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right now. But what I know is we're gonna be dropping those dates soon. But these are the last three shows for come funk with us, Come funk with me, and if you're not into women, I guess, come funk with Sharonace in DC. To think that the most annoying person in the room today would be my mom and not Mandy, I can't believe it. How you gonna introduce your mama? See this is why I like to the show, because she saved me. And rude, rude, the air back
towards your mouth. I know you didn't say that. Yes, you brought me here. I'm here, Thank you? How I have been going through hell already? My mom? I wake up, I said, Mom, I just need thirty minutes to finish this outline. Okay, no problem, you know what you need on that couch, purple pal Oh. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And that's what you're gonna wear. You're gonna no, no, no, no no, no, do you thing
last night? You know last night me a sante our director like we all want up to get drinks because I was like, wheezy got liquor at our house. I ain't gonna pay, We're gonna go drink up a lik. So we go upstairs and it becomes a road session for wheezy, I felt so bad for you last night. Literally the whole room. She's she's excited because she got her new shoes that she starts to pour shoes out and we all just be like, now you're not wearing these. Then I take the shoes off. I go, what did
I put on? Leopard? Oh? These shoes that I'm wearing, they're like clawled their mules with a nice little rain clawed there. I got them at this joke through shopping Paris, and my mom goes, then I put on the jeans and she goes, oh, anything but that. Oh God, I don't know what it is with the homeless look. I don't know. She's like, if you want to look like a bum, you don't have to pay for pants like that. Just rip them yourself. Anyways, I guess we have to
introduce ourselves. Hi, guys, welcome to the Horrible Decisions Podcast. This is your girl, Mandy b a k A peg to Starion and I'm sitting next to and we have a second time guest. Yes, miss Jule, let's hop it up to she's hot. You can't talk about yourself a third person, you know what I wanted to so old bass season and came over the night before we started filming. Right, So this is when we ran to my mom. So, a guy that I went on a date with before
comes upstairs. My mom, he's going to she was sucking, digging, cooking. Thank the other night. Here goes wheezy right in front of your fight, in front of the nigga. I was like, Mom, please, because if you know your mother is coming, And she told me, I said, I'm coming out with my friend so and she knew who I was working, so that was no. But she said to me the night before came, I'm going shopping and I'm thinking we're going to get the regular cheese, crackers, steak. I get that, not say
sports stuff for Dick. That's literally what she said, grocery shopping on that. But Ben Weasley and I went on a whole like we were on Instagram live together. We had a whole actual debate because I was like, I don't think you should be buying groceries and cooking for a nigga that's not your nigga. No, that's not true. Think and maybe I get for my mom now it's called could I say just what they just because he's not your what you said. Man, Mind you, my mom
is the black one. And if you couldn't hear it on Mandy's Mom's episode, he might be like, oh, she's Caucasian. Didn't she didn't get that vibe from Tarmy. But you should always get out once in a while. You should cook for a man because you want to take it to another level when you know he knows you can cook all you in. But cooking and fucking a guy doesn't necessarily be looking at the male perspective. We have two men in the room. How do you feel I'll
explain why I paid for the groceries. I feel like this dude takes me all the time to lavish meals. He's very kind to me. Ship we're going away in two weeks, Like I wanted to do something to show my gratitude, and to me, that's making a meal. That's a very personal thing. I also don't ask friends to, you know, get the groceries. So if I'm hosting you in my home, I'm going to take care of the things in my home. That's just how I rolle. Now.
I get it, maybe like someone brings a liqu or something like that a gesture, but He's done enough already to where this was my thing to do for him, and men appreciate that rather than you pick it up the check, you know in a restaurant like it's let me do this, put them close to your mouth, in my mouth loude, I don't know, like to to me. I don't know, and I don't I think we've kind of had this. But even when Felling Bay would want breakfast that Nigga would bring over, is the pancake mix
turkey bacon, Oh? Yes, he sure would say. Maybe, okay, hold on another, I'm thinking about it. He didn't ask for this. I offered this. Yeah, I a offering stake to when they got told you offering, she offered the best thing she cooks. That's what they offer is good too. GOA. What's your gonna say, Christy? I wasn't gonna say anything, especially just the US man. We appreciate both the check being picked up and hopefully look, so what I'm saying, is you, like she brought up to if you want
to take it to the next level. My thing is you fucking a guy and paying for the groceries and cooking for him or picking up the tab doesn't necessarily mean that it's going to bring it to the next level. To me, if a man wants to bring it to the next level, that's gonna be something he does, whether you do anything for him. And I'll tell you what cooking.
When she said to the next level, like I said, sex is something that ever anyone can offer, and I think that you should shoot my head is not offered by just anybody. But I mean, like, are they like maybe I can't leave you because you suck my dick? So good are they? But they're not. They're not gonna be with you because what you can do as a partner and just appreciate somebody doing something else he doesn't have to. I'm a very big acts of service person.
So when I see men doing things around my house for me, like putting something up or taking care of something that they have to do with their hands, that to me. And when she said the next level, I know where you're going. He's gonna be my man. That did show me another side of him. Much like the other day I watched a dude work and I told Mandy, like, whoa I he watching him do this job was like, oh ship, Like I was into it. Those are ships
that are. That's ship important to me. So in return, the way that I can show that I'm a good partner is taking care of you in some way or me. That's why cooking for you and doing something nice around the home. I didn't mean the next level in that way. It's just showing I appreciate what you do, that's all. It was. Not the next level we're gonna beating. I meant it because he always takes her out here with that, she wanted to do something personal. I bought this nig
Nike shorts because I appreciated his dick. You just wanted to see his dick in the short maybe another question, And I think this is important for listeners to um. So, my cooking, like I said, was to just as a gesture of gratitude. Has a meal I ever made you feel like, oh my god like wifey status. Yes. I felt like that once for food with Dennis. And he could cook my ex the Russian dude. We weren't friends back then. He could cook his ass. That's why I
want to break up with him. Yo. Honestly, that's another way to a man to or at least mine. Yeah, do a stomach see and I think that that's what sucks for me now, like like and men eat men portions like I eat fucking chips and sauca for dinner now, like I don't really eat a lot more people. Yeah,
so I just don't eat a lot. So if someone comes to my house like like for me to go out and buy groceries, like that's a lot and no, like like it's more of it's a to me like that cooking was not for me whatever, Right, That's what I'm saying, Mandy, And just stand your point, and your point is no, you gotta bring the food. Now, what happens is when you start dating a lot this and that. Then he said, well I don't really want to go out. You're gonna make something? Then he could bring. That's what
he's gonna say that. That's when that was the dynamic that I had with Fellam Bay. But also I think I told you, I think I'm probably scarred for life anyways now when it comes to buying food and cooking it because the one time that I bought the groceries and cook the groceries, that Nickel violated parole. So that food last to me because he never showed up. He didn't show up like this, his bubbles started going green and d Yeah, so I'm scaring for like the first time,
I was like, I'm gonna cook for you. I got you, bought the groceries and all that ship. It's probably really never gonna happen. I'm not even as she said like that now that I'm thinking about it. When I was dating Jeeves who is the white I don't want his name, but anyway, we were seeing each other way more like three or four times a week, he was picking up the groceries and bringing ever. But this to me felt different.
