BIG FACTS feat. Kevin Gates

feeling amazing. I don't. I don't just feel amazing. I feel amazing. Amazing. That's a great way to feel. I feel amazing. What do you attribute to that? Like, what do you attribute to you? Maybe feeling better on every level of spiritual, emotional, physical, What do you attribute that? Tom? That's a long you want? We're here. We ain't got nothing here. No, I do not want to want to really want the facts? Oh my god. I mean, we go through we go through so much Trump that we suppressed.

We ask people, especially melanated people, like we go through so much trauma that we supprised, Like we get beat up every day physically, verbally, all of those type of things. So we go through that type of ship every day, and we carry these traumas, and a lot of these traumas don't just start in the streets. They started in

the household then to translate over into the streets. And then we go through life not really ever learning how to heal from the things we've been through in our past, because a lot of time it's painful to reflect and think about what you've been through, and because you don't want to relive trauma. Who want to? Who want to

reopen the cut and put salt in that motherfucker? But a lot of times we haven't learned how to process our emotions because we always taught as me that man, you don't supposed to cry, you're supposed to be a monster, You're supposed to be this, And we forget as farther as me and how to be nurturrous. So if we don't know how to be nurturrous, we don't know how to nurture ourselves. We can never nurture you all with children, so they grow hard. We're passing like traumatic patterns from

our past don't tie with children. I don't tie with significant others, And it's just unhealthy emotionally, spiritually, physically, it's just unhealthy. And if you look at it, if you've got the emotional term more like going on on the inside, you divided your your kingdom, your your bady, is your temper in any temple in the regime, anything that's divided the month itself cannot stand. So I had to realize on my feet this journey. Like just getting my body healthy,

I had to get my emotional stay healthy. And I had to give my mind health and this allowed me to be spiritually healthy, you know what I'm saying. And it don't happen overnight, because I'm still just replacing negative habits with positive habits, and right now I had to realize that I'm just on my journey. You know. I forgive myself for the things I can't change, but I also hold myself a calm for the things that I know that's better, and I keep self inventory on myself.

Accountability is so like I like to hold myself accountable because I feel like I'm responsible for the places that I placed myself and you're responsible for you primarily, and I just you know that a lot of people they say, like you're hard to deal with. If you're not easy to fool. So I just look at it like that, like you know, I just look at it like I just look at it different than like people. It's not

protecting your energy. It's not a crime like my little brother. No, if I go in a restaurant, not, do I like this environment? Do I feel that in this environment? No, I'm gonna tip the way they leave they give me for wasting your time, because I'm not gonna let you waste. Man, I'm going way. I'm celebrated, never when I'm tolerated. How hard is to stay focused, like to try to master yourself and ship hard, stay forward? I don't. I don't look at it like, um, I'm trying to get someone.

I'm trying to master yourself. Yeah, I don't. I don't look at it like like really like mastering myself. I'm I'm in a relationship with myself to when I'm getting to know myself on a more intimate No, so it's a relationship with me. I get mad at me a lot of times. You know what I'm saying. I'd be like, man, you know you over talked yourself. You know you should have did that, or you was too thirsty man, you should have laid back. It was too aggressive. You know.

I get on my own ass all the time. But I had to realize I can't beat myself up instead of staying stuck in a listen because I used to do that. I got a problem. I can't let ship go. So I said, look, everything that coming from me is a teacher, whether it's good or bad. I can learn from the lesson. I can stay stuck in the lesson and that move on. I can learn from the lesson and then move on. So I talked to myself a lot of people. A lot of people be like, they're

gonna talking to yourself. But that's how help process myself, Like, okay, Kevin, is it really that serious? Kevin? As it did a kivin. I asked myself questions and I go back and answer them. I used to write the ship down, write questions down, and ask myself, then go back and some questions, and I always came up with sound decisions and problem That's my way of problem solving. And then I started learning. Now,

excuse me. All geniuses talk to themselves, and I just you know, I'm a record of read I read a lot of you know, I hate to say that because in the comments they'd be like, he always be trying to sound smart. No, I'm not. I'm a nerd. I know a little about a la I don't know. Yeah, So it's like I know, like just from that, that's the shortest. Also, I'm not trying to be longe as.

Just the facts, that's all. That's the shortest as. Oh god, yeah, So I know just from like knowing you and following you on social media and just like having personally on social media. Well you ain't been knowing that you got into with me on social media? Yeah, And you know, from knowing you and like you know, over the years and always having like talks with you every time I see you about like spirits and you know, energies and you know what I'm saying, all that kind of ship.

You're very big and very huge, like you just said on mental health, um, you're very big about speaking openly about depression, anxiety, all that kind of stuff. So my question to you is how long did it take you to understand that you needed to learn how to master yourself? And how long did it take you to understand that speaking openly about mastering yourself and speaking about depression and anxiety was a positive thing and it wasn't something that

could possibly harm your image or hurt your career. That's a that's a that's a tough question because I battle with it, like for a long time and one of my biggest battles. I said it on the Mike Tyson interview and I said it went on. I said it

on one of my songs called Very Tale. I talked about being sexually victimized when I was a child, and that's what led to me being super aggressive because I feel like if I'm in any vulnerable situation, I gotta just But then I realized that through taking all of these different martial lords and learning how to surrender, man, I'm free. I don't care nobody to think about me.

I was brave when I when I spoke about it, but they got if five people don't walk up to me a day and cry, I'm talking about men women like I went through the same thing and just cry. And because as I did that song I just released, that was my first time speaking about that and I released it. I used to carry this preussure, like felt like over I used to carry this pressure everywhere I went, like I'm extra, you know, I'm you know what I'm saying.

People would and people didn't understand where the aggression come from, because I did come from an aggressive environment, but I'm intent. I was intense with it. And I had to realize that, Man, Kevin, you not know victim. You was vulnerable at that time. Then built yourself up. Man, You built four talk and then you be. You built even more far too, because it takes more cursed the show exhibit the ability to do to be a tough guy, you know what I

and I had to learn this on my journey. Man. Man, people come up to me every day and just and just hugged me and just cried like me. And they released, and I tell them, man tears up for heal and it's okay to cry. It's okay, Like it's okay you just released and be like, brother, I love you. I don't know whether I be without your music. And you changed my life. They got people show me cuts on their risks. I tried to come in suicide. I let him feel a butter look. I try to take my

own life too. I'm gonna say something on this interview that I never said before. December twelfth, December tent through the twelfth was the hardest for me this year because I was at when I disabled my Instagram. I had went this my first time I ever speaking about this. Probably I had put on Twitter all my friends and my family for getting out my teachers, I love you always over with see, I don't do the man. I'm about to kill myself and I don't want no attention.

I'm about to Hey, we're about to Hey, we're gonna get that. I don't do no horse playing. This horse player when you talk about it, because I was to the point I didn't want to live no more. That last video I had posted and I was holding my daughter, rocking them. I did a birthday in Cabo and mixing car I did all of that. I made sure that she had the first, the best birthday ever. I was just holding I knew that my last time this was this past, this decemble, but the decemblem mark the anniversary

of that. Though I wasn't happy, I wasn't happy the world. The world was already to beat the world out as men, especially as a provider. A lot of men don't speak about this, but a lot of me and South in silence also when you when you were a provider and you and you and you're a real real provider, but you are ready unhappy and you're not feeling like you're being celebrated in the proper manner. You feel like you want to being tolerated, like a lot of people be

like why certain men don't go home? Like when I was in the streets, I used to hate going home because I feel like it's cool, but I ain't welcome though, because they don't feel in racing when I go on. It was like like what I'm supposed to be doing, and a lot of men suffing from it and not knowing that it's okay to have your man came. You have to go on your solitude and have your time

for yourself in order for you to release. Because we're so busy being tough and harbor and all these resentment and emotions and I don't she we deal with you know what I'm saying to Will. It's just that pressure was on top of my head. I was like, man, I quit. I was at the gym. I was at the gym this this. Once we got back to California, I was telling Eastern, I love your baby. I made up for every birthday. That was the lad post I made. Then I had disconnect to my this is disconnect to

my Instagram, my lads tweet I made. That's crazy, I'm even speaking about this. I don't even know why this. God must have put it on my heart. So then after that, I went to the gym and I worked out good, and I put all my jewel on. I don't even wear dree. I just do that for my z like jel, I don't care for that, but I put all my jury on. I had a row letter that I wrote about everything. You know, I was just saying,

