Ep 284: The Urge To Bite

being in Brooklyn and baby, yes, ma'am. Well, get your tickets now at Envisioned Festival dot com. That is e n V s N Festival dot com. Get your tickets now. We can't wait to see you there. Now, let's get to the show. Guess what decision we're about to make. Horrible Decisions. Welcome everybody to yet another episode of Horrid Blas. This is y'all you want to be friends, which I ain't gonna hold you. The only reason why I keep doing it is because somebody literally is can you please

starting the pot? It makes my week when you started and yourk It's not really because I feel like French to be alive. Like see, I don't like that. I started learning because I'm doing a duolingo. Now you're doing what I'm learning French. No you're not. I'm trying to move to Paris for like six months. I told you that, and I want to know French. So you know what's crazy to me? Though, That's why I don't really do it like that. I don't know how like what you

want that they have a gag like that. I wasn't saying. So you know, rue, it's street, you know, you see it on the on the streets like it's a big word route but it's and you take your tongue and put it about blue. I don't even like jagging on Dick. I'm not gonna when I talked. But so it's gonna be what I mean, it's giving a horror blade. This is it's gonna be my motherfucking language. I'm your girl, man, dB A k full corpus ak a ded beach Hi,

I'm wheezy, welcome back to another episode. It can be just it's just y'all saying y'all like us there we go, Uh, y'all be saying y'all like when we be just solo. So we're gonna give you'all solo, even though we literally right now are two single assholes trying to figure out what we even Mother five one Mandy, I was like, I don't know, we ye and then we didn't have guests. I'm not going, but I got a story for you. Yeah, so we're gonna get into that story. I wanted to

just start off with some really really slight excitement. Um, and this is how you know. I don't know if it's that I'm in my thirties. I don't know if it's just because I don't have dick right now, but the excitement for me this week with Pumpkin Spice being back, and that's where I know, that's where we'll never get a fucking live show chick about again. I'm excited about Pumpkin's Rice and Bro and I'm excited too because my

week is back. I want to shout out to Kid Fiery and Crystal the read is finally back after they break. So I just wanted to shout out the read. But yeah, like I really had to do like a self reflection with myself because I was like, I don't think I should be this excited about Pumpkin Spice being bad. You got nothing else, but I have nothing else, No dick,

no couci, no nothing. And while I was this close to like, Okay, maybe I'm gonna pull up to the sex club, I'm too scared because both sex clubs that I go to monkey Box no, but are queer friendly, and the CDC keep making it seem like it's something with men that deal with men. And while I'm fully accepting of that and would actually love myself to find one of you to deal with me and fuck me. Um, I'm too scared to go into these spaces where people

are naked. I can't even see the skin because there's galaxy lights and it's dark, so technically I won't be able to see the legions on somebody if they started. I just don't want to do the sex club right now. Um, Monkey Box is no, it's terrified. I would rather have COVID and clamydia at the same time before monkey pops, because I'm gonna tell you what one of them you can see and one of them you can see, which is which pops me and something you can see it

shows how fucking vain our country. And then when we weren't here to possibly die, but now you're scared to have some bumps on you? Which we did you ever have chicken pox? I don't remember. I guess I did, right, I did? Then we all? I mean yeah, especially if you want to daycare. Like one thing, I never got my tonsils taken out? Did you know? I got chicken pox and lice at daycare? Don't do that? What that's how? You know what? You know, black people don't get legs. Really,

this is what we're doing. Y'all know this, right? Black people don't get lives, bro, Yes they can. They can't if they're full natural. So what I'm gonna tell you the reason why black people don't get lights hold is because of the hair products. Like if you're using a lot of hair products in your hair, like the oils. And I swear to god, it ain't just a race thing, bro, don't sit here, make me be super white. You remember

when we thought Nicks couldn't get COVID? Just hold my friend that I was like, you know what, you know what, there was a time that black people really thought that they couldn't get COVID. Bro, And then and then what's his name Rudy, the French Rudy. They said it's because because he bought racial it's Coily here, that's why. Oh wait, Coily, here's that texture. Oh okay, And clearly I got mored miss Tammy here I do. I ain't even gonna hold you.

I'll be mad at her every day, like bitch. I want to throw and I can't get one because of yo white. Yeah, I'm reading it now. It says interesting. It's like a Laura dot com the truth and the myth behind the black people can't get lights and apparently it's it's it's quote unquote not entirely true, but it's mainly because life prefer the infestations, uh prefer straight here. Very very interesting, very very freaking interesting. Um, well, before you get see the story, UM, I want to shout

out our patrons, so let me tell y'all. If you have not yet, you should join our patreon as Patreon dot com backslash horrible decisions. Um. I have been hopping in and out of the Discord quite a bit, and so our discord channels are by far fat life sls uh any other sex lifestyle. It's another lifestyle at something something lifestyle, but it's it's in the Tristate area. Um,

what like the hotel SLS. Maybe there's another letter maybe doesn't have a lot of enough, but anyway, there's a lot of sex apps that we have talked about here on Horrible Decisions, and our discord is literally that. So there are cities. It's broken up into cities. They have a whole job channel where they help each other get

fucking jobs. Um, and then there's a section where they share videos and pictures, which, by the way, as much as I love that y'all are meeting on the discord and fucking the horhive, y'all have got to stop sending us the videos like we believe you when you send in stories and home to me. No, it's in the Horrible I don't know if you went through some of like the homemail, like the pictures video you like that you'll be asking for I would like to see it. I don't. I don't want to see it in my

d MS for some reason. That feels like a violation. But for a wholemail, and I look at email like I'm corporate. I don't want to look at somebody budda hole spread open whole mail. You don't in a caveat homemail plus attachment, Yeah, can you put a tell homemail not safe for working? I guess whatever, same w or something in there. All I know is I've been opening a lot of the homemails and it's like, you don't believe me. Well, here's a picture. You don't believe me,

check the video out. There's a whole is it fly? I'm gonna send you one. Somebody has a whole video sucking dick in our Horrible Decisions T shirt? And was like, do you like it? Like? Is it okay if I posted somewhere? I said, of course, you have a horrible decisiencychail. Nonetheless, it's it okay if I posted else. Like a month ago, I went to Atlanta for invest Best and I go into the discord and in the Atlanta channel there's a whole bunch of the hor h Look you saw met

it sex cells bro, see what I mean? And there's fucking videos and ship in there, bro sex sales. Event Um. I was the one that mentioned the Lakers shirt and I told you I had a horrible story. You know, two guys one girls vibe? Is there videos and pictures in there? No? But my nigga is twenty one minute bro, see what I mean? Now, nigga, who the hell go listen to this? See what I mean? Okay? Yeah, oh maybe do that. Listen to the full twenty one minutes first,

in case we have to bleep something out. But and we see your mother named like me what? But um? Anyways, when I was in Atlanta for invest Best, I pulled up on the whore Hive. They were in there just chatting that they were gonna link up together. So I was like, oh, I don't have to go to the uh invest Fest event until later. So I told my friend, I said, let's get ready now. I want to pop

up on the war Hive. So they were all meeting it at yard House at Atlantic Station and I walk in and it's Cat cute and I can't remember, Yeah we met Captain pulled up to all of our shows. But it's Cat and it's another member from the war Hive, a male, and they were waiting on other people. But y'all, y'all should have showed up on time. I'll be telling y'all to show up on time. So I pulled up and I'm like, hey, mind you. She had the horror decisions toe with her and I was like, oh, I

love it. So I bought them pickleback shots and we started talking. Bitch, the Hoar Hive member starts to tell me what he does as a side job. What would be the most horrible side job that you could think of other than only fans? Think of the most wild side job side hustle that you can think of? Being a cuck hold some person, not sex work. But it's horrible, but it's very horrible. And it's not only fans selling panties, selling feet, selling selling underwear. He sells things. Let me