I did it for a purpose. But like I said, I got the truffle butter, and I don't even keep that in my house. Once I bought that motherfucking butter, I knew when I tell you the wealth from Wheezy recently, I'm just like I told y'all. She talked about the heavy on Miss Spray in Jamaica, Like was she's like the trouble butter. Then we know she bring up so whole house every guy. Damn. Then she's like, and I paid seven hundred dollars for boxing classes. Oh my god,
that was the bush. First of all, I've just been hanging there a lot lately because I don't have a workspace. Like I said, she's petty to the Edvy on Misspray some of our listeners. And by the way, I don't know if the cameras can see me, you bitches. I'm tired of you coming in my d m is like, oh, trying to say this secret ship because you don't want Mandy to drag you. First of all, the soul Spaciphora
it is. I told you, okay, it's a very easy to use thing, and it's really good for your skin, especially when you're hot and you're getting red and water in a bottle and heavy. I'm not curling my way, bud, get some motherfucking talking about to be fair, do you see my head from Okay, this is not like, this is my point, this is what it's always here. I'm just saying, listen, any let's go ahead. We're gonna get into these ice breakers for your mama. I don't ask him,
just so you know she came up with these. Oh yes she did. So we're gonna get right into it because this first one, I can't believe you asking your mama because you know, I want to see if you guys have something in common. Flow job. Have you ever slept with a married guy that wasn't married to you? Oh? Yeah, comment it's I'm sorry, it's her fault, not mine fault. If he's married, it's the wise fault, not ship. I'm sorry. Were doing with something? Not no, we're not gonna we're
not gonna go there. But the second But why was it more exciting to you? Was it like they were actually nothing to do? It's a chemistry you have. And then just because the marriage and every man will tell you, you know it's not good, we don't. I don't care, that's not my problem. Just like say that ship, I don't want to hear that. Don't tell me just sucked me? And let you know what, can I be honest? I
think I think men. I I think they just want to I don't believe that she just doesn't want to fun. This is groundbreaking. It was like, well, I really think men live. We know because man, he even said the other and she's like, oh, their wives don't do this and that I don't really believe that that is so true. Oh no, no, I believe that their wives are open to do things and they just want to No, no, no, no,
some women. We know so many women that are open to doing a lot of things, specifically maybe the threesome route, clearly the annal play route. We're not even gonna go there with everyone tagging us in this fucking video on social media right now. So then tell me, are you
ever doing anything so wild with these mary dudes? Well? No, no, no, no, my point no, But well yes, it's just like and they're using that whole excuse thing lincol did you maybe the wife doesn't do it to him because she don't want to, and so she goes somewhere else and he goes.
Everybody cheat, But it's not only about wild things. You have to realize, like in a situation where even if it's not a marriage, it's just a relationship where they live together, where you have built together, children together, there's also just a loaded stress of even how the conversations go. So sometimes I'm just an outlet to getting away that, right, But that's not a healthy outlet to cheat therapy, go
out with your friends, do some other ship. Just because you're an outlet doesn't mean that you're the right outlet. My point is, but I really, truly believe that men that are saying that whole thing about all the things their wives don't do ours to stroke the ego of the quote unquote mistress or side girl and to what did you make any do that? And it's good, but that's what I'm saying. Like, I just I saw a tweet the other day that really made me think. It
was like, oh, can you stop? Can I'm so glad that you don't blah blah blah your van And then someone retweeted it was like, oh, is that what he's telling you that his wife doesn't blah blah blah And it's true. It's like maybe lying. It is true, but they want lying. We don't know that you have to accept it this way. You're gonna be stupid about it or realistic about it. And I'm a realized it's real.
But do you know what I have really really baking cakes the other day talking about you can't say that that was someone who we have that I have history with, not with someone who's you've been lately. It's cool, girl. We was just we would just cuddle up, shut up. He gone in Toronto. And next question is have you ever gone down on a girl? Not quite was not quite. I mean because my husband, my first husband, was down there and I was I know what I was doing, so I guess that was he just looked at him
while he was down there. My mouth was there, but I don't know where it was. It was his mouth, my mouth, I don't know. It was going valid, valid, valid, valid, So I get because like a valid, I feel like a lot of people give then there, but especially if there's two people down there, it's a lot of wet witness going on down now. Next question is what is your best sexual experience? Oh gosh, oh the baby cry. Oh when you cry, when you cry, it's real good.