I don't regret nobody ever stepped thumb. You know, if I need it to your my OA raised you right, you know that Jiller, You know I was. You know, I just wrote everything I wrote about. I wrote about how you know, how I've been in love before, you know, how to have my heart broke, How the first woman ever break my heart was my mother. You know I wrote about that. You know, the only woman that ever loved me was my grandmother, wrote him a third down. So so then after I did that, I had to

roll out. I went in the gym, worked out, took a shot without my gil, I said, yeah. I looked at myself in the mirror. I said, hey, Dick, I'll be saying Dick a lot because my grandfather called me that. That's my my nickname. So when you hear people say deep. But anyway, long story short, I looked in the mirror, I say say, Dick, Hey, it's time to stay on. Ain't business. I ain't gonna talking. So I was like, yeah, let's go get it done. Show you how to go

work through people. I'm walking out the gym. White boy walked up on it, you know, kind of big. I see him in that lot. He said, can I approach you? You're not when you're about to do something gangster, but you be trying to be calm and smiling. You know that's me. Like, I kind of laughed through my pain and joke when I'm hurting, when I'm dying on the inside. So dude walked up on me. He's like, oh, He's like, man, your music the only thing make this crazy world makes sense.

I was like, the world's a cruel place, and man, trust me, I know I'm laughing, but I know what I'm He was like, man, I was worried about you because you had disconnected your Instagram, me or Twitter, like like the world needs you. Because man, it's like your music that kept me from committing suicide so many times. I say, listen, I swear to God right now, I'm about to go right now. I said, you're the only one I'm telling you know that. He cracked and he

grabbed me. He said, if you do that, so many people don't take their own life because you all we got. That's what he told me. He said, you your music is the only thing that makes this crazy world makes sense. He cracked. You know what I told him to show you how God worked through people. Because God no, I don't bluff, so God no, God no. Like like when I was in jail, like I can't do that. People ask me. People ask me in jail, like, man, why you always tell God you're gonna do better? Because I'm

thugging I'm gonna do better. Like I can't lie to God. I prayed for I have six like women be like, why you do this? I mean, God, I already know he'd read my dicky getting hard, this bitch in your stomach, you know what I'm saying. So I like to keep it real, you know, with myself. I'm not gonna lie to myself. I'm not gonna lie to God. So now I ain't trying to be hold at nothing like that. But just I just come up real spiritual, like I'm gonna talk to my creator. So ain't the way a

long story short? Dude, hug Man, I said, you know what, I guess I'll stick around the wall. You know, I'm still just playing, but but I'm like, you know what, I I guess I stick around the wall. You know, that's what I'm telling me. That's when I do my little proper voice, when I'm being sarcastic. You know, that's my way. That's a coping man. And this make a joke like I make a joke though, like when I was on lockdown, you know, and they'll bring me the food.

I'd be like, oh, run service. You know that. You know it's me making a joke to to deal with my my discomfort. So I can't believe you the one got me all my bad. I can't believe I'm talking about this, this ship. I don't. I don't care because this may help something. Yeah, we don't give a funk. It's gonna help a lot of people like this may help somebody. If I only help one person with my story, with everything I've been through, then I've served my purpose.

My story short because I'm not trying to be excessively talkative, but long story short, I gave it three days. I say,

I'm gonna give you three days and show enough. Like through that course of events, when I disconneate my Instagram and started making comparisons my life other people's high life, film just started living for me, like really appreciating the good things about myself and you love what you have, you have all that you need, and just started back just just really just just engaging with myself in the world and stopped comparing my life to what I should

have and be thankful for what I do had. Because when we was walking, were just happy to have a call. Now we want to roll. Yeah, yeah, you're just happy to have a call. Now you just mand dude, God, I don't want what doing with home? Got my home It probably can't pay the least. So he probably crying when he dropped. Oh we make it look good, but it just we don't know. We compile ourselves to other people. Yeah, so and that's what really had just shipped me, shook

me all the way back. I didn't want to go to Puerto Rico because I got you know, for everybody didn't know it's it's deeply rooted. Thus, so I end up going to Puerto Rico. Who was like, man, my grandmother spirit everywhere I ain't got to like her spirit with me. Everywhere I go. She proud of me. Everybody don't know they're proud of me. And the most treacherous neighborhoods, you can't even come out there with cameras. I'm feel him. And in these neighborhoods, the people love me to death.

Like anyway I go to slums loved me, Like the streets loved me, like everywhere I go, Like everybody loved me. I had built it in my mind that I don't nobody funk with me. Know, the world loved me. Everybody loved me. But you'll get on Instagram and be like, man, I don't know, motherfuck with me. But that's not true. Like the world loves the furthest from Yeah, And it was like when they keep you in a depressed state, you spend more money on entertainment and ship like that

external things to to make yourself happy. But the only thing that can make you happy is fixing was into and like working out that ship makes me happy. Like I like seeing my bady transform from week to week two weeks. Then I ain't gonna I love my cheat days. I gonna get my don't judge still, I'm mean that's another thing that that also made me feel free also because like I'm gonna just be honest, it's people out here that's gifted. It's people that could see beyond the veil,

that could see into the spiritual realm. I mean, you know, like I tell people spirits, I ain't never try to hurt me, and the people was the monster's you know what I'm saying, like like like like with Homie who I had to I mean, you use the monster. I ain't no spirits never heard. I've been seeing them since I was children, you know. And it's it's people that see that. And for people that think I'm weird, Hey, I'm winning. I don't care what you But once I had a fear of being looked at like I was

crazy for speaking about spiritual things. And then I once I came out and just started speaking about this, so many people like man my world. Mother used to tell me that I hadn't had this happened to me. It's things that's unexplained by that's just supernatural events that happened with us. To let us know that there's a greater presence, that there's a cree Hey, that's a great design and what we see on the physical. And I know that

I'm older than you know what I'm saying. Well, when I say that this is this is my last time being him, I'm getting it right this time. I'm never gonna see a physical death. I'm gonna I'm gonna transcend over, you know, Jesus Christ, May peace be upon him. For people that don't know my background, my father's Muslim, I'm Muslim. My Muslim name is Issa. Jesus made peace be upon him. This is my first time saying this on the on

the podcast. My tribe, I'm related to him twice, like from my wide nose to the every time I'm relating features. Yeah you are too. I mean you have to trace it back. But my tribe the same exact tribe that you know that he's from. You know, I just like I said, I don't. This is my first time saying it's the world gonna think I'm weird. I don't. I

don't even care anymore, I swear. But anyway, long story short, though, like I used to be like, why y'all ain't me that old BJ and S you know what I'm saying. But I started studying this man. This man never even spoke English. You speak our language, you know, he's you speak our language. So long story short, I started studying that, and it just just I wanted to read about them. I want to know about him. I want to know things about them. I'm not talking about the Messiah that's

on a on a cross, dead massile. I'm talking about the one that said you all to do that was more human like. People like to make it, you know, the one that was more human like when he said you all to do greater things, and that because this problem comes from the from the Creator, May peace be upon him. So I started studying about life by the skill and things of that nature. I can do things that mere mortals can't do. You know. I can do

things that mere mortals can't. Even you can be invisible, man, I can do that too. You didn't did it before? You didn't walked up on somebody. I didn't even see you standing there, and then you had to happen to you before you didn't walked up on somebody. I didn't even baby Jake. But that's because you were vibrating at a higher level and they couldn't see you. And that's and that's this might be going this might it ain't

it when you raise your vibration. Alright, I'll show you like like like like static electricity and rubber balloon in your head. You can't see the static electricity, but that don't mean it ain't there. If I blow on you, you you couldn't see the wind coming from my mouth. Hold my brother, you could look good. It's about hygiene. If you're freaking, I like you. We could try things, but get my baby back to this regular scheduled programming. But

