BIG FACTS feat. LYFE JENNINGS

y'all having me out here? Yep, absolutely, Man, talk talk to us about what you feel when you think about the brand in the name Life Jenna's you know what I'm saying, what you mean to the culture and what you mean the R and B and what you brought to the game. Um, I mean I think about it like when I first got the name, Like my original stage name was um Music for Life. That was my action and just the cast. I wasn't the joint at

the time. They just was like, yo, you should just show it to Life because that's all you really talked about and then change the eye tool. Why because you asked questions like is this like this? And so that's where it came from. Okay, Yeah, So what type of impact do you think you had on a game though, Like, do you think that you change the way that certain people approached their music or R and B singers, or you change anything within the sound? Like what do you

think how do you think you innovated this shit? Um? You know, I don't necessarily look at it in the form of artists to artists because I think, you know, every artist's goal is to just be original, so they ain't trying to be like Jenny's. They're trying to be original. But the people it just gave, like the niggas in the and the lowly class catch you know what I'm saying, the opportunity to be listening and banging something and not feel like they're corny, like they listening to a love

record of ning like that you're not talking about. So when you saw your first I guess dance with Jail or whatever was when you were fourteen and you went to prison for ten years, right right? Right? Okay? So do you feel like that pain produced artists life? Jennings, I think you had a hand in it, you know, I don't. I don't be liking to give prison do credit like that, because yeah, a lot of young cats be thinking I need stripes, I need, you know, to

go through something order to write about something. I think, you know, that was a place that I was at, and I think that that place contributed to, you know, my craft. Okay, okay, So how do you approach Do you approach music any different now than than you used to, like back then when you first jumped out the porch of the music? Like, how do you approach it now as opposed to back then? Um? I approach it actually

exactly the same. You know. I go through some things and then you know, when it just it just beef up to why I know enough about it internally then I just go and I write about it. You know, I'm like, does that mean you say you changed the why? Because you say you're like, why what's your biggest Like? Why what's my biggest? Why? Um? I mean I got a lot of big wives, real real, what I mean? I mean, I guess probably number one. It's just like,

you know, why why it's catch out. It's just so like the more I get into this culture and I ain't just talking about like a black couture. I'm talking about the world culture. It's violent, man, And I'm not talking about just violence as in physical violence. It's mental violence, it's social violence, it's economic violence. And it's just weird to me that shit, that's the ship to get the most precious, the ship to get the most love is to hate you did. Yeah, how you feel about like

modern day or against the new R and B? Like the sound of it all the artist shit, I feel like it might as well be rats, might as well just rappid, you know what I'm saying. And I don't. I don't knock these young casts. You don't catch always got their own thing. Hell, you know, Bill Bottoms. You know, my granddad used to be like, I bet you can't pull your pants off over these shoes. I'm like, I

don't really want to bro you know. You know I don't not that, But but I also think that it's it's it's such a thing as things that go in their place. I'm not gonna put a square ball into a circle, um cut out. You know what I'm saying that I think this R and B ship was really just about love. It was about expression, whether that be to someone you romantically involved with, or maybe that was just you just getting some off your chest in a

responsible way. It ain't that no more? You know, So you basically saying you think the love is missing from R and B or the passion the passion or I think you said it right the first job. Love is missing. Man. You know there was another why, another why? Um it's a real why. But everything about all kinds of ships, I really feel like, you know, it's a lot of racial hate going on. You did for whatever reason, Um, but I just wonder, like where did that come from?

Like this? White people just wake up one day, like what is the purpose of hating black people so much that you're teaching Not only do you know, because if something happened to you, maybe you have an experience that caused you to hate black people like that, but for you to then teach your kids and they teach their kids, it's just weird to me, man. You know. So that's another why. Where you think the self hate come from? Though? Where you think that we're talking about other races hating

us for sure? Where you think the self hate come from with us hating ourselves? I mean, because we under scholastic system with people that hate us, so naturally, our scholastic system is gonna teach us to hate ourselves you know, yeah, And I don't want that to sound like a cliche like people say shit like, oh, you gotta learn how

to love yourself and all of that. What I specifically mean is they take out all of the successes that we've had, or they trivialize the successes that we had and feed them to them in a way to where they are a part of it. So therefore they be a part of our success and absence from our failure. You know. So one of the big part of say, your brand is touring doing a lot of shows, you

know what I'm saying. A lot of people have saluted you on that, but I saw somewhere where they say, you kind of I want to work suffer, but you deal with stage anxiety and a lot of stage anxiety and stage right Is that is that real or that's just some ship that they just made up for the end of that Now, I think that I had a little experience like somebody coming a little show whatever, you know, when record part of the show and then you know they auto tuned part of it and then paired it

next to something a totally different key and just try to, you know, just be weird with the ship. Show whatever. Uh, that's just what they did. What I'm saying, Yeah, I guess I'm trying to understand it. You're saying. They recorded you and then they made a meme or what it

made the meme. They recorded a part of the show auto tuned to make it sound real crazy, and then paired it next to something else I was singing and the audio altered it and then put it next to something a totally different key, like and just trying to you know, niggas trying to get forty lights out here, but it's real, like, you know what I'm saying, So you know, and then after that, everybody coming to my shows what they phoned ups like because he got a

little little internet famous off of that, so now everybody is dead. So it was, you know, it was a little uh trying at that point. But you know, so for clarity, but likes you got the bag, I'm coming to rock. I ain't scared for clarity for the people like, I'm coming to rock and I got I got college to pay for, bro I got six kids college to play for. I ain't that shit. Don't deter me. They yeah, definitely, So just to kind of like rewind and go back a little bit, take us back to what it was

kind of like growing up in Salito, growing up Intaledo. Um, I mean I grew up. I grew up in a different time man. I grew up like you know, sometimes the bust didn't want to let you on the bus. Just how they was feeling that day, like white folks was. I think they was more outwardly crueler than it is. You crossed the street. You here, you're fifty card doors locking when you go across. You go to school and they ask you know what you want to be when

you grow up? And then me, I remember specifically one time I said I want to be president. The teacher laughed in my face, like you can't be president, Mike. You know. Wow? So I grew up in a dismissive time kind you know. Damn yeah, what do you think you're bigger obscore being in this museum? It's me, my biggest obscle, and everything's me, this shit beginning in with me.

Hell yeah, I was just gonna say, ain't baby, June, I think gmin I throw you though you like throw you for a little What do you think that I don't even necessarily believe in all that shit. Man, You don't every yeah, because every nigga, every nigga night, you said the same thing I would say, you m yeah when you say you're biggest is you just like accountability? You know what I'm saying. I can't blame it if I'm a man, I can't blame nobody for what I lived.

Nothing in my life, nothing, you know what I'm saying. Some niggle don't feel like it. Some niggas got up. It's somebody in the fault while they ain't got with David. You know what I'm saying, and and I'm telling you you can't. It's important what you just said right there. You're grown man. You can't even be a grown man until you take responsibility for every single thing that happened to you. I don't want to hear that shit. Oh if such and such would't it, did this or I'm

not in control of this. Nah. I take responsibility for every single thing that shit, good or bad. Man. You know what moment you feel like you could take back, you would be like, man, damn, I wish this shit happened out trying to got none of it. I want to take back none of it because it's like it's all an experience, man, you know, I mean, shit happened just like so it's so weird. Like right now, I'm going through what I call a bad luck phase of

my life. Right every every year between like January in April, it just be the worst shit happening to be like oh right, yeah, you know. So I say that to say and people ask me, oh, yeah, that was bad, wasn't it. I said, I don't know yet, you know what I'm saying because all of the the seemingly bad shit that happened in my life led to the good ship that happened, right, so at every moment, I don't know whether this shit is bad or good. Yeah it was likes, but yeah, so you damn I want to

say two things. But so you just dealt with like a Robberick depth situation on the West Coast in Oakland that was one of January, well right, yeah, yeah, yeah, it was some some weird snits, some a little you know, yeah, and and it's so it's so crazy, you know, we

we just punked guy that was with me. Um. I asked the dude like we're gonna talk right here, you know, try and get this dude, you know, at least protect the bag a little bit more like you know what I'm saying, why you know, getting uh, they call it bip down there, you know. And then and then did David foe that another couple got bipped and I guess the dude tried to stop him and these cats wind up killing him and his wife that was in the car.

