Big Man and DJ Scream bring you Big Facts This podcast in the streets. Visit the new website today www dot Big Facts pod dot com live for first class sounds. You know who it is. DJ Scream, Big Bankers Here, Baby Jay, This here Special Guests returns to Big Facts. The One and Only Chicana is here a Big Facts. I am the one, You're one of one one. I'm the one in only chic So now we're gonna jump
straight into it today. We ain't warming up nothing like, so y'all just talking about some ship off camera that was very uh fake? What is fake? What like? Elaborate on the debate we were having before these the first time to even start to shoot up though. What I said is a lot of fake ASTs feed by her
right when I see it? What make them fake? What makes you fake is when all kind of stuff I think anything that God I can see you do the world should bad to see you do and the world I can't see you do it, then Gods you made to see you do it, and it's fake because you from the most the person to see you hid from them. But you like, if I'm a whole wife, I can't be a home you know it, well, I gotta be a home behind cloth closed doors. If I'm if I gotta crush on Ja and I think she's a bad bitch,
why I gotta have it from you? Then I think you had a bad bitch. I had different you because of what you think? Are you thinking nobody else? That's fake? No? Yeah, No, that's a fake ship straight up. But what I'm saying is what if a motherfucker feel like I don't like motherfucker's in my business. I ain't denying it, ain't saying it. I just ain't on niggle well certain ship. That fake? No, that's your past. I don't think that's fake. So what are you saying? Man? If I'm out here prime sap.
If I'm out here and I'm kicking it right and and and I'm making it look like I'm living in this mean dollar home and it ain't in my name is to run a property, you know what I'm saying. That's one if I run around not eve business and got all this stuff right here, but it ain't my business. My homeboy, Batley, that's too. If I'm wearing out each closed and I gotta like I'm back to them all,
there's three. You know what I'm saying, if I might have placed to living a life that ain't real, that ship fake to me because people, people, people faith to you. People not people will admit though that's fake. No people, but people will admit they're faking it till they make it. It sounds like what she's saying is people who will admit I'm faking it till make it. They're admitting their fake No, she said, basically admitting you. So basically, if you admit it, then you're not fake. But if you
don't admit it, just you cay with being fake. No, if you how that faith. But if you admit that, I can respect. It's fake. It's not my card, that's not my jury, that's not my ship. Faking you're taking it? But is it fake? That's the real word. I'm saying. Okay, what I don't know. I'm trying to figure it out. Like I don't know, I'm not That's what I'm saying. Listen, what I'm trying to say. What's your I'm not disagreeing to nobody. Definitely, what's your definition of a funk? It's
too many? Man, Come on, man, give me two definitions nigga for black example example, I'm sorry, give me two examples. You know, I ain't got it a nigga who don't funk with his kids, okay, and make your fun to me. But that's my opinion. But if you're a fake nigga, I don't think there's no opinion with that. You don't take care of you still though, because I don't know what the situation is expect, I'm just looking at it
from one one side behind the kid from there. Maybe he can't take like this, but I'm looking at this man like her fake ash nigga when he just don't want to go to chain game. You just can't draw opinions like you can't look at the nigga but say because he bar Chicano got Damn Bentley to shoot a video he faked. No, he ain't just marking it. But that way it is' nigga bar. If you tell the mother that was raped my bent and don't get me
my motherfucker insuring deposit, he a fake motherfucker. He didn't make it means he's fake. I think it'll be fake if like the nigga Barger Bentley and rolled off and picked up another bitch and tall a bitch that was his. That's fake. That's fight. Yeah, you fake or you're trying and treat the bitch out some pussy. You can't really say that if you're just saying like that, ain't really fake doing that? There they I treat you up. But she was having fun it Peter been chumping brother and
she fucked. She faild fake, she was fake. No, he was faint. Look, I'll pick you up in this goddamn this charger RT he got them sin kind of funny. But I go get one of my partner bend to pick you up. Ain't setting the mounting that now you want to google Google Google and all the Google Google Google. I don't know you faked yourself out? She did because my ring around how he never would she leave? Fake that nigger that one need hit. Come, I didn't tell
you that my car. Maybe we're wind on that the house couping, because the hell go to wobble wobble to the dealership and got her credit face and standing closing. Not ill see't y gonna because first of all, I didn't got a car Note one two as the car not But why people can't think that you're saying is faith? Though, let me be FAKEL got I think I gotta fake ask? I got no ain't talking about what you how you what I'm saying? What makes what? How? My bo can't
say you faith? If you feel like everybody what I'm trying to say, everybody feel like they're the realest person, elvil I am everybody. So you feel like you fake big facts like big facts, I'm the realest person. Who do you feel like you're faith? That? Some time? I can't be fake. I have been learning. I've been learning things that like to be fake. I've been learning how to bleed with the fake. Where are we are part of?
So I've been learning how to mix it blend so you know how you get somethinghold you're around, they don't really like you, and when you come in the room, you don't want a little so you just be like hey, you know like, oh but I do. I don't got no problem with beg in the he how you doing because you're not gonna you know, we talked about that way. I don't know she funt with me neither, but be I don't. I don't hate you enough to fight. You'll thirty seven years old and I don't fight bats gonna
start the conversation. When you start comes out, you're probout to speak to the wrong. She but I'm saying she came to him the conversation, said what you want to talk about? She comes? She said, I just want to talk about So no matter what you what's fake? Saaking it? Like? You know what I'm saying. I'm not mad. I don't eat. It's like if I come to the wrong is not that much. It's not You're not what I'm saying. You're not.
I said, when you asked me, I get that. When you you said, I said, what the hell you wanna talk about? You calm like life was going on? Whatever going on? Do? You said? I want to talk about the fake? He motherfuler? I said, so what's fake? What's fake? What's fake? Now? You said you'll be faking it? But I do damn, But I'm fake for a positive reason. I'm fake because it gotta work. Say my career a
little bit. You know what I'm saying. For a pose? Yeah, I think I'm gonna say a nigga if his goal is to I want some plusses to pickle being jumping in the car and fake it how he wronged Wednesday. He's fain. He's faking for a purpose. This is all opinions got the fake if you got the fake cars, the fake jury, and the fake rapper Kid, he's faking it. Yeah, what about the nigga who used another nigga ship video? Kid? Whatever I do, I come up, it means how he fake?
Maybe it's play. I had to learn about it if I used to back in the day along time God walking the room and safe, it's I don't care for you. You're gonna know I don't care for you. Come let you know that, right, And that was considered real. That was too real. Now when I walk in a room, I'm not gonna embarrass myself by going at you rolling. I'm bigger in that. How you doing? And I don't have to. I'm not gonna stay and talking to you. How you doing? And I'm going over there by myself somewe.
That's all I'm telling you. I'm not gonna say, girl, how's the kids, I'm not doing that. You can't be fake with the explanation. You're not telling me fake with I'm gonna get hot. Let's let say something. I'm just saying what else, I need a smug trunk because you make my nerve back fake with an insplanation. This is telling you how to handle this ship with tactive. Oh no, I get what you're saying. So I'm like, you know everybody, how your ship different than another? Niggle? Because I wish
I could still be the old Chicano. I'm so mad. Then I had to stop being out. There's so many mother funers. I want to change, bitch, don't even I'm changing. You ain't changel Why do you ain't really change if you want, if you want to be the old unit, you can't say but I'm changing, Y's I have to change because I'm thirty seven. But if I was still like twin eight, y'all'll kiss my ass. I'll be the old bitch. But I'm getting old, so I can't do that. And change is good and I'm happy for my trage.
I'm not mad about it, but I'm happy. I can walk in the room and I only didn't fake me. Ain't nobody up under my skin? The man? Yeah, no, that's it. We were talking about that. You gotta day. You gotta be able to god them if you let them. Motherfucker, We're just saying, ship, if you let him motherfucker get like you, they control you andything. Nobody has that much of troll over my life. That's what I'm trying to get to. And I don't have that much hated my
heart against anyone. Okay, I don't hate nobody that bad to even how a lonely because I'm really blessed. Like when I look over my life me coming from zonesty, do what have being ground fucking all that? Because you know my past real about that that we really we're all real about ship, you know what. I've never been thinking about it. Not that I'm saying. I'm not saying you're singling out situation, trying to let you we all
be health to be trying to tell you something. I'm still the purpose you go to a family union or something, some people in your family you don't funk with to get out of the picture there in the picture, I've been staying on in there. But in my family be no butch, I don't appreciate what you did and different than my family. You know, I'm just saying, yes, it is in sometime in some instances when you're not being fake,
let's change it up. When you let go a certain and it ain't bothering you know more, You're able to growth, and growth is real when you go speak to somebody, I'm not calling that faith, just say you grown. But I ain't got to speak to you anyway. I'm not. I don't have to be. I don't have the gout them. It's good to be because I go and plan the room. What's up? Bro? What's up? Bro? I don't know where, but I ain't know what. You're walking the wrong, ain't going to due. I'm who I can see when you
walking a broad y'all speak to people? Hey, man, do right now? You hit that if you're coming the east side, it doesn't matter who's sitting like a hey y'all, yeah, like what visits? You're walking the wrong and you don't like me a h But all the rest of you folks, ain't you got a problem with You're gonna be a grown woman and say hey, y'all, yeah, yeah, you're not going to sit up in a bad shots that we're growing it fun. But I'm saving to walk up on
nobody singing nobody out. If I'm gonna sunk with you, I walk into motherfucker. What's up, bro, what's up? What's up? What's up? What's up? What's up? I ain't even look at you though, what's up? What's what's up? You're gonna look at him for what? I don't fun with you. I ain't even my feelings or that what in the depths to forgive you. I forgave you, but I don't funk with you gave me? You don't even get because you mean I don't. If you forgave, then you can say, hey, hey, listen,
I trying to see what I'm gonna say. Hey, I'm on speaking to motherfucker's Come on, boy, this is a mutual relationship. What am I speaking you to? That? We see what we see what our ship went to and whatever we got ship going on it. We don't funk with each other. We see what that is. So why are we trying to When I'm saying, hey, it's like trying to rebirth some ship. To me, what I'm saying, ain't that wrong? With what what am I saying? For? What? What you're gonna say that? Ain't I don't got no
growth in there, ain't grown man? When you still time my funk, that's the depth. If not fun you don't understand you've been deleted me like you gotta be delete. People co exist in the same space, but you ain't trying to share like I ain't trying to be what you ain't gonna still facing none of that. I don't think you should have nobody to control your energy that much and not go to the place when they're controlling your engine in the wrong. You don't need speeting that
folk know you up upon your engine. Oprah said it in a situation she said, I heard an interview with her. She said a long time ago, she had beef with their wont for yes can stand up, But then bitch walked up on her and stole like a never had hey help out your bad she said. Then she had to get her together because she had been hold man and they let to walking up on her. Then she flipped the strip off. She gonna go to jail, So she had to bring herself back in the balance and say, hey,
how you been to not even let this. I know you're still affecting me. If you say something to me on what's up and they say what's up, Bama, what's up? That ain't gonna kill your favor. But I ain't even say that and they say, what's up? Man? What's up? Even if you reach your hand, I ain't gonna leave. You don't need some bullshit thank you for yeah? What's thank you? You? Hell? You ain't Menna be on dan faith ship? No, because she bout walking aroome. I'm not
finling knowledge you. But if he acknowledge you, you will speak back. That's all I'm saying. Either way, the spoke got got you got the hallelujah yeah, because it's it's like it ain't that ship, this ship killing? Man? Will you be so bitter with motherfucker? Make you see you don't even make no see makes because you said it's welling that what they're doing, what they got going out? I don't see my enemies. How about it? I don't
see him. If you don't mean trying nowhere, I don't see you, and I hate no. You ain't speaking on you. I don't see you. You understand me. I don't see you. You don't foe with me. I don't see you. I don't see you, and it ain't because I can't afford to impact my life. Because if you keep seeing your enemies, you really hurt yourself personal. You see what I'm saying, because you need to invest it in the wrong ship. You need invest to self. You have to put self
first and you have to be in self. And that nine is a mother thing to move thing to get wrapped up in the special people think they can put with it. I don't see my enemies. You don't like me. I'm cool with that, and I ain't got to gainst you. But I don't see you no more. And it's real. But if I walk in the wrong I'm gonna speak to their mother room because I'm grown see different. I think spirits out of side. There's a lot of people in the world don't like me, and I don't give
a funk. So how you hand a test? Because we were talking about that too, like like like, let's say you got a big situation and you know it's a big situation and it comes your way, but it's some of that fucked up energy that's around. You get into that big situation and you know you might go to that room, you might be going to that room to shoot a movie, whatever, whatever the case is. It's a
big situation. It's a blessing for Chicano. But you know that energy gonna test you what you do, push through, push through, push through. You gotta push through because even they try you, you gotta push through some what's the try? I mean, not not the worst try, but the truck. I can tell you that penny ship women be bumping into each other. That's a whole different what you said. You point doing what They don't have hiv A anything. She's going to funk down. You don't spit on no MOTHERFUCKERBWD.
