The weird things happened in the Weird, Weird Weird. Welcome to Special Episode one. Once again, Nick could not be here with us today, He's here with us in spirit. This was kind of a last second thing that we threw together here. My sister's in town and we wanted to capitalize on that. Today we are joined by my wonderful sister and her baby, the angel honey Yay yay. Can you see honey she in the camera? She has angel wings. This is my daughter, my angel honey botso holloway heck.
Yeah, what's new with you? Well, I'm here for a few weeks. I'm music directing a production of Assassins, which is a Sondheim musical. But I'm in Florida now. I think the last time I was on here, I was trying to move to Florida. But I'm living in Florida and working online teaching, and I started a online program, so I've just been grinding of that. Let's go into that for a second, Like,
talk about your program. Yeah, it's super exciting. It's called your Holistic Voice and the do you want the spiel or do you want like the overlay or all of it? Okay, so basically, like, I have all of this training and voice, you know, my whole life, and I taught professionally at NYU and through community colleges and so like, I branched out into my own private studio, and I have been thinking for a long time
I wanted to do an online program where people could join. And really, the issue I was seeing with all of my singers typically what you would be taught is something to do with technique, right, So typically it's like, oh, a lot of my students have breathing issues or issues with their tongue or whatever. But like, genuinely, I was seeing most of the issues
with my students were holistic. They were with the mind and their mental approach or their spirituality or past trauma or things that were like prohibiting them from singing to their fullest, to feeling confident, to feeling like they had a voice, so to say, literally and physically so like, and I've talked about it on here before, but my experiences in the past had led to like physical injuries like manifestations, traumas and things like that created real injuries and made
it hard for me to sing. And so I did all of these trainings for you know, voice, and realize, like, you know what, I'm not the only one who's having these issues that's causing singing to be really really hard, to the point where like my favorite thing is almost impossible these
days. So after taking some extra courses like vocology and like neurocentric training for voice, and then like trauma movement and a lot of nervous system based approaches for different things, and a lot of studies, I came up with this method that's very holistic. It's based on the nervous system. So anyway, the whole spiel is that this course is holistic. It's not about technique. It's for singers to heal as people so that they can improve as singers.
And I'm really proud of it. I feel like it's really really coming along. It's it's helping people, and I'm just so honored to be a part of that. Is it live yet? It is live? Okay, what's it called. It's called your Holistic Voice. And so if anyone wants to, you know, look me up. My My Instagram is bless you, honey. It's at Emily Holloway Voice. That's what it at, Emily Holloway
Voice. And so I post about your holistic voice on there. But the whole the whole thing is like it's a combination of singing, explorations, meditations, educational lectures. It's pre recorded, and there's group sessions each week where we meet live once a week. There's journaling, there's movement. The movement's a very big part of it. Yeah, so there, there's a little
bit for everybody. And the whole point is to regulate the nervous system and learn how to harness that and educate ourselves on the spiritual implications of what the voice is and how that should be focused on, rather than fitting a mold for society as a singer, because singers are taught to be really tough, really savvy with the industry, but at the same time they're expected to stand on a stage and pour their heart out in front of however many people,
but they're treated like dirt and not cared for mentally or spiritually. So this is so people can be grounded in their own like spirituality and feel very very strong mentally and like as people and have confidence and no care and regulate and yeah, that's awesome. It is Emily Holloway voice. By the way,
Look it up to make sure check her out. And if you're interested in singing, I have to say, Emily has been singing and doing piano as well since you were I mean officially you had started training when you were what like seven. Yeah, I started singing and church performing before that. But I started piano lessons in the second grade and then started voice lessons in like
sixth grade. So she's she's been doing it her whole life. And then if that wasn't enough for you, she went to New York University, prestigious art grad school, got her double masters in I did voice performance for concentration in musical theater and then but anyway, and vocal pedagogy, which is teaching. So my point is, if you want to sing, she's your girl. Yeah, look her up, show her some support. She's amazingly talented.
But she's kind of like me in the way that I like to sort of like spill this specific esoteric and you know, spiritual knowledge in a conversational sense. Emily's like a surgeon with with helping diagnose, like from a clinical perspective, you know, the throat and the voice and how to guide you
to sing better. It's yeah, really and I'll tell you. The thing about this program is because like in my lessons, I teach very it's a mixture of technical stuff, but then like what I see if you think, like as a surgeon, I don't technically diagnose, but anyway we're using the term diagnose. I you know, see all of these students come in and what I'm noticing the root of their issue has to do not with technique,
but the root of it is holistic. And that's why this program is so important because people don't realize, oh, I'm having issues with this, but it's like, really, the underlying issue is much much deeper. It has to do with like wounds you never healed, or your disconnect with your own sense of self. Right, So it's really cool, Yeah, proud of
you forgetting that out there. And it's funny because it was very synchronistic how and we don't have to talk about this more, but it's very synchronistic because I had all of these students that I was helping and like our sessions kind of turned into like spiritual coaching, and they were like having experience speriences and like things were popping off and they're like, you should do something with this.
You should do something, and everyone at one time, all within the same week, told me I should do this, and I had for a year and not told anyone I wanted to, and I was like, Okay, you know what, I'm going to do it, and I did and it's happening. Awesome. Yeah, that's amazing. Thank So I wanted to I'm going to ask you some of the same questions that I asked Jeremy. Go. So, it's been next month will be a year since Dad's book is released, and I wanted to know, like, how your life has
been since? You know, how's it changed your life? How's it impacted you mentally, you know, spiritually? Just just like, how's it changed your life? Basically the book? Yeah, just not even just the book, but just you know, how's life been since? Like, well, the book what did it bring to you? Started a series of crazy events? Like the book itself published, it feels like it led to a series
of just like craziness. It's been really it's been up and down. If I'm honest, it's been a lot of ups and downs, but mostly ups, and it seems like the ups are climbing much more up in the it's been very positive overall, but there has been some disconnect because it's like, you know, as this stuff gets more validated and more public and people are more on board, there's still that sense of like, I'm still that ten
year old girl in my head. I'm still that thirteen year old girl in my head that was going through all of the stuff and reading the book, and like, you know, everyone's reading it. Oh, it's an amazing book. I love this and it's like, that's actually what happened to me, that's actually our life. And so sometimes it can feel very cathartic. It's like a release of a lot of hardship, and sometimes it's just like remembering that and honoring that. But it's overall been very, very very up.
