Ep 95: Top Moments of 2018

turning points. So we ended up joining Loudspeaker, and as we were recording our episode, one of the Loudspeaker family members, Dallas Pen, walked into our studio session and decided to share one of his kinks with us on air, and Weezy and I had our mouths to the floor. So listening as dallas Pen tells everyone what his kink is masturbated or like touch yourself with something that someone had that you wanted to m No, I really don't do that.

That's some WPS panties that white people. Wait, what that is the thing? What did you just say? Doing in socks? People always masturbate inside of shoes. I wish you would masturbate them some of my motherfucking heels. Oh wait, you the internet? Oh yes, yes, I did have an ex who took my who liked my shoes, and he would exx with my shoes and my clothes and he would do that. So I do know what you we gotta limit that is, Steve mad I don't know how to

go income. You're not doing that with my red bottoms. Oh my god, look the first thing to pop up. I secretly borrow shoes from my lady friends and masturbate into them. People tend to frown downpone this when they see you lick the inside of their shoe. Wait wait, they look their own what Okay, you know he's like, I don't like but you have jerked off inside of shoe. Okay, that's not weird at all. What kind of shoe was it? What kind of shoe? Okay, that's not too expensive? Can

we hear him? Can we hear him? No? No, we can. We gotta get can we get you on the mic real quick? Oh? Hey, hey, Dallas pan, we I met you at the Hi. Wait, we gotta get that on the mic, though, come on, So we really need to get this crocodile Caviclin ship with this. Did you come in? Okay? So we have someone in the room who has all right, I'm talking about a pair of fire ask black Label

Calvin Klein. Does it matter if they're like fire or like I mean, they just just the design was obviously thought of where you turned on by her wearing them first, and then you wanted to masturbate in them. Well, I gotta be honest with you, no one had put the shoe on yet, but I imagine the person wearing the shoe, whoa how fire they were? They were just going to be so fucking incredible. And did you buy this? Well? Actually I was. I was working at Marshall's at the time,

and I'm in the back. I wasn't. I mean, yeah, I was younger. Marshalls didn't get in my car. I was, I was. I was in my thirties now, I was. I was just in the back stock room and I was like, Yo, the person that's gonna wear this shoe was gonna be so fucking fire, She's gonna be beautiful, and she's gonna let me fuck because I made her laugh and ship oh my god, like her calfs are

so crazy and I just I gave it up. Aside aside from the shoes, you would say you're a man with a foot fetish, I would say that I like nice shoes. I would say that I like nice shoes. I don't. I don't consider that so much a foot fetish. But but I love the architecture of just a really nice heel and what it does to the person wearing it, the confidence that it gives them, the tautness that it gives their's just the way that it makes I mean,

a superhelo makes you walk a certain way. And I love And this all goes through your mind, do you kidding me? You kidding me? The older you get, you start processing all this, you see somebody in heels and you can be like, oh, they just got those heels. They don't even know how to walk on yet, they don't know how walking them yet. Y'all can tell when we're just breaking in a shoe right right now, right now, I'm gonna tell you. I'm gonna tell you when the

last time you got your eyebrows thready, microblade? Thank you? Okay, okay, I M gonna have to come and expect that when he went on the premium show and he said that he sucked a mother and adult. This is better than that. Hold on for a second, God is in the details. That's crazy. Do you buy shoes for women? Like? Are you do you currently have a wife? I am married actually And and the crazy thing, the true story is that my wife, um, her feet are actually two different sizes.

So she has to go to Norshroom because Northhrom Norshroom is the only department store that will let you buy like you know, it's not like a half size off. There's more than a whole size difference between Yeah, so Norsham will let you actually have one shoe and one size one shoe another size. But she's the one who kind of got me out of She kind of show what my story was. My issue was, which was what was your issue? We think are not an issue? I want to go ahead. And I had a small collection

of heels. Um she bought just a jerk off in bro Is this real? This is real? This is some real ship I had. She came to my apartment, man and she got to just see all the ship that I collect and ship that I had fucking hoarded and stuff like that. I had, like I had baby clothes with matching adult clothes. Like I had adult Polo Bear sweater, four of them with the matching baby sweater. Why for when I had a child that we could twin up? Oh,

I thought this was still geting sexual. I was starting to freak out, all right, No, no, no, no, no, no no no. And I had and I had, I had a collection. Again. I worked at Marshals and and every now and then they would get in these incredible designer uh like these calm con joints in the house. Yes. She was like, yo, whose shoes are these? Like? Whose shoes are you at? They're too small to fit your

We did, guys, we did not playing this. These are just they were the first thing she was concerned about. The real talk. Was like she was like, yo, can these shoes fit you? And I was like, no, they open. She thought you were cross. She thought I might be you know, I might have might have that in my stevee. But I was like, you know, that's too far. No, But I just I just I love the architecture, I love the design of them. I'm just imagining. And this

is what I told him myself. I said, I just imagine the person that's gonna put these on, how they're gonna have to walk in them, the confidence that they're gonna have because people are gonna be looking at them. People are gonna be like, oh my god. This come stem from this is something else? No, it stems from me just loving being attracted to a confident woman. And and it doesn't have to be the heel she has on. She could have on skippies. But she could again have

her eyebrows micro blazard. But whatever, whatever this she got, whatever that she done, you could build a bit if you wanted to. First of all, First of all, all these all these robot chicks, that's from my brain. Sex dolls, they're from Dallas, pen guys, that's from That's from my brain, totally, all right. And and and the reason why we have anse sex dollars now anyway, is because sex dolls they have been programmed at the same me too. What a

bittersweet clip. This next one is for me. This episode I didn't even want to post. I didn't want cameras therefore, I was so angry about And it's episode seventy seven, working out the kinks, the most talked about episode. People that don't even listen to our podcast to check this out, and it was amazing that it happened. I think I really was angry for the first half of this episode that we went through a therapy session with someone that listened to an episode and had this bias of me

because she's only heard one thing. And I was so mad to be there and to know that all these people would get to listen. But when Mandy got emotional, it really was a pivotal point for me in realizing some of my wrong doings and wanting to grow. And I know that many of you shared with us that you've cried in your are or your cubicle or just on the subway listening to this, and it was such an intense moment to hear Mandy get upset, and I'm very grateful that, um we had a breakthrough. So share

this moment again with us. Don't cry, We're doing great, But enjoy episode seventy seven working out the Kings. You know what, even with all of this fluff and all the she's you're a little runkin bumpkin. You both are. You're so sensitive. You think I want but I think that you you don't even believe me, So then why do you even as in, yeah, can I say something? So? Why am I here? You're just wasting money? So you did it again. You did it again every time she

makes an attempt. And I know past behavior informs present behavior perception, but you've got to give it a truy. If you want even emoticum of this to work out, you've got to try. You just ask me to bag. You've got to have a sense of face. Yes, yes, How hard is it for you to be soft? I this is the problem. When I sit here and actually do hurt, or actually do show my emotions, then I get well, you're not even the imo ho. I didn't think he was gonna be mad. As a human being,

I do hurt. I do get my emotions like bother. So it bothers me that because I don't sit here and show emotions or or talk about the men that I love, or I don't have these emotions for men, that people just assume that she's gonna get over it. She's gonna laugh it off, she's not gonna be hurt. And I think that's bullshit because I do do I see here and show my emotions as much as others know. But when I see here and and receive something in private and then in front of other people, I'm in

a different thing. Yes, I become frustrated. Yes, I can't take it in as genuine because behind closed doors and within our personal conversations, I'm over talked to or hung up on. We both hung up on each other. It goes to levels to where we're just trying to talk

over each other and there is no resolution. So when I come into a place or I stay here and my feelings are actually hurt, for that to not be acknowledged, for for me to be told you're not getting an apology for me, and for me to get a long thread, Oh so now you want to be emotional, You're just overreacting. And it's like, yes, I'm not the one that shows my emotions on this podcast. People bring it up all

the time. I'm able to have sex without tying emotions to it, but I do still want a certain level of respect from people. And when my feelings are hurt, specifically from people that I do business with, specifically from people that I helped put money into their pockets, that we make money together, from someone that I'm building something strong with I absolutely want them to know that I am still human and if I'm gonna respond to way the way that you knew I would respond because you

said you knew I would be upset? Did you know? Did you know I would be this upset? No? But the fact, but the fact that when I showed my emotions you came to me and was like, well, I think, okay, I did I get it. But but you attribute to the problem, sweetie, because I don't show my emotions. I am I'm very cold and I don't show my emotions with a lot of people. My mom was that way. This is this is how I am. No, no, no, no, it is how you are. But it doesn't have to

be the way. It doesn't have to You don't always have to be that way. And what you're doing, listen, is you do yourself a great disservice by presenting yourself as unbreakable. I'll agree to that, yes, okay, that with my mom. And so this one, this one, Reezy who has a heart, take time taking responsibility for being hurtful. She's going to hide behind that. Oh, Mandy's tough. So you need to share and be more open you're asking her to be more open, need to do the same.

And I don't know, maybe this whole podcast you two be in these like brazenly open sexually whatever it's it, it does you a disservice because it doesn't allow you to be who you truly are. And maybe that's something you two need to build upon with the podcast, is you can be brazen, you can have this open sexual energy and connect with people and stop bullshitting yourselves and saying that there's no emotion behind it, because that's not true. So how do you feel about the fact that she's

crying in front of you? Of course, I mean, honestly, I'm surprised. I thought I would be the one and I did to cry. I I'm crying. Look at it, you crying. I feel so bad, you know. I feel really bad that you feel like this, Okay, And no, no, I feel bad that you really think that. I feel badly that you think. Yes, I feel badly that you think I hurt you, and I think I said I feel badly that I did hate you because you have done. Of course, I feel badly that I did hurt you.

