Weird things happened in the weird weird weird. Hell are you going? Nah? Hell are you? I didn't know if you were going to follow me into that dark cave or not. I'll leap into the abyss with you. How are we doing, boys? How are we feeling? Level ten? Level ten? I'm feeling great. I'm feeling great. I'm feeling good too.
Okay, so cool topic for this episode. Over the past few months, this is something that has kind of like organically come up a lot in all of our conversations, and I feel like it's it's an important thing to talk about, and it's also something that has directly applied to each of our lives in the past few months. And who is Like where did we hear this quote from? First? Terrence mckennical. Yeah, it's got to be Terrence mckinna quote. Okay, I'll go ahead and pull it up. Yeah,
yeah, I'd like to read the full quote. It's come on, butter fingers, but I don't have a table close to me table, It's like three feet away. But uh, okay, you're being mean to me. The premise, though, the gist of the quote is that God loves courage or nature loves courage. Yeah, it's nature loves courage. You make the commitment and nature will respond to that commitment by removing impossible obstacles. Dream the impossible dream in the world will not grind you under, It will lift
you up. This is the trick. This is what all these teachers and philosophers who really counted, who really touched the alchemical gold, this is what they understood. This is the shamanic dance in the waterfall. This is how magic is done by hurt cookies popped up cook This is how magic is done by hurling yourself into the abyss and discovering it's a feather bed. Which it's
funny because we talked about this a long time ago. Oh dude, like in the beginning, long time, literally the beginning, three years ago, and it just keeps coming up organically. Yeah, it's true. I love this topic. Yeah, blends a lot of my favorite things. Explain yourself. Bluck, what's bluck? Luck? Sorry you heard blood? All right? Luck? Luck, manifestation and that's it. Those are like my two favorite things, bluck, luck and manifestation. Oh yeah, it's making fun
of me. It's getting late. Alexander the late. Yeah, No, it's true. It's it's like a it's like luck manifestation. I don't know. I see it more as like I don't know. I guess you could call it luck like the universe were warming you or well, I think we should start there. Are you okay with that? Yeah? In your opinion,
let's talk about luck. Okay, You've been wanting to talk about this for a long I've been wanting to talk about luck a long time because I don't necessary I people who it's proven, and it's also something that I firmly believe that people who think of themselves as lucky are lucky. Yeah, I
don't know that manifestation. Sorry, I guess I mean by definition, I guess it's it's some for it because I mean, if you think you're lucky then and you become lucky or you consider yourself then yeah, you're right manifesting. I also think, I mean it plays in a karma. I also think that bloodlines can be lucky. What do you mean it plays into karma?
What do you mean blood lines can be lucky? Let's go in order there, Okay, because they kind of work right, Like I think if you if your family is good people and they do right and they build up years and years in generations of karmak luck or good car favorable karma that that is then passed through blood. In the Bible they talk about generational curses, which I think is like the opposite of what you're saying, but it's still the same Yeah, same concept. Yeah, what is a curse but the
opposite of luck, you know, or blessing or whatever? Yeah, I mean, yeah, yeah, I could see that. I don't know. I haven't thought too much about luck specifically, but I definitely think that if you think you're a lucky person, you'll probably find yourself in a good fortune for sure. I don't really like believe in luck in the traditional way. I don't know if I do either. I don't think there's some like transitory, floating pool of luck that's like, oh wow, today you get a
little bit of luck. Yeah, I don't think it works that. I tend to agree because I don't think that bad people with sour attitudes are lucky, you know what I mean? Like, I don't think someone who leads a shitty life, for lack of better words, just like you know, it's lucky out of nowhere. Right, Like you've got people who are really good business people who have acquired a lot of wealth and aren't terrible people like that all checks out, no luck, right, yeah, but I just
like the lucky things. I do believe that, like people catch a break, right, And then that's where we get into the topic. Nature loves courage because you you're struggling, you remain positive, you remain a good influence to people, You remain happy to other people. You have that courage to keep going. You could give up, you could stop. Well that's interesting
because okay, let's flip it on its head a little bit. What about somebody who is just like born into a family with a ton of money and they live their whole life with like no problems and like that's their karma, I would say, karmic luck. Yeah yeah, well I mean yeah, I mean, like, to me, the idea of luck, assuming we're talking about the traditional way we understand it, right, like, oh I'm
lucky, I've played the slots or whatever. Like on the one hand, we hear like, like you just said, you know, people born into money or like you know there's billionaires who are like bad psychopathic people, but you know they get all this money and all this wealth, but they're bad people. It's not that they're lucky, it's that they're really smart, probably
psychopathic manipul people. But like, then, on the other hand, I've noticed throughout my life, and I don't know about you guys, but people who are just really nasty on the inside and out don't tend to really do
well in life. You know what I mean? Right, they hit a ceiling, it feels like, well, I don't know, because then you got like freaking people like Jeff Bezos, you know, like, well, it's you know, you can really only talk about people that you know, right because you don't know right that or does the money change a person? Was what was amazon in the garage? Was Jeff Bezos really honest? Yeah
that's true too, Like you know, was he a good dude? And then you become so I mean, imagine how many people message you and hit you up just begging for like or like imagine your whole family hates you and then you hit it big and then they all come asking for money. Like
that would kind of turn someone sour? I think, No, yeah, absolutely, not that it excuses anything, but yeah, I could see that, right, No, I'm not right exactly, and that could be that could be its own form of like karmic punishment, right, because like it's like you think you want all the money and fame and riches in the world, and then you get it and it's like the opposite of what you would
hoped it would be, just like being born into a family money. How it could be a karmic detriment, because I mean you could you could be. That's true. You could have everything materialistic that you want except the love of your parents and be completely unfulfilled. It's a good point. I just watched White Lotus for the first time, and it's like focused around a character
who is literally exactly like that, like like a lonely rich type. Yeah, born into like one of the wealthiest families in the world, and she is like so miserable, like so miserable. She she is completely alone, no one around her, like nobody. She's like fawning to just talk to strangers because she has nobody around her. She's completely unfulfilled, like you know, I mean, and imagine how many people just like want to be your
friend for your money. Oh yeah, that's no genuine connection, right, and you never and you're probably always thinking like, Okay, but do these people actually care about me? Or is it the money thing? That's a huge part of the of that show too, That's a good show. I think about that a lot with the phenomenon thing, not the money thing. But like you know, and maybe this is a little too candid to me, but like all the people listening to the show, like sometimes it's I
get these thoughts in my head. It's like, did they really like me for who I am? Or is it because I see things? You know what I mean? But I don't think it matters. Sure, I could see why people think that way, but for what it's worth because of this you know, crazy life I've lived. I have met several billionaires. Let me tell you, they are seeking just like you and me. Yeah, they don't got it all figured out. No, they just got more money,
maybe a little smarter with business and things like that. But they are just as depressed and distraught and seeking a higher power just like the rest of us. So then what exactly is the reward for the courage? You know?