You deserve to be in the prison. You're going down. I know you don't have to agree with me. We're not the sign be spit on me. I'm gonna say, they'll hold up. I'm not gonna touch up. Yeah, please come get this animal. He's be jumping on spit on me, and she needs to go down. If you don't come get on a shoot in the face. So you need to come on and have your biding period. Even that's true, and you got like open it that so that what I'm so, that's just wastreme. Ain't no way you finding out.
Then your mother walked upon you, put their hands on what you're doing? What but what do they don't want on? Petty petty women bumping teams or whatever women be doing. Say and you want to small, let me tell you this side of this ship. I got to find in
the restaurant folks, and I fought man and um. I also got hit with like eighteen thousand all the lawsuit too beach through the liquor on me and I win it that out me and my phone told a restaurant when they called me for the bill because they didn't know that the hole that I w was fired. So when I see you that, when I see how you, when I see how you can become somebody, and somebody comes, I don't fight. But when they put their hands on you, and I don't fight no more. So hold on, hold
hold on? How would you handle that? How would you handed that same restaurant situation? Now? How would you handle that same restaurant situation now? Because you don't understand, we got gona wait for lawyers and out And I'm not lying. This shi't hit you worse and makes you want to walk away and make you say funk that in your pocket? May fu d o man, I'm cuting the police on you, bitch, And I mean that. I'm not just telling y'all. I'm cutting the police comes scaring. No, oh, you see I
beat my motherfucker hands is. I'm not scaring no bitch, and I'm short and my legs are strong. I would ride a bike on a beach. Do you hear me? You know, a rounding the bike here, putting me motherfucker's up beat up side. From all that, I'm not no scared ass beach. But when I got plenty the sit your way ship, when I see how my life can spind and I could be and I could be sou I'm calling that one when I pay taxes, I'm not gonna get me. He could to set you up to
get you, bitch. I'm gonna sit in my car and I'm calling the police because I don't have time. No man, please that people playing your paper walk away from the fight. I'm telling you when you're still on t V. Hallelujah, I got back on TV. Yeah, it was a blessing. I just didn't what you're doing. You're not just did the show. You ain't saying you're dirty, beach j I support you, no, I thought with you, but I just don't know what you tell me about it. Now. It's okay.
It made like number five in the in the country. It's ain't. Oh, that's it. We always saying about the pool. You see me. I saw that. I saw that both of y'all stop stop. You invited me. Ain't gonna catch and I ain't gonna go back and foach. I know you got it hurt me. I got it. I said, it ain't coming. You know your heart I want coming because you want to come in of mind. Come on, you know I want to take you. No count of how your ship. I'm just saying, you ain't come to everything.
I came to somebody. You have, you been a supporter, been a supporter facts, but no water with your too. Yeah you have, you have most definitely, But you got damn Bob Jake add on the grounds and he said, tanniverse nice too. Yeah that's how I know. But I did. But but you know you could have on the regular, And I say you should. Let can't we friends? That was not her memer for you to tell the family.
Ain't got no friends? Chance I got chantay got Nita. Yeah, man, I knew you know it's look, I ain't going that ship. I know I ain't coming. You know it ain't coming. I don't go out. Oh you go nowhere. You keep on with this ship, I'm gonna get mad screaming in the beach. Keep crying to let's talk about the crying to the What the hell of crying to? About me? What is im my always crying? I'm in the biggest cry in the world. Y'all see me cry about the good? Right?
Remember good? Remember the Oh you know, and the city was getting ready. We had never been through no ship like this when you know people were losing O. That hurt my fingers to see I sit under wall. It was under woman who was on the tech. You never saying Lena's get ready. Come on, man, we ain't been through the chair like that before. Style, y'a'll be so hard the way I've been through that now, okay, we have never seen I see that. I was terrible. That
was bad for me. I did Instagram. I was crying Instagram. I cry right now, I don't, okay. But because that dude what it be doing, they helped me to be releasing it, y'all know. I love me. Oh look, you know, And I cried about that ship because I couldn't believe that city was under attack sycause it's heard him like why a y'all doing this. You know we were rich as African American. I'm saying, well, we will do we on the way we claim. See what I'm saying this stup. Listen,
I ain't got no mana. I'm saying in the mine and what we're gonna we're gonna manifest. We're gonna manifest rich. Well, Okay, what I'm saying to you is we want somebody to stow. We can go back, my nigga. We don't have to go in there and steal ship for real stock. So when I see all love black people, the white folk bus no one but it's us and that running this stealing, and we're falling back into the same place they want us to be in. And I really been wrought with that.
They shared my feelings because we realized you need it's right, It's not right, it's not right right here. Bro Okay, so let me sell you something what I want. Ain't no about to steal it from your mother glow line. Yeah you got aloe? No no, no, no, yo don't yes they do. Well, you don't know Nicka is getting money only when you said they broke in linings like I really don't give a funk. That's in my past. I'm over there. I didn't cry that away and ship three years off. I cried when I got beat up.
You know my relationship. I cried about that, remember, Yeah. I cried about some friendships. I don't cried about heart breaks. I cried about my grandmother dying. Remember yeah. Um, And I'm just always crying. So what you're gonna do with it? I'm going on to it because they're abody need to cry. That's what I'm saying. When they get people cry, I want to cry. We're gonna cry. We're gonna talk, We're gonna hear, we're gonna cry, We're gonna say, you're gonna cry.
They're gonna cry. What you came up with it? Yeah, because people thought it was so funny've been looking for something to go on to help people in the way I always need. I was going on Twitter talk to people in a way about their life and things that they go through because I feel like this when I'm here for be a healer, I'm bigger than just a hair style. It's this reality. The TV guy got a purpose from me, so he putt me here in his way.
This was not a wave that's been um like how some people go big for what I want to be on TV give it to me. That ain't how to happen for me. So for him again, I have a purpose, and I gotta fulfear that purpose. God is the reason I'm I'm known. I ain't gotta do with nobody else, So I gotta fear his purpose. And this is one of these purpose I feel like you want me to do is go interact with the people, show people to love again. We don't know how to love each other.
We'll be hating on each other, putting each other down, upset because you got a better car than me, instead of me saying, gird, I'm happy for your goddamn calling your house. Don't give a funk about that bad because we're gonna get it too. I gotta show the people that they gotta understand how to start menifesting things on their own and not watching a black big. I want to be bigg You don't need to want to be bigger your own, not just because black big. All right.
You see, so a lot of these stuff that the people heard, they certain people hurt because they don't got their call. Some people hurt because they don't have what you've got. But if they go ahead and release their self and forget they self for being hurt of what you have, that it helped him and healed him to help them forget their seven going on on and let their memory go like they thought that didn't deserve let
it go, because that's what's killing us. We all like fighting behind material lists and stuff and who like who Belta, God love all of us side of this ship, don't matter what the funk? We fight file on the funeral and we die and see these people they leave up out of here every day they can't tell nothing stuff with him. I watch it and then going there great with them, but the box in them. So it's like, what are y'all fighting? Y'all killing each other every day
out of control. Ain't no love any motherfucker. Everybody want to hate? Air about it? And a group? What age group? You're gonna be talking? Whoever want to come? Who want to come? My first tour is in Dallas. My first tour Dallas, I'm going. I got to and people excited about it. They excited about this, and I'm excited about it too. I think it's some big but it's not just gonna be crying. But you have to try to release that hurt. People got ship and their mama did
and them they dad and needed them. They supsed need in them. They still dealing with ship when they were sure, and they ain't let it go because they don't know how because theyin't got about to talk to. So instead of instead of letting it go, they'd be bitter. For I hate that close your heart. If she calls you gonna close your got no reason hate you, Jake, Yeah, that should be crazy. Come on, man, helping you on
my fucking heart. If I help you, help me, love me, if I love you, love me, if I love you that I want that another thing fakens come in. If I can love you love me hard? Is it? Yeah? But but but but it ship. It's still fall back on your ship. Sometimes you gotta pull your hard out that ship. I ain't saying close it like you can go through certain situations and close your heart right getting to the next situation with the next person. Yeah, yeah
you up. Like now you're trying to help everybody for that situation and I gotta cry let it go, and like you get a block it in your heart right now, you're gonna die. You're the same thing. So you're donna close your heart behind some ship and the circulation you through that even another that she ain't gonna be ship either because that one ship. M hm, you know what
I'm saying. That way, any form friendship, relationship, whatever, anybody like you can't let them mother to have you to the point to where you just built um something, wake up building, don't even know they built uro. It's easy because you're thinking about you're thinking about ship and ship just weighing on your head. Boy, that should weigh on your head, bro, forever are you're waking up thinking about this ship? So your mood already that you what it is.