I feel badly that you know you said because I'm not emotional. You knew I would react that way, No, I didn't. I feel badly that I responded with you that way. Sometimes I do have to be softer too. But I think I've just felt maybe I don't know what the word is. Maybe I didn't feel remorse because I was already harboring feelings for things that I feel like I went through on the show. For the most part, on the show, I feel like I'm the one who's

super emotional. So when you reacted that way and went crazy, yes, I was like, fuck you because I felt like you said fuck me. I just the one thing that I could ever say that I want from you is just to call me first. And I feel like the and I've been so upset with you is because when we talk, you bring up other people. A King said, my friends say, Van says, Mal says, I don't care. I want to know what you think. Are you taking in everything she's saying.

I gotta say it appears quite genuine to me. Can you accept her apology? And I need for you to tap into the softer part of yourself, not the cold mother pushing people away. This is your opportunity. There's a lot going on in my head right now? Why would I want to come on here and cry in front of you and all these people on the ears. I didn't mean it. Okay, stop Mandy. It's hard. It's hard, but I need for you to embrace the fact that

Wheezy is actually being genuine and Karen, I can acknowledge that. Okay, can you say it to her? Not to me? I don't. I can see here and say I'm acknowledging what you're saying, and I'm going to stop there because I know that I'm not able to say it, but right which is so I want. I want to say I do appreciate you acknowledging and us getting to where we are right now, because I feel like it's been a huge detriment to how we have been communicating over the last year and

a half. We sat here at episode five ready to give in. We've sat here at episodes sixteen seventeen, need to give it. We've sat here at episode thirty and try and and almost given in. So you sitting here and acknowledging that I appreciate that and moving forward if this is something to where you can't sit here and look at me as a human being, even if it's someone that you don't like, look at me as that human being, knowing that I have feelings, knowing that I

have emotions. And even if we're not friends, those three close friends to you, look at me and when you do things. I just want you to say, with my three best friends, like if I did this to them, because even though we're not friends, even though we're not friends, wheezy, this is this is a business and this is no. No. Not only that, I feel like our relationship and the things that we go through are much more than a marriage. They're much more than a friendship, so much more than

a lot of other types of relationships. Mandy, are you going to do the same, Yes, yes, yes, because you've told you moving, moving, moving. You said you're the only person we were in that meeting with Christmas. We were. You told me we were like, you're the only thing I absolutely stand by that I had Mandy, stop stop, stop, you see she's throwing me under the bus. I said, you told me you can't do this for me to my face, I literally have one minute. Just did it.

You just did it. You had a break through and then you can't toatuate the feel good emotions. You can't what was said. I need for you to say that going forward, you're going to extend to her the same respect that you deserve and want, and don't tell me you've always No. No, that's fine, but no, say can I sit here and say that there was a misunderstanding and I want that has to be clear before we move forward. I sat here and said that that is

something that I'm in willing to do. What was misconstrued in what was said was that I don't have this energy or interaction or relationship with anyone the way that I do you in my life currently. That is what was said. That's why I treat you this way. I don't treat you away. We have no way of communication. But we've we've gotten past that. So that's what I'm telling you that I'm sitting here telling you to your face that I'm willing to do that and I have.

But in terms of but stop, I'm willing to do that and I have. Are you willing to work with her as well? Absolutely? Okay, So this guy's falling asleep. I have a headache. I've got to say. This is way past my bedtime mine too. Thank you for coming can I shake your hand now? I don't know why you didn't because we tend not to therapy. Therapy uncomfortable and I hugger after, so I get it. You go

to therapy all this time? Holy cow. So one of my favorite episodes foren was when we had Cake on and she sat here and showed motherfucking love and confidence for all of the BBWs. So take a listen to this episode where Cake sat here and said, why these niggas be liking us? Big girls? Yes? Is BBW sluts so or BBW um big booty big? We're gonna pull it up? Well? Can I ask this question while you're

from up? Um? What's the difference on each side? That's a good So I started out in the BBW um community or the BBW niche niche, and then I decided, like, you know, because my the guy that I was working with, um, he kept bringing me like, you know, small girls, smaller girls that were kind of thick, but they weren't BBW. He kept bringing me girls like Manzie, you know what I'm saying, Like she's maybe initial up right now, you're not really this is the best thing. Maybe thirty pounds ago,

I was you ain't righting. Wait, so what's a bb saying that? I think anybody's walking fat dude? That's factual. Now they definitely do, and I think I mean, I get comments on Instagram to say big beautiful that's what. Okay, So so BBW for our listeners then, because I think Drake maybe made it acceptable for just think bitches to be like, you know, BBW because Drake like BBW, he BBWs and they're not BBWs. Okay, BBW is can you give a weight variance or what does it be, Donna,

I'm gonna okay. So like it's just like a girl that's you know, you got some good, you got some, but got some titties. So can I say this? I'm like really scared to say because don't want to be

at it. I've always when I've seen BBW porn, it's always like they're really big, well like a lot of like you've got like you could grab something, like you've got some rolls, some stuff, so like a lot of fucking me, yeah, you gotta met And it's to me not really thick, like I think different when I think thick, like to me, I think like black China type of thick or okay, you know, guys, not looking at her,

you do BBW. What about Chocolate Booty goddess because she looks thick to me, but she actually lost some weight, but she's b W. She she got a big old assay she she has like okay, Queen Spit does that girl right on all the time. She's BBW. So it's like, you know, um, I want to say, like if you're like two fifty to I don't know how much you weigh, but like neither of those two fifty and that's like that's b b W. But people like in the early two hundreds, you just just that's the thing with BBW.

I think people men want to see more meat in your like in your stomach too, Like that's what they're looking. Let me just say something first of all, this is I wouldn't we even talking about this earlier. It's propaganda. These niggas we out here like feeding propaganda to females. Like niggas are still lifting up bitches muffintop and eating that pussy. Talk about it, Yeah, just lifting up the muffintop and eating that bab W pussy. Niggas is eating

it from the back like a big Mac. He's doing all of that okay, like a good bag doing it from the bag like a big mag Let's tap are you're doing it? Like? Let's not friend Like, let me just say this. I when I was in my whole face, I was getting flown out. I was a little tricking on me. You know what I'm saying, Like, what is it I'm talking about? Let me tell you something. Everybody thinks that just because their press effective is one way. You know what I'm saying, Like, there's a whole community

in New York City BBWs. You know what I'm saying. My homeboy Mike, he has um. He throws BBD BBW parties at um slaggers in midtown and packed with fine asked niggas as that like pop and asked niggas buying bottles, all kind of ships. So just because like your experience is not like you never looked at b bws like it's a whole community and niggas really do funk with it. But niggas do is they put this prop again the

out there, like to separate us as women. You know what I'm saying, So you can feel like you're better than me because you're smaller, and this way they're able to divide and conquer easier because that fat bitchin' gonna take my man. Guess I will, I will, I will. I'll be spending bad money on me, says he will, he will, he will fly me out, he will do all that. Okay, yes, I'll ride his face. I will, I will. That's I mean. But I even you'll be riding face because I'm right nigally want you to sit

all of that on a face. Girl, what dude, like they can't breathe? I guess, I mean, you gotta hold yourself up a little bit. Bro like you like? The fantasy though, is like having a girl that's bigger and that's a whole niche. And a lot of your girls on your site are in the BBW category, And so where do you find these women? Where are? Because I feel like we get so many letters from listeners that once they reach maybe maybe they gain weight or reach

the BBW status, their confidence leaves them. You have very confident women on your website who embraced they gained the weight. And we've had male listeners say my wife lost her confidence. She you know, We've had a lot of those letters so where do you find these women? Just let me just say, because I don't know if you guys know this, but I used to be a part of the industry more so than just being what I am today. I used to be a stripper back in like two thousand,

five thousand six. I was going to rock Wells in Brooklyn collecting my coins, okay, and I was getting my money and I was getting my life. So I'm just waiting for one more, like one liner that big man, how much I want to pay attention to you. All I can think about is big, big, Big. I heard that was one of my favorite lines. So but not not for nothing, like you know, I just so I'm really in the industry, Like I know a lot of

people people know about. My side has been around for a while, and I just this year haven't been featured on your Yes I did, I was. I was at one point in time, but I just realized I felt like my talents were more served behind the camera. You know what I'm saying. Um, I had a big following. I went mainstream, and that's how you find your co stars. Yeah, that's what I asked. How do they know about me?