It's like, is it different for everyone? I think about this a lot, this concept that we're talking about, the nature loves courage thing, and it's like, dude, Like the simplest exam that I keep coming back to in my mind is like, think about think about somebody who doesn't exercise at all, and it's like want to go to the gym, but it's scary, you know, But then you just do it. You have the courage, you push through. It's uncomfortable, right, that's the part about
jumping through the abyss. Right, you're taking the courage to take or you're using the courage whatever, having the courage to take action, pushing through. You're a little physically uncomfortable, but then on the other side you rest recover,
Boom, You've made progress. And I think that's like a kind of a silly minute example that applies to everywhere in life, Like if you just do the thing that you're afraid to do, on the other side of whatever the thing is, there will be results if you take the leap of faith and you take the job that like everyone around you is like, no, I don't take that. You're you know, it's don't do that. It's not a good idea, But you're like, I don't know, my gut
kind of tells me to do it. Do it. Boom, You're rewarded with a new circumstance in life, or like for you you for example, man moving to Whalemington, there's a million moving parts. Let's do it. You did it at the drop of a hat. Boom, here we are. It's like, yeah, when you do the scary thing, everything changes and you are completely in a new life. Basically yeah, it is very
like magical feeling and wild and weird and like it. The thing I keep wondering is like, okay, sure, nature rewards courage, Nature loves courage. Why why why is it important? Why? Why is it because nature was born out of courage? Why does it have to be that way? What do you mean if you think of an evolutionary path, you know, at its core going all the way back surviving has been difficult, and those who evolve and adapt and take a leap are the ones that tend to survive.
You know what else, because nature is entirely else on this principle. I love you for that comment. That's got me smiling. To man, No, that's a that's a cool take. Sometimes I surprise you, huh
yeah, sometimes even a blind squirrel. I wonder you had to finish it you had to, you had to describe that in I've wondered if it's more of, like, let me think about it, if it's more of like the whole reason that this like reality matrix, this like reality experiment, if you want to call it, that exists, is to experience things that can
only be experienced through courage. Because and discomfort. Yes, because if you suffering get the thing that you want more than anything, and it doesn't really cost you anything or it doesn't take any effort, or you didn't gain anything.
Right, It's like I think you're saying, is like nothing nothing good comes from being comfortable, Like yeah, there's no yeah, but and in more of like in less of a practical sense, because you hear that, right, You hear like nothing, you know, nothing good comes from being comfortable. It's like that makes me think of like, Okay, if I just kind of live in my comforts and I just like play video games all the time and just do exactly whatever I want all the time, I'm not
going to excel in life. But I'm thinking I'm thinking more in terms of like through a spiritual lens, like what do you learn in life? Right? Because like we've we've gone over the whole, Like there's no learning in heaven type thing. Right, You're in paradise, which is the end goal. You're not learning anything. You're not gaining from new experiences or experiencing adversity or or anything like that. So what are you gaining? That's what this
part is for. This part is for you to put yourself out there and be uncomfortable and do the uncomfortable thing, and the things that you gain from doing those those types of things are more than what you were even going for. Like if you if you have a goal to a good point, you know, like like if you have a goal to all, right, this year, I want to make one hundred thousand dollars and you know whatever,
and then you work really hard and you get that. It's like cool, that's a that's awesome that you had the courage to do that and you met your goal and whatever. But the true thing that you gained from it is the knowledge that you can do it right like you did. It's I actually did a goal. Yes, yeah. The feeling of the internal reward, yes, dude. I always think about it like the gym, because I think it's such a pre actical, real life physical example that can be applied
across the board. It's like I want to go you know, bench one hundred and fifty or I don't know. That's a small way, but you know, hit a certain goal. I want to go to the gym, I want to exercise, I want to do cardio or whatever, and you're over this hurdle of Again, I'm thinking of like a beginner mindset, like how I would imagine there's a lot of people out there who like, this is really intimidating. You know, Yeah, the gym is that to a lot of people. It is. That's why I think of that example.
You can apply anything though exactly exactly exactly, but also the body physically adapts and you're you know, it changes. But like you go to the gym, it's like, oh my god, you know, it's intimidating. It's intimidating. Then you do it. You push through the discomfort, which is temporary. You're coming out on the other side. Yes, you work your body, but the biggest thing is, oh my god, I feel great.
Yeah, my mind feels great. I'm in a great mood. And you get these mental benefits that translate past what you thought you would achieve. Immediately. What I mean, that's the crazy part about it, too, is the mental benefits are immediately realized. And I know, I'm you know, I'm I know, I'm using the metaphor of going to the gym, but I'm talking about I'm talking about gym specifically. Sorry, right, and I am too, but I'm talking about life. I'm talking about like,
oh God, I want to get a new job. But you know, blah blah blah blah blah, it's scary, it's uncomfortable. I'm comfortable in this job. You do it, Yes, you go through this transition phase, but then you come out on the other side and you're like, wow, I make a little more money, I'm a little more competent in or confident in my own abilities. Again, like what Nick said, I actually
did this. You know, it can be applied to anything. For me specifically, it's the I actually did this part that is the most like gratifying and shocking. You know, we're having one of those right now sitting in here, right very much so. Right. Yeah, before we started recording today, I looked around at this new room and all this new equipment, which we'll show you guys at some point. We have this really really cool.
We have a ton of new equipment. Yeah, there's really cool new setup and it's all stuff that we like paid for from the money that we earned doing this show, which was a huge leap of faith, right you know for us. But we from the from the start like threw all caution to the wind and just said like there, no fear is valid, Like we just did it. We never thought like, well, what if it doesn't work out? Well, what if this? Well, what if that? Like, we never had any of that. It was just like,
no, it will work out. We're doing it. Can I interrupt you guys please? Yes, I've just got a text message from uh so last last week we talked about the Omens and the owls. Yeah, Olivia just texted me that. She said, me and Bob Bop is my dog. That's a nickname for my dogs, you know, Bo, me and Bop just saw the owl really close up. Wow, no way, now, which for the listener, Just so you know, for the listener, it's a week we were recording this the same not we just recorded the Omens episode.
So it's weird. The fact that that just happened is nuts, Like wild wild synchronicity. Yeah, that is weird, but anyway, Yeah, for me, I I am in a happier place and I am feeling more fulfilled in the last few years more than ever because I have finally started to
just silence the fear and the you know, the negative. Everybody has that, I think literally, I mean most people at least have that thing where there's some goal that you want to achieve, or there's like some passion you want to pursue or whatever, and you never do it because you think about all the things that could go wrong and all the this and that and the other. And that was me for the majority of my life and I have I have many people in my life who are still stuck in that cycle.
