Ep 282: Manifesting a Daddy

real quick? How would you say horrible decisions in Italian Italiano? Wait? Hold on, let me think about how you asked about that. It's so horrible. Oh that was good. That was good. No, you do it the same. I can't do it that way. No, okay, wait, what's the what's the other countries? Are you going to? Hell? Bro after? I keep going? No, where, don't want to hear? We gotta do that. I'm gonna go to France you already have that? Yes, um, and go to the UK

for a bait. Now do a little London thing. Horrible decisions decisions? How would you do London? I suck at a brit accent? Like fun and you go there a lot. I've been there quite a few times, but I don't be knowing, Hello, are you attracted to it? Like track it Toway a British accent, So there's different British accents, right, you know. I don't like I don't like the in it. I don't like nobody to say any what. I don't like that in it ship. This is why I don't

watch shop Boy. I don't like I'm super good on all of that. I don't feel likeze how much. I don't like access, and this is why I haven't been able to the fuck a fucking soccer player, of fucking baseball player, anybody with real money like cool NBA guaranteed checks because why I don't NFL players, But the real athletes with the big long checks are overseas and I can't do the accent. So I like accents because I don't know, maybe because I grew up with hearing one

in the house. I think it's like really attractive, makes me feel like they're worldly. And I also don't have worldly I don't have very fond opinions of America. Oh, I feel like when someone else is from somewhere like you can save me. Maybe we can get abortions where you're from. I do. I would like to know. I gotta ask my homegirl, like what those abortion rights look like in London. I mean, I know Ireland, like it

just became okay something like that. Look, I don't know, but I know we gotta get the funk up out of here because this sucking Handmaid's Tale. And so that's where we're at. Ye, it's for sure, you know, bro, if they have enough Blackxicans. You know, I love going to Mexico. I can move there easy, a little Mexico city lived between there, and maybe like you know, get a little second home in to loom because sell them.

I made it that. Yeah, I don't know. I um, I am looking so in therapy, the conversation was the same way I schedule everything for work, I should schedule my trips. So I know you've you've been planning this

UM in Europe and I'm just like, okay. So I'm thinking, I know Medina's going to South Africa for UM New Year's and I love, but I kind of want to go to Ghana and normally they have what is it affronation or and so I kind of want to go there, and I know it'll be expensive, but the idea of having relaxation, Like even right now, I'm actually so glad.

I was. I was about to call to Snick over to fuck me, and my period came on like eight days early, and so I was really really happy that I didn't call him to come over because then I want to have had to cancel. But then this other nig is coming into town. And he's coming into town, and what's the time you can do between dicks? Why I can hold you, but I'm still going out? What time? No? This this cou she is you need a little bit more, I'll just be busy. I mean a little I mean

a little bit mobile if you want to. You had the chance to fun two niggas, You've only got two days. I've done that before, like like like there was a problem and he doesn't know this, but whatever, I don't care about that nigga. I sucked a celebrity name. I think I told you I fu a celebrity nigga rapper that I never felt before a celebrity nigga rapper. Should I should say that? Right? Well, I don't have to

say that. No, it wasn't Eminem, wasn't Jack Cartlaw, Okay, but I this nig could have been a surprise nigga, Like Logic it was. That's my assistant jokes says that that man, that man right there, and I know we're by racials. I just don't. I don't know if I believe it. I saw the documentary, but I don't know the documentary. He got a whole little like series on YouTube about his life, so everything it's not the mama, I don't know. Well, damn, I don't only know I'm

really black because you know we're looking at him. I know y'all are looking at me as well. And so if y'all make question my blackness because of my wide ass mom that's been on this pod. No, my daddy didn't want to pay more child, he done so Buch, I know my daddy what I'm saying. And Logic also doesn't say nigga and the way he doesn't know, and I think it's because one he doesn't give a name. I don't think he knows. I don't think you know what's daddy is. That might be what it is, because

like nigga is that to me? Like when they're like they could be giving Blake Griffin something like that. You know what I'm saying, but he don't even give that. I ain't gonna hold you. I don't trust Gingers is by racials. Gingers Ginger, Oh, I don't know. I've seen black people with hair like that, you know, especially with the freckles and ship. Maybe haven't no Blake Griffins and nigga.