Was this someone the person that you cried with, someone you were with or no, like it was just a ship, you know, because I mean, I don't think because I want to say that, I don't think they're crying during sex has anything to do with feelings. Oh yeah, no, No, it's an emotion. They hit that button and B and the D and the B they hit that. When the tears come out, I don't even know they hit the B. But when those tears come down, oh lord, it's like,
oh gonna fall in love now? Oh lord? Even the smell is different what smell because when you if you haven't had sex in a long time and then somebody gives you great sex, the smell is totally different because you've emptied out all them. Yeah, so I was reading this thing about like certain vaginal fluids and scent and like where they come from, much like squirting fluid is different, different kind of orgasms, and it's like all depending on your menstrual cycle. So depending on where you are in
the cycle. Yeah, that's true. I don't know about Okay, but okay, mom, maybe maybe that And then we did retire this question, but we're going to give it to you. Would you rather lick toes or eat ass? Don't make that face like they're disgusting, No king shaming around here, something about toes that don't work for me. I mean, I'm feeding now, I really I'll be into feeding now, but I don't know about putting it in my mouth, but I do guess, Yeah, I guess it's asked. That's
like weekly, I'm at. They've been too many faces. I'm looking as weakly you know what it is though? To me, like I feel like toe nails are dirtier than like you don't clean those as much as you would ask. I feel like everybody goes in the shower and you know they getting you down. I'm talking about people in general. I think people clean their assholes better than their toes. Yeah, but people admitted to not cleaning their feet. Well, I get not only pedicures twice, we all get pedicures. A
do you think feet better than your asshole? I think I clean them? Do you clean them better than you? I think I clean them comfortable because your ship, out of your ask really clean. When I'm at home after well after I even take a ship, I'll hop in the shower just when you lift up your foot and be scrubbing it in the sun, I do. And I have a pummice stone and everything I do I use pummice and I used just like me a little brush. I told you. But to be fair, do you think
that men clean them as good as their assholes? The men that I have very like especially. I'm not saying that fuse a dirty feet. It's just the point. May you're really trying to tell every in their feet as good as their ass They don't just saying I don't like like they're dirty. I do think that's to there's no way having to pedicure every time before you fuck.
Do you think ass is cleaner than feet? I think when you're like showering, yeah, you get your ass better than you But when you get your feet, then why do you plus the feet You've had to walk to the bedroom. You didn't ship before you got to the bedroom. No, that's so there's something about the feet, Like I don't know, rubbing feet I'm totally cool with. But like, once I'm out, I mean, I put my toes in the pool. Suck. I mean a sucker, of course. I mean, of course.
You look at you and my daughter on that s Look at that. You got five toes. One's like a dick, one's like a wee wee ones, Like, look at them, they were one of the like dick is a wee wee. No, no, I mean your thumb is the biggest. So dick, that's the good. That's the one. The little they started getting smaller. It's just like, now put it closer to your mouth, mom, please, I don't want them to complain what missing? What missing? What you're saying you want to get into the kink
of the week. Yeah, yeah, yeah, of course so the kink of the week is a psych play. While physical actions such as spanking are often the most discussed kinks and fetishes, some of the most intense is when it's your mind. They refer to the psychological power plays mind control, and it's a type of b D s M. It involves implementing a sexual power exchange. We've discussed humiliation, um and submissiveness, but this is more about consensual threats that
are an example of psychological play. One example is a dom warning a male submissive with a foot fetish that he'll have to lick her feet if he doesn't fall in line. We hear about that all the time, but I never really knew it was called psych play. So it's basically this game you play where you have a threat with someone that they have to if they don't, So I just actually do there. Well, I just did that. I recently, um like, but it was more of a challenge.
He was like, he wanted me to completely drain his nuts. So he said, drain my nuts. How many rounds do you think it's gonna take? And I was like, He's like, can you go as much until my whole nuts are drained? And I said three, four, five rounds, however long for it to take the drain, So did it look like a inflated tire when you were done? So we went, We went three rounds and like, thank god, like he sucked me so hard, like I don't think I could
have taken another round. But it was just like even after the first round, I technically was done, but I knew. I told him I was going to drain his nuts. So we laid there. We was watching Top Boy Top Dog. How is it? I can't get past the accents, bitch, And I thought I really liked fucking London accents. No, it's it's mis Cockney. You will not understand it. It's almost like a missed between English and Jamaican Queen's English
and you have Cockney. So the Beatles were from Cockney, slower class, you know, and the Queen's English is so proper. We all, so it's that other ship. And I'm trying to like we're trying to watch it. I'm just like catching up. So when I got there, he was already on like episode two or three. So like I lay there and we got to episode like seven. That's how long.
That's about how long the subtitles on um, you know, the subtitles were not on, but like we had to keep like starting an episode over because we clearly had our rounds and then we missed a lot of ship so we had to start the episode over. But I couldn't get through the accents. Anyways, that to me after
the first round a tear, dude come in mind. But I think it was because I was like, damn, I was gonna and I was really done after round one and I'm not just gonna released, but knowing that I had to do that, like I was aroused because it was like allunge that I knew I wanted to drink. You know, you know, I don't know science, but I think he said I did good. It was done that third round as much. Don't you know when you've done good? I want to ask both of you. Of course, when
you fuck someone, yes, don't you know you did your best? Oh? I know you know you look at them like I know I passed out and they can't move a little bit. I love the shaking. I love one of man moans, and I like, yeah, the best sex. I remember, I passed out. You actually passed out? Wait, you passed out? After Yeah, I passed was good. When you get you don't want to move, like I passed up for a second and he was shaking me because it was scary. Yeah, it's like having a se right, it's not God. Well
that's that's told you gotta part. That's why. So when I come, I like literally like my pussy like, yeah, I start shaking like experience and it pushes the dick out like that's how he knows. But a man, okay, but when you passed out for a second and um, you're almost going into so see the only time that happened when me I was all edibles. So I don't think it was the sex that like passed out to all that, but actually the both of you were if
I don't don't either. When I passed out like from the edibles, they came and put ice packs on me and I didn't even move. Why did you just say you friend say that before? But during that threesome, I was squirting some Maybe how do you even pass out just too? You wouldn't him not three? I really want to debo that. I'm curious to know what Beard Bay told me. And then it recently was someone I slept with the condoms said that when the A C is on,
it be drying pussy out. I can believe that, and then I can believe that Beard baby like, no, no, no, I don't put the A C on and be drying it out, and I'm like what, And I just thought it was some bullshit he made up. So then I believe the other night when I sucked hospital Dick. I'll tell you who he is later. Mom, I don't need to know. You'll be asking no, you'll be telling no. No. Let me tell you how. It tells me everything. She she don't like this tea. Let me tell you. I
called my mom once. This is how she knew I was sucked up. It was a Brooklyn, it was a drug night. I called my mom at like seven fifteen and I will never call her the more. And she answered, this is like this is three years ago. I don't even know if you remember this. And from my voice, she answered, hello, are you okay? I said, my God,
tell you what. Let me let me get a drink seven in the morning and whenever I know, good clink and she's like, okay, let's go just how um oh yeah, So hospital Dick the condom he was we switched it like twice and he was like, oh, it's the air conditioning. And I almost said mother boots told me that, but I was like, let me not, alright, no, So we do the sex in the news segment and this one in particular. Um, I literally typed in mom and sex in the news column and this is what came up.