Like yeah, so it's it's serious down man. Man. So but so so in the in the power of just thought of manifestation. And this is just real positive conversation. You don't think that maybe putting in your head that every year between January and this this ship might happen. It could be, but it's a lot of goddamn years. I didn't claim it and it's still rock, you know, I don't know. I just like you know, they say you get what you prepared for. So maybe that's why

I'm getting it. But I just always um. But it's it's it's not again like I think that you you you would term it bad like I'm not terming it bad. I'm turning it seemingly to me from my eyes, which is very very visually impaired, you did what I'm saying, it seems as it's going wrong. You there what I'm saying, But come April. Usually in April, I just get a lot of realization on what all that shit was for. He did what kind of thing you can say you did?

It got in the way ever you're doing whatever you feel like you need to be doing. Number one is what you said blaming other people, trying to look for excuses on why this didn't happen for me. Um. I think also another one of my perceived shortcomings is that you know, I'm not too quick on change. Like a lot of times we hold on the things that we peep with. You did what I'm saying, It's fulfilled its purpose.

But because we've become so comfortable with them things now we think that I don't want to let it go so we can get acclimated to the new ship that's gonna probably bring us better stuff. It's like pro Tools. I don't know if y'all work with pro Tools, like you have an old version of pro Tools. I just got good on this ship and they just came with eight more. I don't I keep my pro Tools until the files no longer transferred. No mote, but it would have been healthy mentally for me just to go ahead

and learn the new ship. Yeah, yeah, what's some day to day ship, like personally you've been working on and trying to make sure like Jennings has becoming a better person man um man learning how to think through violence man Like, Yeah, I think, because I think that's when you really um when you got your best practice and what I mean by emotion, you did what I'm saying because a lot of people think that it's good energies. I hear people all the time like I don't even

want to be around good energy. That's bad energy. It's not two different kinds of energy. That's like saying, if I plug the refrigerator into the wall and I plug my iPad into the wall, this is iPad energy and this is refrigerat they got different kind of votes. They got twelve votes, twenty votes if they got different votes to this, but check that out. That's true too, But it's different kind of votes. In your body sometimes you just maddest, heir, way madder than you ever being. You

know what I'm saying. But that's the time you got to learn how to think it terriform that energy, because that energy gonna go into something, whether it's one twenty two, forty is going into something, but thinking is directing that energy. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, Yeah, that's hard. Yeah, sometimes hard to thank And again that's why that's why it's practice. That's why it's practice. You know. But you

got it, shit, you got this fault. You not sometimes time to be even when that ship having in Oakland, like the old men won't be like, oh, these knigs think it's a game. But you know that when I thought about it, you realize that it is a game. But you're the only one playing. You think all these other people was involved in it, they're not. You don't You don't only one player? Yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, laying the wrong game on the wrong board, chuck the

board on. Yeah, ship. I feel like you just can't expect you from somebody else, girl, That's what we were getting sucked up, you know, like I won't do this, I won't do you this way, so they wouldn't make it hurt you. You know what I'm saying, Like if I'm looking at stream as if how I would never do him, that's how I expect for him to feel with me. Get what I'm saying, So he do something that I I wouldn't do to him, that's what put me in a position to be like faintment. You know what

I'm saying, But he just being him? I mean, is you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna say you something. Don't take this the wrong way, but I'll be I'll be trying to tell you you to me, that's the definition of a hater. What you mean? I mean that when somebody goes beyond, exceeds either upboards down the point that you thought they were supposed to be at, that's when the hate come in. But it ain't not what

I'm saying. I guess you he missed him saying. I'm saying like, no, I know, if he do something for me, if he if he if he got them I check a country and he got them to fort my name, I'm gonna be hurt because I didn't expect for him to do that because him. You know what I'm saying. But if he just did it, and I just expect everybody to try to do some more shit, I probably wouldn't be hurt about this. No, no, no no, you probably think I'm talking about Hay. That's a bad term. I'm

gonna hate it a lot. Shit, I've got that I might be one of the greatest god damn haters of all time because what he did is what I'm saying, is my expectations. Everybody is not like me. So if somebody either exceeds my expectations or goals below my expectations, then I'm a hater because yeah, I don't think yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, you feel like hey yeah, he said, yeah, I get it. He's said, I'm I'm worrying about if you less or more than me, I'm a bit basically hate yeah, right.

And know what I'm saying is if I don't know, I wouldn't cross him, and he crossed me, I'm gonna feel like he'll fun situation, and in any type of dealings with anybody, you have to just prepare for the worst and hopeful. That's how to do then, because at the end of the day, when you do it is like all you being one. If I'm looking for you to do some bullshit to me, that must mean I do some bullshit, you know what I'm saying, look looking for somebody to do some bullshit. You have to just

prepare yourself for it. If it happens. No, you know it can happens, don't putting the pair nobody. I hope you don't. I hope you though. I mean, I'm just I'm just preparing what to tell myself because I think like that's like a lot of times somebody are looking in the mirror and because of flaw that they said was a flaw instagram. I prepared myself to feel like I'm less than the next person because I believe this right here, So I write my own sentences in stone.

So if something happened, if somebody does something to me, I tell myself, first of all, they never got away with nothing, because what's mind is mine in the universe, ain't no such thing and somebody stealing something, you know what I'm saying, only thing, only thing is such thing as you're taking somebody don't belong to you, and you're gonna have to pay for it some kind of way. But you may not even remember you did what I'm saying.

So I tell myself these things so that I can calm myself, so that that iPad and that reficial energy can be directed the right way. All your kids about saying mom hem no, I mean baby moms get it O. No, I think I got five baby mamas that ship with that ship dude, Like what kind of uh what you don't do? I question? Right, it's practice, it's chaos man. Uh but I think they didn't place for a reason. Man, do you think so you'd be trying to give a fuck about a doll like I'm gonna be you know

what I'm say. You're not suddenly be trying to this is my kid mom, I got my kid mom instead of you know what? Say you know what I need to be trying to be like getting my baby mama? And did you want new kund of negle? You just let you go. Hey, she's cool. This bit is crazy. I can't fuck with her. This yeah, okay, this one

right here is gonna take care of your babyma. Did you see them for who they is or you seeing them from I love you because you had a child for me, because some of these look at women as she had a child for me. This is like, yeah, all of them under the baby mama blanket. Yeah, my love, don't run like that. I don't really go like that. I don't love you just because you had a kid by me. You did what I'm saying, the things that I do for you is for the well being mentally

of the kid. Now I consider the things that I do love and anything that I do to help you is love. So that's the way I would That's the way my mom goes. See, I'm just thinking, like from baby mama, because I ain't got no like baby ain't got no baby MoMA. I got a wife, this got my kid. So I'm just saying, like, if I had a baby mama, if it would had to be hustle,