And it's like, after a certain amount of time feeling at myself and seeing the people around me not pursuing the things that they are saying they want to pursue because they're afraid of the result, it breaks my heart. Yeah, it really shatters me because like me too, I have first hand experience now that, like dude, every goal that I've set in the past few years, I've been knocking them down, and it's like it just kind of like
magically happens. If you have the faith or the courage to just put one foot forward, the rest just kind of starts falling into place. And you know what, man, I hear people tell me their dreams, and in my mind, I'm like, I hope you actually do this like this, Yeah, I hope you actually like take the steps to do this. I don't say that, you know, I don't want to discourage anyone, but
I'm like, I really hope you do this. Man. It's funny you said that because cuz I, like, I had a conversation with with a coworker recently. It was like somebody that I have literally spoken to once or twice, and for some reason, we got on the topic of like like dreams, not like dreams like when you're asleep, but like you know, your ultimate life goals, right, and stuff like that. And since I had that conversation, I've started picking up on just like the language that some
people use about that kind of stuff. And I've encountered a lot of people who are like they have that that removed from them. They don't like think about dreams, and they don't think about like yeah, and they don't think about like their ultimate goals because or if they do think about it, they talk about it as if it's completely unobtainable and it's never actually going to happen, and what's the point in even pursuing it? And like shit like that.
And to me, wouldn't you be so much more fulfilled and gratified pursuing something that like, sure, who knows, maybe it'll work, maybe it
won't, But like you tried, at very very least you tried. I think it's better to try and fail than not try it all, you know, I completely agree, And and like if you if you really put your best foot forward and try, and like I don't know, in my in my trying, you're not failing, absolutely, like failing like actually failing is just not trying or or just like giving up quitting right in my mind,
right right, yeah. But I mean even if even if you try something like you you know, that's a success in itself because it's it's it's there's always something to take away. And that's the thing I think people have that people struggle with goals because they don't know, right, and so it's like how am I going to set this huge goal if I don't know myself? Well enough or if I don't know what I want to do, And I think the answer to that is absolutely just try. I mean, you know,
I've worked. I'm not gonna sit here and talk like an old head like I've done everything, but I've every single job that had nothing to do with where I am now has helped me get here. I've picked up skills and little things from each one that have have helped. And like I couldn't
have done the next step without without previously doing this one. Like so I don't have, you know, regrets about Like there's some of the things that I completely wasted my time and went down these streets that led nowhere, but I walked down them and like I came back and I know what those branches down that street look like, you know what I mean. It's like you just have to do, but you have to do in a sense that like, Okay, this isn't You have to realize right, like is this your
passion? Yes or no? If it's no, then what do you like about what you're doing? You take that and then you apply that to the next right and you just try to get one step closer and eventually you kind of fall into something that you're like, Okay, yeah, I could do this. Yes, that's a great point. Every step along the way is even if you're not like ultimately finding out that like, oh this is the thing, I really do want to continue to pursue this, and this really
is my dream and whatever. Every time you try something, you are at very least narrowing down the things that you truly love and care about and the things that maybe you don't care about it as much as you thought you did. To add to that, what I have come to find in my life, and maybe this isn't true for everyone, but I believe that we inherently, you know, when we do have goals and dreams. I believe that we dream really big, really really big, and then in reality we meet
somewhere in the middle, you know what I mean. Like I think, what's that quote, shoot for the moon and maybe you'll land among the stars or something like that, right, yeah, like it's it's you know, I mean, I don't have an specific example off the top of my head. I mean, I can talk about people I know, but you know, to keep people situations anonymous. But yeah, I mean, I think, like you dream really big, you just what's important is you're taking the
steps. It's like they always say this this fabled, you know, cheesy quote, it's the friends we made along the way. You know, it's not about the destination. It's the journey. Like it is true, you know, like we grow as we take the steps forward incrementally, that's gradual, little by little. Yeah, that's the only thing we're here to do. We're here to have a human experience. We are souls having a human experience. So like it's as corny as it might sound, it's the only
thing that actually matters. It's like we're here to just experience. Shit. I think if we are like humble about our goals, like not just us, but like everyone, Like, you know, I want to be a famous movie star, Like okay, well, you you know, maybe maybe maybe that's a little bit of an unrealistic goal, you know, but like humble about our goals, you know, things, things that are meaningful and purposeful and are fulfilling in life. And we set the expectation of you know,
just going forward one step at a time. Like it's just crazy what happens when you come out on the other side, you know. Yeah, but I mean I think it's important to shoot as high as you can go for sure. Like set I tend to agree, set your sites as absolutely crazy high as you can. The thing where I think most people slip up is they set it so high that they can't see the next step, and then they so they never take that step. I'm gonna I'm gonna run with
that. I think it's a little different. I think that the goal is so high they don't humble themselves to take this step. So if your goal is to be a famous movie star in Hollywood, you can't be above community theater. That's what I was thinking about. It can't be you can't high road the steps it takes to get there, because everybody who's been at the top has been at the bottom. I was gonna start it at the bottom. I didn't say it, but I was gonna say, maybe start with
theater. Start, you know, start somewhere humble, Yes, you know, like you gotta be realistic about your goals, like not. You know, it's it's just like Jim Carrey, like his whole thing was like he he like religiously manifested where he's at now in life, Like he wrote himself a check for ten million dollars when he was broke and he like manifested. He saw the biggest goal that he could set. He set it. But then he did the community theater. He right, he took the steps.
Yes, he put his head down, he humbled himself, and he put in the work. Yeah, that's what it. That's the secret, sauce. I mean, dude, it doesn't just happen. No, we're talking about faith, right, right, We're talking about faith. It's the crux of Wait, is crux the right word? What does crux mean? Yeah, that's right, it's this sounds good to me. Okay, it's it's the crux of every like religion, every spiritual practice. To take it a
step further, though, we're talking about like acting on your faith. Right, there's a difference. Yeah yeah, passive faith. No, right, well yeah, it's like there's there's acting on your faith, but then I think there's also actively having faith. Well it's like, for example, something I struggle with all the time, freaking out about XYZ situation in my life, freaking out, freaking out, anxious, Oh my god, I got
this new house. How am I gonna pay the bills? You know, just every little scenario in my mind, God's gonna take care of me, but oh my god, I'm still freaking out. That's passive faith. The active faith is like, no, I'm not gonna freak out. I'm gonna understand that it's okay to have an unknown in my near future. Have the faith that like, first of all, my ability to do what I need
to do to take care of everything here. Second of all, like I said, when you have dreams and goals and faith and you know X y Z, God, the universe, reality, whatever is going to meet you halfway, do what I can on my end, the measly humble human end, to stop flipping out and try to calm down and understand, Okay, look, this is unknown, this is uncomfortable, and that is okay,
that's okay. Yeah, active faith, Yeah, it's and like, the universe is going to meet you every step of the way, every step that you that you take, Yes, every step. Oh come on now to me, baby. It's true. You set a super high goal, right, and then you're like, you know, if you just say, like God, I want to be in a freaking movie star, make me movie
star tomorrow, you know it's probably it doesn't happen that way. But if you envision the next step in reaching that goal, and you say, like I have faith that the universe or God is going to provide that for me, and and like you know, lay down the freaking the road to that if you have faith, active faith. I'll just share the way that I practice active faith, which is new for me. New Well, I guess I used to do that when I was younger, but I'm finding it again.