I was just saying it that was energy. I just blew out on you just to give you an example, just to exemplify what I'm saying. Anyway, long story short, when you're vibration, when you raise your vibration, you're gonna make people that's vibrating at a low level uncomfortable. You just happened before. You haven't had this happen you go somewhere and people just got to find an excuse to leave or get wrong. It's not that they don't want you call like what come, they don't want to, They

can't they tell you they're coming. Or but if something happened when you feeling like plan, it's not that he can't funk with you. But he can't funk with you, your spirit is going to irritate their demons and they can't stand and even that, it's it's about frequency. Were just not on the same frequency. It's like low vi operation and have viperation. Like like people get mad at me, like they'd be like, here, come on, take a shot. I don't drink, you drink. Why are you getting so

irritated about me saying I don't drink. I'm having a great time, buddy. You know what I'm saying. Let me be a lame yeah, you know. So, Like it's I was afraid of speaking about these things publicly because people was like I had a fear of being looked at like I was crazy. But I was also causing myself to be very sick because I wouldn't open in my throat chakra. When you bring your throat chakraen, you speak truth.

You know it's healing into the back. But do you know how many other people are quote unquote crazy that can identify and relate to everything that you're talking about right now? I know what's I don't know who I am, but I know what I am now. Yeah, yeah, something serious? Hey, why why is it that got them when the nigga making sense or thinking ouside the box was saying something crazy though, like why why did you fast topic? Because again to think that's not what's considered normal. So people

are people are uncomforencez all. This you're saying make perfect sense to us. You know what I'm saying to us to people who listen to everybody is everybody not gonna receive it? Saying like vibration ship for that because I can't be I don't know, my freaks will be low or they freaks me a little. Some people I just can't stand around me. Amen, you know what I'm saying, Like in no form of fashion, I gotta get the

hell off. So it's not to cut you off. But they go back to see energy and frequency like that's we were on different frequencies. I mean, we're just on different frequencies and it don't even matter high person. Look, I didn't got off that that man. All of us need to stick together because we niggled. We need to stick I didn't got off that old bitch and ship too, because and I happened. I was in prison at one time, and I called myself, Man, we're gonna ride in this bitch.

They're bringing us cold food. And man, we stood up in that bitch. Man, everybody stood up when they came in. There with them baby Polo, Dawns and pepper Gas and fox Spray and bass Pray everybody. When I got there, rack, he's only me and like the dudes in that rolling, even the one told me, he said, I respect you, you a man, but start sticking about yourself. I've been doing this for years. And I said, that was I learned a valuable lesson. I'm on my side. You know

what I'm saying. I thought we was riding for the calls. You know what I'm I'm saying that I had. It was beautiful. It was a beautiful understanding to me. Not because I don't care what a person looks like. They raise color, they they sexual orientation of preferences. If the energy connects, it connects. If it doesn't, it doesn't because I never know where my next blessing is gonna come from. So I gotta operate strictly out of my heart shock.

I gotta operate out of love. Even if it's messed up energy, I gotta look at it with love like that's a test for me to get to the next level. And if it's a blessing, I'm I'm just one of the gate keepers about to open the gate so I could get to the next level. I got to be tested before I could reach spiritual divinity. So I'm tested all the time. But it's how I respond. I'm no longer reacting. I respond to whatever tests come my way,

and it just however I respond. Did the journey of enlightenment you feel like start when you went to prison? Before that, I was born gifted. I just fought against it like a lot of us. But when did you have time to sit? And really is that? Because you can subconsciously know it, But sometimes people don't even experience solitude until prison, Like was it prison or did you sit down on your own? That's what I mesk. Prison was a prison? Was a major prison? Was the was

the starting point. It was the starting point because in solitude, that's when the pipanis happened, when you buy yourself, when you're alone, it's just beautiful. It's just the prison was the best thing ever happened. And I heard so many people say that it was the best thing that ever had. So many people say it's it's saved their lives, changed their I wasn't living right right, and then maybe you wouldn't still be here living if you didn't go to prison.

I just wasn't living right right. It was the best thing ever happened to me. Yeah, I'm not. It's not for everybody, you know, right right, right right, but it was. It was. It was the best thing you've happened to me. Yeah. Yeah. You ever thought about doing acting? The Ship movies and Ship? Yeah? I want to do it all the old man. I have to cut my head. I'm not gonna play this role. I'm not gonna do that. Yeah, I'd be a great actor. How you like, like, how do you nick flick shows

and Ship? I watched the type of show you feel like you'll be good? Ugh? Who me? Yeah, I'll be on They had to put me on Power. I wouldn't be the plug though, I wouldn't be the plug. I just love when when when when Dude told Goes, he said, man, you can have your own quartil. See, I wouldn't be the man. I'll be the man in between the man. I do the ship. Like when like say, if you hand if you hand bank some cough, you know what

I'm saying. And he reached for it, like like say you're about to reach for the cup, like reach for it. I grab it first, and then Smiller didn't hand it to you to make sure you know. I'm gonna be there, Fosome. Yeah, I'm gonna be. I'm gonna be I'm gonna be something true to who I am. I'm the protector. What I'm saying is always gonna have your best interest out, you know, when you when you're getting, when you're getting. I read man they're talking to and I'll tell you, don't worry

about I'm gonna take care of. Yeah. Yeah, I'm gonna take care of don't even worry about it. Then I'm gonna just come back and just you know, we didn't watch the news. I got that business and that's we would never talked about that again. But you know I did that. I did I did that for the balls man. So he's just you know, I don't want to be the man. I won't be the man in between the man.

And that's why, even when even when it was election time, you know, I always wanted to stay a general because I take pride and charity in the aids in assistance of others. So I'm always on the front line with all my soldiers. That's why I remained the general. I could have been elevated and right, so I'm a born king. I just I wasn't afraid to take the throne. But

I just like being, you know, with the soldiers. How do you think you protect yourself now from ever going back into that dark space of not not cherishing the life the way it should be, or going back to those things. How do you protect yourself now daily or hourly or however often you know what I'm saying, Like you command your day to be how you wanted to be command your dad. I prepared at night time to have a great more on it. If I don't prepare my night and prep down, if I just come in, man,

I'm gonna get up early and do my ship. No I'm gonna propere at night to have a great morning. I like everything around me clean and order. You know, I don't get out the bed. I'm gonna make my bed. I know. I gotta be up at four third am, both feet on the floor because I like to procrastinate a little bit. I like to get in the shower listening to my music. You want, you gotta let that positive from Miami. You know I want to you know, yeah, I want to listen to my little music in the morning.

Drink like my espresso. You know. I like to start my little morning. You know, take my shower, prey. You know what I'm saying. Go to the gym. I have a great workout. You know what I'm saying. The World six gamester, you know what I'm saying. I just used all that, but that's just when I'm at with you, know what I'm saying. And protecting your energy at all coasts, like you gotta be honest with yourself, even with your friends. Like man, when you pull up, I can't make it. Buddy.

You think the pandemic help to hurt artists, Yeah, I don't know. It's only how everything is a blessing once you change your perspective. This is one miracles happened. It was a blessing for me because I gained a greater understanding of myself. You know, so and then I don't the time. But so you know, I don't have to engage with the world. I create my whole world. Aroom speaking Okay, so yeah, I want to talk about that to speaking of creating your own world and not having

to engage um on your fitness journey. I know you're gone like a more natural route. You grow your food and you know you have a farm, and I can when I can when I'm on the reservation, I eat from the land. When I'm not on the reservation, I eat from I try to find a sprout the whole food somewhere, even out a nice little produce section. They didn't got their produce game up. They got a nice lead. Yeah yeah, being ugh. I like to go grocery shop and you know, let's go push the best your place.