I'm thinking about her. So even if I got another bitch, I'm still feel like I run her because you know what I'm saying, just being one hunter because my kid, like, you can't be nothing that can come before that. Yeah, so you know you got a lot of that feel like that though. Yeah, what you say me? I told my baby mama, I say, I say, damn, you've been happy lately. I say, you got a new dude or something. I was like, because if you do, you need to

keep that dude. If he's making you dis happy the way, I don't gotta deal with the nonsense. Please marry this nigga, please shit. Yeah, Yeah, did you get what I'm saying though, So I'm thinking of it of that way, like I would think, you know what I'm saying, because somebody it's a lot of news. They like that too, like thinking they feel disrespected by things that this woman do when you know, told gone got a hold of life. You know what I'm saying. Yeah, but that ship, that ship

that should stop with being mental. So this is what I wanted to ask you, like about the whole baby mama situation or whatever. So you had a situation with one of your kids mothers and when this you have two kids by right, and it was kind of like

a domestic situation that results of in going back to jail. Yeah, okay, So how do you when when it's jail involved and when it's police involved, and when it comes to that drastic of a situation, once you get past that and like once you got out, how did you move past that in order to be able to healthfully co parent your kids? Um, like with me and like with me and her man, I just find that being absent from her from my life and me from her life in general,

that worked for the kids. You know, my kids at the age now, Thank god that if I want to compensate with them, then I could just reach out with them. But as far as YEA throw her, yeah, because she's still going through some shit, like she felt like that. I think she feels like in some way that she was cheated out of the success that I had. She felt like she was supposed to be a part of it because she was with me when I first started.

He did what I'm saying, like you know what I'm saying in that moment, like she you know, but that ship was conditional, though, He's conditions you being able to maintain your composure, just like you telling it what God, they shouldn't get through it though, right when I get big fair till your God is powerful? Right, Oh, I guess give us a little backstory of how you created till you going it's powerful from obviously what you hear and to what you see. Just talk to us a

little bit about the creation of that. Um. I was just feeling underappreciated, you know, on a lot of different levels, and went down in the basement and just you know, just probably wrote that song probably like about eight minutes, like forever. Because a lot of times you ain't gotta

think about the truth too much. You know what I'm saying. Um, but if you're talking about the video, you know the video came about because I mean the first thing was that, you know, of course a Kanye and a Kyrie thing. And while um, I might not even necessarily agree with what they said, but I still don't want to just see that. I'm not going to applaud nothing bad happened to you just because I don't agree with you, and I just felt like it to to just to the community.

The and I'm really speaking specifically on the black community now, it's like we love when some shit happened to somebody else. Man, Yeah, I don't. That's another why I don't. I don't understand because I know, individually, speaking for myself, I've been through so much shit in my life that I wouldn't dare when someone's happening to you set up and laugh and be reposting shit about you, and I, oh no, that's the way of the world. I just I just I

just that's that's the new new what do you call it? Entertainment? Yeah, somebody else playing you know, I'm saying that like that to see the nigga looking for it's confusing you. You know what I'm saying it's like welcome, I got that's part of the song and say, uh uh, welcome to the Nigga Olympics where we race to put band aids on cuts to these stitches. You know, said like that.

Another another thing you highlighted, I guess was just kind of something like a lot of the artists passing away and everything like that, Like, what's your thoughts on that? Why do you think that they're going through that as a culture. We saw somebody overseas in Africa get murdered to a rap one of their biggest rappers. Why do

you think that's going on in the culture? Man? That's a that's a that's a whole another why Again, It's like the people that supposed to love you are the people that make it not safe for you to even move around on them, you know, And I think that has just come and it's probably a lot of things in my mind. I know, I think the culture tells

these kids that you know, you doing bad. Niggas might I'll be saying, niggas that got good moms, like got tennis shoes on their feet, eating regularly, and they want to get on records talking about that. They from the hood, like that's it is still a pilling that you and you're not even from that. Like, so I think just the whole culture just tells these kids it's it's easier to do stuff in this manner, man, and that makes the whole community not safe, you know cities. Man, That's

it weird, man. What the anidote is if life, if life was in charge of shit, if you was in charge of everything, like what you think the anadote is to some of these wives or some of these issues education? You know, it's definitely one because speaking for myself, once I learned about my environment, I didn't feel like I was as much a victim of my environment anymore, you

know what I'm saying. I mean like like you know, being in jail and learning about the law, like sometimes might go to court, and I just used to feel like shit, it ain't no sense to me saying like they're gonna do be bad anyway. But then when I learned about the law high goal, I don't I don't feel as helpless. Yeah, I don't feel helpless no more. I'm going there in my head that's raised a little bit because I can see like, nah, this ain't posed to go like this, I got I got a chance.

Now you do know what I'm saying. So definitely education, And I think that we spent a lot of time talking about censorship being able to be free, you know in America and all of that. People don't disagree with me, but I think some shiit through need to be censored. Man, You know, like what I don't. I don't. I don't think that um Batman and Robins should be in a relationship. You know that that that's part of it and not that it's you know, right or wrong. I just think

that it's leading. Like for kids, kids' minds are very impressionable. It's called repetition, which you tell them over and over again. They're gonna believe it regardless. Nah, Because I mean he was speaking on shit that needs to be censored, and like I said, like, let me just let me just say what I what I meant by that, I'm some punish it. You know, Robin is game And then in the new Batman cartoons, Robin robin Is goes the other way man on cartoon, Yes, stop playing, I promised the

god on everything. I love what they're doing on the cartoon. Girl. You know, you know, but just came out. Man, stop playing stop the ful God. And the thing about it is, there's nothing there's nothing wrong with being Yes, they've been in the closet. You know what he's doing. No, Yeah, like like there's nothing there's there's nothing wrong with being gay. There's nothing wrong with that lifestyle. There's nothing wrong with indulging what you want to indulging, or believing what you

want to believe in. But my thing is, I don't feel like it should be forced on children. But how you gonna say that it's forced when this was scoring? This was this reality? No, I mean it is a reality. But you know it was a little boy. If you don't want that, man, you know, I ain't gonna wait enough. Fuck, but child is you can't impress? No, I don't give

you say you do. So you kind of was saying we should send it because maybe it could be if you saw your home boy back in the day going behind the house doing something with another boy, you're going up. That ain't neve I was on TV when it was on. I believe that I like born certain ways, but I also believe that people, children, people, kid people, baby people are impressionable. Their their fucking way of thinking is possible

to be swayed. You're right about that. I wasn't necessarily just talking about like, even though I do feel like everybody you know on the on the on the homosexual thing, I do think that everybody needs representation, you know what I'm saying. Some kids that get picked on for stuff like that, and they really like that, so they need

some form of reputation. But I don't necessarily believe that that reputation needs to be as available as it is because considering the number of the demographics, the number of that coming from coming just from our morals. You know what I'm saying, that ship coming from morals for what we was taught, like, I ain't you know, ain't a addigant for that ship. I'm just saying, like, at the end of the day, you gotta tell your people, your

little nephews and shit that's aroused, you can't stay. I don't think it's from so I think it's partly from morals, but I think it's partly from predispositions, because even though you have people that very outside the lines, like somebody might want to be a homosexual, But I think it's the PREDI predisposition of a man to naturally like woman's in order to procreate. I feel like, let me folk like what they like, let them do what they do, indicate yours like I'm not finding I'm not fenn to

prepare you to be that. That's what I'm saying. The preparation it's in these cartoons. But how youtubes in these movies? When you when you when I was kids, When I was a kid, my grandma bust side ship for trying to scheak him. Look at Playboy books. That's the same thing. So if you're not on that bush, your son shit, you see him looking at Barney and Journey whoever the fuck y'all said, do it burning, burn burning? Yeah, I

don't watch that. But how my parents A lot of parents don't even know what their kids are and aren't watching because they are and aren't watching them. No, I understands you're saying. I'm saying, but you not. Out of ten kids today spend more time on the iPad, on the phone, watching YouTube and all that than anything else that they do. I get, I get y'all saying. What I'm saying is I feel like, if you, if you teach common sense. You know, we gotta rry about that.