It's so crazy. Teen's son tells his mother he wants to rape her forcibly touches her after watching chimpanzees mate on TV. And eighteen year old is accused of sexual assault on his own mother after he watched a program called Secret Life of the Zoo. I guess watching the chimpanzees mate and how they can like kind of be incesty at times or whatever apparently got his mother horn him horny. H he watched it. Um, he saw it
on his father's wait. Sorry. The team spoke to his mom after that about a video he saw on his father's phone of the two of them having sex. And he did this in front of his ten year old sister. He's nothing but a serial kid. He's crazy, he's honestly, he told her that he saw the video and he couldn't stop thinking about it and he couldn't stop thinking about raping her. The mother was speaking behind a screening court and was, I guess, crying and saying I'm your mom.
And she walked away to like let him think about what he said in that moment. This couldn't even be white. She said, Oh yeah, he looked at me like he did nothing wrong. I was drying pots and I had them on a board and he came up to me and I had been in the kitchen a few minutes. He was putting his hand into my armpits, and then he was touching my breasts, pushing himself on, rubbing up down against me with his genitals. I told him to stop, try pushing away. He got stronger, he couldn't stop um.
And then she locked herself in her bedroom, barricaded herself with drawers against the door. Fuck out of here. Bro. He got turned on by chimpanzee. So I guess like in the documentary they were discussing how animals the conversation of animals just wherever they want and ship like that, and they could have been anything that turned him on because it was more human to him. Where did this come from? Mom? Because if you couldn s vodka in
your hands. Thought you were just talking and no, but a chimpanzee being an analystic more towards human would be if you saw a tiger or something that could have been relate to him. But chimpanzees are more I guess. I mean, I don't believe in evolution, but but you know we have in the morning time. It is thirty in the afternoon and it's six o'clock in Europe, say that it's happy hours somewhere show live. So we're gonna get into our horrible decision now and our horrible decision.
Wee what you got for us today? All right? So I want to talk about mom ship kind of. But also last night I kind of sparked a conversation about like my mom with me and Mandy and like kind of like friends like that were there could not even believe our stories. Like we were talking about how when we were like fifteen and sixteen, staying at the condo and Aventura down in Miami. Then we were like then they slipped and I said, when were you ever in the condo when I wasn't there? They took the keys
and went I don't remember. But anyway, the point the horrible decision. Title is those who don't swallow get pregnant. So I just don't ask a few things about motherhood and then don't want to get into me and Mandy and like raising kids talking about sex. But um, what was the major change for you once you had a kid? Because I know you say nothing but something. Oh No, everyone told me if I hadn't had played in life at forty and everybody said, it's gonna change your life.
And I said, it's not gonna change my life because I was party girl, party girl. And I said, I'm getting to nanny. And my husband said, you have my mother have seven kids, she never had nanny. Well this is two thousand, ain't two thousand? And I'm sorry. I was like, we have it to nanny because nothing's going to change in my life. I don't want to change how we are. I don't want to change y'all. I want somebody she was with me all the time to nanny. And you know she had to wear a uniform, because
why did you do that? Because I want to describe the who's with who? If she had a uniform on, she doesn't look like you know, she does like her job. But she had on bad clothes. She don't look like she was with me, So I wade them wearing white uniforms. Yeah, this sounds kind of why you were gonna say, oh, because they might have thought it was her kids. No, you see now they see him what a bullgeing has come from, because Mitch, I grew up in a single
pair of house hold with three of us. Okay wait wait wait okay, So you had me at forty didn't know you could have kids? I remember you always said that because everything about having an abortion? Did I ever think about did you think about abording me? Never? Really? Oh, I was so excited. Oh I was ready. Well I guess you were already. No, no, no, but I mean there's a time and you're life. I had friends and their kids were raised by nannies. You know you saw
them and said, they said alone on this. But I love kids, loved them, but I always do I can give them back. I don't think you should have a child. I don't think should have a child. I think she will change totally. My name's Wheezy mom. I knew I was going to at this at this point, it's gonna be. I used to not want kids as much but like, the more of the world is fucked up, and the
more I meet good fathers and good men. Right, I've dated fathers, I've met good people, and I've seen how they raised their kids, how you can mold a kid. I need to have a kid because I know that I'm going to raise a good person and we just need more. But I'm molded you, and I don't thing you could handle again. I made because true, but not now. No, no, no, no. Wheezy is a certain type of person. She likes to experiment.