Then I like the cook so I'm make an amazing soup. Like it's kind of soup. I'll put sweet potatoes in the mushrooms, onions, yellow squash, zucchini, carrots. Uh. Sometimes sometimes I put I put a whole chicken in there. But because somebody like to eat all the chicken out of my soups that I'll be making. You know all I'm saying. I ain't gonna say no name, but yeah, you know the soup, I'll make it amazing. It's healed into the bag because it's everything comes from the mother, from the earth.

Sounds like some immune boosting ship. I don't know. I just feel good. I put the pin him of lands South cent them in that man, the Kuman, the black pepper, rose mayor fresh rose mayor fresh cilantro. No, I don't put that anymore. You know, that just ain't my taste. I like the rose marror tastes like that fresh mos. I put the whole stock, I washed them and put the whole talking up. I love something that's my baby cooking tips which days for killing. I don't know. I'm

on the journey. I might walk out of him become a bill, you know, I don't know. I was spontaneity, living people be like Kevin when the album coming, When it comes, it's gonna come at the right time, and it's gonna be amazing. It's gonna change the world. That frustrate your label, Will you tell them that? Yeah? Ay, they've been dealing with me. They've been dealing with me

so long, and they understand how it works. And they also understand and trust that that I have an understanding that's outside of their understanding because nobody believed in Big Gangster when I dropped it. It ain't like but organically it's but it was before his time, so you know, but it's timeless. No, you know what I'm saying, Like all of the music that that I make, it's timeless because it comes from the celest your court. Like I'm just a vessel all little hold of names in the

celestial court, even the secret name. So it's a blessing. It's not me, it's God. So all of these ideas and things, they come from the celestial court, and I'm just here to transmit it, you know. So are we ever gonna get another installment in the Luca Brising series? Hey? You know what? It's you know what? Please this crazy? No, listen, listen. I didn't want to do that because on my new journal, I'm like, man, I'm putting on negative if I do that. No,

I'm not. I'm purging all that built up in me. I cout the music is the way that I've been in release, so I can still live a positive lifestyle and release the thing because that's therapeutic and nature. I'm doing myself in the world of this service by not putting out that Prussia because Kevin, you and did you prush in the gym? You Prussia everything you should do, you Prussia, And I'll be talking to myself. I'd be like, say, because Dick, I need you make all that ship to

work out too. You know man that the other people wanted to motivate them too. You can't be being selfish like this. I'll be talking to myself. I mean like you're being selfish, bro, your And then I just dropped the drop that who won't smoke? I was just playing it on live. I didn't know what's gonna do what it did? You know? You ain't Christmas? Yeah? He can't nobody to talk the street like you, KIVI. I can't nobody talking like you ain't heard one nego talking like

how you talking? Bro? I'm knowing your hands on. Please don't stop this time. I know it's easy for you, but don't stop. I need you. I'm like I got you, big brother. I'm gonna get that business you you have you been touring lately, Yeah, because I know that's the last time. That's one of like your favorite moments. Actually you know you're gonna up, but you see it in front of them. Yeah, people telling me the most amazing things, like you know, they have more people with my face

tattooed on them than I didn't know that. That's like I had to look at the things like and Kevin, like, don't be hard on yourself. You're amazing. You're amazing. Keep doing what you're doing. You're changing the world. I can't name four go ahead, let's live it up. I can't. I can't name like three cities in the state ahead in Dallas, Houston, the whole, Louisiana and Georgia. This this this,

this place, this place changed my life. Anybody to tell you, Like when I first mate bang, I whooped the phone him. You know he's seen when my let boat I would fly, I whooped the phone him. You know you know he's like, man, you buy yourself. I said, Yeah, we're on sold o misses being the trenches. Yeah, this guy can boss from Yeah, yeah, I whoop up over there you know, cook the verse phone. How long you think it took me to cook the verse? Say a minute. I'm deadly with this deal. You still

you got That's when you put your marry. I'm dending with this. Then they just turned them off, but you still use it with the notes and ship. I thought they said all the Blackberries is dead January one. I just saw done news whatever, But that's what they said. But if you always work, work that the blackberries are on. They said that they were canceling the transmission or something so that they weren't they were going to be obsolete January the first, So you gotta get a different transmission.

There you go, your BlackBerry work answer, no question. There you go. If it's a vanglance, they wire from the phone VPN track and I wipe from my phone. No, if it's a vanglance, they wire from the drone VPN track and I watched from the phone. Yeah, two million dollars for each of my lookal likes. I get in diighted they captured the clone. One of my people, he from Argentina. Shout out to him, you're a hell of a teacher. Ten million dollars from my private doctor going

to reconstructed my features. I like to you know, they love how to talk their ship. Yeah, people call me, he saying, man, say well, I'm scared when you dropped that. Man, I'm just waiting for the total swing. Open me too, big brother. I give it for love. Who your big inspiration? Though? Who my biggest inspiration? Like that's about music. I can't name a person that's not doing music my biggest inspiration. Yeah, Muhammed Ali for shore, Muhammed Ali, understandable, Muhammed Ali. I'm

gonna show you how great I am. He suffered, he suffered, They made it hard for him. But he's smile. He found a way to smile through it all. Yeah, he suffering. He died doing what he loved. And I had really had put it in my mind like this music. I love it. I'm gonna die for this ship. I love it. I can't I can't stop. I'm gonna die for this. I love it that much. I'm gonna die for want of man meets his mission, him and his mission become one. I'm gonna die for this. I love it, big facts.

I love it. I work out so I can make better music because I love it. I work out so I can have a better performance and on tool so I can make better music. Because I love it, and you see it when you come to my shows. You see it. You see it. Everyone is sold out. It's just more and more people just gravitate toward it. Yeah, I love it. What you ultimately want to do with all that influence? I mean music is one thing, but ultimately, what do you want to do with all that influence?

I'm doing it. Catch you when you probably your heart. You always win. I am who I am or I'm not, I'll never be. That's my message, simple, simple. Go where you're celebrated, now, where you're tolerated for taking your energe is not a crowd. I've been giving y'all the game the whole time. Oh you believe I came into my own They just received me. Now most people ain't know who I was. But the ones that know, you know, you know, they bare my glory, feel of grace and truth.

They know what I want from jump. Another thing you're do is you can you stir social media up a lot? So let's let's let's let's understand this. It's not we could go into a lot of your quote. God, if you know if you met somebody in December and you still know January two years that I just that's that's the question. That's the question have we been knowing each other? So that's third social media. The people were not only trying to figure that out. For the first mathematical thing

they would say is it's not two full years. It's not a calendar to a calendar. I'm not trying to overthink it. Right, you knew them in and you knew them, so you've done the person two years technically, but you knew you was doing what you put that up. You know that everybody was what you think about. To be honest with you, I don't even put into that sheet. That was my spirit. That was what I just that I wanted to release that. I just proposed the question,

have I known you two years? Anybody else want to overthinking to do our little interest? That's on your baddy, right right, that's on your baddy if that's what you want to do. I don't listen. I ain't going too deep off into it. I just proposed a question. Yeah, I really asked the question to myself. Let me tweet that right fair. I don't I don't. I don't do things to get attention. Like when I jumped on stage, everybody was, oh my god, he jumped out. I've been

slam dunking on you niggles out chill both ways. What you mean, I've been dunking on you niggles. So I'm saying, y'all just all of a sudden been jumping out the gym. I've been jumping out the gym, and I make it jump out of the the pot. The metaverse. I heard people speak about it, but that just ain't with my interest in it. It seemed like I used to play the SAMs when I was little, and it kind of seem from what I've seen, I kind of see it's like that.

