Ep 243: That's Crazy (Ft. Rory and Mal)

you allowed to get yourself? I didn't give myself them. The fans game just said, it's your girl, manny being no one has agreed that you are their girls, a girl girl, the person sits all right, we got ye. So uh let's see. I'm wheezy. I'm sitting next to mall a K. That's my crazy. I'm all I'm sitting next to I don't like this game. We neither can we do it? When you get a new job, that's like, that's like look at your neighbor to the left, Like

I don't want to look at it neighbor. Like the eyebreakers. We want to know is who gets their asty Like, we're definitely gonna get into no sexual questions on this episode. Bullshit, you're none. Okay, let me my first one? Are you? Can you start? Wait one moment the excitement? Can you start by oh no, you're want to start with the heartbreakers? Can you start with introducing the guests out? I don't know here? Okay? Can we entry the guests? Yes? Would

you like me to ben? This is awkward because it's like really cool and manager. Anyway, welcome to our show. I wanted to start off with some a K s, but I'm not allowed to. So you guys are finally bad. We know your episode dropped. Tell us your new schedule, some new things that may be coming to your um. You guys have a podcast. We're not question like like like a skitch show, like tell us what your podcast is. Well, it's an experience. It's not just a podcast. And you

guys pod experiment and experience. Yes, you experiment. We have experience it, okay, and then record them the world give them to the world. Y'all gotta do this ship two times a week. We do our audios out every Tuesday and Friday videos out Wednesday and Saturday, so you'll see our faces a lot. Well, although I didn't want you to promot that, I'm gonna ask one podcast and is

about your dick. My one pod question is, OK, you guys seem to be good friends, like you don't fight, But have you had a disagreement yet regarding the pod or something you wanted from it or something new? Give us t disagreement. I don't know about disagree. I mean, there's been things we've disagreed and call them or anything. Give us one see that. But you know what, I loved that y'all just had and said that though, because when we disagree somehow it becomes an argument, Like I

can't disagree like that. We can know you don't argue, you too, don't argue. I could never tell that you friend goals, but we can get at least the tent. But it's nothing but look, it's nothing wrong with that though, because y'all y'all seem to get through it and still are able to give the people a really dope product and really get to the business. And it's still I mean, I just met some of our fans. We say it

all the time. On Patreon. The people are really the only reason why this show even is still here, hanging by a thread. We meet them a lot. We're not hanging back again. Your friendship communication do you think that? Do you think it's because of your your work relationship? It it fun with you're like real and ship Yeah,

maybe going to be therapy. And where we got to the money and real decisions got made, it got harder like we for me, that's what I think it is, like y'all have known each other too more outside looking in. I think y'all are really like legitimately family and family tends to hate each other. After twenty years, we didn't speak for five years. So although there was a ten year range of us knowing each other, five of those

years we didn't speak at all. And we started this pod literally a month after rekindling after a five year break. And I just don't think a lot of things. Oh didn't give time. There wasn't fun there. We started this spot very to bank account be fine, a thing going to be fine. We're actually gonna fight, I'm sure. So you become friends? Is this a new marker? Technically? Have you really been podding for what like three months. I've

been fighting for like seven years. When you guys talk about your show, do you call it a new show or you don't? What's called new roy More? And it's a new version of all right? Are you ready? I don't know. I'm glad you said my legs out for you because they are so All you gotta say is yes or no? Okay, that's that's easy. What the cops usually say? You said? What the cops usually stay off that questions? Have never said that yes, wait which way though?

Like is his tongue in her? But just your first instinct? Oh, I'm both yes, yes, okay, finger in the bat well, not mine, not in my? But it was no, I can't. I can't say yes and nose of that because I would put my finger in her. But yes, but if I say yes and then it runs with your more beget fingers in this? But like because I know the future says I'll put my thumb in her. But but is it really? It's never really the thing that I feel like I experienced it something like easier to future.

I've never never looked at it. I would as he's making money, you know, it's it's probably feel which which finger are y'all putting in the butt. I'm a left left thumb, you're a left thumb. You're right with your left. Okay, I can do ship my right, so at least I have this one free. But you also jeck off your dick right with the right sometimes, depending like what the mood is, if I'm really into it. Wait you say that again. You jerk off with your left. Yeah, you're

right handed, though I'm left handed. I don't think I ever knew you were left handed. Yeah, always the right. That's just a century in her mouth, yes, yes, spitting your mouth. No, it's happened. If you tongue kiss small, that's spitting your mouth. No, come on, man, you know Harlem? Do you have to be you don't. I ain't gonna hold you. That ain't Harlem because all the niggas from Harlem nasty. That's why I know you're lying, you kid.

You will never find a woman on this planet. You can't find woman a woman on this planet that will say she spent because you make him sign in the a that's no by the bed, like listen before we get started, just sign this um. No woman has never spent my mom Okay, foot in your mouth. Yeah, yeah, all right, and are you circumcised? Last question? Many are going on two parents cared about us? You just said that matters. We can never like are you allowed to

have that conversation with your parents? Is that creepy? Like? Thanks? Thanks guys for thinking aesthetically of my dick. When I was born helped out thing like in Europe, like I was born in New York. Ye standard George, though, of men are can't go on the outside, not unless you say, yeah, I don't think they'll let you leave. They won't let the baby leave the hospital here to clean. But at the same time, men feel more of a sensation, like

with their foreskins. So I feel like everybody's always like trying to be like, yes, circum but how would they know someone been uncircumcised then circumcised themselves. And was like, Yo, it's better the other way. It's just saying scientifically proven like sensation. I hate when people do this. I don't know him. Damn, we're gonna know what's gonna rain. Maybe at some point do you say this? She was like, yeah, it's way more sensational out than absolutely throughout you said it.

We are not and being circumcised like a mask for your dick. Now that I think about it, yea, yeah, it's not being circumcised with like a mask. Yeah, it's the CDC of dicks. Wait, how it doesn't seem the opposite, not being circus We're not circumcised. I am circumcised, but we have a whole room of circumcised dicks. You two. Wolf has definitely he has locks. You can't have locks and not be circumcised. Actually, I feel like the niggas would hair be the ones with the little turtleneck. I

feel niggas. That's why I really looked at him, because I'm like, like, like it has to be like a J. Cole kind of hair, you know what I'm saying, not like pretty locked. But if your hair. Now you got me thinking about which rabbits? Yeah, please don't think about that. Next. But where are we going next? Okay, so Many and I are going on tour in our theme this year is back to school. We're basically teaching people about things. I just want to know if you and my teacher

I would have detention every day. I just want you to know that you think so I'm not that was real smooth, like I don't know what that's like a little too much name all, we don't work like the detention line. I feel like it's been that's been used. Okay, well I heard of guy. Damn, that's why that's my guy. Because the amount of people that think I've slept with Rory it's insane because I feel like any time I'm talking about it's like me trying. I sound so thir

you left the world. No that you tried at one point? Did you at the live show? I've never said that. I've never tried to worry if she did, I missed it. Okay, I thought a first drug me when But the entire time I'm knowing or he's had a girl, so it already started me in threesomes you like couples, you see at that point. But I'm sure if was Sam, oh, she would have slapped me. You have a tattooed on

your arm? Oh wow, there's still hoping. Anyway. I don't really always feel like I had, you know, small energy. But anyway about detention. Do you know the name of this? Um? Yes? What is it? Leather? All right? Mari? That is a with my complexion. I don't am I allowed to answer you know what people invented that it's not technically that is kind of looks like Rory good call, Please do not answer that question. This is called a flogger, and I felt like, yes, it's called a flogger, and the flogging,

the actual act of it is it's not whipping. For anyone who's not watching the YouTube, it's like a bunch of strings, so it has less of a sharp sensation and it's it's not supposed to hurt as much. But when you come to the show on Thursday, I'll let you see it. Are you going to use it at the show? Why not? What do you have you seen what we do with everything? But second on the show, wait, you were at our Gotham show, right right? Some people started thinking I was what about him? What people think

we're fucking? Like? I think people think I'm sucking everyone but Rory Rory in because I always posted him. You know what I'm saying. But to me, that's the like dead giveaway when you don't think, yeah, you would post a person you were sucking. Do you post people you've slept with? I don't even post posted tweeting post the show? But that's it. Do you agree if you're like taking a story of someone, you're definitely not sucking them. Um. I think that's kind of where I've been. But I

don't know, do you close friends them? Oh, I don't have close friends. I just made I don't have a green bubble around. I've never said I think I think I added you. I think you're my close friends. Like I can watch people's close friends, but I don't post a close friends. I don't really post ship that. I don't think like whatever I post everybody gonna see. That'd be sick if I did close friends, but just with one specific person. Just make sure they see all the

ship that I want them to see. I kind of think I kind of think a girl that I kind of think a girl like is doing that to me right now. Really, there's no way that the ship she's posting her close friends is more than just me, and there is. It's like and ship, No, she's not naked, and it's like she's posting ship like her new boyfriend and things like that, and it's kind of like trying to make you jealous. I don't know she, but she

knows I'm not a jo the jealous type. But I think she just wants me to know that she has a boyfriend. Now, because you could do the close friends for one person and whenever I'm mad at the nig I definitely do that. I put like three of my home girls and just him. Mightbe like men are trash. Someone that starts with the H, ends with it, end phone number, starting this and lives on his block but

not saying no name. That's my close friends. No, I think close friends, like, especially for people like us that are out there, was like, what's the point I put my parents on there? But that's it. You have your parenting and close friends. Yeah. Like, if I want to show pictures in my family or family moments, I'll do that because to me, that's the things that's more sacred.