My co stars? The guys that wanted to I'll be honest with you, and that that was I had had these holes, you know, I had these holes trying to holler at me and that and like in the earliest like when end up in the beginning, like I used to just nas wanna sunk, We're gonna suck on film and then it was like you ever like charge them to suck you charge me the pe to you. I'm saying, they want you to get this one. Ignore it's a charge I don't charge for you can't get. Have you

ever had a Roses as a donation Roses? Let me just I want to pause for a second. I did not mean that to insult you. But if they just want to suck you that badge want to get me caught up, let me just say this. I had I had holes and they was stricken on me. I basically was able to get any man in my life to do, you know, go be in a video, let's do this, give me some money. Like I had the same life as you guys, just like I get the same You're home asid. No, I'm just saying, like, but it's it's

a it's a common it's a commonality. And experience, like you know, people tend to think that BBW is like so different, then y'all we're not. Now I want to know one more thing. Um, I know you some questions too. So you told us earlier before we were airing that you have a boyfriend. Now what has changed since you've had your sight in your I guess social media personality, since you've had a boyfriend, And what does he want

you to do different? So mm hm, you know, we have men in the room that are curious because before you answer that, we have two men in the room, would you guys have a problem dating someone in the industry as far as the porn industry or doing what she does be honest, behind the scenes, probably not, But if she was in front of the camera, yes, What about if she was a porn star when you met her and now she's only doing lesbian porn because you

know a lot of porn starts do that. They stopped sucking men and they just do lesbian And if Fox up their money, what about you? Oh yeah, he like y'all gonna hear me. She'd had to educate me in in its full entirety about her world before because this is their name. I wouldn't. I can respect that my perception of what it is, it's probably far different from what it really is. Can I say, can I get I want to kick some facts. Yeah, so let me

just say something. One thing that a lot of people don't get is that hose real holes and porn stars. Guess what we're cleaning than regular bitches. Okay, real holes. They suck dick with a condom bitches. Regular bitches will go to the club and meet a n and suck his the same night. Not all in the back of that. When he made that comment, I wasn't really thinking about

like safety. I was thinking of like men feeling secure mostee, my dude, like he really fucks with me, and he sucks with me on the level like when I met him. We've been together for like ten years now. Ship you know what I'm saying. You see you before he kid so he when he met me, I was just like really getting into that lifestyle, was dancing, and it wasn't like it was one of those situations where I really wasn't It wasn't like it wasn't supposed to be what

it is today, you know what I mean? And after a while he was just like, is this what you want to do? And I'm like, it started not feeling like at first it was empowering because I grew up with my mom and people in my family telling me you're fat, nobody's gonna want you. And the fact that I'm making money off of my body. Who told you this, my mom and my own mom because of your weight, no one would want you. That A lot of women

deal with that growing up. They like bigger girls that grow up are told not to eat like you, you're fat, and even not only from the family, you're getting it at school, You're getting it from your peers. And so what made you go to where you was like with my mom, gotta say I'm beautiful, I'm big, and I'm loving it and I'm gonna do what I need to do.

Like was it immediate or was it took time? I would through a lot of shitty relationships and settling for less and not feeling like, you know, just taking whatever I could get, and then like life's pretty reality setting because I got kicked out when I was eighteen, and you know, bitch had to pay her bill, which had to get her coins. So it was only right that we gave you guys the episode that had the most listens for the year, and it was none other than

The episode was Rory from the Joe Buddon podcast. We talked about ghosts cream pies and he shared a very interesting story about how was it cut holding was it? I don't know it was. It was weird though, and he shared a story with us about how he got caught fucking someone's wife. Anyways, it was very interesting. It was very entertaining. Tune into this moment of eighteen where Rory shared one of his biggest horrible decisions. It's from

the Cuckold Couple. They made a separate email for this ship, so I know they was like, we were really on the law. Hello, ladies, just found the podcast and damn I love it. Very raw and truthful. We're a couple in Washington State who's been together since high school, fifteen years old and now we're both thirty eight. We have had an open relationship for ten years. She enjoys having as she enjoys having her boyfriends. But it's now craving black Dick. We have been searching, and I've been trying

to find a guy. We've been searching, wait they've both been searching for black dick. By the way, I asked him later what their ethnicity was in their white You don't say I wanted to know if she's just curious how the guy is searching. We have been searching, and I've been trying to find a guy to be her first in this arena, and it's not the easiest thing.

The show makes us feel less alone, and since none of our family and friends know we since none of our family and friends now, I hope you continue to have great success. PS. I would totally snowball Rihanna with Shakira with another man's come snowball. Snowball is when it's not come swapping, it's your own semen or it's like someone else's well, it's just comes swapping, basically snowballing passing

it back. But that's the colding thing, right because like in a lot of cu holding videos, you'll watch her be like, oh, the kids come off of me, or suck to come out of his dick like crazy ship. What was the question in that? Um? I think his question is I was just trying to get something, just trying to get some black Oh. I guess I kind of like maybe the how to UM because they're saying they're searching and it's not easy go to Jamaica. Um so I want to. I mean, I'm just saying, so

I want to Hedonism, which is a um so. It's a nude adult only resort um in Jamaica. And when I went, there was a lot of white couples there that literally said to me that they were there for black dick And of course Jamaican's are black with big dicks, so, um, I would think you forgot, which said what, I'm surprised I ain't got no kids. You know, ship. My daddy's Jamaican. I'm sure my mom was dealt with him for a reason, but because he ain't ship. But I would say, I would.

I think that's just something that's in your Jamaican blood. You know Jamaican. Remember I said, dancing niggazine ship capitlas in Jamaicans, and they I'm just saying, they just don't they are only ship. I would say, though, if you're looking for something to do, I don't know what city you live in. So my suggestion would be to um go to Hedonism. It is again, it's a resort in Jamaica and that's what you have there is black cocks to fuck your white wife. I had something like that

happened to me. Oh yeah, yeah, yeah, okay, you had something like we talked about it and we did on it in Chicago, and I was like, you did what I said. You need to bring it up. We gotta bring you on the podcast. You gotta say so your w w C White White cock w WC on Pornhub does w w C papa never if you look up cut holding, Like so, actually I wanted to watch cuck holding porn, but I got kept getting annoyed at all the fetishizing of black men. So I'm like, so, I'm like,

let me try to find white man. And you were asked to cuck hold, so I wasn't asked. Nobody asked me. Okay, wait nobody, So what happened with your cut holding story? I was like, I told this on my podcast, but it was a long like back when he was in the lower numbers, so I don't know. Um, sucking asshole. Oh you're definitely dumbing this ship. When y'all required, because I'm setting a reminder, N put me on what happened.

I was like twenty or twenty one maybe, and I was working for a label at the time, and these artists from Ohio. I'm not going to say who it was. It was not Busy Bone. Was Busy Bone and his wife. It was from Ohio. They came and uh they asked me. They was like, yo, can you take the whole crew out because you're young and you know what's going on in New York? Like take them out, let them see the city. It was a big group of them. So

I took them down to a spot one bleaker. We was chilling whatever, and some girl that really didn't say much at all the whole time came up to me when she was leaving and she was like, I just want to give you my number. I was like, all right, cool. I didn't think anything of it. Continued to night. She texts me like, yo, it's my hotel. I said, all right, I'm twenty Okay, I'm coming over with the ships. So I take a cab. This is prior to Uber. Take a cab up there, Like you know, I'm in the lobby.

She said, give me a second now that I'm red flag, could I told you I was on the way. So then I get to the elevator. When she says, come up, I see it's the key card thing. I'm like, all right, you gotta come down and get me. She comes down and like a rope. I'm like, all right. She read a little crazy that in the lobby, like you let it be known. So we get into the room. She taking shut off right away. I'm like, oh, we're get into it. This is great. This is like a portal.

This was awesome. So she starts sucking my dick. I was like, this is this is it? Out of like I didn't even have to work for this. I said one word to this ship, this is awesome. Wow. Then I slightly see the bathroom door start to open. You thought, another girl from where I'm from, right that you you can't set up about to get right, I'm about to get robbed. She was a pond in my dumb old ask fell for that ship because I'm horny. It might be worth three an you don't know you broke out.

I don't know your way, and it's been like all the families are worse. Let's let's end that. Now we all don't know a judge in fact, So the door opens, I said, I'm getting robbed. It's over. Now, let me start. Where's where's my wallet? Take my iPhone? Three? So I see just arms come out with an iPad and I'm like, wait, what the fuck? So I pushed her head off of me, which kind of hurt when you twenty and horny, because

she was all right. And this big gass dude comes out the bathroom with an iPad and I said there was another white couple. No, they were black. Both of them were black. Oh both were black. You love that detail out? No, we needed it, we needed that. We just all I guess we should have said your friends, Well, they weren't my friends. People that okay. So so he comes out, this big dude comes out with an iPad filming, and I'm like, yo, what the fuck is going on?

And he's like, no, no, no, bro, you could suck her. I said what. So I go up to him and I said, give me that fucking iPad. He said, no, no, no, it's cool, bro, Like, it's fine, that's my wife. I said, what if he didn't come out with an iPad? What was it the recording that bothered? You know? The man coming out of a bathroom bothered me. Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on what wait? I guess more so

it's like continuing, is it what she meant? Like if he didn't come out with the iPad with that, Bobby like to keep going? You just wasn't. I feel like what happened was he was like no, no, no, that's my wife, Like this is what we do. You could like I want you to fuck her and I was like no, He's like no, it's not like I'm gonna

get involved. I just want to watch your fuck. I was like, dog, give me that fucking iPad, took the iPad open, that ship, deleted that video, threw that ship on the bed, and ran the funk out of that hotel room. No nope, nope, nope, nope nope. So it's safe to say you're not into cuckolding or at this day and age, that's that's a that's a surprise. That's a man coming out of the bathroom like you getting your dicks honestly, Like and I still had like that

nervousness of getting robbed. Now you were still you were super violated. Not only where you did someone surprise you as someone else, but it was inside my co I didn't have a dick at that point did they go up the ball inside? He was terrified. What isn't you know what happens when your balls like go up and then like they have to fall back down? Is that how your dick win? Answer? I think, you know, you know how people say their balls get up there and

then they have to like drop back. I don't know, children, have you ever heard this? I've never heard of it. I heard that your balls can like get up too high and then like it takes a minute for them to like settle down like your testicles, like we have two men in the room. Has never happened, and I've never heard of this happening. I was reading about it

in what book? Well, I was. I was trying to find it kink, And that kink I was trying to find was about like the kicking, which we've already done. But the sensation apparently from your balls going up is the thing that people like, a sensation that you get when your balls go back up when they started, like think they know it's like the most painful when you get when they get kicked in up there. I know, but apparently some people, some people like it. As I

was trying to figure out what that's how I found it. Look, I know, not girl like the Nancy Trough for like section, I didn't. I do not have sex, but you know her, I mean, I don't know where she is now, but imagine she's probably not ask guys to burn like that was. That was her thing when she sucked. She liked cigarettes being burnt on her well, and she had scared. I could see the stars in her own That's like with Lisa spliffs and people. She ashes them in people's um mouth.

