219: The Goddess

been going on lately. So we're going to talk about the Goddess, and you know the focus I wanted to take there were apparitions throughout human history, because I think it's very important to be aware of such events that are genuinely occurring throughout human history. Before we get into that, I wanted to mention three things. So if you check us out at bledsosaidso dot com, that is our lovely website where we have a number of things like, for example,

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So anyway, check us out at Blososaidso dot com, bletso sets on Instagram and Patreon dot com. Slash Bloodso said so So to the topic at hand, I really wanted to dive into this because it's something that as I'm digging my heels into my understanding of this meaning, you know, the world, life reality, the spirit reality that is, I've come to realize that the Lady as we usually call her, is the most important part of all of this, and you know, it kind of it's like when I see

people talk about UFOs. Imagine you're like just listening to people talk about such random crap that doesn't even matter, do you know what I mean? And knowing something that is so important that people just don't even understand the significance of it. So I think there's going to be a time where people realize that the Lady was the most important part of all of it, right, So I kind of wanted to focus on actual, real historical appearances

beyond just our story. Let me just say this, when this first happened in twenty twelve, the whole lady appearance thing, I like didn't know that this was a concept that existed. Period. I grew up very strictly fundamental Pentecostal. There's no mention of some you know, motherly figure other than the human marry virgin birth, gave birth to Jesus and then she like doesn't really talk much throughout the rest of the Bible.

There's not even much mention of Mary Magdalene in the church other than she was a whore, and you know, that's it. That's the extent of that. Meanwhile, Catholics, by the millions and millions are all about the media tricks or the media Trix or the redemn Tricks as they call her, the Holy Virgin Mary, Lady of Guadalupe, Lady of Lord France, Fatima, and it goes on and on and on. That's not a world that I was exposed to before this event. I had no clue about the

divine feminine. It's forbidden for fundamental Christians to study anything outside of the Bible like period. And it's so at least in my circle that I came from. You know, did you ever hear about the Lady or anything like that grown up?

worship Mary? This is weird, you know. But as I've gotten older, especially after my dad had this apparition appeared to him in twenty twelve, it opened a line of questioning that unfolded over a number of years for me. And where I'm at now, I'm like fully into it. I think that it's the most important piece of information in all of human history. I think that the Lady, the divine, feminine, the Mother, is the missing link between all myth systems and religions, the UFO subject because duh,

that's a part of religions and myth systems. I think that categorically, the elites who are suppressing humanity throughout all time and before even recorded civilization, I think that they have been categorically dividing us. They've been dividing us, keeping us in labels so that we you know, labeled this a certain way, labeled this a certain way, and then they say, ah, you got to label it this way.

And then if you say it this way, they cut your head off, they burn you out the state, or they peel off your flesh, or they hang you on a cross upside down and they you know, slight your throat and bleed you out, or whatever Emperor Nero and all of these savages did to people that questioned the

official narrative. Naturally, I'm talking about the first century, you know, when when Christianity was so heavily persecuted that they had to hide underground and tombs just to you know, you know, talk in secret about their beliefs, right, And I think metaphorically there's a lot of that going on today, where people have to sort of watch over their back to even talk about their beliefs. But so as I've gone on this journey, I've come to realize that the divine

feminine aspect of this is the most important part. I think it's not only the most important part about religion, it's not only the most important part about UFOs, but it's the most important piece of data period and it quite possibly once humanity comes to rediscover this knowledge that it will it'll change our way of living and thinking.

I think it is the new knowledge, right. So I wanted to start by talking about notsticism a little bit, because it's kind of hard to talk about the lady or the divine feminine without mentioning gnosticism and how important it was as a movement, talking about the fact that there was a historical version of this and a legendary version of this. Right, So gnosticism, in my opinion, shocker. I think it's the true story of Jesus. I never lost my belief or my faith in the fact that

Jesus was a very special human being. But I will be honest and say that as I began to have increasing supernatural experiences that was not met very well by the fundamental church upbringing that I had and that I come from, I as a young child started to ask questions and I remember going to church and my Dad stopped going because basically it was forbidden to talk about this stuff. They thought it was demonic. You know, we're seeing lights in the sky, supernatural beings. They thought it

was evil. Meanwhile, we're at home having these angelic experiences. So, you know, thirteen fourteen, fifteen sixteen, I'm scratching my head. I'm like, why are they saying this is evil? Why are they condemning this? Why are they not asking about this? Why are they not believing us when we're saying it's angels. Right.

I remember flipping through my Bible over and over and over, looking at the story of Ezekiel, the story of Daniel, the story of Moses and Exodus when he's bringing the Jews out of persecution from Egypt, you know, and they have all these stories of chariots of fire and pillars of fire, or a cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night, right, or the chariot in the wind, or the wheel within the wheel. I'm like, these are UFOs.

This is what we see, right. I just remember as a kid, there's a connection here, There's something here, There's a connection. And as I grew older, I began to be exposed to certain things that helped me to see. It's like it's like you're in the swimming pool and you're in the shallow end, and you're so curious about that deep end, and you're like, I want to I want to go over there, but I'm not sure if I know how to swim. You kind of start inching

over there, and it's really scary. Then your feet can't touch anymore, and you're terrified and you feel like, oh no, I might drown if I go too far. I'm safe right here in the shallow end. It's all water anyway, So what's the difference. This is? This is enough. But then eventually you go to the deep end and you start to float and you realize, wow, this is pretty awesome, and I'm fine. I just got to swim, you know

what I mean. And it took me many years to sort of learn that, to deconstruct my my fundamental programming from religion. So I was very shocked at eighteen years old in twenty twelve when my dad starts talking to me. You know, he saw a lady and she said that her name was Hathorpe, but that she goes by many names. And I was like, excuse me, what does that mean I'm not saying this out loud, right, I was being a respectful young child and showing respect to my father.

I'm like, wow, that's interesting. And then I'm going in my room and I'm like, oh man, I'm in deep water now, Like I don't understand this. It was a shock to me, right, a good little Christian boy. It was a shock to me to think about the divine feminine in any regard. I never heard of it, never

heard of the New age stuff. I had heard of the Age of Aquarius because of a song, right, I didn't know any of that stuff because you know, why do I say age of Aquarius because that's you know, one of the many things that this apperson told my father was that the Age of Aquarius is coming, and so many things that we've covered many times on the show. Right, So I'm like very shocked, you know what does this mean?

And it took me many years to even get to the point to where in my head I felt like I could communicate with the lady in a way that didn't didn't, you know, frighten me to where I felt like, you know, this is okay, this is completely real and it's good and it's natural, and it's a part of me, and it's a part of the world. It's not a new thing, you see what I'm saying. Whereas before I was like, oh, it's in jel like cool. I'm used

to that. I grew up with that. So I devoted a many number of years looking into this whole lady thing and sort of taking the time to see where it fits. And I thought that it could be really cool to talk about different apparitions as they've appeared throughout the world. So back to the gnostic thing, right, So basically, when you think of Jesus, you think of the mainstream version.

I think of the mainstream version, at least you know in the sense that there is even a mainstream version and that there's a separate version, right, or it was Jack. Probably he probably was jacked, I mean I'm serious, But or at least lean. You know, that's a given good looking yeah, for most were probably lean in first century Judea. I would say, probably very uncommon not to be, But most people don't consider the fact that there is even an alternative version of the story, and to consider that

would be heresy or blasphemy. Right. I used to be in that camp, and a professor many years ago mentioned gnosticism to me and I was like, that's very interesting.

to those times. It's very real sacred texts that were pro probably temple scrolls back in the day, and they were taken and hidden because they were so sacred and they wanted them to be preserved because they were being persecuted by the Romans. That's kind of how it was explained to me. I was like, whoa, that's really interesting. And it went on to be years before I really deeply looked into them, right, I mean I'm talking at that point. I was probably like twenty, no, eighteen nineteen,

you know what I mean. So I was like, that's interesting. So that was kind of the first nudge for me to sort of like break free of my fundamental programming and think that there might be some uncharted waters here that are more in line with the truth of what's really happening. Because as a child starting to have these experiences, I always knew that there was truth to the Bible.

But again, even as a child, I had the thoughts, there has to be more to the universe than what is only in this book that was finished two thousand years ago. Why am I not allowed to question that? Why am I not allowed to look anywhere else? Something is missing here? My intuition always told me something is missing. This doesn't feel complete. Why is that? You know what I mean? So the gnostissism stuff was really interesting. I was like, wow, you know, I'm very fascinated by that.