I don't know if that was a good explanation. How did it feel seeing yourself for trading the book? It was It's good. It honestly feels like it's been years since it came out. This past year has felt like
years. It was good. It's it's it's really cool, really cool, and I don't want to sound like anything that's been negative, but it's been really cool for people to connect with that and read that and be like, Wow, your story has touched me, and you being brave enough to be public about this has meant something to me, Like even in the smallest way, that is so touching to me. And because the book came out, it made me feel a little bolder. And I started my TikTok which has
been really great, and that's called Blood so Baby on TikTok. And I just feel like I've been more and more comfortable in public in the last year, and the book has been so healing, and it's like such a testament to our story, to dad, to all of it. And it's like, I don't know, it's a powerful connector I don't know, it feels like it's And I have people messaging me all the time, and I just
don't. I don't have the time or capacity to message everyone back like I wish I could, but I see the messages and it just I just cry, like I cannot believe that ten year old self in me is like she can't believe that there's support, is what I'm trying to say. It's still hard to talk about this stuff because it's like it's still unfolding right now, you know what I'm saying. It's hard to wrap my mind, all of
it, and it's amazing. And what I will say, this past year especially, I feel like my my faith has been so sharpened, Like I just have this complete peace and unswerving faith that everything is happening for a purpose, no matter what, and that has been something I've prayed for for a many years. So I'm just very thankful. Yeah, Okay, well then the same goes for So the book came out in February. Yeah, the month before that, As you know, we recorded with the History Channel,
and I'm not have you been on since that came out. I don't think you have. I don't know. So let's let's tale one. Yeah, but that was you know that does it's not the same, you know it wasn't you know you But let's talk about that a little bit. So we recorded the History Channel in January of last year. Obviously, the book came out the following month. And then that was a big deal for me because I was recorded for the History Channel and did not end up getting put on
it. But the the guts it took to sign up to go on for the History Channel, it was over six months, was a major deal for me, and I'm almost glad I wasn't put in it because of different reasons, but I yeah, like it was a big deal for me to accept that. It was over six months of me trying to hyper up and all of us really, but I just you know, I know from my perspective, you're coming to me having crying fits. I don't know if I'm ready to do this. Should I do it? Should I do it? I'm
like, yes, do it, Yes, do it. Then you finally agreed to do it. Well, I did it because the phenomenon told me I had to right precisely. Yeah, yeah, Cantoniance. And it was just it was it was kind of comical really because you finally had this My mind broke, your mind broke. You had this Catharsis of there's no going back, I'm going to do it, and you recorded and it was this It was well, I mean I was in the room when she recorded.
I was watching and it was it was amazing and she did an outstanding job. And then you know, because they had over one hundred hours of footage and then I literally told the producer, I was like, I just disassociated. I don't know what I just said. I do that a lot on here. Yeah, I just totally blocked out and she finally had this catharsist and agreed to do it and did it. And then you know, because I had over one hundred hours of footage and six or seven days of filming,
they have a forty two minute episode. Emily's segment did make the cut, and the director was very oh no, it didn't need to be in there. The episode was perfect. But just to say like it wasn't for anything nefarious. I mean David Carr, the director, very wonderful man. He executive producer. He messaged just the night before it came out, yeah, and was like, I just want to say this was made with love. We are so sorry that Emily's segment didn't get in the cut, and
then better it didn't. Yeah, And I filmed with him a little bit too, and I was like, even Jack me, cut me. I don't care. We were all out there. Did you notice there's a line of my audio from when we were filming in the middle of it. Somewhere My voice is in it. Remember, definitely my voices in it. Alex was there. I was like, that's me. We watched it together. But anyway, so we did the filming thing. It was an amazing Catharsis
for our family. We ended up not airing in the episode, but like you said, I do think it was a little bit of a relief. Yeah, you know, I think it was just meant for me to gear up to do it. You know, like the whole point was for me to just like put that foot forward. You passed the test, you were brave enough to do it. And what broke my mind was the thought just came to me and it's like this stuff, you know, the conversation is so much bigger than it was when it was happening at the beginning, you
know, when we were kids. And I think the perspective for me has shift. Like I've always known this with spiritual it's God related all of this stuff, but something like finally clicked. I was like, if I deny this, I'm denying God. And I can't deny God. Yeah, when it's showing up like this, like when when you were praying to God, when you're praying and these things appear and you tell it, no, I'm not going to talk about you. You're you're just like you're putting people before
God. And I was like, that's a great point, Okay, I got to do it. I got to do it, you know, And so that's what broke me and I'm glad I did. And then the book, the book came out and it was it was really like an energy shift for our family. I'm sure you feel the same. It was literally like once that book came out, the first week or so, it was like everything just rested, you know what I'm saying, Like everything rested, There
was peace. And then the History Channel came out, and I felt like it was life before and after the book, before and after the book, kind of like when you psychedelics and people are like, oh, dude, aside, life before and after it. That's how the book. It's a huge shift. It was a massive shift. Yeah, the energy that I felt inside was different, Yes, and then that really carried heavy into eight months later when the documentary came out. You know, so let's talk about
that. How did you feel watching that? And then same question as the book, like how how has your life? You know, like, what's it brought to you? When the when the documentary came out, that it was beyond Skinwalker Ranch is what we're talking about. For those that aren't aware, I was in Florida when it came out, Jack and I watched it live and I just sobbed the whole time. I just cried the whole time. It was it was so special and I don't I don't really know how
to explain it other than another shift, you know. It was like it it's just an intense wave of peace and faith and comfort and just feeling like
so cared for. Yeah, it felt to me like I felt so cared for And it was so healing for all of us, but for Chris and Dad specifically, because the first documentary with the Discovery Channel was just them, and it was not good for any of us but them, especially because they were on the video like they were the ones in it, right, and so this being just them felt like a beautiful closing of that that energetic. It came full circh chapter, you know what I mean, Like it's like
things are different now. Yeah, it was very beautiful. It came full circle. I felt that way too. Yeah, That's why I was glad we were both cut out of it. Not obviously for any bad reason, but it was like no. In two thousand and eight, documentary came out with Dad and Junior. It was terrible and then it was like, yeah, like karmically, it came full circle and it was like they were shone in a positive light, and like you said, it felt like peace and
comfort and strength. To me, it felt like the heavy lifting is done. We have the book, we have the podcast, we have the documentary. Now there might be a major motion picture in the works, you know that's kind of been announced, And it just feels like the heavy lifting is done. And I keep telling Dad over and over again. I'm like, Dad's right hand man with this probably like he you know, he tells me
his anxieties, he tells me what he's nervous about. And I'm like, Dad, we're just having fun now, Yeah, we're just having fun. The proof is done. We're just having fun. We're out there telling our story. Works so hard to be believed anymore, we don't have to work so hard because it's like at this point, we're just riding the bus. He's texting me, so, you know, pray for me. I'm meeting you know, I'm doing the history channel that. I'm like, Dad,
just have fun, Yeah, just show up. No, It's funny because I wake up some days and just laugh my head off. I'm like all these years of me trying to be you know, make something of myself doing this or that, or like trying to fit this pressure, fit this mold, and you know, appear this way or be on stage, you know, and then like this stuff is really just flourishing in such a positive way. I never never, like I knew it would be okay one day.