Now pictures are my titties not so much. My followers must be prude or maybe they just don't trust me because all the close friends that I have just there's nothing they're cooking. I'm like, dog, you could have just posted this to the world if it's not your ass, Like why are you like maybe posting memes like my close friends be posting memes and I'm like this could have gone just for me. Thank God? That all right? I got a last one. You have a woman that's

on your show, now, what's her name? And she and just like she is your banter and stuff like that. Yes, and she has many roles. Okay, so we have a fun Mary kill you guys both have to pick to Maris Mandy wheezy m hmm. Fuck Mary killed the Marris Wheezy Mandy m M. I don't want to kill any of y'all, but we can't kill Demaris because we need her, Oh my god. And if one of us fun to Marison might get weird. So I think we should marry.

Definitely marrying Mari. But she has seen some of our finances and she could divorce us and seeing how much money is count Yes, um, this is a bast scenario all the way. This is tough. That's a great question, you know, for mom would be for y'all. I don't know who the third person would be. But I was

like me and Rory are so brother and sisters. But I was like married because then I could fuck mall and then I could divorce and take a white man's many and then leave, and you could you could take my half of our money and then leave with Maul and get his. I thought about that. It's gonna be new mom and Wheezy Neweazy after you gotta pay all right, I gotta married to Marris just because we need her. She's she's on She's on T nines now. So which one of us dying? Dog? I don't that. I love

both of y'all, like do you? Absolutely? And both of y'all nasty, So I want to funk both of y'all like I would suck both of y'all. Not saying I want I would, just got right. Did you make avocado toast? That's it. I cook way better than Mandy. You literally knows how to cook vegan. Go ahead and take her. I'm vegan, I'm caribbing. I'm cooking all the meat. Here's the thing. Many may have to go through some litigations and some legal troubles in the near future. I don't

know if I want any cards of that. I might have to kill her. Y'all was talking about it on y'all new episode today. You know who's better than everybody? Lawyers and the way mine is shout out to Martcy Cleary. I didn't need it to be done, so I'm not worried you guys have yes, yes, Brandy Johnson. See we're all smart. Don't tell I'm telling. Yeah, I got a

black woman lawyer as well. I think male lawyers when I was growing up, I thought they would be like the smartest because of just whatever was in my head with patriarchy. But I don't even they got a lot of ego. When they talk to me, like they almost they always act like they got everything squared away, which doesn't make me feel good. Yeah, I got it. No, talk to me about what you've got and explain it

to me, like I'm not a lawyer. Male lawyers definitely don't know how to explain things, and we all should assume what that contract. That's why I break things down. Yeah for dumb mint. That's why I hate male therapists too. I only do female therapists now. Really I'm the opposite hate mail therapists. I never I don't have a therapist. Could just talk to one of my friends, like, I need a woman to break this down to me. That's a good point. That's that's really good point I want.

And I you've never you've never been to therapy. What would you want to discuss the most? The most? Um, how to let his guard down because you're too fucking cool. Really, you are too cool for school. That is there. You just too cool but real. But the po the pod world doesn't know you, and you're too cool. But why do you Why do you feel like I'm too cool? Though? Like anything I say on the pody, anything I say on the pod, is that not really me? I think

it's an answer. You don't get as vulnerable as the people you've podcasts. Yeah, and so you you are way more of a vulnerable and loving and caring guy than what you portray on on the microphone. No, I think that people have this perception because I'm single that I don't like like relationships or our dear relationships. I'm just not a dude that just jumps in and out of

relationships like that's never been me. It's just crazy because you're so nice and sweet, like I've seen you hey very well with women, So I don't know why you don't get into relationships when you you do give off relationship vibes. Oh, no, I would be I would make a great boyfriend. Really, how do you break? That's something I can never do? So so okay, and we talk

about that all the time too. The way you show up, or at least the way I've seen you just be you outside of, of course the podcast, you do come off as you could be a great boyfriend, So I can see why maybe even the women you talk to like would catch feelings for you quicker than maybe you do. Why do you show up in that space instead of the way you show up on the pod with women?

Why don't show up in that space? But why do you show up more loving and caring than nonchalant with with the women If you don't really want a relationship or you're not looking for a relationship, I'm I'm very honest with women that I date. I let them know that I'm not looking for like a committed thing at the moment. How are you again? Why are you still not looking for anything committed at forty It's not that I'm not looking that like in the moment. It's like

I'm not eating like yo. I hope this turns into something like if it happens, it happens. Have you fallen in love in the time you've been single? No, Honestly, I think that is a better answer for being single anty because if you said yes, I knew you didn't have a girl. I'm vulnerable. I'm vulnerable women that our date.

But but it's it's um Like a lot of dudes out here, they play a lot of games and that's what we call fun boys, Like they run around and a lot of women and tell them what women wanted here too to get what they want. And you know, they don't want women seeing other They don't. They don't, they don't want women. They don't want women seeing other guys words, So they played these games. They played these games. Like I'm just saying, I'm not that guy. I'm just

very harm to anybody. Who would that guy be? What do you think we have more? I'm trying to think of how to phrase this. What's advice you could give women for dating someone like you? And by that I mean a lot of women date guys that say and I have to they're not looking for anything to get past that point. Right, You said you get vulnerable with women date. What's a mistake they could be making that keeps you from getting there? If you had to put it, um,

I wouldn't say it some mistake they may. I think that one mistake that I think most women make in dating me is that thinking that they can change me. Maybe I'm not looking for nobody to change what do they want? But why not change me? Yes, because I don't think I need changes would would to me? It implies that I'm doing something wrong or I need. I think that I can learn you can teach me something.

There's there's only certain things that the opposite sex can teach you about yourself to change for the betterment, and that only happens when you're vulnerable with them. So yeah, you may need to be vulnerable and change a bit. I've gotten better a personal because I've looked at things from women's perspectives, because I've actually been vulnerable with them and listen to them, and I changed for the better

in that capacity. Only there's only way only happened because I was willing to change my Like I've hopped on this show and was like cook for a nigga. Never, I would never do that. And even the way I just showed up in my last relationship was leaps and

bounds beyond how I've showed up in the past. To learn about yourself to so much about how you do other people, and it's not even just relationship based too, because I think it's super weird when people don't have uh friends of the opposite sex, because there's only certain things that a woman that's just my friend can tell me about myself and teach me about myself. Right, So, yeah, you gotta let people change a woman. No, I'm not

letting nobody change I am who I am. But I can learn, Okay, I think you're scared of Yeah, I'm not getting connotation of change to turn into it's not it's not a negative, it's not a negative conversation. It's just learning. Like there's not a woman that I've dated. There's not any women out here that updated that have anything negative to say about me like that. You're not gonna find a woman that says, oh, he's a fun boy. And that could be the honesty though, because so many

men have lacked honesty. I mean with me, like, I know, every story that I'm reading from our home mail is like somebody that misled something or you know, one of our questions. That's anytime I get on the phone with my home girls, they lied about something and it's and it's frustrating, you know what I mean. So I think that is probably why so many men, many women upset at me. It's because they didn't have me the way they wanted me. They didn't have they didn't have a full,

like committed relationship with me. I'm kind of okay with women saying bad things about me. There's no there's no real, like not some over the lining foul ship. But there's plenty of women that can say bad things about me, and that was part of the learning experience. Now there's a repeat behavior where every single woman is saying the same thing. Now that's some fun boy shit because you're not learning from the mistakes you made. It's just the past.

You're so girlfriend guy that it's not even funny. Piece of in a good way. Really, the things that you were saying about vulnerabile. It all comes from ten years of failing, Like ten years of just I'm not saying I do it correctly now, I'm just aware of it. He's thirty to ten years of failing. What are you talking about. I was in relationships in my twenties. You shouldn't be in a relationships in your twenties. Let's that's

what you make them stake. You should be a hard I don't let me get you should be a hole in your twenties like your twenties should be you dating experience, like you shouldn't be committed relationships. That means, I'm sorry, I'm gonna be at my mid thirties meeting men that haven't had a real relationship yet. I don't like hearing you don't know who you are on your twenties, are

with figure out the dumb ship with them holes? When you dating your twenties, somebody try to be figuring out with somebody When you dating your twenties, you do not know yourself. So sometimes the only thing you're have in common with somebody is that you love them, and then that ship think about everyone to go and do different ship you had in your twenties where you thought this was the one and look how stupid, But no, that's

the That's the thing though. I showed up knowing that I had a lot to work on with myself as far as getting myself through school, as far as finding a career, as far as being willing to even cook for a motherfucker at one point, like my mom still can't believe I know how to cook. So through my twenties that's what I was doing. And you know, other than that. I was just getting my getting my freak on,

getting fluid out. I had to get experiences. I didn't have the money to travel, so official need to travel. Don't do that. I so much time. I don't ever kept. I mean it's handed it. Yeah, so that the tell you what you can. Don't do that, do that. I am platinum. Actually, if you long, you know what, Tom, You're already are you serious? And in adulta when I used to be in first class, I did used to feel judged. I'm like, oh, they know I didn't pay for this co Really in first class, you don't had

a dress nice and he gives rich daddy vibes. Nigga Lando And it was up in le Bronx in my twenties. I wasn't dressing nights to the airport, bitch. I was wearing pajamas. Wait, even though you knew it was gonna find me out. Oh yeah, I used to dress the last some times. I have to get my nails done because I'm like, funk, I'm about to be with a nigga my most ridiculous. And that's how I feel like. I know when I see girls that are like new in the game because bitch, I'd wear heels there for it.