Kind of A few years went by, two or three, I was going through college, started dating. That took up a lot of my time, a lot of my energy, you know, just getting that situated. You know how that goes when you get in a situation and it's all new, and then you're kind of forming a life together. And then a couple of years of that go by, and

then narcissism falls right back in my lap. Because it's my junior or senior year of college at Methodist University, which used to be a Bible college by the way back when it was called Methodist College, and then it became a university and it was removed of the title of being a Christian institution. So like it's it's kind

of weird. It's like they still had chapel every Wednesday, and it was a very like Christian organization, but it wasn't like officially a Christian university anymore, but it was like heavily encouraged and a part of the program somehow. So it's like, in other words, you didn't go there anymore for Bible studies. You could, but that's not why you went. You know, they had all the other degrees and they had a really good PA program physician's assistant,

like one of the best in the country. And that's actually why I was going to go there, because I had such a high GPA and they gave me this huge scholarship. Did one semester biology got a C. I was like, I want to go to psychology now. And you know, a part of the program. Of the whole reason I bring up university right is because you had to take two religious courses to graduate. Because it used to be a Bible college, so they kept a vestige of that. And they're like, you got to do two

philosophy and religion courts to graduate. So I was like, Okay, everybody you talk to at the university, they're like, boo, this sucks. I hate this. It was like a huge groan, like, oh, I got a du philosophy or religion class. They hated it. Dude. I was like, doesn't sound that bad, and I and I did it. Usually, so when you go to college, it's it's kind of like you recap a lot of the stuff in high school. And I'm saying this because you never went to college, right, so I'm telling you, yeah,

thank you. I mean, I'm being serious. So you recap a lot of high school.

and you start taking higher level courses. So basically towards the end of my college career, when I had gotten the generic stuff out of the way required to graduate, all the math and the bull crap, the science, which I really enjoyed, the history and all that stuff. I got that out of the way, and I was in the last two years where it was like psychology, psychology, psychology, but you got to have some other credits. I'm like,

oh no, what do I do? I started stacking religious courses, dude, and I was required to have two on my very last semester of college. The chair of the religious department was like, you know, I've been looking at your transcript here, and I'm in a different department by the way, I'm in psychology. These professors just kept seeing me show up over the last like three years, sophomore, junior, and senior year. They kept seeing me in all these common religious classes.

So the chair of the department was like, can you stick around after class for a second? And I was like yeah, sure, And we talked for a few minutes, and he was like, look, you're really good at this. You know, you can join the honors program. I'm the head of the honors program, which not just religion, but the whole school. You know, a lot of colleges have honors programs, right, is like it's a little late and your your career here, but you could still make it

up if you were to work a little hard. We'd do a broad trips. And I was like, I'll pass. It was like, okay, well, I noticed you have six religious courses on your transcript. You only need one more and you could actually declare religion as a minor and graduate. And I was like, heck, yeah, that sounds awesome. And

I ate it up, dude. And if you looked at my major in college on paper and my minor, and like when you see your GPA, it's a breakdown of like how you did in the math department, how you did in the science department, how you did in history, YadA yadayda. Psychology I had like a B. My major I had a B. And in religion I had like an A plus. It was like all my classes. I loved it, dude. It was like, give me more of this.

I wish it was my major point being. Going through this process, I rediscovered gnosticism and actually had to look into it at an academic level, and it was a part of one of our programs, and it was an entire three hundred level religious course on it was early Christianity. It was really cool, and the entire semester was about studying the technical formation of the Christian movement. And I like, if any reason that I went to college was significant and vital to my life, that was it, because it

changed the course of my life. And I learned the truth about like how the Bible was formed, you know, the stages of you know, when it was made, and you know, maybe I don't remember all those technical details from fifteen years ago or whatever, but that's not the point. The point is it. It started opening doors for me to understand things from a different lens and pull me

in another direction. And we actually had to study things like the Marcianite movement, the Gnostic movement, like literally I had to like take tests and do so. I kept thinking to myself at that time, nineteen twenty twenty one year old me, I'm like, wow, this Gnostic stuff keeps coming up, right, And then I found her meticism, and then I started going down all these rabbit holes and here we are and we have blessed said so, and it's one of the most popular esoteric podcasts out there.

At least that's what they tell us. That's what a lot of people tell us. I wish that were true, but you know it, it changed the course of my I like to learn about this right, so rant over, But I want to talk about the premise of gnosticism as it pertains to the Lady, to the Goddess. I believe, first and foremost, I believe if you have a brain and you have a heart that beats, you should study gnosticism. You should study Why you gotta study World War Two?

Why do you have to study Pearl Harbor? Why do you have to study anything? Why do you have to study the Civil Rights Act? Anything in history?

where you blow fireworks in the summer or whatever. Your holiday is and celebrate your land, or you know, shake hands with another nation and say, hey, we were at war seveny years ago. Let this never happen again. Those are temporary things. Those are those are those are things in physical life that, in the grand cosmic scheme of things are so infinite, infinite, testimal small. Right. But then we're talking about universal truth that could potentially impact learning

in this brief glimpse of life. Learning this important secret knowledge could impact where we go forever after this, Right, So that's what I'm trying to say. I'm not trying to make a mockery of learning other things in history. I'm saying, why were we required to study these kinds

of things in our Rockefeller standard school system? But then we don't get to learn about the good stuff that's hidden from us, And that people were burned at the stake and their throats split and their flesh peeled, and they're burned alive and their heads cut off for talking about this stuff two thousand years ago, when I'm about to talk about an utter of this, you were crucified, You were hung upside down, and you were killed like Paul by Emperor Nero or Saint James the Greater or

x y z apostles that were killed for talking about this stuff, not the stuff you're getting in church on Sunday. They're getting killed for the stuff that we're about to talk about. So well, the fundamental premise of gnosticism is that God can be seen as the mind that is illimitable, is infinite, is boundless by any definition or label, and exists not only like if you consider God as above the universe, this infinitely enormous and expansive and infinite mind.

I say infinite over and over again for a reason, because it is infinite. Right, you could say infinite, infinite, infinite, infinite. It still doesn't describe it. Your brain still doesn't understand it because it's incomprehensible. It's inconceivable. It can't even be limited to the synapses within your brain. Right, This God, the one God above all Gods, the True God, the Secret God, is so expansive that it exists above the universe, and the universe emanates from this God. But the universe

is also within this God. So that can be described as an emanation theology. Right, there are multiple orders of emanation of the existence of the universe and it all comes from the single source, which is the God above God's It's the one True God, the one God. Right, That's why people are like, are we supposed to be polytheists? Are we supposed to be monotheists? Or we supposed to be pantheist? Or we supposed to be the theist? Are we supposed to be fucking theist? Excuse my French talking

about the French Revolution earlier? Are we supposed to be? You know? What are we supposed to be? You know what is it? Well, there is one true God above all gods, and it is consciousness. It's the source of everything. Right. But it's a paradox because reality exists within this God

but also emanates from this God. It's illimitable. Right. So the concept is that this God is so incomprehensible and so majestic and inconceivable and undescribable that there were lesser beings which could be imagined as like thought forms that exists in the spiritual fear sphere of existence. Right. There are these thought forms and they emanate from the One True God, and they are not aware of the One True God because they cannot perceive it. They cannot conceive

of it, they're ignorant of it. And the idea is that this original emanation was Sophia, the lady, the divine female, Sophia. Sophia is the Greek word which means wisdom, right, So then the premise continues that from Sophia she cannot conceive of a reality greater. So then she emanates the Demiurge, which is like what we would consider the God of

the Old Testament according to Gnostic thought. Right, a lot of people are like, whoa, that's weird, But then you can look into the Martian Night movement and see that there were entire movements of people in the first century the second century that were like boom, the Old Testament and the New Testament are separate. Their heads were cut off,

their heretics, lock them up, burn them. So the idea is that Yahweh or Jehovah, the God of the Old Testament, is an emanation from this Sophia, and is like if you think about like the matrix that would be, you know, in the sense that like you have the movie where you see this as an illusion, it's a false world. We live here, we're kind of entrapped in it. That emanation from Sophia would be the creator of this, the matrix. We live in, the false world, the sort of prison realm,

or it's like hell, or it's a nightmare. This is an a gnostic thought. I didn't create this right. So the idea is that there was a cosmic error. There was indeed a very grave cosmic error, and these higher beings not conceiving the one true God of gods, not being aware even of its existence, and thinking that they are at the height. And that that's not to say that Sophia was evil. She just she through thought she created a being. And then this being also sometimes called

yald Booth or the Demiurge. These are just general gnostic terms that people say to describe it. Yald Booth, the Demiurge, el should I, Yahweh, Jehovah, et cetera, et cetera. Ball which is a term which means lord and ancient Sumera Babylon. But the idea is that there was this cosmic error

that needed to be rectified. So the one God above all gods decided to become fully manifest through the prism of human experience and came down here into earth life as a human and brought a new knowledge that rectified this cosmic error across every reality, across every dimension, because in the story of Jesus, in his crucifixion, his resurrection, everything that occurred in his life, all of that stuff, which you can find the story of his gospels in

the canon Bible, you know, the regular Bible, but then you can also find kind of more elaboration on what he was, what was going on with him, and what he was teaching in the Gnostic books found in Akamati Egypt. And the idea was that his life and his purpose rectified this cosmic error across all dimensions and changed the course of destiny forever, including the higher beings from other realities.