I had that deep feeling that things would get better, but I never saw it happening this beautifully, you know what I mean. Yeah, it's different, much better than I expected. Yeah. Yeah, it just feels like back in the day before the book, before it's like it's unfolding. I always felt like it would be work, work, work, work, work, work, and it has been in some regards, but not in the way I thought it would be. Yeah, you know what I mean.
Absolutely, it feels like before the book and before the documentary, we had to like, at least in my experience, you know, I was, I was always into this stuff. I always talked about it openly to whoever would listen, and I always was trying to carry the torch, even at thirteen, you know. Yeah, and I just remember it felt like having
to pay which no, no, no, you gotta believe me. It's like every time you explain it, it's like you're defending your Yes, you're trying to prove, trying to luck it's real, Like, look, who studies us. Look at this, here's videos, here's pictures showing people or pictures before they can even like ask a question, because I'm trying to establish upfront, like no, no, no, this is credible. Like are
crying before they even express if they think it's weird or not. They might even think it's cool, and you're like already freaking out, Like yeah, freaking out, like spiraling, Like I'm telling you it's real. Now with all this stuff that we have going on, it just feels like, oh, you know you're into the stuff. Read the book, Yeah, go watch the documentary. We also have one hundred and thirty five episodes of the podcast. Check that out. I'm just having fun. Yeah, no,
it's so fun. It's fun to make my little TikTok videos and like connect with people on there and see the discord community through this has been so healing for me. Like just everyone in the discord, like the BSS Discord.
Yeah yeah, everyone in there is so open minded and they're all healing and communicating and that really inspired my voice program because that community aspect is so so important and if you're not in it, I'll pitch it for you, not to push any one, but if no one's in there and you are seeking a community, this is a good, good community. It's a wonderful way
to support the show. It's Patreon dot com slash s Bledso said so, and we do have a five dollars tier that includes a solo show hosted by me Full Disclosure with Ryan Bledsoe. And then the other tier is we have the BSS. We call it the Mothership because it's like a UFO, you know. We have the Mothership Discord and it's it's a banging community. It's it's close to four hundred people now, which is insane. It's a wild ride we have. We had an event the other night. It was a
blast. Yeah, I'm in there playing video games with them now, like it's it's a black I'm living my best life up in there. It's it's healing for me. But enough of that. Yeah, it just it just feels like we don't have anything to prove anymore. It feels truly like we're just we're just doing it and we're having fun and we're just on our journey now. Yeah, I guess I never realized it would be so easy one
day. I guess that's what it comes down to. Yeah, And it's funny because, like you started asking me these questions at the beginning, and I still have that slight amount of guard freeze that happens, and I started rambling and couldn't explain, and throughout this conversation, I've had to like sort of allow myself to chill, Like this conversation is, you know safe, It's just it's so deep rooted that like that your body remembers everything and you
still have these reactions. But I want to say that, and I just blacked out. What was I gonna say? I don't know. I think, yeah, I think you you. I was gonna say, it's I didn't expect it to be this easy, Like I never would have expected people to be so receipt I always kind of felt like I would be fighting forever for people believe but that it would get better. But I would be fighting, And now people are open arms. I love this. I support this.
I see things too, and it's I want to see or I want to or I don't think you know you're crazy or whatever, and that is still mind bending to me for sure. Emily's Emily's had You have to understand when this stuff started happening, Emily was the youngest child. She was ten years old. And not to mention, you know, Emily was the only girl out of four kids, three rough and tough older brothers. Although I'm not that rough and tough, but to you, we were your rough and
tough older brothers. And Emily had my pinky on this. I did break her pinky one time we were we were we were playing kung fu when we were little kids, and I fell on her something on the trampoline. Yeah, I'm sorry, I broke your pinky. But Emily was always a fighter. She was always wanting to play fight and all that. Yeah she was tough. But yeah, you had a different treatment than us from the from
the extended family. You know, you were the girl. You were expected to be perfect, you were expected to not be involved with this crazy stuff, right, And like the thing about Emily, this pressure that she's hinting at that that I you know, I want the listener to understand because I think it's it's meaningful it's that Emily never really let's just paint a picture.
We'd be in a family function, Christmas or something, some some arbitrary reason we're all getting together that has nothing to do with this stuff at all. Could be a birthday, doesn't matter, and an aunt or an uncle would just casually make some comment about, you know, don't bring that stuff up around me. I don't believe in UFOs me. I'd be like, you're wrong, and I would argue, and I would you know, I always would stand up for it and be verbal and vocal and try to like fight
that battle for my for my family. And Emily, on the other hand, was expected to be silent, was expected to be not by my mom and dad, but just you know, by the family dynamic to just oh, Emily would never be associated with that the mindset, Emily's not involved with this stuff. And now it's kind of you know, breaking next. People are like, huh, because Emily's coming out, She's going on the podcast. Yeah, she's going on the history chest. She's got a TikTok.
I didn't really say a lot of I didn't the ups and I was talking about ups and downs. Some of the downs have been some of that kind of thing last year. It's tough. I don't want to go too much into that because it's okay, but yeah, there's there's been some some kinds of there's been some shock in the family that Emily association with this stuff. Emily has boldly and the thing that broke the camel's back, I'm not even
gonna say it was coming on the podcast. I'm going to say it was agreeing to do the History Channel because for half a year, Yeah, you came to me, I'm too scared. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do it, and I'm like, do it, do it? Do it? What are you waiting for? Do it? Nothing can go wrong. Do it? And you finally did it, and I think it like unleashed you. And next thing you know, you have your TikTok, you're doing your spiritual voice program. You started to unfold and
what I think, you know you were supposed to be. Yeah, I think the the impostor syndrome is so so real. And then one day I just took that that you know, faith connection, that the Holy Spirit, you know, the God that these beings give me, and I just applied that to myself and was like, you know what, imposter syndrome. Who cares. I'm just going to do what feels right. I'm going to start my program. I'm going to do my TikTok, And if someone hates on
me, it's really a reflection of them, right. And I could tell that to anybody for years in the past, But like when it comes to yourself, it's so hard to find that confidence for yourself. But I'm proud. I'm very proud of myself. Yeah for sure. Yeah. Am I allowed to ask if there are any future plans to be involved with any sort of history channel. I'm not sure. Well, then we will just change the subject. Do you want to talk about the Monroe a little bit?