I'm already on neck right though, you know what I'm saying. So now mother called you to take one of the thing for her to say some bullshit or screen say some bullshit, and I'm already own it. Defense clothes, hardship. You you feln't do what she just did or you can do what he did? Is all this ship just some bullshit? You get know what I'm saying. But that's
the coming from the hood. That's how it is. Though, Like once you like just saying every nigger who unless you just married your hot your first girlfriend, everything had their heart, broke your hood everything from first. It's gonna be your fur little girlfriend or your mama, your mama or your mama. Sell your mama, break your heart. What
you mean, yes, what you mean? Because when I started looking at certain ships or seeing certain things, the things that you did or it's like resentment things that I thought you should have did you didn't do, So that'll break your heart for me. That's it. It ain't no, no, no. You can look at a person for what they're doing and take it personal and then the fun with you when you sucked me up there. He said, your first
heartbreak could be your girlfriend or your mama. That was strong, your mama, something bold, be really hot burger from the household. It's probably a lot of women of being women and ship probably what their mama. You know, they hated their mama so much because what she did them. It ain't even what she did. She didn't have to do. Ship, yeah, anything that ship you went for the ship whatever, like just what else you can resent your mama because she went for any time you're looking at as weak when
she when when you really look as strong. You're gonna always see like, just stop doing that, damn mom or just why are you you know what I'm saying you when you're starting to be a man because you haven't mad like you ain't been treated like no female when you out in the street. You've been treat like man. But you better man that bit you ass ship. So now you're trying to project that ship in the house now like you you you you fifth grade or whatever, and you see a little week at your mama doing
you really like, No, that's like there's weak. So you're trying to put some masculine in on you get what I'm saying. So, but she ain't going for it, and she going for some ship did you disagree with? Now you look at rus like you know, I just drop herhead action I see that ship though, I see how need to be like my like you feel like that, because how are you gonna not love this person that carried you? I love you or not can love anything.
But that's not always true. And then sometime the mama's maybe mama's for the first time, and they be aggravated by who they let get them bregnant, and they take that ship out on their kids, and that ship is wrong. It's fun because I've seen that. I've seen women have kids the child come out look at so much like this brother that she resented the child resent him. Not yeah, I love him child all the way, because you can look like, you know, I don't girl have two or
three baby dad like. So it's a pope who like he don't even know that that would post. He posted, oh once on them, Jane post a look out them the trap slow so his ship slow popping like because he you know what I'm saying now, that ship crazy, that ship do what happened like that? And they can fear that ship if you if you're your mama favorite.
But you know something else about that ship. It's something and the kids like y'all, but y'all parents out there, especially new parents, old parents, it's not never good to put favoritism in between your kids, because I promise you God would turn around the show out on you. The child you thought we're gonna be all this, and that be your child that ain't doing and your child that you put on that down in the dunk, that's gonna
be your child and hard to wipe your ass. So it's something to think about stopped doing it to your kids. Your kids and your kids and don't matter who their dad is and which way they came from. They came about your hands there, yours then and then something else. See you later. Y'all all just heard black say that and with deep black say something I need me and get hurt for their mamma. That's their first love. Some for all y'all women to start thinking about. Don't talking
about for real. Some of y'all women hurt child son and make your son be bad for other women, beat their ass, tell him down, hurt them. But they only learning what they see you they mamma, do women. We gotta do better there for that. You know, I'm teening women. He just said it might for you just had a lot of any day you could be unt sisters and the thing like you just like because you love them.
Folks like to love that you. You wouldn't even you wouldn't even prepared to love you, know what I'm saying. Like you ain't developed, you know, I ain't developed like when you when you would have when you were have female. That's my choice. So you've done. I'm preparing myself to love you. But you will you will you you me like you don't got them white man, pull my pants. You don't did all this ship? You taught me how to be a person. You want to say what you
did to Jane? You that made ja a gangst? Yeah, but you know, man, come out gangster. Back in the day, Jane was a gainst because she with being enough, but she had different type of guys. She just was. I can't believe it. She dead. I together though, because I know Jay got your back and your girls and then ship deep to me. But when you can see them together,
you should give a lot of people home. You know what I'm saying, Like Jay believing Black there's another thing, and Black believing Jade, and they keep each other grounding. Sometime we y'all need that person and I like to keep us grounding. And I respect Jade for keeping Black grounded, and I respect like Black keep It's like it's a continue to make this ship work for you. And what I'm saying is y'all from watching this show and you and everybody else, you know that Jade don't have no
jealous spirit over Black. See what I'm saying, Black ain't got no jealous spirit on hone that's why they're gonna grow. She's gonna be to you to grow, and he gonna to you to grow. But it was about you can't be upset with the boss and hanging on the box. Isn't nothing wrong with pushing the boss, because if you push the box, baby, you're going it's a lot of y'all hate mothers. I be trying to brighten the box down all I want this and I won't that stop
that ship. Because you gotta understand who see your work? Is him? Nobody else see your work. I always say I get paid from God anyway, gonna pay me preaching trying to hide in the mont listen to him, I get ready to leave. I don't mind, can chuck, I'm custom much listen. But I just feel like I want us to start paying attention, Start paying attention to have Have you helped one and not be jealous of one? Watch your girl and pay you. I've helped and I've
been work or whatever you want to call it. But I just want to let you know who pay me. God paid me because he's seen my heart and he's seen my work empty. All the rest of it don't matter. You got a long girl, you'll girl, got to boute. You gotta go help that beach a couple hours out of the week. Don't be upsetting at you because I promise you gonna pay check. His award way bigger than flesh. That a lot of y'all be sitting and thinking about that.
I don't want to shuck fucking they paid. You're not actually be happy they didn't pay right, So don't don't need to show at sometimes like that. Though you never see how nigga owe you some money. They don't give your money, then God might turning around and put it like fifty thousands on him because because if you nigga, oh you don't want to pay you or you're playing with you man, Okay, you get what I'm trying to say. Now, somebody somebody else they're doing right. Got to do right,
but do right for that person is wrong. That's why you can't even work to put too much energy. And who ain't doing right? Okay, you can't get stuck inning. And we got to start being advistage. Yah. We gotta you growing up and killing each other every day. And she had to funk. We're gonna keep moving and hate all y'all rounders, all y'all, holes, all y'all motherfucking gold diggers.
It's time to turn around the stuff showing the love right as motherfucker loving each other, breaking generation of curses. You feel me because we're some sick as ship. Yeah, Atlanta is under attack. I'm so sick and looking at the news, I don't even watch that ship. Everybody die depressing. I don't want the spress. I don't even watching. Just come on and put my shirt on that. Look at what I'm saying. So it ain't right. You need to stop stop posting that. People. Yeah, with the can't follow
with them. You can't. But if you didn't know, I don't post people, I don't know what I'm saying, but they av me. You know everybody like if you told me, ain't nobody talking about you? I know you want to be no gret post that because I feel like once you started posting, you're gonna have to keep posting it. You know what I'm saying anything like you've been around that you you're talking to you know, I know, yeah,
but like, yeah, I see what you're saying, Like I don't. Yeah, like me and you never knew each other, not passed the way you're sending there posting me somebody risking piece of away like it's somebody like a like a Kobe Bryant or some ship like that I post called because I thought him I was a fan. Yeah, but like if I'm not no fan, it should be weird to me like that you get more, you get okay, So what do you I would love and death then you do when you alive? So what do you think about
how everybody was just posting Rihanna? Do you think that that's like I'm a group of the ba I posted like I'm one of her group? Is? I love it? But do you think that that's weird that like it when people are posting her that haven't posted other ship like pertaining specifically the people that they claim to love
and care about. I don't know, because it's like Rihanna like no shade, They're gonna came, conquer overcame and came some mo like she inspiration on the whole another level to when I don't know, I just look at her different like I I got Rihanna and place when I seen her, she treated me like a real one, like hood me knew my name and everything so I don't know.
I supposed because I'm happy, okay, but certain people who passed away, if I never met them and touched them and agree with them, I don't post them and be like none of that. I don't get into that. Yeah, I can't. It's too much for me. Everbody knew you, you know when he used to that, I was saying, I cried for witness. I went to wit the fund on TV and everything he went. It was a big deal. We had to feed her at my house. We all watched TV. They said, let the church say, hey man.
I was, hey man, this ship will I was there. I love wit ain't a little. It was allegen and I love Michael. Michael would have been my husband if he was there. I went about about seven months ago, we woke up or went to sleep with some ship happened and you was added with the Kevin sand was nigga, like how did that whole ship started? Why if you if you didn't fun with him, like, why did you even drop go to live and trying to live with him? She went on his live But I'm like, you not,
you know, you're not going to change him. He not finished soon. I just knew that even when I saw it later like this, Yeah, this ain't just was tad. He was time. What you mean with time? He would tie to me cause we all look like monkeys? So who the fund is? He didn't even sit up here and judge. Just when the dad want to feed this one? And that when I don't give you a light skin, Michael dog skin, Michael Whitey. He just always putting women down.
He got this philosophy, but it ain't right. He looked like a monkey too. He locks champagne. We all favor monkeys. So for him just to be putting women down like that, I really appreciate that. You don't think he ever said nothing that was factual though him? And do you think you take other people ship too personal? No? Yeah? I do. No ship they bothered me. I win, But I'm saying somebody fun with you. I'm a taking person what I'm saying, like, but what are he's saying on his platform? How can
you take that personal? Because I felt attack He told that girl she with no man, we're gonna never want him. Oh you feel like her boys won't big enough? So you got to speak up. Yeah, he broke that bitch down. He broke her motherfucking that and it girls like, no, but I am pretty. He was like, oh no, you're too like she was a dark skinned girl, and I didn't like that, Like, I don't like how people do dark skinned women. First of all, let me speak on
that dark dead women. I cannot stay you have a beautiful, dark skinned girl, and I was that overlook, Suki was just talking about that. I don't because I've been standing in the room and saying, how this she going? I got I don't like so we he did. Then I seeing her, she just like, you know, and I'm like, oh, yeah, no, let me let this fagon know something. Who indie fuck? How you gonna call? Why he did it? A girl like that? You don't do that and nobody You don't
know what they're like going through that. She could have heard bad. She gonna hurt herself. We got grown we got grown folk bullis. I here a lot of y'all, a lot of your grown folk bullying. And this ship ain't right. That was a bullet move man, whatever he thought, because they could have been fun and done. Everybody would have stood that the corner ask and it would have been to what it is. He told her down too bad for me black, I could deal with it as
a woman. H So he told me to came about told this, okay, No, I got my money to him. I didn't need the camp. I got up that way. What y'all what we didn't say that thing? I clowned him. I went, Did they say I made a food out of him? There? Yeah? No, I was crazy, and I think he ended with what are you saying? At the end? Caught me a bit? That's all I wanted, because you please got me a bit. But you're grown, you fucking idiot. He was like this bitch, Okay, I made a real man,
but he cool all having against him. But you can't do that. Everybody shouldn't do that. And we all look like monkeys, y'all. Don't forget that. So when you want to talk about somebody that puts them out of down and bulling them, if you're gonna look in the mirror, you can be the prettiest monkey, you can be the okay monkey. But if you're gonna look in the mirror, I promise you girls, you can hate me forever. But I've looked at all kinds of people, the white blacks,
the INDI is the Asians. Everybody got a little monkey in them. So when you want to talk about somebody else, just go look at yourself. Go check your mother self out and see what you're looking like, because I'm tired of y'all. But then we gotta coming. We all look like a little money. So when you want to talk about a beach and a lot of y'all looking like me, Now the monk is that when it got plastic surgery, it's okay. We you know with the big back, I'm cool.
