I guess what decision we're about to make a horrible decision. Does anybody wants some of the coffee? Because I don't need anymore? What's your coffee? Um? Tried tea lot with with almond milk. Used to be oat milk, but the best coffee order. I don't know if you've ever had this brown sugar shaking espresso with oat milk. But I ordered breakfast with an extra shot of expresso? Say why don't we say express though? Is it getting? Is what espresso?
Who said that? Italians? Because I've also been there, I've been. I ain't been. I ain't gonn hold no. I feel like that's someone that likes food. But but see now I can't eat all them carbs, so I should have went when I was a fat bitch. I'm not gonna be able to eat all that pasta and stuff like. I literally don't like carbs. I now have to go back to Asia because I like raw food. I need all the raw ship. Give me all the raw ship, raw dick and all. Not really, but just saying, don't
do that angle yours like it's like a penis. Yeah, do you ain't getting that? But oh yeah, we should definitely podcasts. It's called Horrible Decisions. And we like to eat and drink coffee. I I can't believe we have the same coffee. Um order, are you really surprised? I am surprised because we don't have but now a coffee orders that. But also I say expresso. It's not fuck them, they made it. It's not like I'm that bad where I'm out here saying, you know what it's giving. It's giving.
I don't need to call it um oxtail, don't I hate an s on the end oxtails. Oh my god, I'm just saying you sound like that, complaining about out of here English, saying it like an English word, and which we say espresso the same way. I don't know what country it originated from. Bitch. I just started watching college on b et. Bitch. Why why do all of us our community, why don't we say ambulance? We don't know?
You have to watch College lamb et. It Literally everyone that is on there from fucking India, Love Slim Thug, Ninie Leaks. Everybody was like because fucking Safty Dash was so extra and it was like, yeah, man, the ambulance came. Ambulance everybody in green screen said ambulance. Okay, see this, I do think country niggas say things differently. Okay, I'm trying to think if anyone is from the West Coast, because like ambulance, Like, think you just said it? How
you say now? I say ambulance. I'm a nigga. But I also like when they were saying that, I was like, I don't think this was right, but everyone is able to say pillow. You don't you just said it right though, because I was like, you know how to say it, you just choose to say it wrong. Can I speaking to be an nigga? Let me tell you guys something that I got really fucking judged for. So I recently moved into a new place in l A And it's a house. And I only moved into a house because
I really want to buy a house. And my homegirl Liz, was like, you have to live in it first to experience it. A few things about living in a house. One I wanted a backyard so I could write people over and kick it. I wanted a front porch because I wanted to like smoke and talk to it about people as they walk. And also like I'm kind of tired of living in like a building whatever. Living in the house is terrifying because you're so close to like
the street, and I grew up in a house. But for some reason, living as a single woman, I'm like, holy shit, I got a gun within forty eight hours of being in the house. I was like, I cannot. My mom was like, please, don't get a gun because it's gonna be illegal. D DA. I was like, do you want me, dad, or now you want California is not illegal, I know, but I didn't have enough time, so it's illegal. You're telling the world you got an illegal gun. Bitch, I'm telling the world. I'll shoot you
if you run up in my ship. Be telling on myself here allegedly, can we ad a lily? Allegedly, I'm sucking strapped? I got mad. Did you go purchase it from? Did you have a friend that just sold you that gun? I'm gonna talk about but you have someone that just knew where to get you guns? I mean, honestly, the guns probably legal. So I watched so real quick. I do watch enough shows you have to scratch off the no man. So I'm working on getting the license or whatever.
But like I was just like, yeah, I need to get the license after you after purchase. I needn't get my own kind of gun. I just was like, I called this nig need to be trapping, Like I ain't gonna hold you. You You got the person on the You gotta scrutch that ship off, bro, because what if there's a body on that. But I'm gonna be real with you. I thought about Colin Lambo, but you know, he don't live in l anymore, and I didn't want him to bring one of his niggles over there because I don't
wanta have to fuck up. But anyway, that's not okay. Well then you technically could have got it for free. You could have got a gun for free if you fuck him, right, man, he could get three guns. That's crazy. They just be sucking dick are weed all the time. I think you could. I didn't have to funk him because his friends are fine. And then you in the house and you feel like you wouldn't want his friends
for a free gun. Our guts expensive nowadays. By the way, let's start off this episode with a you know we are not for the n r A and uh no, no, no, not control. I'm just talking about like run up in my ship, you get shot. But anyway, so I got whatever this is in the house. I forgot where I was going. Oh yeah, everybody had been coming over helping me with ship. Dang the aar and it came to hang shape. My mom flew in to help me with ship.
And for some reason everybody wanted to judge my welcome matt, which is watermelons, and what you bought that on purpose? Yeah? You bought a oh a floor mat for the entrance of your house and it's watermelons, So welcome match because I didn't say welcome, No, it just has watersons. So wait, my homeboy not ring the doorbell, shot out of pre excited about the verse, did not raise the doorbell. He came to my house and saw this ship. He said,
because that watermelons, a you're welcome? I said yeah. He said, when you ring the doorbell, does it also say love that chicken from pop Eyes? What's crazy about me? I have the most niggerish like, Well, they took it out of it. Mine st bitch don't wear no shoes in the house. So that was out front of my door for weeks. I think the neighbors didn't like it. The buildings said that it wasn't allowed to do had the one I was in the bronx bitch, I'll paid a
ray here. The building of the neighbors said I couldn't have that map for whatever, maybe because bitch was on its children. I mean, your friend, what the fun? I use colorful language. What's the fucking problem? Literally? Who are you? I really appreciate you. Shout out to all the parents that like don't like censer around their kids. Like I've been to lunch with a few friends in the last few new kids start cussing. It's like my homegirl says
all the time, and I'll never forget it. I was saying with her my mom and I kept saying, fucking I excuse myself. She was like, you're an adult. She's a child. That's not where she don't even worry about it. Like, oh yeah, I say that all the time. Bitch, I ain't pushed no kid on my coach. I want to talk about is like I won't get super vulgar about sex. I will. I was at fun spot like goddamn, I love some sucking, big old dick right in front of kids, and my mom was like, oh, my god, and then
she had a shot and then she stopped telling me that. Like, but I was a fun spot in Orleans. Watermelon Matt is getta. That's not ghetto saying. I like to dick fuck them kids. First off, it was the middle of the week. I said, why are you on it in school? Do you like watermelon? Watermelon? Yo, don't test my black No, that's not testing. First of all, that's not that's the testing of no. Because he said, you love watermelon that enough to have it as a fruit, and you're welcome.