tell you what one of our wore Hive members not ship. No, this nigga is the build Did you hear that, Emily? She said, he is the builder of glory Hold Doors. Bro He builds glory Hold doors on his side as a side hustle. And he said that there is a spot in d C. If anyone listening knows at this place, I would love to visit the next time I go. He said it was his craftsmanship. It's not only so it's hey. You also explained to me how this was

aheado like space. I always assumed maybe because I watched a porn that glory holes were a thing for the gay community. He said, no, nah, he said, it's very much women on the other sides of the doors. And he said, I make it to where splinters don't go on the days gay ship is such, there's so much anonymous sex. That's why we associated with glory holes. I did not know that it was hetero and he was like, no, So I helped build the doors, Like there's a whole

bunch of doors in rooms. He said that there's an announcement that depending on the girl receiving. I don't know if it's two knocks or whatever, but there's some sort of code that you have to warn the person before you come, like you're not technically supposed to come in their mouths, Like it's supposed to be just the sucking thing, and you're supposed to alert the person before you come, and it's up to them whether they receive it as

a facial or in their mouth. But he was telling me all these glories, we have to make sure you don't get a splinter in the glory hole. I mean, he creates it, and I think that that's what he does, Like he crass it to where it's not like all I know is we sat there when you drill a hole, but you but you can see it. You see a paper to ship, I guess, and whether you can put like some velvet or some that's a good bats bro. I would like someone in Atlanta to go it's a

d D in DC. But well you said Atlanta no, because you are no. You met up in our horrid be traveling. Oh he came down to me to meet somebody else and have fun. And then I'm talking to Cat and she's like, yeah, girl, I'm I'm meeting a couple. And I'm just like, well, I love this for y'all like I love it for you five dollars a month, you could probably just find your husband because also so many members I wish we could have. I would I want to say I actually looked in to go into

that wedding. I just couldn't because of the the dates. But I want Well, they sent me their motherfucking registry and I just sent them like a whole bunch of gifts from the registry. When people send me registreet, just know as much as y'all think I got money, I'm just gonna buy you twenty items that are like less than twenty dollars. Like, that's how I do. That's a good one. I like getting all the ship that I know you're gonna use. I love you. I like filling it up.

I like sending you a whole bunch of ships instead of just buying you one expensive item. You know, one of my favorite horrible stories is Dre the fine one that beyond the town His wife listened to this. We can't can we even say that? He fines? You want to hear the ship with the fun What do you funk? Your husband? Who would we be? But I'll tell you your husband is fine. But we do a town hall every month and this man come on with his little bohemian as accent, with his beard, and then we'll be

trying not to flirt because his wife be there. But then sometimes he also has the babe y wait the tea is But when I remember them because during COVID she was pregnant, and which is that when we started town halls, I was like, oh my god, it's gonna be a horrible baby. He really be on the town hall with that little girl. And you know what, I know, I'm getting old quick because one day this little I almost say that's a little bit. I'm sorry. Sorry, So I'm sorry I didn't of course I didn't mean it

that way. I'm just thinking to myself, like, did this little girl go here and she gonna know the funk? I'm saying, not a little bit. You actually your first word is a little bit and be like you shouldn't have been playing episode whatever this is. Anyway, I would love if you are listening, which I'm sure you are because your patron would love to have you come on the show. So if every in New York, I'll hit

you on the discord. We'll let to really get into the glory whole world of sex, like what it caused, the type of consumers they haven't bet sex cells. Actually you know what Exell doesn't given horrible Like we'd be talking about a lot of the same ship. I mean, yeah, but I specifically focus on businesses like I focus on their cap I mean, you know, we did the show like I talked about money, hard numbers income that actually how that business works. That would be done I would

love to learn. And I recently like shout out to Teren Finley, by the way, who wrote a Huffington Post artists my girl with Terence. She did a post Huffington

Post article me and it felt really good. I was telling her, like, you know what was so dope about doing sex cells was that when I was sourcing businesses, like I was at first googling and doing all this ship and then like season one, I stopped and I was like, no, if people did our show, came and did our live shows, worked with us and promoted their businesses that way, why not give them a bigger platform.

And now everyone can see it in a different way because when we have someone come on, we talked to him about the nasty ship and this is kind of eliminated, like you're looking at a dominatrix on sex cells, but at the same time, like she's having to tell you how she had to learn CPR and breathwork and how much the class has cost to make sure she doesn't kill someone, and like all about the money, and it is really expensive to be a sex worker because you're

paying for all your own ship, Like it's not cheap. And I really like figuring out why those people want to do this ship they do, But yeah, I would love to talk about those doors. Actually might shout out to him be too disgusting. Um, So I don't really know where to start. I just I am trying not to be on a low vibration because like, I'm just really disappointed in men. And I don't even want to talk about it because I hear about it in a couple of months. But she started calling him an apparently

he's a good guy, so I really can't. Like, people have human experiences and reasons for things, but old basically this guy wasn't. But you know, I'm just starting to think a little bit about what people are really like looking for when they're dating and what they mean. And I just had two conversations right, uh, one particularly with a famous person who told me that he thinks I need to only date industry niggas. Everyone keeps telling me that and I refused. So here's that's what everyone says

my failure was with my ex. Well, I'm gonna be honest with you. So then Alex and I start arguing about it because he was like, no, dude, like you're just getting out of this light of where horrible was this whole thing to people? And now it's changing because y'all are getting older, you're doing different things, Like now you start fucking industry niggas. It's a totally different name for you, right, What do you mean a different name

for you? Because like people are gonna talk like you're like, you're actually a help, right, I mean, but I'm like, but you already you're us talking about the wildest. So here's what the dude told you. Men want to tell you how famous this person is. Um, this person is so famous that he's borderline you need an n d A if you have sex with him, because TMZ is going to cover it, not just shade room type of famous. And it was no. I mean, like in terms of

the answer that he gave. Why I'm saying he had that experience, right, So he said, for one, he said, uh, when I'm in mind you, I just met him this night and someone's explaining horrible decisions to him. I was like, oh, yes, yeah, yeah, I've seen it. He was like, yo, his response my part my friend explained it and was like, oh, it's really explicit, and he was like, yo, I know exactly

what you're talking about. He's like, that's so dope. He's like, because if you think about it, like I know, Angela, you gotta be tired of talking about that ship and like he laughed about it. He was like, that's what I remember. And then he was like, but I know about your show and he was like that's dope. You know the dadada and he was like, plus Angelo was always radio check, like because the guy I had said, oh yeah, we started as corporate girls at Up Fast Forward.

He's like, so, what's dating like for you? I was like, funny you ask, I'm not getting laid and he says, what kind of thing do you mean? Dudes? It like you would meet from your old job, because I guess he doesn't know how long we've been doing it, right. I was like, you know, I mean like maybe I'll go in a dating app and di dada and he was like, that's your problem, and he was like, how

is it possible that you are famous? I don't like saying that, but you're famous and you don't want to date someone famous who can understand that you're just doing a job, which is crazy because be someone dragged for saying that same thing that she didn't want to know she's an entrepreneur and she was saying says she don't want to nine problem that, but here's what he said. So He's like, even if they're not that thing, even if they're a producer, even if they're a writer, He's like,

people understand you're an entertainer. He said, almost every man you meet is going to find a way to be intimidated, either by your money, by your sex talk. They're gonna find this thing. And if they don't find it, someone else they know we'll find it. And he was like, and push them in the direction of someone who is completely vanilla and plain, though she may be more more

than you. He was like, it will always seem like a more attractive thing because they have to deal with your magnitude, and you know who won't be scared of that industry, nig And I gotta be honest with you, bro, I just don't really have faith that he's wrong. Can

I think I tell you where I disagree? Well, well, let me say, okay, so I had a good experience with the whole day, right, um, but I am finding that I have to over explain and make someone very comfortable and watch myself and and and kind of have to introduce my world to a dude that isn't in it, and then be fearful of them understanding it. Opposed to meeting someone that gets it and knows that it can be turned off, whereas someone who doesn't do this job.