Is I have a goal, I think about the next step of that goal, and I ask God for help and then I imagine the feeling, like I try to wash myself in the feeling of what that will be like when I achieve that next step. That's like manifestation one on one two. Yeah. Absolutely, it's like the first rule. It's like you're right, yes, like trying to make yourself feel what is it going to feel like when I achieve that or when I get that, and then when you bathe
in that, then you let it go. Yes, exactly, actly exactly because to me, like I have to have that palate cleanser or those feelings are just gonna linger on me and I'm just gonna like I could say, I have faith that it's gonna be better. But if I still have those lingering feelings, that tends to be what my daydreams are and what my thoughts before going to sleep are really are forward thinking in my life, like what's the plan, what are the goals, what are the achievements? And then
seeing myself live that life. So then what are some examples of you being or both of you being rewarded with being courageous? You won't go first, Yeah, I mean, I'll tell my kind of employment story, I guess, So go back in time. I'm sure I've talked about it on here before twenty twenty three. At the beginning of twenty twenty three, I made myself a promise. I said, by the end of this year, I am going to learn something new, like absolutely out of my wheelhouse, something
I've never done before. I took my I had to take my boat in for service. I got my boat out, I got the bill. I was like, jeez, okay. So I started looking up you know, my motor and and then I found a class at the local community college. I said, this is it. Here it is. I'm gonna go take this class. Hopefully I can learn how to service my motor and I'll never have to pay this bill again. Like that was that was the goal.
That was the goal. That was it was. I promised myself I was going to do something new, and here's a good reason, Like I didn't know any of that. Absolutely practical, let's do it, right. I signed up for this class. Class started in June, and uh the end of June, and come to the beginning of June. I mean so sorry, let me let me keep telling the story. Sign up for the class. I'm continuing to work, have this work from home job, and it's just not for me. I'm miserable. I'm in a fo all the time.
I'm not taking care of myself, like it's just not working out, and I feel so stuck, Like what am I going to do? What am I going to do? Constantly talking to my coworkers about quitting, finding a new job, blah blah blah, and I basically a week before school started, I got fired, right, right, So I got fired. I'm like, okay, well, cosmic time, at least I have this school to go to, right, I've already paid for that. Everything, It's all set in place, and I was fortunate enough to be able to
take some time off. So I was just like, you know what, I'm not going to stress about it. My favorite part is I called my fiance. I said, hey, I got fired, and she said, good, damn good. I'm tired of dealing with you. I know, She's like, you're not happy, You're in a foul mood all the time. Good for the listener, just soak that in. So, yeah, it's it's tired of dealing with you. Well, maybe the other part, but yeah, yeah, honestly, she's a brave woman. That's a real
one, straight up, that's real support. No, so cause I'm kind of like, you know, I didn't like the job, but I also don't like being fired, you know what I mean, like the fact that fired me. Bro, Like, we don't have to go into the nitty that was not your fault. But it's divine timing. It doesn't matter. It's the best thing that ever happened to me. It's still rejection. She said good, and I said, you know what, good And I looked myself in the mirror and I said, good, this is good. And
I called my buddy. I said, yeah, man, I've got no excuse to not being the gym tomorrow. I said, laid it out. He's like, oh, I'm sorry. I'm like, no, don't be sorry. It's good. And it started for the next two months. Hit the gym was in school at night, I'm in school and I'm like, holy cow, there's an entire career here. Start hitting the shop in school, start learning, digging into it, and I'm like, man, this is really cool stuff. Like I'm excited, right, so I'm going to
school for this. I'm lying in bed thinking, man, like I like these little boat motors. I like what I'm doing, but I want to work on big boats. I want to work on yachts. I want to be on these big, massive, million dollar boats. And I'm lying there sleep thinking how am I going to work on these boats? How am I going to work on these boats? That's the key. You're falling asleep in
the Theta state. Yes, And every night I'm sitting there thinking, man, I want to be on these big boats and talking to a buddy who worked for this guy I work with now, back a couple of years ago. I said, YO, put me in touch. I had no clue what he did. I had no clue. All I knew is my buddy would install sound systems on boats and stuff like electronics on boats. Right, turns out I'm working on essentially yachts for people, and now all I do
is work on big boats. Yeah, it sounds like to me, the initial courage, the initial thing that you had to overcome was when you lost your job. Transfiguring that into a positive that's that's a big part. But I also think the actual just courage of pushing myself to do something brand new. Yeah, definitely. Yeah, that's where I think it got kicked off. But it's like that that that first that first bit where you lost your job was like the test. It was like, are you gonna let this
bury you? Are you gonna get into the old pattern? Right? Are you gonna? Yeah? Because for me, I lost my job and I kind of did let it bury me a little bit. I was not thinking positively about it. Started working with my brother for a while and whatever,
and then you know, I've told the story. The apartment rent goes up three hundred dollars overnight and then this at this point, I hadn't like prayed to God in like a decade probably, And I think that the courageous thing for me was like reaching out with my faith and and like having the courage to uncomfortable as it felt, and as not sure about it as I felt, I just said, like, you know what, I'm just gonna I'm just gonna pray out loud anyway, and and just choose to believe, even
though I'm not feeling very positive at all, just give it to God. Yeah. Literally, like, just choose to believe that it's gonna it's gonna work itself out and it's not gonna be a worry. And minutes later, I got into my brother's truck and he was basically like, hey, I know a guy who has a place for you to live for way cheaper. And I was like, oh that It was eerie eerie. Minutes after and I had this whole internal debate of like, am I really gonna like pray
to God? Like I don't, I don't even know how. I don't know how I feel about that. I don't have positive feelings towards the act of doing that, Like I haven't done that in forever. This wasn't like a passage. I was actively thinking this stuff like I don't know that's oncom
I don't know. And then it just I talked to Casey. She was freaking out, super stressed, and I just decided to do it and immediately it was rewarded, And like that has been the past year and a half of my life is being faced with something really rough, having the courage to give it to God, pray about it, take one foot and put it in front of the other, and then boom, it just falls into place
immediately. Countless times I can't explain, countless countless times I've been faced with something I'm like, I have no idea how I'm gonna get past this, and then I pray and boom it's done. It's gone. Yeah, you know what. Like I've been thinking about a lot, and especially like really
leaning into the reincarnation thing. I can't help I keep coming back to this video game levels analogy in my head that every life is a new level, and that I do think it's possible to get knocked down a level, but
I do think it's really hard. So I think you're operating at this level whatever, and your goal is to get to the next level, right, and you basically have to lead a good life to do that or learn from this life to do that, And every time you're kind of given a different set of tools and a different obviously different body, different set of circumstances. You have a different set of things that you are going to experience. But then when you tell stories, like when you're just told, I just think