She likes way out there. She's not gonna call me up one day and say, did you come watch the baby? I'm going out to the cloud. But nobody better watch this right now? You said, hold on now, this is why I felt like I could have one. You said this was my thing because I'm not having a kid unless I'm rich, which I'm gonna get there, right, You said, all I gotta do is get you the apartment, and you're gonna watch my kids by myself. I want you the nanny. No none, But I was watching the nanny
watch your baby. I swear I thought I was watching to make sure she didn't hurt your job. Can I just tell y'all, I can't relate to none of the My lass was I was gonna once I get pregnant. I'm like, and I moved to Brooklyn. So I moved to Brooklyn, and I'll get you a nice little place. It's like Timid the club. I got to go to the club. You're gonna be old, You're gonna be seven club. So anyway, I'm gonna give you a stipend allowance. And I would have gave it Nanny. I know all you're saying,
but I might want to go out. Okay, so when she don't, she don't want to take care of your motherfucker, be one with the girl. Make sure my grandchild. I'm not paying for you to then you apartment to get it. Okay, fine, it's great. Yeah, I don't. I have one question, and you're not gonna believe it. You will not expect this. What Mom? Please? You are known as put the queen the queen up second dick, thank you. Okay, Now I need to go out and date a little bit. So
I need to know Mom. Shut out of police. Oh my fucking god, police, what No, I just want to know. What do you want to know? I want to get back into the groove of you know, being the queen of she because it was inherited, she didn't get it by So I just want to know how do I get back into it? You got the banana thing going and all that? What you know, because I'm thinking of a sweat of bottle and just okay, okay, you don't have I don't have an answer for this yet. I
don't either, Juel. I'm done with this question. I am not the one being interviewed. So the next question I have is what changed about your body after kids? That you noticed I only get in twenty pounds? Did you want to have sex as much? Did you not feel that? Did you feel more womanly? Like I was? So happened, I felt so motherly very if that changed the motion
is ununbelievable. You don't expect that. I've never had that emotion of having something so little, so small, and they only depend on you, and it was the best time, the best time of my life. So when wait, wait, wait wait, so like you having baby made you feel more motherly? So you were like less horny? No, she said, the emotions of having a baby, the emotions age about your body, so that I'm just asking. So it made you feel all these are my body, my emotion. My
body was just happy. It was always constantly just happy, just joyful my body. A lot of women don't have that experience. They don't they they don't there's a postpartum depression. But I had it and I called a friend of mine, I called Dion Warwick, and I had it, talked to her and then two days it was gone because I wasn't gonna let it get me because what do you feel like you want to throw It's horrible. It's like, I don't want you to hear me, don't want what what?
That's what people they say that mothers want to kill their kids for dream you do. But I don't want to kill you. I just didn't like. Wait, I was feeling why I wasn't our loving this child and the other day it was you with my life. I mean, how did that happen? How how far after that you had me did it happen? Oh? It was like a mom really Yeah, that's that feels random because you're like a month and you're like, oh this kid, maybe I was crying too much. You never cry never, you were
the perfect. I hate to say she was the perfect and I cry all the time. Now probably I never got it out. That's exactly what. She was so good. I mean, I could not believe you know what I'm wanted to ask you my mom. My mom was fucking crazy. I love that she has you to cut off. Now she's one day. Do you remember the nanny that I had that you thought was a witch? That witch? And so she puts something of my arm or something and like had some candles burning and my mom called the police.
What was that? That was my earliest memory maybe six months. But you weren't walking. The nanny you had was? She had big boobs because I tested them before I tested. I'm sorry, I tested the nanny's, you know, because you gotta get along with me and my family don't. And this girl had her boobs all out and I was like, buttons were down. I was like, no, you're not gonna work, No, no, no, you're not gonna do my husband, no, no, no, she had to go. Then I had one that was stealing
my shoes. How do you know? Because she had weekends off. And then I was like, you know, I don't really check stuff, but I was like, something's not right something. She took three pairs of my shoes and she would sneak them back in the house. I threw back to the witch. So what happened to which? Oh? I said to your father, we're trying her out. Let's go to dinner. I went to dinner, came back and all these candles are burning, and she had something on marked like I
took this woman went get out. You didn't. No, I could do it by myself. So what's she marked on me? What happened was it was something black? And so I don't play that. I don't play that. I left and you did that. She didn't know when we were coming back. It was just scary. I got chills when I think about it. Now, where should get these camels from? I'd like to know. She came with one bag? What she told you she did? I didn't ask her, I said when I said to her, what's all this? It's prayer.
It's prayer. I got prayer gets right? Do you see why? I just want you to do it? So here's my other question. So last night when we were talking about the crazy ship with Mandy and me and all the things you did, why why do you think you were so open about sex with me at that end of teenager age when I could have sex. It's not about just teaching about sex, but why at that crucial age when you were open and you knew I could have went out and got pregnant because we well, and we
were talking about this last night. To just give some context, we he and I both have fake I d s UM. So at fifteen sixteen seventeen, we were in twenty one plus clubs UM and we both had cars. I had my little Hunt it's not a push and Wheezy had her Jaguire, but we would like rotate who would drive certain nights. And it was never even the conscious decision. But miss Joel would handles condoms before going out, and I guess that that's I don't even know where you
got these. Hello, I'm a grown woman. I don't even remember. They would just come in she would, She'd be like, here you got put them in your prices and were literally before we go to the club be handing um both of Yeah. So some would say that you encouraged us to have sex. What do you think you did? No, I believe that you were going to do it anyway. I can't stop you and I the more a parents would say don't do this, don't do this, the more because I remember you had a sleepover and I told
all your little girlfriends, don't have sex. It hurts, and one little girls said, no, it does. My mother said, it feels good, it does it, it doesn't, don't do it. Wait. So my whole thing was I wanted you to do because you had along you guys, hung around different crowds, different this. If I don't let you do it with my permission, you're gonna do it anyway and not tell me. And I want you to be able if anything happens to call me. It's funny because I think there's just
so many parents like even watching Euphoria. Um, I was talking to my mom about that, and these are high school children that are doing these things, and I don't think they were lying. And I don't think it was as wild as what euphoria was when I was in high but seeing it now and talking to my sister in the day and age where you have snapchat and webcams,
which is probably even worse. So the idea that maybe parents with teenage daughters don't even have those conversations because they're just like, oh, well, my child isn't doing that. It's kind of like believe it. You have to under you have to let your kids wheezy. And you, first of all, you understand one thing. You're gonna do what you want anyway. That's the type of people you want.
So when you know what your child is like and how they're going to grow up, you need to talk to him because it's gonna be you or them, So why not be both? You know, when we had on the remember the Jewish mom with her daughter and I FaceTime you, she was saying that she would let the daughter's boyfriend sleep over, and I was like, I don't know if my mom would ever do that. And then she was like, well, where else are they gonna have sex?
They're gonna just go to some random places get caught or rental hotel, Like might as gonna do it in my fucking house? She said, I'd be making breakfast with them, Like come on, and as weird as it is, it sounds weird. Yeah, like I could see me doing that. Well, even when we had Toria's safety, like Torri and who tor and that's what we're talking about? Oh yeah, no, but Lulu Tori and Lulu, not only the breakfast aspect, but her even like buying of the lingerie, having those
open conversations. And I don't ever think you even really had those conversations like so who are you fucking? Because you just wanted I don't remember. No, no, I didn't use those words. I was just said, okay, no, she would do whoever would she go and do her thing? Right?