I know what the funk I look like, and I still a little myself, beach. I ain't got no walk with you now, you they retard. Fuck you. Somebody's gonna talk about me, but I talk about me. But let him know, and then I'm gonna tell them about them. Period. We ain't got the right to count nobody ugly. Y'all,
go look in the mirror. We're no makeup, gonna take off your clones, but naked and look at your body with no one around, find your flowing, your flowers and let me know whyle y'all always got something to say by somebody else. That what I want to let your whole know your flowers and let me know, and when done, let me know about your flowers. I don't think you've
got time to talk about me and mine. Y'all got so many come in the days on folks like don't even know what you meet talk mytt swaying you right, and it ain't nothing to build the beach these days. You ain't gotta hate on another. Ways, go get you one. They're so cheat right now, sergeons is cheap ship going go get you a woman theory. Now, I hate on these necks you're showing in your life because the needs you make yourself. Oh I'm already saving. I look good.
You send me win stress about nobody showing your face? How do you get I'll be seeing it's all went to school me. I'll be like this happened to you? How you hear? Can't? I need to get my wind later? And I got dam makeup. You don't see them something eat girl at the time, and y'all it'side I'm here. Van Perker says, you want to say every day all day. When you get to be my age, you're gonna be tired. You gonna be looking like he seeks to sound. Yeah,
I better slow down. Mhm what's your kind of relationship status? Doing me? I'm doing me cute? Yeah, gave up gay little Wait you be happy? I mean maybe you maybe you want to. Yeah, why big face ain't gonna know that ship me? No, he said he told my life to get married, and well I'm standing out to the one. I'm married to our ship. But noogie, do get seen about Did you did you? What I'm saying, he's saying, did you gave up on getting married? You can't be married?
What we were saying, lame in time, like you want to send out advice for a widow. Cool. I'm working right now hard so I cant amazing stuff. You still ain't cooking two years the shows I'm working for that now. I'm still set the shampoo and condition and stuff. I'm still working like a paper to people. You need to have something so you can. Everybody need a job. We're gonna what if he wants you to cook him him keep somebody even to go. I'm still look, I will
do it. I will guess what they got this new thing out it's Frida. I do it. I do it now black because it's easy. Yeah, have a good meal. I would do it now. They got better U tances. I could, but I thought it was the point you getting up with the frier. I gonna do it if you love them? Yeah, I love what it take you make say you're loving him like you want to be in loving me? What did it take? It was so dramatic, he real I don't know. I don't do this. You
better tell me something. I don't know. You know, m it just you know it takes a lot. That's political. Um, you know, it takes you know a lot of things together to make up what love actually is. What some of them things. I guess that's what we're trying to do. But can you pack that in one person? Though? You're never gonna get a hundred percent? Do you think one another person can make you complete? Lappen? No, you got yourself complete. Please don't teach hold on stream. You think
one person can make you complete? Lapping Yeah? I believe it. No, No, not make me happy, that's what I'm saying. You said, not be happy with that person. Yeah, that's a different question the time make you completely happy? No, I'm the only person that can make me. Thank you. That's not different. People think when they get a relationship that this person is supposed to make them. When people saying this person makes me, it's never gonna happen, right, Yeah, it's never
gonna happen. Feel what I'm saying. I can be totally happy with one person or you know what I'm saying, Yeah cool, but or you can make me totally happy, but you with you, but you can't make me completely happy. How a scary place because of that person. If the person leaves, you're gonna be up just like happened. You give them the start of you, like they can starve you if you never happened. On what I'm saying that some people depend on somebody else for even if it's
not permanent happiness, that temporary happiness. A woman might get with a man and a man buys her all type of ship and takes on trips, and she thinks she's happy. She knows she's not what it is. Listen, That's why it's always something. It's gonna always be something when you got certain women because it's like they thinking you're supposed to be able to make them completely happy. Most women feel that like a man is supposed to make them.
Understanding a man can make you completely happy? Okay, No, that's not gonna happen. So you can be buying the bad trips this that can make you content, content that can make me content and be in a situation that I feel like you can make me completely happy. All you gotta do is just one other thing. Then it's gonna be one other thing. You get what I'm saying, Like, because I do. I am happy in the bed with you, and I'm happy on trips. I'm happy with my cars,
happy with my life. I'm happy with this ship. But what happens when it's to flip on it? Why do me in place? I many mind games with women, the real mind fines and games like you know it's women. I ain't been a relationship, and three is no real relations loving to me and I kind of ship and the whole other ship, the whole other stupid ship. Like I'm gonna just activate you for the hell living like you might see me. A man might seeing you text in the college. Hein't on them playing a game, but
he's still to put you around. And I gotta preset you because when I am doing something, I want you to not even be on that. I put myself in a situation. It's how you getting this? How you going ahead to keep? How you get on? How you gonnaead to kid you? If I'm sitting there, I'm a hustler. On,
let me say that you are gonna make sense to you. Listen, if I'm a hustler, right, even if I ain't doing something, I gotta add like I'm doing something, because when I'm when I'm not doing something, I mean, when I'm doing something, You're gonna feel like, well, why you gotta hang up? Why the fund you doing something? I'm saying when I'm
doing something, that's doing something, not doing something. When you hustling, you can pick up the motherfucking I don't want whatever I'm doing, It don't matter when you're all at the college right now. If if right there I called my phone and ain't she get a big face? All right? That's how she knows because you don't know what I'm doing. Well,
you know this out there every morning. If if I'm all and she calling, she ain't been a goddamn she just gonna say and donna hit me when you can, because at the end of the day, it's already pre said that you don't know what the funk I might Why do you think my money. I know you're not. I'm telling you how it goes coming. I'll get my
money by chance. So by chance you're calling my phone, I might miss my chance if you're gonna continue to call, because that's that's that's a lack of something illa, nigga. You got to be thinking the worst of me. We are, That's what I'm saying. That's not the only way. You just talked earlier about manifestations. So if you're thinking of some boyship talking about you, I never was talking about you. Nigga was crazy. Listen, niggas will play you. They know
what the fun. Maybe this's just three. You've been married them the thirty years, so I know what I mean. Because trump me at all. Let's she don't trust me at all. Ain't said she got trust you. Listen, you're getting killed. Don't trust me to do what she's trying of you missing, but you always missed with Somebody. Say what I'm saying is nigga playing game like they're busy, because when I am busy, I don't want you to get upset. Sweetheart, You get what saying. Somebody don't know
how to just say, I'm gonna call you back. So I mean, because I've already been doing this already been hold on for me and put my phone in my pocket, that you hear what I'm doing, and all this old ship is wrong. That's what you get saying. Now you want me to make you completely that's wrong. What's she's not understands? What? What's your hus say? What's your hustle? Fleash game? They've be sitting there looking at a game,
the boys. Bullshit. I don't want to pick up the phone and say what I want to say to you in front of them. Why you can't taste me? You're bad? Why do you can't that much about them? It don't matter what you mean that when we're like you guy, she we're like you're doing I want to do. It's about you just saying person, Hey, both people might want to all time. Listen d DJ, this is wrong, right. One part of it is yeah, me and I sowbody
is that this is wrong. If he called his girl, she better pick that phone because she already Listen listen what I'm saying. She already let me. She already enough preset me that she answered the phone. It's all what you pre set you already you never not answered the phone? What you don't get what I'm saying. If if I met you and you you the type of person be like I'm gonna call you back or I don't ask the phone and you call back regular and I make a big deal out of it. What this my phone? Now?
I gotta take a chance on respecting it or not? Something wrong with you started it off? Like I ain't missing my phone and you give me excuse flight my phone is downstairs. I'm sorry, why are you doing all that? So let the watch fact. But if I've never done that, how you expect that's? Like? That? Get me? You You'll be doing wrong? No, she get what I'm saying. You get what I'm saying screen, I don't know what you pre set on the person? If? How if I if?
Because I do that, people are like, I ain't a nigga. Who people? I gotta pick up my people increases it ain't somebody nobody else. I have to pick up my phone due to my past. I've been convicted of ship, so I gotta pick up my phone. Like convicted, you have to be shot I am. So you gotta do certain ships. When you gotta do certain ship, you dare right. Look, that's just four o'clock. We've been recording since then. I'm off love you okay, love you too, okay, but she
can't and they they're still good. But she called, she called, and I didn't you have another spac I'll tell you. I gotta do it. I gotta do I'm saying, but a nigga trying to three years? You still trying to try in a bit, been through this before, been through it? If if I if I get tell you gotta be transition getting it how long? Because you ain't getting you gotta be say it. She gotta gett trained like getting bitch. That motherfucker. I either try to be SHI can be
for long? Ain't trying? Shame. Three years is too long? Crying to The crying tour has touched down in big fashion. Let's getten. This is what I'm trying to tell them. But what are y'all talking about? What I'm saying? My training didn't work, So I gotta answer the phone gonna say. I'm saying, there's a nigga. I'm alread enough. If I leave, if she leave me, we go separate. Right if I get another woman, you can't call my phone and ship
because I know what that did to me. I know that makes me feel away when the motherfucker called me. So I know how to do it. So I'm gonna be doing what better doing like ship man? I don't at you doing nothing answer, So this is what you're gonna start expecting. No, I don't expect how to do ship down. I don't even know that. Please keep it around. I'm saying about got a new bitch. I'm not talking about my new in the can't hand on expectations. But that just didn't If I break up with that, I
just had that. If I break up with that, why am I gonna go get the same thing. Don't pushing pay bitch? Do what you do? What that's what Nigga feeling like? What I gonna looking like? Keep calling? I ain't trying to like them with you. I got for these so I need to push pa. Yes, Nigga's already doing the girl at a certain age. It's funked up for the women once you get a certain rate. Nigga had already have been through what he hasn't been through. I ain't going back through that no more. Yeah, I
bet you better start pushing the pace. I'm niggas getting lucky push to pee because he saying, like all that trying to find like we own a little to the nigga already broken by that, all the bits I really won't out what I really want, my bitch, you ain't my bit I want talking about met you at thirty or something. You can never know me. You can never know me. I need a new bitch. She's saying something, I mean the new bit, and I'm saying it's rare.
It's not impossible, but it's unlikely. That's what I's gonna say. It's rare. How the fun you don't never know me. You don't see the bitch, bitch know me. You don't see the people that be like a certain So you're saying I ain't gonna get married. I'm saying I say it, but probably think. But what you're thinking just taught me. I'm not what you're thinking. Man, I'm gonna be. You know he's gonna be because you're expecting something that's not.