So in a sense, Jesus really was like the King of kings, the you know, God in the flesh, in the sense that if you think of the journey of walking the spiritual path awakening and your psychic senses and your extrasensory perception unfolding. The more you walk along the spiritual path, focus on all of the great virtues like being kind, merciful, just righteous, you know, reverence for the sacred,

all of those wonderful and good things. Jesus walked those two completion and human form, and therefore became a vessel for the consciousness of this highest you know, supreme deity. Again, this is nastick thought. So the point is you can't talk about the Lady without talking about Gnosissism, because inherently when you look at Catholicism and when you look about when you look at Gnostssism, and even the Cannon story,

which they still have Mary in it. And I have a ton of other examples here where there's like regular canon references to God being equated to like a mother nursing, a mother giving birth, a mother caring for her young. So we have God the Father and God the Mother. There are many different interpretations of this throughout the world, across many different cultures. So enough of my rant, which I just completed at thirty three minutes. I love that.

It's great timing. I'm going to go into some actual, like real world accounts. Do you have any thoughts about any of that before we move on?

some really cool information with me. And some of the information about the Lady that he has shared with me opened so many doors for me. That's why at the beginning of the show, I said, particularly what's been happening late for me, I wanted to get into this topic.

So it would go like sharing an article with me and then I read it and then it's like, oh my god, I need more, and then article after article after article, you know, tracking all these different appearances, and there are I honestly thought there were other you know, only two other times in human history that the Lady appeared, which was Lord's France and Fatima. Now I know that

is not the case. It is a lot more than that, across a lot of cultures and low and behold, one finds when they look at this stuff long enough that the concept of the lady or the divine feminine is actually the crux of many ancient esoteric traditions, and that it's the whole point of the whole thing. And I'm like, whoa, I you know, it's news to me. I thought it was just like a small part of it. No, it's like the whole thing, for example, the Templar Knights. It's

literally the whole point is the protection. It's like you could think about the cult of the Magdalene understanding the movement after the life and times of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. There was this whole secret order of people who you know, protected the sacred nature of the feminine and they had churches and the Templar Order was a part of this, and there were other things that were a part of this.

I can't remember what they were called. There was another night order that was not the Templars, but it was a similar one and they kind of would like cross paths a lot. But anyway, and you had it, you could call it Marry mayor maryanology like the study of Mary and apparitions like it's it's a very very expansive topic looking into this.

For example, and multiple all four of the mainstream gospels Matthew, Martin, Luke, John, there's discrepancies in those, but Christians never say, oh, well, there's discrepancies in those, so it's all wrong. Well, no, that's not really the point. There are different accounts written by different people years apart, and they're they're sharing their perspective and sometimes they're adding their flavor. Like the Book of John. You ready for the surprise, it's a big one.

The Book of John was written by Neoplatonists, people who were followers of Plato, the Greek philosopher. Think about that, it's pretty heavy. The Book of Matthew was written by Torah, loyal Jews. So the Book of Matthew, if you notice, has a lot more of the gentile talk, a lot more of honoring, you know about gentile right, like the ideas like back in the day, you know, everybody who wasn't a Jew, they were gentile, and they're like keep

them away from me. And then in modern days, you know, depending on which gospel you prefer or whatever scripture you read, you'd say, well, we're nobody's a gentile anymore. As long as you're saving Christ. You know, they have all these

ways around making that makes sense nowadays. And then I think the Book of Luke was the opposite, and it was like, no, everybody's as long as you're saved, you're not a gentile, right, So Book Matthew was like Torah loyal, and then the Book of Mark was like kind of more grounded into actual stories, and it showed a kind of more aggressive, masculine, tough side of Jesus where he's like, you know, arguing with people, you know, flipping over the table,

and sometimes the miracles don't work, like literally, there's a story in the Book of Mark where he goes to his hometown and he's like praying for people and then nothing happens and they all mock him out of town and it's like, well, prophet doesn't want in his home town. It's a little more like story driven. It's different flavored all these books. Well, in some of the Gnostic scriptures, it's suggested that Jesus actually hung from a tree and

that maybe he wasn't literally nailed to across. Some of them have more of a dosetic approach, meaning he appeared in a flash of light. He didn't even have a human birth, and he was like a pure angelic being. There are some scrolls. I think it's called.

They sneak off into a cave at mile marker thirty and there was a flash of light in the cave and outwalks Jesus and he's like four or five years old, you know what I'm saying. So there's a bunch of different accounts of his birth. I think the point is that he was divined and we don't need to get lost in those little details. That's something that up. Don't I have any loose ends here?

to divine. There's this weird fake movement in spirituality where people are like, I like my crystals, I like my astrology, and don't get it to it like this one. Sorry, I'm backwards. I like crystals. I kind of pigeonhold myself into a crystal joke first, like you know, part of the show, and loved every minute of it. I'm not

gonna knock that stuff. But there is a weird fake spirituality where people are like, you know, they're only into witchcraft or astrology, or yoga or crystals or pretty much everything under the sun except Jesus, and they kind of ooh, they get offended by Jesus and they mock it and they hate it and they hate Christians and they despise them. It's like you're you're not being honest. You're not being honest with yourself. You're you're picking some things and then

mocking and hating the others. You're not really spiritual. You're not really spiritual at all. Actually, you're just role playing with something that excites you and that your friends and your peers are into. Or maybe that's you know, you have a limited experience with the divine in the supernatural, and those are one or two things that you think are really cool and they appeal to your personality type.

But you can't knock Jesus. You can't. You can't. You can't knock the importance and the sacred power of Jesus just because you know you don't you don't find it cool, like you know what I mean.

one that I'm aware of in recorded history. Could be wrong, but this is the first one that I saw, and it happened in forty eight D, which is hilarious because Mary was actually alive. So the idea, which is not sanctioned by the church, but the idea is that Mary, either Mary herself bilocated like astral projection type spiritual technology to another place and gave this message, or it's an apparition.

I don't know, but a lot of the speculation is that it was some sort of weird bilocation miracle and Mary, the human, who was genuinely alive in forty eight D, did some sort of miracle. It was when Saint James, I believe it was Saint James the Greater, and then if you know, like the brother of Jesus, that's Saint James the Lesser. They were known as the Greater and the Lesser because one of them was tall and one of them was short. Jesus's brother was short. Saint James

the Lesser so this is Saint James the Greater. I think he went on to be martyred. But she appeared to him on a pillar of jasper, accompanied by angels, gave him encouragement to continue his mission. He was trying to who spread the Gospel of Christ into other places, but was feeling very discouraged and like he wasn't achieving success with his mission. And then Mary appears to him, while alive, says, you know, continue your mission. He was in Spain by the way, and she was in Jerusalem.

She instructed him to build a church on that site in her honor, saying, this place is to be my house, and this image and column shall be the title and altar of the temple that you shall build. The pillar on which she stood was left behind as a sign, and a small chapel was built there, considered the first Marian apparition a shrine in the world. This is by the Ebro River by the way in Spain. Now she's a patron, the patron saint of Spain and Hispanic peoples.

Her feast day, October twelfth coincides with the discovery of America, as the Christopher Columbus version goes, and she was made the patron of the New World after the first Mass was celebrated there on that day in nineteen forty two. Also very cool. You ready for this one. So, James the Greater was the brother of John the Apostle or sometimes called John the Revelator, and a son of Zebedee and Salome. The way I'm reading it, looks like Salamy as a hellom me who was a sister of Mary.

So he was actually a cousin of Jesus. So we had the brother James the Lesser and cousin James the Greater. Really love that name, just saying so then my favorite one, and reading this story blew my mind and brought me on this amazing rabbit hole. And I'm just going to get into this one. So in twelve twenty six, there were these three German templar knights that went up this

mountain near Salzburg, Germany. I think it's called the un Untersburg, this huge mountain straddling the border between Austria and Germany, right right near Salzburg. These three German templar knights take the trip up this mountain and they have this miraculous appearance of the divine feminine, and a lot of amazing things are said. So because it's such a detail rich story, I'm just going to share what I wrote because I

don't want to miss a single detail. And this is very, very good, and I heavily encourage the listener to pay close attention to this one and listen to every word. The Untersburg is a great mountain straddling the Austro German border opposite Salzburg, Germany. It was reputed in local legend to be the seat of the god Wotan or Odin and to be haunted. The Knights Templar of the region had their headquarters in Vienna, and before the year twelve twenty two never had a combe terae or a command

post near the mountain. The commander of a section returning from the Crusades to Austria in twelve twenty received an apparition believed to be of the Demi goddess Isaias at Nineveh Old Babylon, who instructed him to proceed to Untersberg mountain and erect a temple in her honor inside it. There she would address them frequently what she did, as from twelve twenty six, a written record was kept in

the Isaias revelation. A complete religious treatise was compounded and delivered to Vienna in twelve thirty eight, acting upon her instructions. In twelve thirty five, at Carthage, two German templars received an apparition of the goddess Ishtar, who gave further instructions for the order to follow. The revelations of the deities Isaias and Ishtar were translated into modern German in eighteen sixty two, and the copies were kept the appearance of

Isaias to the German knights. Sometime in the year twelve twenty, the German knight Templar and commander Hubertus Coch, returning to Austria from the Crusades with a small company, arrived at the ruins of the former Assyrian capital Nineva and ancient Babylon. Here he reports being approached by an apparition of the Demi goddess Isias, a graceful, maiden like figure of a girl whose copper colored hair waved as if in a breeze,

although the day was actually windless. She gave Coke instructions to proceed to the mountain of the Old God Wotan, that is, the Untersburg near Salzburg, built a house there and await her next apparition, where she would give important information regarding a new golden age for the world. Twelve twenty six remember the date the first testify or excuse yeah, I'm sorry. The first testified apperation of Isaias at Untersburg occurred in the year twelve twenty six and was repeated

regularly over the next twelve years. Isaias delivering the full one hundred and thirty four verses of a revelation by twelve thirty eight, So over twelve years she appeared to these three German templars at this temple by the way that they built to her. The supposed purpose of Isaias was to help achieve the destruction of the powers of darkness in the heavens and on earth, and as a first step, the world had to be rid of the Church of Rome, since it worshiped Jehovah as God almighty.