Yeah, so I'll just say that and I can go into as much detail as you want. I had another well let's go into as much detail as you want. Yeah, I had a pretty profound astral projection experience. It really really changed me. I would love to talk about it. You mean the first one? No, recent another one? Yeah? Oh heck, yeah, this is the first t I'm hearing of this. Yeah, So, let do you want the whole thing or the relevant parts? Just give me what you want to give me. Okay, Okay, let me think
so first, Okay, we gotta get my mind. We're got to get my mind into yeah. Oh and I before we move on, the Danny Jones going on. That was such a big deal for me because that was my first time going on any appearance that wasn't this podcast, you know, So that was special. Shout out Danny. He's a great guy. I totally forgot about it. Happens to be my neighbor, basically, so funny
anyway, Okay, So astral projection experience. Okay, so, just like the first one that I explained on here, I started out in water. No no, no, no, no no no. I started falling.
Okay, So I start these tapes, the Minroe tapes, right, and I literally felt like I was falling out of my body, to the point where I had to like make sure I wasn't actually following falling and had to move my arm just a little bit to make sure that I physically was safe because it felt literally like I was bending backward and falling in space and it was really really trippy. And so I'm like falling, falling, falling, and I'm like, you know what, I'm just gonna ride this wave because
it's real, like I'm I'm safe, you know whatever. And I'm in water and I'm swimming around and I'm like it's dark, but I didn't want to get out of the water. I wanted to go deeper. And there were these whales. I was like, you know, I have a thing for whales. I love whale. I had a dream about a whale that was significant. I've had a lot of dreams about whales. If there's spirit animals, they're one of my spirit animals. Definitely love that. I had
a lot of lots of significant whale dreams. Anyway, So there's these whales and I'm swimming with them and it kind of like an avatar the way of water. They're connected to you and they speak to you, and yes, yeah, I had that. And one had her baby and I had my whale and her baby and we were swimming together and I was riding on her fin and she like took me to this at the edge of like what's it called underwater, like a big cliff. I don't know, A big trench,
yes, a big underwater trench. And she's like, I can't go any farther. I'm gonna leave you here. So I like kissed her on the cheek and she swam away. And this, I'm gonna say, felt extremely real. This was real, you know, it felt very real. And so I was like, it's dark down here, and so I was like, I can't see anything, and I like started glowing so I could see underwater. So I was like, Okay, turn on that glow.
And I'm like swimming in the trench and I'm glowing, and I'm like, there's these ruins down there, and I'm looking around and I'm like, there's something at the bottom of this trench, and I know I'm supposed to go towards it, and I keep swimming and I get to the bottom of these ruins in this trench and there's this massive creature that all I could say seem
like the kraken, like a giant like cracking thing. And I was at first, I was a little bit like that's scary, but then I felt like it was hurt and it needed help, and I swam up to it and kind of just like glowed into it, like, you know, went with it, and it was it was pregnant and couldn't have a baby. It needed help. And so like I I like glowed. I don't know what I did. I was just like glowing and like giving it some love, I guess. And then then the this is so weird. I know,
it's so weird. But then the kracking creature squid whatever I don't know, was able to have her baby, I guess, and swam away and thanked me, and I was like, okay, I did my job. Now I'm gonna leave. And this is where we get to the relevant part. That was just like the beginning of my astral projection. It was so weird, but I helped the kraken and I connected with my whale. So anyway, this is where I get to to greys Creek. Oh okay, I asked, if you wanted the relevant part. That's a big jump there.
Creek is where we live growing up. Yes, so grays Creek is the the house where the river and all of that stuff happened. I can't believe I just told my squid story. Anyway, so we're I'm at grays Creek. I'm in the backyard. It's dark, the moon is out, and I was looking at the moon and I just kept feeling like I'm home, you know, this is home because we it's a long story, we
don't have that home anymore. It's pretty upsetting. But I just felt so at peace, like I'm at home, you know, and I'm in the backyard, and I felt drawn to go towards the grape vine, which is like towards We had a very big backyard, so I go like towards the back It was at least one hundred yards. We lived on six acres and
the grapevine was halfway, probably about fifty yards from our back door. And we grew muscadine grapes and we would eat them every summer, right, And so I walked towards the grape vine, and I noticed that there were there was some some beings around me, light beings that you know, they were with me. There were like three or four, and I felt like they wanted to show me something, and they, you know, communicate telepathically.
They just like put thoughts in your head. It's not really like talking, and they just like willed me to look. And I looked at the woods and the woods were glowing, and I just remember thinking, like how beautiful that glow. Something about that glow was so entrancing. It was so beautiful.
And I'm looking and I look through the past because there's that like walkway through there, and I see Dad on the ground and the lady floating above him, and she's glowing and I couldn't really make out her her appearance as he said it, but what resonated with me was like the way that I saw her as this pure light felt like the same light I saw in my first astral projection when I saw her, remember, and she was just when you were like take me higher mind, and she was just pure light.
It was just like that. Can you find that episode so I can plug it and thank you, Elex. And so I saw the beings were all around me, and at this point I notice I'm the moment I realize I'm watching Dad have his interaction with the lady. I look around me and there's more beings with me. There were three or four, there's like fifteen now wow, and there's you know what's weird about that they're all with me. Dad always says that number fifteen, Yes, he said, he always feels
like there's at least fifteen around us. Yeah, have you heard him say that? Yes, fifteen is a specific number. He says, yes, it is and when, and I had that in my mind, and when I looked, I was like, wow, there's really like fifteen with me, and they're like glowing and they're standing and I know they want me to
watch this. I know they're like, for real, showing me this moment as they saw it from their perspective, and it was like the word you know, like in the Bible, like a throng of angels, like that's how it felt like they were witnessing this moment in the history. And I was with them on the other side, watching Dad have this experience with the lady and he was on the ground and she even handed him the prickly thing and he dropped it and I laughed and we were like watching it and it
was like it was just so surreal. And then I was kind of pulled to look to my left and this is, oh the chills. I look over and at this same moment this is happening. I look over and me and you and Jerem, me and Dad are standing in the backyard looking up over the shed at this massive orb that was hovering in and out of the trees, like we always remember it and always remembered that it was a weird So this in the same astral projection, it took you to a different night
or a different day. And it's that it's at the same moment, like they were happening. You're experiencing it at the same moment, but you're you're explaining to me that it was that day in two thousand and eight. Is that what you're saying, the big orb over the Christmas tree form, the one that we were watching in the woods. Yeah, two thousand oh. You always felt like we were like in a trance. I just wanted to clear that up. So it's showing you an event in twenty twelve and twenty
eight, but at the same happening simultaneously in your vision. Yes, okay, they were five years apart. I'm standing surrounded by all these beings and at the same moment, they're showing me two experiences at the same time, right, because from their view, it's all happening at the tips of their
fingers. They're manipulating, pulling the strings all at one moment. And so I was watching us in a trance, literally staring at this orb floating, and I look over and Dad's with the lady, and it's all happening at one moment, and the beings are just like, this is what we see, this is how it is for us. And that was that intense peace feeling for me. It was like they're always with me. And so they're like, go in the house. So I go in the house and it's
dark, and this is kind of funny. We have this like epic, scary long hallway in the house right the front to back. You know, you go in the back door and it's all the way to the front door is that creepy long hallway. And so I go to the front and go to my bedroom and it's totally dark everywhere in the house, no lights. And I go in my room and I see me laying in bed the same time the ladies in the backyard. We're still in the backyard. I'm in