He's a light skinned nigga like myself. But nonetheless, well if I were, you've seen him around white women though, yeah, yes, one black girl he sucked though none. I do know one and she's brown skin. But other than that, I've seen him with white women. You know what, Maybe you go for what you know. That's actually when I know a nigga fuck white bitches. Bro. If you an athlete and I know no bitches there fucked you, it's because you don't fuck. Who's the guy I like with the earring? Uh? Butler,

he definitely white girl. But that's what I'm saying, Like, wait, did you even see the pictures? Well he turned off his comments. Uh, jailis j Ellis. Can I be honest? Uh? Can I tell him? On the flight back from Mexico, how can we be honest about interracial Okay, okay, so go ahead, let's talk about it. So did I tell you how I saw him? We never talked about you

seeing j Ellis on a flight, no ever. Okay, probably because I was talking about the moment, but also I didn't have and I think I also didn't talk to it about it because of the proximity of us being friends with Sharonis and like whatever. Yes, I talked to you about black men dating white women. So something happened on this flight. And this was the birthday trip I had. I was coming back. I recognized him. I don't know if he knows who I am, but we locked eyes,

and I know he wasn't checking for me. He was with his his girl and his kid. But I wonder if he was like girl, Oh, yes he does, because remember when he reposted the video about his and it was a fun merrier kill. Wait did he repost that? Yes? And so everyone was tagging me in the Sharoni's one. So there's because we do look alike when they morphed our face. But anyway, when they made Sharona look like

a bit, he looked like me. So long story short, something was going on where they were kind of like being really rude to his girl and he was like blacking on him. I think he was with his mother too. He was going off and not to tell his business rightfully, so he was defending her and he was like, she's with my child, that dada, and like kind of went off.

And then we got on the plane. Uh, everybody was sitting in first so anyway, no, but I remember he made his wife and his daughter go on the plane while he took care of what he had to take care of. And when he got on the plane, you know, I just kept looking and staring and I was like wow, like really came to the defense of his woman. And I was like kind of thinking to myself, like, you know, I wonder what it's like when you go off like that, because black people always want to be careful when they

go off. You're already famous, you're a tall black man, you're you're in first class, and the wife is white, and you still get treated bad. It was Mexico, But I wonder, like, does that make you feel more This was in my head the whole time we were flying back to l A. Bro. Does this make you feel more comfortable? Because you're like, well, there's the white person here, because I don't know when black couples go off. Like you know what I'm saying, You're already both so conscious

of it. And I remember thinking about that and also also thinking he was very attractive that he came to her defense. And I wasn't judging him for being with a white woman because we all have known about it for whatever amount of time. But when I saw that he turned off the comments, I actually felt bad because it's like, damn, this is the mother of my kid.

We've been together for however long, and I actually have to turn them off because it'll ruin my fucking day, like the love that I have with this person, and it's like I can't enjoy ship because y'all are just gonna go off on me. And it's like almost kind of gross, Like he turned the comments off, and then people found other ways to go off on him, like through his other photos, and I thought that was bad. I mean, I thought it was his tight sh it on Twitter like a normal person. To me, it was,

I mean, they were talking ship. I'm glad he liked put his comments off, but I guess then I'll ask you this in terms of you realizing him seeing himself as a black man in that situation and that he still got treated how he got treated x y Z how the conversation that wanted to bring up with us being even by racial So I'm not sure if you're you're you're aware, But alc Uh is now engaged to a white man. So is the new Supreme Court justice, So is Kamala Harris. So a lot of the black

women in very prominent positions. Um, we even see Eve now, who is one of our rap queens. I don't think you've counts. Eve was one of the first rappers that like, even before training, the accounts is like these are these are prominent dominent women, but we believe speak for us that are black voices for us, but date white men. So I would like to know then if you feel like they feel the same way as black women. I

would say two things. One, the Obama's are an amazing example of what black loves look looks like because you have a mixed president who was with a black woman black babies like they were a great example. However, I always say this, a lot of people meet from work. I would be curious to know if AOC and all of these other women you names, I don't remember. You just said, but if they met politics, did Kamala meet her man in at work in politics? Because man happens.

Ain't a lot of niggas there, Okay, okay, badly they're slim pickings if there's only five black men when you fucking go to You know what I'm saying that whatever Senate hearings or should they got going on, I don't know what. I remember she was an attorney, right, yeah, maybe you're I don't know. Yeah, I just know that like in terms of us talking about this, I know we don't like to see or and I wouldn't say we I'm talking social media has an issue with athletes

and all these people. These problem it black successful celebrities dating white women. The lot a lot of the black women though, date white men. And we don't see the same thing, even Serena Williams and I know you said, we don't say the same thing is because we know that black men are normally the ones that are going against the grain four black women and making us feel

like we don't have a choice. So it's like, you know what I'm saying, Like I think That's probably why when everybody's like, well, why what are you gonna say to Serena, and especially her she's with that goofy looking white niggers. Oh no, I just looked at all these men. They're not great looking. One is a ginger. Now, Christina Miliat, she gotta fine white man, you know, Cassie's white man actually is a good looking good that's a good looking white man. And then I did think that Jason Momo

was white. So I hated how much I listed frame over here. By the way. I just saw another movie recently. I was on the plane and I watched this movie called Ambulance. I know we talked about Ambulance and all that ship. But Jake Jilla Hall, he's a cutie. I ain't gonna hold you, even though he got something that he flirted me years. No, you did not tell me Jake Jila Hall farted with she. He just looked at me,

I think, But that's not is that flirting now? But like it was a look, I ain't gonna hold your jail. And I know we talked about it because I said his name correct. That was something else. No, it wasn't the flurry store too I know you like Block Goods with Jake Jilling haabitch. He was walking his dog in the Lauri east Side. I like that one. I'll be seeing him and I see um David Swimmer Ross from Friends.