What's for you is for you. What's not for you, for you, it ain't for you. So if a kid is a certain agent, they see that there were you trying to go anyway? Look butter, but being gad about common sense though, how they ain't. Being gay is not about common sense because it's not like being games right or wrong. That's what I'm saying. So this might be what you want. Let them get what they want. I think I think got them a pope. I don't eat partner more to fucking bout I'm commercial. I don't eat

make though. But I think what I was getting at was that kids just don't need to be exposed to certain things now homes as just on one piece of it, one piece of it, but also even just talking about how we just validly put drugs and songs and talk about it. I just popped the perk tway over or whatever. I don't you know what I'm saying. And you know, these kids, these kids, these kids, they just they listen to this and they think that this is the cool

thing to do. And while you say, while you say, yeah, you you know you you got a choice. Parents, have a choice what they exposed their kids too. But sometimes the exposure is just so damn explosive. Is that no matter what you do, they're gonna be exposed. The exposure is so damn accessible, so you don't have control over like I get, I feel not trust me, I feel exactly what y'all saying. I get what y'all saying, and I agree, But I'm just saying the have an advocate

of this ship. Just think about it, whatever the fuck you call just think about it the way the folks think about it. At the end of the day. In my business, that's the way the worthy day that you gotta move with the world. So the ship is my business is when it's my business. If I see one of my little nephews at the family union, by what you're doing? You know what you're doing, right? You know what twitch ship? You know what you do it? You

know what that is? Right? You know what you're doing like whatever he's talk with you, sir, if you want to be a man, I'm cool with that too, but I'm ever to talk with you to see what it is. Do you know what you're doing? And my tripping that make sit know that make sense? Like you can't. What they said is it's just like you see your you see your nephew with a pistol. Hey, you know it called with that right. I can't make you do shit. I don't buil a nigga that you couldn't make do shit.

My mom made it up. Yeah, you saying all this broke shiit to me? Like, Yo, you know what I'm saying. Look at life now and then at the end of you on Twitter, I like, I can't listen to that. You get what I'm saying. Nigga telling me some ship. It could be a good game. I hear it, But I still gotta do what I gotta do the people, don't. You gotta do what you gotta do a little feed

your kid, y'all. Negga looking at that ship just like this, but your man made know what I'm saying, Like when I I wouldn't got me some puss, No, my grandma can tell me no, no, no road, no nothing. I'm gonna gonna get me some cusses. That what I want for sure. But you know that what you tell me, I don't see this ship feeling like you're you're strong with strong willed people. Everybody adn't like that me and you won't da know what I'm talking about. No, listen

to this. It's something called it's something called brainwashing. Believe do you believe in brainwashing? I can't. I guess I can't believe you search shill you're on the other thing is what I seeing them Neigga doing all type of ship man and I were like, fuck, no, I ain't going because you're a strong willed person. But the Irish person is a follower. Ban you ain't strong will I'm saying, it's how you break it. Yeah, that's what I'm saying. You gotta break a bread ship that's in your your

your mother. People are aren't are Most people are followers leaders. I'm a breed. I understand it's stronger than that's fucking follow I get what I'm saying. But when I'm saying, then would come into play then mine. You're a business. That's their business knowing anything around me, coasting other life. I said, if I see somebody at him, I'm gonna checking him out. Seed. You know what I'm saying. If it's something that I need to, he's God putting something

on my heart for me to tell you. If he's not mine. Yeah, but I mean I mean mine know where you go from there? I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I don't know where you go from there. A truth of tong, Bro's that's just not say shit, because the truth of tong is that like in this day and time, ain't talking about like we want to hit like search shit I used to do. I used to be. Can't wait to see who's gonna check me about it. That's who loved me. You get what I'm saying, because I know

I did some bullshit. When I do some bullshit, you know what I'm saying. So if I come back in here and got them all y'all looking at me regular I noticed with some bullshit my heart okay, screen fake Jade fate like you told me to shoot you hew. It is. If you feel like you cain't talk to me to tell me something that can hurt me, you tell you you faith to me. Yeah, you get what's saying. So you just gotta be it to me. You gotta be just take this shit on the chain. If you can't,

then what do you look like? Ar with somebody about their life. That may be the best thing for you. So but listen to what I'm saying. I'm not saying. I'm not saying to argue with people about their life. I'm not saying to not mind your business. But a cartoon is broadcast to the masses. Is everybody's business watching it? Not my son, But I'm gonna break your nose. You watch that ship straight up, nephew, My nephew, you don't

watch that. Oh you let your son watch that where he can't come away and play with little Now you gotta disassociated. Let niggas known what it is. Your son played dress up. He can't never come here like that's dry up. That's not a cartoon he do. He watched that cartoon. Keep him overever watching that cartoon because over at him. If brother borried you, we ain't like you.

Gotta control what you can control, man. And then if it go to the other way, let them fo make their choice, because I haven't seen it all all different way, Ja, I don't be in the same way like my grandmama, God restless. So she raised us to be what we wanted to be. But when we went around certain people's like hurt, like other people of the family, they looked

at us. Is y'all gonna be some bluishit because we chose the route and we chose the bullshit robe, right, But at the end of the day, my route is my route. You might not understanding them, but now you understand. Like Facebook shit that he raised Facebook because I don't know nobody that know me on for Instagram, didn't know your people can find it. I don't. I don't know you. You alla wrote me off. So when we write people off for trying to make people choice, they already made

their choice. For what's her name? I one thing about the God give all the one of these that's that's just ship. Then don't put me now you know what I'm saying, God, get everybody on he So how you gonna quite how a second gets you? What you what? How you think I can just only give you? Let me make sure you know what you're doing. You know what you're doing, Okay, if you ask me about that, that's what that is. That's what comflict has come in there.

We start trying to God damn, even in relationship. I gotta see what you will do so I can know what you want to do. So I'm gonna play green like I can't really don't really retarded. See yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh you'll do that bit. You don't fold like that. You know what I'm saying, like, Yeah, I gotta see what you really want to do, because if I, if I lay out what I want from you, you don't

know what to do. Yeah, let me see what you want to do so I can know what you what it is that you want to do, and if I deal with I can't. I can't, I can't. I think that was a female male. Everybody go wrong and you try to tell the person what you want, they're trying to hurt mto their stomach instead of seeing what Let me see who you are, right, Hey, that's what he was basically saying. Hey, exactly, that's what he was saying. Yeah, back to the beginning, exactly. That's that's like a bomb

I hate because I won't really make you. Yeah, I can't do that. I gotta see really what you want. I know it's complem you gotta compromize the relationships and friendship, but still I need to know who you are first. For me to say that you're my friend, I would say you my friend. Don't even know you yet. I don't know your moris don't know your values, don't know your codes. I don't know you. I don't know you.