People say things like how come you and Mandy fight all the time, but you can be chemistry on the many because this is a real thing, Like we know how to do this job right, We're doing it well. So like I know how to turn these things off. But people don't get that right because they're not fucking entertainers. So no, I don't think I'm really going to have good experiences. I really have very I'm talking Mandy don't really have faith right now? And then I don't. I mean,

and so that's what I was gonna pull it. But to me, it's a man thing. And I say that because men. And here's my thing with industry men, which is why I said I flopped right when we first started this show, all I dealt was was industry man, and they loved my availability to them. They loved that I would be willing to switch up my schedule and hop on flights and come to them when it suited them.

Industry men have ego. Industry men have power. Industry men are not used to being told no by women when they're dealing with a woman who has a schedule where my nigga. I'm sorry, I'm I'm opening a studio. I'm sorry I have to record with Wheezy No, and only because I still have those men in my phone. And the way I got I got offered to be flut out. He's like, YO, come to Dallas. I looked at my schedule. I said, can I come in eight days? The nigga

wanted me there the next day. So, but but not only availability in terms of ego where you walk into a room and I did this which when we had Our Lives showing Charlotte, let me tell you what happened. It's Charlotte. I'm with one of my NBA niggas. And when we had Our Lives Show Charlotte, this is pre this is pre pandemic. We only went once, right, we only went once. So my little NBA niggative Charlotte. He

was in Charlotte at the time. We go to a hookah bar the day before, because you know, we fly into cities normally the day before, so I link with him. We do the hookah bar. He comes over and I talked about how I like didn't end up cause I started my period that night and I shared it at the live show. But anyways, we go to the hookah bar. Not only does the bar center at the hookah bar know me. As we're walking in, a fan is walking out that's coming to the live show the next day.

So I'm sitting with him at this fucking hookah bar. And after we sat in our chair, because mind you, she of course wants a picture, He's like, man, I got you this nigga is sucking six eight. He knows me from being a ho ho ho ho ho because I was eight. Hear knew this naked and the way we even held a whole conversation. His response was, Nigga, I just took up someone just wanted to didn't even care about me. Mind you, he was in the NBA

for like eight years. He's like, yo, I don't know if I don't know if that's something I could get used to because of who he was, what his life was, and how he was just completely ignored because it was a fan of me. I don't know, Mandy, if someone knew you from before, maybe, but Nick's dating I g Batty's that. I saw Cheney Jones the other day Kanye's girl. Bro, she barely could make it, honestly, like people were only because she's fucking Kanye. Once she stops sucking. Conway girl

are famous too, and they suck Um. They fucked him, they fuck him, fuck him data back, like stop they fuck him. Anyway, I wanted to tell you a little bit of a rebuttal to this. One of my favorite clips I've seen recently, that Brent Faia's clip about women with power and energy and whatever and men being attractive to that. I do believe that is a real thing, right,

I do. We cant no, No, there's really good points on both of them, because I do agree with the availability thing you're saying, Like there's a guy right now on my line that I think we're gonna have a weekend in Montreal because it's the moment that like he'll be there, but I'll be in New York around Afro punk because he can't get on the West Coast because

he'll be in Hawaii. Like it's too much. But something I was thinking about, Um, just a for instance, like I've been watching Freddie Gives and his girlfriend and they look super cute online and every time you go in her comments people are so mean to her because she's an only fan, saying she's a porn star in this she is, but right, but like talking tagging Freddy like he gives a fuck Now. I haven't had this conversation about it with Freddy yet, but what I would be

assuming is that you understand and can isolate that one experience. Right, you're a fucking rapper, You're also a dad, you're also an actor, you're also can whatever. Like I do believe that entertainers can isolate that ship. I really do. And I think that a girl like that obviously she's sucking hot, but also what nigga can handle you doing? And only

fans but someone else who is famous. And it's things like that that really make me feel like I don't know if I'll really meet a guy that's not semi in my world that will be able to handle what I do, because will only grow. I'm just this is all. This is the trajectory if someone was a betting person. There ain't been an l taking since I've started the show, since you started the show, like Boon, we just keep growing, making more money every year, So what the funk am

I going to do? Like I don't really know what it's gonna be, but like my my faith part is just lower niggas. So last night, speaking of glory hole, kind of funny. I go have a spotty with my home girl. I'm getting frustrated just thinking about niggas. I'm like, I don't need to go to bed because I'm in

a bad mood that says, you know what. I want to have sex, but I'm having trouble having sex because either I'll find someone attractive and they started talking, or I'm interested in someone not that attracted to them when they where they look. I keep I have this look in my head. Whatever do I need a glory all? Like I just need to have sex and not look at the person. Should I just have anonymous sex right now?

And I was like, you can, that's easy to get, bro, I know, but then the fine and you're gonna just dropped some nigg off. I know then chicken that with Bro, like just getting a one nice chance. But I'm too we go. I can't. But that's Mandy. I think my puss he's broken. I'm mad, don and turning. Do you I don't gonna hold you. I can't have sex without intimacy. Are you taking my trash out? Or you have to pay me a large amount of money for me to be a paid hole again. But I'm dying trying to mask.

We're both dying. Clearly, we're both dying. I hope this is relative. We're lying. I'm we're dying. We're lying, We're dying. I swear i'm and I'm not the masturbator of the show. I masturbate anywhere. You are the master playing. I know I cannot fucking come right now. I'm not on Anti. I can't bro if I masturbate. I think about the last time I had sex. I'm like, I'm not thinking about this thing. I cannot come. What do you think about? Huh?

When brom, I'm do you know what's crazy? I feel like it's been two months for me too, only because bitch, I don't talk to me because you told me, will you have your hood? Nigga? You can fuck so No. I told you I didn't have him for the last book. Get him back, Mandy, No, I am going to get

it back. He's the one I told you I hit up a couple of weeks ago, like, oh, come fuck me so hard, come in my pussy will not really come on, pussy, I say, come me hard, and then I want to use the bathroom of my fucking period. Can't because sucking the world is a hater. The universe does not want me to get fucked. Do you think I sucked since then? No? Because now the nigga, it's a possibility because wait, wait then, I remember Sex of the city. You don't have a boyfriend, a great apartment,

money all at the same time. Nigga, we got apartment, we got lit fucking bank accounts. Is this why I got a nigga? Because guess what, bitch, When my I was getting renovated, I was getting fucked. And the ship is fixed and now I had to dig for the last two years, which, by the way, we're gonna talk about it on this episode. But he's been listening to the Pods since we broke up. I don't. He's so upset him but I can miss him. Um, but we're not we're not getting back. But I will say, I

will say, feel like I'm never gonna have sex again. Bro, you're gonna fuck your back. I feel like I'm never gonna Oh here's where my Also, my faith was not restored so I thought at night, I was like, Yo, why am I acting like this? Like as bad as I'm talking about a glory hole, I'm gonna go out and meet somebody cute. Did I go to Dumbo House? I was too late, the party was over. Then we go to Kind Regards and I'm like, I'm so over this ship right now. I'm like, I'm walking home. I'm

walking home with Alex and Brianda. I see a nigga. That's more time. I can't tell what your type is anymore. Every time you like, now, if a black dude got a little like like he's poor, but he's not. It's giving. He goes to pianos on Fridays, No, I don't want that type. What's so, what's an alternative? Just chuck up. I don't know that this one kind of did look

like that, but it was giving pianos the hartist. I was like, oh, okay anyway, but an aspiring one, that's what he looked like, right, No, you have nice clothes on your nice watch. Okay. So, uh, he's walking down the street. I see him and he's on the phone. He's walking fast, but I'm like locking the eyes with him and I'm like, you fucking doing anything. So he walks across the street. I was like, damn, let me walk home. He turns around. I'm like alex Lee Lee.

