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BIG FACTS feat. DEREZ DESHON

Nov 02, 20211 hr 7 minSeason 1Ep. 96
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Derez Deshon talks almost signing with Birdman, baby mama drama, Rod Wave, street culture and more on a new episode of BIG FACTS!

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Big Man and DJ Scream bring you Big Facts hot this podcast in the streets. Visit the new website today www dot Big Facts pod dot com live for first class sounds. You know who it is, DJ Screen, Big Big Baby J. We got a special guest today, a big fashion about to have a conversation with. If you're familiar with the history, you might know him as d Board, d Dash or whatever the funk it is, but his name is the rest Deshan and the Rest de Shan is here on Big Facts. What took you so long? Man?

I had to get some to have on together for I had to put it together. What you've been having going on? Updates everything, man, working new strategies, new plans, new ideas. Um, I got a distribution deal now independent Who are you so, who are you actually signed to now? And what's going on with that? So that we can like kind of clear that up because I know, like I thought that you were signed to the commission thing. Are you still signed to them or do you have

a new situation? Like what's going on with that? What I'm signed to me? And we got a distribution? I see it with Venus and I love their pardoner ship they're doing good, let me beat me. I ain't out of go back and full ton rouse about none. I'm trying to do. So what I got, you got you gotta base spend your own money. Then yeah, yeah, I'm learning, like, okay, this is how Yeah, she return be better though, oh yeah, man,

it is way better. It's a blessing. You can see that ship and you can do what you want to do how you want to do it and instead of being in the red and ship and don't even know

what that should like. So with the with the knowledge that you learned from the experience of being signed and not being completely happy with that situation, going into your new deal with Venus, how are you going to change things around as far as your on frame about your process of like releasing music, your creatives and you know what I'm saying, all that kind of stuff, I ain't

gonna take too long. Like lad time, you know, the situation I was in, it was kind of like, uh, stuck on them, Let's ride this out there, Let's see how much we can squeeze this. And I'm like, no, that's killing them momentum. But like I said, at that time, it was more of a partnership where they had something to say, I had something to say, and ultimately we had to figure it out. But now it's like, hey, this is what I want to do, this is we're gonna do. You have the final word on it, and

then they get their opinions and I appreciate it. Know what I'm saying, I really do. It's good Like I'm gonna learn and listen to if I don't, I'm talking about, I ain't just gonna do anything, you know what I'm saying. So with red push back in this situation, putting the play together, you know what I'm saying. Many I feel like the team I got we're good or whatever we're talking about in the circle, we're good. Yeah. What kept

you going? Bro? Because you know from like from like day one, you would you would you would see you were seeing you just always working and in good spirits dropping music like you was never like one of the upcoming rappers that was hating on nobody. You supported everybody else's light and everything like that. But you were doing

it for some while. So what kept you going? You know what I'm saying, Because I'm sure you had many times when you was like, man, this I mean, yeah, I had a whole hell of a lot of times. That's still dues on time because I feel like I don't get what I'm proferitly supposed to get out of this ship, Like and what is that? What is that? The light? The recognition of flowers, the don't be on it? Like you know what I'm saying, Like I'm the reddest on bro, Like yeah, yeah, so but yeah, yeah, yeah

it was. But I feel like they didn't well yeah, that could be your part of it. When I got with them and they didn't really keep me going like that, it was like, oh yeah, all right, you know, but um, it kept me going because honestly, Bro, I feel like I I owe it to the people who could be in my shoes. I'm saying, like it's a melli and people that a trade they like to be one. I mean, whether it's good for me or bad for me, it's

better for somebody, right right. I feel like I owe that to them, to the people who believe in me, my kids, the people who look up to me, you know what I'm saying, The people who can take my music therapeutically and get through the day like I owed them And I'm gonna keep going, Like even if I don't be the artist, I'm gonna still be somewhere involved in the music, you know what I'm saying speaking of like the whole therapeutically your music getting people through that day.