My thing was just him an ugly one. She didn't have the Oh my god lord, the DJ right, I don't know what whoever ugly ugly was you had that everybody she saw something and then she let the ugliest nigga she don't have a baby, and he was ugly, Like, how do you even something wrong? I did something wrong? Ugly? I don't wait, I don't believe in what people should look like, but not ugly. That ugly? You know what was a I was he must could cook. That's the
one did you roll over? That's the one that had the gun under the pillow, right, he was he kept me safe. I just you know what it was like, ugly, it's safe. There was one thing I will say that I think happened. I went through a bad boy face because like I didn't really grow up with that at all, you know what I mean, Like my dad and my dad feel like you didn't grow up feeling pretty. You never felt pretty. I know it took time. She never felt she was good enough. She never had felt because
she had eczema. It's a very hard thing to like, you know. So I think it's stemmed from being the mixed kid in private schools. I really do. I I just feel like I was like always a not like the outcast for sure. But she only did private schools in elementary right because middle school and yeah, but like it took me for a long time, but it was sucked me up. Um the cheerleading team when I was in middle school. I got you out of that. It was really hard. And then just like I don't know,
so that made me feel ugly. And then then exam was awful. You know, not until I got my period that I really go out of it. But I was embarrassed about my skin and just how I looked. You would never believe the horrible decision. Wheezy was it? Insecure little girl? I don't think I'll talked about that that we all we've talked about. Hope you did because look at her now. But it takes time, and everything takes time, securities, to be honest, hate to get that deep or how
I think it's happened in relationships. Oh yeah, you were good. Emotionally abused is easy when you're an insecure person. It took time to go out of that, and I think my independence really elevated about myself. And now you could
be a whore. She was a horrible before that. To my point, I think those bad boy is right because how true I do because I because they were ugly, babe, they look good to okay, but I wanted someone like rough around the edges because they made me feel super No, no, stopped. I have to tell this one story. Do we have time. I'm going to the hospital. Okay, don't we see's only baby fourteen? Oh my god, I have to tell the story.
And I'm going to the hospital. My mother's with me, whe he's with me, And there's this guy barely any clothes on, sitting at the wheel chair in the corner, just got and Wheezie says he's cute. And my mother and I looked at each other and went who and Weesie said I could fix him up. At fourteen years of age. Come on, now, only a horrible decision person could do this. He was, you know, like, oh, Tandlo
Park ghetto is out. I remember my mom picked me up from my boyfriend's since Handela a part and she was like, this is at this is the answer? Oh god? You know what? He was Even funnier, one of the guys that used to date went to jail and then once I moved out of the house or whatever, he was writing me. My mom couldn't stand him back then. Why don't you write Georgia letter? My man, he's got nothing to do in there. Who knows how I'll write? I'm ship. Let me tell you why I'm so particular.
You guys are gonna hear some bleeps. I feel like, because like when some people know my first name, they've just violated and waiting to appreciate. And to me, I think it's funny when people write me like you said, Amanda. Do you all really think I was born with two eyes? And Mandy. You're the one who told me one day you said Amanda, and I'm like, I haven't now I just say a minute, But I'm like, what else is mandy short for you? Think her name is Betty. We
went two eyes. I was just like bro. I could say Amanda Bro like it's better, like you know I and I even brought up how I used to get joked on a man. Duh that dumbass thing. Do you know people still say that? God damn jokes. I swear to God. I have a question for two. I have a question for both of you, but having sex. I know you have sex, no having sex individual, which one do you think was your best and your best? I said on the podcast, what I had sex ten times
in one night. We went to a second that that was last my best, my sexual edit Mom, yes it was. It was the freakiest, nastiest night I've ever had. But I got to take him. We went to the sex club. We had other partners. It was amazing. It was changed um no whips and changed. But I mean I pegged him. I brought like the whole like you pay. Yeah, we had um we had like but plugs that we were using was essentially it was great that three sime I hadn't with um you can't name you know that one,
and that was amazing. I was so in love with them. That morning I was feeding both of them like what you want? I want to go to the pool. And actually I came down there and saw Mandy at the pool and I she was tanning and I was like, Mandy, I am just yeah, oh okay. That time I was just like so um, confused on how it would go, and like, yeah, like I've had three sims and they
were good. But to have a three sime with someone that you're both like just that deep, you cared that deeply about, which most people don't ever really have that experience. Only you're in love with someone. You guys have sex with someone that you're just attracted to the way that I felt about both of them, It's just like it was heightened, um, and I wanted it. She asked me a question, She said, what would you think if I lived with one guy and two girls and we're here?