She's a dumb. Yeah, she's a dumb that does that. But I feel like if a woman is wanting to be asked wall getting no, not ash, No, the whole cigarette burnt. That's not ash, that's a cigarette being burney skin. She had scars on her forum. I mean, I can understand candle wax, but yeah, I don't know about no goddamn cigarettes. I recently did a candle wax thing. I liked it, but it was a special sex candle apparently to where it wasn't like od burning. Well. Yeah, it

was like you can't just use any candle. Oh yeah, because that should be like you said, it can't be, Yankee, can't be. It can't be glade. Please please let them never accidentally. I mean no, no, no, no, I mean it could still some people still wanted to be that hot. But the sex candle that I used apparently was like it dripped so our, So it wasn't as like you know, it's supposed to feel like a sting, but I really enjoyed it was on my back. I guess that that's

that's a good tip. I guess to get to our listeners if anyone is interested in maybe candle wax plate to know that there is actual sex candles to look at, and maybe don't go the cheap router or the expensive rod and get Yankee candle. Yeah, use our code w D fifty. Yeah there and oh Yankee candle. I began micha cross. He fell like a lemon grass mat. So this episode is yet another one where the guests and

myself just went out agree. We tried to bring you guys an episode with an actual sugar daddy and failed miserably because what we got instead was a splendid daddy. He was a trick, he was a john, he was everything but a sugar daddy. I don't know what sugar he was given out. Maybe it was you know, the artificial type. Um, but yeah, this episode calls quite the reaction from a lot of our listeners. So listen in now to moments of eighteen where we had a sugar

daddy that wasn't a sugar daddy. What what is your type? What is your type? Do you put in slim and athletic? Put that in? Put that in its black and Latino line. I don't believe him as at all. Oh, now you're not so okay, So you're you're typing in black and Latina? What is the age range for your ideal? Yeah, that's for your ideal? Good question. Um, First, I'm certain distance, right, you know, and I'm keeping you want them closer far? I like out of town to sugar daddy? What is

the allowance that you have on your profile? Negotiable? Now? Yeah, when when they asked, like how much they want monthly? What's your cap? No? No? The first rule negotiating is like you you never said the price first? You know, like you never we're asking. Yeah, I'm telling you what I do, right, Like, first of all, I want to last time, y'all yell at me said again you must not know all some real ship though. Um, no, you don't.

That's just how you negotiate, Like you never know first, like what I'm saying, you see with their prices and then you know and then you you work around. Well, my question is more is like your personal cap what is the max you're willing? Yeah, it depends on how bad pitches man? The most man, that's what we got to know. What type of sugar she was? Like the most is like twelve for a one night Oh okay,

So that was my question. Gave me an idea, but that was going to be my question when you set up these arrangements and she wasn't white when you set up these arrangement, Um, do you only pay a sugar baby after she gives you sex? Or are there gifts and money before sex takes place? Dinner or something she might come she might company me to. Okay, And how many dinners are you going to before you're expecting sex? Since this is the arrangement, I'm having sex immediately after

on the first date. Now, how do you how do you have that conversation because a lot of times, like so I was on seeking arrangement, like when I was maybe i'd say eighteen through twenty two. Um, and so like I would go to dinner and like they would bring the cash and I'd be like, okay, so this must be just and they would give me cash. I would take the cash and then be like, well, I'll

see you again now shutter that lay mass niked. I was kind of going the first time, and they were telling me that, you know, this is how they want to show me they're interested in me now learning because I've been talking to a few girls on Instagram the PPM paper meat, So do you have that discussion before you guys? I have the whole discussion, man. So basically it's like we start talking about, like, so what kind

of relation she be looking for right in there? And they were like, oh, let me give us the blah blah blah. I don't really give a funk what they say, right, And then I'll say um, and then I'll say, all right, what you're thinking like some long term or paper meat? Right? And then they'll they'll say either one. I don't give a funk what they say. And then I was like, all right, well let's start off with like, you know, the paper meat or something, no matter what they say.

And then and then like they they're they're in a bad situation like with me, right, because like I negotiate for a living, you know what I'm saying, Like, so it's so, what was that was that for? Was that for? So I'm making this I know I'm making this space first off, because to me, sugaring like how you're describing

it to me is more tricking. I'm prostitute sugar only because and I've had this conversation with a lot of my friends, because I mean, maybe I'm blessed with the with the guys that I've had um in my life over the years, but they live in a different state cities, and I can literally call them and ask for money and I'm getting it without having that. Okay, I'm gonna say I don't think that. I don't think that that's what anybody thinks. They're signing up forever. That comes with tenure,

that comes with time for a month. It's just like, I mean, maybe, but the chances are spent right for both you and I if we did that, I bet it would be someone that we've known. Yeah, I mean, I only disagree with this because I have friends currently and they're they've bread bottoms, dinners, all this stuff well before money, before someone's sugaring. I will say this to both of your points. What he's saying is not sugaring, and what you're saying with that, I can call the

men and get that money. That's not sugaring either. Sugaring by definition is not a paper meat. However, seeking arrangement has made that a very normalized thing. Right. Sugaring by definitely is either allowance cash or gifts, but it has no exchange during the actual act. That's what I'm saying. But then I don't be shivering. There my fault. You just buying. You just be buying for pussy. Well, here's

the thing, you just be buying pussy. That's what That's what I'd rather do that, you know, I'm saying because because, but it can involve into more of a relationship that you're talking about, and hopefully that's like, hopefully it does into something more like that where it's like um, for one, it's more it's more economical for me, but it's also probably puts her in a better position to like, you know, uh, you know, for whatever it is she's trying to accomplish

her knees and propose, Well, what is the ideal. Is it like a college girls more ideal for you? Is it a girl that has kids? Is it like someone that just needs to do this to get away? Like? What life? Man? I don't think I've ever sucked the girl with kids? Like not really? You the girl kids? I have? See you just say it? Really before she had kids? Oh yeah, okay, I don't think I sucked the girl after she had kids. Yeah. If that's the case, then yeah, Oh I'm wine I nick baby Mama with him?

Oh I did he is That's right? But I had to Yeah, I forgot that is right? And she had about for kids. It hasn't come up. Okay. So so here's here's my question to you as as a man, because we do have a lot of male listeners, and I think a lot of a lot of our episodes have been they've been saying it was for the ladies. So I want to make sure we do some talking

for the men. So, if there's any men listening, how do you approach a woman outside of maybe okay, of course there's the website, But how do you get into these relationships where you say, okay, I want to pay you and I don't want to be in a relationship with you, I don't. I don't like you know, because it becomes one, you know, especially with the climate right now, I feel like you offered money for sex. Man. You know, that's like that's more than you And no, it's like

that kind of should have is online. Like if I meet a girl in person who I like men like, or if she likes me, unless he's trying to smash, I probably don't want to work with her, right because she's gonna want to be my girl. Days having conversations like hey, I'm only looking for X y Z because it doesn't matter. No, it doesn't. Can they can say that if it is still want more, you can always man, you can say you can say goddamn anything. You can say anything, man, you can say listen, you know all

I wanted to fun. Man, you know, um, I kill people. I'm about to rob a bank. I want to play with that. I got aids right, maybe not the last one. Maybe not the last one. That's that's how you get that take it too far? Yeah, But my first relationship actually, and it's the reason that I refused to date married man because I feel like the karma was awful. I met a dude in the club Roxy and Orlando, if

any Orlando listeners. Um, he never told me he was married, never told me he's going to throw step ration anything. Three months later I found out here his wife broke up with him, and then he left her and was with me. We were together for two years. And I always blame myself, like, oh my god, even though I didn't know. And I really think it doesn't matter. And that's why, because chicks proved time and time again that it don't matter what you say, you might end up

with me. And and it's other things that say they don't want nothing that things happen, which is why chicks really don't believe you. Yeah, I mean, I can't speak to the boyfriend I had in Florida, let you know, do what I did. It was like, nope, I want this to be a one night stand, bam meeting, Mama's we in love talking about marriage. That's how it's crazy. And that's why. That's why to your point, I got into this ship in the first places, because you know,

I just want to set expectations from the set. Do you ever have sex where you're not paying? It's been, it's been. I don't remember the last time. WHOA then, because you're that scared of these girls having that emotional attachment to you and you just don't want to deal with that that experience. You're that scared of emotional attachment because you might need to see a therapist. Let's the average you're paying per per per time you have sex? Three.