of like playing video games or Grand Theft Auto or whatever. When you know what the goal is, it's easy to figure out. And when you're going through the way that the game wants you to play it, the walls keep falling down in front of you. Like it's easy to play, you know what I mean, because you know what you're doing and it gives it to you one step at a time. Right, It's not like you don't turn the game on and then fight the final boss. Right, you do one
level at a time, one little quest at a time. It presents you with the problem, you find the solution, it prevents you with the I pulled up a post that's perfect timing with this. I was I had this up for a few minutes, but I saw this post the other day, and it says the universe will put you in the same situations over and over again until you learn it's a video, so to react differently, until you
learn to think differently. Let me see if I can fast forward a little bit until you learn that, come on, now, old habits stop pausing. Old habits don't open new doors. You have to eliminate in order to evolve. So that's that rings true to me. It's like that's the courage exactly. They say the definition of insanity is like doing the same thing over and over and over and expecting different results. But I do feel like that's
true. Like we when we keep having these like crisis points in our life, it's like we're being tested, and I think on the subtle level, it's like, hey, are you going to fall into the old pattern or are you going to evolve and think differently and rise above it. It's like what I was explaining or what you were explaining earlier. Like just I've never had panic attacks in my life until last week. I just started having panic
attacks about this whole house situation. Really, oh dude. I had to get the car and drive away, and it's just it's been eight weeks of just chaos, living in a half gutted house, on air mattresses everywhere. Seven people standing here are doing work, I mean, doing a podcast schedule. I mean, it's been insane. It's been insane, and I started having these panic attacks, like, dude, like what the fuck am I going to do? You know about all of this? It's it's it's it's
been a lot. And I started thinking, like, you know what, it's going to be, okay, like it's it's it has to be. Yeah, it has to be. Literally, it has to be you know what I mean, Like I cannot slip into that old pattern because my childhood was always so much crisis with you know, XYZ happening, and I mean everybody knows the story, and I you know, because of trauma or PTSD or whatever. The second something goes bad, my mind is like fight or
flight mode, falling apart. Everything's falling up over dude. I mean every house I ever had up until I was like twenty four, we lost and we had to suddenly, you know, move out of and you know, here I am buying a house like, oh my god, I'm not gonna be able to keep it. I'm gonna lose it, just you know, like every other time in my life, all these scenarios running through my head and I'm thinking about this stuff. I'm like no, no, no,
no, it's it's a test. It's got to be uncomfortable to grow into a good situation. And I based on what you were saying earlier, when you were like having the courage to admit that you were thinking like, oh my God, I don't feel good about praying to God. In my experience, I have noticed just being somebody who talks about God a lot because of all this stuff going on in the background, the phenomenon, and you know, growing up in church, I mean we've always talked about God. It's
always been on my whole life subject. Yeah, I mean, we've just always been around the subject. And in my experience, I feel like most
people are afraid of God, and not why you would think. I think that people are afraid of God because they deep down, in the recesses of their mind, they know that something is there, but they interpret it through like the mainstream lens of you know, like how they see Christians act, or you know, Muslims or so and so or so and so, and they see all these rules and regulations and like it's so daunting to get into one of these ritualistic systems that it's like, you know whatever, And they
probably think in the back of their mind, you know, they're being judged because they don't adhere to this system or that system, and they just don't want to deal with it at all. And it's easier to just shine, Isn't it easier, like when someone's talking about you behind your back to not try to like make peace with them, but just like you know, do it back. You know, well, you know what I mean, Bro, It's always easier to do nothing, Like it's always easier to either do
nothing or go low. It's always right, right, right right, But it's not rewarding. But what I was going to say is I believe that it's the opposite of how most people see and like to connect with God, to connect with you know, the spirits the spirit world. It's not about like being in this system or that system or being perfect or doing the right thing. It's about humbling yourself and being like, Okay, I need help. Yeah you know what I mean, I need help, Like, yeah,
I've got something going on that I can't figure out right now. And there's all these parables. It's like, you know, people were like throwing stones at these these you know, women and prostitutes and like like leperers and beggars and all these people and Jesus is like, what's the matter with you guys? And he's like having dinner with him and hanging out with him, and he's being like, my God is their God, you know what I mean, for the broken, for the poor, not for the freaking perfect,
not for the Christian, not for the Hindu. God God is for everyone, everyone and the broken. Yeah, the sinners, yes, bad people. Yeah. It's it's interesting how you'll hear people say that like God, God loves everyone the same until it's inconvenient for people to think that way, And a lot of times people don't even really understand what that means. Like I was talking to my dad one time, and this wasn't too long ago, just a couple of years ago. We were in the kitchen just
talking about God and faith and that kind of stuff. And it was not, by any means a debate, Like we don't do that, like especially when it comes to religion and God, and we're just having like a genuine
conversation that includes questioning things and whatever. And you know, we were talking and I was like, Okay, well, I mean, what do you feel about a terrible person who abuses like children, like, you know, do they deserve the love of God, and like, why why could a man who like murders a child or something horrible like that, Why does he deserve to be redeem or why does he deserve you know, the same treatment
and and love and all this stuff. And and he was like, well, I have three kids, and if one of them did something horrible like that, I couldn't help but love them anyway. Dude, I see videos of murderers on trial and their parents don't want them to go to jail. Yeah, I mean, could we imagine a higher mind? There's parts to this we don't understand. Yeah. Absolutely, maybe they're not worthy of redemption, but I mean, come on, like, everybody in some way is
worthy of love. Oh, some way, absolutely, because then because if not, the love is conditional for everyone. It's conditional. And also, I mean that it would depreciate the value of love to think that everyone doesn't deserve it, right, Like, it's it's it's everything. Love is truly everything. Like it's it's the most powerful. It's the most powerful feeling that you can experience in this realm. It's it's the most important thing that you
can experience in this realm. I think it's the binding force of the universe and it's fundamental, like yeah, literally, And you know they're kind of hinting at that in Interstellar. Oh it's the force that like reaches across time and space. Oh crazy. And I was talking to a coworker today about
Interstellar. That's crazy. You said that synchronicity. Yeah, but it always happens after the fact for you, right, look right, look it just happened again, but or during Yeah, but yeah, I think you're right. I think it's a fundamental force that binds the whole universe together. And like people could be like, Okay, well, where's your proof. Well, first of all, I don't have any right I have I have. First of all, through God, all things are possible. So got that
down. I don't have proof, you know, I don't. I don't