We're here okay, And I said, do what's happy for you and people and listeners, do what works for you. Don't worry about what other people think. Be happy. That's the chance. Did you die by yourself? You know? It's it's it's not an easy thing to make choices of other people don't like you know, since me and don't worry about them have started this podcast. I've had a hard time with that and just recently had I got
over it. And it was this one experience. I think I might have said it to many privately, I don't know. I was with Schendra in Tuloom and I I got a comment or something or a screenshot from someone random um and that was like, Oh, this is what they're saying about you, and it's a blog where they talk shit. And I got really upset about what they said. And I was with Sendra and she looked at me and
she was like, we're in Tuloom. This is a five star resort, and you think that you can get upset about someone you don't even know that thinks you're ugly. Oh you gotta be kidding and you never told me that you're It really fucking hit me, like, oh yeah, you miss the whole one of the rant about the fan that know. But like it gets annoying, but like if you take it too personal. She doesn't know Jim and he's full of ship. She takes a person to because you get mad and know it's the way they
say them. I don't come on here and girls, when you ran online it's the same as ranting. Here it's it's so I ran, and say how much I don't care about then that's that's mean. At least that's your release, that's yours. If I ran, whether it be speaking, send it back, let them feel how are you feeling at the end of the day. Both the things, whether what kind of rant it is is meno. It's both the warranted it to respond, so it bothers both of us. I don't believe that people don't care. I believe I'm
starting to learn how to not care. I think you can take care of you care. But when the things aren't true, that's what's hard. But that's what they're trying to do. They're trying to bring you down. It's true. Up they're gonna bring you down. But you know, and their only way of the only way for people. Because you're doing so great and you sound great, you sound sexy, and you doing everything you want to do. These people have no way to come out like you're coming out
or no life, no life, no life. They can't even come to a show. It hurts them to be honest with you. When it gets hurtful, when it's fake pages like and when it's about me and Mandy. When me and Mandy are doing well, that's when I really get praised, because then I think to myself, like I start to regret how this podcast started, which is actually what made us popular, right. We get in our little bits, we get this friend of the energy. Mandy and I do this little thing, but at the end of the day,
it's real organic content. But when things are going well, sometimes I think, what did I do? Should we never have done therapy episode? Should we never have done this? And those things go through my head because I feel bad that someone thinks that I to maade somebody else lose out because of one comment, and you cannot think like that. It's true. And that's why I've had to start letting, because when I start getting upset, it could be over one thing I saw, and then there's a
hundred thousand people that want to hear it. Love you you know what I mean, or or even if I could speak as if I'm angry, and then everyone's like, what the funk? How what are you talking about? We can't wait to see you where this is how excited we are. This week was great, blah blah blah. So I think it's just trying to weed out those shitty comments. I could have three comments on a picture and the one thing I'm gonna getting mad at damn, why your
hand looks so big? No, no, no, no, no, that's just something they couldn't afford the tickets, so that was no. I think the people your listeners, really, I hope, and I think because I've been to your shows, understand that you too. So it's so real. Everything you've done is real. There's no makeup. Let's see what we can make up.
You actually do the ship it's not. I think the other thing too, is it's very honest like making and I know for a fact that there are other pods out there that may not even speak when the mic gets turned off. But Mandy and are very upfront and forward about we've been in the studio somedays like damn we were fighting. How many people will really say that they were fighting last week, you know, And that transparency between us has been so honest and been so real
and working through those problems. And I as much as sometimes it can kick me in the asked when I read about it, I know it's also why people appreciate it. You know, there isn't a real people. I know that people appreciate that honesty. There's not this blinder on me and Mandy at all, with our audience at all. No, you are God. You are so real that it's almost I'm so glad you did the psychic I mean, people were blown away by I kicked therapist, therapist because that's
your um because it kind of shocked them. But let people know how real you are. I mean, and this is you because you went for pulling weaves and all that when you to now sitting and have just stop because that's true. That's the thing and the sweet quest to go. No, no, man, My last week is just the two of you. Well, last day I want to talk about sad. The whole mail is just some reminiscent things, I mean, Mandyn till they get here and we got another five minutes um. Last night we brought up that
Miami thing with the key. I don't remember that, do you? With so my mom my parents had an apartment in Miami. I grew up in Orlando, you know what. I was born in San fran We moved to Miami and my mom had to have a place in Miami because she needed She's like, I got to go. She needed to get away from the taxi people in Orlando. That's you say, jeez, mah. So anyway, I didn't say that. I said I'm just a no, I said I need a second home. I never said tacking people. I love a lad though. Whatever.
So anyway, they had this condo and me and Mandy apparently went there without her, But I don't remember. Do we have dudes there old day? And did she really not know? I don't know, that's your pama. I don't know what you told her. We was just in here. What even gonna know what I told you? Drove? I know I drove, I drove my car. Now I had gone away. I had gone away, and you guys, it wasn't a weekend. She said. It was a memorial friends somewhere.
So maybe you knew, No, you found nah, we definitely went. Yeah, that's when we partied with the franchise boys. I think I don't think it was a franchise, but I think it was the dude's the same party like a rock star? Is that not? The franchise boys shot boys or shot boys? And where are they today? Nowhere? They was that fucked up no watch Uh yeah, man. And then we drove back up to Orlando and we were talking to We ended up partying. What did she was though? Little Boothy?
What did you think of Mandy back then? Did you think Mandy was crazy? Did you? It was there ever a friend you didn't like? No. I like Mandy because I like that energy. But I thought Mandy was the fast one. Little this one, Oh, I learned about that little did you know? You know there's a show and it's funny. I thought of me and Mandy when I
watched the show the other day. It's called Working Moms and there's this innocent girl and you know her mom was like, how where did this e cigarette come from? She's like, mom, I didn't want to tell you, but you know so and so I had to hide it from her parents. So she come to find out. She saw these pictures with her daughter with the blunt with boys and she was sitting at the table and like,
how was schooling? She was like it's great, mommy, and she likes she wanted to kill her, And I was like, wow, that was me with Mandy. And remember shod A, you got mad at her because you thought she pulled your vodka out. That was me. I tell you, I'm the friend, and I know it like I'm the friends when my friends have boyfriends, I'm fine. Just blame everything on me.
You want to go ahead, And so I take in this bad stereotype for all my friends when they really just be doing some ship, and I'd be like, okay, just use me, which sucks because then when I do want to hang out with my friends, especially when they get in relationships, now, these things don't want you around. Many still wasn't many still was not ship. I was the ship, thank you, because let me tell you, always, just like non graduated, I still do like my ship
I needed to do in class. When I say it wasn't ship, I mean because just like today, you know, it was like in those places with boucy and maybe yes, but to be fair, just like today, man, he was one with the hook up. She's like, we couldn't go to dadda and I'd be like, okay because I knew, but I was working like with NBA players and okay, so to get us you dealt with the drug dealers. I dealt with the celebrities and we still made it work.
It's such a petty bitch, huge drug dealers. Well anyway, how we are closing out because our next guest to hear that nothing, I just think that, Um, you know what how we ended our opener video, how we used to end our show saying something nice about each other, except I want you to say it about us. MA. What's something that you notice different from the start? Crying I went, I went to your first show. I'm so proud of you guys, And then now I know the
difficulties you had when you were young. Pullar. We've the men that weren't ship and now you've grown into such a cohesive place and telling the truth. Some of your stories sound crazy, but I couldn't about they are too true. Nobody could do this ship. But the people to think we were lying, I don't know how they get lying.