I'm an outside person, so I like playing my my French bulldogs and oh man, guess what I might cry about this ship? You know what dig that? This is my first time saying it's on social media. Yeah. He just had like a couple of months of my dog what Yeah he dag, he daged. What happened? I don't start crying a baby. I'm not. I'm not. I'm just asking, like, what happened? He just got old and dad it was his time? You know? He was my emotional support on him,

and he served this purpose. I guess, like I guess, he was like man you know, you know he looked up Bayment like man Bro. I love. I knew he was trying to tell me something, though, because when I had brought him to the other side, he didn't won't leave out that bitch man I went to I went to California, my dogs to the company. He said, man Bro. He was crying, he was hysterical, big yelp because he loved like these our children, just like man man Bro,

Dick dad Bro. We got some straws from his semen Bro. So we're gonna because we had preserved this semen So. But he had a son that looked just like him while I was in jail, and he did because he went under the underwinter surgery to clear his uh something that's broke, to make it breathe, and he did. But he looked at just like Deep, but he was just a little smaller. I was really gonna name him golf Ball because he was little in hold, but I ended up naming my Potner, my Potner o g Ken. We

gave him. I named another one that looked just like Deep, but he read I gave him. I gave him to we gave him to O g kenn O g Ken love him to def treat him like a son. And his name golf Ball. But my nephew name golf Ball. I gotta leave the nephew name golf ball. He little, he hold your monster, he live beat it. So I wanted to name one of my bullets after him, because your monster, he liked it. So I just wanted to name it. I just wanted to name it. I just

want to name him nick Man. Yeah, but Dick died on me, bro, But I know, I know, I know that he was like, you don't need me no more because I didn't hear him and cryed a lot of knights and I used to sleep in the bed with him and all that. I just, you know, it was just time. You know, He's like, man, you you don't need me no more. I'm just gonna go on here and take it to them that you on the other side, homie. I know you feel, but I've never see your game, right.

What's what's what? What's your thoughts on what's your what's your thoughts on polygamy? Because you know before on social media also polygamy, oh, monogamygamy, polygamy, whatever it is, because you kind of spoke on it before what they to take a village something to that extent. I think you said something to the extent. And then again this this

is the platform I like. I like to just see how people just see you know what I mean, see see see just because you are king, oh God, they don't mean you post abuse discretion and abuse your power. You still gotta be considerate that everything is, that's that's, that's that's in your kingdom, you know. And I don't feel like a person there's all the way footing hole

with themselves shit even venture down that road. But my mother always told me, man, you tell a woman the truth, she's gonna treat you like like with God love because it's the truth. Bay where you been fucking you know, honesty. But see you can't you can't be in a relationship and you've been making you've been making deals. You know what I'm saying. You were making deals and then you come back with babe, you know, because I know what they called I'm not I'm not a stepper. I'm not

a big stepper. I'm I'm a great father. First. You know what I'm saying, I will big step, but I'm I'm a great father, you know. So I look at it like this. I read this book called The Sacred Woman. I gotta say this before I go there. I read this book called The Sacred Woman, and it validated everything that I was ever taught as a child. Because people used to ask me, how come she do things with you that she don't never do with nobody else? And this and there. Because I don't judge, I don't care

if you did a thousand days baby. You for me, You tried to risk and I come be with the best. You had to go through all that so I can have you. I don't judge you. I don't care what you did. If I want you, I want you. You know what I'm saying. I want you because I don't want nobody that ain't even been through nothing, that ain't got no feel of credentials and all that. I don't get on all that that social media. You know, man, bro, you need a woman to do that that man, we'll

go get your mail, all of brade. You want to serve it, you want to slave. I feel like it's about having a woman that's your best friend in the relationship. Now that's your best friends. So you're paying attention to your best friend. You gotta know that that her womb has its own chakra. Women have an extra chokra me and don't help. This is why your sex life get thrown off. Say you was sucking another beach, then you come home and fuck your woman. She already know because

she got something called intuition. Most men don't have intuition because they're masculine energy and feminine energy. It's not balanced when your masculine energy becomes sacred masculinity Like I don't release seemen. I've really been celibate. I really don't even I've been playing hard to I really, I really, I really practice seeming attention on and I love the way it makes me feel. I love the power and the energy that it give me so in and and just

practicing this. My masculinity is sacred because I'm not looking for this one and that one and this one and that one to fuck. See. Women are healers. The womb is very healing. Any woman can attest to this. If you went through a stress, a stress money before your cycle, I don't even like to call it period. I like to call it the moon because every woman's cycle is in sync with the moon. It may be the full moon, waxing moon, new moon, it depends on what moon. But

they they are healers. So what happens is if if the household was stressed that month, her moon gonna be heavy, heavy, heavy. She's not just cleansing for herself. She cleansing all the energy for the house. So she already know what I've been doing. So I'm gonna go ahead and tell you

the truth. And guess what her wound when she in alignment with her wound, she could process it, and her wound could forgive because she might give me her boy to knowing that funk something else, And what's gonna happen. Her pH level is gonna be out. I might ain't given no disease, but this energy from this other woman gonna all set up pH levels. She could develop the urine their tracking fisher, because most urin their tracking fishers

come from angle from hard from harnessing anger. Because she was like, I knew I wasn't crazy, because you wouldn't. You wasn't telling this woman the truth? So I hondesstand is the best policy So before we go into it and say what you think about poligamy, I'm gonna just say this, I'm Muslim. Everybody that's Christian, there's Christian people. You're gonna read all through your Bible. King Solomon was the most loved king by God. He had three hundred

wives and seven hundred cocky lines. Three hundred, seven hundred. That's a thousand bitches, and we'll go to walk behind every one of them. He was the wisest, Richard strong with king never lived. King Solomon made piece. So I'm just you know, if people that's Christian people don't live by the Bible, you know, don't you live by this part, live about all of it. So let me ask you this.

I have a question. What's the question I gotta answer? Okay, when you were just saying like how you don't release salmen or whatever, so when you have sex you don't climax? No, Um, how does that work? Um? Well, I started. I can't give you my real recipe, but I like, like I like to get massages. You know. I started with the feet because the woman walk on our feet all day. But I ain't gonna lie. I'm an I ain't I'm a dog will eat and puts it. But I really

like to. I really like to eat my woman as I like when she try to run because I got a long tom so I like to go deep in our ags with that bit she running. I'm a game four you know I love a four player. You know you know, so that's what I love. So through four player, I'm going to please my partner. I get off on her getting up. I want to make you come like I love. I don't tell me you can't. I want your bidy to lock up. I don't want to watch

you run down my deep that's just me. I feel like I did something because I brought you to a level of ecstasy. I know you wouldn't experience it because you've been jammed up. But then but then if you but but if you're not releasing seamen, aren't you jammed up? And won't true? That's my life force. It's gonna go. It's gonna recycle itself through my body. And I've had weird dreams before. If I have a weird dream, you know,

that's my body releasing and recycling. But not on purpose. No, now, if I now, if I want to manifest something like with a woman. We could set I want attention to prey, and I can let loose and we can manifest what it is we're trying to manifest because sex is healing. It's magical, sexual energies, very healing. Like in the morning time, every man, you wake up and you want to beat the dick. I don't do that. I wake up and put that energy into making a good song, a great workout.