One of my like absolute all time favorite songs from

you is Falling with Russ. So the video I don't know like if all of you guys have seen it or whatever, but the video is like crazy, Like the video is deep as fuck, So like, what what was it that motivated you to make that song and what were you going through at that point in time that like took you there to make you to be able to to create that because that ship, like that ship will shake your soul like for real, Like I don't I don't know going through like battling myself on the inside.

We're everybody having their own different opinions on what I should be in I should do, and I'm just battling myself. And I really feel like like now, like today, that song was kind of I made it, you know, in another state of mind, a different dimensions on world, you know what I'm saying Now, It made more sense to me now, like I kind of put the wrong things ahead of it, Like I like certain things I was supposed to do I didn't do. I did it wrong. I did it backwards and now here I am trying

to double it back and do it right. So with that song follow and I just feel like it was me battling myself off of knowing what I personally feel like inside and what I'm going through, talking to myself like eat, bro, you trip and work, get up, grind for the over people saying you're doing good. This is what we like, this is what we need every day. Like that's appreciate that. Go back to the beginning. I didn't like the beginning again, beginning beginning. Yeah, it wasn't number,

but I never thought it would be there. I never thought that I would make a doll off. You like musical just like some of my lighte and I loved it like I just did it just to do it. And I used to hand to hand up to my household. How you grew up kids, Oh, I'm almost daddy brother. Yeah, I grew up with my dad. I grew up with my dad. Um, it was a little different, you know what I'm saying. That's why you know with me, I'm a little different when it comes towards the like the

household thing. I grow over the father, so I'm like a a tough like man, like like I don't really have the little soft little old baby you're okay type of get your grass up like what was handing? And I'm real like on my girl laning on, I'm real rough and my folks like damn their girls like people fun. The world ain't gonna judging them because the girl like this ship hardest on. So I grew up like that plots of rough here. He didn't really play that ship.

I can't lie all right. Yeah it made me, It did because I could have grew up with my mom and being soft as him. I got like, yeah I got I grew up with two of my brothers, but I had a brother in on how yo with my mom. Yeah, and then my dad has just had another little girl, so he's still thinking. Yeah, so what made you to even think about like sucking the raph? Really it was the people around me, like dark like sling like bro, you find you? Yeah yeah, he was like you need

to do it like you find chairs um day. They like all them really pushed me like bro, you fire, like why don't you do it? You know what I'm saying. And I just started taking serious then, like I didn't really have nobody to make me feel serious about when you think the pressure came out you made? You made that hit. You think that's when the pressure came with that's when your career started. How you feel, Yeah, I

think that's the hard way hit. It didn't put pressure on me and put pressure on the folks around me, Like I was cool. I didn't know what I didn't like. Even to this day, I don't know what the hit regular is. I don't know. I just made the music. I just going in and put it down and if it work, it work. If it don't, it don't, and

we're gonna try to figure it out. But the people around me, oh, we need another harder way, Oh we need another we need to do the same, And like, how do you feel when people or like label executives tell you that you need to make another one of a song that you've already made, Like you can make another same exact song, Like you don't like it's kind of I look at it like it's almost kind of I don't want to say disrespectful, but it's kind of

like almost saying like, you can't create another independent song outside of something that you've already done. You see what I'm saying. I feel that it is disrespectful to tell us some maning to duplicate something you already did, especially when you're like, you're not creative enough to make something more. Basically trying to tell you staying because I'll be doing the same they try and to tell you stay in that pocket, not make that same song. Now here hit

the curR ball for all this ship. Right. Sometimes they're telling you that ship because if you don't do it, somebody else, like the comparison between your staying in that pocket and that's a good thing. You know what I'm saying. I respect music. You're staying in that pocket you just made. Like when the nigga telling you like that, you they didn't tell you make that same so they tell you like, was it ever? Was it ever? And we need speaking to just roadway because there's a lot of people. It's

a lot of music came from that. That's what I'm saying. When you're sitting there lit in the radio, That's what I'm saying. But was that? Was that ever? A little frustrated you hear he ship that sounded like your ship on the radio. I love it. Like you can ask man, right when when when I first heard the roadway, like way back when I got the first a little whatever, somebody seemed like chick. But I'm listening, like, damn my

funk this I would post. I go straight to his house, man house, and I'm like, hey, brother, listening to this nigger right here? Brother's nigga. Fine, I'm like, I don't finally meant somebody who who on the same level is I'm only any ship? So I've been fucking with it is You're like, but I'm saying, not just him. It was a lot. You created a genre, a sub genre of and see that's when they're gonna get the talking crazy. I don't feel like I may have created a genre.