That's a hard ill was showing and I'd be like, he's coming in here even wear yeah yeah. But then I feel like Nigga Nigga's judge because like I do, but I can't rolling loud every bitch that tried to work where heels or even some type of platform and look, because it was like she looked to be looking dull tapping Scott doesn't care. She see you from there and he thinks she looks stupid. No, there's a time in

a place to wear heels for sure, for sure. And I think like when you're going through that first flute out phase, I didn't know what to do and I wanted to be so perfect for this person, you know what I'm saying, so that like I could get you because this mouth was going to be perfect. So I mean I wanted to I wanted to get it more than just like they wanted out for as a guy flowing you out more than once? Absolutely, Okay, did you ever ask you your birthday more than once? And were

you offended? Oh my god, because this is happening to me and I don't really know. I'm be trying to scroll up and like typing keywords to try to figure out what the birthday was the last off, because I don't want to say for the seventh time for girls, I'm not flying up what's your birthday again? I'm I'm scrolling through her Instagram trying to find her birthday make up. All right, where's the birthday make up? Then I get the day and I have to guess the year. I'm like,

all right, we're fucking how many years photo? Okay? She didn't know what happened at the end of Notorious, so she must be born after nine seven. She was like, damn me, Dodd, I didn't see that coming time. We know. As soon as I knew, there was a flyout Marius sponsor to that was full name, birthday email. Okay, so they never had to ask, you know. I was on the phone with a dude who's friend. I was on

the phone my home boy. He was in Africa for work, and I was telling him, how like, you know, I'm not on the app, like I want to meet someone. He was like, you gotta meet my dude here. He's back and forth in Africa to New York. To do you get on the phone. He's like, yeah, I could fly you out to Africa sometimes, I said, do you think I want to spend twenty thirty hours traveling to kind of have dinner with you? You can call me when you're in New Yorker. Actually, Senecol only took eleven

hours to get to. They were deep at a very humbling moment without experience. Really what more, I'll just love being here. That's all. You're back, baby, You got to comfortable couch. Yeah, this is CV two I invested and it's black, it's comfortable. We didn't get this one. We got some. First of all, you guys didn't want everyone set, so we had to lift them chairs up. Let them know I lifted those Thank you. Edding yi edin is like, I am not gonna let here and don't even start.

We had to add a change set fee because y'all, because y'all, do you know that Mary kill Eddin Alex the one who's the other one on staff into that Wait, tell us who's the humbling moment? Technically we're on blackfeck, sir, raised on blaffect. Ye, how dare you? How dare he suddenly a program like black effect with my white face? Dare you do this, the Black Effect is prospering more than a lot of other networks out there, and it's doing well, and it's supporting black people and paying them.

What networks are you talking about? Let's start, Joe about network? Okay, anyway, I'm on stitch out. Let's go how you know. And I'm just not gonna get my business involved over here. So there's that. Hey, listen, man, we can talk about whatever you want to talk about. Oh no, I didn't humbling a moment a woman she was packing and I was I was flying her somewhere, and she was factually, I don't really want to do a carry on like her partner. I don't want to do a check bag.

Let me just do the carry on ship. And I was like, oh, you know like first classes, they don't charge for the carry on for the check back. You think this is my first time in first class? I was like, oh, thank you. You wre condom stop, I did not have. If you fly a girl out first class, do you have to wig condom? Yes? If I if I put a check on adults and one, she already know I'm hitting that thing. Roll Are you serious? Lay

down on the bed on the flight. No, that is toxic and no, let me just tell you it's a little jarring about this coming out of Mall's mouth last night. Skip to hord Derve for anyone who's never listened to Horrible Decisions. Horror Derve is our sex tips segment. I text Rory separately. I text Mall separately, said, can you guys give us a sex step for tomorrow? Just so you're not um? You know in shock? We're he says, pull out, We're a condom. This is why we're good

to it. Delta one, I've never anybody, Oh even the African I was sucking. They gave me like thirty bands, Like he still used a condom. So I'm sorry. Delta one is not getting raw. The amount of women that have told me the amount of money that's just been given to them, And how have you not like safely invested this money. How have you not retired someone? That's why I was someone mears the amount of times this happens, you could hit at least well, well, I wasn't there yet.

This is what happens when you're just sucking being a home in your twenties. Um, when I got that money, I was like great, I don't have to work three jobs. And I went back to school. I went to college. That I gave you money move that was well, that was you were really stripping to pay tuition. That was not no, no, no. I was a bartending um. But when I got that money, I was like, oh my god, great, I don't have to do this work because I wanted

to finish school early. So that thirty thousand allowed me the college experience of playing college sports, studying abroad, um, paying my run up for like it, it's set me good to graduation. Get invite to graduation? Does he get a copy of your diploma? He ended up missing missing, like his money wasn't the same by the time my junior year came around. So he's like everybody keeping Instagram and he wore condom and he wore kind of and he only want a missionary. I've shared this story on here,

only missionary get it? How you live? I have an X that started playing and then the African Rich African Street told me every time, how did you my honest will hear these stories? I'm only asking this question because most people hear this with or a drug dealer. How did you miss the same advice? I've given all the girls on horrible decisions as long as I've been listening.

You have to be friends with other hoss. Our home girl posted me of the w c W and he saw me on her page and was like, yeah, I need her first conversations, like said, I said, you could give him my number. First conversation. He wired me a thousand dollars and was like this is so you know I'm not playing when crushed Wednesday, this fucking Instagram at it? Why do but yeah, like so you have to day I'm on to get like that's it. Yeah, I think. I mean that's the we know that you just got

to be friends. Like it's called cross market. That's why it is. It's crossed when you start seeing girls post each other like oh babe, Like that's why all the Instagram girls are friends because they're all sharing the same true. I'll be honest when I see that they're normally only fans girls. I never thought for a moment it was just to like put you on the other itsh niggas and then they get they get broken off of that.

That's what I used. I gotta stop hanging out with so many gay niggas and go to these medium guns. The last time Rory and I hung out, me, him and Benny went to a fucking rave at Brooklyn Mirage because Bennie, we're sitting no, no, no, gentlemen, I love. It's nothing like really good guy. He's just not like

Benny okay, cool, and he butchers different things. I have met each other a few times through me and basically Rory saying something about Brooklyn Mirage and Do Say Blues and he's like, Yo, I want these tickets to this show, Like can you get some tickets? And Rory's like, you know, Rory hits us up in the morning, No, he hit that group chat on the early Yes. But Rory hits back talking about, yeah, we have six v IP tickets

for the Brooklyn show. I'll just shove it when I amn't, and he was like, oh my god, bet you couldn't even get these. Well, anyway, we're going out. We go to this fucking rape. I couldn't even believe I was seeing Rory there, and hilariously enough, no one knew him for the ever. Any time we go out. It was just like, oh, it's not a soul new like don't know, like this is a white party had they were selling lollipops in the bathroom for a high end price because

of the certain drug of choice. Of course, I don't know if he is allowed to talk about her rug contract. There's drug talk every episode. Absolutely no. Now he knows I ain't shut. But I was very But Molly gets piste out in two days. That's why all the athletes used to take it. Oh well, I was high for a while, was definitely high. I had a water bottle with a little bit of water in it that he kept circling around and take a swig up and then look up and say, have you tried these glasses on yet?

I had these glasses? Hang out, mom, I'm trying to do like other ship. I did like fucking a decade of pelus. I did the same party for ever, like I wanted to try a new ship. Got these glasses from Amazon that you can see rainbows, and like, I just took the whole time. I'm like, I don't think I'm feeling the molly. Well. I was feeling the so much. Now I'm not feeling it. Feeling it'll feel start to see y'all are gonna both have to start venturing into

new things for research purposes. That the white one was the one. It was Greeway. When we do it'll be different thing. So Vanilla Ship this week. That's our new segment. I don't know if y'all seen Sex Love Goop Gwyne's Paltrow. Gwyneth Paltrow has a show on Netflix. Yeah, that's where Data Pinkett was talking about. Well, no, that was Red Table Talk. I thought it was one of the Paltrow though. Yeah. Yeah, But she has a new show, like a sex show on Netflix. And on the show she is a therapist.

Sex Love Goop Coop is the name of her candle that apparently smells like her pussy. I'm not mad at it, but uh. And one of the episodes, someone went through sex body sex I loogical body work. Basically, it's it's uh, it's illegal in forty nine states to touch a client's genitals. But when it's practiced ethically, I'm sorry, it's just funny because these white people are really weird doing it. But um, when it's practiced ethically, it can be a healing process.