I'm trying to think, oh yeah, like there or would be some girls who just like, you know, like just some you know, I'm paying some rents. I'm paying some rents and some phone building to go ahead and send them sugar to me. Yeah. I get into those situations where where it becomes like a little bit more what's the I mean these checks that you said live in New York, what's the rent you pand? Oh? Man, yeah some rents? Man. Now I'm curious. It's like twelve hundreds

in the Bronx. Yeah yeah, yo, man, I was on the I was on the site. Right. It's just like yo, she was like, yo, yo, can you give me a uber from the Alright, just broke that? Don't first off? Pause, That doesn't mean you're broke because I tell niggas all the time, I'm not taking a train to go see no niggas. So if you want to see me, you're gonna pay my my uber and I live in the Bronx. Okay, Okay, so it doesn't mean I'm broke. I just don't want

to pay my uber. Ever that he had, that was the same reaction that Andrew had, which is really interesting to me because you just said, and I feel like there's this underlying thing, right, And I'm not shaming you, but like I've heard two men on the show say something like this about the uber thing, and I'm very interested to know what it is about that holds the whole reason I'm doing this ship is like one is to keep emotion on it, but also because I want

to keep you convenient for me. Right now, she's adding levels of inconvenience, right, you're adding If I know I'm dealing with a man who I'm not putting no investment in, and you're paying for my pussy and all we're doing is sex, there's no reason why I'm gonna put the investment out of my pocket. Take it easy, now, you guys on a title today. Continue. I just don't mean I gotta like it, and I might thinking, all right, maybe, just maybe if I got to keep this uber every

time you dona work. I don't know, that's what I'm thinking. I don't because entitled to listen. Where do I live? I live on the Upper east Side. Okay, so anyway, so I get the funk I'm about to get and you don't. Girls, But then I'm thinking, not the Harlem Okay, that's true. Yeah, um, but first let me search his address? So quick, man, am I going? It's the projects where I'm just curious. Right, it was high school and I was like the middle of the day. Wait, it was

like high school, so I didn't I didn't. I didn't even call it bitches out here, wild man, we'll watch out niggas. Niggas ain't a lot. I think I might have right out of high school. Yo, yo, Yeah, I'm just saying, man, you can get I don't know what the age of consent is here. I mean I was getting flown out in high school by NBA players, but I mean I was eighteen. I was eighteen. I don't know that. That's just now. I wouldn't want to pick up a bitch from high school. So okay, it could

have in the cops. So you're having you're having first date dinners, right, first date dinners and then she's at dinner, but she just set up from the onset like oh great, so you're like, hey, if it goes well, can you come to my place? Yeah? OK, like I got. Have you ever had such a great chemistry with a sugar baby that it came to where she didn't want you to pay? Like she didn't even care? If? Yeah? Is that often? Like, how does that work? I mean that

that's happened. Uh, that's happened. Happened as women, still trying to trying to shift the narrative, still trying to shift the narrative. It goes into the to the it goes out pretty frequently, you know, if if it's like some of this prolonged, like if it's like after multiple times whatever, it's like, yes, she tries to She said, Oh, I just want to know, you know, do you let it happen uh to a certain extent? You know, since you're acting a little cheap about it. It's not it's not

it's not cheap, it's it's inconvenie is for me. I'm just impressed. Are there any limits I'm entitled to feel like? You got? I mean, I guess if you're paying for it every time and you attack on ubers from the Bronx fright, maybe forty bucks. So you're already saying I'm spending other hundred dollars. It's not even about that, it's just more like, al right, whatever, how more steps? How often are you you said you haven't? You can't remember the last time you didn't pay for it? How often

are you having sex? Not that often? You know, Like I work really hard, you know, saying so I'm actually work more than everything. How many sugar babies? You have a rotation? Right now? You should have came with these answers more than five? No, we belt five, man, But then it'll be it'll be like, have you ever gotten them together? Do you ever pay for like three SOMs

or anything else that's like a little out there? I haven't, you know, I'd be down for it, but like, I don't know, man, He's like you said, I'm vanilla, man, So I've had my fair share three sims. You know. I just feel like she's overrated, man, Like I like I like ship more than I like three simes. What an amazing person Tyoming is? I think we all have been fans of her how to Ride video, which is

why we wanted to bring her in. She's known as a sex coach and sex furt and she's beautiful and amazing. But we started to get in the conversation of nonmonogamy, and I feel like this was an episode where I actually pressed a guest the most. For the most part, when guests come on the show, I really like to take the role of even if I don't believe them, I just kind of sit there and let y'all come for their neck in a comment. But I just couldn't

let this one go. As somebody that prides themselves on being communicative and respecting marriage, this kind of sucked me up. Check out episode forty three featuring Glamazon Tyomi because me and we just spoke about this non monogamous entering a non monogamous relationship with some one means what. So non monogamous is like basically an umbrella. Nonmonogamy will basically categorize everything else we're seeing here. So it's like the umbrella.

It means that you are not with just one person, whether that be socially meaning living together and all that, or sexually meaning solo just with sex with one person. Okay, So polyamorous, we've talked about this. Do you want to give that one real quick? We don't stay on that one. Polyamory is basically having a relationship with other people where everyone involved knows what's going on and everyone has to consent of everyone involved to for all this stuff to

go down. And it's not just about sex. It's also romantic partners as well. And most of the time people have like a primary partner and then everyone else outside the primary partner is considered a paramore. A paramore, Okay, I've never heard of that one. It's it's a lot, it's a lot. It's a lot, and so that's poly What does a solo polly? So solo Polly is a person who doesn't have a primary partner and they choose not to take on a relationship that takes on the

form of a traditional relationship. Unicorn, I mean, I guess if you want to call it that, the unicorn is polyamorous, because unicorn could just be somebody that's guests starring. Really right, Yeah, So this person, you know, they hold down multiple romantic and sexual relationships without having a primary partner and without choosing to be in a relationship that looks like the typical, Like, you know, I'm dating this one person, you know, like

a typical So would that be like nolo darling? Have you watched? But she doesn't when correct me if I'm wrong. Most everyone everyone about each other. Yeah, and everyone doesn't know about each other, so she'st skift a little bit. But tryads, I guess that was definitely what I have. Then a triad in the quad is basically a polyamorous relationship with everybody lives together in the same household. So if it's three, is try's four as quad and that's

under the polyamor. But in that sense, they're all dating each other and can't have outside relationships. They're all one, like one big unit, living together, all contributing to each other's financial wellness and all that stuff. So but it's like, um, there could be a primary partner within that, but they're all just together. Okay. And then swingers, Um, we've talked to you guys. We we pretty much know what swinging is. Um,

so you don't practice any of these no non binaries. Basically, people who are in relationship that do not subscribe to gender roles. Because talking about like a gender being, non virnus sexuality, yeah okay, not okay, not identifying with gender roles. So of all of these labels, you say, throw all them ships away. Um, they're okay, there's nothing wrong we're practicing any of that. The main focus is are you

practicing love? Because a lot of people what they do is they get into these relationships, but they're still boundaries, are still rules, they're still controlled, they're still jealousy, they're still all these things that pop up because they're not remembering the love in an end. Also, they don't have a real purpose, but why they're even in this type of relationship. It's like, okay, so you want to be polyamorous, but what is your purpose? Is it just so that

you can fund other people? And that's it? Because if that's if that's it, that's not going to go anywhere. You know, having a purpose in your relationship is a destination because it's a relationship a ship being a vehicle, so it has to carry you somewhere. If you don't have a purpose, then why are you even doing it? Right? You know what I mean? Because for the polyamorous person who has a binary part of a primary partner and then you have all these other people. What is your

purpose for having all these other people? Is it just so you can funk all the people? Because if that's the case, why are you even having this idol like? And so free love is different from these and what it's just call it. I called it free love because the average person won't understand that love in itself is free. Love is freedom. So that for me to be able to explain it to people where they understand is to call it something, to give it a label, but really

it has no label. My husband and I love each other, and we love everyone in our lives the same. Love is freedom, and within that, you know, he not he He doesn't require for me to change and thing about myself. I don't require for him to change anything. And we have multiple partners in our lives, and that does not mean that all of our partners are sexual partners. His

mother is a partner, My mother is my partner. His sisters, his brothers, his business partners, his friends, these are all partners. I got a question coming. So the love that we that we practice is just love, and we don't we don't hold any restrictions on each other. I haven't cheating, so cheating doesn't exist in your relationship. There's no way, because he could cheat or you could cheat. The only way that we can cheat is if in our minds we forget who we are to each other and we

forget that we're on the same team. It's not about what we do or don't do with our bodies, because our bodies don't mean anything. We're spiritual beings having a human experience. But when people get into relationships, they believe they have dominion over the other person's body. Oh you're mine now, so you're not allowed to go and have sex with someone else. But love says you're free to do what you wanna do and don't do what you

don't want to do. So for me to say, hey, Naim, you can't go share your dick with anyone else because I own you, that's not love. That's not love, that's that's me being in my ego. He's free to do whatever he wants to do, and he chooses to be with me. Likewise, do I choose to be with him? So our definition of cheating is if in my mind, I'm like Naim was a fucked up person, Like my ego is telling me bullshit that I know it's not true, and then I start believing it, and then I start

attacking him. That's true infidelity when you start forgetting that your partner is an innocent party, who who you trust and who you love, and then you start attacking them

because you're believing lies that your ego is telling. Right, so you're saying cheating has nothing to do have nothing to do with what we do don't do with our bodies, That has everything to do with how we think about it, right, Because a lot of people say that you can cheat just by texting someone else or being like emotionally involved with someone else. So it's funny because but so many women to look for their partner to be doing something wrong, and so you gotta really look at it. What are

you basing your relationship on? Are you basically get on love, which is the content, or are you basically get on the form meaning um sex, romance, text messages, phone calls, dates, who you talk to, who you interact with. So, because if you then if that's not cheating, then what is it called? When our average definition of cheating where someone's partner ends up sleeping with someone else and they're being lied to, then what's that. That's that's people labeling, labeling

it whatever they want to label it. Because the average person in a relationship believes that they're in a situation where they have control over someone. So of course, if you're in a relationship where you feel like you own someone and you have domainion over whatever they do with their bodies, of course you're going to call that cheating. But but we're not. We're not playing games here, So like my Devil's advocate, because I feel like everyone that's

listening is like this nuts. Well, yeah, it's gonna sound crazy. You want to know why are because the average person out here doesn't think as well, but I do, relationship. I'm really trying to like stay on the same track here. I don't even ship the person I'm going to someone else. I think that has nothing to do with what we have and you and you are thinking the correct way, but I can't tell you that. I don't call someone being lied to and like sleeping behind someone's back cheating.