I actually just said watermelon is actually tastes like water, and let's they put the tagent on it and then and then as good as fun. They can't saying that you gotta plip season an old watermelon. No, no no season, and you can do a watermelon diet. I'm gonna be real with you all. I'm sorry of this triggering somebody. I'm on my Lorie Harvey right now. I'm on some serious diet culture and I know I'm drinking this that's not very um diet of you. And it's calories, water
with some and almond milk, a lot of carps. You could suck my day. They don't have watermelon with it. Wait almonds. Almonds are carps. Yeah it's better. Yeah, Oh wait, wait, let me go back to the house. So being in a fucking house is so scary, bro, Like, oh my god, don't get me wrong. I've got the cameras, I've got the security centers when you walk outside, nigga, I had a six lan flight, so had to leave it for you out outside, Like, I'll start to tell me bark,
it was something going down. So I just kept getting louder and louder in case somebody was out there to kill me. I was like, yes, babe, I'll be right back. Yes, I'm outside. Are you coming to I was, I don't. I was just making it up. Bro. It's so dark, and I live in a really busy area. I live in West Hollywood. I was still fucking scared. I don't know what it is, but there's a weird thing about l A to me for some reason, that feels so much more empty and scary in New York because niggas
gets shot and they rob houses out there. Even in calabata I don't like niggas. Like celebrities, are you saying like New York has a heavy crime, a big crime rate too, right, But I don't never be scared. It's weird. I feel more safe in New York then when I go to fucking Atlanta because Nigga we here, y'all, Nigga's both Now they're checking your social media. Look up the
new gun laws. They're allowing now people to get guns in New York, which is not gonna make me a little scarier, but here to know that, like Nigga's cake really carried that ship, I'd be good I here. When I'll be in Atlanta and my friends be yelling at cards, I'll be like, stop, they'll shoot us. Like I'd be so scared in Georgia. I just feel like niggas just gonna run up so your car while you pump gas. All my friends got their windows broken into, and all
of them. I have multiple friends who have had cars stolen. My friend, one of my friends cars, she had a range over. It got stolen at the gas pump she was pumping her gas. They hopped in the car and drove off with her fucking ship. Literally, they're busting windows in Atlanta. Atlanta is a scary fucking place. They literally just actually put something in the city of Atlanta. If a business has two violent crimes within a two year time span, the city can set a curfew. It's the business.
What do you mean a business? So like say, now, how you know certain clubs, like we used to go outside, We used to because I don't be in clubs somewhere. But say you go to a club and you know, motherfucker's be fighting or shooting and it has like a history of that in in Atlanta, Georgia. If you have two violent crimes, the city can put a curfew in your business or shut you down like it was gonna have one when when when it was sitting outside that
damn always I said, what's my head? Oh yeah, like yeah, dude, honestly, could I just make y'all go ahead, make us laugh because this is really funny to me. Make a laugh and you love being Betty, I don't care. H I want to say a few things that need to preface why this is hilarious, hilarious to me, this whole situation when WTF came about a year and a half ago. One of the main reasons this studio is built the way it is, And I said it even yesterday to
you yeomy as a photographer in here. When we used to record horrible decisions, we used to use different spaces and have to bring in camera men, bring in a photographer because that was the level of attention that a show like this needed, and I believe all shows need that kind of attention. So it was like, why not build not just the podcast that let the cameras to go with it, because it's fucking needed and funny enough, like now some of those studios are doing the same
thing and bringing cameras because it makes sense. People want video, so that is something that we offer that is actually a tier of how engineers get paid, like to break another level, right because we make more money, so they make more money. When you had on video, This is not an event right space, This is not an Airbnb. You can't rent it by the hour without someone being present. So why the funk would you leave a Google review
and tell me, oh wait, they lets Google reviews. I didn't know that they said that this was for a beginner podcaster Google review per real Swear to god, Mandy, this was last week when I was son, Alex was like, oh, let no, they're bad about me not letting them bring their cameras in also berated me about not bringing their cameras in, like basically saying why why why, And I'm like, bro, this is not how our business models run go somewhere
like I don't know what to say. I mean not even made the point about how engineers make more money. And then also a lot of the reason it's kind of like the camera quality, because these cameras are of a certain quality. So it's like what if the clips aren't a certain way or whatever, like it just didn't want it. Also like you have to move our ship around? Are you going to replace? No, so like stop, just let me run my ship the way it is, or you don't have to come. It's a fucking ad on.
They also made mention that we can't add an intro or outro sound. Do you really think a fucking studio of this caliber can't do that? It's a fucking add on. You don't want to spend the money to add on cameras, fine, but don't break me and talk about how my it ain't ship and it's for beginners because I won't let you bring your cameras in because I'll tell you what a beginner is, someone that needs to build their ship
from the ground up. You know why people fucking invest in doing this because they don't have the fucking time because they're not a fucking beginner. I bet you can't do that again. What, Yeah, that's hard. I like, really don't appreciate people like trying to tell me how to run my ship and then we'll, like, I understand a fair review. If you had a poor experience or someone treated you badly here, or someone sucked your ship up, that makes sense for a bad review. Don't tell me
because I won't let you bring in cameras. That's a problem. How many times have we had to tell people know a lot and guess what, don't come back or book the cameras here. That's the way it fucking works. This is not one of those places where cameras aren't available. So sorry, if it ain't mine, is it? And I cannot fucking believe these niggas said that was for beginners. I mean, no, it's not what it is. I don't
know what you mean. I mean, we still book up so fun are you talking about right after this and the one after this and the one after this in the two rooms that we got here in the Lake, thank you. So Now, if there was an empty room where you can bring your equipment in, I believe you can find that on splay, Sir, you can go to another podcast studio the way they're fucking be empty for you. But why it's not a podcast studio otherwise it's an arab and B to me. So no, you knew what
it was. Don't do me like that. And that ship had me fucking living. I mean, realistically, that's something that both of y'all have to exhibit in having studios, in the sense of like you know, like you know that this is the place that someone can see you one day somewhere at some time. Oh yeah, you know what, let's all be professionally here and just be cool. It's
so crazy. That's that's why I'm too. Like I have the gate that comes down, I have cameras in all the rooms, but like my name is on the door, like w t F. Everyone knows what this is and it's weird, Like yeah, my friends are like, oh my god, you're not have security. No, Like it's weird because I still don't feel like we're that level of celebrity where
we need. I mean, we are, definitely, but not to needing, like not to needing like security when I go out to eat and ship like like my friends be so shocked, but I'd just be like, yeah, it's not gonna hop on the train. Work like they're like you are people working? Bug out about me taking this stepway and judge me taking the train from girl my homegirl was like, um, you have to go to the studio right now, right, And I was like, yeah, I'm gonna hop on the train.