So on the series, somebody was having painful penetration. She grew up in a conservative home. Jhovah's witness where the word sex wasn't even okay and lesbians were gross. So she fell in love with a woman and was having difficulty with entry into her vagina. And so this is the witnesses will enter your house with no problem, and

while you're pussy takes time. So this woman penetrates the client while her girlfriend is watching and basically um trying to mound into her volva, stroking the labia, checking in with her, making sure that placing her finger was okay, trying to subside the pressure. And this is a real thing. She's an actual certified therapist for this. And she gave her apparently an orgasm on camera with a pubic massage. And I just want to say, someone that did a

TV show about sex sweetie has one. I don't think there is a world where black people can get on Netflix finger each other and they post it. But let Camille decide that she's gonna give you pussy therapy, and they're like, oh, yeah, this is this is okay. It's all about how you worded. She Once you put therapy attached to it, it's it's okay. It was mental health. Have a therapist. We should do um like uh like skin therapy, a facial Okay, Okay, Oh, he's definitely wanting

to give you a facial. I didn't say that. I mean he said I have great skincare routine. Okay, you're interested, got you so your sex to pull out, wear a condom? Anything beyond that bullshitall sit I'm uncomfortable you condoms room. We're in a condoms room. No, that's not what we were coming about that, Okay, Okay. Is there any sex tip that you guys have for men for women or for women for men um and I only say women for men, men for women because you guys have had

her sexual sex. I'm a big advocate. I want a campaign now for men to realize sex toys are not your enemy. They are They are your teammates, sir. That's

your man and them. Okay, that little bullet that vibrate, you can't vibrate, bro and another and felscular and loom like me and my part The last year and a half has been phenomenal with sex with the addition of sex toys, and it's one of the things that I fear now going to deal with, like having new partners again, is like, oh nah, I have like a whole kid Like, I have a whole bunch of toys that I'm saying, like a piece of luggage. Literally it's on both sides

of my bed. I have a whole like ben full of one, and then I have a whole another like pull out drawer with a whole another one. And then across my room there's another drawer with like all the oils and candles, like my room is set up for like sex, toys and sex. Like what happened cleaning lady? Not anymore? Because my cat would beating her head, So now I gotta clean my own house. I got her out of there, like the cat, the cat, and not this, not this pussy but buddy, um but no, like that

is very great. And I hope that all of the men listening, um, listen to this white man only on this and that's it. Sorry, there's a lot of black Let me tell you. That's about critical race theory. No, we don't want to hear it. We had enough. But you can vibrate, like you can, can you get mama? You can vibrate. It's not so we cannot vibrate. No, I don't know if I want to ask you how the vibrate. My dick doesn't vibe what you mean. They're like pussy. You can like make your mouth vibrate. No

you cannot. I'm sorry, mom, I need my mouth. Your mouth can pussy. I can do things with my mouth to make it feel like a vibration. Not. That's not the same as the bully hum You want to come, you want racist as long as you're taking while you're doing it. I was like sixteen. I read that in a Cosmo hummed the star Spangle bandroom while you give a blow job, and I was like three seconds in and I was like, I can't do this on a black dude. That's what I'm saying, Like the star Spangle

brand is racist. We're not gonna do you got missed my as long as you're on one. Need joke, but it's cool. Not I haven't repeat jokes. Nobody listen to me, so it's fine. We took some questions and for the people that wanted to know about y'all, and besides all of the messy ship, we do have some juice. One of them actually had to do with mall eating pussy, So I guess we've covered that. He's a hummer who people. A lot of people are asking that because they probably think,

as Mandy said, you're too fucking cool nigger. They call him a hummingbird on saying it. Hold on, that's what I don't call you that they call you the humming bird on. Um, don't make I was just up there. Has your dating or hookup etiquette changed now that you're getting money? And now when I say now, I mean now, is in like your podcast success or if it has there been a pivot in your life for money really changed and your dating changed. I don't like this narrative.

By the way, it doesn't have to be in a house before our deal. Yeah yeah, but like we are whenever you started, even if it was three or four years ago, a five years when you started getting money to change homeowner. Not really for me, not really, I think that because the perception I never I never lead with that. Like a lot of men, they lead with the fact that they're making money and you know, cars,

jewelry and all this other ship. And then there's taking it back when all this which only want me for money, n that's all you're presenting forward Like I still walk around Hall and Queen's Brooklyn like a regular guy. So it's not about you know, monetary ship with me, So it's not Money didn't change that for me. I think, if anything, it changed in the sense of the women I date. Know that more women know me and we know that you are humming bird. Now that's what you

led with this week. I mean women that dated me know that though. But they signed the DA to sign India. But you really make them sign Ndia. I don't know. Things haven't changed, per saying that I'll skip some steps in some corners because money makes things a little bit more convenient. I don't come out the gate and like buy you some ship or take you on some fake click. Oh, let's go to Brooklyn chop house because that's what people that on Instagram pretend to have money go to. Never

go to Brooklyn chop house. It's that food is terrible. Don't do it good. I know good food Brooklyn shop houses. Yeah, I could put you on some good restaurants Brooklyn. I don't want you to put me on. I want you to take me to New York. And you both got my I could be like a power couple. In the podcast, people saying that he he would totally like not even do it, and then you guys would do like a

spinoff podcast. It's like a I'm just therapy. I could produce it, no, thank you you sure, okay, thank you bro. Train etiquette, subway etiquette, and then Mandy and I could just do reaction videos. Really what about it? They're gonna want to sit on YouTube and be like, so what did y'all do? After many were just yeah, just there trying to the subway question. If you want me to talk about trains, I can talk about train train etiquette. Yeah, like trains have always been. Do you think he meant

subway or training? I think training? Oh he did. I thought it was I heard subway and train. I said subway, but it really did say train etiquette. But the train etiquette is that's definitely involved in a different train. Okay, I'm not into that. I wouldn't know train etiquete because I've never been in one, and I'm not it's just not my thing. What about my D levels of two? Like that's where that's where you would draw the line in the train? Have you guys a girl kicking in

while I'm sucking from the back. That's just I just don't because you know, I went to college. So the

train thing happened often consensually. I would walk in and just see a bunch of dudes like, y'all just want to sit there ball the ball with which it pantil off on your shirt on, which is first of all fucking weird, and niggas be funky and like maybe if they're running trains and at that age, okay, maybe when you're young, but trying to throw you guys the pussy at the same time, and you both were like, whoa

is this happening? And I, yeah, I don't think so, I don't know if if it did, I didn't catch it. Me neither. We we know you didn't jump on the train, but you didn't even notice. There's never been a girl there was. They don't catch I'm not good at catching cues from women when they're interested in me. Clearly we talked about that in the first ten minutes of the show. Yeah, I have no idea, so, yeah, I don't, I don't, I don't, um No, I don't think a woman has

wanted to funk with me and Rory. When we used to be on the road and do for the level More, there was times when like More would pick one that I'd be like, damn, I kind of wish you didn't pick that one. But we were attracted to the same type of women. But as a woman ever wanted to have sex with me and Rory, what's the type? Because you know everybody already asked if you basically only date black women, no date women? M hm, when's the last

time you dated a white girl? To find d fucked? Okay, but I haven't done a lot of sucking in a very long time, so okay. And another question, people want to know if your dick is as bad as you say it is, it's it's probably probably all the time.

I'm probably over. So you talk about your dig being best so much that everything I don't like expectations like I want people going in whet the bar here that all the time we hate, like when we meet guys, especially if they know we do this show, like niggas expect us to be hanging from chandeliers and it's just like having American is bad. I'm scared. Yeah, but I can even imagine the pressure of porn stars, Like some

porn stars just want to fuck you regular. They don't want to be the porn star that you see on films. So I like that you kind of undersell yourself. And I think my best fucking comes from when we actually like each other. I don't think I'm like the really good like this at this point in my life. I'm not going to bang it out on the first night type of guy. Like once. We're like, our souls connect, not my dick is crazy and look, yeah, I'll be getting on me right. Our souls connect. Get the funk

out of here. Man, you're connecting souls? Ye, So yeah, all right, I am the intro to her belly or you don't even catch that ball? You're right, I let that one go. Thank you. I should wrap you? Should you? That was a bar wrapper name McNasty. No, you can't do that one. That's what I thought you were going to give him for the a K I wish McNasty. I feel like I'm kind of putting myself in just one little I'm just going to Ireland at that point, right, it's just one market. I'm not saying I'm kind of

boxing myself in at that point. Will this place you've ever had sex? Basic question, but a good one. I've talked about it before under the Track and Field, under the bleaches while people were like running working out in the morning. Really, I feel didn't we just talked to somebody about this? Oh yeah, we didn't answer this, I thought. I think I said my mother's bed. Yeah we did, Alec's not with my mother. It was fun, it was less sexual, you guys know, another slut other than it's

like this is not quite you guys podcast? Are you fucking kidding? Actually had a really nice, non slutty conversation. I feel like like we really didn't talk about sex like that. We'll talking to happen here. Well, I think my answers could still be the same. And my mother's bed, that's wild disrespectful, I felt. I felt really bad after it. Okay, all right, hear me out. We need to hear you out.

When I was a teenager, my mother worked a lot, so I had like that the open house for the most part, we know what the open house is had ouse. So it was my second time ever having sex. I was fourteen. My friend had took my room. Oh yeah, I had the girls though, and the living room was occupied and it wasn't a big house, so there's only one other spot that's left. And it was somewhere else you could have which you have to understand when you're fourteen.

When you're fourteen and you have the opportunity to have sex, you're not gonna those opportunities don't just come all the time. You're gonna make sure this is gonna happen. I can't even masturbated my mom's house anymore. Like, it's really difficult for me to do. I feel like somebody is around it, likes like Jesus is watching. I don't know, bro. I mean in my mother in my mother's room, it's it's John F. Kennedy, Jesus and Derek Jeter like her. So

like that's who was looking at my mom. In Orlando, my mama ended up staying in my hotel room and I had work in another room. So I said, Mom, I'm I'm I'm gonna go real quick. You could stay here different I mean to go get something, you know. And then her friend called, because my homegirl told me our friend called, and she was like, oh, can I speak Let me speak to your daughter. She was like, um, she went to the lobby to grab something, so she's not in the room right now. But basically she knew

I was going to get fun. But that's not your mama, bad bitch. No, you're right, Oh no, I regret it. I don't think it was right. Did your mom re ever find out? But she listens to almost everything, like she google is my name every day, so this will pop up. My mom loves to tell me updates about Mandy and it's actually really cute. She's like, you guys actually have a date in Atlanta. Mandy just posted because I blocked my mom and so she's like, yeah, your

video came out everything. Did you see the clip of you? And then she'll call me and be like, you masturbated on airplane. I'm like, what thee? Never had sex? Just I do? Got one? One thing going to be on the PJ though, So that's whenever I have enough time to meet him in a city where we can fly it together. Now we broke up. Now, I mean I was gonna ask, but I saw the memes for it, so don't mean it was Twitter. I saw it. I was like, oh, yeah, sad girl, I'm a single. I

mean we still talk, We're still friends. I know, because you was like I feel like this was gonna really be like I thought so too. I think really happened. I know, you never know us. I think they're gonna get back together next week and I don't and I don't even know situations. We all everyone not this time,

not this time, yes, over, it's over. Over, like we're friends, like he's he's even grieving right now, and it's just like I wish I could be there for you, but I'm here as a friend, like it's nothing like okay, So what happened? Was it cheating? Was it? You know? What's crazy? That's what everyone assumes. There wasn't even sex involved. He just did something that I felt I should have been made aware of. And when I was made where

aware of. His response to that was, um, I don't have to tell you everything I do, like he beat his chest. Instead of being held accountable and apologizing, it was more like, well, I don't have to tell you this, but we have this type of relationship. We're going to the sex club, we my friends. We talked about everything. So as soon as now this is your answer when mind you it was to me it was a disrespectful act.