I do, but I can't forget about the old niggas before me, Like not on me old Nicks said road and you know really you know, so I don't say I create you brought light to Martin. Martin when modern Man inspired new niggas to get on this because before the res it was we know how music that sounded good, but it was just one especially out of Atlanta was one sound. That's what it was. You see what I'm saying, So you kind of you and a little baby created

different sounds for people. At that time. You got that darker pulled me out the mud type ship like I'm going to make it through this about it. I gotta let it out like type ship, no shirt. You're looking looking like, did what it is? Like that? Okay, I can do this. Get any nigga Like when y'all niggas came out doing that ship speaking that pain, it feels like she aintybody can do that. You know what I'm saying. That looks like a Jay Caine the trap and they're good,

they can, but niggas was scared. I think at that that particular time we're talking about, niggas didn't want to be honest with they self. A lot of niggers wanted to try to keep up with what we're going on.

I mean even today niggas do that, but back then it was just deeper, like you'll have everybody in that route, somebody out of me and dollar everybody got everybody got bad and everybody got and foreign calls, and I'm like, I can't compete with that ship my nich the first time they tell me pull up what I'm gonna pull up in? You know what I'm saying. Now, I'm gonna be a hunter. I don't have my little partners. I'm gonna pulled up in their ships because I had to

one time. Come on, bro, this ship one like you ain't gonna be are weak, you know what I'm saying. So I have to be really like man that I'm gonna be honest with this ship, like and and and when I first did it, people like, man, you crying, this ain't gonna work. YouTube emotional YouTube solve you will never make it. And that ship right there and made me go even harder, like I'll really trying to learn how the sing sing and really put that pain and

that ship. And now I'm just like, yeah, nigga, what you say. Now it's a hundred niggas doing that same ship generation. Basically I'm loving I'm loving everybody who wanted real Broadway Moray. Yeah, he's all whoever coming out with this ship. That's what it is. How often you get to chop it up with Walker not yeah I'm busy, he bis and I'm out the way. He out the way. But everything good. Yeah, no pressure for sure, for sure,

for sure. Is there anybody out play called I see the PGF change shouts to shout, you know, saying why he ain't gonna play every everywhere? Put it up? But who's so hard niggas coming out the south side of the Lanta like cle PJF. You might want to salute um hard like that got something going on? Yeah, somebody I believe in that ain't really broke. Yeah, both all right? So um we got a double O baby red road. Baby.

I feel like he found he from the cones from heat. Uh. We got a little chalk, you know what I'm saying. Here young here, like a young young niggle. He's starting his thing. Gee baby, um man, there's so many be will um a lot of oh yeah, crazy the new like who I hear like? Who I'm like them them for right now? Like really who I'm hearing like? And it's playing more because you know what I'm saying, I'm gonn support anybody that come from the d G tree,

you know what I'm saying. Doing music? Yeah, a little punch. Oh, you know what I'm saying. I'm gonna whatever however they go. I'm gonna support whatever comes from the South anyway to go. Yeah, give us so great you got in the game that you feel like ye listening to niggas tell me how to do what I need to do. Like far as m Let's say, I got in. I built relationship with different niggas, and niggas was like, oh, them niggas don't

funk with you. Them niggas hanging them niggas and that kind of fought up the business and relationship with niggas. And that's why I feel ultimately like I regret it because that would just hate but I compete that ship. Oh they're trying to Yeah, but then go around the corner and be hanging with the folks. They just donto some bigger Yeah. So that's my biggest regret listening to somebody else. And the only reason I listened is because of the lord that I had the people and that

that's that that's the case with most people. Most pussy ship. You don't saying like just pussy you nigga be doing that ship on that cloud chois and ship all that old Laye Man's Instagram acting bully ship, all that lame ship. Yeah, that ship lame is here. I mean, that's the most pussy ship of them all that. Oh yeah, I mean yoga would push up pussy and all that. No, you're not, bro, shut the funk up that ship. Lame is here. You wouldn't make it out of here. You know what I'm saying.