Remember I brought with the gnostics. I did that for a reason because the templars are very heavily Gnostic, as well as the Rosa cruise as. Pretty much all let me just say this, all these esoteric orders observe, you know, wisdom and elements of the canon Gospels, but they also inherently understand the Gnostic version to be true, and it's very gnostic. It's very gnostic. So if you ever hear of a Christian mystic, they're probably pulling from gnosticism, whether

they've heard it or not. Right Gnostic is it's it's the Greek word gnosis, which means like divine knowledge or wisdom, not wisdom technically, but like illuminating knowledge. Like when you achieve this gnostic truth, it's like your soul becomes a light. It's it flashes on and you're illumined. You're you have the knowing right knowledge. That's what gnostic means, or noses Templars were gnostic still are, believe me. The underlying basis of the Isaias revelation is the Marcianite heresy of the

second century AD. Remember earlier I talked about the Martian Knight movement. If you guys don't remember, run it back. I did. I brought it up. It denies that the Hebrew God of the Old Testament always referred to in the revelation as El Shaddai, which means Lord was God of the New Testament. Isaiah states that it was Alvater God himself who descended in human form as the All Christ Jesus Christ. It was crucified by those he had

come to reform. Keep in mind, these are Gnostic knights, templar Germans in the Middle Ages, on the border of Austria and Germany. Their language is going to be very different than some monk at a monastery and you know, writing in English or Latin or something like that. They're going to be speaking German. They're gonna have elements of Norse paganism from way back in the olden days in

their thinking and belief system. So it's curious that these Gnostic Christian templars are on this mountain of Wotan, which is Odin by the way, and then the lady appears as I say, it's an ishtar, completely different traditions from from Babylon. I believe ishtar. And they're being given terms like the All Foughter which is Odin, and the All Christ the what I never heard of that one. I thought that was pretty cool Viking Jesus. But the point

is symbolism. The point is okay, the point is the divine comes to you and speaks through your mind like a prism. So the divine is not changing. It is permanent, it is infinite, it is eternal, it's boundless, it's limitless. It can't be changed. Right, But us dumb little humans, we change our language every few thousand years, you know.

That's like, that's like nothing in the cosmic scheme. And there's how many languages on earth, hundreds if not thousands, Right, So these omnipotent divine beings up there, they're scratching their head. They're like, all right, this guy's German. He's Christian, but he's a templar, so he's into esotericism, so he understands

archetypes and symbology. So we're gonna talk about Jesus. But then we're gonna wrap it in a package that they'll understand through their mind like a prism, so that they'll receive the message and be able to transmit it forward. So people just have to understand the way that the divine communicates through symbolism, right, and language. They appeal to your language. They come to you in the form that

you understand. Right. So they said it was the all Vater God himself, who descended in human formists to all Christ, that Jesus Christ. It was crucified by those who he had come to reform the goddess. Ishtar is the intermediary for the all Vat, and Isaias is her secret aid, although Ishtar also hears all all Vater speaks through carved ruins. Because Vikings Franks at the time, which was like ein German, ancient Germany, they they had Norse tradition, which was ruins.

That was their magical language. Right, Ishtar and Isaias were both appointed in this way. Isaiahs states that she came from the celestial realms as a daughter of kuth Grocht, this being the realm of the daemons, not demons. Don't don't come at me. I'm not saying demon, I'm saying daemen. It's a Greek word. These entities are not demons in the sense of the English word, but are independent of the gods. They're like higher spiritual entities, right, and the

most active enemies of the regions of darkness. Isaiahs had also been a dan women, as written by Plutarch and the Mysteries of Isis, and achieve the rank of Goddess by her virtue, the aratical promise of eternal life is made to those who attain the Kingdom of Heaven. Mankind tied to the earth and mortal is ultimately immortal. The earthly death is the beginning at death. People good and bad come to grun Land or Purgatory, so called for

its greenish light, over which Isaias rules. Purgatory encloses all of the worlds. The stay impurgatory may last merely a few days or countless years. Once liberated, each being chooses a route he or she wishes to wishes to follow as the path to the heavenly Realm from Purgatory. Isaias keeps watch on the Earth and reads all thoughts occurring there. Every human being alive on this planet today, you have to understand your thoughts, your feelings, your actions, your intentions.

They are constantly being monitored by the spirit world. And that is why you absolutely must be a good person, and you must do the right thing and have the right intention, because nobody gets away from what's due to them. You know, it's karma. The universe is constantly aware of every bit of your consciousness. There is no hiding that

there's absolutely no hiding anything from the spirit world. That is why the Egyptians say, at death, your heart is put on a scale and it's weighted against a feather, and if it's not lighter than a feather, sorry, you gotta keep coming back. You got to keep coming back into your heart, and your conscience is as light as

a feather. At the center of Purgatory is the glorious fortress Realm of Valhalla, where dwell the warrior gods with their wives, the latter presumably being the valkyries of Nordic legend. Both Ishtar and Isaiahs have right of hospitality there. We are told that by Isaias that Woden rests at the foot of Wintersburg Mountain, hidden deep in the rock until the hour we will awaken to act in word indeed,

but no further explanation is given. Also within Purgatory is Heulen fuel Hell, so called a creation of the fallen angels Shaddai, who wages incessant war in his effort to enable himself and his devotees to take over heaven and the earth itself. At the final end, the earth and the starry firmament will disappear, leaving only the kingdoms of Heaven and Hell, and in whichever of these one finds himself at that time, he must remain there for all eternity.

Thus ends the Isais revelation. So you have to understand all of this was communicated and language and symbolism to these templars in Germany and medieval times so that they would understand the meaning. Right, there's a lot of similarities between this and other myths. But let's keep going. Let's just keep going. Let me find where I was at real quick, because it's not over. And actually, did I lose my spot?

twenty six, that's exactly eight hundred years. Perhaps, perhaps is a way to say something like that, you know what I mean, the time of Ishtar, where I say this will come when the earth and all of his people enter the Golden Age, and perhaps a thousand years at the center of purgatori is the glorious fortress Realm of Valhalla. Oh oh, I skipped a thousand year apart. Okay, that's it. On to the next one. Marcian eighty four to one hundred and sixty eight d very important figure. He was

the son of a bishop and a shipowner. Around one hundred and thirty five AD in Rome. He developed these completely new theological beliefs about Jesus. His cold claimed, most importantly that the Hebrew god Jehovah was neither the true God nor the father of Jesus Christ. Okay, So the popularity of the heresy forced the Early Church to decide

that the Old Testament should be made canon. So Marcian was sort of like a prominent Gnostic figure, and his whole movement was literally like trying to have people separate the New Testament in the Old Testament, like completely just have nothing to do with each other. So The idea in Gnostic thought in the Marcian Knight movement is that Jesus came, and when he came into the world, he had a completely new God that had never been heard of or seen before, at least to the masses, at

least to mainstream thought and religion. Naturally, we know if you trace the thread, if you start talking to Rosicrucians or Templars or Masons, even if they're very high level, or you know, people and other traditions like Golden Dawn, Theosophy, or even Edgar Casey, that alone is kind of like a mystery tradition his whole body of work. If you start talking to these kinds of people, they'll tell you that Jesus, according to some evidence, he was a part

of many of these mystery traditions. And there's an idea there that there may have been eighteen years of his life missing from the Bible, because actually in the Bible he's born. He's whisked to Egypt because the king at the time had a message from these Zoroastrian magi that the Christ was born. So then the king said, oh, I got to kill all babies from zero to two just to slaughter this king so he won't challenge my

throne someday. The Zoroastrian Magi, the three Kings, they go to Jesus, they adorn him with gifts, and then they tell his parents, hey, y'all got to get out of dodge because King Herod is gonna kill him. And they took him to Egypt. And Jesus grew up in Egypt. So from the time he's born to a little child, you see a story of him when he's twelve, and it's just this little anecdote about he has a crowd

of people and he's ministering. His parents lost him and they're scared and they start looking everywhere for him, and then they find him and they see he has a crowd of people and he's like teaching them things and they were all stunned by it and blown away. Then the story passes over the rest of his life until he's thirty. So literally in the Bible, it's born twelve thirty, So it's like, what happened in those other eighteen years?