my bed. All of it's at one time, We're all I'm everywhere right, And so I'm in bad sleeping and I look over in the corner of my room and I see the tall being that I always would draw, yes, and he's in there. I just say, hey, I don't know, but the being is in there. And I looked at it and I was like, are you here to harm me, and it was like no. I was like, okay, you can stay. Wow. I was like you can stay because I felt like intuitively he was just like watching me,
you know, like there to whatever. And I was like, okay, but where are the other ones? Because there were other beings that would plague my nightmares and dreams and come to me and they scared me bad. That one never like threatened me scary, but it was uncomfortable and I would feel its presence. But I had two other beings that came in repetitive nightmares,
if that makes sense. And I was like where are they? And they appeared and I was like get out, and they like disappeared, which is significant because all those years ago, that's what I had to do to them to get them to go away, if that makes sense. Yeah, And so they disappeared in this astral projection the same way they did in my dream, if that makes sense. Yeah. But I left the one in the corner standing there. I thought you. I didn't hear the cracking part
before, but I do remember this story you just told. I thought you told me that the one in the corner was there to protect you or am I making that up? Yeah, that's what I said. He was there to watch me. He was there. I told him he could stay wow. But the other two I had one that was a goblin looking thing and he has to draw that one. Yeah, I hated that one. He scared me and you drew it. Was it the one in the hood that you let stay yes? Cool? The one that's in the book. The
drawing in the book is the one I let stay wow. The Ghost of Christmas yet to come? Right, it looked like that. Yeah, remember I made a TikTok about that. It was like, how Charles Dickens is our relative, and how he depicted the ghost of Christmas yet to come as this dark, cloaked figure that's here to show you your past, present future whatever. And I had this experience with my past present future and this cloaked figure in my corner. And we're related. And my middle name is Carol,
like a Christmas Carol. Yeah, my middle name is Dickens. It's my mother's main name. It's like just weird. My middle name is Carol like a Christmas Carol on purpose. Yeah, And he depicted this entity that was coming to me for real, right, It's just weird. It's weird, and so I let that one stay in the bedroom and the other two disappeared. Okay, And so this is where it's like, this was the moment, like if all of this already wasn't mind bending, this is what
really got me. So I leave me in the bed, and I leave the cloaked figure in the corner, and I walk into the kitchen, which was kind of like the center of our house, and I was just sucked up above the house, like through the rafters, and I was looking down at the house and it was like a time lapse all within a couple of moments. It was like the being showed me all of the activity that ever happened in a couple of moments, all at once, like an explosion.
Wow. It was like boo boo boo boop, like that much time. And it was like everything like all the thousands of all of the things that happened, a figures running, light bulbs exploding, an orb here orb there, this thing flying off the table, this person getting pushed, an entity
there. It was like all of it, like all of it happened at one moment in this like little time lapse, and it was an explosion of just like energy, and it shocked me because it was like, of course, I know this stuff is real, and I've always known that it was real and happening, but there's still that disconnect of like I have to operate in society and go to college and not feel crazy, and you just pushed this down to a certain extent, and seeing it all like that was like,
I can't escape this. This is extremely real. This is realer than anything I've ever experienced, and I can't deny it. And it's happening all at the same moment for these beings who are around me at every given moment, all the time, and it's like a whole throng of them. Yes. And so after they pulled me back down from the rafters, I saw that I walked to my piano and they showed me playing piano and there were like three beings standing behind me watching me play piano. Wow, And the
last part it's almost over, so they're like watching me play piano. I'm watching me watch them. No, I'm watching them watch me play piano, which is so weird. But I walk out into the backyard again and all of the beings are out there and they kind of like surround me and like hugged me kind of it was like a not a real hug, but it felt like a group hug. Like they glowed and I came out of it.
That's amazing. Yeah, yeah, it's definitely changed me. If I'm like just drawing from my experience studying psychology and talking about like psychoanalysis and you know, dream interpretation and things like that, my initial take with the experience with the whale and the kraken was symbolic of you journeying deeper into your traumatized subconscious mind, and like the whale is your guide, it's guiding you down, helping you glow as you go down into the darkness your subconscious mind.
You're going deeper into the recesses of your soul. And you get down there, there's this big, scary monster, but it's really just wounded. It's really just it's just trying to have a baby. But I think that's symbolic of growth life, you know, projecting your purpose into the world, creating, you know, doing what you're supposed to do. And you went and you showed it love and it had its little baby, and then it cleared
and then you were shown this mystical vision by the angels. I think it was symbolic of your journey deeper into yourself and into your soul, right, Like, was there really a whale and a crack? And probably not? I think it was. I think it was like a metaphor for your inner journey right of healing. Right, But I will say that that, Yeah, the water is usually symbolic of the subconscious when you're going deeper into the
water. Yes, And it was just so weird that I was falling, like physically, I felt like I was falling, and then I was in this water, which is where I started the last time. But yeah, the whale stuff felt real in the visceral sense, like it was significant, But the Gray's Creek stuff felt like I was actually there, Like, yeah, like you were. I believe you, like you you're you're being shown the actual events, right, Yeah, I I one hundred percent believe that.
It's It's like I've heard of crazier stuff. It's an I'm not gonna lie like, it's an incredible gift that I feel so blessed to have witnessed. I will always be changed by what I saw with that, I'm gonna be I'm gonn beat around the bush here. Okay, but I'm going to talk about a recent sighting that you and Dad had. I'm going to keep it very vague, but there was a moment where you and Dad were skywatching recently, a pretty significant moment people needed to see. And Dad is texting
us. He always texts me when he's worried about this stuff. I'm always calling him, how's the trip, Dad, how to go? You know, blah blah blah blah blah. I'm always I'm always trying to bolster him. Always, yeah, you know. And he's texting me, and you're texting me, send good vibes. We need prayer, we need to see you know, we need good energy. And I started meditating and I just
went deep into myself. I paused my show that I was watching with my wife, and I was like, Jenny, I'm going to meditate for them real quick. And I just went deep into myself. And then I started visualizing astrally projecting and being there and putting my hands on Dad and sending him my energy. And I started visualizing looking up and seeing them and calling out to them with my spirit and allowing my energy to like encourage you guys,
help you guys to see what you needed to see. And in my vision, while and I was awake, I wasn't listening to tapes. I was just sitting there watching TV. And I paused it and I started meditating, and it was really weird. You know, we have this whole History Channel thing, but Dad and his brain scan, and we know he has some real psychic phenomenon going on. We know that there's there's a question in this community. Is it true with the kids? I would say likely probably so,
I mean, the apple doesn't fall far from the tree. But I'm telling you, I felt weird, and I felt a sense of as I had in my mind, you know, traveling to my dad and having my hands on his back. I kept even imagining, really hard, I'm like Goku when he goes to help Gohan do his father son Kamehameha from the spirit world. I kept thinking, like this is me, Like you know, it's silly, but like it was the visualization that I was using to help
really try to feel it and believe it. So I had my hand on Dad's back like Goku when he's doing the father son call me homie hog and sell, and I'm like I feel them, They're here, They're they're gonna show. It's gonna happen. I can feel it, I can see them. And then I texted you you're gonna see them. Then with the minutes it happened. Yeah, I just felt a feeling. And I don't think it's because I did that. I think I was allowed to sense it.