need proof to believe that, you know what I mean. But secondly, the proof is all around us. Yeah, I mean there there there are some really interesting, really interesting things like for example, you know, we go into the Sofaggio tones, and it is scientifically proven that five hundred and twenty eight hurts literally is the resonant vibration of the color green all throughout nature in the universe the rays from the Sun. My dad was made privy to
some research by NASA scientists that they literally are measuring that the sun. You know, everybody thinks it's this big yellow, orange ball, but it has green light coming from it as well. It's not all colors, right, And they have literally measured that there is this green light that is coming from the Sun to Earth and it is encoding all life to grow. And what
does it resonate with? Five hundred and twenty eight hertz. Also, the ancient Hindu rishi's and sages, they would get into these trances and they would meditate. That's how they discovered the chakras and the colors. They did it through meditation, right, and they intuited you know, the heart chokrates the color green. I mean, I think there is a case that could be made that like green as we you know, associate it with the heart and
love and the resonance of openness and harmony in unity. We can look at Oh, by the way, chlorophyll implants green five hundred and twenty eight hurtz resonates twenty hurts. So you know, I don't have proof, but I think like if we pulled apart reality thread by thread, we would ultimately discover
that love is the binding force of the universe. Yeah yeah, and I mean you can even you can even go way way simpler than that, and just look at like every human being you've ever known in your entire life, Like you see, you see what happens to someone when they are deprived of love right through their life, that it changes them for the worst. It can, it can mentally handicapped children in third world countries. There's legitimate psychological
studies of this that we had to learn in college. Oh, Like, in third world countries, there could be orphan children that are like in I guess orphanages or something. Yeah, and children in that scenario, no, you know, very low to no income, impoverished, just being cradled and shown love develop better and more normal than the children who are emotionally neglected. And actually, in many cases, those children can come out mentally handicapped,
absolutely, And they're showing that things like ADHD come from that. Like that A lot, a lot of neurological issues stem from the first six years of life and the amount of like love and nurturing that children get in that time. Like just look at that that alone. Like, look at the way that the way that you feel being loved and nurtured by the people around you. Like it it is, I mean, and and the flip side of it is grief. Look at when you lose someone that you love. It
is it is truly the worst feeling that a human being can experience. There's nothing, there's nothing worse. There is nothing worse than losing someone that you love. That's the true, ruest, most concentrated version of love, because it's like you're trying to pour all of your love into something that's no longer there and you feel the bounce back of it, and like that grief is actually just the flip side of all of the love that you have for that,
Like, I truly believe it is. It is the strongest and most important feeling that any being in this universe can experience. Do fucking plants. Fucking plants die if you like, if you talk shit to them, and then they flourish if you if you speak love into them, like the same with water molecules when you freeze them. I mean, dude, it's like, literally, if we pull reality apart thread by thread, we gonna find out that it literally is the binding force of the universe. It is the
force, dude. Yeah. And the lady when she appeared to my dad, if you know, if this is news to you one hundred and what is this one hundred and fifty, if this is news to you at one hundred and fifty episodes into the show, time warp back to episode seventeen. Listen to it again. Listen to the regression transcript of like, you know what dad said, the lady said to him pretty much verbatim, and she said, I am the manifestation of love. There are love and fear,
only love and fear. And I've pondered that that was what twelve years ago, Yeah, it's twenty twenty four, Yeah, those twelve years ago. She appeared in twenty twelve. And I've thought about that for twelve years now, and I've thought about it like and you know law of attraction. Right, we think about our souls as like we they're like the celestial bodies of the universe. It's all the planets are geomagnetic attraction and repulsion and gravity and
how they move through space. Right. I think of love as like, metaphorically the attractive force of the universe. Right, you love people. It brings them to you, It binds you together. You experience wonderful memories and bonds, and it even creates life. You can create life without love too, we know that, but you know what I mean. And then fear is like the repulsing force of the universe, any sort of negative emotion that
we have. I mean, Yoda said it best come on, no Like, fear leads to hate, hate leads to anger, anger leads It starts with fear. If you're you know, if you attack somebody, if you're insecure about something, you know, if you lie, all those negative vibratory actions that you commit stem from fear in some way. If we boil it, and it repels you from other souls, other people. It's attraction and repulsion. If we think about ourselves like as above so below, we're like
the microcosm of the great celestial forces of the universe. It's all attraction and repulsion. It's all this beautiful dance of the stars and the planets, you know, attracted to each other, you know, roaming through the universe. But yeah, I think love is the thing that attracts everything, which is interesting, because everything good, Because what is courage if not just like overcoming fear, it's overcome the opposite of the thing that binds the entire universe,
which is love. The opposite of that is fear. When you are when you're sunk in fear and surrounded in fear and controlled by it, what are you gonna gain? What are you gonna get? You're you're fearing things that have yet to come, that haven't happened. But when you persevere through that, the love of the universe or the love of God rewards you. It's almost like it's almost like a reminder or an example, like, all right, you you skirted the fear. That's the true point. It's like that's
what the message is from the universe. It's like, hey, you know that thing that you just did by like getting through your fear, getting over your fear, Like, that's what I want, That's what you're here to do. That is exactly what you're here to do, And here's your reward for That makes me think of the mustard seed. Oh yeah, where you just your little mustard seed is getting over that little bit of fear, showing that courage, and then just the full blown love of God is given to
you. Yeah, it's it's it's everything man, and the wild thing is to me is like, yes, I mean as much as I've experienced this kind of like overcoming fear and being rewarded, it's still I have to actively remind myself to keep that in the forefront of my mind. Yeah, which I find to be a struggle, Like why why am I still having to try and remind myself of that when I've been so like thoroughly blessed for being
courageous. Why do I have to keep reminding myself to be courageous. That's the hard part for me, And that's something that I feel like, I'm like, that's part of my journey is to overcome that. Yeah, it's it's it's tough for me, but I mean that's okay, Like that's what life is. It's it's overcoming challenges. I mean, you know, you're just kind of speaking to like there's definitely two sides to this warm you know what I mean. Like the it's not that it's easy. Yeah, it's
if it was easy, there would be no courage, you know. It's it's the adversary in this war is powerful. The fear is powerful, and I'm not you know, it's all not side of the fear. It's natural. I'm not vouching for the fear, but yeah, it's natural. It's hardwired. And uh, it's a real it's a real adversary and it's seductive. It's like you said, you're not You're not. We're not in paradise where you know, where we have nothing to learn or however you said it.