And I have some photos. Okay, it's getting evidence now. No. But I actually last night, before I went out and before we had to kill your bottle, Yeah, me and your mom sat and talked and it really was I told her. I was like, listen, I know you don't heard some about me um over these last couple of years, but I was like, me and your daughter, like are in a space right now. I'm really glad we're in
before this tour. First off, I've had to see you fucking almost every day this week, which I think if we were in a space we were a month ago, I don't know how. I don't know how we would have been able to do it. So like I was just talking to miss Jewel because I mean you, I've talked to you since I was fifteen, sixteen years old, from dating to us part smart thank you, but he was smart, thank you, even though I don't I'll be
waking up worries on here. I am smart, y'all. But no, like we had like a real heart to heart and I like, just appreciate your mom for always being there, even my mom for understanding our dynamic every time there. Do you remember when I got in that car accident? Who came my mom? Andy's mom? Like you know, I think that it's a really there for each other in different ways, and even though we all have these wild as really big personalities and we fucking hate each other
to death. Um at some points like but please understand what they say about their sexual experience and all that. You don't have to do it, but it's always a good try. And I not know We're done. Thank you guys, Thank you just doing as you guys know. Um, we have a Patreon It is now seven dollars a month, so if you want to become a patron. There are
over fifty episodes in the archive. We drop an extra bonus three extra bonus episodes every month, and before we head out of here, we are going to leave you with a five minute clip from one of our bonus episodes. So we want to thank you guys for tuning in. Thank you guys for all of your support. Um, why couldn't get her heavy on Miss Pray without it? So and once again this has been yet another episode of horrible decisions. And I'm gonna try it. But one day
I really start missing Hospital Dick. I can't tell you what it is. I don't know why. So I had to take a ship anyway, So I told Old Bay Season and listen, I got a bounce because I'm gonna go to the gym, and he's like, okay, and I do work out, so there wasn't anything far from the truth. I went to the gym, but I shouldn't it. But it wasn't the truth. I went to the gym but I took a ship. So I'm on the fucking hammock outside of our hotel, on the phone with hospital Dick
for two hours. I come home thinking that all thinking that, like, I don't know, we're gonna have this amazing sex. When I come home and I am so fucking sick. I can't even move or walk or talk. Um. I get to hospital Dick's house Monday night, the day after I land. We're hanging out. I had to go to Alex's to work on some editing stuff. I'm at Alex's house there's I can't even breathe. He's like opening the window like I'm hyper ventilating, like I'm wheezing really bad, but like
deep like chest like flegm. So hospital Dick lives closer to Alex. He sends me the uber, takes me to his house. I fall asleep. I wake up that morning, we have sex. He comes. I want to say, maybe sixty seconds later, no more than two minutes later, I'm violently throwing up. He sucked the s out of me, and I think the movement was going and I'm like, who like bad? Right, so fucking bad. I'm throwing up, shaking one point I started shooting and throwing up at
the same time. It was so bad. No, no, I'm serious. Wait here, at this point, it's pretty gross, dude. I know. Hold on, I'm on the toilet and I had to get a fucking trash can because like the convulsions like this is this is gross. Wait. I was so sick. This nig is freaking out. I've got the door locked, but of course I'm not going to open it because you don't know what's going on, right, So he comes in like after everything's done, but I'm still like like
dry heaving. Nigga has to throw me in the fucking bath. I was called like I'm done, so I can't even be left alone at this point. That's how sick I am. I had the worst flu I've ever had in my life. He was with me every single day. He didn't even want to leave me when he had to go to work because he was like the wheezing that I was doing was so bad. He was scared that I was gonna choke and die in my sleep. That nigga fucking did everything for me. I wanted to go home and
not be in his house anymore. He was right there feeding me ship like everything. When I tell you there were snap back like rags an you know when you're like that cold is like it was like that to Old B Season and I'm sick nigga postmates me hundreds of dollars worth of stuff, right, I was gonna say, he told you that's what you get from figuring out
like you probably got it from a triple hole. But anyway, like no, And it's crazy because this is the two different sides to the type of men that I'm dating right now. Type of man. Excuse me. One that's like in the fucking trenches with me and the other one who is he He's like, baby, I can't have you out here like this. So when he sent me all
that ship, right, I was still grateful. I meet up we Old Bay Season in a night ago and I was like, I'll tell you something you know then they guy told you about and he was like yeah, he was like drid that's what he calls him. I was like he was with me and like giving me everything I needed. And he was like, okay, so why you ain't with and there and he was like you already know what this is. You want somebody who's gonna like baby and boo you. He's like, I'm gonna give you
whatever you want. I'm just not that nigga. He's like, I want to always make sure you're good, but I don't need to check on you myself and my health is gonna get sucked up. But I want you to know I care about you. Why would I take a long ass trip with you? Why would we do this? Look all this time we spent together, This is me showing you my love. And if my love with language ain't feeding you the soup but sending it to you, I'm just telling you that's what it is? What what?
What's your So we talked about that what is your love language again? Because I feel like it'd be all over the place with your pisces emotional ass. You want a niggnna do goddamn everything, and when you don't do one thing. That's why I think you are multiple lovers, because that woman is really gonna do be every love or not. But I think you like every love language rope, So I do supposed to have one. I mean they're
a hierarchy of five. Yeah, the way you write them, they all align Suppo one five this hole says one on one, and that's the guy. I don't tell you why I'm screwed. My first one is gifts, my second one is physical touch, and my third one is acts of service, and basically I have all of that in them too, niggas. So I had to tell hospital Dick because he's really starting to fall for me. I could feel it. He's like, yo, I had a girlfriend of years, but but he told me, He's like, I'm head over
heels about you. That's he literally said that to my face. He's like, you got me geeked. I think about to all the time. Dude. I was like, look, I am talking to somebody else. He's like, fine, if I have to learn to like deal with that ship because I'm not all things to all people. It is what it is. Why is it that that turned me off? Is that not insane? I was a non monogamous person. Hearing him say that made me feel like he was settling, and I was like, what the fund is wrong with me?
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