I'm like, don't even alexe leeve. I'm like, Brianna, get over here. Brianna got uber ready to take her church and ass home. I was like, you ain't go nowhere. She's like okay, okay, mama, I'm here. He comes across the street. We go in the same store as him. I have a cigarettes because I don't smoke cigrettes like that. But I was like, fuck, this is it. I sit

down and I'm like, I don't have a lighter. And then he gives matches to Brianda like hands up, just doesn't say anything like matches like for like when I said I didn't ask him for a lighter. I just said I didn't have one. So he doesn't talk. He's still on the phone. He's looking at me while he's on the phone, doesn't say anything, and then he looks down at my feet says I have nice shoes. And he walks off, and I was like, huh. I was like, how did you do that? Was I supposed to say something?

And Brianna goes, hey, where are you going. I was like, oh, So he turns around, doesn't even look at her. It was very clear. I was like, talk to you for me. So he starts talking to me and I find out he's an artist. I don't know if he lives in Laurie Side too or whatever, but he was just waiting on a friend somehow. When he tells me he's an artist, he starts making a comment about how much he had to like tidy up for white people today and he's never doing it again to sell a piece. I said, yo,

you know what you sound like. You ever read Widow Boskia? He was like, I read it twice. I was like, that's my favorite book, Boskia. In this book, it's written, I mean, it's told by his ex girlfriend, who says he always felt like he was selling himself out to white people. So that's why he used to like cross out faces and ship like that, because he was like, fun, this ship, you wanna pay a million dollars for it? I'm a sucking up right now, And I think that's

so fire. So he invites us to the box. We start walking with him. We're flirting, so you have a freak to m h and like, I love a little like dirty boy. They could get in wherever they want to let I like these. Then his friend met up with us, who was gay. I already loved that because I love when straight niggas with gay niggas. I'm like, oh, because that to me is like a pinnacle of you don't give a fuck because straight dude, you could be

bisexual whatever. Maybe you don't know, but straight niggas they hang out with gay niggas. That like that to me is really my type because I hate that. I'm too fucking mask. I don't want people to be confused, Like, get the funk out of here. So anyway, we get into the box after flirting this whole walk, and then he was telling me how it was his birthday a few days ago and how he's about to have a shot.

And then he asked me what I drink. It's this flirting thing, Mandy, I go to Brianda all my left. I said, I don't know, he's broke, I don't know it's going on, but I'm gonna have sex. I'm gonna get this fucking done. I think this is God. Maybe it was you, Maybe it's because you're with me. She was like, yes, Mama, I hope you have sex. I turned to my right. A girl comes to say to hello to him, kisses him on the mouth. Clearly somebody's already been sucking. This is seconds after I say this,

they start making out in the club. Why didn't you join them? Both? Oh my god, I wanted to came in here with a great unicorn story. They loved mine, and now you wanted Amandy. The nigga starts making out with her so long that his homeboy gotta started talking to me. I'm like, oh, not to hand me down. So then they go the gay homeboy though, yeah, but he was just like, oh, girlf then because he was like, damn,

what do I do? I gotta help my friend. So now these niggas go to the bathroom and I'm like, okay, either gonna fucker do coke and we're both So they come back up and I'm like, god, damn it. So then I see hospital Dick's homeboy and he's telling me how he knows his friend never loved anyone like me. I'm like, I can't take this ship right now. Then, okay, love you. If he blocked you from his job. Hello. Then I said, let me just sucking go and just suck this nigga. Maybe the bitch is gone, so I'm

walking towards him, and maybe she felt the vibe. I don't know what was going on. She goes, want to know you from somewhere. I said, I don't know. She didn't look like someone who listened to the podcasts, I saying. She wasn't black black, so she was white. Girl might have been like, oh, that's this type. But she goes, no, I know you. I was like, really where She was like, I feel like he used to come to blah blah blah.

I was like, nah, I didn't, but I know who did Old Day, So you think she used to Not su'are having the same type. But she definitely should have became friends with this niggle was tall. Old Day's five eleven six ft best bro. The second she started saying it, and she was so okay, first off, if you like this nigga and you like, oh, bay, chances are this bitch like this nigga and b I'm gonna be honest, I need to know who else she sucking with talking.

So then she's like trying to figure out how she knows me man, And I'm like, oh my god, she knows me because and I just didn't want to get into it. She was like, you've never been to gospel I know. I was like, yeah, I think I've been to Goschal. Yes, that's where I know. You just look at bit because you think she suck obey, So why

did't you say, hey, do you know bleep? Because I'm tired? Girl, Well maybe you should have just became a unicorn then, because clearly also this is I know this could have been away is becoming I mean, New York is becoming Old Bays fucking city right now, and I need to He's been here longer than I know he had with a city. It's I'm talking about the breakup city. Oh, I thought I had a territory in the break up, You though. I thought it was so whole Lower East

Side and the house. You know that you know why it's not yours anymore because but she spent the whole pandemic in Mexico and you left to l A. This ain't show sitting on my pussy home, I thought, because the side and show city, which is why I know my ex was a hole because guess where the funk. We never went to Harlem. We stayed our motherfucking asses in l E s and so ho if you live in Nigga, we never ever went to Harlem. We did Brooklyn and fucking Elias. Don't even do you know how

disappointed it now? Don't get me wrong. I remember they say, you know, I don't be going to the last lap because I don't want to fuck you Nigga. Don't go nowhere. No, that's what I'm saying. Well, not gonna catch up. We're gonna get it to this motherfuckering out even waste. No, we're gonna get it to our vanilla ship for this week, which is actually really interesting, um because the title caught me. It caught attention to me for those of you listening

maybe for the first time. Our vanilla ship is sex in the news. And I came across this article that says, why do I always want to bite the people that I love? It starts off the baby thing, you want to bite a baby hud Well, so it does say in the article, like you know, when you want to pinch your cheek and and give like you know, like when you give love slaps, like even when you laugh

at people. This woman decided to look up why she feels the need to constantly bite her partner, and I wanted to know if you've ever either felt the need to buy a partner. I had somebody that did something that I didn't like, so I want to share it. Um But she said it happened to me. I was laying in bed with my partner wrapped in a snug embrace when a glimpse of their bare skin ignited a wild, feral impulse within me. I had to bite it. For the record, I never want to actually hurt my partner.

It's more that I just want to softly hold their arm or shoulder, or whisk or risk between my teeth. Let's rib a dog more, one that tenderly and adorably carries an egg around in its mouth. Obviously the partner hates it. But they went on to see if this was a normal thing. Is it normal? Is it a gender thing? What then is going on here? After pulling a call out on Instagram, my inbox was was flooded with fellow biters spanning a range of ages, genders, and sexualities.

These were other seemingly normal people who had always had this urge, and it wasn't linked if we get into our vanilla ships, I mean our kinks of the week. This is not linked to cannibalism or the vampire kink. So um, I've never had the urge to bite, but I I'm like a liquor. It's nasty, but you just like the lick skin. Why I don't know. But when she was talking about how sometimes she has urged, did you read like they're like like a chest arm anything,

or like you're looking aniga forehead everything? Yeah? Why? Like? Un what's the word like? Unlike? I get really rage horny? I like okay. One of my friends used the word rage hungry a lot, rage hungry or horny. N he wasn't. My friend was sucking but rage and all I could think about when you say that, I'd be like wow, because like a rage horning. Sometimes I just look at him.