Um was this in the midd of an argument though that he said, this was me checking him about not telling me, Like what he did, Okay, almost want to know, like you got a chance to explain that answer, leave the way of not like to me, we do so much sexually. Don't embarrass me. Don't embarrass me that There should never be a time anybody can tell me something about you that I don't know. Embarrassment is up to what you feel and and embarrassing and I could get

embarrassed my nigga, like I'm open ire like um. He linked up with a friend of mine, which wouldn't have been a problem because they've linked up without me before, like to get drinks and stuff. He linked up with a friend of mine that has joined us in the bedroom with another bit. He brought another bit around my friend. I felt like if everything would have played out but my friend was linking up with a whole another couple.

Your home girl told you that. My home girl told me because she was like she's been, she's been around us. She was just like, I just wanted to tell you so that it didn't look like I was trying to hide something because nothing happened, and so when Yeah, but what if she is just like me? If she didn't tell me, I would have felt like maybe she was trying to do something behind my back, and she was like, I just need you to know it wasn't like that

at all. And so when I brought it back to him, yeah, I just felt like then he overshared that maybe there wasn't innocent intentions of even and I was just like, Nigga, what homegirl? Because I never met her? And then I

was like, you fucked her, didn't you. And there was just a lot of things that I felt like if we're in this space and we talked about it all the time, like you know me, and we really talk about being non monogamous, we're open, we're free, like I'm and I'm like I said, like, we don't fun down mad bitches and stuff like that. But when you're in that space, trust and communication are the biggest things. Not only that consideration. I need you to consider me even

when I'm not around. And so once I feel as though that is broken, I don't even know how I trust going to the sex club, but you trust bringing my friends into the bedrooms? Um, this was I would consider The second he went to the sex club without telling me and I found out because when I went by myself, it was like, yeah, we were looking for you last time, last time when and he hadn't told me that he went without me. So again you're around without him. Yes he knew I was going like your

world over communicate, but also you're in my world. You've met everybody, like every damn near everyone in the studio has met hi damn except for for Wheezy Ironic. But um, oh, well you haven't met amazing. No, but I feel like you may have seen him, I feel like. But either way, that's what it was. And when we sit here on this couch for the last five years and we and I opened up about what a relationship and tells, especially in non monogamy, there still is a way to cheat,

even when you allow your partner to have sex. So even though sex didn't happen, it was something where I'm just like, this is now when I go out of town, I don't want to have to worry about what you that's hard to get over it. It was too much. Well, let me ask you this, because I've not been in that type of world before. So this is just an outside of you with some and that is into that

type of lifestyle and is wired that way. Don't you think there should be some grace in that blurred lines of sexual activity because the way the way he is wired is sexually different than most people or self included, because you guys are in a lifestyle. A lot of people are in their lifestyle. But in the scope of things, it's a small percentage. You're digging with that one. Was this person really your friend that he met up with?

If you wired that way and you want to go fund somebody else like you may just waite sexually, but not only that in that type of ship, you got to give him. But here's the thing. Here's the thing, and especially no, I'm glad that you're asking that because again, when you are non monogamous or in this lifestyle. No, just because I'm in this lifestyle does not mean I should sign up to be disrespectful. She's betrayed, embarrassed. There's

a lot of ways in which I can feel. And so if this has been expressed that I don't like feeling this way when this is your action, that should be an action that should be copletely removed. And if you continue to do it, I'm not going to sign up to feel this one friend. You signed up for a relationship, which signs up for understanding. Yes, but again I over communicate, and because we over communicate, and but what but he's either one that has understanding. No, she

needs to try to understand him and his behavior. But she's already expressed this for the second time. Well, going to the sex club and not telling you, I mean, but here the other thing that we talked about on this pod all the time, and this is where all my friends were like, oh my god, it's a proud of you, because no one thought I would ever break up with him. But we discussed boundaries on this show

a lot. And if I'm telling you that this is my boundary and now you've done it again, to me, if I sat here and took him back, it was me then expecting to feel that same way and him doing the same thing. This is my boundary. I told you, don't cross it, you crossed it, We're done. And to me, once you really set those boundaries in your head, and the way I out, and the fact that he just didn't think he did anything wrong, because let me beat my chest, I'm a man. I don't have to tell

you everything that wasn't that. I just knew that that wasn't gonna work. For me going forward. And I think anyone in a relationship now, if you really have your boundaries, if you don't stick to it, your partner's gonna continue doing that. Ship It just is what it is they do. Like if a man cheats on you, and cheating is your boundary, and you take that niggaback, be mad at yourself when he cheats again. If that's your boundary, stick

to it. And if a person can't show up the way you need them to show up for you, you need to find someone who's willing to do that. Is that that macho machismo ego man ship part of why you liked him? Though? Um, I mean a little bit, of course, not not only two different things. And I don't want to I've sat here and talked. I somehow end up dealing with Muslims all the time. However, the Muslims from Harlem be like fucking Malcolm X type Muslims.

So they only like your religion only like they use parts of their religion to make sense when it when it fits them. You know what I mean? Religion? Wait, wait, wait, wait, No, he didn't bring up a lot of Mommy he brought up No, he didn't bring it up. But I know that it was the way he talked about the like the Muslim man. Yeah, and oh do they go to the sex club, So don't let him put up but no, But that's what I'm saying, like, oh, so now your religion is all right, we're not gonna do And I

think so you pull you using the buffet. He's using the buffet with his religion. You using the buffet with masculinity and being that big fucking man and all that ship, the ship you love from it. You can't just pick the good ball. Sometimes the bad ship is. Yeah, you're gonna get the real fucking macho man's gonna say, fuck you. You don't need to know about my ship. And guess what, it can't be a buffet both and I'm gonna suck them that's gonna listen to. I'm just saying it can't

just always be a buffet. And probably think Mandy could be overreacting because she did all these other things with him, But you have to understand. You open your home to other of women, You open your relationship and your love and share with other people. I've done that too. I've had hell of threesomes with obay right, and people would say things when I get angry about small things. Uh, person I would call Old Bay on the right, Mandy named him. You haven't seen that nigga at lub. This

is the this is the workfront. No talking about No, but that's her. My god, we had sex. It's not a big deal anyway, Wait the girl. Oh my god, I'm talking about something from two thousand twelve. Yeah. When Old Bay and I have instances where with threesomes and maybe there was something I didn't like outside of a threesome, people be like, well, I don't understand what the big deal is, y'all funk all these girls together, Like why do you have to throw that in my face because

I'm threesome girl? Or like fucking bitches would a nigga that I'm allowed to just you know, I'm supposed to let these things go. And I think the more you're open and trustworthy, it's just like a magnitude of feelings that come because you feel like I gave you all of that. That was me, bitch. I was like, damn,

Like I'm I'm honestly scared. I showed up as my best self with this person, and I literally told my friends, I'm nervous because now I don't know if I should get back to being a hole because now my best self still ended up with a nigga like being on some function. And also I want to come back to what you said, just to wait, why did you say?

But you know what I mean? And so even as you like you, you sat here and been single, and when you really show up for someone as your best self, and you know, you did everything that you were supposed to do as a partner, as a lover, as a friend, and that person still maybe crosses you in a way that you wouldn't have expected, It's just like, damn, so so should I just show up? It ain't sing no

more since everyone's going to show up. That would be you making let allowing somebody's actions to you know, cause you to act a certain way. And maybe you don't want to be that old Mandy anymore. It's not but a lot of us bring trauma into dating relationship. This time, you're in love and and being violated is something that's different to me. I told you that's already getting fluid up next week because cheating is heartbreak to it. What you just said, I'm not trying to make you feel bad,

but I'm commending you for breaking up. That to me is like a really deep like oh man, like you really like sucked me up because sex and cheating isn't to me as bad and my sex isn't as bad to me either, So I'm just like sex. No men can have sex with no feelings. So to me, I understand. I understand the sexual appetite from a man. So to me, if you just go funk a bit, okay. But to me, like being out and about spending time with a bit,

I got a problem with it. And then also you're feeling comfortable enough to bring whoever this bitches around my friends? No like this, this woman has some sort of I don't I don't need other emotions involved. I don't want you to be emotionally tied to anyone when I feel like you're my friend, my best friend. I don't sign up for Polly. I don't sign him for open. We swing, which means we do everything together. And so if another bitch is involved, that is again another dynamic of a relationship.