She said without a mask. But also why aren't you taking her car? I'm like, bitch, because I could just hop on the l and go straight there. Like she's like, you're hopping on the train. I'm like yeah, like literally just kids on the train like eight years ago. Um, it's like a really before I had a podcast, and I remember thinking he was crazy, like you're no, this is but it's real, Like we're fucking real people. Like I want to speak to people. If they say hi
to me on the train, that's cool. But also like I don't like the biggest thing I'm I don't know the JFK experience. Recently, this girl was judging me, Mandy, she I can't believe you ain't take an uber from the airport. I was like, bro, I'm right off the jet, Like what do you mean, Like, what's the fucking big deal? And honestly, sometimes it's quicker, you know, it would be way quicker. I mean not only cut off six minutes, but I saved thirty two dollars. Don't thirty dollars to
get to JFK. No, no, no, I'm talking about coming here from my studio like the time. That's what I'm saying. Nigga, we normal but not I mean, I don't know, but yeah, like I I say that to say too, like just with women, like I feel like we're all happy to be back outside again and just kind of like feeling free. But like, fuck that niggas is hungry out here and crazy. I wanted to get into for this episode. I wanted to do some manifestation ship anything that you want for
your dick, dating love life. This maybe before the summer end. It's crazy. We talked about this an episode or two ago. I'm not managing manifesting anything with men right now. No, no, no, no, not love, not dick, not niggas. Like the just the excitement of like my studio is like really exciting like my first guest literally just got done having an interview with Neo. Neo is great, by the way, if you
have a yet self explanatory out, now get it. It's amazing. Um. And just spending time with my friends, Like I'm going to Vegas. We're gonna do the Usher Residency. I'm making. Oh I'm so excited about that, especially after this fucking MPR. How much for this? Oh wish? They're all over like and U t n W me can't get it? Been asking don't work as you said. No one's getting comps for me. Um, they are, depending on where we decide to sit. They're all over two hundred seven. We're going
on like a Wednesday night. Oh I looked at the weekend. Oh yeah, no, no no, no, we're going on Wednesday. My friend is gonna be there for um a conference for her for our company. So she's there literally Sunday to Thursday. So we're doing all the off day for Usher and
the perfect date night. And see I'm like, I'm going Adriana and Crystal and I'm like, bitch already, Like I went with my mom and I had mad We're gonna go out to dinner, so to me, like again, y'all have listened to this spot for the last two years now with my with my ex, it was so emotionally draining that now, like there's a bit of excitement in
the freedom I have right now. Like there was a lot of conversations regarding check in, um, just letting someone know where I was at, letting someone know about my day like that, I realized, like was another job. And so I'm like, I'm good right now, Like I'm working, I'm exciting. I have like different employees coming in. I'm like, I'm just like excited about what the rest of the
six months looks like. Like we have this month, we have Black Effect Podcast Festival, we have the Envisioned Festival. We are about to go back on tour. Um, I'm starting to do a little pop ups with like to just have done the BT Awards. My chauffeur and TV is dropping. I don't care about these niggas, And to be fair, I got to a my old niggas back
in the tuck. Whatever I need niggas, they pull it up and then one was actually like he's spontaneous, this my nigga that I couldn't really watch basketball with my ex wit. He's still on my fucking phone. Hey like, come here tomorrow. I'm not gonna say where he lives. He's like, come here tomorrow. I'm like, yeah, I can't I interview, ne know, I can come next week. So there's even still like I don't even I can't even fucking travel and be a home. So to me, there's
no manifesting right now love relationship Dick. I did that and I got it and it was great. I just I just kind of want to live right now. While I'll tell you my dating manifestations are not necessarily a person rather than situations. I've been by Coastal for almost a year now and then ship is mad fun. But I never have had two people in two cities like truly, and I feel like the best scenario could be like two people wasn't like in one trip you'll have to
what do you mean by that? Like I really they didn't feel like because I was dating old Bay, but like it wasn't really feeling like like there was be d D there's a way, but it didn't feel like one was like a oh, this is my person, this one is just dick, Like I actually really want to try a little Polly right now in two cities where I really like, you know, I'm doing my thing, and
I also want wanted them to be a woman. I think that I've been making the joke that nigga ship so I need to go back to girls, But that's not really the only reason. I think. I just genuinely need to be with the woman alone again. I've had so many three stomes over the years that made me sound terrible, but there's a lot of three somes, so I would love that, and I really fucking want God
damn euro Fling. I got mad faith for London because in my tight and then also I was thinking about it, I was like, the flights aren't dad expensive, Like it's only a six hour flight. Not if you're in l a bis that ship is eleven, right, But when I'm on the East Coast, like it's like right there, and it's no because it's not thinking, guys, when I'm in New York, I ain't flying no bit. These prices went hot.
They for the of the summer, striking gas prices is up. Nigga, y'all should have hopped on them flights when I was offering when they were seventeen dollars during coach Man. Look, I would love a little tray coast to d okay, because I don't know you want it's not transcontinental because that's only in the country something, just saying, maybe it'll be l A, New York and London. If I could just suck niggas in all of those, that would be really fun for me, just until I meet my mate,
because I ain't gonna hold you. You You probably want to get a smaller city. To me, those is like the hot spot cities. Them niggas be they fuck everything you gotta get you like, yeah, she said, l A, New York, London, I need you to get somebody. I don't want to go to a small um Austin, Texas and let's do something randomly. That's the problem. I need to get to the bag when I'm in the cities, right like I'm gonna be making money when I'm in London. I make
money when I'm here. I make money when I'm in l A. So I need to knock them out. My love to love, my favorite unique coboms with all of them, those cities, the na these niggs are gonna be other people. I don't know where Mandy got that I wouldn't use condoms with niggas that I've just I mean, you just took a Plan BE in January, okay, and what about it? And I think that's where I said you don't use condoms when you like nigga. That's not true. I literally
said I had fucked up. I don't not use condoms when I like a nigga. But I know you like to bring that up. Okay, Carrie, you go ahead. I'm just gonna be out here just fighting every nigga raw. No, like I made him a mistake like a lot of humans do, which is why Plan B is available and there's access to it. But um does it have to
be try? I don't know. Like, so I've women, I've been wanting to like kind of explore a little bit outside of La New York and I'm so tired of being just there and in London is so easy to bounce around. It's also they speak English, so it's just like yeah, yeah, right, you know what I mean. Like I feel like when I'm in Italy, I may not meet my type you know what I'm saying, or made
me like too many niggers. I might have like an Italian home it but also London super easy to get to, you know what I'm saying, Like it's it's not like you're fucking traveling a little bit further, like it's still kind of like a a metro city. And so I feel like they got their own scene and I have friends they're like, I feel like I want to be good, but I really would like that. And when I say Polly, like,
I'm not a Polly person. But since I'm just dating now until I meet obviously like the perfect person for me, I think that's what I want. Um, I'm a real relationship person and I always have been as long as you've heard this podcast, Like, I've always been a relationship type of girl. So I feel like if I just have people to scratch my age, that'll be cool. I have a date that's coming up I'm really excited about. Really. I met him on Riya months ago and then kind
of just reconnected with him. He lives between New York and Europe. Black and que I think he's a filmmaker and artist. I don't know, but he looks like one of those types. But I'm like, damn, what if I fall love with this nigga? And then I can have a little summer love and be traveling off of his time. That's the type that would be the problem with women. We'll be getting into this idea of what a man can be, and they let us down every time. Like we get into like I've met like I remember even
talking about Nebraska. Have you guys have been listening to the No, that's the He used to work for a large bank, but he's from Nebraska. And I met him when I lived in Singapore and I was like, duh, this is great bank. I'm going to be an accountant. This will be great. I did the same thing with lawyer bank got with him my first year of college becoming an accountant. He was in his last year to become a lawyer, and I was like, Oh, great, he's gonna be a lawer. I'm gonna be account I'm gonna