Real life if it were like that, you know what I'm saying. So that's the most pussy ship me. How

you do how do you deal with it though? Moving in and moving through the industry, Because so I know I know you for some time, so I know you, so I know that probably one of the part of you want to if some bullshit happen, You're like, man, I could really just crashot right now about this ship every time, but a little instagraent, like I'd be like, all right, my number one pete Instagram, I mean, with any any social media, the people who be making them

stupid as coming. It's like in my mind, I'm like, I noticed one of the niggas I know in real life, like and like if I and if I find out bro, I want to go there and I tell them, like yeah, tell them who you really is, why you have But But other than that, man, I moved through that ship like man, I ain't been a way of my time. If I crash out, I don't let everybody down. Who I feel like this for me? It news headline to

the reddishan crashes out over Instagram comments. They're get saying, crazy, man, I'm talking about ship like I'm learning niggas must be soulless in this world by talking cravy man, I'll be lying. Bro. Let me get on that. I don't get online. Oh you don't die like you? But oh brother, fuck you ain't. Yeah, all that that trolling ship good and they got erased the emotion. It's hard for me. I can't lying. I

can't lie that ship. It is hard for me because I'm feeling like there's somebody out with your with us on this and that that I grew up with. Like, how you know say this ship to trigger me? You don't know how you know? Yeah? You fat as here again? Well I'm coming back here. Yeah, big fat and ugly your beach living though, Like I'm gonna laughing play with that. But when they get deep, I'm saying ship, but that don't nobody knows. Nigga, who are you? Who sent you?

Show yourself looking at the nigga phone in the code and he did you just pulling up like the going oh, y'all good looking crazy right? It Well, so it looks So when you when you had your daughters and you know, you started like understanding that love for another human that you brought into the world, especially a girl. How did that change your outlook on a lot of things in life? Um, it gave me a different type of responsibility. You know

what I'm saying, Like, I'm all right. So one of the problems I'm having right now when my daughters is like I'm just rapping superstar need and that's how they look at me. And it hurt that they look at me like that. Sometimes I can't even lie. They don't look at me like dad. And so when I'm daddy, it's like I'm just some monster. I'm just mean as hell, and they hurt. So now I have to learn how to compromise with Yeah, I can't just be dad in whoop ads and shut the head up and going your room,

because they're like, damn, this is what you want. So I gotta learn how to what's up? Talk to him, what's going on? How you feel about this, or how you feel about that or like my daughter chair her birthday had passed, and I thought, because when me growing up, we can't have I ain't had no birthday, bro, I don't about the big with the water slides. You know, yeah, I don't rent it that ship for the whole week the water you're run And then you know what I'm saying,

I'm like all day thinking I'm doing some ship. Everybody to come over there, all the kids at my house and she's like, no, this ain't why my birthday wanting Like I'm like, girl, what you know what I'm saying? What what was it supposed to be? Like? Man? She she turned fourteen that birthday, So I'm like, I don't

know where to head? What what did you want? I thought it was a birthday me being a little when I was a little, Nicka's birthday was in the house, hot helmburger, cake and niggets over with and get something kid, But you you from over that blocks at need it's oh baby gets you ain't pre sons and their motherfucker the juice box. I ain't knowing, but some motherfucking plain LAIDs and the bit to go to helmburger, like down