Now monogamy or not that I did not sign up for. So I'm sending this, did you want to go over there because I would have I don't know if I could have stayed in the house, I would have got the time I found out, I found out three days later. You knew the other girl might not your friend. But the other girl now, uh, he said, I've been told y'all was gonna bring it to well, maybe fashioned little jump to get back together and be friends, bitch, she might need to get her Ask me, I didn't see

what the girl looked like. No, maybe that might make you feel better. That's true, it could. I mean my friend didn't think she was older. So my friend was like, so you can't be the old lady. I mean I could be. I could definitely the old lady Shistry, Florida. I don't give old bro. Let me tell you something. When people be saying, she like, you don't want to have to go to jail today, I've been to jail. And it is not that she trying to pop the three hospice to get a past. Though she was looking

in her forties. I'm sure that was make a wish foundation she was in hospital, she wanted to have a three right before she died to do that. Don't you guys about your friend wait, wait, who you talking about her threesome with the dude? Calm down there, I'm forty what they're talking about. But that's what I'm saying. That ain't that old, but it is not old, hospital to know, That's what I'm saying. She wasn't that old, but she definitely looked older than me and my home girl. And

I'm stones in your hand? What are they? What are they for? Chords? Am um? What are they for? I just like wearing stones like I like charging them. And you know, whether it be love or power or ship like that. I've been going through some crazy depression, y'all. Okay, like real bad, m bro. He was acting a little scared. Once we talked to me. I was like, damn, it must be bad. He's like, if you ever need to talk, I was like, I don't even like to say that sentence,

you know, but it was. It's always a weird one because you never really know what somebody to be like. I do know, I wanted you to. I think everybody deals with depression at some level. You know. My depression really scared me because I thought I was a happy person and then when it got taken from me. I know who the funk I was. I felt like happy was my identity, so when it's gone, I just felt complete worthlessness, like it didn't even make me feel like

I could be a person. And then even like the manic ship was very difficult because you don't want to have to dump that on someone else. So instead of doing that emotionally dumping and calling your friend when you need them, I just go through it alone, which was worse. I didn't realize I was depressed until I got happy, and then I realized I was depressed because I thought my whole life, I just thought that was my like

that's just how you feel. And then I got happy and I was like, whoa, you were depressed for like twenty years kids, And then I started to put things together. I was like, oh, wow, you're like a manic depressive. It's not funny. I feel like we should put a trigger warning. But like, I've never had real suicidal thoughts, but something people don't teach you. I'm not a person that's like, oh my god, I'm gonna kill myself tonight.

But I started thinking things like I don't want to wake up for like a few days, and those little things I was saying I was like, is this normal? I just so suicidal ideations is what they're called, like, and it's not really wanting to do it, but having

the thought of what if. I just like, I just actually had this conversation on my periods this podcast, and it was actually attached torms no birth control, that the birth control she was taking made her want to just drive through a four way while she was at the red light, and she didn't do it, but she had to talk to the doctor because the birth control was causing like her to literally like have these suicidal audiations.

When I was like sixteen and I thought my boyfriend break up with me, I was the first time to be like, I didn kill myself, But when the thoughts got real, I never was like chopping and onion like TV and then, But it was more like wanting to sleep too long or go away for a little bit, those kinds of things. So we're being serious to like finally jump out of that, I felt a lot better, but also it was weird because I was like, well, who the funk are you, bitch? If you ain't happy,

go lucky. And I had to do a sex podcast and didn't feel like talking about sucking dick or fucking and can't come because Alexa pro I'll get off it, don't. I never I've never had suicidal thoughts, but I definitely have thoughts of like I just want to like disappear and be away from everything and everybody, like and nobody know where I'm at for like a few days, for

a few days. But like I love life, like I don't want to die, like I want to be here and experience it, but like like I just want to be like in a forest, like in a cabin by myself, and I just like maybe have like ESPN or something like that's it, you should do it. Yeah, I get it. I went away, But I will tell you this though, I was spending an insane amount of money on myself to make myself feel good, and by that I mean vacations, not necessarily things, but like just like and this is

the manic ship. I was looking at a thing on Instagram like, well, I'm gonna go there and I'm gonna say the thing you just I'm gonna go the rich and I'm gonna have this, this, this and this, and then five racks later, I'm like, oh, well, I'm still sad. That's weird. Can I ask you, guys, since this is a sex podcast we're talking about depression, can I have this water word? Of course I haven't. I might need

some more to tequila for this conversation. What do you think the ties are between casual sex and depression because depressive people are typically very impulsive. Sometimes they feel empty, sometimes they need validation, sometimes they need to feel wanted. So I've noticed a lot of it's not even gender specific because I think I went through it too when I was working through the pain. I think there's a

real tie in the casual sex and being depressed. There just trying to find and contand has always been able to do it better than me. But when I do it, it's because I'm depressed. So when you were doing this earlier on, I felt like if I said that, it sounds like I'm saying Mandy's empty. But I would do it because I was empty, So I could never connect about it because that's why I did it. I did it as and I didn't. I didn't feel as though I was depressed when I was having the casual sex

that I was having. Um, oh, girl, straight talking about your feeling girl for tequila cheers. Um, what's crazy and what I'm realizing now even going through therapy, is my my need for control. And so because casual sex was always seen systemically as something that women had no control over. When we're on this podcast and we're being liberated and we're doing these things, I like to know that, yes, I like sex, and so I'm gonna go fuck you because I want to suck you. I mean, I'm only

sucking you because I want to suck you. But of course, as I got older and as I was able to offer more, I wanted to be able to offer more than just sex. But to me, it was more that I'm doing it because I want to do it, not because he wants to do it to me, not because I get any validation from him doing it to me, but because I want to and because I need it, because I'd be I'd be horny bitch a bit. We needed some dick. So and that's why I loved living here.

In like Orlando, it's only one basketball team, which when I moved here and there were two. Sex is only hour and a half away. I'm just saying hours away, but Celtics are five hours away. In the hub. It's Miami. It's the Miami Heat, Orlando imagine. I wasna, no, that's Atlanta, but no, that's Flower like right over to bridage here, so any more teams could be here, bro Pelicans. I was getting dude. Sorry, I just wanted to light in

the mood because God damn so funny story. I broke up with a guy when I was like twenty years old and and I was crying about him a Mandy and man, he was like, you should go for my friend, and this was my basketball player moment. I got fluid out, and I remember a month later he was coming to Orlando to me my mom and Mandy said on the phone to me, this is not supposed to happen. You're supposed to have sex with them. You don't need to

do this, wheezy, why are you doing this? And I was like, but I love him and I just can't it, like really took me a long time. When I moved to New York was when I was able to have casual sex. Now, I think what's happened a little differently is like I genuinely get off at like not casual sex, um some kind of emotional attachment, Like I don't want

to show up at a dude's house to fuck. I like building that ship up throughout the night, even if we just get drinks or do dinner, and then like I need all of that extra ship, And a lot of men don't want to do that if they're just sucking you. So if that's the case, then I don't even bother because I may seem like I need more, but really I just need a little more attention for the sex more than I need you to marry me. So drinks then dinner, he's just taking whatever where whatever. Now.

I wonder though, with the depression and that you're talking about Rory and like fucking generally we don't hear men talk about that. But what made you feel good? Was it the actual sex? Was it the popular feeling getting to know someone? Was the aftermath? I think when you're depressed, you still you have the obvious of feeling down on

yourself and not like somebody that matters. And when you're raised in the era I was raised in where I was raised, the heritage I was raised back to that masculine ship validity comes from fucking women, Like that's where that's what you're supposed to do. That's what makes you ill, That's what all that thing comes from. So if I'm super down on myself, what's what's the way that's gonna

make me feel good? I mean, I'm validated now, I'll be honest with you, But I would say, back when I was eighty pounds bigger, bagging certain men did add the validity to me that I was still this bad bit so masculinity with men. But when I was bigger, being able to bag the same fucking guys that the Instagram models and the celebrities were bad, and I was like, oh yeah, I'm a bad bitch. So there was validity and the type of man I was having sex with at one point, um, which now is why I like

my man was nothing like them. I mean, maybe the same height, but that's about it. Um. I think a lot of people feel like I think we can still feel like that if like a good looking person comes up to me in a bar, or like, let's just say, the best looking person at a spy, how did we like, Yeah, and I'm talking about sucking before a living. I mean, I'm not saying this about y'all at because I think you're both very beautiful women, But a man would suck

a wall if there was a hole. I don't know if you really feel Nias sucking chicken sandwich is out here? Pop Eyes came out. Yeah, they went straight in line just to fuck it. Didn't challenge that one. I'm just saying. Before we get out, there was a homemail, but we got nice and deep. That was crazy. Yeah, I wasn't expecting that with these This is the longest podcast I've ever recorded, not ever. Oh Andrew Saltz was the longest. All right, we'll going that hour him. No, we have

another guess waiting. Actually, no, it's not people, but that is one. I cannot imagine how that combo would go if y'all ever all sat together. You know what it would be. What's so funny about this entire perception of podcasting is in the perception, Maul and I are the most insignificant, yet Maul and I are the ones that care the least about all this podcasts and in the story of the listeners and everything of everyone that we fake beat with. We were the smallest fish in that group,

and we care the least about this, oh ship. They're the ones that really think there's beef. I think the ship is hilarious, and I think you know that's a lie that I think that you do this thing, and the entire time we've been friends, you do this. You downplay yourself a lot, but you know how large your brand is worth both of you. A perception not and

you know the perception is big. Do you remember when I was doing uh you guys were about to record and I was going on No Jumper and I realized they were going to talk about you, and I didn't even want to do it unless that was okay. And like, the first thing out of your mouth is like, oh, like, I know you wouldn't say anything whatever, like, but I know he's gonna ask that too. You know why you know he's gonna ask that, because that's how big your

ship is. I do a podcast about sex, you recorded a studio I co owned, and you know for a fact, anyone even in this world, in space semi connected to you, they would ask that question because you know how big y'all are. You just say you think it's that small. It's true people may like to talk shit about y'all, but that still doesn't mean that it's not big in retrospect.