That's the one with the brown here the brunette. Ros never heard a man being called a brunett, right, Why when you're a white man, you're a blogger brunette? What the fund are you talking about? Niggas is giving the a like Latina? Wait? Is he Latina? Know? Like how yours are feminine? Laying? Latina means woman. I think the in brunette. Oh yeah no. Um. Well, in terms of this week's episode, guys, we are doing a full home

mal segment. But I didn't have a vanilla ship. But now I just wanted to bring it up, um because it was kind of shocking for me. And while we were talking about Latina's latinos and everything happening, um, I wanted to bring up something that is still ongoing. So these are alleged accusations, but I wanted to know if you heard what happened with Ricky Martin. I don't know

the details. So Ricky Marrion was served with a restraining order over allegations that his nephew has come forward and said that they were Apparently he was living Levita Loca and some bussy. The nephew, I believe, is like now in his twenties. Um, I'm gonna click on this. Ricky

right have been arrested, right. I just know there's now like ship being I went to this like really elaborate dinner and everybody was like, kind of talk about current events, and but excuse me, how do you eat thirteen courses? You didn't fuck that night at all. There's no one to fun. There's no way you also fun after course next in Chicago, eleven courses to desserts. But long story short, everybody starts talking about current events. I think it starts

talking about Ricky Marty. It's like y'all heard about Ricky Martin. Two people like I'm eating. Do you know what's crazy? This might be why I like gay four now. My mama used to be obsessed with Ricky Martin growing up, and I'm like, moms, of course you love a gay man. Like no, no, he was fine. I'm sorry, I don't know what none of this day, what I would want to do with him but you want you want to who didn't want to sun him in that living video.

I never wanted to funk Ricky Martin. Okay, bitch at that time, I wanted to suck a little bout. Wow. Well, nearly also has good bussy. But according to this videogame, Ricky Martin was top tier and he put Arica Puto, Puerto Rican, Puerto Rican d LaVita Loca come out. So his bitchy look. By the way, his nephew right now is currently twenty one years old. Um, which is that's sick,

which means and Ricky Martin is currently fifty. So it is an alleged domestic violence allegation that has brought about from them allegedly having a relationship. I ain't gonna hold you never wanted it, maybe because I was. He does look kind of gay. Can I get the year this came out? When you live in LaVita Loca drop, I had to be an elementary. I don't think I was thinking about a second day when living first time, I was like, I don't know how to speak Spanish Loca.

Here's the thing about what makes this Ricky Martin, which I was eight or nine years old. I wasn't thinking of sucking. I still thought he was high. Did you want to Did you think of sex with Ricky Martin at eight or and n I know no, When at that age I remember thinking about making out. You wanted to make out with Ricky Martin? I don't know it was him, Like I said, the long haired nigger from Hanson, Taylor, I think his name was. You liked white men back then.

I like black boys, dude, as soon as just as as Justin Timberlake got with um Britney Spears, I said, this is in my realm, and I stopped liking white men ever since. Justin Timberlake. I took all his posters off my wall, took Brittany off my motherfucking wall too. That was when I knew they don't like me and I'm good. When he got with fucking blond haired as Britney Spears, I said that they had to be together. It's like Beyonce and jay Z. There was you lying

because we all thought Beyonce deserves someone better looking. Okay, but they thought she would Now it makes sense that Beyonce with jay Z. When Beyonce got with jay Z, we were like, how that was really a sad sorry behive, don't come she was a lesbian? Who could she have ended up with? Oh? If she was a lesbian, you know who I think she should have ended up with, being the heir that she grew up with. I won't say Eliah. They had chemistry. That can't say carry Hilson

because carry Hilson be getting dragged. They say that carry Hilson camp. You know they they had some sort of thing I would have loved, especially because I think she was she was nissy. I don't know about Missy why not? That's like loyal royalty Beyonce and Missy Elliott? Are you do? You know who I would have liked to see no bitch Brad with motherfucking Beyonce, because I just know hers trap game is fine over and she looks good in terms of royalty. Yes, let's go ahead and put her

with a Queen Latifa. But Queen Landiva be pressing her hair out that it all. It's with them braces. I ain't gonna suck you, I would say, I ain't gonna suck you. I know I ain't gonna. I ain't gonna hold you. I think I would fund Queen Lasifah yeah, you know what would you would you? Would you fuck Queen Latifa broke? Yeah, But I was just gonna say I did I have this on the podcast we were

talking about sucking Oprah you over. So we were out to eat and where were We were at Holloway House in l A, chilling my friends and this old dude walks by, but he looked super rich. And I was with a bunch of friends and the dude looked at me, just directly looked at me. It was all black people and older white guy. I wasn't bad looking, but then he like kept looking at me, and they were like, God damn, go get your next sugar daddy. And I was like, yo, y'all tell me you wouldn't suck somebody

rich rich? And then we started getting in the conversation Jeff Bezos, Elon Musk whatever, and I'm like, who would be y'all's and they were like Oprah bro down in the middle. After table said they would sup for the table said they would, the other half said they couldn't be a steadman. I think I want a stateman now I would. I ain't gonna hold you. Could I eat Oprah's pussy? Get the funk out of here. I would like,