be a cp A. That's gonna be great. I've met ball players where I'm like, oh, I like no, but no, just like oh, I could be a house fly. I'm gonna go to the games. I'm gonna just fly. I'm gonna wear these things. Like a lot of times, we envision what a man can be so early that that's where we let ourselves down. I mean, I try to keep low expectations, but I'm not good at it. All women, a lot of women come in. I think, I think I'm actually you're worse than most and I think all
women are really bad with that. So if you're worse than most women, that's nuts. I think I'm worse because I'm really like, I'm a true pisces. There's a clip of a girl going around where she goes. I romanticize things and I make up a script in my mind and the person doesn't lead up. You saw that girl, and the person doesn't lead up to the script. And mad people send me that, not just mad, random people like my friends are like, look at yourself. Look can
you see it? Full up the mirror? This is the mirror. No, you said it was a mirror. But also like I can't help it. That's the ship that keeps it because I I'm like a dreamer and a lot of things in life, which is a good thing, but I can't stop it when it comes to love, Like I want to know that every time I walk outside, especially in New York. I don't know why I get like that. I'm like, oh, my god, what if my husband's out here and I fall down and he has to pick
me up. Like Charlotte and Trey and Sex in the City. I was just about to say, it's so crazy that you have this expectation considering the show that you quote more than anything on this spot is Sex in the City and all them bitches really has some fucked up relationships, Like none of them really had their happily ever after with any of the men that they were trying to have a happily ever afterwards. Now we had to wait for the movie later, but I'm just saying, I'm still like,
got that little bit of hoping me. It's so sad and fucking terrible. And there's this clip with Charlottagne and Andrew talking about years ago and I'll never forget it because Andrew is like, yeah, like we had to have sex, said a long time like she's waiting for the right guy, and Charlomagne goes, well, she'll never find that's so right,
and so maybe the terror card reader new Charlemagne. I totally like, maybe they conspired for may I just look like an abortion basically what Mandy brings up, She's like, you know, he's got like that, I just look like an abortion horse. Okay, so let's get into some vanilla ship. Um, a little bit of blend into the horrid nerve too. There's a show on TLC called I Love a Mama's Boy, And I don't know if any want to see this clip, but it's a guy who is getting married and I'm sorry,
it's disgusting. He's getting married. And so they're filming him and his mom and the fiance out shopping doing whatever, and he's just all over his mom. He keeps talking about how she's hot. He keeps saying all these things about how um this real mom, Yeah, about how she's a milk and he's proud of his milk mom. And like then they learned of Mother's Son dance and during the mother their Sun dance, Um, he wants to do
it to sexual healing. And it's so cringe e that the fucking guy who's doing it thought he was a joke. We are. It looks like they're together and sometimes feels like it's my mom's big day. It is Lena's wedding, and I mean, I just need to remember to think that Lena is the bride. Remember to think that his partner is the bride and not his mom. Like he has this crazy fucking obsession with his mom dog and it's so gray. Have you ever dated a mama's boy? Not that bad? Not that bad? How bad? Um? The
dude that day that loved Jesus. He was just very like that made yourself such a such a atheist book it okay, basically like they would just hold each other a lot, but they were Leftino. So to me, that's like kind of different, like very like, you know, petting the hair and kisses and right he looked. I don't know. His mom was just I don't know. Even in picture I've seen with you and your mom, they're like she just seems very loving and a lot of Latin people are,
so was she not? I mean she was, we were. I'm not from an affection of family whatsoever. Okay, I'm like, but like she was just really kissing, like like he would. She would put his head in her bosom, not bussom, but like maybe like this is broking his hair, like brushing his hair back or holding him and kissing him a lot. But she lived in Venezuela, so she wasn't here often. But that to me was like kind of close and it didn't come off for strange, but I
just knew it was a very intense love there. But also like I don't know a lot of my friends that are Latino act like that. Bro, they hold my hand, they've kissing me and all the ship. So that's why. Well, yeah, like you you beat people, you kissed them that and then I forget. Some people do one one cheek, others do both. I don't never know the different country people do the mouth? Who does the mouth? Who is just out here kissing stroke Brady be kissing his son on
the mouth. No, no, no strangers, the greeting the love. I think that's your Wait post covid niggas is still greeting people kisses in their mouth. I heard that what country? Looking up Niggashida went to Brazil and they said niggas kissing them on the mouth off the first rick. Wait, what Josie's married now? People that they weren't sucking. Yeah, they were just talking about how dudes would like try to come up and kiss them like that was the
thing in Brasil. Oh hell no, I've never been, but still, I mean, apparently a French thing. First of all, it's not France, but that's why it's called a France kiss. There you go, common and wide range of European land countries as well as Russia and certain Arabic Arabic and sub Saharan. Shut the funk up. But no tongue, right, no girl? Why would I say? I mean because I don't kids that I thought a friend she has a tongue, kids, But I guess it's just that I don't suck it.
French kiss is a ton kiss, holy ship. But I just got a text from a French friend of mine who sent kisses will you hurt me? Beat? So anyway, Um, long story short, that fucking ship was so fucking weird and I was like, damn, bro, this is so sick. And if we all are in the comments talking about how sick it is, why the fuck can't we stop saying daddy when we're fucking and so apparently listen to
this um freud who like I think, uh Freudian. That was Pavlov with the dog in the bell, so the for in terms of Freud, I know what you're talking about. Are you saying my mom's Are you talking about daddy? Because moms. So they Freud has a thing. I love psychology, So he has a it's like a complex, like the Oedipus complex, like you want to fuck your mom? Nah no, that's not why people the psychology where people want to suck their mothers. So a lot of this is a
daddy sub dynamic as well that we can't understand. It's a power balance. So basically, huh like so in our b so the wanter fucking mom a mom said technic, but it's only on them porn because it's not legal to put momall. Yeah, the borderline is just adding the step shut the fun. I don't you gonna hold you. I never looked at none of my family members like, oh I wish we weren't family members. Hell no, So I've never wanted to funk one of my family members.
But the thing that they're saying, basically I want to suck my mom or something like that, is like, it's like when guys date someone like their mom. But what's crazy that I'm hearing the opposite now, especially here we go hot take, toxic take, whatever you wanna call it in the black community, specifically with black men dating so much out of their race that is not the conversation anymore, because a lot of the conversation is, well, why aren't you like if you don't like black women, do you
not like your mom? Like the conversation in psychologically in the black community is that black men don't date women that remind them of their mom. Majority This isn't all, but this is what I'm seeing, especially with so many black men stepping outside of their races. I think that's just an excuse. To be honest, I think, like Nigga's just like taboo shit. But like, I don't know, I can't really relate. Like the only thing I could think of is like when you had a parent that was
maybe your more dominant one. I don't know. Like my dad is great, and I know a lot of people don't have experiences great experiences with their dad, but he is. My dad always tells me how beautiful I am and like tries to show me how to be, like how I should have been treated when I was a kid
by a man whatever chivalry. But I say that to say, the first thing I think when men do certain things for me is like, oh, this is like my dad, or like I feel like I like introverted men because my dad was introverted, and I saw the dynamic between him and my mom. I don't, Miss Well, I don't fun with you Jamaican. I would never did. Uh. My my dad is Jamaican. My my All of the men that I grew up seeing as adult, like all Island men. My my younger sister's father is Haitian, so I grew
up seeing all non African American men. Every man that I grew up around was from the Islands in some shape or fashion. I think Orlando was a lot that way as well. Like even in my middle schools and high schools shout out Walker middle School, shout out oak Ridge. But all the all of the black kids where I thought we're all American right when we would meet their parents, everyone had an accent. People spoke Creole. You know what I mean. They weren't. I didn't grow up around African Americans.