You're spaking something that you're supposed to get. All right, that's gonna be for the years. You're saying that love me because not the coind of nigga, you like't that been coming with you? Like he didn't throw it already. The kind of nigga you like, the cound of nigga is the culpable you're gonna like. You ain't gonna want him. The crying to her has touched down. It ain't no way. Yeah, this ship, this ship South in South, so hard with
this bitch, so all will wit for women. The man could never love y'all because they ain't gonna They won't want to be. But they look look, look straight. It's like this, bro. If a nigga in a situation, it is, but she don't want to hear the truth. That's what your problem is. I know so, but your work. I didn't try. But though I gotta be said, I gotta listen. When I leave here, I'm not making one stop. I'm on straight. As you get what I'm saying, Shop I black,
you should have gone. That's what I'm trying to say. So I'm not talking from me, I'm talking from a nigga. If I get if I got out of this taddy, body gone ty they didn't be but not no new ones. We gotta see what this is his first black I'm mad Black. I'm mad, Black Black. I'm saying to you my age, I can't tell y'all niggle, what do y'all nigga STI start in his life? If your mind age, I'm been through. I don't been through, bro, no matter where I go in, Like if I leave s tell
your she leave me, Bro, it's gonna still be. That's san Tell his husband no matter what are you doing? Life were like we can't vote. How I'm gona actual I'm gonna be gona make another woman happen? How you can't? You can't like just being real house? So why would I even put myself in that way? Like I got a new boot? But why you don't tell the I got some new hold? Why you know what I'm saying? Why why don't why you don't tell the world right now today? Well I'm b facts right now. Tell these
people that it's better for you to be. I can't say that, black Stop. I can't say that. I can't say that. I can't say that because everything for ain't for everybody. Because the ship I went through and being in a relationship distract me from a lot of ship I would have did if I was a single man or just have hold. No, ain't no such things. You can't tell me about me, but you can't tell me about me, so I can't tell you. Got your own bad. But I ain't good for you to have somebody's good
for me to have a woman that's real. That's because y'all gotta happen. Let me tell you what I can tell. Then tell him straight up what it is, what it is, whatever it is, whatever, keep it. Just tell him straight up whatever it is is, she don't go for she not the one for you. That's that's exactly what it is. If you won't, if you're nigg that wants three photos, you need to tell like a funk with you hard. We can look in on some being and she getting whatever, make a real like I can put a ring on
your finger. I like bitches. Yeah it's with your She ain't agree, that's all. That's the only different thing, nigga, don't do. Tell them what it is. That's the truth. That's the truth, the mind. I ain't need me and play that ship and not cool that you want your right y' not tell you brother that, but you got dollars, grot, but they get hard y'all. Don't tell you can't tell them, niggah. You gotta tell your daughter no, but you also gotta
tell got your daughter the games niggas play. I was like, I do, but huh goo, way you tell the people. But you were going on, no, yeah, niggas, come see buds up exactly one thing that you can't. You can't make no nigger mind up. I can't make no nigg years. I can't tell no niggle to do that. Nen get married.
I'll be telling you know, people should be at if we call, if we call our partners out on other bullshit, whatever the other bullshit, maybe if that's some bullshit too, and let let him know like you got a real one. You're on some bullshit for for sure. But out of how real the motherfucking they're still came with a lot though, because you still didn't with ever bro. When you two people trying to make one bro, you still gotta deal with two different personal for sure. Harder than not an
easy job. It was best for you sometimes not best for this person, or what excites you might not suit this person. So this ship is a whole game that you're a game on life siense time you have to lay us down for the other person actrifesion. That's how you gotta lay us there down for the other person. If you really love, it's impossible. It's not down. We laid out. You're not a funk A later. I can't lay down ship. I went time for prinsipal sacrifice, sacrifices
like safe. Isn't your girl? You know she need at least one day a week, two days a week, like on the weekend. You should get it up. You shouldn't want to be in the street now. But if some come up the way south, come out when you cannot get that. But it should be a routine. Then in your family with your girl that she worked out, you work out with. But if you got a girl you don't want to be around, but you don't even want. But I don't by the neck. They hold it on theirself.
You get they lat you on. If you ain't got what you want, bitch gone, How my only matter what I'm telling you? You want something else? How am I tricking in that? But you know women be knowing that that's what he said. They'll know that a right or he not gonna be with what you want him to see you, but they'll let you that's really be trying to act like you can put it all on the mat because I actually listen, actually seat lot of the words. Right.
So if it's actually show that he ain't gonna be man, but see that, but see that, shin't be like that. Sh't be kind of a flip. That should be kind of weird because in the beginning, like when you meet a nigga, a nigga will fucking get you a ship. You know what I'm saying, and let it go. I'm likewise how it goes. I meet you, you think I'm hell. Look, if I meet you, j I want to take you out. I want to take you out. I want to take you out to like you. I love to take Jade out.
What am I trying to do? You're trying to try to story. I'm trying to fu. No, you're not. Everybody's not trying to fuck. When I first meet you, I'm trying to man. I'm not looking like businessman that go out with a lady. I ain't saying he might not see a future with her, but initially I'm not. When I first meet you, initially asked you out. I'm not asking you out because of your personality. I'm not asking you out because I think you're ship us, but I
want to funk. That's my first thought. Now when I take hold up, When I take you out and the conversation goes to where I like kind of folk might like you, then I hit that ship and then that I funk, Which what about it? Now we start? I'm still doing all this ship because what about? What about she holding up? She holding up? He hoo, fucking That's just how it goes. I don't like you yet, how I like you and I don't know you. You got
a chase for it though you can't doing that. She is over with you hold by nia cars and housing, laying a long kind of ship. Niggas ain't chasing no old man to do nothing. I'm chasing you to make you love me. That's over with. Get that out of you. Feel about the laying man about that we kill that? What I'm saying, like, man, I didn't do that. They
ain't doing that. Man, that little bit that been showed out with that, some folks need to redo the movers and ship like if mary Tail falling a love ship, but it don't happen. No, But now to me and the pricess. No, it's both way noway ain't neigga like I don't nobody won't nobody that ain't got ship now, y'all niggas is the fair thing. Y'all niggas don't nobody don't want everybody that ain't got ship with the funk.
I'm gonna pull up with all mine. I can't trust your little then I ain't look for really is finessing the hell out of the women. Though they finising theirself. They finescing theirselfs. They finising themselfs. Ain't trying to be on the bullshit. And now I'm just being real. You're finishing yourself because if that's not what you want, that's not what you want, and you ain't gonna be to change nobody if I meet you, ain't got them. I don't like the jay, don't beat fact, I don't took out.
I don't like it gonna be fat, but I like I like everything else about her. M that's never gonna change that. She's on big fact. But it don't matter on my own reason. Then that's how you look at it. That's how you look at it. I don't like I don't like my white sitting next to bank. I don't want that for her image. You wouldn't want your wife
saying I'm not saying that you're taking it literally. What I'm saying, I'm saying, what ever, whatever, whatever it is that I don't like about you, it's not gonna change. So it's gonna always be there. He's gonna leave or deal with it when dealing with it in the way they're not dealing with it how they did, how they dealing with what they're doing. They still feel like that and you still feel like you ain't get what you want. So it's still some bullshit until you get what you want.
So do you type people just be wet? They might well get out their feelings until it be there. If it's that is there trying to pick the nigga out and all that and trying to change, then she's never gonna tell you know, we're gonna change, and you're never gonna change the female. They're gonna be who they're gonna be, either in your face out of your face. They're gonna be what they're gonna be. Right, the new relationship should go.
Now your feelings now, I'm saying, I feel like nowadays you should just let it be becoming that relationship with a plan. However, being a relationship with a plan, get to the truth I'm playing on loving you. Get to the truth of it, like, okay, no any time to damn the'll start loving. But I love you what you do love me? Real nigger ship like because when I meet you, I don't love you. Yeah, I don't love you.
So now what I'm doing going day to day trying to plan on how to love you, non treat myself into loving you. But you ain't there yet. You ain't there. You don't wait so far to where you're totally committed to me, your totally this, totally that. But I ain't there. There's one side and on some bullshitsu anybody bro's not good, don't tell you, but you gotta look at it for what it is, like you gotta you have to have conversations like right now, baby, I'm starting to get deeper
in my feelings with you. So those things that you were doing, they're starting to irritate me more. Yeah, you gotta voce concerns. You can't feel like a nigga's gonna get it, wake up and be who I ain't never been that person. How the funk I'm gonna wake up to the marrow and started flying up plane. Yeah, m I'm already to me, so they're good for me what I'm doing. You're just a plane, right, But I feel
like anything getting it ain't gonna get through to me. Yeah, but anything getting money like I don't want you to be able to say about that. You know, I just said they're not even money, not even money. But when you put the money part and now you're right and they gotta stick you. I don't want her ride in the cart whipp bake and get y'all guard right. I'm just saying, but how who who? Who? Who's able to like? But she's still is gonna do it. But listen, I'm
saying she still is gonna do it. She's still gonna do it if she want to submit though, if you want to submit that, but to what your man say, you get way, I get a driving, I ride in the car eye black. But but but I'm not I can't do that though. But whether nigga try to like, they respect it, right but not not not No, like I hate using and trying to drop hints and like change. Yeah, but but it's still keeping that. It's still keeping the fear in the nigga because whatever reason I want you
to do it. I don't even gonna say right in the car, but I don't want you to smoke cigarettes. We'll just use that again because I want use that. That ship gonna irritate you every time you filing up no matter what she do. Don't. You can love I all the rush that ship about her, but that ship, that list ship right that could eat you up forever, and you'll never be able to beat the nigga. She
won't because you're not the bitch. I won't because whatever, Just jump on up, but don't jump around me whatever, you know what I'm saying. Whatever, nigga, whatever it is, bro, if if if you're even gonna have to be able to separate, get out your fear in a separated or just leave because it's gonna always beat up. Hey man, what about it for me? J j bus stop jumping John? What about with But that would be weird that crazy people be feeling like a motherfucker can make them? Bro,
You can't. You can't even, you can't even You're not gonna be totally happy with no one. That's what you gotta know, so you gotta want you to know that, Like I won't give a damn what the motherucker like, motherfucker get anything in the world for me, brot anything in the world for me, screen anything in the world like anything. Shall you do anything in the world for anything. But it's still I'm still gonna find a reason or
something that she don't do that's anybody. So by me knowing that I know this girl love me more anything where I love him more anything. But I still can see your flaws. You get what I'm saying because I love you that much. So you think I'm gonna feel like she can't see my eyes? You know the crazy thing, it's never gonna be got that what you think perfect. And and if she and she fixes and she puts
down whoever that may be, push down the cigarette. Once they fix something that's still gonna be something else, always gonna be solid until you as something that I just this is the person I just with you. You're gonna be at your feeling so you can wake up in your feelings. Bro this is the worst. The worst thing in the world is feelings. That's it's a blessing, but that's the worst thing. We got the worst gift we got. That's the worst. It's feelings, bro. And you cut your
feelings out, but you're not having some emotion. But you can you can. You can't cut them off. Switch can't. You can't cut them off. You just can't go through it. I'm gonna tell you why you got fear. I mean, why you got feelings of a fear. Your feelings came from fear. Like if I'm saying her looking and goddamn a certain kind of way is because or if I don't say what's on my mind's because I'm afraid of what you're gonna do. I'm afraid of what you're gonna say.
I'm afraid if we're gonna be friends, I'm afraid. That's fear. The same thing in the relationship, the person that is living without no feel you're gonna it. That's what this is about. It. If I, like you said, if hey, baby, stop calling my phone like that, I'm gonna nip this in the butt. I don't do that. If you don't do that, you got some crisis out, then that's when you e raised the bit out of your life, because you knowing this ship throws you off and this one.