Yeah. I think that that connection knows no time or space. Yeah. And when those things happen, and they happen a lot in our family, and it's you know, just crazy stuff happens, and you got to say, like it it feels different in your mind. Yeah, you know what I'm talking about. Yeah, you feel different. Yeah, it seems like
the more things unfold, the more the what is it? You know, how like allegory is the only way to explain things like that, the more that that truth feels real to me, Like I can't explain things without creating some sort of artistic depiction of it, because there's no way for you to
understand. Yeah, that's why I focused on the dragon ball Z thing, like because it's silly, but it's like, well it has merit, you know, Yeah, there's coming coming, you know, through the spirit world, so to speak, to give you my energy, right, and I felt I just had this deep inner knowing it's going to happen. And I texted you guys, it's done, It's gonna happen. Yeah, it's just
a knowing. Yeah, like I a few weeks ago had there was a figure in my bedroom that appeared, and it was just like a The appearance of it was just like a knowing, like yup, okay, whatever what I was thinking about at the moment is fine, yep, thank you. I just went right to sleep, which is so funny because it was I was like laying down, just going to sleep, but I had my eyes wide open. I was facing the window. The light was kind of coming
through, so it's like I wasn't seeing things, you know. It was just like an obvious shadow figure about three four foot tall walked past my window and I was just like, thank you, Like I was really stressing about whatever it was I was thinking about. And no more stress, no more
stress. Yeah it's confirming for you. Yeah, I really believe, especially with your astral projection experience, it seems to me the deeper we get into this, especially since the book came out, especially since the first History Channel documentary has come out, and all the other recent developments, and there's other stuff too that you know, we we we have exciting opportunities to announce in the future, things that haven't been discussed yet. But we're always working LEDs
of families, always cooking, we're always reaching new heights. And it feels like since all this stuff has been happening, I believe now so with one percent certainty, with zero doubt, that everything ever in the history of all time, ever any minute discrete event that you can imagine in history, everything
has unfolded according to the great plan of destiny. Yea, even the bad choices, and even you know, the mistakes, the heartache, even the heartache, even the suffering, even the trauma, every bad choice I've made or you've made in the past, everything led you to right here right now.
Yeah, it's like the gift that they gave me and I've can I be honest, please, It's like in the last year, especially but especially since that experience with the projection, I feel like my higher self perspective has been so strong, but especially since that projection, to where it's like everything every communication I have with a person, every scenario I'm in everywhere I'm at,
I'm like constantly viewing my life from a different perspective. I'm like not actually here in my body, which is sometimes really amazing because it's like very peaceful, but sometimes it's a little bit unnerving because I've said on here before, like I've always had my head in the clouds kind of person anyway, And so it's it's been really an extra sort of challenge for me to really
ground myself in reality these days because all the things happening. Yeah, that's that's kind of also been part of the you know, it's not a down, It's a very positive down if there is one, you know, But it's it's been a new challenge for me to really try and keep myself rooted in reality with mental and like, honestly, like mundane tasks have been my
favorite thing. Like doing the dishes keeps me sane, you know, like because the stuff popping off around us and I'm creating this program and all of this stuff going on, it's like, how do you stay normal? How do you function in crowds of people? You know? It's tough. Yeah, well they want to talk about is this silly stuff? And it's like I I'm like seeing everything I can do that stuff. I'm like floating above my house seeing everything happen all in one moment. It's like, how are
you not changed from that? And then like trying to stay and I don't want to be normal. Like it's not that I'm trying to stay normal or put myself in that box. It's just I'm trying to stay like functional, you know what I'm saying, Right, I stopped being functional a long time ago, and I've given it all to the podcast. I don't think I've ever been functional, but I've always been functional in the like conventional sense, like I got my degrees and I'm still studying. But at the same time,
I've never really been normal. Yeah, so anyway, we stop being normal seventeen years ago. No, I totally get it. I have a very hard time functioning doing mundane stuff. Yeah, Like I just feel like routine is so important. Routine is tough, and I feel like my mind is so jacked way the hell away from like the basic system that everybody observes, you know, right, and it's it's it's really tough to like, you know, let's just say, being creative is a great opportunity for me.