I started replacing them habits with something else, some serpenfires. That what they call it, serpentfires or something else. I've heard plenty of different terms called a sex transmutation. I just take it. It's all energy. It's just on what you do with it. But I can sit in that bitch, I don't watch point. I can see in that bitch and hunting around drum something. But I did that when

I was a kid. I want to do something different, though, so I do yoga, I stritch, you know, and a lot of times when you know your own somebody I've been I've been practicing. Also. It's taking mac route because it detoxes the colon and your pancreas and all of that. It detoxes those things. A lot of the food that we eat. It had us clogged up to what we can't even get the proper richtion that we supp us

to get. So a lot of time when you want to check your d that's because your prostate, I said, pacers, I meant to say, your prostate is claused. And you it's certain poses in yoga that you could do to unclouded that and move that energy around the back it. We see it still for all day. You know what I'm saying, We were still fall day. We don't. We

don't move our energy around. You have to move it around about it like that's like people who dancing, they started dancing, they feel good when they're then because they're moving their energy around. We have energy and out baudy, they need to be moved around. And that's what I do. I'm moving all around my body and use it for what I need to use it for. You tap it too. It's called thee cheat um. I started learning about that

through well. We really got me in. The seeming attention at first was I used to box and we couldn't releasing the seemen you know before fights and things of that nature. And I'm like, man, I'd be so deadly when I'm warry releasing no seemen making that sacrifice. So I put myself in their mindset again. But I started studying all the benefits from it, and I started looking at the benefits. Is I'm heavy, like you know, my hair growing back in places that you know what I'm saying.

It's just it's just it's just amazing. It like a healing energy too. Your life was in healing when you put it in. That woman woumb even if she don't get pregnant's gonna heal up bout it. You're gonna recycle each other's energy if y'all equally yoked. But if we're not in a lambent, she just gonna drain me or run off with my energy. I'm gonna be I'm sucking. But in nature, I'm an have sex with this woman,

draining her and take her energy. Like you're not supposed to feel tired after six she supposed to be energized. If you're not energized and somebody not in alignment, they don't don't beat, they don't judge. I don't care what yourself coming out. I don't care. I'm winning because I know this new information. I never was really spoke about none of this before. But she just beat O mine.

That's that jade energy, that the green jade. What the fact you think that uh music is having on our people and our brothers in the streets and so forth, just throughout the culture. It depends on what context you look at the music. I mean, you know, they got a lot of great kids. Then it like really great guys, you know, and I feel like they'd be expressing their pain because sometimes you could be so angry and so it hurt you actually want to kill somebody, you know

what I'm saying. I just feel like if you look at it in the proper context, I mean, what what what What if it's let's let's take your kids. What if it's your kids listening to it, they might not be able to receive Oh yeah, well, you know, my children genius and so because with all children, the genius is it's just the environment that they grew up in. But my daughter called me the other day, Daddy, her grandmother in the background, Daddy, what's a what's an orgasm?

I say, her grandma to know, she just want to know what the organism is? I said, which one? You want to know? Baby? An organism or orgasm. She said, I want to know what the orgasm is. So I told her what the orgasm was, and she was like, okay, thank your dad. Like I tell my children the truth, I'm not about that either. My grandfather taught me to you learn fast or you die young. So I teach my children the truth. I'm not censoring nothing. I'm not

covering your ears, and I'll that damn it. Bro. They said this about you on the internet, man killer. They're faking you be with your dad every day. We'll be everywhere bout ourself, just me and you. You ever seen somebody bulk up on your dad and play with me because he gets mad? They said this about you. I just want to go kill everything, kill them cause I love that you love me. I love that you love me like that. You supposed to be passionate about your dad.

You go everywhere with me, man, that's the end ofnet man. We're on a blacktop with it, you everywhere I go. What is you talking about? Oh yeah, now he listened at the music. Yeah yeah, they just fake it. Yeah, I know you're faking. Yeah, yeah, you're faking. You know. It's It's not a bad thing. It's entertainment. I used to have that. Man, dude, ain't living like that. I don't want to listen to the man. That ship sounds good, it's entertainment. I don't even send I don't even background

people no more. I used to be man, dude, supposed to be like that. Bro, what's help? I don't even care like I like the music. I'm a fan And it took me changing my perspective to be a fan of music again. I'm a fan. I like that ship, son, put no type of salitation in your mouth if it's somebody, if somebody wrapping some ship that you've actually been through and they ain't been through it for profit. No, it used to I used to be like, man, you you heard me tell you that. You heard me say that,

that's our conversation. Come on, man, you you know I used to be like that. But then I had to realize, Kevin, that's not a bad thing. That's a beautiful thing. That just means if I went to see, when you change your perspective, this when miracles happening, because guess what, hey, hey your beach. No, that woman, the woman, the wisest creature on Earth day, our first teacher. And I'm not saying that because I'm not one of them. Guys. I got potted like that, man, don't. I don't want nobody

that baby mama. Once I find out that that you somebody that you could be. This could be did your wife right here? This could be your twenty side piece. I don't want meting because I'm not like it. I don't get off on fucking nobody. Woman, I don't get off on that now. If I can't help, but I don't know. She tricked his booth brother. If she will them, we can share her at the same time, what's help because I mean, she tricked this both. I'm about to

put some clothes on. Why you're just sucking yesterday? Yeah, we don't judge. Let's just keep it real. I'm just just saying, like, I'm just giving the illustration. You know, I'm just saying ample, I'm just giving an example. You know what I'm saying. I'm just saying like that ain't what I'm on. But they got people that's on it. But what I say is when a woman or a man like that, for real, all you gotta do when you see people out and they get big y'all, do

a look at that woman. See what that woman roll her eyes? You know what that means. He bluffing. You made deals behind closed doors, bluffing. You know you don win big for mercy and I don't let you. Wouldn't all over. You ain't stand like you're supposed to stand. Hey, listen, but I love you with all my huh, but we got to stand on principle. I'm not allowing this and this and this and this in my house. I'm not allowing it. Yeah, I'm not. I gotta stand on my

morals and my principles. Not everybody. Morals and principles ain't the same. Me and my big brother talk about this every day. Everybody morals and principles ain't the same. But guess what, Hey, what you eat don't make me ship on me. What you eat don't make me ship, And what I eat don't make ship. So hey, if the energy line of the line, if not that, we go no further. Everything got their proper place. So I just look at the woman, because when somebody get the going

on and rand the raven. See when you get upset that it's it's crying. I don't want to talk about it. But when you flash, and your woman had a feel guard on her because she didn't see what you do or and witness how you rocking. You know what I'm saying. She's not scared that you're gonna She's scared that she's gonna lose you because she know you can't think. Once it's you know, literate, or something happen, it's up. It's always up on our end, sir. That's why I'm so respectful.

It's always up on my end, like like it's always like I asked myself all the time, Kevin, would you do a life sentence behind disrespect? I would. I can't look at myself in the mirror. I can't live with that. I know what I could live with. I can't. So when my woman gets kid, it's more like, no, I'm not going through that, taking out out the cone and making sure we buy everything cash and do thedn't do that because if he go to jail again, we gotta be able to keep it going. You know. She you

know that women are protectors. They're practical and nature. So when we flash, you know they think about all that. But when you got a woman just sitting nothing, I ain't tripping him due he bluffing. I gotta do it. I gave us some game. I wasn't puposed to give up, you know. But that's he bluffing. He bluffing. Hey, only you gotta do a pay attention to the one. That's all you gotta do. You see somebody with their significant other and he go ran it right, and I know

what's up. Oh, he does this all the time at the house. There's no big deal. Bluff he bluffing. What's her thoughts on the ego? Uh, that was the biggest thing I had to get past, was my ego. That's why I don't even pick up heavy waste in the gym. Nom all. I checked my ego at the door because even though I looked amazing at one time, I'll big. You know, that was ego. I want to lift all the weights in the gym. You know, that was my ego. I was hurting myself. My joints wasn't ready to lift

that type of way. Now my joints ready to lift that type of way. And I play with it light ship. It's just about feeling good, like that's my therapy. You know. I'd rather feel good. So when I go to the gym. I feel good before I take a meet, and I work out before I came here. I worked though. I

just want to feel good. I want to be in the best head space over That's just me, and I'm gonna take however much time I need to make sure that I'm well, because I don't want to be able to disservice to nobody around me with my energy, with my attitude. I want to operate out a look because I can miss something. Yeah, then I'm I'm really big on being a great listener. Not but y'all making me talk, so you got me stuck therapist's therapy for so many people.

