feel uncomfortable. I don't speak when like dudes be staring at me, I don't be speaking back, no fat because I feel like if you're staring at me from across the room, like get up and come talk to you. Well, actually, no, that is that. I'm
not gonna lie. That is a lot to me. I got on the train um recently and bit a nigger had his phone like this, and I saw that he took a picture of me, and like I noticed it because I'm just like, why else is your phone? Like do you do? So? I like looked at him like as like I saw you, like you didn't very discreetly he just kind of smiled at me. Was like, oh, I thought you were hi, I'm not your friend. He made it seem like he thought he knew me from somewhere.
I'm don't take a picture of me on the train and apologize, and then I to take a picture with me. Because her home girl listen to horrible decisions. He was like, why are you bothering wheezy. But she also then said after which I found very funny. She was like, can I be real with you, I only got your leg show to elaborate is because she listens at a nursing home. And she said that one of the patients that she doesn't speak, and she was like, sometimes I wonder if
she'd be listening back about how nasty this is. But she she's a caretaker. She watches her all day, but she plays it on the side. This was a while ago, this happened too. Yeah, she just mentioned that she plays it, so I wonder if she listens. But yeah, oh my god, but we are going to get into our horrible decision um. And I'm excited because this is kind of your expertise.
And I do also want to ask if it's genetic at this point, knowing that your sister was on stage as a muse so go ahead before we even dive into it. What is a rope muse? Um? A rope muse is literally just someone who inspires like creativity of a rigor and allows them to do whatever artistic masterpiece on your body with the rope that they wanted to. Okay, and how do you find these people that are into I guess bondage? Like so like dash okay, So like I feel like it kind of found me. It's a
really it's a funny story. So it found me. What are you talking about it? No? So I was like waiting on some random date. I was like at a bar, waiting on this dude. I end up seeing this like beautiful chocolate woman sitting next to me. I'm trying to order my drink and she kind of like rushed me. She was like, you've been looking at the bottles for a long time. Are you gonna get it? And then like we kind of start like complimented each other and talking.
Our partners come over because the dude finally shows up for the day and they know each other and she's like, oh, you've never been to such and such and I'm like, no, what is that? And she's like you should take her. Fast forward to that Saturday. She calls me on her own and she's like, no, we're going I'm gonna pick you up where something sexy. And I'm like, did you know what type of place this was? Did she give you?
She explained it at the bar. She's like, you know, it's a party that they have um every other week where they have it every week, but they have like an LGBT on and off week, so you know they have it every week, you know, if you want to come. And I told the guy, I'm like, oh, you should take me, but like he wasn't working with it. Ironically, he ends up being there that night, but whatever. So we go and I see this guy tying this girl up and these pretty bright ropes and I'm like, oh,
that's dope. I think I'm too big for that. So that's I honestly, without asking that offensively, I was going to ask you that because I went to a sex dungeon recently with um King Noir and one of his slaves, and the slave was literally half of my size, but he was getting lessons on how to I feel like, it's not like an outfit, like you can make it
whatever you want. Well, sometimes they suspend you, and you got to make sure that the person who is suspending you can also handle adjusting your weight and being able to catch you if something goes wrong, if you move the wrong rope. So that's why I'm like, it has to be somebody I trust. So the guys trying to grow up. I go outside to smoke and it's the darkest and he comes outside and he's like six ten and he's like, oh, you have colored hair. I like that.
And I'm like you six ten. I like that. I'm so glad we have coming interest in. I'm like, okay, hey, and um the guys that I was supposed to go on to day was is his friend and he's like, yeah, don't be bothered with her. But he tells the girl that brought me like, nah, send her my number, da da da. We end up like talking and he's like, I want to tie you up, and I'm like I
want to get tied up. Let's do it. So we did like a private session the first time, and UM, I don't know a lot of rigors who will do suspension their first time tying you because it's so dangerous. Um, we did a session at my house and ironically. Um, he like put an antal hook in my ask now, ironic, what is that wrong? Because I thought it was a fucking ice cube and I was with the ships either way, Well, it was what it was antal hook. You've never seen that.
I've never where you pull it out. Yeah, but I'm like with the with the circle. I just never thought that it was something I could Oh it was cold and you couldn't see it. Oh no, bitch, this is not what you were talking about. She seen no, No, so okay, just pull Oh wait, so all of them have two balls on them. Some of them is like one big ball. Okay, it's actually like a fisherman. How are we still learning ship? Four years? I've seen it. I've never seen that. Lit seen it at the store.