I'm turning some bigger ship. This ship don't number pressure point. You know what I'm saying, like everything your phone, but it's me and I had provoked those, Yes, they both provoked. Some people don't know that that's the ship they're being little with. You know. You know what do people don't know that that's the ship that you really when the nigga start asking the phone and doing all, isn't that is nigga smothering me? You know what I'm saying, Like,
you know my nerve, like he's too perfect. If a nigga were too perfect, you wouldn't he like it? I did everything you want him to do. He'll be like the nigga beach shot out shout shout to Carlos Miller when he came and he said, he is, yeah with a long dick and and a condo and the poetry and the weekend house. But if you not real ship, No, you don't you want to head? You won't head. I won't I want to God damn, when I got it, ain't everybody see it. I ain't want that ship. Man Bank,
I always say, people don't know. People don't bank. I always say people don't know what they want to. They get it. They get it. Yeah, always say that you won't it because you ain't never had it and cool, It's like it's like a challenge. Now you know what I'm saying, Like to get the perfect nigga, it's the chelt to the one, the perfect nigga instead of love this niggle, who is it? Ain't no perfect like a garage like's not ain't got no pride. I'm a perfect
nigga out here. You got the file. You know you gotta be when you had verson be down. I'm saying, how are you are? You allowed? You? Misses saying what I'm saying. You allowed yourself to be. You got a thrill out of that? How you damn if you stayed you listen what you're saying that either either you retarding. Okay, so you got something out of it. You got the dick. You got the dick, you got the woman, you got
the curse we netted in. Sadly, it don't matter you wanted it, but you had the upper hand because the upper hand ship the upper hand because the female has the intuition. You know you had the intuition. No, because it's like at the end of the day, like the intuition and all that ship is cool, that the female
hasn't blah blah blah whatever whatever. But once you get into it, into an intimate situation with somebody changes and you have like that exchange of energy like when y'all fucking do all of that whatever whatever, like that intuition, ship goes out the window and goes out the door. You ever have you have y'all ever had the intuition and kind of known from the beginning, just don't feel right?
You just answer my question, yes, yes, that's you. You're not you know, because if if I start and they don't feel right, they don't have it out because they know no female so she knows what at the end of the day is a niggle what you meant from he gave a red flag, one red flag. You ignored it because you want to get fun. It's not right with you. Listen, listen, man, emotions. I want me to look. It's just fucking facts, nay cash. You get up feeling if you if you meet a niggers, just come like him,
smell good. But you like that he'd be in the strip club all the time. I ain't like now you're getting this ship and you're your feelings in there. You're trying to you're trying to got them really cute. The nick of it ain't ain't nobody they feelings to day time? Have I ever take the sad with me? Why did you do that when you know you didn't like that from the beach? If you like it, why was you what I like about? Hold on? Why a little? That's
that's what I'm saying. That's what I'm saying, because you can have you can have all of that ship the end of the day. You're listening hand, So what this nick is telling you? Because y'all are fucking wrong? Y'all are you gotta look at it? And I can't out I understand broad is right, Bro, No, it isn't getting good. He's gonna do He's gonna do it? Is this stroke. But if I ain't hitting that ship and that I knew your dirty ad wasn't gonna do ship. I knew this.
You knew it. No, that's the strong you're lying. You need to know it be think you treat me. Let me at you this car for this hold You don't know. You're not a wom just trying to stan, I've never got a question to want you. I don't know who y'all think. Y'all's just saying to speak for us in it. You think, thank you can spear by. I want to feel like they've been through ship. You don't know what the funk, then they can do what he funk. You ain't hitting you. He needs seth in you and it hurt.
Why would you allow it to happen? How did you get there? Why would you always say? How did you get? Do happen? And they get telling you're sweet nothings? Why did you want to hear that when you already want Sometimes you don't know how you don't you can't you can sisters? I got sisters. I got fairly like the women know, they'll always say on the back end, kind of had the feelings back that's right. But I wanted
to give him the benefit of talking about everybody. Everybody would do you get a nigga too much benefit of the doubt? That's what it is. That's what it is. It shouldn't be, you know, trusted all right until you nigga sho't have to gain your trust? Somebody should have to gain your trust? Right? How did I gain your trust when I never stopped doing whatever I was doing? How did you don't track down the trusting that you're saying. So you're saying, nigga, got the stop going to script
love for you? Yes, yes, game that yeah right, having that telling me okay, hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on. They just be having a harder lives. Yeah, every day and tell you I love you. Look, they could be like this. You know what I've been thinking. I just think we should be together. Break. Yeah, I love but like, can stop playing with me. Ain't staying bullshit. But I'm telling you you didn't go to this strange to break down that barrier. Get do you want to
break you bitch? And it's out the niggs and it's fucked up nigga, And that's what I'm here like like that moving forward is in the bedroom. He's gonna tell you. I was telling me who I love and I want to be when I was e know, pussing, I would do it. And I was doing that with different niggas. Niggas. Niggas you're telling niggas take for the n too much. I'm just saying, nigga, my brother, tell me, like bro, I really went too far, Bro, I really went too far.
I don't really like like that niggle Dodie comes, I really went too far, Bro, I've been would I've been run everything like I thought I treat myself. I thought I really was finished that. It ain't it? I like such. It's like a nigga. It's in a nigga, damn their dn nate, Bro. If you're running around in this ship, bro, in the streets and ship is different. Can I'm telling you? Can I can I ask you something? Yes, you're lying to yourself to like some niggas be running a straight game.
Now that's some bullshit. But some niggas is lying to their damn self. She got a question. She kind of got the question. Some things lying to themselves too, though. Do you can you can believe that a nigga actually think I can be there? They bought into They bought into the wrong road. If he can be a rapper, he's a bullshit not just niggas off the question. I want to hear this question. Go ahead. So do you think it's something wrong with these men? Did they have
to have so many women? Niggas don't have to ask so many women finish you didn't let me finish. I mean, it's all right, I get it. The whole gout musts and never want you know how to open man. We ain't trying to go to that type. Oh no, I'm going in because that's you ain't got to do it. You ain't. Why do you need to play game like trolling? Listened like the funk out of the Girl. But I know we're I'm gonna make them feel like they love them. They like the fact that they got fire holes and
they phone. They think the ship cute. They're playing mind game and ship getting deep. They're gonna be got they self cute. I see why these holes on snap they need to play too where I'm trying to get you what I'm saying that I get what you're saying, because you get what you're saying. When they ain't gonna beome need is even gonna get you money. But I take you to the stow to all this ship. You know that right? You ain't about the rest out of girl? All right, so teach it. I'm trying to teach it.
And why are you going forward? If you know I'm not going for I don't go Why are you upset? Then? Because why are you upset? Because females got a game to now go. We females gonna go. Ain't back, You're not How many me listened niggas just winning to one nigga's bit the women let me tell facts. Let me tell you why, because to have they go with boy, they sucking with us. They don't want nothing to do this. Okay, So I'll either me are winning one man's but you
got the same, bro. I'm to my I'm speaking for niggas who emails that choose niggas who do certain ships. I'm saying, like, y'all female gotta choose the nigga. Y'all ain't even looking at the nigga. Who is that? Y'all looking at the idea of a nick? Who is that? How are you gonna be mad on the nick? Cause I'm on that you need to gonna fun with the nigga waining on that they want to. You want a nigga who a bulls shitter, bullshit everything else in life, scam,
I'll do all kind of ship. Why the funk, I'm not gonna bullshit you. I'm a bullshitter, Uh yeah, believing cricket nigga. How the straight for you. The fags are straight and go get your saying why do you won't you get you a straight nigga? Who's on that somebody? Why women don't get what if change you? What that every female goal to change your nigga. Bro, when you're when you're trying to get street niggas that show go
you love him because you want to change him. Oh so you're saying your street nig street, I'm saying street or whatever it is. It's a bullshit. You get a square, ain't your nigga? I want to nigga? I wanta saying like like cash, Like why nigga doing that? Because you're trying to change you can tell you to be something nice to go get the nigga who's not that black? You're nicer the women. Let me tell you, I'm nice to win what you mean? I love all women. You're
missing the point, you know. I'm just I'm just trying to get I'm saying something to make them right, right, I appreciate that I'm trying to change. Okay, is that you've been a big brother. Listen, women, I don't take this ship on the ship like trying because Bro, at the end, of the day, Bro, the ship that I've done in the past to Chantey Bro wholeheartedly to regret
it because I know it's there and ship. That's why I'm gonna try to do everything I can in my power for the rest of my years to prove I was just a child. We meant when I was fifth team, they're strong enough for that's some cheap ship like in the end of the day. But what I'm saying is to a nigga but me, I should have just left, but I didn't. But at the end of the day, if a nigga's as a nigger, that's a bullshitter. How
are you going to change until he change? You can't change on nigga to know you gotta change everything because I'm a bullshitter. Why are you choosing bullshit that love? Okay, but you're gonna connect with him because you're some bullshit too. Let's put that out the flip side like that. I ain't trying to hoe. Let you. You can't turn the home because to a housewife the same the same they
got the holes in the house. The hole still a holes. No, they got hose housewives, but they still homes and ship him whatever bro, I don't know about that part. What I'm saying that female's got more. Females have more discipline than me, for sure, because I have more to lose. If I lose, I lose everything. But Nica feel like I ain't losing that. Really, Now you go looking at it, trying to put it, you're gonna suck a bomb and
you fall in love with that. Bob regarded that bomb, took you to the movie, did this, this, and that with you? It's just in a woman natural. You just said we to about the hole. Now we said, I said hope women women, Well I'm talking about this hole. Listen, she's a woman, and I'm saying if you got a hope, and you can't turn the hole to but you can change the whole. You can make a hole change her ways for her game. She wants fall off, fall off
and see what that is? Fall off another nother nick to come and be serious about this and see what that is. You can change when you change, when your situation change. I'm changing, I'm adapting. But what's that Your car is at your care But if but if a man, if a man can be a whole, he can change and a woman can she can change. I'm saying, ain't saying you You're not get what I'm saying. I'm saying,
the person change when the person changed. Bro, Yeah you're saying you're right, You're saying the same thing I just said. But yeah, che if you want to change, you can't change them. That's gonna stay like changing. You're trying to change your mother. I know too many nigga bitches, rich nigga bitches, more miserable. But you mean, I don't like this nigga, but I got to. But I got to. So how that's some bullshit. There ain't no bullshit. It
is some bullshit. Yes that happens like this is gonna happen for me, not saying that happened like this ship, this ship making happy. It's too deep. It's gotten too deep. This is making this is making me content at the time. So I'm gonna this is my life. I'm gonna deal with this until I find that out. But if you never get out, you're riding all way out. You got to. You ain't got no choice, thank you, But a nigga going ahead and do some bullshit. Female gonna ride that ship.
Not all I'm saying some of them, some of them, they're gonna take more than a niggas gonna take the n because you ain't happy, bro, No matter what, you ain't happy. Bro. If you ain't happy, you ain't happy, bron, nobody you ain't happy. Win, what's the wind? But you i't even put myself in a situation I can lose in emotions. Like he said, how feel it's coming so right? We get that, But feelings and emotions. Feelings and emotions come from me and for flinting on this told us.
But you can't tell me that because I know some bits. You don't call them about all it, bitch, won't call you. It's only what you want because you got some boss, but you don't call them about not of that that. It don't matter whatever I'm doing, it's for my feelings because I still gotta have how of my business? Yeah? I agree, because I'm like that too. Like if if if I'm not feeling some ship or if it's fun you right now or whatever like you, I won't call you.