I'm serious. I'm really big on being a right listening because somebody told me, because you gotta have people around you the whole you accountable, you're not a good listener. And then I listened. I said, you know what, sometimes I allow my own self and this to get in the way. I wasn't a good listener. My ego was here to keep me safe. Thank you. I don't need you anymore. I'm I might operate off my spirit, off my chakra. When I went to see DJ Spreen, how

does it feel? It felt the energy and he feel pleasant. I'm at home any way. I meant. It's just it's the energy that I bring is the energy I'm gonna get back in return, you know, like if I asked, like I didn't know, EGO, I get in certain artists, d M S. I want you on my album. Hey, if it can't happen this time, maybe it happened the next time. You know. If don't nobody to get back to my understand you have a life. But that fear of rejection. Man, they're gonta holler at me. Nah, I'm

I'm gonna reach out. I'm gonna network. Hey, this this will be wrong. Like I'm a fan of music again. So if this you know, you gotta think I've been a lot of say when you say you're a fan of music again, like everything got so predictable, you know, and and it had me. So now I listen for different things like how to make me feel I like the beat out, like the way he on a beat. I like. So you said you was zooming in too much too. Maybe I was being too technical, you know

what I'm saying. I think I've been there. I think I might be I was overthinking that, you know what I'm saying like like like like biggest smiles. Like when I used to listen to him, he take me somewhere, Punt, take me somewhere. Park was more like he was an emotional rapper, so he talked about the things that was relative, so he felt like a family member. But when I listened that big people don't know this might be was living like that. Fat boy was living like that. So

I like all that. That's what I was a juvenile attention to day is a gymber got the suitcase up in the central go to room one twelve. Yeah, so that that niggas bleed just like us. You know, that was my thing, you know, you know that I like all that. I like when I like that kind of talk. I like whea killer stone man rested piece to one of the greatest. I like, whn killer thtone. I was out number, They're not gone. They had to shoot my way out, put hunters on top of ones, and broke

bricks in the drought. Don't nobody to say his name, like he was the magnolia. I don't nobody to say his name. You know, he was one of the greatest I ever seen doing the flash. A lot of my swag. I emmulate him, and I also emulate me lucas. He one of the flags I've seen doing in Baton Rouge, the flags I mean going to Bogatoss And I was seventeen. Man, he's I'm around you know what I'm saying, I'm around legends.

That swag that I come in the game was so authentic because I got it from you know, I've been around legends, and you know, I started getting my nails and my feet because Killer was doing there. I named my son Killer my nickname. They was calling me killer. They always called me that too, but we really called causer killer because he got the long braids and everything. Just like you know what I'm saying. Every time you see Walden, like like like and boob about, I wish

he would sell. I love him to death. Like like, every time you see Wolden, he just was flat. He was that. He was one of them niggles. He would flat by a silk, you know, and he gonna he gonna get there every time. And it's just he was so humble though, he was so hungble. But he was a giant. That's what made him a giant. I mean a giant. People don't understand because my ass and my tunneling heaven, but a giant. That's what made him a giant A monks men. You know what I'm saying. That's

making me look as a giant a monks men. It's just his sway, the way he moved, you know, everything goes everything about him. You know, there's nothing wrong with it. So that's just where I'm at with it now. You know what I'm saying. I just I got lost. I forgot the question, so you got back to just loving music for the feeling of it. I like when I like when Nordo we get with you problem but listen. I like all that. I like it. Like I'll let

you know what I'm saying. I like whenever you say, oh, I just had got on this song like two days ago. I like to discover music though, like what is you're listening to? People? I'm listening at that bitch, you know. I like when he say hit the door with the razor blade, cut it up all dads. You know what I'm saying, When would I be in this co world? But I'll be saying, my owner, he said, what would I be in this co world? If I don't know

how to slam. I'd be like, what would I be in this cold world if I wasn't rid of a dad? You know what I'm saying. I'll just be saying that in the gym, like I put my little remix to it. You know what record though? How much you record? Probably every day now every day. But a lot of people be mad at me because I'm I need pressure to work out too, so I make like that like that, who won't smoke? I've been did that song? They heard it on live, but man, drop it. I'm okay, I'm

gonna drop it. I say, yeah, I feel like I'm putting out negativity, but I'm not. It's therapeutic. I'm just being I'm expressing. I'm releasing and everybody loved it. They're like, thank you. Keep going. I'm like, okay, I got you that pressure with the world because we really pushed. We really pushed on his end, like we we're not saying nothing negative toward nobody. I swear to gold like you know, I don't mind people saying Prussia, but I started there.

I'm prushed on my end. P r E. It's it's hight. I got that trade wark. I'm prushed on my end. I'm preushed on my end. So it's just it just that's something that that that we started, you know what I'm saying. My team started it, you know, and it just I got to release it to the world because they needed they needed. I didn't know my music was in necessity. They needed. It's medicine. I have my girl doing amazing. You ain't missing on skin glowing? Yeah, I'm saying, yeah, she,

you know she what you call that? What's that word? Amazing? That's good. I'm glad to hear that. What's for you? Man? You said you're just living, but but tourists, Okay, so let's let's just do it for the fans where they get a project, multiple projects. Is it likely this year? We know that you're living and you're flowing, but you got fans. Yeah, I'm glad that. I'm glad that all that I did take this time out for sure, because

now I have a greater process now. So I'm glad that I did take this time for myself because I wasn't ready to receive all the blessings that's about to come to me. It's scary like getting blessings, like filing off its scared, but when you get blessings, it's even most scary because with great power come great responsibility. You know what I'm saying. It's like that's like when somebody told me, like, man, I like your car, it's not mine. You know what I'm saying. I'm just boring it right now.

You know, God, let me use it. You know, if I don't do right with these things that I have, it could be taken from me. That's gonna be hurting feeling. Man, we gotta catch the mortel. I'm back to im back to riding on the wall. Yeah, wrong in the water. You know what I'm saying. I got to go back in that hole and go for what I know. I don't want to do that. That'll be digressive for me because I don't know anything else. I don't that I'm

good at. I'm great at making music, and I think i'd be great at acting, but I need classes say I'm not. I'm not afraid to ask for help now I used to be. Now I'm a gonna camera like this. No, Kevin, you're tripping you people doing this for years. I don't go like that, Homie. I can't remix this ship that the add two Big Brother, and life been beautiful every since. You know, it's been beautiful. It's like you're on the

victim of the energy you project. And if you have projected too much negative energy in a certain situation, I say, try to fix it. If you can't fix it, hey, I go somewhere else with and it's just beautiful and pleasant. There's nothing wrong with uprooting. Move about the land that you may be successful. I'm done, move about the land that you may be successful. So much game on big facts.