My only point is that Mom, and I really think the ship is hysterical, like everyone everyone is tuffing and puffing in their house, and Mama and I are legitimately laughing in our text mess like like we're literally laughing at this ship. And it's just like when you hit podcast beef, I laugh because I know what real beef is, so to hear podcasts attached to beef is just funny.

We haven't had podcasts. No, there's niggas I don't funk with, and it's not about I don't give a funk about their podcast because they't none of their podcast bigger than mine, Like I don't. I don't don't. There's a lot of respect, but I don't funk with them, and I don't sunk with them for a valid reason. It's not and it's not, but it's not beef in that type of ways. And

that's what I would say. I don't. I don't have beef as much as I really just don't funk with certain people because of either how they've moved in this industry or the things that have gotten back to me. Um, which is why I mean, for a long time I was telling everybody, we don't have no podcasters on this ship. I want to bring no podcasters here. I think there's a lot of opportunists in this space, and as it's growing, I think that people show up with masks and with

ulterior motives, and I'm just good on all that. Yeah, I'm the shame. Like I don't. I don't have a lot of these dudes. I don't even think about. I don't Rory puts me onto a lot of what's going on. I don't pay attention to a lot of this ship. Do be funny, you know what I mean to be funny? Said about me? My My, My Bridges's boyfriend be telling me how the reddit threads being, I'll be like, well, I don't whole. I can't get anyone call me ugly. I'll start crying. Yeah, I don't. I don't look into

all of that. I don't even go on YouTube. And that's it. That's what they get. Yeah, that that's for me is honestly just you know, having fun with my guy man, just doing it that we love, talking much it that we love. But I don't have well, I speak for both of them. We don't have issues with anybody. Everybody knows the history with Charlemagne. When it comes to me like, I just he said something on his platform that I know, I know what that could have done.

What he said, and he knows what that could have done as a black man. It's like, come on, family. Was it was bantered like, you know, I don't I never had a problem with you, and Andrew, I don't know, y'all, I don't have a problem with you. So it was throwing shots back and forth. It was fun. But what he said on the Breakfast Club when the other was there, you know what that could have done? Yeah, it could

have crippled us. I just feel like we were in this space and I call myself a hypocrite all the time. I say, I'll be lying to these motherfucker's but we do know at the end of the day what we say our words and where it's mean things, where it's can hurt people, and words can travel eons and eons away, especially with the fact that these podcasts lived damn near forever. So you know, I mean, I wish you all the best.

It's funny. We were talking about the I G Chicks and the Only Fans chicks and how they share each other's platforms. They pretend to be friends and put people on. Van and I would just just at a conversation last week and we were having conversations about all the podcast tension that's that's going on and ship, and he's telling me, and that's what I really don't care everyone everyone, I could care less. But I said to Van and I

was laughing. I was like, how is it that the I G Chicks and the Only Fans Chicks know how to utilize their platforms better than the podcast Like the way we don't rock with each other. I know it's moments because people will click when it's fake beef, and everyone likes that entertainment ship, but there is ways that all of us could really work together and utilize our audiences, and the Only Fans Chicks are doing it way better

than us. The I G Chicks pretend every birthday they best friend, but they've never met the chicken they like. But happy birthdays to my best ge. There's a bottle and they're all they're doing is Sharon fan base. Because if you talk about a if you talk about and and we can bring podcasting into what even the music industry looks like Beef is numbers for one thing to a lot of the leading podcasters in this urban space

are men. Sorry, but the egos of black men. Sorry, you're not really one, but you're attached to a lot of black men with ego I have as well. It's yes, you did too, So just men in general, but specifically in this urban space of podcasting, because we're not on the level of the Joe Rogan's or the Bill Simmons or like they're just huge. I would say that has

something to do with it. More so, it's just the egos of men not feeling like they need to attach themselves to the next person to be who they are. Understand again, and even in rap, it's beef. Beef is what brings numbers, Beef is what brings eyes, and I think that that same ideology has been brought into podcasting. I think it's different though, because if I could have played the game and act like it was all good and I funk with dudes, and because a lot of

rappers do that, they hang out. They don't really like each other. These are a lot of these rappers don't like each other at all, but they'll do a wrecking with each other. They'll do it toll with each Tell me what would have been what would have been bigger for the genre j and Nas Beefing or Earth Dame rap a Lot, Cash Money, Death Row all coming together to do a distribution company, right, which would have been bigger for the for the for the culture. Okay, a

lot is I'm gonna go with the first. I don't feel about it. Corny. Also also think that here's the thing that I've noticed as well, Like, there's a lot of ways in which we don't like to get treated by the labels or by corporations and things like that, and when a lot of people get in the positions to do so, they behave in the same exact manner

as the places that did them wrong. And so I think that there's still a struggle with the black community specifically not growing up really knowing ownership and not knowing how to treat people because they you know, it's not

like they grew up that way. I mean, my mom for for the longest was even my dad said I needed a real job when I was bartending, and just there's just so much of our upbringing that when we do get to these places and pedestals like I also just had this conversation with my therapist, but we unfortunately subconsciously start doing to the people beneath us that that

we experience. And that was my beef. When you said what he said, it was like, come on, like, you know what this is, you know what we're doing, Like for you to say that it's just But even in that podcast interview that started recirculating with y'all with Charlett magn And, he made the joke that like, you know, he needed you all, Like, I mean, I watched that. I think, don't you think it's more just him poking the bear than it is real? Like No, when he what he said when when I was up there, he

was serious about that. It wasn't a joke, like when he said when he felt like we should be paid. First of all, I would never sit in a win and tell anybody what I think. Man, I don't play that game. If you tell me right now you got two hundred million, i'mna aplaud you, and I'm gonna figure out how you did it, and I'm gonna try to go get three hundred. That's just the way I was raised. Like I've never looked at another man and hated and felt some type of way about what he's eating, Like

that's just not enemy. So when he did that, it said a lot to me about him, Like I fun into this day, I still respect him. He was he accomplished a lot on his platform and in his space, Like, I'm not a hater, so I still don't have hate for him. Is there any space in which you could share a room with him and talk that out? Absolutely, I would love to set that up, just because I

don't have said I've spoken. I would know, let's not look at each other right now, only because like even what he's been able to do for us, and the fact that there is still respect there. I think that I'm not a hate a minute. You know, I don't know dude to hate man, but heat it's just like yo him saying that I'm from the streets, and I know when niggas say certain things, I know it's more behind that, right, So I don't know what you're doing

behind closed doors. You could be stopping ship because you have that power because at that point I was just we we was young pups in this. So behind so if you say that publicly on the platform, I'm I'm thinking behind closed them, you might be blocking your Do you think that there's room for like growth in that. Like, I mean, I can't speak for Charlemagne, but I wondered too. Like I think anybody that may have think thought at one point that your ex partner was bigger, better, it's

kind of eating their words or of bit. Now I watched the clip of even Adam. We were just talking about Adam saying like, there's no way they do good. Remember, he's like, there's no way. Maybe in the beginning, like everybody thought that, right, And first of all, we got to kill that narrative. When did more and I ever say we were bigger than him? You never said that. People like but people want to naturally pit you against

each other. And imagine if Mandy and I decided that Horrible Decisions was over and we both made a podcast, not with other people, just alone, that would be the first thing they do, Oh well, we doesn't talk to enough like Mandie. Oh well Mandy doesn't, that's gonna be yeah, you know, we never see. The interesting thing is Rory and you know, and again we still haven't exposed a lot of the business dealings that were the reason why

we went out separate ways. But we were so humble for so long, and it was like you know, like just in our business, like we were humbled, Like the percentage that we agreed to take was us being humble, you know what I mean. So it's like how much more humble can it somebody get? And then you still turn around and still try to take advantage of somebody.

It's like, I'm a man at the end of the day, you know what I'm saying, Like I don't funk this business, and I'm a man first, Like so now you're trying to take advantage of me as a man, and that's where the problem, and you know it was routed. It's like you're not gonna take advantage. I'm sorry, that's just not gonna happen. Honestly, I think what we all got

to watch happen was really great. I think people that maybe not even thought they'd be rooting for you at some point or thought that they loved you this much as just suddenly came out. And I mean I was super excited when and at first when you were like serious, I was like what I mean, who even thought that, like you could even attain something like that. And again, I think it's really dope that to be the first podcast to break out into Spotify and now we watch

all these podcasts get all this money. Just to know that you'd reinvented in another space. I think what could really be a cool legacy for y'all is one you were the first podcast to do that, and now people know about Spotify, right. Who knows how many black podcasters will come after on Stitcher series, which is a really important thing. But that's why we and Rory did what

we did. It was important to show people that it's okay to step out and and and try something and not know if it's gonna succeed or not, you know what I mean, Like we didn't know, Like we we just knew we wanted to do something and we wanted to continue having our voices being heard and having fun and just kicking it. But you know, it's important to show people like integrity pays off me and solid pays

off it, does, you know what I mean? Like, and that was the important thing for us, Like it's okay to go through ship and pivot and then show like, yo, I'm not gonna, you know, put my morals and integrity you know, on the back burner, like I'm gonna stand on that, and it's gonna pay off and it's gonna be rewarded, and that's what it is. Speaking of it like a new phase, like, um, your live show, how do you guys feel about doing it to get are you excited? Is it gonna be with it feel like

the same or differently diferent New York. I need to tickets to that, you know, it's definitely it's definitely real guilty because that's why I was like when I saw sold I was like, that's when I come to the show. I'm gonna be real playing all walking in Like, yeah, we SWD last Thursday, So this is no I love.