So like that's where I'm confused, because this is something that works for me and you, but to someone else that it doesn't work for it for two people that are consenting that they just want to be the only ones? Then what what about monogamous people? Well, for monogamous people, so we are we only talking about in terms of people that are non monogamous. See, this is the thing.

If you are a person that wants to be monogamous and you and your partner have an agreement that, oh, we're only going to be with each other, that's completely fine. But the question is are you subscribing to love or do you care more about the form, who you do, what with, where you go all that stuff. Because if love is the main thing that's holding you together, whether you are in a monogamous relationship or not, it should not matter what someone else does with someone else because

love cannot be threatened. There is nothing that can ever be done, nothing you can ever do with anyone else that will threaten the love that you and your partner have for each other. That, however, but is it argues subscribing to ego if you are going behind your partner's back and being sneaky and and doing things. No, of course you are because you're forgetting love in that moment.

If you love your partner, open communication, that that should that should It's probably more so the communication that if you're lying and you're being deceitful, cheating, greed, jealousy, those things come from fear right, fearnest of the ego. If you love your partner, you know that even if they went out there and fucked a thousand digs or sucked a thousand pussies, like, it's not going to change the

love that they have for you. But at the same time, it's like, in the midst of that, can you still see your partner? Ask the loving person that you trust even if they decide to go and flex their autonomy because whether you guys have this contract or not, they're still free. Now that's the whole thing, Like can you stay for you? So how does it work in your relationship where you just said like I don't own him blah blah blah and these things that are true. How

did you feel when he's with someone else? Do you need to know? Are there are any rules that you have? No? Why do I need to know about where he's going and what he's doing? What with Like I don't, I don't, So what do you track his movements when he's like, oh, I'm going out the house, So I'm going out the house? To help my mother. I'll be back. I don't question that.

But then as soon as he's going out the house to be with somebody else that's not a mother or a friend, now I'm supposed to jump down his throat and ask him where he's going and what he's doing for what? So what commitment is? What is your commitment to each other? Then? Because a lot of people feel feel like so you don't so you don't need anything? Else? Is there anything? There's not? So for example, like a

lot of things that I need personally. And maybe it is my ego or in an insecurity, but I like, you know you're married. I'd feel like I would need someone to know when someone's home with me, Like I would want to know if I was going to come home and someone wasn't there, that's very important to me. Or if they make a plan. I feel like to me, it's at least consider it. So how do you Because you're saying you don't feel like you owe any of that, No, I'm not. He he does not owe me an explanation,

But you're the primary partner. No, I'm one of his partners and we just happened to be married. But you don't use the word primary at all. No, because he has many partners in his life, even though as a wife, he still don't think primary is a good word why. I mean, look, yeah, I'm married to this man because

we've chosen to be. But just because I have this title of wife now doesn't change anything about the love that has anything to change about the stuff like we talked about when we do, we don't, we don't write. I know you don't have now does that title change or um? Are you open about your title with him when you have other partners? Do you have other partners

as well? Yeah, just like all of our partners are not just sexual and he's limited to the sexual partners then, because that's where I think a lot of our listeners don't understandople people get completely confused because people put more

importance on sex over love. So and this is where people get themselves fucked up in love most of the time, because you're placing more emphasis on form, which is sex, which in itself doesn't mean anything because sex can be used, uh for violence, and sex can also be used to heal and to join together. But people use something that is completely meaningless in itself to harm themselves in separation, separating themselves from the next person simply because oh, you've

had sex with someone else. Are sexual partners. I don't know how many he has. He could have a thousand. I don't ask him that because it doesn't matter to me. For those of you either avid listeners of the show, you've probably heard the joke that I love paink Dick, which is not necessarily the case. Just because I sucked the White Guard two does not mean that I will not call out the audacity of call Cassidy when you come for one of my bitches. Next, check out this

clip from episode of forty four with Michelle Hope. Before we let our guests even speak, I had to get a few things off my chest. I also want to say I know that I have to chill one on the show. I feel like I try to do a good job with being even friendly bitch, but I spas and I'm not proud of it, but I did it for us. Check this clip we actually did. This is a shout out to our favorite one of our favorite podcasts to read. Okay, we you know we got to

read your name names. We never really go off on anybody and Mandy replied to this girl and she is very lucky. I'm not gonna say her name, but I'm just going to try to all right, I'm still I'm so irritated because I just remembered about this. So this girl writes in um on a picture of Lisa's spliffs in who came? And if you guys got to hear that episode, She's a finndom who Michelle Hope describes very radical.

She had a lot of opinions. She used the word white supremacy a lot, and um had a lot of anger. She's been violated in a lot of ways. So she told her story. Anyway, here's the comment that please don't are you going to read it all? Okay, I'm just pretty bad, guys, Okay, so listen to this. Tried it and then y'all can come up with your own opinion. I think that I think that we is overreacting. Um I I responded in a fine way, like you responded the way that you should have nicely. I'm not no,

you did what you should have done. We should be taking Listen, I'll tell you if this episode, listen to the comment, thank you? Can I get my black card back? Because Mandy about to lose I're talking about I'm overreacting this. Listening this episode nipple car back with that top, well, I don't know. I'm mad at let him show, let him blow. It's very hot in here, which is why my tips are out. I had a sweatshirt on. Alright, alright, read it. This episode made me sick to my stomach.

Forget the ignorance and prejudice that was pouring out of it as they all caps white child sexual harassment victim. I'm telling you this, Take your ex explanation of child abuse with white supremacy rapid in a gift paper that didn't make sense, and put it on the shelf, never open again. I don't think you realize you're denying women to their own experience. Women of all colors body shamed

by men of all colors. The oppression of women's stems, largely, when She's right on this, from men's desire for power and control. The same need which throughout history is driven men to try to conquer and subjugate other groups and nations and oppress other classes and groups in their own society, drives them to dominate an oppressed women. Since men feel they need to gain as much power and control as they can. They can steal away power and control from women.

They deny women the right to make decisions so that they can make it for them, leave women unable to direct their own lives so they can do it for them. This is really long, guys. This is why she was on that part biological right, don't do do all right. Since biological processes like sex, menstruation, breastfeeding, and even pregnancy were discussing, women felt themselves disgusted to when that brings me me to the sexual power that brings them to

the sexual power women have over men. Men resent that feeling at the sign of weakness, and women out to blame as they're the one to produce it, and that means men can't complete the domination over women. They may be able to force women to cover their bodies and faces like slaves, but any woman that's capable of arousing powerful and uncontrollable sexual impulses inside them at any moment. I got your call. I got that you call your podcast a black podcast, but you are so exclusive it

hurts me on a socio economic level. Mandy reply turns that everyone has their own experiences. We've had many different people in the show. Sorry, police's experience is different from your own. Perhaps will have someone in the show that shares your views. I just want to tell you something. I was read it and I got irritated, and I thought about the words socio economic and how has this impacted your money or your job or your livelihood, because

let's take it for a second. You love to capitalize that you were white, so on a socio economic level, how the did you get offended economically? I mean, really, when black podcasts are the minority, black people are the minority, what the funk are you? How are you really affected by hearing a black girl tell her fucking struggle and then here you alred these white fucking tears about how

you're left out? How the fund did Lisa feel her whole fucking life, or every fucking black girl that goes through ship, even especially if it's with the white man and someone saying, oh, hey, you know it's okay, get over it. But now we got a cater to your motherfucking white ass on our black ass podcast, because god forbid, we have some black bitch on here talking about somebody looks like yo, daddy, know the funk you didn't, And if it's such a problem, you should have never have

ever have followed our black asses half black asses. Whatever the funk you want to say, I haven't indulged. Didn't even bring it up. You sound dumb. I know it's a black podcast, but I'm hurt fit. Shut the funk up. Do you know how many black girls have been heard? Do you know how many black girls were feeling? Lisa not to mention how I was embarrassed that we had black men on here talking about Spanish women and how they're better. Do you know how many black girls were hurting?

And where the funk were you? You weren't offended because your hair is good too. Fuck you out of that, Monica Marika, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. Most of the girls that are finndoms are white. Do you know how many black ones are there? Not a fucking lot, Not a fucking lot. She's feticized for being black, being big, being whatever, and here you are being hurt on a socio economic level. What does that

even fucking mean? Did this podcast really take you away from work for the day because you were so fucked up? Anything that you listen to is catered towards you is cater to your demographic and one fucking black girl. I swear to God like it almost man. Yeah, this is a podcast for people look like And if I left, I'm sorry because I feel like we've always like we ride for any fucking woman, But here you are having

a tear. This bitch us a new asshole for having the nerve to bring another black bitch on our black ass podcast. Bitch, you're gonna have to go. And if it fucking sacrifices me the whole listener away, that's what she said. I don't roll the whole listener away. We just because you know what I told Mandy when I started this show that I didn't want it to be a black podcast, wanted it to be inclusive of everyone. If that's what we had to do, that's what we

had to do. Because if you can't sit and listen to a black girl tell her feelings, then but you've gotta go. You gotta throw the whole person away. Fuck it. Lead the one star review, suck my dick, you can kiss my ass. I don't even know Lisa. I never spoke to her again, but I can tell you this, I get it and bitch. A lot of other white people that listen to it got it, and no one sat there and said, oh my god, she's talking so much about white people and can't stand the lean and

I'm so offended. Bitch. Maybe she was offended when you sat there and said you were hurt on a socio economic level. Bitch? How the fund did it affect you? I know you are so happy you got that ship out. Oh that's all I had to say. So, and I thought I had it at all. However, I had literally my most freakiest, nastiest, wildest night of sex in my life,

and I shared it with you guys this year. So for this portion of the Best of Tea, please enjoy my freakiest wild is sexiest, nastiest wild this fucking knights of my life. Enjoli even wheezy when I said I'm about to share the story of what happened on my freakiest nastiest sex session ever. Um, but I said, we made this whole. I'm not even saying myself wheezy the pictures of this nigga. And she was like, bitch, you lying.