I can't believe I'm even saying all this because I thought we're gonna get on here and talk about ramping, and we're gonna talk about whatever the people I'm also I'm also kind of like, I'm also kind of afraid of taking up people time too, because I value my time so much. I don't want to be like I hope we don't run over. I don't. I'm gonna keep it short. I ain't gonna go into all these long games answers because my brain works so methodically. It's hard

for me to just stay on subject. Because once you ask me one question, I think about it there of different ways. I mean, you know what I'm bor. That's the gift and the curse was being brilliant. You know you nobody? You know. So I got a question I gotta answer, and I had retired this, but I'm bringing it back for you. Um. I usually ask people like if they have a bucket list or if they have like a list of things that they want to do, places they want to go, who they want to eat,

blah blah blah before they die. But I know you said that you're never gonna die, You're gonna transition, So do you have a bucket list for your everything that you want to do or whatever before you transition? I never see it this on this show. I mean I never said this in life. I'd have told people this. Man, I can't believe I'm about to say this. I gotta see it though, I'm listening. All right. Well, my little

brother wanted me to talk about wolves. I ain't gonna say how I know I could do this, but this since I've been a child. It's later. This later call was broke down. Her call is broke down, and I'm gonna say this. Please don't believe me. The later call was broke down, and I told him listen, I could I could start your battery for you? She said, we need to jump a cable and say no, you don't. I put my hands on them on a battery. I

got this little thing that I do. I told again for the keys, I jumped in there and cranked the cart. She said, you, my angel, I say, speak nothing of it is you know. Then I'm gonna tell you what really had changed my life, really changed my life. Then when you saw the dramastic change, I said, dramastic. Oh that's a new world. I just yeah, yeah, that dramastic change. I head on the wind. I'm gonna be honest with you when I tell y'all this real talk. God kill

every one of my child from our foltine um. I got photos biologically mine. I got partners that's dead doing life, and all these children, my children, my God, take the breath out of every want of their baddest. I've been to heaven. What people, how heaven? I've been to the celestial court. I got here through faster. I'm talking. I'm not eating nothing for like for the two days, I ain't eating nothing, just liquids, just water. Like people want

to know, like, well, her did you fast? And hey, you're not gonna do it three days, or you're not gonna do it for hours. You're not gonna do so. I even asked, but I have to give this enlightenment to people. But through faster, I was able to go into the celestial court. I had been behind the first bill once, m I've been behind the second bill once twice,

and I've been behind the third bill once. In the fourth bill, that's when I saw people I had went to, Oh, forgive me your erman that they lived on that's crazy. And I was talking about my brother and he called me. We tell a path, we telepathic, but he gifted, he gifted. But anyway, long story short. On the fifth time I had went that was I was and in the bed woul drink one day and she was like, where you went? And I thought I had had a dream, but I

knew I wouldn't having a dream. You know what I'm saying, This is physical. I ain't talking about no my spirit of my bad or not that weird ship. I'm talking about you us del selest your court. I had this last time. I wanted to celest your court. And when I was up there, we're in there because I ain't it wouldn't know up. I just was vibrating so hard that I was allowed in. And I ain't gonna speak about all of it. But Heaven. I never saw here

before in my life, but Heaven and scary. I saw creatures that could have crushed me like this, and they was all in field. They all was faced down, like to the throne. They was in filth for they like scared to death. I had to ask permission because I pray. I had to create a man stand create a man, pray. I was I had the ex permission. It was like every species that was ever created. I'm talking about this gonna sound crazy. I don't do drugs. I'm this. I

can't believe I'm saying is. I know the world gonna look at me crazy for saying this. I've been in the celestial court. That's what made me question everything I was ever taught. Because I've been in the celestial court, I've seen it's like the ambassadors for every living species. They was all face down, and it's like the way Muslims pray. They was faced down. The gravitational pull made your face hit the ground. You couldn't even stand up

if you wanted to. That was the first time. It was the scariest thing I ever undersaw my life because their fear made me feel it was quiet. You ain't having no no kind of sexual desires, none of that. You beyond the veil. You know this is realer than us sitting in this room. And that's what really changed my life. It changed my life all the way I've been on this spiritual journey, but it changed my life all the way. I never saw the face of my creator. But when I got to say this, I hate to

even say. This just gonna challenge everything everybody ever been taught. God is a man I don't want together. They are one, the masking and the feminine energy. O our heavenly Father, and hold the divine Mother together, asked one. But we say he has to the masculine partican. That's what made this lam makes sense to more. Making more makes sense to me. And I went it twice. Did you see that? Did you see the same time? The second time I went, I can't. I ain't gonna speak about that because this

I'm really speaking ahead of my time. Somebody needs to hear this. The second time I went it was the second time I win it was it was unreal. It was beautiful. The second time I win, it was beautiful. They gave me understanding. The energy was different. Now the energy was the same, but they gave me understanding to why. Because the fear of God is the beginning the wisdom. You know, how could you say you love God but you love not his creations. They go even for animals,

they go for in six They're go for everything. They go for everything around us, trees, grass, everything, everything has the spirit of all the creative almighty. So you know, I don't care what religion you is no more. I swear to God like I do want religious gang bang like because when people tell me like man, I'll be saying my answers. I know you do because I see man, I see man. I know you do. You know? Like I made a lick cage really popular, you know what

I'm saying. But what nobody when the rappers winning it, they we wasn't winning that at first, you know what I'm saying. I made that popular. You know, it was a few that knew the first one to come on with them with with the licks on. Until I realized that our ancestors were so spiritually in tune that every attribute of the body. They gave it a name. These spirits that you say that, that's just you wear that to remind you what's already in you. You know, the only God I ever see is the one in me.

That's the only God I ever see. Like we all, you know what I'm saying. That's the only God I ever see. I don't see like you know, no other God. I see it like the God I see in me. It's the only guard that I really see. And the God I see in other people, like, that's that's all I see. I don't religious, gang banging, none of that no more. It's only one creative. But the rituals maybe different. I don't judge. And I learned that I was dinner

with these Native American people. Man, it's so crazy. Like when I was gifted these feathers, I couldn't eat or drink for four days. You know, I'm thinking this punishment. It was really a tiss. You know. I had outside and all the elements. They say, if it rained, and it was meant for it to rain on you, if it gets cold, it was meant for it to get cold. If you get had, it was meant for it to get had. Everything that you you have to surround and

true the universe. And then they had remind me like this, this this this smoker. I ain't gonna say a junk. I don't even like that term them, the smokers say when I sleep. I was like Kevin everything I need. I mean, his ass on the sparrow so I know he watches me. I said, that sounds like an old church song I used to hear. He said, yeah, but it's true. And I learned that. I had to relearn that through dealing with these Native American people. And they

gifted me an eagle feller. They gifted it to me and it's the bravest, strongest, holy is pale. They also one of my chief's chief senate and then um I was also gifted hawk Fellers, and just not too long ago, I was gifted all gifted all fellas as a symbol of, you know, growing into my intuition and trusting it instead of just going off of what I see, what I heard, what I think. I'm going off my intuition and my spirit.

And that's just when I'm at with it, Like I just I can't even believe I said all of this on this show, like like if you think I'm crazy, Hey cool, I don't care. I love you. You'll see I'm only getting younger. Yeah, definitely, we appreciate the game and the endugy. Remember that you know you're welcome anytime.

You know, if you got, if you got, if you got if you get more on your spirit, you know, I mean it ain't there a big brother like I'm if I'm here, if you're all ready for me to go, I'm ready to go because I don't want to never be in truth. Well, working out and you walk up on me at the gym, man, say, bro, we could take a picture after I finished my workout. Because this first, this therapy, this is what makes me a great person.

This is how I released anger. This is how I release depression and emotion and all of those things that I hold on the inside of me. So I can't be a greater person I could be. I could be a greater service to humanity because just to see me, I had to realize mat that later told me baby, just seeing you as a blessing. I say why, she said, because I could see your growth. I remember used to come in here, your pants did a second, but you just different. You look the same. I had to look twice.

I just knew that was you because of your ass. The old later told me that she sounds proud of you. I used to think. I used to think you hated me. You know. She was like, I ain't what you ain't like. I just ain't like what you was doing. I said, yes, now, yeah, we're bringing you backman. Maybe we gotta do a lot with so we can talk to the fans, you know, like after this release, I just had I feel free, like like that's some the ship I spoke about on her.

I never spoke about this interview. I might have touched on it, but this is my first time speaking about this like ever. I can't believe I'm like damn and not really said that. But when you live in your spirit and the truth, you make all of the wrong people uncomfortable anyway. So hey, I wasn't made for everybody to like him. If everybody to like you know, big salute to Kevin Gates. Man. You know it is man. We appreciate your time. You're positive, and thank you for

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