I'm gonna eats in the mall Deeves for money? Or would you would you eat her pussy for Would you eat her pussy for free? Is what I'm saying. No, but queenland teep As I would, okay, but Oprah's would you eat her pussy for free? No? But that's the conversation. It's like, Okay, if I would sucking Jeff Bezoz or Elon Musk, who I wouldn't suck for free? Would I sucking Oprah? Yes? Okay, I'm trying to think of another Frish woman that's like, whoopee, bitches, you eating whoops pussy? Yeah?

You thought way too hard. You're not eating Whoopie's pussy because you know what it is. Whoopy Just be I don't know. I feel like, whoop, whoop, Whoopy is the black voice that I appreciate. Bitch, fuck you thought? What about Gail Nickas? Hey, Gail, remember how Snoop talk you out of pocket for that? All right? Gil? Did you see the video of I think it was Gail and Opere in their kitchen and they're sitting here cooking and trying to make us believe that they cook any of

their own foods. And bitch, all you heard was the tik tik tik tik tik tik tik. Bitch, they didn't know that the stove. Like, all you heard was the tik tik tik of the gas hitting the stove. I'm like, bitch, you wine all of us. We know y'all don't cook in this motherfucking kitchen. Motherfucker's I really do believe rich black people cook from time to time. I think you mission season. Did you watch the j low Um documentary on Netflix? I didn't. I need to watch. She cooks

a little bit. I don't believe that. I don't believe she was she cooked the PENNI what did she cook? What? What? It's a better me? Why don't you? Bitch? I lived in the Bronx, Bitch, I ain't gonna hold you had a roommate that was Dominican, went to some restaurants, bad me, bitch. I know y'all heard the accents earlier. Bitch. I know how to say bad meat because that's what I like. And I know I've been dating a Muslin for the last motherfucking two years. That mean this year I want

some better me. I want some pig. I like that ship. I want the animals that eat ship again. That so you don't eat cat fish? I mean, so you don't so you don't eat shrimp. No, so you don't like crab. You only you know bottom mass feeders. That's all that is is roaches. They bottom feeders. You eat lobster, You eat lobster. Bitch, We all eat ship bottom feeders, down ship eaters, bottom feeders, shit eaters, like medina. Anyways, this episode, guys,

we're getting into some home mail. This first one is called Orgasms plus Attachment. If you guys have been listening to this podcast, Weezy and I have both been in relationships um over the last few years. I think we've been in relationships since we started the pod, amongst different people. I entered my first and the last two years and now we're dating. So I wanted to start off specifically

with this whole mail. By the way, if you have a whole mail or a whole confession, please send it over to Horrible Decisions that's w h O R E I B L E Decisions at gmail dot com. We need some mode. We need some mode because you're obviously I can't. Definitely, Guys, you listen to this pot right now, right exhaust you listening to this ship. We ain't gonna tell y'all sex clubs anymore, and where to find them. You have to find them your own. Okay, if people ask you for three seme yet in your d m

oh no, I've said enough. I'm not fucking fans. But also, if you want a threesome, We're not give you that advice anymore. Listen to what Kiki said last week Lewis with Susia b k Like, bro, there's enough content on this mother fucking podcast on how to have a threesome. I shared a couple of weeks ago about how the funk to be a unicorn on vacation. Like, ladies, it's not that fucking hard, even what your friends. This is how much people, I didn't even realize this happened. Last

night was so much. My flight got canceled. I went to some music festivals in Chicago, and I heard everybody's like canceled yesterday from New York. Uh So I stayed at SOHO. I'll shout out to all the black people that work there. They all listen to horrible decisions. Amazing. All of them listen to horrible decisions, like I don't think I saw in Chicago all of them. I was like, yo, okay, y'all just like book us and I can get a free membership because I heard us how to do anyway.

So bro, it's the point where I got upgraded to a huge room just because a girl listens to a decisions. So I couldn't complain, but I will complain about this one thing. Um. It was dope to meet all those people, of course, but I'm eating alone, okay, and this girl comes up to say, what's up about horrible decisions? I'm like, cool, we talk whatever a mid bite of a burger, and she's like, I know you're eating, but I just have to ask you something. She didn't even ask me for

a picture. She asked me about three cent advice, you know what? And I said, girl, how long even listen to her decisions? She's like, like four years? Y'all be lying? There's no lying. We didn't told y'all how to fund two people, two niggas, two bitches, A man, a woman, A couple of them, him, a SHEI, A her? Or what out we've talked to on how to fund yourself. I'm sick of it, so I make sure to pick out ones that we're not asking for fucking three cents.