I just I just liked the moment we had or moments we had, right, You don't know, motherfucker to you get the norm like norm and seeing they ups they bound and ship they go through and they upset how they treat you to. You don't know people to you know them? Right? I argue with that, saying like so at the end of the day, if I see a little kid the light Batman and Robin so power be it, young man. Lets you know what you're doing, if you're if you're part of my family. Other than that, I

don't know, bro, I don't I don't. I don't know, and I ain't trying to, you know, like that episode, but I don't know your clothing brand. You got a clothing brand too, right, what's the name of it? Always called repetition, repetition brand. Tell us about how that came along. Um, yeah, it actually came from the video to till you go on video. You know what I'm saying. I had the idea kind of like the mascot, but then I just I just know that I said this before too, that

when they raised baby elephants. They keep them chain a big chain on their foot, tide the metal post, and they let them grow up like that, you know, trying to get away, but they big change the metal post. And then when the elephant reaches an adult, he already has in his mind he can't get away. So now they grab a little string and tied to a little wood post and he never even tries to get away. Yeah,

and I know he learned that through repetition. And so I just wanted to make a brand of clothes that just remind you, to make you think, like what things am I still tied to that I no longer have to be tied to, you know what I'm saying. So that's what the brand is about. So that's out, Like they can go to your site and just cop it up. Yo. I put I put the repetition up. I only had a hundred pieces that I made myself. I put it

up in like ten minutes, was completely gone. So I didn't put no more out because I really want to, you know, get quality clothing and stuff like that. I just want to I see I can really you know what I'm saying, people really people really fucking with it. So I want to make sure that it's the best that it can be. So it's on hold for a second. All right. Yeah, So I'm still a little confused about this because I don't watch everything. Right was it was?

It created on the internet. When they say you when when you were incarcerated, you sounded Jeffrey Dahmers, that a true story, that's an actual true story. Yeah, that's a true story. You weren't caught, so you were incarcerated. You weren't a sale mace with Jeffrey dahmerd he just happened to be in the same facility. And how how did it happen? If you I was in a hole already, you know what I'm saying. So Jeffrey Dahmer, he had to come back to where I was for victim impact statements.

You did what I'm saying, I guess, Yeah, so he came back. And so you if you been to prison, then you know, like they're not gonna put a cat that back, you know, with that kind of rap and read the population. They're gonna put him in a hole until he ride out. So it just so happened, you know, they put him in the sale right next to mine. And he was next to a whole bunch of people. He was just next to me, you know what I'm saying. Yeah, so yeah, so you know that that chain of events

happened from that. So wasn't in trauma. I gonna saying you, well, well, did you look at the documentary that came out or you just chose not to. I saw a prati, but I was saying, my old lady. You know what I'm saying, that she had it on. And that's what I actually even forgot about it, because you gotta think when I was in there, you know, you don't got TVs or newspapers like that. So yeah, I told you, no, he was told. He asked me, um, did you know pretty

brown eyes? What's all? Yeah? Because you know I used to sing. I was singing, yeah, making listen so on the right. Yeah, so you know, like you got you always got niggas in there. That's the radio. I was the radio little porter on the outside, and so catch used to make requests or whatever, so that the homie or not the homi because they tripping when I call him. I call everybody the homie though, But the guy, you know, he was he was just like when you know, um

pretty brown eyes. And I was like yeah and did that record. And next thing, you know, after I told that story the next day, everybody on the internet is carried and ship when they say just like told me, I seemed happy to be in jail with their free dahmer. And why would I tell a story when you remember on that ship he was saying, you're doing that to a little boy. That's all he probably playing, Like definitely, maybe I didn't even think of that we even doing

this ship a little boy? He probably bro Bro, Yeah, I mean the play when they playing R and bedad, she literally had some sh stop stupid little Everybody's like like this ship reminiscing this dumb reminiscing three on that night. But I was stop, stop bro, Like, wasn't nigga playing R and B though on the on the on the damn thing, man, I couldn't watch what they started getting it, we started getting into it. I didn't had it, how

I admitted. But what I'm saying is I see the postal Instagram where he was dancing like to a song he was in the club, no black club held the whole radio started. Damn. I don't think he said it's up. But I'm feeling that nigga was listening to Yeah, that's what they say. What they say like what they say to yo, the inter it. I don't even read half of that shit. I just read it until I couldn't

know what the hitline. I wouldn't hit likeine. A matter of fact, anytime they't mintioned it was mentioned in folks name. They were talking about man was incarcerated with. They act like it was it was something extremely valuable or something somebody else. Imagine how many people that he was locked up with. You were telling the story you want to glorify and they were trying it. I was telling the story that's a guy I don't want. I ain't really I ain't know the cat like that. We didn't have

a lot of more conversation of it. And you know what that was. And either way, it's my stories. I don't really care with nobody saying they ain't paying no bills in my house, my heat ain't only because the niggas paying bills. But you know what I'm saying, Yeah, so you know, so what's the current day like for life? Jenner's like, what's your next walls? What's the path forward, Um,

I pad forward. I'm just hiring a whole new team right now because you know, um, and I'm not to be telling my business, which I don't, but probably somebody watching this that's thinking in their mind right now the same thing I'm going through is that a lot of times people on your team, they stopped dreaming. They get comfortable with the money that you're getting. In the money

they got, they have their life accounting for it. So when you talk I'm about taking a risk, you want to do something else, they look at it like they you you did what I'm saying. So I just had to, you know, pretty much get rid of my whole team, man, and I want to hire some young niggas that's still trying to dream, man, because I'm shit. I feel like I still got a way more in me to get to and I can't get to that next place if you didn't ran out of gas and you want to

sit down at the place were at right now. So that's what's next, hiring the whole new team. I just my clothing brand, like I said, it's on it's on pause right now because I just bought all the equipment stuff myself. You know, probably like sixty seventy bands, just on equipment to do my own because I want to own my own shit. I don't want to be racing over this way to get my stuff made, hoping that

they make it right. I just also bought all my own adio equipment, So you know what I'm saying, I got my little um when I my little you know what I'm saying. You know I've been to shooting. I got I got my Yeah, I got my stuff on deck. Now I already shot one movie. I'm gonna start shooting. You wanted two movies a couple of years. Put my kids on my little boy, y'all saul out there, Yeah

you ready? Yeah? And you know my master situation, rerecording my masters because them cat's getting a lot of money having my masters, and all I gotta do is re record them. You did what I'm saying. See, so when when you have your master and they pay you royalties off of it, you know you may you may get let's say, off an album deal, you got something like twenty points or something like that, so you might got twenty percent. But and say you get a thousand dollars check.

That master check that they got probably was like you got a thousand dollars check. That master check they got was probably like twelve thousand, right, yeah, So after five years of them owning your masters, you can rerecord your masters, and so now all of that money has start coming to you, you know, So you know I'm rocking with that. Um yeah, I'm just man, I'm just really just trying to grow many and every way I can fuck all that gangster ship and all that being like, you know,

I'm on some different ship now, man, you know. Hell yeah. And then when you when you get into a bag, you start to realize the difference between the public sector and the private sector, Like public sectors all this shit they want to control you right here. Until you get in the private sector, you ain't really getting no money anyway. So you know, I know you like that right right when I get big. They brought that Versus. I like

watching it too much. It's a spoiler for me if I go on there when I'm standing, because it's like I'm wanted them niggas. I dream so big that i know I'm never ever gonna reach my plateau. So one of them, of course, anybody will feel flatter to go on the Versus and as soon as I go on there, that's a part of it that I achieved. So I don't ever want to go on there. I really just watch it. Man, And you know who they put you with.