She was like, but the thing is gorgeous. Same with me, Like I've never done anything like anally with a guy that wasn't like that attractive or attractive, And I think it's because when they're that fine, they just be like like, I don't know what it is like the confident they just know, they just know, and nothing deters that. I actually so, UM, I guess you call this ship story time. I don't know what we're gonna call it, but um

the horrible decision for this week. I'm waiting to see what we gonna say, but basically, it's the nastiest, freakiest sec session ever. And if you guys know, um, I did not attend the Drizzy Drake concerts with Wheezy because when she called me and invited me to this concert of hers, I said, sorry, I'm getting dick um or booty hole. I am booty hole and all of this. So I literally, by the way, look at you for

a second. There was someone on Twitter today they was saying make this up, and I feel like this was so crazy. You can't honestly, even the one that I'm about to tell you asked me like two or three hours ago, do you have a story? I was like, I'll figure it out. And this ship is real. Yeah, so, um, we ain't getting paid by Mona Scott. Mona Scott ain't not have righting oscar the second week do I'll started scripting my ship. I'd be like. It was a cold,

rainy night. We had a long UM. So basically he called me and invited me to the Drake concert and I was like, no, bitch, I'm getting dick. Um. So this guy who we've been on and off talking for about four years, he came to New York. Have you ever him? We had never fucked No, but over the last like maybe two weeks, UM, we rekindled. Um. He hopped my d M and I just was being dry with him because I was like, what you Um, he

came here for me specifically stop playing. I know. Yeah one night he and then he ended up buying a whole new flight to leave a little bit later. Um at the dinner table. At the dinner table. Um. So he came here, and prior to him getting here, we had talked about all these nasty things that we wanted to do. UM. And I was just making sure because I had already let him know, like listen, there's a nig I funk right now who sucks the ship out

of me, and I'm good. So I'm like, if you're not trying to do no ship that he can do, I'm cool, like I don't need no like like no. We got a room in Time Square because bitch I had to work the next day, so I was like, listen, we know I'm not community like I wanted to be in the city. So he was like bet. So I met him right after work, got off early on Friday and went straight to the room. And when I got to the room, he was just so fucking sexy and I didn't want to suck him. I was starving though

I hadn't eaten lunch because I was really stressed. I was stressed that day, didn't eat lunch, so I'm like, I'm starving, can we go eat. I'm trying to pick then actor or something. He looks like just fine. We could just think of Boars, cool Joe or something. He like just fine like that because he likes six seven beautiful tests seven yeah. Seven. So anyways, so you know, um, I thought that I was going to be able to make it to dinner before sucking him, but he was

just looking too sexy. So I went ahead and just started sucking his dick, and I was like, can we do a quickie? Like I know that we're both hungry, but can we just get a quickie? I said, could you come fast? Like, can you come fast? Because there's niggas that I want to go like forty five minutes, not bro that I can't do that right now. He was like, yeah, I got it. So we fun and

it was great fucking bomb how fast? Um? Now for the quickie, it was still probably like five six minutes, like but I mean, oh no, it's probably like that. That's that's I mean. It was a good funk, like we got more than one position and so it was cool. So that's what really destitutes is that the right destitutes. I don't think that's the word at all. Destitute is like when you're out and dry, high and dry. Destitutes a word is when you're like left alone. But that's

not what I meant. That really designates, That's what I meant. Bitch check me, home, checkie, bitch check me. Now, were not like I wanted a therapy episode, nigga, What did you say that it was? I said designated? What did you say? The definition of destitutes? Destitute is when you're like left high and dry, like alone or when you're stranded read it without the basic necessities of life not having Yeah, so that no, I'm gonna say the positions to me designated good quickie if you can get in

a bunch of shapes. Well we did, like twis. It was suck the dick um and it was good. So then we went to dinner. We ended up going to did you come? Yeah, No one would know that first time. No, but it was a quickie. But I was like, oh, this dick big, it's good. Like and I told him while I was stuck in his dick, I was like, you know, Snapchat did your dick no justice, sir, Like, sir, this ship is bigger in persona. You catfish the funk out of me. What can I tell you? An app?

And I want to give everybody this app. Use an app called Wicker w I c k R. This is an app that's way better than Snapchat because it detects screen recording. It'll block you off the app. Snapchat does that. Now it'll block you off the app. It's completely encrypted, where Snapchat isn't. I think it's not encrypted. And this app has uh second delay replayed delay like all of that ship kind of like Snapchat, but especially for messaging, and I learned it because of the field I'm in.

Check it out. I'm cool with snap I like the filters um um. But anyway, so, like I told him, his dick was way bigger than I thought it was gonna be, and I was like, damn, why are we been going four years on and off? I could have been had this. So he wanted steak, so we ended up going to STK for dinner. I was like, Oh, that's my favorite restaurant, but y'all know I can't eat a lot in the most so you know, I just suicide.

We went to the one in Midtown. Um. And then so before he came, we had been talking about me fucking him with a strap one because I was that the plan that night though. It was so I had been making him put fingers in his ass for me bending over in the shower, like he was making a lot of videos with playing with his ass, and I was really really excited because as we he said, I'm addicted to the booty hole or obsessed? What did the reason?

What was my session with the booty hole? They think I'm obsessed with white man and you know, well his booty hole was very pretty um and so after what's a pretty asshole? The pretty okay, so a pretty asshole? I mean you deal with paint niggas? No, No, I did like brown there I saying it's gonna be brown everything. I'm not looking at the inside of the booty holes. You don't seen any when you gaping them, niggas. Chill,

bro chill. I sorry, I took it too far now, just so we ended up going to air Brash Bitch. That wasn't too much, but it doesn't keep them open um. But we ended up going to the pleasure Chess. I ended up getting a new strap on and it was actually like, it looked like a real dick. This one, I know. The last one was a prostate toy. This one looked like a real dick and it was thick. I wouldn't fit it in my booty hole. It was a little big, but I was excited to use it

on them. So you couldn't fit it in yours? Can you can? You? Also, could you be willing to put up on Instagram the picture that you sent me? Yeah? Yeah, absolutely, yeah, I'll go ahead and put up a picture of the strap on that I used, um, and it's it was actually really good. Um. So I'll go ahead, and oh, I left the box in the hotel room, but I'll figure out what brand it was and let you guys know how much depen. So it was a seventy dollars strap bar on. Um, and it came with the dildo

and the strap. Now, I just want to know, I've never bought a strap on for someone. So I bought a strap on for a guy and a woman prostate simulator and regular trap on, and I never bought it with him there. Oh, he was there, and he was looking at a lot of the other toys. But I had even asked the lady who was working there, Hey, can you come help me to let me know which one I should get because I liked the one that us his beautiful ast. Nope, he just stood there and like, well, no,

really normal. But he was really normal. Like I mean, where is he from? We're not gonna put all that out there. I don't. Yeah, I don't even We're not gonna put all specifics. Well, I asked that because like I feel like it was a metropolitan city, Like if he's super you know what I mean, Like, I mean, he's from the DNB Okay, So I say that because like I packed a guy from the Midwest, and I remember him telling me he was getting anxiety about picking

one out to bring. Well see, and that's the thing. So I decided to buy because it's gonna be mine if I can use it on another book. Yeah, it's mine. He wasn't gonna take it back home with him, and I don't think that a man should buy a toy that I'm liable to use on another nigga, Like that's my motherfucking toy. So um, I mean, I mean. So we ended up going back to the room and we fucked four more times in the room. So I just want to let you guys know the entire night. Um

we sucked ten times total. I will say it is Monday. We sucked Friday. My body still feels like I ran a marathon. But um, so we kept going. When I got back to the room, I used the prostate kid on him that I got from the Adam and Eve box and I just went straight to the biggest one. So while I was sucking his dick, I was using um, one of the prostate toys to go in and out of his But I use a lot of lupo. How did I mean? Not like ship? Thank god, I ain't

smell like, No, it ain't. It won't no dirty booty hole TK. Yeah, but I'm just they got grap and cheese, like I know you don't like to eat. It wasn't it wasn't like to wear. I mean, it wasn't messy like because I had ate his ass before I was putting that in there. So because I didn't want to eat the lube. It wasn't a tasting lube, so I wanted to make sure I ate all the ass before I added all the lube in there. Um and then

so yeah, so I was just licking him. And then before he came, I told him I really enjoyed moaning, so he was making sure to be vocal with me, and he did a ton of um moaning and finally, what, let's get one even a moan. I can't do a man moan. I can do a girl moan. But no, it did that's not that's a grunt, bitch. That is not a moan. But basically, after I was sucking his dick and ended up getting on top bitch, I actually

wrote dick. This time, I was this is how much this was a whole different scenario for me now, So I rode the dick. Then I went and got the shop when I said, and I suck you, and he was like yeah, And so basically the first time, the first time, I did, um, yeah, why is that so disait? No, I'm lying, I'm lying, I'm lying. I ended up making him get on his knees because that's the easier way for me. But because he's six seven, I realized it

wasn't that easy for me. Like I actually had to be up on my legs like the blast guy on his knees bent, yeah, bent over for me, like holding his ass cheeks open for me to get in. I was so excited, it was beautiful. I slapped his ask and everything, like you ready slap that ass? Drunk? What oh? By this time, Yeah, we started drinking tequila. And we were drinking tequila because we were going to the sex. That's why the booty holes open. We were going tequila.