I want to fucking lick him me Like, I don't know what it is like if you looked like he was about to sweat, I want to taste it like it makes me want to I'm missing fucking horny, you miss fucking period. It says that these expressions biting your partner squeezing a puppy, pitching a baby have long been

considered enigmas of just simple human behavior. They actually have a name for it, which might be you're looking to I don't know of demorphous expressions, coined by social psychologist Dr Oriana Arragon in two thousand fifteen, these outward expressions that appear to juxtapose what we're feeling on the inside. It says that she remembers an actress saying that she saw a puppy that was so cute she wanted to quote unquote kick it in the head. Basically in saying,

the research into and you can look it up. It's divorphous expressions, are you aggressions that like lead us to do things that in the norm we find to be like super odd, But it's actually human behavior. And so where your partner may not like it, they can look up that this is just something like you do. Like again, when you pinch a fucking little baby, sheeks, oh, it's so cute. No, people they want to eat you know, and they want to eat you. They said that like

like that, I'm not gonna hold you. I've bitten babies before, like a little her animals too, like, we may need to have a conversation. You never like gold you my motherfucking uh sorry, real, I'm gonna talk to talk about you. He showed me his motherfucking baby cousin or something in Jamaica. I literally looked at him and I was like, shout

out to Jay. Mother. Coworker was like, so she does not like kids at all, So you I don't like, you could just put the picture down she has because I was like, oh, he kept showing me, and I was like, I don't like kid. I don't know why you're showing me his baby anybody under me I don't really like. And so I'm like, but but also now I'm trying to figure out what hr if I have to care about the ship really, if you can't even take it, I tried, I was like, uh and then

you know that. I was like, but Jay was like, so she don't like it. She actually do you remember the video of the black dude saying I'm some try to take laughing and he's like that, I literally don't give a funk about kids. It's fun them kids for life. So like when people try to talk to me about like their kids, and Ship'll be like oh my look, god, I'm having But also it's a baby. You don't know. It's a kid. You don't know. I was like, you

know what I'm thinking about. I'll never forget. I was hanging with Sharona's in Miami and I bit a baby on I just had to be pre COVID bitch, because you can't just be out here about the fucking bite kids. I've been like, we were playing with this baby. We were just hanging on the beach. But let me just say we were drinking with these people for three hours and they had a kid, and a kid was like really keen to me and kept coming to me and jumping on me, and I was like biting his little legs.

He was like, I don't know. This got You didn't even know the baby, Damn, I don't. That was very quite of you know, it was the black baby. It does the matter you brought your whiteness out like biting a fucking unknown baby, not the stranger baby. I was thinking, And see, my urge, you could definitely have the earth to fuck a stranger if you have the earth to bite a stranger baby. Speaking of the urge, do you know I just realized I tried to get some dick

and help myself. Big dick niggas are so emotional, Mandy, be d d I hit him up, trying to get some deep he felt away. Do you know this niggle? Was like, we needed talk first, do me saying the sex with Itandy? I don't know what else I could have said. I don't know. Maybe it's not the fact that he's a big dick nigga. Maybe it's the fact that y'all were exchanging the L word with each other that maybe he doesn't want to feel like a piece of meat. Now read the sex, which where I'm starting

from the top for me. Oh you said, will you come by and Chris in my new place before you leave? He's not. Can we talk about before I'm gonna read this response and then say something to you niggas? He said, La mao, what does that mean? You know? Just want not me? Bourbon sir? Can y'all stop acting like y'all don't know what we mean when we say things? The what you mean? The do you mean? What I mean? You know what the christen is of a new place?

That means come fuck me hard? Hold on, here goes response. You know what it means explicitly fuck me all over my new house. Oh girl, this was a curve. His response, Yo, what the fuck is wrong with you? L? O L You're wild? That's a curb, mind you. She says, nothing is wrong with nothing is wrong with me the last time? Hold on, hold on, y'all. An hour and a half later, I had to swipe it over to Vegas an hour and a half later. His responses, L O L. Didn't

we agree to have a talk? Oh bitch, you got curb from when it used to We have to talk here out for the pussy. He's like, actually, we need to talk first. Can I just say many, I did something that made him at and it is not that big a deal. Okay, wait what was it? Because it might not be a big deal to you, but it could have been a big deal to you and everybody listening.

I can't I can't say that too specific. But basically, I met someone out somewhere, okay, and he knew him and you know, okay, I was the dream bill nigger okays, no colleagues, co worker. We were just around each other when I met him. That is right. They were there together. They weren't there together, No, no, No, they don't know each other. No, no, No, you was working with him. No, and so he saw when you met this Nick, But I didn't get it. It was it wasn't given that.

And I also just say I was not fucking B D D all year, so it really wasn't like we were fucking. So I don't understand you don't want to date. You're not sucking me, so I can't do that either. But also at the same time, I do understand he should be mad because if he met a girl and saw, if I saw him all over l A with another bitch that I know he meant when he was out with me, I'd probably be man too. But I'm not

gonna go anywhere. Bro, We're gonna be friends forever. I don't understand, like does he want me to be Chris Shawn Rock because I'll do it for that big little dick right now, Like I'm always gonna be his friend. I'm always gonna love him like I need. Can we so to get fun? When Cocktails was on our episode, you mentioned how men don't like freedom. Can also reiterate the fact that men do not like feeling like a

piece of meat. Men do not want to feel like they're just being used for their dick, even though they use women for that very fucking reason. Andy, I didn't want to be It's so where you don't want to talk to him because you don't want maybe the emotions involved in this very moment because he does not want to be just the nigga you get awful not though, but but that's all you're asking for right now. Bro,

we web texted all the time. We literally talk about work whatever, lok ay work, but that's making you And how are you FaceTime the other day to catch up? Like Bro, and I not ask you for dick? Maybe No, This is why I kept breaking up again with his nigga, because every time we broke up, I said, well, I think I just want to be friends, but we can just finish the show today, have a Breakdore, don't if I don't get fucked this Like I know, we go through our modes or whatever. I remember you were like

I don't want to talk during the pandemic. You were like over it. I'm there now and I'm not. This isn't even the longest I've been without sex. This is just me realizing like I'm reaching my best and higher self and nig like I'm eating right, I'm sucking, just doing good and a lot of things and no, dick, and you're telling me I just brought this up Patreon. Cute bro, and I'm only getting cute. That's what I feel. Oh wait till y'all CDs new teeth at bitch, I

know I'm fine and I you're gonna do it. They're gonna look good. I'm excited, you know what I feel. And I'm getting uh the light bo on mybella no, because that should make you look like a toad for a while, and I worked too much, so I'm getting actual like light bow and ship on my neck and my chin. I'm like, skinny over, you're sleep. You're gonna

do anything else because bitch, you ain't gonna put me down. No, no, no no. I literally have been like my one friend and I ain't even gonna put her on Front Street. I just cussed her out because she got sucking botox. And then my other friend was like, I think I'm gonna touch my lips, and I said, bitch, so I just said her Carly Red's video and said, girl, don't touch your lips because look, yeah, but bro, I'm not gonna touch my face like. I like looking untouched, which

is why I'm not doing like the BBL. I could sit here and go that route and stuff. I like being natural, and so I'm gonna be honest with you. I think we're I just found out my home girl has been doing botox for years, and I wish. I don't like it. It looks like the bitches in l A. She does it to me, she does, but see, maybe you don't know because you didn't touch she lives a little bit that looks like a l A face. And I, while I love like my friends, no bro, I could tell.