You know, like we're in the place where we're supposed to learn. And yeah, dude, I think like it is about constantly. I don't know that it's like ever really easy. Like I think I think for whatever reason, we are that way at a base level because a the stars aligned and forces in the cosmos that exist, whether we were born here or not, decided that the specific conditions of your being manifesting here, you're gonna be this way. You're gonna you're gonna be this way, and your lot in
life is to figure out how to push through this. Right, it's not I mean, dude, you're twenty nine, you know what I mean. Imagine when you're sixty, maybe it'll be a different story. Maybe you'll have figured it out. Right. Yeah, Yeah, I don't know that. I don't know there that there is. I think figuring it out is rare,
right. I think it's many are called, but few are chosen, right, I think as the metaphor for going to heaven, right, Yes, yeah, reaching enlightenment right, Like, it's rare, rare, it's rare. I think that. I think those who have reached enlightenment, those
are the ones who figured it out. I don't think it's like what you know is taught by Jehovah's Witness or Mormons or like some sections of Christianity, like there's one hundred and forty four thousand elect people that are going to go to heaven, right, No, No, I think it's what we are saying, Like, I just think the reality is that it is extremely difficult to reach enlightenment in this base material world that doesn't encourage that, you know
what I mean. Yeah, it's like it's a daily path, yeah, walking the narrow path. Yes, that stuff does not come naturally to most people. Right to the vast majority of people. I think it's extremely difficult, even before the societal programming and basically spiritual war that's waged on us now in the modern name. It's always been there at anything I know, always been since the times of Babylon. It has always been I guess you're right,
dude. I mean, come on, they have like the Ziggaats and you know, and they're sacrificing people with their rituals and priests all the way back in the times of Babylon and the Aztext. I mean, it's it's always been what it is today. They just didn't have TikTok and income tax yeah well yeah, reading their lobs. It's always been like this. No, I agree, because I think that is the whole purpose of this place, right, It's always been like that, because that's the point, right,
It's hard. I think that the priestly ruling class we have today is the same one from back then. They're just covert and they got all this
moo lah they figured out in the fifteen hundreds. You know, the rock sods are like day, dude, we could create like a banking system and figured out how to hoard it and hoard it and hoard it and hoard it and hoard it and rule for generations with all this, not only hoard it, create money out of nothing, yeah yeah yeah, and in skirt paying taxes, but then raise our tax you know, all this evil stuff that they do. I mean it's the same group. Yeah, it's the same
group. Yes, it's the same struggle. It's the ones that take the shortcut through. It's almost like living in fear, and rather than having courage and overcoming the fear, you're almost like playing the game of fear. You're playing into it, like, you know, rather than rather than doing things because it's courageous to do things the right way, right, right, it's like not the easy way, the right way. Doing things the easy way
is not courageous, it's not. And yes, you can gain a lot of materialistic things by doing things the easy way, like you know, there's there's there's tons of I mean people who have become multi multi millionaires off of like scams, like like doing literal like scamming people directly out of their money. Like it always catches up to them. Oh my god, Oh my
god, it always catches up to them. And yes, they gain materialistic things, They even gain what they perceive as power in this realm because in this day and age, like money is power and material is power, you know, to think power, that's the truth, right, And and you don't get that stuff by taking the shortcuts you don't get it by doing things the easy way, because like, sure, yeah, you made a shitload of money and all this stuff, but like everybody around you probably hates you,
yeah, or you hate them yeah, because you screwed everyone around you out of money and like out of you know, their livelihood and whatever like that put stepping on other people's heads to get above or to to, you know whatever, like climb the ladder, like your your burning bridges. You are isolating yourself further and further and further, and and that's just bearing you deeper in the well of fear, deeper and deeper and deeper, because it's
like a it's a vicious cycle. You know, you're afraid, so you feel like you have to do all these you know, you get whatever by whatever means necessary to get what your goal is or whatever. But in reality, you're pushing the real important things away. And there's always that moment, like you said, it always comes back to buy them. There's always that moment where you'll realize like, oh damn, I was chasing the wrong things. M M, that's not actually fulfilling. I wanted to come back to
the luck thing too. I meant to say this earlier. But I think like the traditional understanding of luck implies that there are not forces on the other side always aware of what is happening in our lives, because like, oh I got lucky that you know. That's like I randomly had this raise of
my ability to strike good chance with achieving something. But I think in reality, like there are always forces behind the veil in the spirit world that are literally one hundred percent of the time monitoring every single thing that we do, every choice we make, every emotion we feel, every thought we have, and are pulling strings to manipulate situations in our life for us to have these lessons, for us to reach certain outcomes. It's like it meets us halfway.
I don't I don't believe in random luck period. I think luck is when preparation meets opportunity, and that you are the preparation half and they are the opportunity half. I think it sounds like what you're describing what a lot of people confuse as luck is just karma. Yeah, it's just karma.