Don would just be making niggas booty holes open. Look now, none of the niggas listening drink tequila. No, because Julio Hennessy home. He sucking me Hendy bit drying me home? You know down no, you know the New York niggas, do say now no more Heneyot's do say? You know? Do say? When I was at Drake I this is quick. I went to the I got this girl. I was with a drink. I'm like, what do you want? She's like, I'll take do say? And I got to the counter, I'm like, can I get a story? And if we

don't have it, we don't. We have a javison. It's what we have. We ended up um fucking multiple times again. We actually sucked five times before we went to the sex club. So got to the sex club? Which one did you go to? The same one that I went to last Halloween? I went to Caligula for isn't it in Queen's Yes it is, so any of you guys who are in New York, This um sex club does cater to an all black crowd. Um Missy is the promoter. So if you're ever going and you want to go

to a black miss he paid for us. I don't know. I meant like, because like it's a sex club and we're like sex hose. Yeah, no, well, he paid. I didn't care about it charging because I've been offered like sex club ship we went to, well you went to and w um, but no I paid. It wasn't that expensive, y'all know we need the one day we're going to the expensive ship. This was eighty dollars for a couple. Yeah, it was eighty dollars for a couple for women for women,

which is free. Um. And so we went and he actually was not like too big y'all planning to go to the sex gluess. It was on the plan. They just let me tell him. My god, goddamn, I even have to get through ship, but it's goddamn ship. Um. We made the plan, went to the sex club. We had already finished about half the bottle of tequila by this time. I had already also been in his ass

about two or three times. And so we got to the club and I had let him know like you're more than welcome to you know, like I would love to watch you please someone else. Like what time of night was it? Um? This was o'clock. Um. And so we got there and he wasn't really feeling none of the other girls. So I do want to give a shout out to Andrew because I did. He did take the Blue Choo because he was like, oh, I want to say that ship, like I want to be on

that ship, So he took the Blue Ship. Um. And so the first in the first room that we had sex, it was in the couple's room, where basically other couples could have sex by you. And he wasn't like aroused by the couple next to us, So he just like wasn't feeling that. He was just not feeling that. He was like, I don't know how this fat bitch had to be next to us, like stob And that's what

he said. I'm just saying what he said. And bitch, I was a follower at one time, so I can't sit here and say I was offended, Like he was not physically attracted to the woman who was sucking her next to us. Do you think the people were attracted? So let me finish, bitch, because we get in there because bitch, I told you we ended up dealing with

three couples so at one time. So yes, So we went into the other room which allows everyone to just watch, and and there we just like played with each other and we were just sucking again. It was literally we weren't paying attention to anybody else in the room, and we just sucked again. And then finally before we went downstairs, we were passing the shower. How many it's two floors, um, but all of the sex text takes place upstairs, and

so there's a shower there. And so we were walking past the shower and we look in and there's three couples and the ship just looks lit. Everyone is with their perspective like, but they're all just having sex in a shower together. So we look touching each other. Um. At this point, now everyone was just in the shower, but they were all with their couples. So we look at each other and I'm like, you want to go in there? Because there was still room at least for

one more couple. So I'm like, you want to go out there? Shower heads were there. I saw, dick, I'm not counting, no, no, no, no no, I mean like a dry shower, and there the water was going. It was wetness going on in there. It was fucking water is wet, bitch? It was wet. No. I just mean like, okay, is it like a prison shower like there's everybody can get in. No, it looks like a real shower that would be in like a really nice house, but it's

really big with sliding. So we opened the door. Yeah, we opened the doors and we're like, hey, can we come in? And you could tell like the girls had to scan first, so they were like, wait, who are you with? And so when I pointed to him, they were like, oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, y'all can come in. Y'all can come in. I was like, bitch, I know, uh,

you know, my nigga is fine. So we went in there and I'm messing with with my man and there's two couples on either side of me, and there's a third couple all the way against the wall, and I'm looking and I'm like, okay, every like everyone in the room was good looking and I don't know how like people found each other and literally and I think we stayed away from all the uglies. I don't know, but bitch, that's the thing. No, that's the thing in the sex club. No,

it is. And so we're all many people. How many people do you think we're in the club? Total? Oh god, at least at least eight. It was packed. I even told told my room, and I was like, bitch, this is the most like it was. Wait, it was more packed than Halloween. How many time have you been there? This is only my second time. So we were in the shower and at this point, like I'm starting to fill on the girls next to me. You know, I

had to start the ship. So I'm like filling on the girls titties next to me because she's cute, like a really cute, dark skinned black girl, beautiful, like like had these bees in her hair and she had a little bubble but like she looked like she used to run track of something. So I'm like feeling on her because she's super cute. And then and then you listen, bitch, and then so as I'm sucking her titties, like her niggas sucking her. So they just starts just getting sexy.

Next thing, you know, then I decide, I see the bitch I want in the shower. The bitch all the way in the corner. She's like an Indian Middle East and I don't know what the funk. She is long, curly brown hair, exotic as beautiful face, olive skin, beautiful. So bitch, I just go over and I just start sucking eating her pussy. I moved her man out the way and I opened her legs up and start we

start making your guy. Um, I gotta come up with a name because I don't want to call him peg them, but no, we're gonna come up with a name for him. Seven seven what lawyer Bay is? Six seven? Have manuse? Okay? Seven? So what was so? Sixty seven? Then looked at me like because he was in like filling on one of the other couples, well not the couples, but the girl from the other couple. So next thing you know, because everyone in there is with their couples, so or only

one of them was using a condom. So next thing you know, the guy turns around is like yells out of the shower, who got condoms? So they give us like a whole row of condoms, and the next thing you know, like everyone is swapping. I would like to take this moment to apologize for being so fucking domin and considerate to anybody that me have had a triggering

experience with what you're about to do. But the show is basically a place for us to learn, grow with you, teach you things we know and laugh at our fucking mistakes. I really only shared this story because that don't work there anymore. But have a laugh at a clip from episode eighty five on how I got out to work for a few days. I ain't got time for the bullshit, but that's the truth. I don't have PTO for abortions, only vacations. I'm not playing. Did I tell you about

the time I lied about an abortion? Did you? Did you share that? I definitely did wait to get money out of a nigga. No. I already had taken so much time off with my boss, but I really needed to go to you lied deal boss to said you have to get My boss was super chill. So this is my old company, right, And I was like this nigga is not gonna believe me because I've told I've been honest about hangovers. I've been honest about shit. But I needed to go on vacation to get some dick.

It was loverboy, and I was like, fuck, how am I going to do this? How am I gonna get a few days off? So I pulled him in the conference room. I'm like, hey, I need to talk to you about and they're like, how you lie about being pregnant. I'm like, honestly, I don't know. So I was like, this is the only thing where it's like he a has to be really sensitive because I'm a woman, or seemed like a dick and be like I could play

super emotional if he just is a dick. So I was like, are talking to you about something serious, like I'm pregnant and I want you to understand I'm not going to keep it. I really love my job. And he's like, oh, I don't want you to think about work. I was like, no, I want to focus, but I do need some time for myself. He's like okay, and I'm like, I scheduled it just like my date for the ticket. I was like, I scheduled it on April so real quick, and I'll probably need the weekend pump

that Monday real quick. Just the real quick. The fact that you so you really ain't ship? Can I tell you my ain't ship thoughts real quick? Because I feel like you told me I'm going to hell one time and I said bitch right after you. Oh, this is one of those things where I feel like what you just said was so ain't ship that they ain't gonna come from me, so I'll be real, I have a pregnancy scare. I thought that was God if we if we're getting into these pregnancy thoughts, I legit be thinking

so real quick insurance with no insurance. Abortion probably like five hunting if you get it early. So I legit I won't even think about sucking a nigga row if I feel like he ain't got that money to get because then I'll be like, I know I got a job, but do I want to come out five hunted? No? So I'm like, how hard is it gonna be? The athink of five dollars? Which is how I determine if he's ever worthy of raw like raw pussy. And I'm just like, I know you'll be talking about me because

I'll be talking about the Brokeyes. But ladies, if you're dealing with a nigga and you feel like you maybe don't want him to be your baby daddy, think about if he go had that five hundred dollars again, because but you know what I have to say say, I really tired of people being like, oh, why would you suck someone wrong that you would never baby? Because I'm not against abortion. That's why I'm pro choice all the way. Hold on, we probably sound like some nation. We sound

like some democrats. That's fine. I'm a centurist slash socialist. So I want to say, ah, you want of the other parties? Yeah, I want to say I was watching uh you know, I was talking to a friend of mine. All is soup. We've given him five extra minutes. We got her a kid, right, And I went with her to an abortion before m HM. And I was like, you know, what made you what made you have your kid this time? Like whatever? And she was like, bitch, honestly it would have been number three. She's like it.

I just felt like if I got to get one mode She's like, you know, I love the baby at death. But you know what's crazy if I think about my friends. I have friends like that now, like I can't get any more abortions because I've already killed four and I don't feel like I should be killing any I know, I said, I have friends that have had four abortions. Dahn. Looking at the judgment in the raid, Wait, y'all judge it what? No? I am four abortions? One person did

judge in the room with school. You know, y'all really judge you I've got biggest ship. How do you get one? Real quick bit? You got a chill right after you need to So after girls get two abortions, you say all girls get free bad after two you should be really taking girl too. Abortions is cool? Do all of that ship. I'm not gonna like the older we get.

So all of my friends now are in their early thirties and it's now to the point where it's like, bitch, I'm too old to be getting aboard for how many abortions is too many? So this has been the year wrap up for Horrible Decisions. We want to thank you guys so much for supporting us, all of the patrons, everyone who tweeted us, who supported us on Instagram and our personal pages, for making this happen and continuing this to grow. We want to thank you so much from

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