I grew up around Caribbean you know culture, So the way they act, their dominance would not allow me to exist. So for you to even say that your father has such an introverted I've seen your your father also be submissive. Miss Jewel ran the house and that was great to see I never saw a woman really running the house. Seeing um, Caribbean men, they were very dominant. So to me growing up, seeing I had more of a dominant there's two things to that I like, would never want.
I never people have made comments about my mom running the house, and I realized where that comes off. But like my dad doesn't give a funk about how the house is going because he didn't feel like that is his role money, taking care of us, um just safety. Things that made him feel like a man were things of his concern to where like he just didn't even really like whatever my mom wants to do, just like whatever he was like, what like just super chill about it.
And I noticed him partners that I've had that kind of let me be free. Oh that's the thing about my dad, because I still want a dominant man. And it's really because I think I saw that dynamic growing up. But I say that because I don't think that means I don't want to suck my father. Um. I just think that means like we can see something we like in that parent and then emulate it. But like we we last week when we had the couple on where she was talking about how she called him daddy in
front of her dad. That has actually happened to me before. Um, and it was so embarrassing. Why because like your your family's more open than most. They know what you do for a living. Was this before the show? Um? It doesn't matter. I don't. I just was nasty like you. And then like your mom comes on and says, you're a dick sucking queen. You're the number one dick sucker if you like someone. Dad, my mom and my dad
is different. I am like my dad thinks I'm the most innocent and because and my dad like today my dad say, my dad had to fly to Orlando a few weeks ago because my dad was in the hospital and the nurse came in and she she recognized me because she says something, and like he kind of looks at me and he goes, you know, my daughter she famous she talked about the six. But this is my baby. Okay, this is my baby. She did oprah up six. And
I'm laughing that he really thinks this much. Also, like he don't even it just totally it's like he detaches it. Like his son called him and was talking about how he saw some about me on the internet. And I was like, okay, like he don't give a funk because I'm his baby. So to know that I was calling another naked daddy in front of my daddy, My dad answered, bro, he was like, it's disgusting to think about that. We
fucking like this ship. But anyway, in the article, it basically talks about how the main reason like us like saying daddy because we are not connecting it with parents, were connecting it with power, and normally dad's are the one that make the rules. Dads are the ones that will fucking give you the punishment, etcetera. And it's like
a general thing. And when I was sucking that Brazilian girl, the one they came on a gold Star episode, she made me call her daddy or we call him me daddy, like whoever was topping who we would call the other one daddy. And that was strange for me. But something I thought that was sexy Kristen we had on the lesbian Um. She says that they didn't do that. They just called each other mommy, which I love because it's like, oh, y'all really gets see I'm so dumb. I've never really
I don't really do the daddy thing. Y'all know, I talked nasty, I say, not for me. I talked nuts, you're in sex. But I realized, you know what to me is sexy the name, and I know this is very much Trace songs he's done. I love like, I just suck this nigger right, and I'm gonna say who it is. But every time he said Mandy, I called back his name. And maybe it's because now I know
you're sucking other bitches and I'm sucking other niggas. So the fact that we even remember each other's names, it just like turns me on that you know my name because I just know you're talking say my name, because I have thought he was trying out and forget saying. I like to know that you know who you fucking know. So if that's not nuts, I like when a niggal be like Mandy, oh you know what they and then I say his name that I used to do that even like I like calling out a person's name because
to me, even everybody got a nickname. But sometimes I wass forgetting these nigga's names. So I'll be thinking, damn to the baby, Yeah that whole baby, babe, you're not my baby. Actually we're not going together. You're not my nigga. A poppy during I will not say poppy nigga. I am not Latina. Tell you you'd like better. Nigga stopped me. I said that in the Brent fire and that if you I did where like and I don't know if
I talked about that horrible and niggle really stopped. He's like, don't tell me poppy your names, man, it's weird depending on the person. I hated that. I don't like Bobby like, I'll stop. I'll stop a nigga niga from calling me mommy. They could say something else in Spanish and if you don't know what to say, and I don't want to Spanish one and two in high school, in college, nigga, if you don't know more than four sentences in Spanish, you can't call me mom said, and that that used
to be a problem. You know you could do Dawn day aress no bid you you know if she used to live in the Bronx Niggas would love no English. Please don't be honest. I feel like mommy is like, so I don't take that, like bro, Mommy is no, no, no no, like m A M, I M A M. I is like niggas said that I don't know. I don't really only uptown I'm now living. Maybe because I actually associate mommy like that with like New York niggas
New York ship. I did, But it's because they all even when they like they go up the Dikemond or they could be calling I like that sha with not Haitian niggas. You've got one Haitian, Nick, calm down, that's not true. Multivation niggas, hospital diculization. I've talked to us some Haitian niggas. There's a lot of na podcast Okay, damn, that's a lot of niggas. Like I'm just saying, like if I'm just just said a lot of creole in
her pussy, I didn't say they were in it. And it says some kreop slap what about slapping home, slapt your mama creole season. Okay, I love his Haitian, see what I mean? I had a nigga from New Orleans. But no, if they're a Haitian. The fact that you still sit on this pod months later, years later, in act like you don't know about Haitian spaghetti. You're dealing with. You're dealing with Haitian Americans. What they do the Haitian spaghetti the same island. They just they're just a divide,
but it's the same island. How are you sucking all these Haitians and none of them niggas made you Haitian spaghetti? Why wouldn't nigga married me? That? It's good? That's my mama dated a Haitian. I got Haitian spaghetti growing up, and I said, can you make the Asian spaghetti? I liked it? Enjoy I've had a nigga made me that black rice. I don't know what it's called. You'll know what I'm talking about, Haitians, Negro Bennols. No, there's like
a black right, it's a mushroom rice. It's like a mushroom. What's it called? Jan Jan? Because I actually look not not the Jean Jean whatever? Do Zozo and Geen Jean. That's what I want, introduced medeo, Mama, not the Jean Jean. Do give me some food? Oh yeah, does have fun? Guy? You know? Not whoa sorry fun guys? Now you're calling them dirty? That's so disc was like, how okay, let's get into the horrible decision. So a few weeks ago,
we had the most full moon we've ever had. It was like, um, I think it was in forty years. You know, it was the closest proximity the moon was to the Earth. So they lying, Okay, it's why we haven't gone back to the moon. No, they don't know where the moon was. That's why we haven't gone back. I literally cool, let's how did you're bringing this up?
That's why we haven't gone back. Somehow the scientists are saying they can't find the latitude and longitude of the Moon, which is why we've never gone back, which is why we only have this bullshit as video of them on the moon. It's false. So for them to say this was the closest that the moon has been to us if they knew where it was about, ben't hop on it. Are you trying to say the moon doesn't exist. I'm not saying the moon. I'm saying that they lied about
going to the moon. Mrs g She all of the fucking lies from side and the moon is the one you argue about there the moon landing, bro, that was fake. It was at a studio in Hollywood. Where you at now, bitch? They lied? They lied? WTF and the NIGG put it down. Tell you why they went back? They went on the moon. I don't know, back in the sixties or something like that. There's video of this evidence. However, we are now in when did they walk in the moon? Give me that,
give me that date? There we go, Okay, go ahead, she would know six She kept that as the too. Oh, I don't know, because they didn't really go. They gave us that date. They said, the videos edited, let's tell everyone we went there this day. But literally, you're saying that the moon was the closest to us. Scientists have literally come out and said, we never went back to the moon because we can't catch the latitude and longitude
of the moon. And so for them to lie to you with your fucking moon and star's face as talk about the moon was the closest it's ever been. Why do we not go? Why do we not go? If they do what the moon was, the July full moon, also known as the Buck moon, was approximately the Buck moon. You said, approximately two thousand miles from Earth on Wednesday, That is nearly seventeen miles closer to Earth than it is on average. Go ahead and talk about how the
moon was closer. So whenever the win to the moon, if it was closer, it was. And I don't really be doing that much full moon ship, but I was like, you know what, I ain't gonna lie. Quest Love sucked me up because this thing can be talking about Matt He talks about so much deep ship that I was like, man, like he's posted a lot of it, but like that nigger really lived that life. And he was talking about and he was like, Yo, this is what you gotta
do this, how you gotta get your ship right. I was like all right, So basically wrote down to fifty things that I wanted to let go of and burned it under the full moon. And I also charged the moon water, just for a little fun, just for a little rout. What this moon water? It's like holy water.