So this one is quite interesting because I think it's very much where I recently was in my relationship and where you may be as well with your I'm gonna call him your babysitter, your dog sitter right now, see what I mean. Hi, weez and Mandy. First off, want to say that I love your unapologetic energy. It's inspiring. It makes my heart too fold to see women express their authentic selves. I watched you and Weezy's pod episode about fantasy confessions and date night ideas, and the beginning

conversation conversation completely resonated. I had to reach out to you, Mandy, because the day prior I was researching and reading about orgasms and attachment. And y'all have to start off here because if you don't know, we is a fucking email. I guess you could say I'm going through you. No, I added that one in it. This is why I said we're gonna start off here first. I guess you could say I'm going through the same thing where I was dating someone and they did something to betray me.

We talked about it. I had compassion, Shin, and I'm trying my best to lead with forgiveness while recognizing and not forgetting about my value and worth. But I still have the desire to remain friends. You all know how that failed miserably for me, as well as explore sexual experiences with this person. I like the idea of exploring together because the sex is fucking bomb and there's a sexual trust foundation already there. I'm sure we will hear on the next spot. By the way, this is an

old She talked about how my beers went. We clearly got back together and now we broke up since then. But her question is, do you think you can really separate the two separate having an orgasm and receiving the chemical that releases within the brain that causes the attachment.

There's history there, there's love there. Do you really think it's possible to have sex with an ex, explore together, but move forward with not having a relationship attachment asking because in my opinion, the answer is no. But that's just in my situation. I realized that every situation is different.

But I could literally feel the oxytocin release within my entire body, which then caused me to really question that this is something that will benefit me moving on while I'm really enjoying exploring and indulging and experiences and fantasies together. What do you say? He said oxytocin because I was like I was, I'm kind of tired, and I literally like say oxycon not oxycoton. It's not oxycoton. It is not oxycotton. Ma'am um. I want to show you guys

or play you guys something really quickly. So Old Bay and I don't have sex. I don't want to suck that nicket. But you can look Ana ask you only because in terms of love, if you guys have been listening to this podcast, the amount of times y'all say, y'all have you had someone called lover boy who you did say, there was a potential for y'all to link in Europe, you guys have been able to maintain. How have you been ab I was just gonna say, okay,

there we got there's time. They just broke up. They're trying to do it. You had just broke up, you were trying to do it. It doesn't work when there's too much time because you haven't gotten over when there's not enough time, right, But here's really done. Okay. So Nina went to the park with another dog and Nigga's are dumb. Live video photos have sound, and he says he pictured the Nina with this cute ass dog and I'm like, I noticeable, There's no way there ain't a

bitches dog. Wait? Wait, wait, so you knew it was a live photo, so you wait? Is this the one house hold on? Wait? Wait, look at the girl's hand. That ain't bro. That could be a girl, some random dog woman? You sit? Who wait? You saved all the pictures of Nina and another dog in the part I didn't save them. That's impressed it in the I message, But as I was saying, you knew they were live, so you wanted to hear the background noise would be But I don't care. But what if that was just

a bitch at the dog park? Yeah? This Nigga anxious. But I tell y'all, Steve Jobs got all y'all funked up. Y'all are all getting caught by cheating. I don't even know if I shared this on this spot, but where I knew I was in love and dating a liar. This nigga sent me a fucking picture when he was sick, not the day in time, okay, bitch. It was a whole I v in this nigga's arm, so I was really nerve. Oh bitch. I was like, oh my god, let me send you some soup. Oh my god, are

you okay? He's like, yeah, I'm good, I'm getting some some liquids. Shot to me all that bullshit. I said, I don't know why, let me say this picture the picture was from one. So I waited, still told him I would send him soup. No. We sat in person and I said, hey, I need you to lot to be better because this ain't working the picture. Giving that the picture you sent me is from one, why did he live? You ready? He looked at me dead in my face and was like, oh, I sent you the

wrong picture. I said, we're not doing this. We're not doing this. And while I love this man dearly, we talked about this with contint young. I don't think niggas want the freedom literally talk to me, literally, be honest with me, and if you're gone, they don't know the good. This is like I literally desid I know I love this thing of y'all. 'all don't understand, ladies. If you're listening, if you're fucking listening, you know you don't know know this.