where I come from? But we went crazy, like I'm states lamb chalked, like even for my son, I had I had got him a ship to come to the cooked my whole loss of tales and whatever. I'm leerging that ship. So I don't really know what they were, but this whole sea folk ship. But he's like even like, yeah, dad, I wish I could. What's your could or what? What are you trying to do? What y'all kid? Y'all? Yeah, like, bro, I need this, I need a cute man. But I

see your head down the Instagram. All my daughters, I'm saying, well, we won't be trained like you. Yeah. Yeah, so you could lose that ship badly. That's the Instagram again, bro k presidential roles and type of crazy Instagram so they don't skip the little I'm like, damn, I don't even know did I post about you a roar or something? DJ? Damn for real? Brow you still with you? Still with their mom? No, but don't want on them cool one on the other them. Yeah yeah that should be like

that sometimes. Yeah that ship been like that. Yeah yeah, seriously, by when you're a kid, I'm saying, I just I ain't know no better. So you know what I'm saying. Yeah, I wasn't thinking I'm gonna be honest. I was a prodigal mind vironment you know. I was using like, oh, they'd be having it going on ship, I need to be over here. They'd be cooking their lightning, you know what I mean, Like it's the type of ship don't want to slide over here and kicking the hang and

fucked up. I would never post to hit that ship. I hit it, and then I had to keep it because now the bit like oh yeah you've been Oh damn. Then the baby came and all like, oh ship, what the funding posted to do? By at a little girl? Bro? And I would gone, I would I would gone like I didn't even know she had the baby, feeling my mom's in the pitching, but that's your motherfucking baby Bro. I had to come back and try his daddy ship out.

Then boom another one. I said, Oh ship, boom another one? SI, was it an incident that made you be like funk that I'm through the street seeing a lot of my people, um get locked up and a lot of people passing it made me sound straight being the screen like that ain't for me. I'm trying to live our kids. I got reasons to be you know, at first I ain't. I feel like I didn't, But now I know I do. You know what I'm saying. Oh, I wasn't like transition.

It was hard. I can't even like because it's like the things that I was doing in order for me to be all right, I couldn't do those things on and I had to still be all right, you know, I had to figure it out like it was real, real room. It's still be real, like when you hear you still got other people that you fought with that still be like kind of like, damn, bro, you ain't you don't you don't why you ain't comfort around it? Great? How you deal with entitlement though, like for like people

feeling like you owe him something. I don't fuck him. Oh nobody. I don't nobody owe me you You know what I'm saying. Everything I did was out of love and if it turned into anything else, just whatever, I'm good. You can keep it on. What was the situation and shots to home and he was just your bird man? What was the situation back then? Like was y'all just working on some musical project? Was you consider and maybe

signed into him. Yeah, I would. We were working, But I'm gonna be honest, I ain't never really get a chance to talk about that. I feel like I really want ready and like I ain't want to do something that I wasn't prepared to do, and and and funk up my situation for the future and funk up somebody of money. So I ain't no no belt on what

I'm doing. But I loved every day of that ship, like he let him do his own thing, let me work, let me go in the the knowledge that he gave me, like it was it's just different, like you know what I'm saying. So I was definitely on the route to trying to do that, but I wanted to be together, like I ain't want to suck up. I ain't want to. I feel like that was my Yeah, that was my only shot type of feeling at that time, Like damn

if I thought this, like nobody's gonna sunk with me. Bro, Yeah, I made you feel like you're gonna suck it up though the different people again. So let's say if I'm in the studio and I was gonna record the fifteen songs today and the nigga coming there and say he don't like one on not saying on, but like let's say my manager at the time or to produce on these be They're like, no, bro, you should do this, no bro, And I'm like, damn, hold on, I ain't

ready because they had like a few like yeah. So if you think hush coming out, I'm like, I'm in. They motherfucker going like and I'm and I'm knowing at that time, I'm knowing, Lord, but they wanted gangst like back like it was still that era gangster get money ship. So this is when I'm first breaking the real ship, you know what I'm saying. So when they're saying like, no bro, you know, it's it's a beat you gotta kind of I'm like, damn, oh my, the same thing.