So I just got like where you just had a jar of water, and I put it under the full moon, and when the moon was going down, I picked the moon back up and like you're supposed to drink a little bit every day, or you can clean your crystals with it or whatever. Is this America? Is this like where we're at now, like I mean, I'll be wrong with you, Like I don't know like if it's fucking real or if it's not, or if it's fucking hilarious
that I'm doing it. But to me, it's just like I kind of like rituals and I'm not gonna like pray to anything because that's not something that really feels like can we put you on the floor right here or me and I put my I'm gonna put my fingers under you like this. Do you know where I'm going with this? Levitate l is the feather stip of the board. Light is the feather stip of the board, and technically you should eyes. That's what they happened in the movie. I'm not a witch. That's what moon water
and Crystals is. Witch ship. I'm not doing anything because you like rituals. It's giving colder witch. What else I think how ritual is praying to? So I'm just saying I don't and them is cold too, baby. I ain't saying they aren't. I'm just saying, like, I just wanted to do this for myself. I am right. I just talked about what I wanted. That's what I didn't want.
But anyway. I bring that up because I feel like we talked about future fucking and basically, huh, I would never future Nevedavius, what Nevadius, whatever the name is real. I'm not saying. I'm not saying, okay, what I feel like, she's like, what you sucking about? Wait? Wait, wait, I don't tell you what I'm saying. Okay, As someone that likes dreads, who am I to say? I don't know who I can turn down, That's all I mean. There's like a lot of niggas in the world that's knowing that.
You know, Julie has been in the public, how he's been as a baby father, how he I don't want to say, I'm just trying to be honest here, but how he looks without glasses. Have you seen him without the glasses? I still didn't you. But also like I don't know if back then he was accused he as now, but like he definitely got he gotta look. He got to look now because he got funny, just like Drake got ab You look better when you have money. That's why we came in ugly little to me, his his
energy makes him know. I'm just saying, like if I was just out of a clubby how it at me? No, I don't know. But then also like edding ed and we saw your idea yesterday. You look you're making money now. But what I'm saying is memory better when they make money too. Oh, I'm bringing that up on the bike, Yo. That didn't look like whole sway right now. He looked like he could be Julio. You know what I mean. He got a little line of ship Julio. Not wait, we gotta put the doe. Come on do Julio. No,
but you look better. It's it's you're gonna making more money. Oh, you don't want to say I was giving Andrew Schultz he look like he's working hard and the sun every day, and I do. Look. Yes, you you were getting like you were fresh off of it. It looks like I don't want to say the word. It starts with the be the butt the boat. Why would you say it? Why would you say if we don't believe that, let's bleed,
let get the TV show? You're right fresh off the boat. Hey, my daddy, fresh off the boat, just off the bet your own a green card. I ain't gonna hold you wait, it doesn't counter talking because technically it's like our own kind. It is our own guy. We all have parents that are fresh off the boat. I'm sure I have some Latino in me. You in you, that's bo true. I'm gonna love yeah, so uh running outline today you see is my phone charged. So the list of things to
let go and then burn it. These are just my things that I had to let go of. And it wasn't like necessarily love, but one feeling unwanted in love. This to me is like a big one where like I think that people like hold a lot of the past, so they're anticipating that the next parton. They're like, nobody wants me x y Z. Like I even get in that mindset sometimes and I'm just like going through a break up or whatever. But that is something I burned because even though I don't feel it right now, I
might feel it at some point. And I was like, I know that I've talked myself down a hill, you know what I'm saying. And I think a lot of us have done that when we've had a really bad experience and we just can't help but feeling unwanted, and sometimes we make everything about us when it's not really you know, like I've learned that through therapy, feeling rejected, it's just a thing that we all experienced, and it's
not always about you and making things about you. That self pity and self deprecation is like some ship that like I don't know if I'll ever get over. I hope I do, but it's probably my biggest what do
you What do you want to get over? Just if I make things about me when there's problems, If I'm making things about me like oh it's my fault and blah blah blah blah blah things I can't control, then I started getting that I'm not this, I'm not x y Z, and maybe just feeling totally unworthy, Like I think the last time I did it that I can remember specifically was I had someone in my life that needed space and I was like, oh my god, they're
not into me. Then I started comparing myself to someone else they dated, Oh I'm this, or maybe I'm not as attractive, or my body types not like this, or it's because I have a sex podcast. Like it's just everything that weighs on me and I have to remember that, like it's just one little thing that person said, stop making it about you, right, Like you have to sometimes live in their reality, like, okay, this since spends time with me, so they do like me. They're calling me
to see me. But just like having space, it's okay and it's something natural. I've asked for it, So why am I now making this about me? But when I totally wrap my head around it being me, I just go like I can. I ask you though, because this was the issue of my last relationship. What does space look like to you? I think space means how many days,
how many hours? What's the time frame when someone says I need space because maybe they're trying to figure out their thoughts right, And this is I broke up with this nigga because he said he needed space. I gave him two and a half days. Okay, now we're done. And I blocked him because to me it was too much space to where I was like, we don't did this now eight times we broke up and got together, I'd like I would like to talk through something. I
would like for us to work through something. And so when someone tells you, yo, I need space, is there a time limit on how much space you give them? In a relationship. I'm not talking about a business. I'm not talking about a friendship. Because I've had friendships where there was so much space that was given. And now I see this friendship wasn't it wasn't work ship, and I'm good on it now and I actually just did
that with my relationship. So when you're in a relationship with someone and someone does need their space, I know how you live right now. You don't live with someone, and you're on a bicoastal like schedule and you work a lot. So when someone genuinely need space, it's not
like you're all up under them. How much space do you really grant somebody when they say face is like, for example, I've said that old day was dead to me and I'll never get back with that nigga, but dead to me is and I couldn't even speak to him right. I was like fun that. Now I let him watch Nina and we're we're cool. But my space from him after finding out that ship when he was with that fucking married forror, Maggie, what bro, you were
getting real serious but then you had to shade. But that space was almost ninety days, it was almost three months months and he had emailed. He was texting me and we've had a lot of conversation since because I can't remember how we spoke again, but basically, um, he was like, oh, it was when he sent me the product collar, which is a damn shame. But I was like, you know what, I didn't want to rouse pick to come watch this thought. But he was like, yo, I
didn't really understand, like you said you needed space. Before I thought you were coming back. I thought you were going to talk to me like you're like my friend. And I was like, yo, you felt like my family start couldn't be leave. You lied into x y Z. But he was like, I didn't know how much space you need. I didn't know how much space I need.