So this was right before we broke up. This was this, This was how this was recent. Let me tell you, ladies, I don't know if and I've been in therapy, so maybe this is what that is. But fellas and ladies, I'm gonna talk to both, y'all. Sometimes we love so much, we know when you lying and we choose to ignore it. And I love this nigga so fucking much. I sat across from him eat a motherfucking Italian. I had my oysters and I had my octopus. He had his fucking

parmesan chicken with spaghetti. It was delicious. I kept it for for leftovers the next thing. And I looked at him and I said, I fucking love you. Can you lie to me better? Because as much as I love you, I hate that you don't even know how to lie to me and me feel like I'm not cared about bro like you're nigga, guess a goof like you're lying to me and his women. We know y'all be thinking, we don't know nigga, we know, and sometimes we're so in lust and so in love that sometimes we don't

want to confront you. Now, I don't like confrontation, so I've I've wanted him to believe I believed him. I didn't this time. I sat in front of you and motherfucker showed you you'll be lying, and you still lie. I'm good. We need to know what that. He don't know what to say. But with this particular thing, he's not my niggas, I don't care. Did you ask him who the bitch's voice was in the back? Did you tell him you called a bitches voice in the back

of those two things? Nina's been around my knicks. Okay, honey, that's my Chad. He's a part time dean. Now. I've give him baby daddy. I don't want to make him feel like one. I need him to watch and too. I don't want him to feel like I'm clocking him like that, like what I'm saying. But it's funny because he must have known how I asked it, because I I was like, oh, let me see her da da da, and he ain't answer. I was like, all right, call me, you can't. He did call me like hours later, I'm like,

so the visual. I was like, what do you mean to do yesterday? And he was like, we went to the dog parks. I was like, oh, whose dog? Was it? My home girl? Because he was like he mustn't you know. He was like, somebody told me he figured it out. Somebody doesn't horrible decisions and found me. He'd be really scared. Now he's like, my home girl. Um, she just got the dog, you know, she just doesn't want to have it around other dogs because the shots and stuff. Our

child getting picked. I say, but he took me on a bait with the girl. Mhm. He told me. He was like, um talking about how they went to dinner blah blah blah, Like just you and I talked about I know this is just a dog. So for those of you all listening, let's let's maybe turn this into child because the dog is a little child. Did y'all talk about bringing the dog around your other partners and ship? Because I ain't got away Ben talk to him for

a long time. Just got cool. I feel bad, like when I be sucking other niggas of the house and body being I know body noticed another niggas body was was a kitten when he met my soulmate and we've been together for the last two years. My nigga helped me move into this apartment. I've not had other niggas in my apartment until recently. And I'm like, I know, I know my cat judging me. Oh, Nina just wants to be played with. But dogs are O mean, dogs are different than cats. But I would had one nigga

shine like, and I really peeped it. You've been around that. She's a very sweet dog. She wants to just cut it with you. That's just the type of dog. Whatever. But I wish And I was like, what it's like babies, You know when babies get a weird vibe and people say babies don't oh, And I told him and he was like, oh, she ain't sucking. Let me. He must have around her bunch of niggas. I said, I do, and she like all of them. You told him that, So did you fuck him? Because the energy was off?

I don't know. I just like I didn't like the company you must have around all your niggas I do, and what and what about? But no, I think, um, you know, once this whole thing happened with me, being gone this weekend and her and the dog and that, Like I realized I really don't care, and I'm actually

really glad I don't care. I wanted to get to this point, you know what I'm saying, like to where I almost felt like I did a fucking cord cutting when I found out that he was like bringing Nina around girls because one I ought to be real, I don't trust that, like he's gonna put her in a bad situation. I know I sound like I'm talking about a kid you are talking about, but yeah, like why have the jealousy? You know what I'm saying, Like why saying Weber in the house? Valid? Valid? A little daddy.

I'll tell you what though, Now he gotta start paying for ship. Nina has a check up on Friday. He needs to pay for that. The groomer isn't soho one fifty He put his card down and he'll be paying for it. Like no, now this is stuff you need to pay for you really? So are you Gonnada? Like a baby? What Monk Claire Jacket and little listen for the wintertime I sent him? The only goes like you can get her that, Oh you're treating him like a nigga. I have the baby, got the child. Most of the time.

You need to be the bank valid. That's what my mom means to think. That's why we went to corporate child sport. All right. Last one, this one is titled Manifesting Daddy. There's a story plus an update in this one, so keep along with with the stories. Okay, Hi, Mandy and Wheezy. I tried sending this a few weeks ago, but spelled horrible wrong and the emails so I never went through. Yes, bitch, it's w h O r E I b l E. Y'all be one to play a is that I? It is? I b l E like

horrible literally horrible spelled with ho. You're not a horror, that's able, You're horrible, You're horrble. So here's the backstory. I'm twenty four years old, Oh baby, you young, and have always had the fantasy of hooking up with an older man, a dad specifically, I feel like daddy could be sixteen these niggs best and I think she's talking forties has to be, she said a dad, So I feel like maybe she thinks someone who could be her