Don't people wonder about that? Well, the suggestion is that he was, you know, going to different mystery schools, different traditions. India Persia, Greece, China, Tibet, Nepal, et cetera. You know, and learning all of these different traditions, becoming a master of all these different orders, and everywhere he went, they're like, dang,

he's legit, you know, like he's somebody special. And he sort of accumulated this vast esoteric knowledge and then he comes back around the time he's thirty, and boom, he starts his mission. He starts waking people up. He starts revealing a lot of hidden knowledge that had never before been seen or heard by the mainstream population of Earth at the time, starts amassing crowds of followers, and you know, people were very threatened by that, so they killed him.

So there's an argument that this God, this God above God, has been observed across these different traditions in secret know throughout time, throughout the ages, and that this knowledge survived from Atlantis. But the notion is that Jesus brought it to the world and he brought it public, and then these movements start popping up, the gnostics start popping up.

Then you start seeing stuff like in five hundred and forty five AD, they held the second Constant, the second Council of Constantinople, and they banned originism, which is transubstantiation of the soul or reincarnation, right, the idea that we reincarnated through many lives. So Emperor Justinian actually historically banned the doctrine of reincarnation being taught in early Christian churches, and even by the pope at the time was teaching it.

Just saying there's different threads that you can follow throughout history to see that it's a complicated thing, right, this whole story of Jesus. My main point to all this is the Lady as it connects to Christianity and other traditions. But it's just fascinating stuff that we haven't talked about in a while, right. So the whole Martianite movement was basically bringing a lot of this stuff into the foreground of the masses at the time, right in first century Judea.

And then they became a heretical threat and they were killed, they were put to death. All of this eventually got so strong that it led to the Templar Knights being slaughtered because they were Martianite Gnostic Christians. They were very much actively engaged in the cult of the Magdalene. My main point to make a bigger point. You know, the lady's important, right, but it's very important actually, But the bigger point there is the connection to Christianity. That you

can't separate the two. That that's my whole point, right, you can't separate the goddess in Christianity. They are very intimately linked. I grew up as a fundamental like you know, straw in the mouth, sitting on a rock and chair, how about that buck you shot bo you know, Bible belt christian never hearing of any of this. I was very shocked when I found out that there was a divine feminine. My main point to wrap it back to

the beginning. The deeper you go and really start to peel these layers, you see that the divine feminine was always there, part of Christianity, part of the religion, part of Christ, part of the whole, part of all of it, part of every tradition around the world, every and for somewhere reason, two thousand years ago, it was brutally suppressed and people who were talking about it were literally slaughtered by the Church by At first it was you know,

the Empire, and then eventually that got disol then it became you know, and then for a while you had the emperor and the pope, and that went away, and now we have the pope. You know. The deal. Throughout that empire rising and falling, Christianity was brutally slaughtered and impressed. And then when they made Christianity I legal, they brutally slaughtered and suppressed the ones that were talking about this version, the version that is you know, more mystical, more likely

to be true. It concerns the lady and many other explosively different doctrines like reincarnation, right, the sense that the soul is immortal beyond death, not just one life, and then you go to hell, but actually, you know, maybe you're already in it. And the whole point of living like Christ is get out of it, to go back home,

to return to the heavenly room. They went from killing all Christians to killing those Christians, killing the ones talking about that, And then they took this like mainstream version, and they put together only certain texts as a counter to this Gnostic Cathar, which we didn't even talk about

that future episode. Gnostic Cathar Templar Knight, you know, mystical Marian sort of culture of the Magdalene Christian who revered the feminine as a sacred part of the divine and Mary Magdalene was actually seen as like one of Jesus's right hands and you know, his favorite disciple and like this high priestess. They were killed as a counter to that movement, they added the Old Testament specifically to be doctrine as as a you know, part of the New Testament.

But the idea was Jesus coming around and saying, no, no, no, this is a whole new thing. It's a whole new system, whole new God. There's many points in the Bible where he points to that and he talks about how the old law is abolished and it's a whole new thing. Like even in the canon version there's elements of that where you could see, okay, there's probably something more to this, right. So there was an appearance of the Lady in twelve

thirty five. Yeah, yeah, yeah, and Carthage. Okay, some more templar knights, go figure. The Lady loves appearing to them. So obviously Carthage was a big hub of Christianity in the early formation of the movement. The first Archdiocese of the church being established in the partially rebuilt city in the second century, which means from one hundred to two

hundred right and the year twelve thirty five. Ad acting on information received no doubt from isaias the German templar knights Roderick and Immorant disembarked at Carthage in search of the missing writings of the heretical Marcian, the founder of this Marcian Knight Gnostic Christian. You know Old Testament New Testament gods are separate movement. A hill named Bursa runs down to the sea, and within this hill was a grotto of the temple, formerly dedicated to the city's queen,

Goddess Tenant. In this grotto the two templar knights received an apparition of the goddess ishtar. In his account, the German knight Roderick reported the apparition was a figure clothed and as a breath fine dress of shimmering green, such that one could perceive the outline of a tall female, slim and supple shining through it. She was a wonderful being, half woman and half girl, and undoubtedly not of this world. Her beautiful face was narrow, and pallid and absolutely wonderful.

Her eyes, hair, and fingernails shone with the color of amber. A golden tiara held back the masses of her hair, which reached to the ground, and on top of the tiara was a golden crescent moon with points like horns. Ding ding ningning sound familiar. That's how she appeared to my dad. She had the horn, she said. Basically, her name was Athor. She had the depiction. She had a throne actually with that symbol with the horns and the

solar disc. Right, she didn't physically have it on her head when she appeared, but she saw her a second time, and she had that imagery on a throne that she was in in the desert right humanly, her unhumanly large eyes stared at us, and her lips seemed to be glowing, and she was the most beautiful picture that a person ever saw. But she was translucent and not of humankind. She said, I called you here without you being aware

of it, at which Roderick asked for her identity. She answered at once, I am I say I ish Tar. The folk who revered me in this place called me a shera. The people in the north who were your ancestors knew me as Edoun, which is a Nordic acer goddess. Different people named me as suited their own language. Then the German knight Immorants said that they were both true

to the Lord Jesus Christ and would never worship another deity. Istar, apparently amused, replied, I heard your prayers to him, to my godlike brother, but he is in his realm, while I is godlike sister. Am here again for a short while. For ultimately it is female power which will defeat Jehovah. Satan, the goddess of love will change into a goddess of war to strike down Satan when the moment comes. If you know the myth of sec met in Hathor right, this is the real Egyptian myth ra the God the

God above God's amun Ra. At different points in Egyptian history, over time it became syncretized, and they would take two different gods and they would fuse them and their names would be merged. Then it would be a new understanding of God. Right, because over thousands of years they're like, well, actually God's invisible too. It's visible like the sun, but it's invisible. Oh, Wow, Ahmun is invisible, Ra's visible, and

they merge it. It's amun Ra. At some point in time, it used to be Ahmun and Raw, and they were separate gods. Do you see what I'm saying. It's syncretization. Over time, their understanding changes. But I forgot oh Amunra the myth of Raw. At the time, it was just Raw in this particular myth. But Raw creates the world

through his eye, which shines like the sun. Sec Met is born and she's this cat headed deity and she's like this vicious, fierce, destructive force who is drunk off of the blood of mankind that she's devouring like wine. As the myth goes that Ra sends her to the earth to destroy because mankind is being vile and hateful, kind of like the flood, kind of like the Noah

story where mankind's lost its way. So segment comes down and she's getting drunk off of the blood and carnage of her destroying man through her wrath and her fury. The blood is like wine to her. It's intoxicating. And

then Raw weeps at their suffering. And I don't know the exact technical details, you can look it up, but then through raw weeping and feeling sympathy for man, and it's kind of like Noah's Ark, the rainbow right raw changes her into hathor the loving, nurturing mother, who symbol is the cow, which is like the utter that nourishes the cosmic was through her love and her comfort, she's the mother. Now she's feminine, she's beauty, she's fertility, she's

you know, love, grace. So she went from being wrath to love so and there's multiple versions of this and this mythological iconography understanding of the divine feminine, how it's wrath, fierce judgment, and it's comfort and love, it is both. That is exactly what I saw on DMT. I saw the feminine, the divine feminine, and I was terrified. And it was like my whole entire perception was this huge

energy being. And it was a face with all these abstract wavy lines, and it was magenta, and it was like really scary to behold, and at times it would change red and it would seem really aggressive. But I understood that it was fierce, it was loving, it was nurturing, but it was powerful that it could smite me. But also that it comforted me. It was weird. It was like this paradox of things that I was feeling on