Yes, creative is Creativity is so important. But sometimes with like even my TikTok, it's like creating this content is so healing and fun, and then sometimes it's like I need to take a week off because it's not the kind of content that roots me and the reality I need to function, you know. So it's just an interesting challenge. Yeah. But it's interesting too because everyone's commenting and messaging me and you and saying like things feel different for
them too. It's not just me and you, it's not just our family, it's everybody. Even people who aren't into spirituality or into this stuff. They're like, things feel weird these days and they don't know why. It's like things are Consciousness is actually evolving, it's shifting. Yeah, yeah, and that's for everybody. It's like it's amazing to be a part of that. We're really in, Like this era is so important in the history of
all of We're approaching all time a golden era. Yes, we're approaching a new golden era obviously, you know, we know it is the age of Aquarius. I think we're very close. I think we're knocking on the door. Yeah right now. And I do believe exactly like you said, consciousness is shifting for all of humanity. But I think those who really seek and really have a spiritual purpose and are seeking to be a part of something greater
are experiencing the shift. First, you have billions of people out there, nasty, depraved, have no care in the world if there even is a god or some greater mystery to life. They'd rather rob you, you know, take your twenty dollars bill out of your pocket and screw over their neighbor and do all this nasty stuff. Hopefully they'll shift, hopefully, you know, if they work on themselves and they change. But ultimately it's up to us to be better people, and you know, embrace this, this this
energy, this this this new knowledge that's coming, so to speak. Yeah, which is really old knowledge. It's just that God's real, right, but like really real, but like actually real. Yeah, actually not your God, not my God, not their god, you know, Buddha, Islam blah blah blah. No, no, no, there's there's there's one real thing. Yeah, forget about all these silly little knick knacks. There is one real thing. Let's figure out how to connect with it, right,
and that's part of it's so cool. It's part of my program kind of too, like my voice program. It's like not explicitly about this, but it's kind of sneaky. Not sneaky, it's you know, explained, but like the consciousness, like that you you are a part of that, you are a part of God. Like it doesn't matter what religion you come
from. We're going to dive into what it means to be you and your spirituality and your consciousness, your connection to God in the way that you view it, and how that can enhance your singing and how singing as vibration can affect the world around you. Because like if I can look at you a certain way and that energy will make you feel different, imagine how my voice
will affect you, you know. And I think that that's you know, by extension, like the podcast and TikTok and the History Channel and the book, Like it's just more words, more energy, more vibration being put out there, and it's really cool to connect with people who who are receiving that, who are on the same wavelength. You know. It's like more and more people every day. Before Dad published the book, we had a lot of talks about it. He was giving me the chapters in advance to read
and you know, and I was just blown away. I was like, wow, I didn't know the book was going to be like this. I thought it was going to be like a fact based book. I didn't know it was going to be his life story, which is way better, beautifully written. Yeah, yeah, no, it's wonderful. And cried, oh my gosh. Yeah, I can't read it. And I told him before
it came out. I was like, Dad, do you understand that when you publish this book, it's going to change the world because you're taking the story of our family, our message, and you're binding it symbolically to paper. You're what you're essentially doing. Anything ever about our life that came from us was scattered little interviews online or my podcast or you know. He's had some appearances, but he never wrote it down. It was always fragmented tellings
of it from different perspectives, asking questions. And I was like, but Dad, you're taking symbols. Letters and words are simples symbols. They have some ancient, you know, meaning and purpose that we don't understand. You're taking your story and you're materializing it into the three D World two symbols. It's going to be more like crystallized in this realm. You're like ceiling it into our shared reality, Dad. And because you're going to do that,
everything is going to change. And it started popping off rapidly after his book came out, all this stuff going off and UFO disclosure, And let's not be naive here. We do know for a fact, and with one authenticity, that you know, the entire Department of Defense, any sort of down to the rookie up to the program director, if there's anybody who knows about UFOs, they know who we are. They know that our stuff's real, they know that it's spreading. They're very aware of it. They tell us.
And we know that all of this stuff in the global UFO conversation is directly correlated to our story breaking out deeper and deeper into the masses. We know this. They're telling us. They're not saying it publicly. They're saying into the blood sas am I right, they're telling us this. You know. I'm telling them because I want them to understand, like our story is on the cusp of getting out there. And I told dat it's because you're finally writing it down. It's all going to change. Yeah, Dad has
these knowings about certain things. You have knowings about certain things, Junior does, Jeremy does. I have knowings about certain things? You know? Like, and I keep telling Dad, I'm like, it's all gonna change, man, You're gonna change it. You're gonna change the world. Yeah, it's happening right now. Whether or not we like it at this point, I love it. I love it too. Bring it on, baby. I keep saying, we're gonna have a grand Slam this year, twenty twenty
four. Baby, look at Alex. Nana said, Yeah, is the year. It's the year. There's a lot coming up we can't talk about, which feels weird. Yeah, we got a lot going on, talk about it. We got a lot of frogs in the pot. I don't really boil frogs like that. I just wanted to try out. I don't say it. I don't really like frogs. Yeah, we got a lot of crazy stuff going on. Is there anything that you haven't gotten off your chest? Well, you put me on the spot like that. I don't.
I don't know any You're you feel resolved? Huh, I don't. I don't know. I feel like I had something to say earlier and I can't remember what it was. Any experiences sightings you've had recently, I tell you about the I know, I meant I've mentioned the the moment where Jack and I were with Dad and the lights were all around us and the flame and no, yeah, well tell me again and let the audience listen. Okay. So, well, I was going to elaborate something that's just like
and I want to. I want to explain something like that. Sometimes these experiences are in the moment with your eyes open looking at it, but sometimes just as real, like the astral projection. It's it's a projection, right, It's it's real, but it's not with me like right now looking at you sometimes right, and so they're okay, this what I'm gonna explain is both. So the first was around Easter last year, and I'm pretty sure
I explained this a little bit. But Dad and I and Jack, while we were still living in North Carolina around Easter, we're out and Jack just kept saying, it's like a wha, remember, like avatar, like avatar,
like a wah. But we were standing outside. This happened a couple nights and just at night, you know, we'd go out and the lights, these orbs, they were like flames, like little flames appearing all around us, like within touching distance, right in my face, right around us, like sparks everywhere in the trees and my face, and we're just like stunned by it. Like it's just glorious. You're just standing there, You're just energetically vibrating, and like you're just you can't breathe. It's just,
you know, so real and beautiful. And uh, the first night that that happened, I had this dream. I guess I'd never told you, but that night I dreamed that And this is the projection part that felt extremely real, right, So it was in a dream. It came in a dream. I was in I like climb this ladder and I was up in this like platform and I was looking around and the world was like deforested.
It was like I was looking around and everything, all the trees were cut down, and the earth was sad, and I was like, why is what's wrong with the planet? What's wrong? Something's wrong? And I looked farther and could see a mixture kind of like my astral projection. It was a mixture of the Gray Creek backyard with the tree, the burning tree,
and then the pond where my parents live now. So those landscapes were combined into symbolically one, you know, representation of our family and where we live, you know what I'm saying, And all of the family members you, Mom and Dad, Chris, everyone was walking around like living, trying to figure out life, talking, laughing, stressed, just like I was watching you inhabit life, I guess, And I'm up on this higher perspective platform
and look over. The platform gets a little bigger and I look and there's my breath stops. It was like and there's a being standing there looking at me. And it was like I've seen beings before, but whatever, this whatever, for whatever reason, this one like had a message for me. And it like it really viscerally like shocked me. I don't know. And
so so it like comes toward me and it's it's cloaked. I can't see its face, but it feels like the same beings as the one like the light beings or it was just cloaked, right, And it comes to me and it says, basically, you know that I'm watching our lives that it's showing that the beings are showing me everything from a higher perspective, that we are here to help help the planet. This is after we were witnessing the
orbs that same night. Same night, okay, same night, the flames, the flames, yes, and so so so again, what did it say. It was basically saying, like, you're it's showing me from a higher perspective, how like I have a purpose here to help the planet, to help people, to help humanity and the planet physically as a being. It's hurting, it's bleeding, it's right dying, and everyone's upset. Look
at your family, look at all the people. And it looked at me, and I looked at it and I was like unable to breathe, and it just said, you know, in my mind, it was like, you have work to do. All I said was you have work to do, And it was all I can say. It was like a rush of electricity and it felt like my mind like in the matrix or something, you're seeing all these lights like b you know, and my everything froze like I
was like being electrocuted. And I literally woke up out of my dream hyperventilating, and Jack was freaking out, like in bed. He was like, are you okay? And I feel like that was a real experience I had, like it imparted something to me when it said that, Well, remember when Dad had his first ever It like physically imparted some sort of electricity on me and I woke up and I was like actually having an experience. It was when Dad had his initial encounter and then he had the hypnotic regression.