dad for forty plus. Okay, I nanny for a beautiful family for almost two years until the parents got an ugly divorce and they ended up letting me go. From the moment I walked into the door to interview to be their babysitter, I had fantasy the fucking of hooking up with the father. I could always tell he was

attracted to me. He would never hesitate to come out of the room shirtless and in his swim trunks, compliment my hair, makeup and outfits, and would always ask me about my boyfriend and if I was still with him. This is so sick. I was always respectful and professional while I worked for their family, but couldn't help but flirt back here and there when I was getting the vibes from the dad. After about five months of no contact with the family, I decided to follow the dad

on Instagram. He accepted right away and asked me to tell him everything about my life and how I've been, and liked all of my hottest pictures. Recently, he has been NonStop liking my Instagram stories and leaving flirty comments in my d M s, even going as far as telling me that I'm hot a f and that we should quote unquote link up, but hasn't put in any

initiative to invite me over and take me out. Obviously, he wants me, and I want to shoot my shot, but I don't want to take it too far, too fast, and make him think I'm just young and easy to hook up with. I am fully confident that I can. This happened in the ways that I feel I manifested. They're divorced in an attraction to me. Wow, bro, if you I just wanted to hurry the funk up and make a move. Here's a quick update before we get

into the question. Literally the day that I tried sending the story to you guys, the dad responded to a story that I posted on Instagram and told me that I was hot a f and that he wants to take me out. Since then, we've hung out a few times and have been having the best sex I've ever had in my life. It's like we're both living out our porn fantasies of fucking the babysitter. Here's the question, weezy,

there's still one. Yes, there is. We are super open about everything, and he mentioned to me that he wants to role play with me as his personal trainer. Since I'm a trainer in real life. I am super open to this, but we are still getting comfortable with each other, and this is something that I wanted to surprise him with a little later down the line. I have role played before, but never as a trainer, and I don't know how to introduce this. This is the bedroom and

it's not your typical role play scenario. Any tips, Okay, I'm gonna tell you what. I'm kind of into that idea because she's a trainer. Right. So there's a place called the Stretch Lab. Have you ever heard this place? Never heard of that in my life. Well, this is why I said here. We got this last one, y'all.

You see how Weezy knew how to give him motherfucking the personal play out I'm talking to in l A got me a gift certificate to go to Stretch Lab and he'd been going there for a minute and one day, I think it was after sex. But I've been working out a lot, probably cause I know I'm going on these girls working a lot, and I was like, really fucked up, and he knew it and he was and

I hadn't even been a stretch lab yet. Okay, he lays me down, puts my knee into my chest, turns me over on this ottoman and like puts me on my stomach, puts my leg into me. No, like just full on stretching, telling me to push my foot against him, into his chest. And he's looking at and I was like trying not to get warny, and I'm still not at the stretch lab and it's just him doing what he knows for going for years. So like I'm on my back, I'm looking at him and like he's widening

my legs. I have panties on, but you can see my pussy and it's funny because like I know, he's taking it serious and I'm not panties on and he's putting I don't have panties on right now, so I can't do it. But he takes my leg all the way to the other side and he's like push it back to me and he's like counting, and I'm like, we're also warny. So then I go to the stretch lab. It's on Beverly, but they got one in New York.

Apparently they got him everywhere. Okay, so the guy that fucking is doing it is gay, and I still man, he still wanted to. I couldn't even help it. It was like getting a really good massage. Okay. He made me interlock my fingers like this, put them in the back of my head. I'm like a breathing in and out like with a open mouth, and he's like pushing my elbows back and now my tiddies are popping out. Also, I wore short so it was a lot of skin

to skin contact. He had to get on the table to pull my legs apart for I was so horny. And there's other beds there that he was attractive. He want my type. He was maybe five, and you still got wet, little Latino man um. But there's other there's eight beds around you. It's not like private room. This is very professional. Like you have to wear grip socks because you might slip and you could, you know, pull something. Then I had to like get off of it, put

my leg down while he pushed into my ass. Bro I was texting this nigga in the middle of ship like I am so I cannot waite to leave and bitch, I'm so horny, and he just keeps talking to me and he's like, what do you do for work? I don't want to talk what I want to I wanted to suck his I didn't even think he was cute, that's how good she was. I say that to say, if you're gonna do the personal trainer fantasy, whatever you know about stretching, stretch and I used to talk about

that with my ex. And this is probably what I missed most is that after he sucked the dog shit out of me, like this would be like a morning thing we did. It was never a night thing. But when he would suck me so crazy in the morning, he would literally spend another five minutes stretching me, like literally pulling my leg, putting it up to my chest, stretching my arms, doing a little literally. I felt like I was a fucking athlete fucking half court stretching before

the final. And he would stretch me to where I'm like, damn, you know you just sucked the dog shit out of me because we brought out the toys, so I felt like I just sucked three people, but it was really just you and two dildos and you fucking stretched me. It's so stretching where you have this where you don't know how you can play into a trainer fantasy. I think you guys should actually work out at home. Oh like, don't even like go on a date, like literally working stretching.