You already know who everybody was Life and everybody, Oh yeah yeah, jo Johan, I was just I just actually crazy. I just posted on my page because Joan posted that he got new music coming. Niggas want to laugh at the man because he drove ober and because he bought a bus and whatever shit he did. But he go uh like he lived. I guess he bought a trailer. But I've been there. I know what it feel like to just be fed up with this bullshit. That man they got a couple of million dollars. He just didn't

want to deal with the circus. No moment. If you ain't doing what they want you to do, your face doing it. See what they saying. He let see you come back. That I want to see you come back. Wood can't showing the whole fall off, bro, You gotta don't. We saw we saw Kalie. We saw Kalie. If you'll ask you to a certain point, cut off proper preparations and do what you do you just get sick of sick. I'll tell you we show sick. We saw we saw Calise on her farm happy, she not fucked up. She

wouldn't drive hubo. He just said, who didn't? Might want to drive over once I try who I'm straight over, nigga, Brobs. Something is that just like driving driver for it? I don't know nor drivers that like driving truck drivers that drive not No, nigga, I was I was whom now I'm got damn driving job. Just Jock was just in here right you know what? You know what they're saying. He had the trailer and he had to drive the ober and all that ship once he put that woman first.

Yeah yeah, yeah, like you put your perfect further he did what didn't But y'all, y'all you gotta say like bro was talented thing dope. Firstly, I'm rooting for the team. Give me selling me at the job time, do what I want to do the way that we have been domesticated in this reel to twenty twenty three, bro, I can't help what's funny though, Like like you don't want to hear new job record, no stop stop, so John goller the record right now. You skip. You just skip.

But I mean, I'm not gonna go search y'all. Hole. No, but I'm saying, if you heard y'all got out of new record, you're not like, but hit does a hit, it's a hit. Hell, you ain't still something for the ship. So let's see what they got. We're here, Yeah, job, but hit does a hit as a hit? Bro, you know what I'm saying. If it's a hit, I'm here, Yeah, by my boy back. You know, bad Wagon ship, they're a program the nigga to that. Bro, I'm not gonna go searching sea what yo ain't doing, I'm not gonna

do that. I'll just be rooting for niggas. Man. You know what I'm saying because I've been there up too. I came home, I came home, had some success, and went right back to prison after that. Yeah, and be so many people that all in the headlines. Oh it's over for me, So I know that. Like, dude, I'm gonna let that go. But I fucked with it. But once you don't win, the niggas ain't seen you doing. No ship that life wouldn't do that. They didn't think

life would do. Then down ship, I don't even be exposed. That's what I'm saying. Ship. But once you're gonna show on certain ship, take your ill do something else. To me. I couldn't be trimming. Niggas couldn't take it however they want to take it. Say what the fuck ever they want to say. Once you don't show that it's over, let it be. Oh well it's over, though, I just

carere what's all? Is it ever really over? If you get you if you never say laying down, if I lay down on your fun with it fun music, I'm saying anything in life. I see what I'm laid down. I don't. I don'na fuck you because I don't like to see people that late up. If I see you lay down, like fuck this shit you lading to me, that's a later how movie. Then you gotta show me that you don't. Nigga come back and practice hard and

like I don't want them getting enough chance. But I see if you stand back up, I ain't gonna trying to pull you back up. You lay down on y'all some sometime, like I mean, you don't know what happened in the middle. I mean, I suspect I'm gonna tell you what I suspect you think what I'm saying. I suspect that that man was in a contract to where they was raping him. You know, because they got like three sixty deals. You go out and you you do

a show. Now you paying and if you quit music, here you are they still get like a percentage of your right to know him. Right. You said, nigga went and doing this and doing that from doing this, and I'm looking at that. To me, it's laying that. Yeah, maybe he just maybe shaw strategy. Maybe he waiting in that contract. I'm saying, don't try to come back and do it. You don't want to do what you did, that's your point. Go do something else, that's your point.

Let me call it John and tell them what you see. You go ahead, man, damn John, Come come do some more press. I want to because they didn't look that. I want what she's said. Fuck it say fucking But if I leave a bitch, I ain't gonna go back to this bitch. I don't left you, but so bad. But but niggas do have the right to change their mind. Gotta right to change in mind. But you can't get up set, like he said, when people clowning. You can't

get up set when people find out I'm musing. I was just saying, like, you can't feel like I amount have trying you you let yoursel, you put yourself out there for that. I ain't put my game out there like I sort of ship that I could put on the internet that's going on in my life right now with I don't type of ship. I didn't say he felt like that. He never told me that. I said, I felt so you say about seeing it, I didn't

say he said. I never even talking job like you know baby on Instagram cup times, but like you know, but I felt some kind of way only again because it's just so crazy because we all been through ship and now as soon as somebody else going through something, we want to applause that is fun. Sh This shit they' saying it ain't fucked up. And I may sound fucked up and seeing what I'm saying, but at the end of the day, that's the way of the world. So what you gotta do is you gotta feel you gotta

take fuel from that ship. I feel you on that because I take from ship. It makes you make an excuse, it is what I'm saying. For sure. Now now it didn't he drove uber whatever the fuck he didn't went to the lords of the Lord. But when but the next time we've seen him or not holding back on this ship or well you could tell, you could tell when nigga back on this shot. Don't need you're trying something.

I don't know this situation. So I ain't just saying, but I understand the niggas goddamn have a chance and then say fuck they chance to choose some mess. And then when another nigga like you blaming people. You know what I'm saying. You can't blame people for your choices. It didn't they need your choices getting that shit right, God, you don't know what God got for you. Like how many got a voice? It can see you everything that But at the end of the day, until you prove

that you that again, people, you're not that. That's with any of us. When you did who it rich, we stopped doing CDs and you went to radio and need to feel like this ros y'all there here radio these days. That's all I need for to do. You know what I'm saying. Now you're a part you're doing a podcast. Got one of the biggest podcasts in the world. You get what I'm saying. So at the end of the day, it until you show them them on show what you're saying.

I don't know what you're saying. I'm understand that you're saying that the way you transition and how you transition shit is what's it for it? Yes, the transition, that's what. Yes, at the end of the day, the music shiit, fuck the music ship. If I said fuck it, like I said, fuck a rapper, nigga, nigga gotta be a select for you need to be like fuck being a rapper. When I said fuck being a rapper. If very few needs to be like bro Jack came up, don't I ain't

gonna do that. We ain't got to shoot video on now. You know what I'm saying, and I do it. But other than that, I'm not a rapper. I'm couldn't find something else to do. I ain't gonna come back to that trying to come back to that on some rap shit and NIA looking like bro give it up. Yeah, And I can't get mad if ANI feel like that in time, make it head. Yeah, that's that's fast, am I tripper? Now you got enough of that ship, like you got enough of that ship. John ain't got enough

of that ship. But you said you ain't never said Nicks ain't. Never said they giving this shit up. When you tell you giving some shit up, you walk away from it, then you try to come back to it. How that makes you feel? That's the point. He never said he was given up. You're saying based on this act, I don't know. I don't know if if those are whoever's actions you say that your actions, everybody would judge

except would come with it. If if you know what I'm saying, Like if I'm don't in the crap by my wi, I can't be mad if y'all start making means out of my face. That like the guy and that lady that were together and he cheated on her and then he made her sitting next to him and her bonnet and her glasses and shit, and she was crying and all this ship and then they split up

and she just did all that. Like I accept him how he is, and I accept all the stuff with him and all that shit, Like yeah, like they can't. They can't feel a way about one of them. The opinion, once you wants you, once you put your life this ship. Bro, once you put your life out to this ship. Anything though, I get what you're saying because I'm a gym and night and I'm a white person too, like, but why she got to be like that white? She just liked it? But I think he didn't. He didn't even he just

like me. I can't decide to be famous, and I can't decide to stop doing this shit. It's always the people that decide. So if there's still an audience for him, if the people still want to see him, he can't change. So I'll tell yo, right now, you're changing this bro. It's just about when you decide to recognize that, you change to it. Definitely watch applaud that for show. I'm going see show him up to day. I'm buying tickets

right now. I ain't gonna see he's going to search that ship unless I'll be real, I used to be that fan. What you ain't go what you do? Let me know you bet once I know you met you bet what I ain't be searching this ship? I just bro like just to wait. This ship moves so fa to bullion wrappers, it's dropping every bro, how much shit can we listen? To so I've been thankful. You said, how much shit can I search on the internet? So you said, search bro for the people who are fans,

they will. I'm saying, if I'm Benna, apologize and tell a lot about picked that woman first or something I might shan it to my life here. Let me find a something. You know what I'm saying, Baby, I'm sorry, listen to this. I might. I don't know, but to me to say, wake up, gonna work out like you do working out, I'm on the way even put out. He said, No, I shouldn't. I just heard like if I was just listening to the radar showing they was like, yeah,