But it's a lot of those pictures you are do have it tied to some something else though that look Do you know what this looks like? You guys, if anyone is listening at home, I'm gonna tell you exactly what this looks like. Some of some of you have it in your house in your bathroom behind the door when you pitch your rope or you're tying on there. You can also double and put that in your ass what it looks like? Why why I can't do it?
Because this is exactly what it looks like. You would like a little bit of a cheaper thing if you don't have a sliding shower dour and you have a shower curtain, that hook generally has a ball on the end so that the shower sea. Okay, you know what, maybe the enemy didn't give you a promo code for this episode. You're welcome. D I y sex choice with bro. That is insane. Okay, that's sane. I ain't shaming. Okay, so he put this in your So can I ask you real quick at any point during this did you
ask is that brand new? Come out the package? Like when I watched him clean it, I just think he was I didn't think he was gonna use it with me, Like you know, you like you don't you get a parent thing? And they and they show you they like, are you a pedicure? And maybe showing you how to take it outside the can't he bring beside? What are you cleaning with cleaner? Okay? Yeah that's what I happened. Okay, boy, it's not like it was. Yeah, so tied me up
and I'm like, okay. So every time he liked he would hit it with stuff it like vibrates and it was an experience and I'm like, this is kind of like sounded like yeah, like if you were to like hit this and you know how like it's making the noise, but because it's in your fill it every time, it's like, I don't know, I went in a subspace, so like I kind of just felt like I was what is that word that that girl used, not a sub kiki kings kiki, a sub there's a word that she you
know what I'm talking about. She talked about how she a regression. No, I'm sorry, Benson, I don't know what kind of production you're trying to Bensonish was trying to show us to ask like attached to one's sucking head and his head is like oh no, look she she's like, wait, let me show you what I did this too, subtly like a picture that looks like that one. Look hold on, wait, oh this is funny. She said. You just said like
you just put anybody home. So here's my question then, because this guy is someone that you had just met, right and though you booked a session with him what allows you to trust him? So watched him tie up multiple people that night. I watched him do wax play and like you do knife play and cut the wax off the girl's back. So we saw enough. If y'all cannot see behind this camera, but he's holding his phone
nut every few minute to show him. And here's another ass, and here's another one spread open, another one and another one. Oh my god, So how many times after once you realize you enjoyed it? Is this something that you just started craving to ask for? So the next party, I was like, okay, well we've had a private session, and you know, I wanted to know if you could do some suspension on me and he was just like I would love to because he loves like, let's do it.
That man turned me into a pinata. And you were like I was, I was, you know, suspended? Um? And was he Mexican as well? She said she only deal with the black Kings. I just said, she said it means yeah, oh wow, you were like off the floor. Can we share share this picture with listeners? Yeah? So okay, we can't really see your fit? Wow you can see Yeah, did you feel like you had to throw up, But did he did he bring um any certain type of
ropes specifically for you? Because so I say that because when I went to the dungeon, the ropes that were being used for the slave, they were like, yeah, no, so I actually ended up being put into let are harnesses to be pulled up and the leather harnesses just fit my thighs real comfortably. But yeah, like how were the ropes? Were the ropes different time? And he doesn't have a certain type of rope, he won't suspend me
because some ropes are literally just to be pretty. Now can you imagine if you was like right in between let's say you're good, I don't know, let's say skinnies one twenty. This was between. It's like, let's between is like I was on sixty and they were like, these ropes that are being used for her, we can't so they literally use leather harnesses because they were like, these ropes couldn't be for you, and we don't have your ropes pulled out. There are different there's definitely ropes that
would not be able to suspend me. And I was told, no, girl, we're gonna get the like I was told by the app it's the They call them carabineers. So the thing that holds the rope and connects to the beam in the wall to make sure you have strong carabean Yes and no, they come with bungee courts, but you don't really want a bungee cord if you're gonna be done, because you don't want to rope to bounce up and down.