When I said that, you got space to the point where you to me, you spaced yourself out of your relationship, which is why I'm asking you this because if you said it was three months, three months and really sitting with your thoughts by yourself. So I mean, he did something terrible to me. But there's another world where my space has been a week, um, and I think to
two and a half days isn't enough. I think people want need a chance to miss you not not when we break up every month and a half and you'll heard it for the last year, you've got every month and a half. But also the thing too with almost right, like, it could be two things. It could be space from hanging out every day because we just had that couple last week and he was like, yeah, it's been two
and a half weeks, you need to go home. It could be just not maybe talking like oh, like I think I had a situation where I was like, let's talk on Friday, and we had a date to look forward to. That's a good thing for someone that is scared to tell somebody they need space because that thing that you felt of when what like the let me
be a little bit more um not so vague. When there's an issue that arises, when there's a disagreement, when you know one of the parties is upsets something else the other party did, what is the space for you to get your thoughts together? Because that's different from we have a date plan. We're doing what I was gonna say, because if there's an actual thing, yes, if it happens on Sunday, I'm gonna be like, yo, I'm really angry right now, and I need a table this ship. Let's
talk and have dinner on Thursday. I probably won't want to talk to you, so then I want to hear from you. Don't pick on my story, not even sex messaging, No, because then a lot of like and I talk. I feel like we send good morning, good night text every day. Right, that's your relationship and you're and you're in your means of being upset. Your partner cannot hit you for three days, No, not even if there's a real morning and I need
space for now. Obey didn't know how to respect my space, and he would still send me a good morning and good night things because he thinks I wanted it. But there were a lot of times where I kind of did, But there were other where were like, damn, he really won't fucking leave me alone. Like I would be out not thinking about the situation, feeling a little better and almost missing him, and then he would hit me up, and I'll be like, Damn, you just can't fucking do
what I'm asking. You're violating my boundaries, Like my boundaries,
don't hit me up. One of the problems with the hospital dick and eyes, Like he would tell me he needed space and he would kind talk to me when he's ready, and I was just so thirsty to fuck to be honest, because he just has the best dick ever that I would just be like, oh my god, I'm thinking about aunt, send a song or some ship, and he'd be like, yo, like I'm thinking about you too, but like, fuck, now, you make me feel anxiety about responding when I actually wanted to a moment, and I
nig is right. That was probably, um one of the worst things I've ever done to somebody is not listen to what they're asking. And I think men and women can't do that because with women their head spirals and with men they they're ego. They feel like they're gonna lose you. Like all old they thought is I was gonna go to the club and suck a dick. Damn, Like huh huh, what I might have suck a day. I mean, anyway, if you give me enough space, nigger,
I'm letting the snapchat flow. Hey, I'm responding in everything like and that was my problem with the bright snapchat as you snapdown, I love it. I'm famous. Now I'm not sending nudes regular an I know that cheats on their girl used a snapchat n Okay, Well, anyway, let's get into the homemail. It's a short one and I think I don't know what to say home mail. Okay.
I'm a straight woman for the most part, but I have this recurring dream about me fucking bitches, like over and over and over and over, and it's an every night type of thing, and it's low key confusing the absolute funk out of me. I'm reading it like the punctuation it's given, like last night, I had a dick. I was sucking this girl out a dick. I was sucking this girl. Yep, last night I had a dick. I was sucking this girl. Was so realistic it kept
slipping out and everything. What do you guys think? It means, Um, that you listened to the spot too much and you want to peg somebody for one. No, no, no, but also women. No. But that's what she says, she got a dick. You could shrop a woman. Sorry, shout out to Jade. Um. I think that she has a desire to be with women, and I'm gonna say it like I it's it's a medina. I feel like she's fighting her gay and there's a lot of women that maybe someone that wouldn't want to be with women. Yeah, but
to have a dream about women. And now you're confused while you're having all these thoughts about women, and maybe you've never been with a woman, maybe you're maybe you've been fighting this gay urge that you've had to be with women for a long time, and maybe you don't subconsciously. You'd be surprised how many people have heard gay is bad, lesbian is bad, monogamy is the way to go, man and woman. That's the way to not knowing how to navigate it. There might be in I mean, you don't
give us enough backstory. It's kind of funny. Yours a too short, other people too long. I don't know, but I think some backstory they would have helped is like one, have you ever had an experience with a woman too? You have friends that are gay? Where the funk do you live? Can you explore? Do you have a job where you can't be or put yourself on apps or something like that? Like, honestly, when I was like ready to what do you call dabble in the what pool?
Dabble in the lady pop that was in the lady pool, I would just go on absent swipe first because that was all I can handle, and then it got the messaging, and then finally I was able to go on a date. But I've only had in my life two teams where I've had sex with someone I didn't want to have sex with in the dream and like people, I'm talking
people I wasn't attracted to, like forbidden ship. Like one of them was this ugly guy at work with And I was like, I don't know where it came from, but anyone else I've ever had sex within a dream I wanted to fund subconsciously, so I know, for I feel like you've shared a dream about as fucking but carry on. Maybe that was the one of the two. I had a dream that we had sex. I think
you shared it on the Pune. I could believe that maybe she'd be just horny and I just the wind blows and like, um, I had had a dream that had sex with someone who works here, and I was like, I can't tell you who it was. Issue, Like she can't say who she had a dream she fucked Randy an hr issue. But I remember when I had when Dave. I would actually think Wolf because Wolf was handsome, my first time and Wolf got the drugs. She said that
because I looked like him, see what I mean. However, because it looked like him, that doesn't mean that's why she guessed that. You just said I love dreading. Well, there's like eight people that worked for WT, so I got dreads. Thank God. I've never had a dream about sucking Alex because I feel like I'd be so scared. I'm actually really tired of people like wanting to make us be together. It's actually really exhausting. Do you have any male friends in your life that people keep well,
why'd you guys together? No? I mean it was a problem when, like, like when I first signed to the job but a network, everyone thought I was sucking Joe. I would never fun Joe, but everyone thought we were sucking. No, absolutely not had a boyfriend. People do that though. That was that was a weird one that people were like, you know, what's funny they think The reason that I've always pushed myself on mall is a joke is because I hang out with Rory so much and people always
have said I'm sucking Rory. They'll fucking tag Sam and Shipp, who I'm cool with just weird. I think that actually is probably why my brain I'm over the top about Mall. So they just stopped. Well, I'm glad you brought that out because Mall is cool with niggas that I fuck. Actually, and so I Mal is just my friend, Like, oh no, he knows some of my work because they his friends.