But also I used to work at strip clubs and I have a lot of l A friends, and I have a lot of friends that have done everything to their body. But also I haven't done my lips in three years. I I hate I hate it. But you got to remember, people go too far with the carly right. We saw it was too far. Right Like three years ago, I got my lips done. Well, you don't know. I love the way it looked, but I was like, okay, like, but you also don't know you go too far because

A how I never go again. Well but That's what I'm saying. You have to a keep up with it and be I feel like when you constantly are touching your body, you're constantly taking a level of perfection. What I also noticed is but no toe. That's unfair. No because it's better option than kibella. Well, yeah, it's only the healing process, not that it's better to me. It's

the healing time, I know. But I'm saying like you would have gotten if you could have done an injection that did it and it's been easier, you would have done it. To me, it's the healing time, same result. Cool, but it's still touching your face. I'm touching my neck. Bro that you're being judge. It's not that I'm being judge. I'm telling you and I'm fun women. I'm telling you

what I don't like. And to me, because I've been on this scene so long, and because all of my friends have touched their faces and bodies, there are certain things that I don't like and I don't want to do like. That's not me being judge. I'm saying, if your home girls getting a filler or botox, you can't go in on somebody when and they can talk about me. I don't care. Oh it's it's it's shooting season for all of us. Like the same way I kept going back to my nigga was the same way. I'm like, damn,

I get it. Now you keep going back to your name. I'm still gonna talk about you going back to your nigga, but now I accept that you're talking about me going back. There's nothing wrong. Like, if you have small lips and you want fuller lips, then get them done. If you to me, I don't like I personally don't like what it looks, but if someone's uncomfortable with it, like you're uncomfortable clearly with what you feel like is making your neck look whatever way, So you're getting that done from

me wants to do something to improve it. So say, I'll talk about you, and so somebody will talk about me, and they can do that too. But I'm still gonna say that game and my friends do all the time. Yes they do. My friends are not trying. They're like, oh, your teeth look great. No they don't, and I'm still

gonna get them. I don't care what you say. That's my response, even on the phone, Like I love the honest relationships that I have, but not only the men I deal with, Like bitch, I just I ain't gonna say which nigga, I ain't even gonna say the name. But we did sucking a long time because I had a boyfriend and we fucked want me and this nigger

broke up. We had sex. Are you listening? We had sex, and this person who hadn't had sex with me in two years was very honest with me and was like, damn, sex felt a little different with you, like you're smaller. I was like, yeah, nig I was a big pitch when I was sucking, and he was like, I even just felt different, like moving you around. He was like, wow, and we had two years ago, you were a skinnier you were you you had. I'm not gonna lie. I didn't like that side. I was one fifty. I did

not like it. And everyone's my way right now, Everyone including my mom said I looked sick, which is weird because we looked the same size now and I'm fifteen pounds bigger. But I like, literally like after we had sex, and we had sex a lot of rounds. But I thought it was okay that he brought that to me. Like, I'm okay with people being honest on their thoughts, and he was like, damn, Like your back was what is smaller? Your waist? He was like you fuck you felt different?

He was like not, but I liked it, but he was like, you was a little heavier. Was fucking uh then? And I was like, yeah, I think I was a big bit And I didn't take any offense to it with him being honest with me. So if my friends tell me I don't want you to get work done because this is my thoughts on it, okay, Well I'm

still gonna get it done. Say. I was like the same way, everyone was like, I don't really want you to be with this nigga because x Y Z okay, but I'm evenn break up with him till I'm ready. But this idea of a girl code is why so many of the listeners have an issue with the fact that I married men, because they feel like women owe this unwritten law of loyalty to women across the world based on the fact that we both were born with the same body parts, that I shouldn't do that to

another woman. It's not even the relationship that I have with the man. They just feel like, well, if you know that he's married already, why would you want to do that to another women? I don't know. I don't think about an other woman at all. But apparently this girl code is supposed to be lended to women that we don't even know, which, ironically, let me say, women, hey, women.

The most I have been talked down upon because of my size by men, by women more than men, I've been told I am undeserving of the men that I'm able to be with because of my size, or because of that white girl saying that big women do not deserve love. She ugly, and I'll be talking about white women, especially Emily Herron who works at BEAST. However, it had the nerve to say, no, I don't believe a big woman deserves I really don't like when ugly people talk

down and she did. It's very like, I know she had a long bag, doesn't that really like? Yeah, it's just so weird. She was transparent. You could see through her if you shine the light, you could see all her blood. Do you know one of my home girls recently told me that a dude she slept with, uh, she was like, I kind of felt like I don't know what happened. She was like, so she asked him like, do you know like date girls in my siyes? And he was like, no, normally at date models. She said,

you need to see what he looks like, Mandy. His teeth looked like spread fingers like like that. You could see the gaps in between his home. Maybe they was shaved down before he put his veneers. There were no veneers. It was just like open. It was like it was he had money, He had British teeth. He had money though, right, I don't know what he had, but he's ugly and I can't believe he had the nervous at home. I got them framed, the only date models and we started

going through Instagram. I mean, did you see all of them were in Columbia and in dr of course, I mean not only you got money. I mean, I'm not gonna lie. The same argument was recently, had Lizzo just released a music video with Tyson Beckford and there was a viral tweet that went around that was like, look, fat bitches don't even want fat nigga and the videos

Lizzo had a Tyson Beckford model in hers. When do we see and we we actually saw that in the last season of Insecure when she was sucking a big man the t s a agent, we are all like, why she urging him? Big men get the sort of the same treatment, especially in Hollywood, where we don't often see women choosing the big guys their love interests unless they have money, unless they get money. Nigger and got a big as good. But it's because it's okay, they

make money, they rich. Can I be honest, what dad bods have been celebrated a long time A lot of fat niggas and TV fine love. I don't think anything, bro. I don't know why nothing Professor came to my head, but I'm just saying, like, not the nothing professor sex

in the city. Charlotte's husband wasn't in the best shape, like valid, like you know what I'm saying, Like we like, I think regular looking men find love a lot in Hollywood and new in movies and film dad bods to me, though, I'm not saying to big people like they they She literally sat on the clip and was like, no, fat

obeast woman does not deserve love. That was so nuts it was gonna But you know what, though, I think that comments like that, and it's so crazy because podcast talk, right, that is so flagrant and sometimes I'm like, I'm doing that to go viral. But then I remembered recently someone thought someone no, they do, You're You're right, because someone said Medina was talking like that to go viral on

our show with the we just organic convo. But also if you guys listen back to cocktails and when she came on so cocktails came in our show during the pandemic, she talked about sucking another like that was something that she said was the context for a sex podcast. It was funny, She's already said made sense, But I was thinking to myself, like, did this girl say this to

go viral? And I really do believe that she was brought on that show because weren't they all British to say some dumbassh like I don't understand why people feel the need to, especially when men to get Verry Kevin Samuel's ish they do or Andrew Taate or whatever started to go viral, which is why a part of not only do I hate male podcasters, but when women are going onto these But it's the same reason why not only that Brittany Renner has not sat with a woman

pot outside of not for sure, shout out be Simone and May which they had a whole another story to tell. But wait, sorry, Brittney Renner. Britney Renner hasn't interviewed with a woman pod outside of the Simone's pod. No for sure. Um, but the only reason's a problem. But that's what I'm saying, a lot of these women that are going viral with

their takes are sitting with men. They're not sitting with women, and we're not having I'll be honest, Sney, Brittany ren Britney writers in jail, and I thought I was Rene Renner. Is Britney Renner, Britney, I hear you know, okay, okay, okay, okay. She sat with academics, she sat with Joe Budden, she sat with Cam Newton, She's shot fat with the fucking fresh and not fit niggas, Like, I will be honest with you, Like there's been moments where like I've been like, oh,

she'd be funny and horrible. I would love I can't stand her because of that. I have felt that Brittany goes where she fits the audience. And but I think that that's where a lot of the women that have these Kevin samuel As takes. I don't think Britney cares to be liked by women, which may be value. We don't need her to come on here to be like crazy, but I think we could have very good conversations. I'm not saying that we couldn't, but what I'm saying is

being the antagonist, yes, and I don't. And also she's beautiful, right, so when you have someone that men are googling over like, I don't know how Brittany makes money. I always assumed it was like fashion, noble contracts and fitness ship. And when I used to follow her even before the book.