I won't even be nowhere where I'm gonna see you at. You don't see me period until I feel like dealing with But you're going back to deal if I feel like you. But sometimes you go dinner back right, sometimes I will. You got some females who ain't putting their feelings in niggles because they don't heard a nigga saying this ship. And I'm saying, it's your choice. It's your choice, Like you can't get mad of the person for how they do you. You let them, You let them do
that to you. You did let them do that to you. I'm not that say when you know how you feel, it up if I get it right now, just you're gonna sit there, get up trying. I'm gonna get the up. What's the different thing? It's emotional. It's an emotional what's the difference, And once it starts happening, it's too many women because y'all stronger than what's the different? I understand what y'all saying. Emotional, y'all saying emotional. Yea stronger than women.
I used to think I was strong. You just don't have no emotional clean That's all I'm saying, and til and til until okay, you might think you can mann it is it is. I'm saying, I wouldn't trip like if if you meet a woman, and she's stiff as fuck. You can't really trip on it. I tell my partners that lement she's so stiff, but I really funk with her. But she stiff. She won't let me in. I think she's not supposed to let you in. She vetting you.
You know what I'm saying, You gotta keep going if you want to, if that's what you really wanted, That's what I'm saying. I'm saying that is bringing dow understanding and making it too easy for Neiger to get. In fact, that's what I'm saying that. Bro, I'm guess something. I guess I don't know how to say screen you say that right now, I guess I don't know how to say that. They know about to sit right Wait, No, no pussies, too minute, holes, I ain't ready to get
something of damn kind of niggles y'all picking? Oh black are you talking about? You're picking a niggle? Matter what beat you playing? I'm not that's the true the niggles you're fucking. Will all the nigga like that? No they ain't, because all the niggles you fun with. No doctors are like this. Black lawyers are like this. Teach all. They still it's in the ain't saying it's my nig Why
do you keep putt niggas out me? Then they got sucking we good the niggas who I'm just y'all good because because we're good, ain't you ain't trying to be no relationship and that ship you're trying to be in a relationship you can't tell no boyfriend. You asked me where I got going on? That sound fucking I ain't told you no Boyfred That y'all, that's an understanding, understanding,
that's an understanding. That's why y'all good. That's to stock the understanding until you say what you want, and then if you say what you want, to say what you want, the nigga might I won't dead. But if you're saying if you say what you want, if you're scared to say what you want because the nigga might not want that, then what the funk are y'all really doing what you want when you might not even want to go that way?
It's something what I'm saying to you right here. If you know, okay, when you're go into relationship, do you feel like you're trying to do a long hall if you got somebody so confused, if you if you meet, if you meet the nigga, do you feel like I'm going to this long hall or you feel like whatever happens happen, whatever happens happened, Okay, but then you feel like when you developed feelers, then this ship need to gonna be to be right, what I'm saying when you
that's that spending time. Wait, y'all stop somebody like savings you've been dealing with somebody our friends cool. Whatever y'all did out of it, y'all didn't have six for two years a year. Y'all went throughout it. Y'all got the wine and died and did the most you ever saying like overdid it? Overkill you? Ain't that person? I feel like that person that wait the going on for you because it's levels today. You know if you're spending out there in four or five years your life or somebody
that year. If I did, I don't have a right to get to the to the to the to the year in a day and feel like, you know what, I gotta right to change my mind at any time. I want go back, listen, go back to that relationship that were four years. Black. But that's the truth Black, that's anybody black. Go back to the relationship. You can look at it. That's your opinion. Some people feel like I can't do this no more, no explanation. Why don't I can't do this no more? Black? Go back to
the four year relationship I'm telling you about. This is what I come but doesn't take? Or you give me a dirt ash you called ni whatever that don't hurt. That hurts you, not him. That that's a vistu you're taking when you're giving your heart to somebody, right, But is it fampy your heart to be jumped off? You think love is fair? You think love we just you think you think life. You know what I'm saying is if if if I get a titch right now, you know what I feel like? We should go out on
guess what I'm gonna do? Like why? And then she say what she said her reason? Okay, I can't convince you to love me. You're not gonna say, Okay, what fun else am I gonna do? But the funer's am I gonna do? I'm not gonna worry and jump off track? No, you the bag? Can the fun up? What you mean you listen, I'm gonna tell you the worst thing you canna do what y'all wouldn't be trying to do. Convince the nigga love you, convince somebody to like you. You're
a food trying to do that. You already said you don't roll. It ain't nothing I can do to that wasn't attention? Hey, what you need to call back and say, I just wanted some attention, Say what you want? So who playing games? Then? So who playing games? Then why don't you say some ship? Because I'm the type of the you say certain ship to me? You're doing that, hey, man? That that means you because women are pre set. You already thought about that, You already done things that you know.
Understanding what I'm saying. You gotta stop play games saying me not my tell you don't want to be with me. But that's not a game? Is that a game? That's not a take it because like, no, I'm just I'm and I'm not I'm not like I'm not trying to
not agree or no ship like that? When you but when when when you do like and say certain ships to people like you gotta understand how people internalize ship and you gotta understand the person that you're dealing with because just like, Okay, let's just take street niggas for instance, like most street niggas have emotional attachment issues, and most street niggas fucking have certain issues with certain things where they're scared to be left alone because everybody in her
life has left them. They're scared to be this, They're
scared to be that. So like if you're a street nigga and I'm working with you and I'm mad at you and I want some time, and I call you and tell you like I don't want to be with you no more, but I'm just playing, like I have to understand that, like, okay, that might be like that could possibly be the in frauds because you don't know how to take that, especially if you find out if you if you find out that I said that ship just to get a reaction out of you, exactly, my mama.
They're all raised by my grandma, my mama. My mama loved me. Something you say you don't want me, I'll believe that because somebody didn't want me in the begining. The fund is you're talking about you can't tell a nigger how he takes ship. You contell me you don't want me, you don't want me. I look like playing the game with you. And then if you go down the line, go down the line, and I convince you to stay, and then the bullshit happens. Or you're still
my money, You're still you're still my money? Up everything, get me killed. Hold listening to Jake. Then down the line, sho, I go to shame game. You run on with all my money, so ship and then you say, well, I told you that time I didn't want you telling you doing that? What are you talking about? You must don't hear. You can't hear what I'm saying that if the fun tell you they don't want you, she held me as right, Well, you need to come back and say that honest like
something I'm gonna convince you. Don't feel like I'm gonna try to convince you to stay. Some people not doing that. But even with some people, when you come back and say, hey, I just wanted attention. That ship doesn't fly. They it's certain ship. She just don't do. Listen, let's go back to this far your relationship. It's the same ship's going out cheating. How how you expect this girl to come back and say, well, I'll listen, letsten catch cast, let
me say something, let me say something. What you're saying is all the way right right, But at the end of the day, like you can't really compare, like like, okay, say I'm a nigga, you can't and I'm just playing a nigga's advocate for a minute, like you can't. You can't save me going out and cheating. It's the same ship. It's me verbally telling you that I don't want you trying to pay. It's worse. It's worse. It's worse because you're sing, you're talking about that you got, You're gonna
fuck some motherfucking about it. And thank it's cold, and I can say I can't tell you all want to be that's a different opinion. Listen to four year relationship that we all go back. But guess what I feel like if that if I cheated on you, if that's that bad to you, the same way, is that bad to me that you need to leave you fool? Use the food, Use an idiot. If I do something to
you that you accept, that's that bad to you? Use an idiot, right, But look black let me say that if a woman been is and she'd be like been me not nine years, if you felt like you want to leave, leave, if not, you got a motive. But if she being four years right, if not, you got a motive. Leave and she being four years and then she she really want to be married to you and you don't hear her life for four years and she just wanted to mean, you're waiting on him to change.
That's true, and that's that's gonna happen to me. You're waiting on him to change. It may it may, but then it may not. But then you because you know what you got, That's all I'm saying. You know I want to be done. It's y'all reason to figure out why your girl want to be done? Got time for that? Man? It's two who got time? Me trying to figure out why my motherfucker done? Niggas got bills to pay? Who got time to be doing that? Counselor because whatever you
said to me, you better mean it. That's the anybody, not even your screen, calling and be like, you know, but I'm gonna ask you. We don't talk about it, but you want to be done? Bro, We're done? Then I gotta accept your choice. We're gonna talk about it now because this is business. On a personal ship, you cannot. I ain't know talking about no person ship because at the end of the day, if you got there, you are there. That the same way if I go out and cheat on you. If I go out and cheat
on you, I went there personally. It's on you to accept that or not. Person is everybody ever? Choice is all this? Everybody ever a choice? The motherucker cheat. Don't feel like a nigga work. I know you, madam, leave being you together. We've been together for you talking about and I tell your asks. Goddamn you know I've been talking about the marriage, she even playing or whatever whatever have you been doing. And I'll let you know. I'm
gonna be done with. I'm gonna be done. Yeah, like you said, you're gonna ask why affinity be done is different than I'm done, But I'm done. If done mean you want to you're going to ask Fiffy done you keep that means you're doing it again. And I don't want you done. That's why I don't want you done. But he's been and I'm in the wrong, so I'm so yeah that goes back at what you're saying about like if you're if you're a cheating saying whatever, you
say you're done, you're done, I'm done. But I really want you If you say I'm done, I'm do. You're not calling calling your phone off and all that. Something something something that we're saying is we're not We're not. Say you got something that will figure out what they be? Everybody, Yes, if he's wrong different. The thing is like what I'm saying,
you just come out the blue. If you're in the wrong, it's different like if if if you don't found something my phone, Hey, I'm no, We're gonna see what's going on. I'm gonna do what ever I gotta do. Okay, what I'm saying, you call what I mean. We we've been cool. You called me, but the past. I can't get over the past. I'm done. Go. I'm not saying a situation happened. We got the argument. You say you're done. I know that you're talking. You gotta think about this Chican last
you called me. We've been perfect, like you just text me off the blue. When you get married, you don't play about divorce. You know what I'm saying, you don't play about that ship. You don't bring it up, you don't put that in the in the atmosphere because you tell if a woman tell you what you regards I'm talking, it's nothing I can do to turn this woman against me. I would give a funk what you tell, my cash. I don't given what you tell when she say that.
And guess what an these things that you do. I might not like the way your motherfucking bust smell. I might not like a lot of ship about you. They don't like, but like a lot of about you. That's what I'm saying. But I'm a scepting it. I'm just telling you that this selp shit you have a choice. Like y'all don't understand what I'm saying. Every woman has a choice. Every man has a choice. If it's something
about that person you don't like, you can leave. If it's something about this person you don't like, you can leave. Can you admit this for me? And a stronger than women like emotions? And no, y're not understand. See if you would heard when I said, you don't know what I'm saying, you know they're not. They are weaker because anything at the end of the day. Ship's gonna hurt a nigga way worse. It's gonna hurt from it could be a word you say hurt me worse than the
U cheen on me. But the nigga will never show it what you mean. Niggas do show it like no, like you'll you'll internal like like if I call you a fucking we arguing and I'll call you a bomb or like some ship like that and you know your bomb and she's gonna ride with you for what about it? Because you know you're not gonna you know, but I'm saying you know how to be doing bro when that you are bro cash nigga, I just had to pay your car. No, that's worse than you cheat on me, bitch?