DMT before I knew any of that, you know. But anyway, so the Goddess of Love will change into a goddess of war to strike down Satan when the moment comes right. Going back to the reading, she continued, you will not find far from this place an ancient stone which bears the sign of My divinity and the symbol of the hand in greeting. Beneath this stone, you will discover that which you came here to find, and you will find that the legacy of mine, Divine brothers, differs greatly from

what you have been given to understand. In many things, Divine brother remember this Jesus. Nearby, outside the old city boundaries was a cemetery known as the Sanctuary of TANet and enclosure for replacing short and upright stone Stelee for funeral purposes. The Goddess Ishtar stated next, I had been appointed the deity for Babylon by the Godhead. The Babylonians were an excellent people, but the settlement of a huge Hebrew minority in their midst ruined the plan to make Babylon,

the world capital. Ishtar explained that a people closest in character to the Babylonians, the German and including all of the Franks of and descent, have been chosen to build a new capital over a secret temple in which all of your knowledge is to be deposited. Thus, Berlin Tempelhoff was founded in twelve thirty seven, and the new Templar realm was to extend south from Berlin to Vienna and

as far as west as Paris. The Church got wind of this planning, pre entered the Great Work, and on thirteenth of October thirteen oh seven put down the Templar order with great brutality. They were cursed by the Church. They were hunted down, they were burned at the stake, they were tortured, they were slaughtered. And that's actually why we have Friday the thirteenth, and it's considered an unlucky day because it was Friday the thirteenth that the Templars

were killed. Fun fact, any thoughts on any of that? Did you know any of that?

the revelation of isaias of twelve thirty eight. In November nineteen thirty seven, a crowned apparition proclaiming herself Queen of the poor souls in Purgatory was spotted making the first of one hundred and five apparitions over a three year period at the small German North Sea village of Heed and Ms. This apparition must have been isaias the Church has done its utmost not to draw attention to these visitations.

On February eleventh, nineteen fifty one, in Dusseldorf, Germany, the apparition of the Virgin Mary appalled the church by stating that she wished to be known henceforth as our Lady of all peoples, who once was Mary, and that she had come as co redeemer, advocate and media tricks in her forty fourth apparition of the Amsterdam series in the early nineteen fifties, she stated, our Lady of all people's

promises to aid mankind. If this title is acknowledged and I am invoked under this title, the Lady Boom, she's the lady, She's the lady of all people. It's the goddess. It's the secret link to human history, to our understanding of why civilizations have risen and fallen. People say, oh, that's a stretch. No, it's not. Because all of these civilizations that rose and fall they all had religions, they all had priests, and it was an intimate part of

their entire society. We know Rome Rome probably before now the messed up empire we're in, which is this global empire run by an oligarch, a secret oligarch, right, duh If you didn't know that, By the way, Rome was probably the greatest empire that we know of. The elite of Rome were participating in mithraic rituals, cults of Isis, cults of ish tar, you name it. They were. They

were participating. The elite. Fathom that. Think about that, the elite at different points in all of history, in every civilization, in some way was affiliated with religious mystery or ceremony or sacrament. It's a very important part of human history.

And people say, oh, well, you know it's it's it's a new world and you know science, and you know, push their glasses up and put on their white lab coat and role plays being a scientist because they watched you know, Neil deGrasse Tyson on Joe Rogan or you know Eric Weinstein talk about math numbers like a nerd, no offense, but like a nerd, you know, base their facts on reality on numbers and what nerds are doing in a lab. And I love nerds. I'm a nerd. Hey,

I mean my case is dragon Ball. That's about as niche as it gets, you know, uh, anime and being in the nerdy stuff. But it's a bunch of nerds pushing a scientific dogma that they have destroyed our understanding of religion. And it's coordinated. You know, I'm talking in modern times. Back then it was the Church or it was or it was I don't know, the Roman Empire or whoever oppressing people that were talking about these mysteries.

You know, the Lady, the true story of Jesus, the real way in which these divine, miraculous things would interact with the world that were killing those people that were slaughtering them, peeling their flesh off, cutting their heads off, crucifying them, turning them upside down. You know, now they write hate comments on your YouTube for talking about this stuff, or you know, stuff like that, leave nasty comments in your Instagram inbox. It's about what all they can do

anymore to me, at least that's my experience. But the point is religion, this this missing current of history, This knowledge is so important for people to understand so that they truly have their finger on the pulse of why empires rose and fell. This was an important part of their fabric. Understanding this knowledge, understanding how the elites interacted with it and suppressed it and still are today. But

now it's through science, that was my point. Now they suppress it through Oh well, you know, you got to study the facts. There's a pure reviewed paper that says there is no God and there is no this, and UFOs probably exist. But you know that Atlas thing coming in a few months as a hostile alien threat, and they believe all this bull crap without any data because of science. Somehow, I don't though I'm just saying this stuff's important. It's very important. I think that about wraps

up that story. The Lady of All Peoples, oh, one more thing, and her apparition to nuns. She spoke through a wooden statuette dedicated to herself as our Lady of All Peoples, at a convent near Akita, Japan, October thirteenth, nineteen seventy seven. Six excuse me, October thirteenth, nineteen seventy three, six hundred and sixty six years to the day since

the destruction of the Knight's Templar order. Referring to the apocalypse, she promised, I alone am able to save you from the calamity which approaches those who place their confidence, and me will be saved. I didn't realize this would have I'm about a quarter through my notes here. I didn't you know. I'm gonna be candid here people. It's the first time we've recorded a topic without Nick, and I kind of didn't know. I didn't go this long before, you know, and long and long and long and long

and long. So I think maybe I could save a lot more of this information for another part. But there's a few that I have to hit. So are you good with that? Do you have any thoughts on that? You can speak?

They're the only ones I'd ever heard of, other than my dad, of course. In Great Creek, North Carolina. On December ninth nine, fifteen thirty one, in Mexico, our Lady appeared to Juan Diego, a poor humble as tech very cool by the way, a poor humble az tech who had recently converted to the Catholic faith. She asked them to go to the bishop and tell them to build a church where she said, I will show and offer all of my love, my compassion, my help and my

protection to my people. Wan Diego did as she asked, but the bishop asked for a sign that this message was really from our lady Mary. Granted his request. On December twelfth, she showed one where the most beautiful Castilian roses were and told him to gather them. It was a miracle that the roses were there and then bloom because there was frost on the ground and the ground was an infertile place where only cactus and thistles grew.

After he gathered them, she helped arrange them in his tilma or Poncho, and told him to show them to the bishop. When he brought them to the bishop, the bishop was amazed at the roses, but was even more amazed at what began to happen to Juan Diego's tilma. Right before their very eyes, the image of our lady began to form on the cloth. The picture of Mary was beautiful. The bishop fell to his knees. He built a church right there on that spot at her request.

It's still intact after four hundred and seventy years. The colors haven't faded, the cloth hasn't deteriorated. It's been on display in the Basilica of Our Lady of Guadalupe ever since. The manner in which the lady appeared was very significant to the Aztec Indians. God had her dressed in such a way that would stand out to them as texts. They were not Christians, but they would understand the symbolism

of her garb, of her dress. You know, she was dressed in royal Aztec clothes that showed she was important, maybe a queen. She also had the symbol of the cross add neck, which was the same symbol that the Spaniards had on their ships and in the churches that they built, because remember this was the fifteen hundreds. This was like, you know, they were conquering this land and

converting these people. She had a sash tight around her waist, which meant that she was with child, for this was the way the Aztec woman dressed when they were pregnant. And on her beautiful dress were all sorts of designs and flowers. But there was one flower on her dress that was very significant. It had four petals. To the Aztecs, this four petal flower was the symbol for the true God, or the God above gods. The flower was located on her abdomen, right over the place where Jesus was growing

inside of her. The Aztecs immediately understood that this was the mother of the True God. This appearance of our Lady of Guadalupe was obviously extremely important from Mexico because at the time they were on the break of a huge conflict. There was a war brewing between them. Their cultures were obviously extremely different, and the Aztecs had more of like a pagan approach, which I think elements of

paganism are good in many circumstances. I think that word is very misunderstood and is misconstrued and it's taken out of context, right. But they worshiped many gods and something that was very calm in as tech culture was they would perform ritual human sacrifice very regularly. A great movie to watch on that as Apocalypto by Mel Gibson. It is a fantastic movie. If you have not seen it,

highly recommend it. They there's a gnarly scene where there's this solar eclipse and they're at these temples just ripping hearts out under the eclipse, and like it's graphic, but it's it's just so cool to see it portrayed, you know what I mean, Like, oh my god, this was real, like they really did this. It's it's kind of shocking, you know what I mean. I love stuff like that.