But so when he was actually doing the session that I just showed you guys, one of the carabineers bent and I could like feel it, and I'm like, okay, um, yeah, but like on a bigger scale. All right, that's what else do you what do you use for using for keys? You could put them on your water bottles, clip them this, but this is what will hold you up. Yes, but like way bigger, ray sturdier. Um. And whenever I wasn't necessarily with him, I actually like ordered one of those
what do they call him yoga yoga swings. Okay, call them sex queens all the time, but the yoga swings concario yoga. That's when I threw up first episode you did you did mention that? But they thought I was pregnant. What didn't matter? Yeah, So like I would like practice being upside down sometimes at home so I can make sure I wasn't dizzy during the session. But any time that you you feel like you're about to blackout or you need to stop, you can always just say, you know,
well that's the thing to you. Can you stand up? Sorry? If you had to? Could you stand up? Could your feet are tied? Okay, wait because I have one more question. I have one more question. Because you've done this with you know, a professional, You've done this in a party setting, how would you introduce this to someone that you're really dating that may not have ever done bondage before. Is this something that you can introduce to them? I mean everybody has been at some point in their life. I
believe so. Um she said, girl, everybody did you know they ain't working with me? And like, damn, it's not like that. It's it's like I don't immediately meet guys and be like, hey, you like beating ass? I like being my ass? Beat you like time people up, kidnap me. I don't do that. So you gotta be like, you know s have you ever you know, uh been here or looked up that? Do you have a fat life? My friend into a b d s M camp somewhere in the Hamptons or some ship they do have summer
can and yeah, she said it was so fun. She she's engaged. She said, her like fiance is kind of whack. I mean, I don't know her like that. She told me about it, and yeah, she took him to the camp and basically like a bunch of people did stuff with her, and she said it was really safe and fun, like just like I'm a b DSM hohs school, I was on fete and I found this like my fet life.
She's talking about all black group of professional kinksters and not professional, like they're professionals, but like you know, they don't have a degree, but like they have a degree, but just not in It's crazy because a lot of people often ask us, how do we find people that are into this type of stuff x y Z, And it's literally like outside of Google, which I advised people to do, to these apps, you literally can narrow it down to the area that you're in and find people.
So basically you're telling me, I could type in attorney enjoy head up if I tried to stand up, it would you know, Look, okay, we gotta feature some of these pictures you can because it explaining, Yeah, you can kind of see there she is a little bit just a little you like, Now does that ever, Like I don't know, like is that something that turns you on? Though? Like being restricted like that? Because I'm claustrophobics, so this is um you know, like I think that I don't
feel claustrophobic. Wrote, but I don't like like gags or like my mouth being covered like I've done. Yeah, I don't really like breath plate like that, like I've done um momification by Serran wrap and like some people will wrap their whole heads. I'm not into that. You can wrap my entire body. Just don't I need to breathe. It's like the clear shoes. Would it just be like just be foggy the guys before we got out here.
We're gonna get into our homemal and please feel free to give you a little tit bit of advice and is too It says, uh, this one is advice before making a horrible decision. I mean, go ahead and make assist. But anyway, it says, have you ever had sex with someone that you don't want anyone to know about? Yes? I know right well, that's how it starts. I'm gonna be getting too Does that make me a bad person?
I have been celibate for about four years due to a mix of choices, personal guilt, morals, and lack of confidence. I feel so out of practice being intimate with another person. I also have had significant weight gain, as well as parting from a very dysfunctional relationship within the last three years. All of those things have me feeling less than desirable. There is someone that has talked to me on the low for over ten years, first his friends, then as more.
I want to have sex with him to get back to my old self, but I have my doubts. I am not truly attracted to anything but his penis. I can't stand his voice, his personality, any of it is girl, I already feel horrible, and she's felt it, of course, like what like horrible that I have used him to make myself feel better with conversation and flirting. I've been very clear with him that I do not want a relationship.
He says it's okay with him, but I am scared it will be a problem once we start this new friends with benefits situation. Help me out ladies. I don't know what I should do. Just keep sucking him, girl, what the funk? Like he's getting your pussy for free, hasn't had sex for four years, they had sex before, and she's coming back. He's gonna be four years and
now you can keep it. I mean, I guess that's good advice because my good dick is everywhere says maybe maybe she feels safer obviously, but like you hate him like I don't, But it's just maybe that'll be great because she won't get her feelings. I think that that's good and I'm not gonna lie. And it's funny because she's on here maybe assuming that there's gonna be a problem, but you've already told him you don't want a relationship if it's only just sucking. You know, get you get
your nut. Office just called the woman to just be like, just need to bust this nuts. So both have I mean, we know you funked the ugly guy before we talked about it on recently. I was like, damn, have you like ever like the ugly guy? Just because Nick? Sorry you actually liked the ugly guy. I'm telling if you know, if you never know, it's like she was thinking, we know you have anyway, there was context, it's in a previous episode, but we know you actually like that ugly nigga.