Yeah, you you were selflessly nice to somebody, or you know, you did something out of the kindness of your heart or whatever, and then an indeterminate amount of time later something you're blessed with something, and you probably don't even make the connection, you know, or whatever. My dad has the perfect story for what you're describing, and I don't want to tell it because
I want him on one day to tell it. But this story is unbelievable and it's exactly what you Well, come on, just hit me with it. No, it's I'm also I do not have the camera myself. Oh okay, because I am. I'm absolutely lounged. I love this chair. People. I want them to see you lounged. All right, it's a great sight from over here. Give it to them. They saw it, well, put it back on it. Let's let's all see it, all right, let's all just take them lounging. Look at lean, the green
room lounge lean. Inversely to what you were saying, I think, you know, you could say, what about you know some jackass that goes and wins a million dollars in the lottery. Again, there are subtle forces that we don't understand on the other side, And I think sometimes the end verse is true, and bad people happened upon these great circumstances because it's a lesson in life to see if they're going to fall into those old patterns or if
they're going to do the good thing. Yea karma. Also, they could be given those things because it was what their like heart desires, and then they're giving it to show them like, this is not really what you wanted. Yeah, because it's a lesson. Yeah. How many stories have you heard of people winning the lottery and then their life just completely falls apart. I know anybody that's won the lottery. I not personally know. My sister does really yeah, like actual big money lottery. Yes, wow, I
don't want to reveal who she is. Yeah, yeah, don't know. I'm not asking that someone who reached out to us through this stuff. I mean, you know, people are I just for a minute, I was just kind of thinking it just wasn't real. No, it's real. It's very real lottery. You're thinking that the lottery wasn't real. It's real,
man, Yeah, No, there's dude. I've heard so many stories of people who like were desperate to you know, win the lottery and whatever, and they won it and they're like, I mean it seems to happen. I bet you if we look looked up a statistic more often than not winning the lottery like ruins people. Dude, It's like if you sit around just wishing you would get a win fall of money without doing anything to earn it except buying tickets at the gas station, Like, I couldn't imagine you would
be responsible with it when it actually appears in your lap. You've never managed money, well, right, exactly, That's all I think it is. You go from zero to one hundred, and you have no money managements and blow it. You have no and and you have nobody to ask like you need like if you come into a large sem of money, you need to talk to people that have a lot of money, Like if you want to actually keep it, yes, you need to make friends or find a mentor
that has substantially more money than you. Dude, I'm not gonna lie to you. Man. I really appreciate having met billionaires, being around people and
observing, you know, their habits and their their attitudes and things. I feel like in some way it teaches me, like, you know, like we talk all this this truth in my opinion, truth about how like one of the core problems of the world is money, right, These psychopathic billionaires and God forbid, you know, rothschild trillionaires and all these dynasty families that are centuries old. That's real, that is true. But on the other hand, I'm not saying, like, you know, you shouldn't have money,
Like I wish everybody had money. I wish we didn't have a system where money was a crutch. I wish everybody had the freedom to do whatever they wanted and not need to sit around and think about money, like I wish we were in some utopia where everybody had unlimited resources. I'm not saying, you know, it's bad to have a lot of money. I don't want people to get that understanding, of course. Yeah, but the reality is our system is fucked, and there's a small group of people in the
world, all of them who actually have all the money. Yeah, don't really allow the majority to have any skirt paying taxes and raise our tax you know, and just crush us financially. You know. I'm not saying you shouldn't have money or feel bad if you have money. And I want to make that clear, but oh yeah I like money. Yeah, sure, lets me have freedom. Yeah, but it's like you got to earn it. The people who just take oil. Yeah, yes, you have to
have the courage to try and get it. And you know, for some people that's the reward and for others the reward is something completely different. But I believe that whatever you are rewarded with, it is exactly what you need. It's what you truly it's what your soul needs. You know, for whatever reason you're rewarded with, the universe is going to give you exactly what you truly need and what you asked for. Again, it's like we have
these big dreams and then we're met somewhere in a realistic middle. You know, yeah, no, absolutely, yeah, cool, good shit, boys in summary, be courageous, Like you guys out there looking at us in this room, do it. You're looking at us in this room. At one point, this was our dream, like this felt like damn, a huge daunting thing that like okay, but realistically, like this is a lot.
Are we actually gonna do this? How many times have you said one day when we have a studio, Yes, when we have a studio, yes. It's probably dozens and dozens of times we've talked about like, man, well we have a dedicated studio in a room, Like it's pretty crazy that we do. We're here. We had the courage to put one foot in front of the other, and you, every single person listening and watching, do it whatever it is. Like, I know it sounds, it
sounds like it might be easier said than done, but it's not. Put one foot in front of the other. Just do whatever the thing is. If it's on your hearth, get you closer. Yes, anything, whatever's on your heart, whatever you are passionate about, whatever you want your life to become, have the courage and just try because you will be rewarded.
Yeah, what I mean when I say like humble about your goals, not not not doing something to be wrecked by others or achieve a certain status or whatever, but like doing things to enrich yourself, to fulfill yourself, to feel accomplished within yourself. You know you're not doing anything for anyone else.
You're doing it for you. Yes, be honest with yourself and like really dig deep to learn what it is in your heart that you really truly desire for yourself, what you're really truly passionate about, what your actual dreams are, not like not like your convenient dreams, not like your I'd love to do this thing and make a bunch of money so that, like I don't have to worry about paying bills or whatever. Like that's that's not a passion.
That's like a practical goal, which has its place too. But like I'm talking about your dream, like your ultimate life picture, the best version of your life, the most fulfilled version of your life that you can possibly imagine, and do it right now, I want to add just a touch to that. You're perfect outro, I'm gonna ruin it. Don't get wrapped up in that perfect dream being one job. And what I mean by that
is my goal has nothing to do with my career. Like my goal in life that I've set and talked to Olivia about has absolutely zero to do with any type of job. But the job that I take has to fit to make this goal a reality. But the goal is completely separate. What do you want? What do you want at the very end of your life to not like one day you're gonna be sitting looking back and you're gonna be like, Damn, I wish I would have done this. Do that, do
that thing, do that always do that thing. Yeah, that's a great, great point, Like pick sure that picture yourself you know, thirty forty fifty years from now, and I realize I'm being vague, and I'll just kind of say it because it really doesn't matter. But my personal goal is that I want to have a job or career where I can bring my kids to work with me and it not be a problem. I love that that I want to be. I just want to have that kind of family where
where the kids are not a hindrance. It's not we have to stop our life for the kids. It's the kids come along with our life. Yeah, And so that's that's my goal. I don't care what it is that I have to do, but it's like if I have to bring you in today, tomorrow, whatever, it's possible, no one can tell me I can't. I can't bring my child into work with me and give them something
to do. That's that's the goal. That's like the type of file, Oh, let's share our goals, let's inspire people and to and share our goals. My goal, my goal that I've determined. I've thought endlessly about it, and I've landed on this that my goal is to create things, create art and and stories and pieces of content and support my life through that and I'm I'm it's already begun to be achieved, and there there's there's I want to go even further with it and further and further, and I want
to Yeah, I want. I want the things that I create to support me and my family. That's my that's my goal. That is my dream, that's my dream life. Yeah, mine is uh. I mean obviously all of that because we're doing it, and we're doing most of that together. But uh, I guess my main goal would be just like helping people
find God. I think that's my one goal in life. Helping people be aware of this stuff and aware of the phenomenon, the message, the beings, everything that's happening, and just spreading it to as many people as possible. That's amazing. I think. I think we're all like already beginning to see our goals manifesting and like becoming real. Like you're already doing that,
right, I'm already doing that. You're already on the path, like we're we're doing it, like and it's because we have had the courage to go after it, and we should be proud of ourselves and everybody out there be proud of yourself too, and do it, do the thing that's right. Bye. God, guys, guys, weird things happen in the backyard. It was so weird coming closer to us, closer I here stay his straight up like smiring on the inside of it. No one knows many. Wow,
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