And it like was like, I don't want but because of the podcast space me hanging out with the niggas them, nigga's got jealous and I'm like, it's small, bro, I don't know. And also like I'm also very I'm not really conscious of how I make things look when I'm not sucking you. That makes sense, Like when I'm sucking someone, I'm like, you'll be flirting, bitch, you'd be looking, You'll be making it seem like you fuck everybody. I know. That's the funny part, because I don't if I'm not
sucking you, what am I worried about? But like I think someone said to me one like, uh, because Alex will sleep on my couch when he comes to l A. I don't have a two I didn't have a two bedroom at the time, so I was like post him ship with Nina and are you sucking nigga, Like, how would I post him? I ain't gonna hold jo If y'all think I'm sucking nigga, go through my follows. No nigga, No nigga, I'm sucking right now? Do I follow now? Some of them I want to fuck, but I don't
fuck yet. So y'all think one of these niggers I'm talking about, what do you want to fight? I told you all, and I'm following him. As soon as I fun that nigga, I'm following him. I said, literally, if y'all be on here, try that's a manifestation. I was gonna say that manifestation. You didn't even realize that's what manifesting. I gotta say following him. No, they're going, I'm a just mutile girl. We all talking about what you mean? I won't I won that little West Coast nigga, But
I don't even think. I bet you don gonna wear a converse. But but the nigga, the niggas that I fucked, don't follow them at all. So there's a little tip for you, mother that I first off, some of them can blocked me and then we went back so and they just never unblocked me. Nigga's block. I'm blocked because I'll be talking crazy to these niggas. These niggas, but
this pussy is so good. They come back like literally, niggas will be like, so you're gonna put me on your podcast again, nigga, are you gonna you want me to suck your dick or not? Like literally, you may or may not be brought up, but at the end of the day, do you mind being brought up on the podcast or do you want that dick suck? How do they know we're talking? Like I know, these niggas ain't listening to thing. We don't even say biting it.
You're a sucking mo ho. Well, I mean this moment, we don't say names, but that's why I said it. And you you you saw me on the Live Nigga. I'm about to start coming up. My group of niggas moving from this point forward will be called the Boys. No, not from the Hulu movie. I'm coming up with superhero names for all the niggas I UK and I'm not telling you all the truth, Okay, So I'm super excited. I'm gonna come up with different like careers that they
haven't all that ship. I'm gonna throw you all, bitches all I'm gonna give you all just a superpowers. That's gonna be the next phase of this pod instead of saying like what they do or what they look like and all that ship because about to have superhero names. I'm excited speaking of fake jobs. Before we get out of here, Lambo was like, I can't leave you told it's just on a dope dealer. I was like, but you, I mean, so I didn't get like I end up dabbling music, but like, I feel so bad, but like
you know, every drug deal I got a front whatever. Brother, Like, fuck, I'm sorry, I didn't session. Sorry, you made a bat and now suddenly you're fucking a beat? Made one beat? Okay? Did it? Did he get landed? Oh? Who? And he did it with more than one b B. Thank you so much for watching horrible Decisions. Before we get out of here to pleasure, Yes, before we get out of here, make sure you guys check us out. We are flooding the streets this month. That's right, in the month of August,
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amazing gang bang. But and there we go. Well, guys will leave you with a five minute bones slip from our Patreon and this has been yet another episode of horrible decisions. Any of y'all used around wrap, any of y'all use anything else as a con them without having a condom. I'm just curious, what do you want to talk about? Jail, Mandy? Actually, that's everywhere everyone's head is. It's giving to do that. It's more fun. Let's not give our jail tips, just in case you go I
I don't want no jail to mine. Is go on a full stomach because you're not gonna wanna eat that ship. Bro. Okay, anybody else got one, Bro, We're not doing this. We're not doing jail tips because I'm not going to jail. Bro. I was defending myself. I was I was defended my friend and me mm hmm, and was sucked up about it.
Is the first thing I'm gonna say is I paid my full tab and tip timbo V. I'm gonna say I paid my whole fucking bill, bitch, so I don't even know why the funk I'm here, Ship, damn you hold on, watch your tone with the judge. Good point, good one. I'm gonna watch my phone. I'm gonna go in there, be really, really nice they come over because the judge might try Yo, what nigga quick, I'm gonna go in with a full belly, no liquor. I won't
drink that morning, Mandy. Don't even go have a nice meal and have one cocktail because you don't know how to shut the funk up when you're drunk. Bro. First off, I don't be drunk off one cocktail, bitch, I does this? Kay? Hello, Okay, so you know what I'm gonna do. I'm gonna drink green tea that morning. Green tea always like make you calm and ship. That's what they always give you, Like some green tea. I'm gonna say, some green tea, and I'm gonna work. I'm making my voice higher so it's
not so ratspy and dog. The bending is crazy. If you fucking get let's just say they like you want to keep you like. I'll stop putting this into the universe. I am the dude. They made me cough and spread my own pluss the whole bit and going to be thrown out. And that's what it's gonna be. Everything else, y'all. Niglas to saying it's for the birds, and I damn never had to get pregnant for content. And you can't just go to jail for two days, no, bitch, I got work to do. How I'm going to places for
research purposes. I just went and saw Burnlesque. I'm about to go to Times Square and see one of the peak shows. I am going bitch throughout the pandemic. I was at the sex club every two week. Fuck you, bitch, that's content for the motherfucker podcast. That's what you need to go to jail for. Bitch. What they didn't even make a back seeing people. There were fifteen people they followed state when Mandy was at the sex club five there was still Viagra's fucking brand. Okay, like we didn't
know what the fun was going on. Well any who, y'all it is now. You ain't get pregnant for us fresh ofall, bitch, I'm definitely not preging meat that Niga told me today though she said, Oh my god, what the fuck is wrong with Barry? I'm over Berry. Berry is in another screen. I can't even see Barry. They gone, oh, he got your mug shot up with Oh way, never mind, he's in the corner. I see that little You know what, Barry, Marry, We're not gonna do this no more. We're just not.
Um sank the honor a whole lot. Good tip um. You know, I got a trouble in jail because I kept saying Mr. The officer, Mr. The Officer to come over and tell me, uh, you see these blue stripes on my arm, I am sergeant. I was like you think, I say, I don't go to jail. I don't know the difference between an officer and a sergeant and a lieutenant. They can be called the doctor nurse. That's what she did. You know what's crazy is I was gonna let me mute everybody. We got people in here. Hold on, was
getting cut. I mute yourself. Uh wheezy. This was our first time. By the way, we have almost two hundred people in the room with us for this town hall, so thank all of you for tuning in for the first time. Hopefully not the last time. Thank you that fucking zoom because they anyway. By the way, for those of you who just jumped in, UM, I apologized like we didn't add on, and I guess I just didn't attach. So now we're good and we should be good from here on out. Um Oh, I do have an update.
I have to get my blood checked before LiPo and I don't know if you guys know about my I know you know I'm allergy days, but I have a serious fear of, like, um getting an ivy, like the blue tape, the whole thing whatever. Um. I reacted so badly to trying to get my blood taken that I was like, yo, like it was. It was really intense. It was bad, like I was shaking. The guy I told me to come back in a week and get zanex, like literally come on his zan X. He was like,
you're bugging out. And I was getting so scared and freaking myself out so much that I felt like I'm not ready for it to be next Friday, So I pushed the date a little bit. You ship up, Yeah, right now, it's like end of March. Hopefully Sex Cells Season two doesn't film around then. But I was like bugging the funk out, bro. Like my reaction was so crazy that, like I just I was hYP prevent I
couldn't even drive myself. Not too about the film Sex Cells in a fat hobbit, Carol, That's what I'm saying. Like I'm pissed because I thought I was gonna be spe