Have you ever just suf Have you ever just unked the ugly nigga because you wanted dick? This is really really vain and I'm gonna say this, but I kind of don't care because I'm so ugly nigga. Not for money exactly, but he had some talents in his wallet, and I just you know, he was whatever. I kind of used to get turned on into the fact that like I knew he had to suck me because like he was ugly. No, no, he had to pay because he was ugly, and like I like, no one else
sucking his ugly ask because he couldn't. Like he was just like so he would always call me pretty, and I was like, dude, I'm cute, but like I'm not a ten, which is fine, the same story bitch the ugly, but they want to be cute. And that's the thing you could turn me on. That was bomb. He just not attractive. It wasn't even that great. Real quick, how do you get to know one an ugly nigger has a good dick? And be ugly. I don't know that now.
He told me. He was just like, you just trusted the ugly nig gonna have a big you're telling me wait pause, okay, re seats relaxed. It wasn't like his words. He was just like, no, he showed you a whole fax and he was like, Yo, you could ask anyone. You could ask you. You could. You could ask my ex girlfriend work. First of all, I said, call her on three way because I don't believe you, and I
ain't calling that bitch. But she asked girlfriend and girlfriend people that love me when you That's what I'm saying when you actually said, Elly, we literally broke up because I moved to Washington State and he lives there and he's not willing to fly back and forth, even though he can clearly afford to. So that's why we're not together. You have a very trusting Okay. For example, when you're buying a car and it's ugly, I ain't going about no, but this is the thing. You know that the car
salesman is going to make commissions. They have a reason to sell you in the car. Okay, you believed the man that wanted your pussy had good dick because he told you and then she told me, so it's someone and I said, well, now, if I was buying a car, and they pulled over a coworker that they've worked for a long time, and they then said, hey, isn't this a great car? And the person was like, yeah, it's a good car. So basically, you're telling me that this
nigga that wanted to funk. You said, please ask my ex girlfriend, and of course I'm cooling if I have good dick, and you were like yeah. I said sure, because I didn't really think he was gonna call her. I don't think she was gonna answer. It was honestly, was it her face, Tiger? Yes. I just want to say, this is how you know that there's not that much good dick around because you were willing to oh uglass nigga just to get some good day. I mean, he
ain't even gotta be just an ugly. He was just ugly, like on a scale from one to tend ugly. Now he was a solid foreigner. Dallas. I just want to tell you if you ever recommend to us ever a restaurant or something like that, you know I'm not because I never I don't y know, this place is popping her friend you Yeah, yeah, your friend home club. We're not gonna get in today anyways, Dallas, thank you for joining us today. I want to thank you, and I
still because I'm so claustrophobic. The rope play is one thing I have yet to talk about. Actually wait, it's not rope play, but I am trying. Uh And I post it onto the Horrible Decisions Instagram page. The what's it called where it's my ankles my ankles to my wrists or something the bar I don't know. Yeah, um, extension cord coord thing where ties and it's just supposed to like leave it open in the Yeah, so I'm gonna try that. Um, but being the tied up like
you do. But because she's just like she's don't be able to relate like silk ties. Oh I didn't think of that. I forgot that There are different types of things that you could use it. Your tastes don't like the friction of the rope, so you could use a tie. You could use the rope the middle of your robe. Oh wait, and they got litt little sex tape to The sex tape is my favorite because the more you move it loosens Okay from that? Yeah, yeah, So you want to get or do you want to get a
little looser? You can do it yourself. It's fine. Oh Mike Pepill do a little sex tape. All right? Well, um, can you go ahead and let our audience know where they can find you? I know you active on this Twitter. You can find me on Twitter and there every date, every day, Dallas Playhouse on Twitter, on Instagram is underscore Dallas Playhouse on mostly everything. It's Dallas Playhouse because that's
my name. There you go, and um, do you have videos or other things where people can see the electro um? I will put some stuff up. I'm actually like working on a website on the side that is literally just like b D s M sessions, like just my road play, just election only fanship Actually yes, but like I'm tired of giving them money. No, no, I'm saying right, like
we all just create another platform, right. A lot of people are like, I really want to see your content, but I really do want to tell you guys something interesting I learned. You guys know, I'm any day fiance fan and Larissa just got fired because of cam Soda. But with Cam Soda apparently because I was like, this can't be because so many people have only fans. Cam Soda makes you exclusive to them, so they pay you
out of certain amount of money to use you. And TLC has something in their contract that says you have exclusivity with them for anything, and so only Fans is independent. You're making money independently, So that makes sense. It makes sense, it does. It does make sense that, Yeah, are you looking like a mermaid. Yes, I'm going to see my work. We're going to post some of these on Patreon as well and reference them so that I know. We talked a lot about like pictures and you're probably not sure
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objects used most often by female masturbators. Um, I assume it's like the candles, like you know, the stick ones, the stick candles, because I wouldn't assume the ones that I get from marshals that come in a glass jar are the ones women are masturbating with. Just say that. I think it's just because women don't buy like like anything to masturbate with, so they'll use like like the cucumber thing, you know, like this household ship. So for the horrible decision guys, um, and we made it here.