My time remembering her in a podcast with family, That's the first podcast I remember being on and um, yeah, she released the book, she's the whole book, right, But I remember following her with Body by Britney stuff and I really liked her content bundle sorry and uh when that changed, she really wasn't for me anymore. And I wonder if that book shifted her demo to where now she has completely changed her person. Well, that book people tied to the the Superhead, the Karen Steffan like that

tell all types of ship. Even though she didn't give names, people put two and two together, and there were a lot of people that were named. And then when she got with the ball player who she had a baby by, they all went back and saw and felt as though she was grooming him because she got him right out of high school. I didn't like and I but I think the way that she is able to live in her truth is the same way you and I have somewhat lived and grown in our own truth. And I

do think. Do you think that that's Britney's truth? I do? I do, And I follow her and I like what she has to say. She she all of her interview they're not gonna lie. I listened to and where I want to hate her, I'm like, damn, the Russian fit was phenomen Not only that I don't like. And she makes girls look really good. She was great with She was great with Joe. She was great cam. She checked cam and cam cam he got noes. She does. But I've been thinking about she sounds like me. Do you know?

She sounds like men? And where I've excelled, maybe she's our age. She's maybe okay, sorry age. So when I say demo. Actually she did do the Johnson's Cabarety thing, So that's some girl that. To me, it's coming girl ship. Um. When I say living in the Truth, right, I have a strong belief and I would love to know what she thinks about this. But I think that when you decide to make a book like that, you have to

go full fledged into who that person is. And Karin Stephen's was able to do it right Now she's going by Elizabeth and she has totally different content. But like, I'm not a fan of her content now, No, it's not even her content who's And she has rebranded herself three or four times. I will say, and even if she came on here, I would pick holes in what she says. I believe the Superhead. Maybe I'll look at

the camera. I believe that she is a woman much like Brittany Runner, because she can form a sentence, because she can form a complete thought, and because she can go so long and explain this logic that if you really dissect what she's saying, she's talking in circles. And I don't believe she believes herself. But I believe because she can use big words and because she can form complete sentences. So if people take what she says is Bible, and so I think that that's where she garners the

audience of maybe someone who lives in their truth. But I really just think she has a concept of really connecting some dots. But because she's very long winded, long winded people who can go like this and not really be questioned about their logic. That's what. Yes, you know what when I listen to Joe now, it's like, especially nonetheless not gonna get too personal. Joe has an audience where people listen to him. Britney Renner has an audience

for people listen to her. Superhead wait as an audience for people listen to her and Entertaining only a very good entertaining podcast. They're all entertainers, now, no no, no, no, no, I don't know. Super Head is looked at like no no no, no, no no no. I'm not saying that they I'm not saying at all that they're all on the same level. What I'm saying is and I may also be able to throw, but I actually really like

him and he's thoughtful in his words. Is van but where are you going to the respect an audience of people. When you have a voice, people really really really respect people that can form a full sentence. And when you seem to be smarter than what you really are because you know how to just have a thought and continue talking and speaking. This my a long form where you're confident in yourself and what's coming out of your mouth,

people believe you more. It's what we see with politicians, which is why they go on stages and and platforms with written speeches. When you're able to stand up, which is why it's ted talk and I want to I want to have a ted talk. But when someone can speak in long form like statements and where their sentences are normal, and when there's not ms in podcasting, so many people now are removing the um when you say

um when you pause, it almost makes you. People believe that we don't edit our bodies, we don't edit ship, but it almost makes you seem unsure, which leads people to question. So those people who have the gift of gab to literally speak in long form, complete sentences and add some big motherfucking words in there and some charm, those are dangerous people. But those are also people that I kind of don't believe and if they sat here with us, we might be able to dangerous. No, but

I'm gonna telling you. I'm gonna tell you why. I don't think so okay Russian Fit podcast, so like I don't think Joe Button doing that, Like Joe Buden talks ship and he's well and it's music. But that what you're talking about, what Fresh Fit is dangerous? Yes, because that nigga was in the military. He can. But they're not stupid. No, they're not sorry, No, they're dumb. I just have sorry. Yeah, they actually y'all have is dumb, dumbass almost when I can't didn't line me out. This

was the way first glad you did. I was thinking, all like, let's stay awesome. Probably clim at you about your barracialists claiming to be blake, and it was gonna embarrass you and kick you out and make a viral moment. So I don't know if they would have embarrassed me, I can't, sorry, but if you would have cut him off, you would have been like, shut up, don't interrupt me on my all on the show. But I'm gonna be honest with you though, I'm like a very when I

feel disrespected by man like, I don't care. I know that what's her name? She want to call it? I'm the type of calling because you any anyone. I don't know how they've still been walking, how they talk about women, any woman that has respectfully checked them and come at them in a in a illogical way to put holes into what they're saying. They get out of here, so you're overt. They didn't do that to Brittany because Brittany is a viral Mondy. I was gonna say Brittany they

wanted to. They actually so when they were on Flagrant, did you know what? I was supposed to go on Flagrant? And I no, No, don't tell you about that. So when we talked about fresh and Fair, I don't know if I mentioned this and I was supposed to be on and I started going off so much on the phone with Andrew. He was like, I can't. I can't do this because it's almost like I'm bringing you in to bid them. I just I'm gonna have to let

it cook myself. Like I think he said it was something along those lines, but basically he was like, if I do this, it's gonna make me look like I needed like they did but I do see what he meant, because he's like, if you sit there, it's just like now it's too much because I would. I don't know, bro, I don't know how to do it. I just think there is there is a difference between living and walking in and just knowing how to talk. Before we get out of here, though I didn't want go ahead, I

didn't want to say one thing about Superhea. They made me think she wasn't necessarily the smartest well, I mean as far as far as marketing herself. Girl, she was hole ass Mary and still like, oh but it bow out or Wayne want me to jump on a flight. I just think that's talking ship like whatever. But here's where what I do. She starts this rebranding and I told you they reached out to me. I saw it all and um, so she didn't get paid for it. Shout out to the company didn't pay her. She made

a screenshot and I'll send it to you. She made a whole Instagram cash that they didn't get their money. That's why the show stopped. I mean, I'm gonna be real with you. I mean, Alex did that job. He got paid, well, she didn't, which is why it's that's sucked up and she made a whole post. So here's the thing. So Alex wanted to help her. Don't make some content right, So she came to WTF in Hollywood and they were trying to figure out a format they like that and he said something to me, and I

believe he said this to her as well. He said, Yo, she's doing the Elizabeth thing. Cool. I want to help her with this. But she had a viral clip on Cocktails talking about Superhead mom. Why would you give them all of that? And that's what Alex said. He was like, if you're gonna give it and no shade to Erika or Mila to get what you can out of your fucking guests, you know who you're sitting with, but like

you're gonna give up the juice? She done another show, No, she did the same thing, uh or not on your own. But before she started her own, she was on Clubhouse Weekly was shout out to study digital and my girl, I think that the reason. I don't know. So the thing that you said about her forming sentences and run on, I don't know if I agree with that. I don't know if it's true that I didn't get to listen long enough. But this is what I would say. She doesn't let people cut her off. I wanted her to

talk about she doesn't allow people to question her. I want that. I want her to be my my lip service but that But that's where I feel like. I don't know if because she wrote a book, because she's so good with words, if if we were to sit with any of the people we just named and they said things and we were able to question them, I don't know how quickly they could answer those questions because

they were going in knowing. But that's what they want to It's like, if it wasn't gonna change your image, she's gonna be super han foul. I mean, it's hard, which is why I don't want saying. If you don't want people to call you super had anymore, I hear get that. I don't like when people call me horse. And you're still talking about Wayne and bow Wow and ship that we read in your book from ten years ago. How do you expect to rebrand? Were you still talking

about the same ship? Totally confused me. I thought she should have went on Good Moms and fucking gave us the content we would have gotten you know what you have people go if they want to exactly now, It's like if I click on this ship and I only hear the same thing that wasn't that wasn't smart to me exactly, I agree, before we get out of here, when end? What a whole male um? And this one UM? I think, I think it's really good. It says, please help this giver make his girlfriend a give her to