Hold on, let me go back and hold on, let me go do the man. I don't do that type music. Bro, give me the beat, you know what I'm saying. So it kind of slowed me now in a little bit with that ship, and I was like, I ain't ready for you. Did you be overthinking ship? Sometimes? I know I do eri. I know I overthink you, but I

overthink it. I know it Like that ship but I think it's I think just in this conversation, I think it's cool that you you don't seem like a selfish person because a lot of neighbors said, I'm finned to get this money and see what it do. What happened. I got tears like tear bikes. I got hard drawers of music like shoot, I never put out um, I don't even want to like cap make up nothing, I couldn't. I gotta like I got hard yeah, like for show, like I don't have the write normal music for years

if I don't want to with name. So you said you did put up um all them days me and Marie. Yeah, yeah, And that's a banger. That ship crazy real crazy, and it's for the coaching too. So you know nets, I'm coming back around Broadway, come on in. Yeah, you know what's going for the coach to see real? Come on in. Yeah. It's a hard ship like that. Yeah. So who? So who inspired you the back when you first start? Who you're inspired? Everybody? Bro, I couldn't even lie. Um my

dad played all kind of music, um and everything. My dad played everything like I don't even know what the star like. Anybody you can name more like DM mit you know what I'm saying. Long that then DM Mit, jay Z or gnaws P goddamn hot boys, big times, Uh, the West Coast, the West Coast connection, the game like anybody, Uh the ghetto boy like my dad played everything and R and B. I think I got that from my mom's side, um or show mayor J Blige. Uh, it's

so much. I can't, I can't. I don't know. Like everybody, I was in music heavy like everybody, but Tupac. I think Tupac was my most relatable And I ain't saying that to be on the you know, the old Tupac big thing, but he spoke real ship that I felt like I could relate to young a you know what I'm saying. Yeah, I used to get in troup and go on my room and blast that ship the world as far as is like the music ship, Like we

know you got that going on or whatever. But is there anything that you're doing or that you want to do like this outside of music, like maybe real estate, open a restaurant, whatever, whatever, because you'll be cooking on the log like forever. A lot of people don't know that, Like I'm but you ever tried about like the whole restaurant thing. Yeah, I actually did, and and um land time my own said something about like my little rest run thing I want to do like a year too late.

I've seen the ship go up in catty like burger in a bill that won't be one of my list. Yeah, I've seen in damn to me. But now it's so locking in. I'm saying I'm gonna start my Uncle Debo's kitchen. You know what I'm saying I'm gonna do. Maybe I can get my plate. Now. We got to hook it up like we got a cooking show, JB doing it right. So you gotta go on the cooking show, Mike. Yeah, cook the beat and you're cooking food. Ain't got them cook some lyrics with that ship that'll be huge. And

I'm gonna cook whatever y'all try. I don't I can cook anything. I've been waiting like three years. Yeah, but now I'm gonna do that Uncle Devo kitchen. Um. I've been thinking about buying up all the check and cheese. Yeah, and call them Uncle DeVos playhouse. Everything's going to be Uncle. It's still a lot of them are clothes, and I know it's a chucking cheese. Yeah, some cheese, but a lot of most of them close. Yeah. Yeah, I want to buy all the rest on Uncle Debo's playhouse. Yeah.

So everything's gonna be a Devo because I'm you know, my my. Then instead of having rats and ship, you need like black all the band, the band that be playing. Yeah, don't know. I want to get all that ship out of there. We know we it's the Red Devoyeah. We're gonna get all that ship up out of but um, yeah, you know I love kids. Um, I'm trying to do a nonprofit organization. I'm saying build a block. Um, I want to do something with the kids. Um, like a

father figure program, like a mentor. Yeah. Like I'm with all that ship. Um, I ain't really in the real estate because I don't know that game. But I'm going to rebuild and though like the reconstruction of ship, doing that rebid and modernizing, fixing anything like that, helping, Like I'm with all that and moves the court. Yeah, everything, I with everything. I'm trying to get in. I can't. I don't know how to get in. I got to

get in. Once I get in, I might even let the music ship Jack you know what I'm saying, Yeah, hey man, we need to get in. Yeah, what's something you want to do for your hood? What's something I want to do for her? Something? I'm gonna tell you

something I want to do. Right. So, it's some apartments over there on Red Road called Carboston what was I don't know what they called numb, but I wanted to remodel all them bitchy and put elevators in them and like making them like you know how the condos look like rich ship. I want to do that, but keep it. You know, when you can pay setsate or whatever, you can still afford yeah whatever, however like LOWANMP whatever, but leaving in today time most of the low income ship.