We got some time to get through it. Hopefully we has a has a cool story. Um, I have one that's exciting that I don't I'm not sure if I've shared, but um, we are about to go to Moca Fest in Mexico. And again it's kind of like a free for all, it is an adult only resort. So my idea for the horrible decision for this episode was to talk about a sex craze weekend that we both have
experienced at any point of our lives. Um, I think we've both been on vacation, we both like went to festivals, We've both you know, done just getaway where maybe it turned into the sex craze weekend. So we wanted to know when you saw this, did any particular weekend come to mind? And then if we have time, UM, I have a what if. We'll probably not do the wholemail, but instead we'll play a game at the end about what if, so we can kind of make some predictions
for our Mexico trip. I think the only sex crazy weekend I had. It was like when I used to go to Ultra, How like, do you did you have sex with multiple partners? Did you find yourself falling in love with one guy on day one and that one guy was Night? It was with a girl when Night was the guy, and then like I was making out with a lot of people at Ultra, it was bad. I honestly don't know how to get mono, but that
sounds like that. Come into you did come into the studio a couple of times A little sick bitch might have been mono bitch. Not I wasn't raining since we've been I would have. I would have said it mono is insane. I've had it before when I was like, did like easy like, but I didn't do I haven't done it since we've been podcasting. Oh if I've done it, I've done like some Euroship. But I have a book in my house of that dub made me of all our raving pictures. And I just watched that This is
Paris documentary. Y'all gotta watch it. You would love it. Paris Hilton is so much more deep than we think. I can't even believe it. It's crazy. I'm she is definitely like one of those I'm sure she's brilliant and has she made a million dollars per g Like are
you kidding? It's disgusting. And then she was like I don't even know my real voice anymore, like yeah, but I mean no, like, and when I was watching, I was like, damn, bro, like I used to do that ship heavy, Like oh my god, nigga, I've lived for a raid. Like if my boss told me I couldn't go away for a weekend, I was like, I'll fucking quit. Dude, do you think you're gonna keep me from going? All nig I was wild then, like, I think what also amplified the sex is wait quick, come to think about it.
I'm just thinking of all the stories you've told. Didn't the tree house story come about from a race? No? No, I went to a bar in Brooklyn babies all right, um, and it was crazy like it was a snow rom That's why I stayed his house. But anyway, but I mean it came from Molly, which the same ship. Uh. No. I think the sex is so amplified because I really never got to do anything, and like I didn't have that much money and I spent all of that money.
It's very expensive to go to raves, ultras, like five for the weekend. Then you got to get hotels for ultra and it's a bunch of people sleeping in the house. Me and Minnie used to be stuck in these little tiny beds together because we were splitting with eight people.
Then you have to buy drugs. You know, expensive drugs are I don't but you've shared the costs with me a couple of times and I was like, oh, yeah, this is like there for people's expensive and I don't know how I afforded it, but I think it's just your weekend to go fucking ham And so all of that sexual like energy, that tension, like I didn't care, Like it was just so freeing. And I think today, like, you know, we were talking about going to a rave and uh, what what was it? What was that country?
And you thought it was a canda soda? What was it? Malta Malta carst off. Malta is a canda, So it is a mall. It's a malt drink. It's a malt drink, but it's called Malta. Yeah, yea, yeah, the country is Malta, of it. I didn't know there's a Malta drink. It's but it's nasty. It tastes like it tastes like burnt syrup. That ship Nasty Malta, Goya Malta anyway, nasty is anyway. No, I had a fucking a bunch of sex craze weekend.
And also I was always single when I went to those things, so I feel like I never had it in the background mind, so I couldn't. No guilty