We're doing the same venues, the l A venue at the three Game and that's said on it was on Barstool Ship say what you will about them, But I said in the interview that's where we could all really work together live show space, Like of course, we don't want to go in different networks or start our own networks or do partnerships whatever, that's cool, we should actually tour together. That's where my head is at with so much stuff actually weird, like if you only having sex

and we're going, oh my god, can you on that note? People? Look, I got to go. I got a book, we get four days. I'm having you right, it's gonna be what what city would be the ideal one for us to be together all together? No? For no, for you to more? Oh, New York, Miami on the beach, Thank you man like Jones is amazing. We're doing life shows and taloom. So't want to do I don't have no hose, I don't have listen. I was just to who wasn't. No, it wasn't.

You can't if you've been living in the same city this long. That's how it always happens. Though somebody that you may have ever slept with and then you somehow see him another city then like bam, yo, didn't that happens for sure? And it's like I got an excuse in New York and be like like I shouldn't do the How do you feel about the women that post pictures in hotel rooms of the city they live in? Huh staycation? So do you do staycations? Because I don't.

Sometimes I do in a front home. Girl comes in town. I mean, yeah, I have. All of my friends are black and half of them are allergic to cats. So I'm in hotels now with my friends when a lot of my friends, what do you pose from? Yeah, I'm in a hotel. I mean selfie in the mirror, in the bathroom, in the road. I mean, no one knows where I'm atagh grand I mean, I hold you. I used to do that when when the Niggas used to be at the Soho the Trump so that bathtub. Hell yeah,

right up in that, bitch. I did have an apartment, League, and I had to stay at sixty for a few days, right and ye little League, I'll just go to sixty oh, because you know what they told me. They said, we'll give you a hundred dollars today. I said, have you seen the apartment? I need the same level, So I'll let you know where I'll be at, Nigga. When I was in there posting, I didn't even really think about it. It was just me and the dog people. Was like, damn, bitch,

it's like that just got home from Lane. You had another hotel? Is like it is I'm actually judging you, Oh City, for us to all tour together, though, I think in Atlanta or Houston will really be fine. I mean, hey, I'm surprised Atlanta wasn't on the docket who said it's not. I mean just we're just doing It's coming up the same way in the Midwest as well. If you haven't yet, go to horror dot com where your ticket A L A D. I think there's a couple of tickets left.

There's a couple of tickett The thing ain't ready for the vaccination card. That's why were It's Vegas Day of Vegas week and that same which is a great Actually, are y'all know when we're out there for our towards Rolling Okay, but yeah, Day in Vegas, Day in Vegas. Yeah, Rolling Loud in l A is the same exactly. That's why I asked our tour agents to book it. Then, oh, when it's on a Thursday Saturday. It's a three day weekend, so you could be Most of are like, yeah, there's

a lot going on. We should book some other weekends. And he was like, nona be Yeah, but I just went to Rolling lout of New York, so I don't want to go anymore. So I'm actually gonna go to Vegas. Are you even tested? Excuse for for everything? The room should probably get tested. I was just Rolling Loud all weekend for everything. I am the one who just have the fake card. What I thought it was like Miami was like teenagers, but I thought the New York, New

York a loud club. So it felt like Griffin. I like Griffin on them both today. Why didn't you guys go to Rolling Out? Did you you just with in the back raining? It was it was when I left, even before Cole said, because I was like, I have a live show that you know how the rain was bad because I've had mad offers for tickets. At the end, I had people from c A W me like, here, do you want some tickets? I'm like throwing them at me.

That's fine, No, there's a thunderstorm. Yeah. Well, guys, let everyone know where they can listen to your show, where they can slide into your d M. Yeah, tell us about the listening. Do we only have to listen? Serious elaborate, No, it's anywhere you can find podcast with their Apple was Spotify and anywhere YouTube will be the next day, and yeah, anywhere, literally, Jimmy, wherever podcasts exists. Cool, we got really dope merge come in.

Y'all's designs and graphics are already super cool. So I mean making the ship they send you because that ship is lit. Basically got a dog bed the fun. Oh yeah, that was some some listeners that have been rotting this for a long time. Creatives love it. Now there really are there really are? Um well, guys, if you are all caught up on horrible decisions, make sure that you tune into our Patreon And I'm proud of you. I want to thank you. I love you. One of my

favorite pockets. Thank you. Yes? And what year did I come on? It's been a while now. I feel like you told the cut that ship was insane. Yeah, you've been on. You've been on twice, right, I told that story you did you know? I was so Diana he came out of the bathroom. It was crazy with the iPad recording was wild. Was wild. Um, guys, again, we are on tour as well, so by the time you listen to this episode, you should be able to get tickets for the l A show as well as the

Atlanta show. L A is December three. What I mean, don't because now when everybody started hitting our dams, like, so when is this going to happen? So when are you imagine it's gonna be? Like freaking bitch, because when we had we had the Houston at the same time, and do you remember how many guys like you and my girl brother me here. Then we went to y'all show. Oh my, my mom was so excited. She's like everything.

That's part of changing the landscape of this ship, of course, because if if we do, if y'all go on, then we go on, and then the four of us go on. That's a show that's fun, and that's a show I damn shows about it has damn so y'all, y'all, y'all got to get Yes, we gotta open up, damn up. We'll let you know. Anyways again, that's hor Hive dot com. Get your tickets now. Um. I believe all of the v I p is sold out for l A, but you should still be able to get Don't do that.

Don't do that. You know they like skinny girls out in l A. Anyways, also joined our Patreon. We're gonna leave you guys with a five minute bonus clip. Rory mall. Thank you guys so much. Thank you joining us always, always, always, always love it and you're gonna get a five minute bonus clip. This has been another episode of Horror decision fights. It's bonus Bitchen Mandy just took like a huge yawn and stretch. We just had a live show last night. Oh we did, we did, and I ain't gonna hold you.

I did not want to motherfucking record today. My voice it's raspy. I was like, oh, I have a weekend off. Never do I ever though, Um, I didn't want to shout out to all of the patrons real quick who came out and pulled up to the live show at Sony Hall last night in New York City. It's so crazy, though, if you're a patron and came to a live show for the first time, please leave a comment under this episode. I was so shocked at how many people said that

was the first time going to a live show. Me too, Like that, I think was the most first time I was I've ever heard in one room I've ever seen. And also for the first time. I got a lot of feedback from friends, like immediately after the show, which normally like I need some time before I can hear some ship and this was probably the best feedback I ever got. And two things I found interesting, Um, and this is not me trying to sell v IP tickets. By the way, I'm sure maybe it could be a

venue thing. So Brianda and Alex both told me, and Brihanda said, she sat um in the back and it's not even that much of a back for the beginning of the show, and sat in the front towards the end. She's like, wheezy, I had a totally different experience. She's like, I don't know if it's because the fans are in the front, like crazy fans, or if people get distracted in the back. She's like, but I felt like I

was like really in the show in the front. And I mean, obviously the front for Venye show was good, but this year, just so you guys know, Mandy and I have you've ever been to a show. We go, well, I go out in the audience a lot, but we pick a lot of people from the audience and we generally will go upstairs, downstairs wherever. And this time, being that we can't meet all of you, we are choosing

from our V I P. Section. That is one of our um ways to you know, throw an incentive in there along with like the obviously the better seating and

we give you um some merch as well. But yeah, Like I did find that interesting and I was like, I wonder and I think that's my biggest thing for myself, was like how to make sure the back is always included, because I'm sure it must be difficult, you know what I mean, Like on your a room of hundreds and hundreds of people, and I even think about, like, Howard, you know we're going next week and it's two floors, but I went up there last year or two years

Howard Theater. I literally said this to Bridget last night. Sony Hall is my second favorite venue, Howard Theater. Of all the venues that we've done, um is by far my favorite venue. Like I love the DC crowd. I love that upstairs downstairs vibe. I also like the venues that allow our four Hive members to kind of it's like a dinner on a like I like when they can eat and drink and um do those type of things. How Well, speaking of drinking, however, okay, I'm not saying

I wasn't gonna say. Okay, you could say you could dec need to make sure it wasn't this person. Yeah, so don't don't call out that person, just call out the table. Well, then let me not say nothing someone that got on stage. Fine, someone that got on stage, but it might not be so none know what I'm saying. Someone that got on stage was sitting at a table that ran out in the bill. And when I tell you, also real quick, we know it's been a wait, we

know that it's been a pandemic. We know our tickets. You know, that's why we go above and beyond with really trying to give a really good show. But the first time ever that Weezy and I have been doing live shows, We've been doing live shows since by away, I wasn't baras I wasn't bars. So then he comes down and he's like, girl, like five tables walked out on their bill, and I was just like to be fair too. The server was new, so he probably wasn't.

I was gonna say, maybe everybody else seemed to have closed out before him. Yeah, but at the same time, I'll wait and be mad that somebody's taking so long with my bill before me. So I did feel really bad for him in that instance. But here's the thing, y'all, I don't know when y'all stopped sneaking liquor into places. Did I implore you to do so if you think there could be a moment that you will run out on your tab. The last time I remember seeing some

ship like this happened. I was at a fucking steak and shake prom night. Nigger, I'm not used to this sheet. I am not used to his ghetto sheet. We're all ready the black shell mhm