Just it's ominous almost, like to know that people did that and it was common practice, and sometimes they would sacrifice like ten thousand people a day on certain times of the year, you know what I mean. If there was especially eclipses, they'd have lines of people and these people would just take turns walking. They get to this

like a roller coaster. They get to the top of the temple, slit that chest open, rip that heart out, and it's beating, and then the blood would drip down the temple and they would all celebrate and there'd be ten thousand people in a line going up there to get their heart ripped out. And obviously that's wrong. So because of the Lady of Guadalupe, the Aztec people converted to a new way where they stop ripping out hearts and they're Christian, you know, so it's like kind of

a miracle. They put them on a better path. Dude, that's great. We should be happy about that. I'm thrilled. Are you not thrilled about that? That's pretty awesome. I'm smiling about it. They stop ripping hearts out.

was a saint, but her name was Catherine. I don't know how to say this. Catherine Labour. I don't know. I don't speak French. Your wife's like a quarter of Belgian. Can you pronounce?

So obviously the chapel was a blaze with lights. She walks in, she approaches the sanctuary that's filled with radiance as if consumed with fire, kneels at the communion rail. She feels the presence of another person near. When she lifts her head from prayer, the Blessed Virgin, in a blaze of glory, sits in a chair just beyond her reach. When Catherine rises, she goes over and she kneels at the lap of the Blessed Virgin, and she rests her

hands in her lap. So there's this Holy Mother apparition right in front of her, sitting in the chair in the throne right and then she or not thrown, but it's like just the chair in the church. So Catherine gets up, walks over, kneels in front of her, and puts her hands on her lapse and kneels. Mary places her arms around Catherine, and she says, God wishes to charge you with a mission. You're gonna be contradicted, but

do not fear. You're gonna have grace. Tell your spiritual director all of the passes within you, everything that comes to you. Go and tell your person who's in charge, basically like your bishop or whatever. I don't know Catholic stuff that well, but she basically says, go tell your director everything that transpires. Times are evil in France and in the world. A pained expression comes across her face. The maryan apparition. She starts to look sad, like she's

feeling suffering and sorrow for humanity. She says, come to the foot of the altar. Graces will be shed on all great and little, especially upon those who seek them. Another community will become large. You will have the protection of God and Saint Vincent, I will always have my eyes upon you. In eighteen forty nine, Elizabeth Ann's and sisters of Emmittsburg Marylyn joined the Daughters of Charity in Paris. Their mother Setton's sisters became the foundation stolen of the

Sisters of Charity in the United States. The Blessed version spoke to Catherine about many other things which were to happen according to her mission, the things that she had to get going, you know, like starting these different movements in churches. Then like a fading shadow, the lady was gone. The angel, after having led Catherine back to the dormitory, also disappeared, just as the clock, not the cluck, the

clock strikes two in the morning. She had another apparition, so she goes back a few months later, like four months later. She returns to her in the same chapel. And these are actually her own words, Katherine Laboor. She writes this on the twenty seventh of November eighteen thirty, while making my meditation in profound silence, I seemed to hear on the right hand side of the sanctuary something

like the rustling of a silk dress. Glancing in that direction, I perceived the Blessed Virgin standing near Saint Joseph's picture. Her height was medium and her countenance indescribably beautiful. She was dressed in a robe the color of the dawn, high necked with plain sleeves. Her head was covered with a white veil which floated over her shoulders down to

her feet. Her feet rested upon a glove, or rather, sorry, a globe, had a type of a globe, or rather one half of a globe, for that was all that could be seen. Her hands, which were on a level with her waist, held in an easy manner, another globe, a figure of the world. Her eyes were raised to the heavens, and her countenance beamed with light as she

offered the globe to our Lord. As I was busy contemplating her, the Blessed Virgin fixed her eyes upon me, and a voice said, in the depth of my heart, this globe which you see represents the whole world, especially France, and each person in particular. There now formed around the Blessed Virgin a frame rather oval in shape, on which were written, though in letters of gold, these words, Oh Mary, conceived without send pray for us who have recourse to thee.

Then a voice said to me, have a metal struck upon this model. All those who wear it when it is blessed, will receive great graces, especially if they wear it around the neck. Those who repeat this prayer with devotion will be in a special manner under the protection of the Mother of God. Graces will be abundantly bestowed

upon those who have confidence. At the same instant, the oval frame seemed to turn around, and I saw in the back of it the letter M, surmounted by a cross with a crossbar beneath it, and under the monogram of the name of Mary, the holy hearts of Jesus and his Mother, the first surrounded by a crown of thorns,

and the second transpierced by a sword. I was anxious to know what these words must be placed on the reverse side of the metal, And after many prayers one day of meditation, I seem to hear a voice which said to me that M, would the cross in two

hearts tell enough? Now? Actually, this medal went on that this was all reported all the way up through the institution of the Church, and it was never like sanctioned by the Church, which as a genuine Mary and apparition, but was confirmed to be real through the fact that the actual medal that she describes and everything started to go into official use in iconography. Shortly after all this

started happening. It was like sometime in the late eighteen hundreds they started actually adopting the symbol of this medal and the Catholic Church, interesting, never heard of that one. So I've got a few more and I don't have to go into like extreme detail about Lords, because I feel like that one is very famous. Basically in Lords France. Let me get the year on that one really quick, Lords France. In eighteen fifty eight, the Virgin Mary appears

eighteen times to Saint Bernadette. I don't know how to say this Subiro fourteen year old peasant girl in a grotto and Massabiel, France and the town of Lords. This is known as our Lady of Lords. This led Bernadette to discover a spring with healing properties into liver a message of prayer, penance and conversion. Obviously, this one is sanctioned by the Church as a genuine miracle. To this day.

Millions of people from around the world traveled to the site to drink from the spring and just to touch the water. To just be around the water, you know. And then obviously we have Fatima, which is probably the most famous of all time Marion apparitions, which happened I believe in like nineteen twelve. Let me look it up. It might be nineteen seventeen, seems to stick out Fatima. I don't remember the exact year, but I know it

was before seventeen, nineteen seventeen, nineteen seventeen. Yeah, Basically, it's known as the Miracle of the Sun. There's these three little kids in nineteen seventeen in Fatima, Portugal. These three little kids wander away and they're kind of out by themselves, sort of like out on the outskirts of town, and they see the lady. Basically, obviously they think of her as the Virgin Mary because they're Catholic. A lot of these they think it's Mary because they're Catholic, and that's

how they're made to understand. But it's not Mary. It's not the human Mary. Understand that God speaks to you through the prism of your mind and your understanding. So to a Catholic, it's Mary.

many of these apparitions the lady. I even read one tonight and she said the same exact thing to my father thirteen years ago. She says, but I have been known by many names throughout time. I'm nameless, especially said to my father, I'm nameless. I've been known by many names. I've been known as Hathor. Oh cool, my templar friend, very wise individual. He thinks that she gave that name in the first place, just for us to have these pathways to study, to get to the bottom of this

and make all these connections. If she had said Mary, it would be like, oh, cool, you know, just another Christian saying they saw Mary. No, we weren't saying that right exactly.

are all different puzzle pieces. And that's why we go down all these rabbit holes of syncretism and ester mythology and all that stuff, because you're seeing where all these puzzle pieces fit. And it's like we talked about in the beginning of the metaphor of the pool. You start even those shallow waters and you start treading in the deep end and you start realizing, Wow, I can swim, I can do this. This is great, it's fun. Actually, you start swimming through these waters and you start seeing

all these connections, and you realize you're floating. Okay, I'm free. I don't have to go to church every Sunday, I don't have to be a good Catholic, I don't have to do this. I can be free from those worldly systems. Begin to see with a new lens and see that there's a greater story unfolding here. There's a universal, cosmic story that is not bound by any of these systems, and all of these other systems are are different points in human history where people on the planet are just

trying to make sense of it. That's all it is. They don't have all the pieces, they don't have all the answers. Some of them have a lot more than others. Really inclined to think that the Templars and the Rosicrucians probably have the biggest pieces of the puzzle, and all of those that came before them, you know, the hermeticists, the alchemists, the es, scenes, that therapy, a lot of that stuff we talked about before. I think there's like

two more apparitions. I'm just gonna breeze through them and then we can round it out. Because I've been holding you guys hostage all night talking about this stuff, and I keep going and can keep on going. I mean, you know, this sky's the limit. It's it's a new it's a new world. So we have the medal. We have lost Salad. I didn't mention that. I think this might be the last one I have. Basically, there's this beautiful lady that appears to two children in eighteen forty six.