The stretching is not working out. No, it's not work out at home. You get sweaty, because sweaty isn't smelly, like if you're clean and sweat it's it's not you know what I mean. It's like that musk. Like I like it when I get like that, especially when I'm like running windy bitch. Musially, I'd just be like, I don't know, and then you're all like open and ship and you get a rush from working out. I don't know what y'all can do at home. Put a video on what was the shawn t sanity? What's on this?

Play that on? I think it's easier again role playing. Its real quick too, because we we did some homemails this episode. I know we got off on a tangent. But if you have a role play story of a nonpradition, non traditional role play scenario, that's what I want to hear. We know the nerves, we know the car, we know the right bird, we know all that ship. This was one where you just gave a whole fucking scenario, and

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of uh kettles and pots. However, I mean my take on it was, of course, just the accountability part at the end of the day. Yeah, I guess we could sit here and sit on the fact that we've all fell for niggas that wasn't shipped. But to me, at some point you have to be able to see who the person is when when they show you them. And first off, you were never the only one or the main one. Me me the baby mom and other women were also in the picture. Um, and then outside of that,

he left you while you were pregnant. But did you ever think that man could degrade you on Instagram live and put your baby on there and keep you you while you were pregnant? And according to the family, you also did she was already p the baby. Yeah, but you also didn't even show up for the baby shower. You didn't show up for me or the baby before the baby was here. Baby. So I just feel like,

no to me. Like, that's the thing. We all date men with the lens of the idea of them or the potential of them, without really just acknowledging who the funk they are right in front of our eyes. But what is she supposed to so like? And here's the other thing. Understand, he left her when she was pregnant. He didn't show up to the baby shower. Okay, she has the baby. He's like, yoll move in with me. It's your first kid. I'm gonna help you out. Who's

gonna say no to that? Your emotions are crazy. I've never had a baby, You've never had a baby. We've only had friends with babies. Right, they're all fucked up with hormones. And you're telling me I'm gonna say no to the father of my child inviting me in his home and possibly making it work. And granted she probably is in love with him, Like, no, dude, you're gonna recamp the happy memories. What are you gonna do start

fucking with another nigga? No, you want to feel that can unity and that father said, and that feeling is crazy because girl, the first baby mama that you've been back and forth foot she prayed it right now again, So you don't move them with this figure and he's expecting another child with the woman that she's supposed to do. She's supposed to be a grown ass woman. She wasn't supposed to sell her home in l A to move half across the country where she knows nobody, has no friends.

She said that that's why I took her so long to even leave the house. Like to me, no, I'm sorry, it's a grown ass woman. This being hasn't showed up for you. So for you to put all of all of your hope into this man who hasn't been able to show up for you since at some point, you gotta you gotta fault yourself. I think that you can't say that when someone's just had a baby. I think you could say that for someone that like it's just with the and they've been in love. Like we've said this,

and this is the problem of Danny. She probably thought that baby was gonna get them back together. A lot of people keep a baby, have a baby and hope that it makes a bond stronger or yes, but or a man can show up differently. You can't see of a girl that just had her first child the same. It's the same way, and I'm gonna say it, it's the same ship. I said about Summer Walker and her Raggedy Ass album. Yeah, you sat here and argued with all the other baby mamas thinking that you was gonna

be different. Danny thought because she was a yellow bone, she was gonna be treated different than that. But and and trust me, and I saw this tweet from Crystal that I really liked. It was like, y'all really got me sticking up for this. He want me because I'm yellow bitch, because that's how trash the baby is. But you're saying that we know this, but he ain't gonna stay blah blah, Mandy. She she was twenty four, like I think she's now or six, Like, do you really like,

can you really say that? But that's what I'm saying, like can we and by we I mean people that say you should know better? Can we really say that if you've already been through a shitty situation and with a nigga like the girl is young, I just don't And I really feel like he exploited her. I feel

like what he did was fucked up. I just don't like using that young excuse for someone who's twenty six, because we still have niggas in their thirties and forties who's still like to me, No, there's a lot more resources now, there's a lot of people telling you what to do, what not to do. There's you've sat here and been dragged by the internet. You've seen how bad this man has treated you over the years. It's been

in your face. And she literally said she was like, I feel so bad that I didn't listen to the Internet. The fact that you have to be like, damn Internet, you was right, everyone was telling you. You chose to ignore all the red flags. We just spoke about how everybody was posting the red flags, bitch. Thep ships was flaming hot. They wasn't even off off white. They wasn't even hot pink. They was read the whole time like so to me, No, at you're eighteen year an adult.

You're twenty, you're twenty one, you're twenty two, you're twenty five, you're twenty six, you're thirty, you're thirty one. I'm not gonna just call someone in their twenties, late twenties, mid twenties young. Oh my god, this is not like she's the high tw