Jack even show up that different. That's there's any type of music this same ship with a Wayne. I ain't even gonna search the way I should ride around listen away every day. I'm not. If it ain't gonna play this, I'm not gonna look for it because you even try now looking for new way. Yeah, I don't saying you've been dropping. You know what else we do as a community too? Man? That that you know white folks don't do. There was a genre of music. Let me not shay

white people. It's that we would be quick to talk about somebody that fell off and this and that, and they add a much, but not in country like you. They hold their celebrities near and dear the right I'm talking about this person about listen, bro, that's you're like the hood. They ain't searching for you, that's you're like, that's just like the hood. Bro. Nigga's just waiting on the downfall. Bro Like. Anyway, when you listen, when you're in the neighborhood, bro like, And I guess that's where

the mentally come from. Niggas like niggas like niggas ain't thinking about how you're gonna come up, nigga thinking about how you're gonna go out. Yeah you know what I'm saying. Niggas looking at each other thinking about how he might go out, ain't thinking then positive for this man. And that's the same thing with this music ship because it's some h some funck shit. I don't need to do nesticate like, yeah, I just told y'all earlier, I made

this a new human. Another person faying, yeah, you know what I'm saying, that's that's that's the new humor. Like I ain't saying this white go wrong. But I'm saying I get it, and I'm a I'm a I'm a maybe a victim and a laugher of it. I'm just being with us. I would be connigga do it to be like you think you don't want to say god dam and say if you didn't do that, But goddamn twenty five thous I'm not gonna fell off every every week depending on all the numbers. We don't sell off.

They to win this ship, bro, they come with this ship so you might get out. They can't do it because it's ship. This ship designed for the tough broy like nigga that just hot niggas. Is like you see your grandma saying she thought she hot ship because she don't got her back forward painting. It's just how it goes, BROA, she ain't got a what. She just got her back forwards painted. So you know what I'm saying that grandma ain't known the next name. Come on, wait, she got what.

She just got a new washing and dry, so she hot shit. Now she got out some phone call ship ship. Yeah, it's just how relation there hating about to watch simple shit? Man, This just got some new cabinet so she walked around with her ass on. Yeah the ship they got three I'm gotta bike by time to daddy be side. You're watching our creminal tree and everything and ship just brother and shit, it just hate for over back. Yes, concluded your pot. It's definitely yeah, it's just already fucked up.

But if you're gonna damp to that, you're gonna stake in your feelings. I had to get there, bro, because I just knew how I felt about ship and wanted ship to be away. That shit kelped me discombopulated dog all right, because I want the world. I'm gonna change the world so bad, and it's fucking with my world. M he gotta got something on the phone when it probably going and how I'm going to clarify the fucking button. Brothers, they fuck the ship, but true story, rial, shit, fuck

that ship and this ship. Don't that shit. I don't even what you do, brother, when you go away from me. As long as you don't do this ship across the line, I'm cool with it. I can't worry about that, b because at the end of the day, when you're a passionate person about what you're doing, people who you deal with. It's gonna fuck with you. You get what I'm saying. So you put yourself in that line of goddamn personalizing shit like you think about it. You never fell out

with the motherfucker. You ain't never met unless you just hate. I can meet you and still don't fall out a bit. When I get to know you. That's when we fall out. Yeah, because now I know you, so where you'll select who you get to know. We're gonna be cool, and course we could be cool. We flaship, but nigga got a niggas that I don't even know the nigga name, but I've been sitting in the club since goddamn five five nine. I doubt the nigga any new spit that my boy,

but I don't know. You ain't never had your number, you never had my number. But it's cool. We'll probably stay cool like that. Yeah, soon you try to personalize ship and make nigga did my boy? Now you see that we got qualities that don't match up. You know what I'm saying. Now we're starting to disagree. Then we're starting opinion opinion starting the matter. Now Fitnis coming in and this will come to bullshit. I don't know you. If if I don't know you, I don't know you.

We're cool, but I don't know you. I don't want to know you because at the end of the day, I was like you to know you did were personalizing this ship all right, and that's when everything falls apart. Yeah, like you never heard a person that with a with a bicker or beef that didn't know this person listens about a bitch or you. Hey, yeah, that's true. I can't fall out with nan on the evenings in here that don't really know. I just what's up, bron, I don't know you. I can't fall out with you. I

don't know you. Yeah, yeah, yeah, I don't know. I'd be tripping sometime, but I'll be on that Why I need to put a why in my name. I got one on the end, but on my last name. But real ship. But I used to be and I still do be. Why But I just instantly talked like you said, you gotta have conversation with self. You gotta talk to yourself of this ship right soon as it pendicle, Like because that's a flower bank. How you can't a boy

some ship that don't even matter for it to you anyway. Yeah, I'll be talking to myself in the mirror every morning for hours and gotta be in the mirror like these holes ain't ready for your life. You aby saying shut loud sometimes and being like what I was like, Nah, it was a song. I'll be talking to myself in front of people and making them think something's wrong with me, Like I might say, laugh, you're laughing in sh manage a little shoes off or anything, because the nigga, I

don't program myself, taught myself out of a lot of ship. Yeah, so I was. So. I saw it in um in an interview that you did. I don't I can't remember if it was recently or not. And you said basically the summer your dating life or your outlook on females when it comes to dating and you know certain like other areas and certain other things. Basically said that she doesn't deserve your stuff. What do you remember? What? And what your your male part? Oh? He said that wasn't boy,

that was about thirteen years ago. No, No, what I was saying is that I wasted the D on her. That's what I said in that particularly the part her. Yeah, you said, do I still feel like that, Yeah, I didn't wasted a lot of d S shit. You know what I'm saying to make you feel like you wasted because you know and see that's the whole other conversation. So let me so let me just say that I don't like to me now, sex is like you say, this the socket in the wall to the iPad and

this into the refrigerator. It's energy. So when I say that I wasted the d what I really mean is that I wasted the energy on you. I could have used that for something else. You know what's some motivation, some game man you would give the people, the big fact supporters and to watch this man your best gyms that you would like to give the people. Um hm, she again, it's so much I would say, just personally, you know what I'm saying. This is what we talked

about earlier. You gotta just stop blaming people. Man, where you at, it's because of you. I don't care where that is, it's because of you. But you gotta understand that because as soon as you start thinking that somebody could bring you down, then you still thinking that somebody can save you, and both of them people as you, only you can save you, I think financially, this is just off off shores. But y'all stop giving these banks

y'all money, man like. You know, you loan the bank money for free and then they turn around and charge you a percent to give you that same money back, but they don't even really got put it in something that's gonna bring you know, my whole game. I do the flip game. I don't care where it is. I invested in me. You know what. I even tell my son, he invested too. So what I do. And I know a lot of people ain't gonna agree with this, but