Remember the beings told him, we can take your soul from your body while you're asleep in your bed and take you on a journey and show you things. Yeah, those are real experience. I know they're real. And the funny thing is like, at this point, people are starting to believe in the orbs, so I don't feel like I have to justify that. But at this point, I feel like I have to justify this type of experience because that sounds like the weird stuff. But Emily, we have the scientific
data that day brain as anomalist. I don't have to justify I know I don't, But if people can't understand, they're behind and they're unfortunately I know. But it's just funny how it's evolved, like we're breaking in a new territory here where we're actually like proving this is real. And it's funny because like after that happened and I woke up, I felt different ever since that. It like imparted something on me and said you have work to do.
And then Dad went to Skinwalker Ranch and was like texting me praying, like pray for me, like we have to see something. This was when they were still filming for the first season, and he was there at Skinwalker Ranch and I was like out there. While he was out there at Skinwalker Ranch, I was in our backyard having the exact same experience with the flames, the orbs all around me in my face, just me privately, and I was just talking out loud to the lady and it was just I don't know,
it's been a different year. Yeah, it's been a different year. It's only going to get crazier. I know, twenty twenty six is two years away. We're in the endgame here, Like I think the next two
years are going to be the craziest years of anyone's life. Yeah, you know, it's going to look scary to the uninitiated, to the ones who don't know the truth and they're not aware that there's a higher plan and a good plan, and I think that they're going to get lost and all of this stuff in the news and all the stuff they see out there, that everything is so bad and doom and gloom, and that you know, all we can do is just keep putting out our message and hope for the best
and hope that people can see and understand from a truth perspective, you know, like, sure, it's going to look bad before it gets good. But that was the prophecy that's been predicted, which the Being's told Dad. The prophecy is going to come true exactly how it was written, you know. I mean, I'm not saying every little metaphor in the Book of Revelations.
I'm just saying the big picture of it. You know, there might look like there's wars and things like that, but I mean, at the end of the day, like it's only going to go on for so long before the light steps in and stop it. And I think we're in the endgame here. I think over the next two years, some insane things are going to happen, and we're going to be there on the other side being like I told you so. Yeah, we've been saying it, y'all didn't
want to listen until we went on TV. I think the most important thing what I did want to get off my chest that I couldn't remember the most important thing that I'm finding that I hope anyone listening can resonate with. Is that truly, just like the foundations, the basics, the very simplest version of your concept of the soul is what matters. And like God and to like you say all the time, not to label things, because I still
you know, everyone wants to label. Everyone wants to, you know, see the phenomenon as this or that, And it's like, no, Like, what is this telling you? What does this mean? What's the meaning behind it? What does it make you feel? Why do you feel this way? You know what I mean? Like the basic most the same thing with my program. Why do you sing? What's the point in singing if you don't have a soul? What's the point in seeing the phenomenon if it
doesn't give you a feeling, if it's not connected to something important? Yeah, why do we need to label it? Why do I need to try and touch it? Why do I need to this that or the other? No, like what are you doing to so to say, go into the trench and heal that Kraken? Right, Like, how can you be making
yourself feel better ultimately? Because and you know, like my line of if you want to talk science, ye, like the nervous system and all of this stuff like ultimately healing yourself, your nervous system, whatever it is, your inner child, whatever viewpoint you have. Healing yourself, having that control over or your own person, your own mind, body, spirit is the only thing you can do. And by doing that, you can heal the
world around you. Truly, you can actually have capacity to help people better than you would have before, and you can be affecting real vibrational change in people and the world around you. And I think that's it's something like yeah, duh, I need to work on myself. But no, really, like how much effort and energy are you putting into other people or situations you have no control over? We all do? I do? We all do? So like literally literally take a moment and like, what can you focus
on inside more? What can you cultivate and heal so that you can affect change that you want to in the world? Right, that's all you can do? And well, first, be a light to yourself so you can be a light to others. It's so important. And I did have one funny story to get off my chest. Okay, it's very irrelevant. So if you're not ready, I'm ready. I just thought about it the other day. Remember when Mom through the turtle? No, you don't remember when
Mom through the turtle like a real turtle. No, I don't remember that. You don't remember we were flounder gigging. No we were. Okay, you don't remember going flounder gigging. I do, but I don't remember her throwing a turtle. So we were. This would have been like nearly twenty years ago that we went founder. No it wasn't. I was in like high school. No way I would have. Yes, So we were going
flounder gigging. If anyone's ever ever been flounder gigging. You attach lights to the bottom of your boat and you go out at night and in shallow water, shallow water, and the water is lit up, so it's like the ocean is vibrant and light, but every everything around you is dark. So it's really magical and really mysterious and cool. And you don't fish with a fishing bowl. You stabbed the flounder with a spear. Yeah, it's very like caveman. You stabbed the flounder. I didn't want to stab them.
But anyway, one time Ryan and I were flounder gigging with Mom and dad, and Mom had the spear. I don't know what they're called the gig I don't know. I don't know. And there was a sea turtle swimming on the water. You tell me you don't remember this, it's coming back to me. She took she picked up the spear and like took the flat side of it and was like, look a baby turtle. And she like picked the turtle up to show us and accidentally flung it like twenty feet into
the water into the darkness. That's funny, like splashed and it swam away. And I don't know why I thought about it the other day, but I really thought you'd remember that. That's hilarious. Yeah, she didn't injure the turtle. I know sea turtles are very important. It swam away, but yeah, that's funny. There was one time when we were all we were fishing that turtle. We laughed for like three hours. One time we were fishing out on the boat and Jeremy cast his line and a freaking seagull.
You know, there was like shrimp bait on the line and a seagull nabbed. We're talking out in the ocean too, on a boat. The seagull nabbed the bait, grabbed it and got hooked or might have even been a pelican. And he had to reel in this freaking bird and take the hook out of its bill and release it. Talk about a crazy experience. Ah, yeah, yeah, we're just normal weird people fishing hunting. Well not anymore, but yeah, used to Wow, what a great episode.
Thank you for coming on, Thanks for having me. It was like all the stuff that I wish I could get off my chest, honestly are things I couldn't talk about. So that's why I was kind of like, I don't know what to say. Yeah, I know I can't say certain things. So anyway, I enjoyed it and honeyed to be sure to check out bloodso Baby her TikTok and Emily Holloway Voice. Yeah, Emily Holloway Voice on
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