What yes? You men, y'all gotta understand what you'll be doing. The nigga too may be ready to put out on a bitch, but because I feel that in my but the motherfucker I know the most saying this ship what you mean that's worse than anything in life, Bro, a nigga can catch you on a lot that's worse than you slept with my daddy. Like, how y'all to about this check ship? You could do certain ships to make a nigga look at you like forever despies. You let
me down. You think my my heart is shattered. You wouldn't even know this. You let them down by Jay saying some bulls you're like, I helped you pay your card. Now your fun. They let they hurt then they hit him. What you mean that can destroy nigga for real? It can make a nigga, but it's still gonna put something him about you. You cain't destroying weak it denstroy a weak nigga, but still putting it light. You really, you on that like you in the ground. You on that.
That's what you want. So how the fun? Now? Now, I don't lie through this because I'm in my thinner too. I love you too. I don't want to leave you. I'm not gonna leave you, but don't lie through that. So now I ain't gonna give a funk about heaven holes. I know, just a bomb, but but all right, why do you care just a bone? Why do you care about the bomb bits? All this ship you've been saying about your motherfucking is right? How the hell can that
go that way? Right? But the same bit to help you do eggs what you helped me, do you because you even if she was, But you're provokeing to be throw it up in your faith up like you're doing some slime ship and make the throw it up like what I don't think you do is not not taking them providing protect what about you ain't light who ain't doing that a nigga duct like what I'm saying, But you'all trying to act like you don't want to own
up for the other ship. Thought she call him. You could be in touring with a nigga sation ship out. You're trying to cut this nigga d that's worse than the nigga nigga sneaking and fucking that got back to saying like, yeah, I'm thinking I'm doing some get away sneaky ship, but you intentionally trying to put me somewhere. That's way you worse. I didn't never look like that. You're intentionally trying to put me on the plate that
I've never come back from. And I can act like I'm taking it off my shoulder because I'm acting pee. You know it, But you got my heart. You don't broke this motherfucker. But I gotta ship out the hole. I got this, but you see him, You'll never know because the nigga never said you could never be mad enough to say shout. You have sucked me up with that the whole time. Bitch, I really hate you, but I love you so much. I can't even leave you.
I really liked you. You never get over the hate, how because you feel like that you I was, that was the truth, That was the truth. This ship I did that caught him up with this. Don't want no truth. I just got caught. They got caught doing some bullshit. I want no truth is truth. I'm saying, there ain't no there ain't no ship. Nigga feel like if he if he, I'm telling you, I know if you? If you, how do you feel about that? You know because it's
something put in it from female. We just said that said you're gonna forget in your feeling two week because the nigga fucking you wrong. The niggaine bits you wrong on canting about now. I want ye. Let tell them about the nigga your shoes and got my power. They got the power. But I can care about you so
much that you already understronged me. If the bitch, I love that this you she she she she called on wanted my mother to say, all that ship to a nigga and feel like a nigga still gonna bounce back? How winn you might let them go? On't you say? Certain nig you might let him go if you think you want something else out on that, You're gonna keep doing that and be tick for tack never coming back from certain ship. Yeah, then walk upon you right there, nigga face, and you're posed to be a man. How
are you gonna come back from that? You can though? How are you gonna come back from that? Ye tell you you're gonna be a ball? You're like your dad, dad daddy, bitch had nigga. How the fund you're gonna come back from it? But we love each other this ship time, so we love each other. You're gonna trying to fight through it, the same way she's trying to fight through this ship. But y'all both just some bullshit. If that comes to us again, said earlier, it ain't impossible,
but it's highly unlikely. It's unlikely, bro ship damn that impossible. But it's hilly. I've seen I'm seeing it happen like ship. You got people going on on, bro like, go on on on, Like you're like that going on that love going on. You gotta let people going on on. If you don't, you're gonna you're touching yourself. You stunning your own groth Broa. Because at the end of the day, you care, Yeah, anything you care about gonna resonate with your day to day everything. You ain't gonna to work out,
you ain't gonna be to eat good. You're gonnay to do ship because you really your mind is over here that you do your job to do ship like that. Yeah, but but you get what you gotta say to yourself, I'm being weak. I can love this person with all my money. I can't love this personal I love me.
That's the ship that because you can look into yourself and be like because when you start doing that, you're gonn looking at like you can really love a person like that like they're just a flower because you don't feel like that. You know what I'm saying, because you're making yourself not that. But if you stand, if you that whatever she said gonna cut you deep. You get
what I'm saying. Like real ship that went through life experiences though you have maure the whole like like even what you're saying, ship, my girl takes me on me back. People need to know that ship. It's the truth that they need to know that and the ship different kids, it's different through all that ship. That's a dream though. But I don't I can't meet no no nothing. My whole thing was I can't get no nothing nigga. Bit you're the don't kid what I don't need to mind
exactly but what I'm saying. But what I'm saying to you that's growth though, Say how this ship go for? Really? How you married and you don't meant for nigga like me? Basically you know no after that it'll never be another sense, so why would another? That will never be another nothing?
Now what I'm trying to tell you that we eat basically any bit you know that out the real that's real about I don't nigga feel like that though, And to cross you crossed me out and now you don't cross me out, but you still ain't gonna never be able to be that man. I think that ain't gonna be no another So it don't matter. I'm pushing pain right periods. Real ship, I didn't. You got damn lose respect.
You can love a person much but don't have no respect for vice person with a man like she can love you so much but don't have no respect for you. So the best thing you need to do before you try to gain the little back, try to gain the respect back. Bro. You know what I'm saying. That's both people Like the end of the day, you can't. You can't. Yeah, you can't tell him about that. That's that ship to U. You can't tell no female not to talk to you like that. If you're doing this too. You can't tell
a nigga not the cheat. If you if you if he's telling you now, if he's not telling you, you don't know. I'm toping like, Hey, don't say certain ship out your mouth because I'm a nigga to pitot, I don't let the ship go real nigh on that ship because I feel like you feel like that or you want to feel like that. That that is deep. You want to feel you feel like that? Why are you here?
You know what I'm saying, You feel like that or you want to Even if you're saying certain ship, if you say god Nam, I just can't say ain't need to you know, regular ship. But you say some cutting shit enough even if you don't go, hold on this. Want to say, even if you don't feel like that you want to go. If I say beat, you'll punching your faith. I really want to Even if I don't don't matter, I ain't gonna hold it against I'm forget after you. That's a female. How you gonna tell a
nigga how to be? You're trying to be with a nigga you need to be with you want feminine? Should be called? They called a feminine or dominant or a male. Well, I guess what you want to be? You A lot of the female need females that I'm different. Bro, I sell who I am the master and I'm the feminine. Now, I don't cass what you say. I'm going to put that dick out here. When that puts out years out, When you put that out with, I ain't doing nothing
out fixing. When she put that cat on you, it's overweight, and when you put that dog on it is over wick. You go out the window. It ain't no goddamn different. You're right, you're talking about that. M take something. You're wrong on this sometimes when you are going with that nigga, it would be the best fucking sticks ever. That's what I said. That's what you That's what you did. Heat, That's what you did as you asked you that because I ain't going through that no more. That's what I'm saying.
I went through that and at the real life, that's what I was doing. We create situation to make up from sha situation. Yeah, break up a two weeks ago. I see each other fun. That be the best guy kid. When you kids hurt people right mindset, you can't find nothing else from them, folks. But I know how this ship be when we get into it. If you have an argument with your vote and y'all love said with each other for like you know, five of at a sometime,
y'all get back. That's what you're addicted to. That's what you don't do that I'm saying I did that. It was but at the end of the day, we did that because both of us were scarred and damage and not saying what it was. Yeah, but y'all still had a good time. Y'all still man, because because we didn't let it go. You wanna say we didn't let it go. We just stay there. Let me say that screen if you see you or your wife, y'all don't seem like y'all go through ship like we gonna do. Y'all go
through ship, but it's but it's respectable. Yeah, it seems like I call me, we're gonna talk to three y'all come back there, y'all to blow that ship off when you went through real ship. You don't went through real ship in disrespect to tear each other down all that ship. You don't come back from that to three weeks a month. So you call me whenever, however I got spot call you I got or I call you whatever I'm saying like, it depends on how it goes, y'all know that feeling
out of a situation. If I did some bullshit, I gotta call you. She did some bullshit, she gotta call me. You know what I say, I'll know I'm somebody somebody. It depends on who gonna call who. But we both fend to play hard. We're gonna play hard, but when you're adults, you're not playing hard because you're telling the person you're real feeling, like please, this ship is hurting my feelings. Yeah, I'm saying you're gonna be a man. You're telling the truth, like, I ain't even saying this.
Ain't even do that now, you know, say cause I ain't trying to attention to hurt your feeling because I don't want my hurd. Hey, let's not do this, baby, I love you. Let's not do this. Get along. If that don't work, what the fund can you do? Still snatching out? Hey, No, I'm saying like if you say we didn't argument, you say puss that. Hey, baby, don't do that. I'm being real with you. Don't do that. I love you not We ain't doing that no matter how bad I want you. I gotta say this because
I'm being an adult. But if I go back and forth with you, then we make up. Okay, we gotta do that again to even be able to get my dick on h even for you to feel me, because now I gotta fuck you like I'm sorry for and the only way you're gonna feel me. We don't win through some ship, then you gotta cust me out, make up somebody some bullshit. Now we're good too. We ain't mad. Don't be the same as that when you don't when you've been going through that, so long's you just you know,
I said that'd be good. Sick sometime, not out of time. Every time you break up with a nigga, y'all come back and talk and cry. That should be the one y'all do no bankers. You kind of do this for twelve hours. I'm gonna stop, y'all. I'm gonna stay stop it. But listen, we gotta have some type of borrow with this ship, because just cut all this ship out. Whatever, y'all you should be, Yeah, you should be, you should you should The truth shall set you free, old man
and women, that's the whole plan. Trip. Quit trying to act like you're being weaker. You already being weaking. You staying. Quit trying like you being weak less. Baby you are. You're destroying me. Tell this man the truth. You're destroying me. I even to destroy you. Tell the truth. We'll tell this woman the truth. Babe. You destroying me by saying this. That's gonna make me destroy you. I don't cry because I agree that's the truth. Tell the truth shall set you.
If you learn anything, bottom line, what's you no matter if I know you were together with If you learn anything, to day on Big Facts. Well, I'm so sorry to any of my exits out that appcn y'a because I told you all this stuff, he said, because a lot of men I don't tell you niggas, and I hope you're dying all kind of stuff. And I'm sorry. I'm probably your enemy. Please forgive me because I never knew that since to today had d B I probably help the nigga before I tell you, nigga, fuck you, I
hate I hate you. I'm sorry. Please forgive me real ship because I didn't know that ship hit hard. Yeah, but why are you saying if you know a hit huk you know this ship? I know this ship, I ain't know it really st say, okay, but I know you're tripping over but I'm running sneaked out yet, But anybody gets to the same ship. If I made my feelings, nig you're gonna get cuts dot still and I guess you would be my new enemy if you I might
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