this is what I do. Man. I get some money, bro, I'm gonna go buy me some equipment that's gonna do a certain thing. I'm gonna make my money back off that equipment. And now everything that that equipment brings out of profit, and I'll go take that money and go do something else with it. And I'm just in the in the flipping money man. And you gotta get you know,

financially literate man like. And I know it seems big, but I mean, damn, A year seemed like a long time until you break it down in the months and then weeks and then days and then hours and further. Man, So if it's that important to you, man, it has to be that important. Yeah. So I have another question we had on We had young job on here a couple of weeks ago, and he was basically saying, how like loving hip hop is really like a platform for

you to Yeah? I was yeah, yeah, you know he just asked about in situation, Oh well, color let go bad coach that I ain't know what you're doing on them? Oh you can color red. I didn't know this, Bro said, no, he has to watch none of that. He has no, he's literally clue all the way right with me and Conny Red delk you with each other for a little while. Man, you know what happened, Brook, I ain't gonna spoiling, but you should look it up because it's a lot of

funny shit. I thought that she was all fake like strip. It's really no. Let me let me tell you a lot of people say it's fake. So what what what they do is they set up a situation to where some real ship. Let's say, man, you was dating and they and they they befriend you. They say they befriend me, and they say, hey, you know what I'm saying I me and you friends, and I say, yo, what's up with that one chick? And you'd be like, oh, well

she gonna be it. I'm gonna have her meet you at the sudden such club tonight, like you know what I'm saying. And then they have somebody else call you and be like, Yo, you know life is about to be trying to meet up with some chick at this club. And then they had the cameras on deck, so when you come and catch me. That's that's how they played. It's like some slick cheaters ship. Yeah, what are your leadership? Bro?

I just I just don't really get my time is valuable than that bullshit that nigga shit man, what you're doing? What you're doing, like what your character would like? What like how you being you? You were her love interest? Right? Yeah? Yeah?

So that yeah, that was my question, Like if you had the chance to come back to loving him hop on your own terms as like your character, and you had to bring up another base of your interest and you aren't like another bitch's interest, Like, would you consider doing that to use it as a platform to promote the rest of the ship that you have going on? Or are you just completely dumba loving hip hop calling me. Yeah,

I'm completely dumb. Ye ain't because I think that you know, people people look at me different, man, like you know the words that I speak, they just in a different, different demographic than history. It not only took away from the mystery, but I think it put me in the in the atmosphere of fuck ship and it was easier for people to relate me to the swim before they ain't be like life would never Yeah no, it is

like man, yeah yeah, same shit a boy. That By what I was just saying, like certain ship and you don't want people to look at you a certain way. Don't put yourself out of that way. Yeah you know what I'm saying, Like even just going on that ship like you know, like man, man, bro, you know what I'm saying, Like that like they have made it when Nigga's starting to make money off that is different. But I'm saying like first like look like what you get what I'm saying, but none of them like it's like

the morals and the codes and ship un chanted. Okay, I think this shit just like a TV show like this ship faked. You know what I'm saying, so nobody know. I thought I was just I atiues that you say this LIFs of lights of stays in my life. I mean it's a pedestal and it's a great opportunity. Like Mona, you know that's a friend of mine. I mean, you know, for what it's worth, Like you know, Mona put out shows actually to make money and be entertaining. So she's

successful with what she does. But I think just for me, like I'm not, I'm not really So you really dating a girl without I was? Yeah? I was dating there, We was dating. So was that final scene of y'all in the park because the rain, Like were those emotions real? They were real? For her? What do you do? What? It was just it was so sad ima. Since they ain't called me on the reunion to tell my little part of this shit, I'm gonna tell you. Yeah, so

they they invite. They talked about the best moments and loving him you gotta knit like that was one of So So what happened is I mean Carty was dating for real, great lady, um, full of life, full of fun, successful, all of that stuff. Man and Cartie asked me to be on the show for a while and I was just like, nah, that ain't that ain't really my thing. So I had an album coming out, and so Cardy was like, Yo, you can promote your album, and I promise you I'm gonna do this. I'm gonna do that.

So Green on my part, you did what I'm saying, put me in this situation. Yeah, I say. So we get on the show and I was cool, or so I thought I was cool one of the producers, and

again they did that same shit. They fed me some stuff about Carly, like, yo, yeah, you know, you know Cardy uh was at the hotel with such and such and such and such, and they was like, and you know that this last show right here, she used it to break up with you, to tell you that she about to be with you know this other guy, right.

I was like, oh, hell no, ain't no more about that about the sum me right right right, So hence you know the ring, and hence they let me get let me get my shit off first before she get an opportunity to which I played right into their hands. Which that's why they professionals and they feel and I'm not a professional in that field, man. So I went back on the side where I am a professional with music. Yeah yeah, I just see her faint. She didn't know

nothing about it. She was dead ass serious, get out of you know, the cameras come on, take his head now. She probably was happy and excited, but the cameras on. Bro, Yeah yeah, why you what do you think the little hip? Your relationship? You miss? No? No, I got you know, man, Cardi we was never like on the love level like that. Man. It was really just like we was cool, just kind

of around a little bit. Yeah, yeah, we was. We was doing that, you know, for her, like this is her world, So she needs when that's I'm gonna say she needs. But she uses other celebrities to to make herself to perpetuate storyline, which is by right, that's how she getting the money. So I understand that I was just I was just a victim of the perpetuation. I was. I was a victim of Cardy Red. Man. So what you think, bro, that's almost surviving, Kelly. This is hey,

this should be your next thing. Surviving Cary Red. Oh my god, the first moment of your career, your best and the worst moment. Um Uh again, I can't really say one was better and one was worse. I will say times I thought it was worse when my album first came out. In our first week out, we showed three thousand copies. That was back in the day when people was going platinum first, you know what I'm saying.

So you know, of course that's probably the label right now calling like we should have dropped your but they was talking about dropping me, so I'm thinking, like, damn, like what I'm gonna do now, Like I'm you know, I'm going back and trying to put my other ship back in the road. But then I guess, um, I guess the greatest moment, it's just when the people came together, Like I just got so much love in the beginning

of this ship. Man. Everywhere I went, everybody has CDs for me to sign, you know, and I swear to guy Bro like probably ninety six percent of all the CDs I signed on my first album was bootlegs. Niggas didn't buy the real one. But it was just still so much love involved in it, you know. Yes, yeah, But and then let me say one more, like my top top moment is being able to buy my kids insurance because I knew that was something that yeah, I come from the time, and if you bust your head open,

you're going to Auntie's house or something. She gonna put some band aids on to try and do what she did some what what was that ship they should give us? I don't know the old as I am, no, no, no that what's the brown ship? What's that ship? Huh No? Not parox? It was the brown ass bottle and they always kept in the highest ass cover. It was what's that ship? Not peroxide? It was? It was? It was

what is that ship? That? Bro if you had a stomach, if anything was wrong with you, brodas going up in this cabinet and grab this little clear brown She didn't give it to the stomach ache. Casting yeah, man, the castor oil. So you know I come up in that time, man, just yeah, It's just great that I could provide them some shit. They wouldn't have to be taking castor oil. That was the only other options. Salute like Jenna's pulling up. Man, you know what I'm saying. We appreciate you, must continue

success to you. Drop us off some merchant next time. For I wish I could have brought yourself, But it's gonna be big and better when I bring it though, you know it's definitely check us out at TRIPLEW dot Big factspod dot com. You know what it is. Salute it's big fact bitch.