Dear Mandy and Wheezy. I mean, might be one of the handful of guys that listen to your podcast, but it's a great listen and I've learned a lot. This past year, I worked as an overnight associate and came across your podcast after only listening to music and sporthheads talked to pass the time in the dual world of stocking shots stocking shelves. Sorry, listening to your podcast accelerated my sexual desires and opened up a whole new world of how to please my woman. I grew up very conservative,

and I still am. Early in our relationship, I would say our sex was plain and standard compared to the sex we have now. We've been dating for five years, twenty three and twenty four years old. I know her body a lot more her and how to make her come. Although we have great sex, I feel like she's slightly taking advantage of knowing that she's with a man who

is a giver. For years, she was the one making the first moves, but now roles have reversed in My attraction to her is soaring, so much though, that I literally do research on different pussy eating techniques, how to make her come, and how to make our sex lives better. I make things spontaneous, like eating her out on the on her lunch break, or only fingering her before bed and withholding dick. That's cute, you know what I mean.

I still expressing my wants in the bedroom to her, and it seems like pulling teeth to have her give me just head When I do speak up, I've expressed that more head would be nice, but I wish I didn't have to ask for it, just like she doesn't have to get asked to get her pussy eight because I want to. She calls herself a pillow princess, and I'm totally fine with it, but I blame myself for making her that way. I know she has said that her jaw hurts giving me head or it's tiring for her.

Dane were here right? As women, here we go. Here's what the question as women, how would you express that? Like? Okay? As women, that's why it's like weird now as women, how would you want? Oh? How would you want a man to express how he wants head? And how do you? Oh? And then for the other men, how do you as a man express you want head? This is we can't answer that. She's done it before and it's great. I just wish you would want to do it more often.

I know it isn't because I'm small seven and a half and just just I know it's I know if that's where the hurt jaw comes from. But it's not. Or I'm not groom because I take care of the hair down there. I know it's not because my dick is ugly passports someone from girls. I'm coming to you best anonymous point. There's I've met a few people that

don't like just don't like, don't so to me. My my advice to you would be sorry to if you have a partner who who doesn't like sucking dick, sorry, I would ask you because you're not really sure what all other things are turned on by you. We say this to women a lot. You know, any things don't like to you? Pussy? What? What? No? No, no. We say a lot to women that you can't expect a man to please you without you knowing what turns you on.

So I would say, if head is probably the one thing right now that you want but you're not getting, I would implore you to find out what other things really turn you on. Is it role playing, is it rimming? Is it nipple play? Is it seeing her dressed up? Think of other things that really really really turn you on and introduce that. I would also see if also maybe she's okay with you bringing toys and so where

maybe she doesn't want to suck your dick. See if maybe you can introduce fleshlights or things that emulate oral sex with toys for you. We say that a lot for for us, and so I would say that would be my advice to you, just too. Maybe flip it around, see if you can introduce toys and maybe focus on other things that would really please you, and maybe lean towards that to ask her to do I'm a really good sucker and I'm not having sex, and this bitch

is getting funed she's getting funedeno. Well you mad alright, Well, guys, thank you for tuning into another episode of Horrible Decisions. We talked about Patreon in the beginning of this episode, and we're gonna leave you with a five minute bonus clip. Please be sure to subscribe to our patreon. That is patreon dot com backslash Horrible Decillons but spelled in English. Um, so go ahead and check that out. There is a link in the bio to take you straight there. It

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It's so crazy because we recorded pretty much the next month of Horrible Decisions last week, and it was giving. I haven't had sex, it was giving, I haven't gone the date. It was giving. I don't even know what I'm gonna talk about. And I ended up going out this weekend and literally in the last few days, I have met two guys that I'm talking to. One is local, one doesn't live here. But the one that lives here

already has a nickname. His nickname is Black Jesus. Already told him not to listen to the podcast as but he knows his name is Black Jesus because he's giving Black Jesus. He looks like Black Jesus. And what's crazy is so well y'all talk about how having met him because I was like not even looking today. I went to this party over the weekend. No, we actually went to Everyday People together. We spent the whole weekend together after meeting each other. So and then we also had

a date last night. So I have now spent three of the last four days with him. Uh yeah, I don't really. I mean he's great. So let me tell y'all to t about how to funk I even met him. So I'm at this party on Saturday and I lose my home girl. Not that I lost her. She went to the bathroom and so I left the table to go look for her. Is he a Brooklyn nigga? Rewind

He lives in Brooklyn. But he's not a Brooklyn nigga. No, not even he's an ex fat he's an exact like yeah, like he's he's been in New York less time than I am, like the States. He's not American, yeah like x not like he's not from New York, like he was from somewhere else and lives here now. Um So, anyways, I'm looking for my home girls. Let me let y'all know. I am drunk as fun and all shrubs at the

same time. So I just took like this little square of the chocolate shrums and I was like, okay, it's a vine. Why you It took me so long to even take the square because so many of our fans were there. It was like overwhelming for me, like I was on FaceTime, Like every man that approached me called their girlfriend or wife and had me on face time with your girl wife. And then all the girls that were there, we're just like by like offering me during

and I'm like, yeah, I'm already drunk. So anyways, I go to find my home girls after I'm feeling a little buzz on the shrooms and I passed him, and I didn't know what to do. Because I'm on shrooms and I don't know what this, like, what's going on? So i just started me mugging his ass and I'm like I'm just me mugging. I don't need no words even come out. And he was like what's up? And I was like, you find and ship. That's literally the only thing that came out of my mouth. I'm like,

you're actually too fine to be here? What you doing here? What you funny? All I knew was saying so where to God? That's all PBu. So it was like a party like with tons of like all the Africans and Nigerians and like a lot of people had like their African garbs on women. Was fine. So anyways, I approached him and I'm like, you you find ship and literally know how to say. And then I'm like, you know what, I have my whole foot in my mouth. Sorry, I'm

on shrooms. Would you like something? All I knew was to do was to offer him drugs? So mind you his responses, I'm actually shruman right now. Yeah, sure I'll take something. So he takes some and I'm like, well, I'm still looking for my friends, but I would really like to exchange, like information. Can I get your Instagram or your phone number? At this point, foot in my mouth again, He's like, yeah, let's exchange instagrams. So I

immediately feel curged. I immediately feel like Nigga ain funking with me, because anytime I really don't want to give someone my number, I give them my Instagram, even though I asked for Instagram. And I think I only felt curve too, because the nigga's Instagram was prictant. So I'm like, Nigga, this does me no good. I'm not gonna remember your page. Now I have to follow you, like I'm not even gonna remember what your name is to find you through who I followed. So I was just like, okay, well

this was pointless. So anyways I find my I'm like, all right, well, I'm gonna go find my friends. I find my friends. We go back to the table and we're vibe now like I'm with my friends. He had to the table and goes to like touch my shoulder to chat. I say, hey, so I'm with my friends. Now, there's a lot of really good looking women in here.

You should like do a walkthrough, go get some numbers, like that's what you're here for right and like completely dismissed him, completely, dismissed that Nick so