You know what actually is another one I forgot to mention. I'm gonna save it for last Champion Wisconsin. My dad was just there like two weeks ago. He actually went there and my sister and they actually saw a miracle. They saw orbs over the sacred shrine of Champion, Wisconsin. And when my dad and the rest of the group turned away, my sister Emily and our and very close basically extended member of the family a Meal. You know,

he's kind of like you. He's like a friend who's just become a part of this and he helps us out with things and stuff. It's basically part of the family. It's what I'm trying to say like you or whatever, we love a meal. He and Emily saw an apparition appear over the shrine and Champion, Wisconsin. And it wasn't like it was a human. It was an orb with like a really big kind of like a golden white orb with a blue aura around it. And it appeared and then it shot down into the ground at the

shrine of the Lady and Champion, Wisconsin. So that was wild. Forgot to mention earlier that with the metal situation, that story with Katherine la Boor and the medal, it was described that the mother Mary had like this oval blue shape around her. Well, if you if you know about symbolism that you can look into the vesic episcus, which is a sacred geometry symbol, which basically is that it symbolizes that it's like the sacred portal through which life

enters the world. Can be symbolized as I'm just gonna say it, and you know, I'd hate to make anybody blush, but it's symbolized by the female genitals because it's the portal which souls incarnate into the world. Right anyway, interesting symbolism there. So eighteen forty six we have so know,

I kind of cut to the champion thing. Now we're back to Las Silette, So eighteen forty six, a beautiful lady appears to two children, both from basically the French Alps, and they're watching their herds on the slope of Montplaneau and not far from the village of Salette la Silette and a little hollow, they suddenly noticed a globe of fire,

as though the sun had fallen on that spot. Within the dazzling light, they gradually perceived a woman seated, her elbows resting on her knees, and her face buried in her hands. The beautiful lady rose and said to the children, come closer, for my children, don't be afraid. I'm here to tell you great news. She took a few steps toward them, maximum and Melanie, reassured, ran down to her and stood very close to her. The beautiful lady wept the whole time she spoke, which is what she did

to my father too second time he saw her. She wept. She wept for the sadness of humanity and our suffering. She was tall, everything about her radiated light. She had a typical garb of the women of the surrounding area at the time long dress and an apron around her waist, with a shawl crossed over her breast and tied behind her back in a close fitting bonnet. Again appearing through the prism of your under standing, they appeal to what

you know. Along the hem of her shawl, she wore a broad, flat chain, and from a smaller chain around her neck there hung a large crucifix. Under the arms of the cross, there were to the left of the figure of Christ a hammer into the right pencers. The radiance of the entire apparition seemed to emanate from this crucifix and shone like a brilliant crown upon the beautiful lady's head. She wore garlands of roses on her head, around the edge of her shawl, and around her feet.

Worth mentioning, my mother saw an enormous or probably the size of like a full car in the shape of a templar cross several years ago. Anyway, I don't need to read word for word all of her messaging, but basically it was like, people need to repent. They've been falling away from their devotion, and they've been blaspheming the Holy Spirit, like at the time, there was like a lot of famine and plague and suffering going on in France,

and war was about to break out soon. It actually did very shortly after this, and she basically said, pe need to return to mass on the Sabbath. People now show up in droves to mock and they've lost their connection, and get people to stop swearing the name of God and blaspheming. So it was like a you know whoa

people are falling away from God. They have to return, you know, or I will let go of the hand that is holding Jesus and you will lose your grace and you will suffer greatly if you don't return kind of thing. It was like a message to come back to God. You guys have strayed. And I don't think I finished the Fatama story. Let me run that back real quick. I think I went on a whirlwind over

there and didn't round that one out. But it's the most famous one, right, These two little kids they see the lady, she says, hey, here's three secret messages, gives them three secret messages. Well, two of them were later leaked to the world. And the theory, you know, is to someday they'll leak the third one. It's in the vault the Vatican somewhere, and it really is. They really

do have the third messages sealed. But basically, she said, on this day I will appear, go tell everyone recorded history. One hundred thousand people show up in nineteen seventeen, whatever the day is, I don't remember, and they call it the Miracle of the Sun. Now, the Vatican has a different version that we have been made privy to because of we are who we are, and we are a genuine modern day apparition our family, you know, and we kind of been made to understand that there's a connection

here with all these things. The mainstream version says there was an illusion the sun sort of like looks like there's three of them, and they call it the Miracle of the Sun, and the lady appeared, She floated in the sky and she had a message, and you know, one hundred thousand people saw it and they cheered whatever. The Vatican version actually goes into detail about how it's UFOs appears surrounded by UFOs, you know what I'm saying. So there's a connection here with the UFO and the lady.

So let me summarize everything, right, and close this out. The Goddess, the divine, feminine, the Lady, our mom our spiritual mother. I think that it is the most important missing link for all of human history, and it has been heavily suppressed. There are many times in human history where she has appeared and basically said, whoa, you know, whoaa whoa. Not only wo ah, but woe whoa. You know, you guys are going to fall upon great calamity and suffering the repression of a dark force if you don't

turn to me and come to me. I'm here to help. I'm the comforter right, the Holy Spirit. And that's basically exactly what she told my father. Like, don't believe me, Go listen to it. Post the episode number, find it for me for any new listener. Read the transcript exactly what she said. It's crazy the similarities between the things that she told my father in twenty twelve and all of these different times in the past. It's like I'm going down these rabbit holes. I'm like, oh my god,

something's happening here. This is crazy, Like it's wild. So in twenty twelve, when she first came, people from the CIA start door knocking, they start coming to our house. Really, that started happening in twenty thirteen, but she came in twenty twelve, and then by twenty thirteen they were coming to our physical property to talk to us, to ask us questions, and other people it ramped up. Do you have the number? Episode five is the latest one? The

second reading? Yeah, one eighty five. Go listen to one eighty five. You'll hear the entire transcript of what she told my father. Anyway, they start coming to our house, they start asking us questions. We meet other people in the CIA. It still goes on to this day. I know many of them. They come to us, and what they were telling us in the beginning is this lady is revered. She's revered around the world across every tradition. She's very sacred. We know she's real, we know she's

a very powerful entity. We want to know what she's telling you, We want to know what she wants with you. This is a very big deal. This is the most heavily guarded secret of all time. And you know, she's been tracked for many thousands of years. So we're like scratching her head. We're like, whoa you know, really, we grew up Protestant we had never heard of this huge existential shock, one might say, So, I don't really know where to go from here. I mean, I think that's

probably a good place to round it out. But I just want to encourage people to fathom the lady. And honestly, I laugh at the notion that people even entertain the BS mainstream version of UFOs like it's ridiculous. It's purely ridiculous. But then you know, when the laughing subsides and my true feelings come out, I feel sadness. I feel sadness for people being fooled and brainwashed, being manipulated into believing

crap that is nonsense and is not true. And I just pray that people understand that like this, this divine feminine force is very real. It's very much a part of every tradition around the world, including Christianity, especially Christianity, not just in the Catholic way though that's the later version. When the mainstream was killing the good stuff, they were

killing the real message with the real people. Then they came up with that version and they changed it, and they took the image of the divine and they confined it to a human. You see what I'm saying it's bigger than Mary. It's not Mary. Mary is a part of it. Mary is an amalgam of it. Google that word. She's an amalgam of the divine feminine, this Catholic iconography. It is not the true meaning of it. It is

much bigger than that. It is deeper. Right, So, in truth, if you're having a discussion about actual, real truth, you can't acknowledge the UFO without the Lady. The UFO belongs to the Lady. The Lady is the most important all of it, the most important part of all of it, and the UFO's answer to her call. And they are merely just you could view it as angels in her army or you know, beings in her host. She's like the queen of Heaven. She is the one of the

very highest emanations of our created reality. Next above her would be the God above all gods, the one true secret God, you know, the eternal light that is boundless. They can't be conceived of, they can't be described, cannot be fathomed. That's God. That's consciousness. That's every molecule of existence, that's every vibrating atom, that is every thought in your brain. When you die and you go to the other side, you see that flash of white light. That is God.

It's infinite energy in every dimension. Can't process, can't even begin to describe it. Right, The next eminition emanation beneath that is the Lady. She's also God in a way in the created worlds. She's the mediator between us in that highest reality. She is our intercessor. It's been said in Catholicism, or it was told to me by a Catholic recently. I'll just say that that when you think of Mary, I say it in quotes because you think of the divine feminine, but that's how they understand her.

You think of Okay, I want to pray to God, but I'm scared about my prayers getting there to the right destination. Can you get them there for me, Mary? That would make me feel nice and good? Okay, thank you. So you send your prayers to Mary and she's the intercessor or the media tricks or the redemn trics. So they pray through the Virgin Mary. And then the idea is that Mary takes her prayers to God, right or your prayers to God. Well, that's exactly true. The real

divine feminine force. That's what she is. She's your intercessor between the highest God ab abbot gods. So in a sense she is God. It's a paradox. But then in a sense, Jesus is also God because he was a

human that came here through his path. He fixed the cosmic error and allowed for this cosmic secret to be brought into our created world for the first time overtly to the masses through his life and his story in his message, which includes the lady, if you know where to look, if you know that they were killing the people that were talking about this stuff, right with the templars and such, they preserve this message. Rosicrucians, you name it.

Can't think about the UFO without the Lady. I'm just saying any thoughts before we end it.