You know what I'm saying, up a conditions growing out the wall ship Like no, I want my ship to be playing something. Yeah, that's one thing I want to do. So like another thing So that I asked everybody like that comes here, I always ask them, like what's on your bucket list? Like what's some ship that you want to do? Some places that you want to go, some ship that you want to eat or whatever before you check out of here. To be honest with you, I

don't even know because I worked so hard. I don't know what I like, but I want to do whatever, like I want to live life whatever they come with. Yeah, like I don't I work so hard, Like I don't like I know, I don't fok with that water though, I don't scare of the water. I don't know what's up on that. I'm a deep thinking that it's nigga. Like I say, I overthink everything. I'm feeling like the same way. We're living up here on top of the land type of ship and they're just waiting on us

to play a straight man. There. Cool. I don't do no sea dude, no jet ski or whatever. None of that ship. I'm gonna catch all the room. I've been on one boat. I've been on one boat, and I was like, I don't know, bro, I don't feel right Like I'm like, bro, we're looking at it ain't nothing but waters. We were I don't know, we were kicking it like it was too many people first of all. Every but I'm like, oh, ship man, I'm looking here. Ain't number water. I'm looking at it ain't number water.

I'm looking around, like, bro, whatn't landing there? Bro? Like if this ship was to just go down. Bro. We can't even swim nowhere. Bro, we can't even float. No, Bro, like what I tell people, it's a ship gonna happen. It could happen anywhere. You gotta control the ship. That can happen. Though. I hate airplanes, but I do it because I have to. But I hate that ship. I try to go to sleep immediately. I'd be praying the

whole time. I ain't. Man. But the worst playing I ever flew was a p J. Don't when they hit some ship, they hit boom, oh ship. I'm like, bro, what I am to be? All good? We're good. It's just a little pocket we hit on. I really ride a big deal someone for us that she is scared too, But I really ride that ship. You gotta live, man, It's gonna happen. It's gonna happen. That's all I'm saying. Yeah, but you gotta control what happened. You got you know

in the boat, nigger you can sing. Ain't now you look at the number and nothing to get on the boat and the car you can crash. But I'm driving you are, but somebody else, Oh ship, I'm doing my thing now. Another motherfucker drive him. Yeah, I'm scared as hell even when I be in the spring, I'm you know, i'd be so ofd for us to fall asleep because you know you're hitting everything. Man. What hey you good? Brother? Like hit for that ship? Having like look we got

a little one. Hey by what you doing? You good? Damn? Hey? What what what the game looking like? Something? Wake up? Bro? I'm like, yeah, but what you was saying for? What's talk about living? Just living? Basically? When were talking about what you got to talk about the water and living is enjoying family time for sure, being with my kids watching them. Your kids want to go on the boat. Hey, man, I'm gonna be right here when you go. Go on, get on the boat to beat the water. Whatever. I'll

be right here when y'all get back. So what about the it is some ship? I hate? Uh? What's the ship? The roller coaster ship? You do that ship? I ain't did any so long? Yeah? What youre doing with your kids if they want to do it? Yeah, I actually took them before, but I just watched like, yeah, I

don't know. I'm kind of like your daughter might want you to sit next to her and had that experience, but I can make the little video with your mouth off to see I probably want one to go out like like, I ain't scared of that ship, but I am scared of that ship. I've been seeing too much ship. Ship come to loose and ship, I'm scart. What's that ship? You made you feel like? You said, got nohing? You cool? One of your baby mom give us some ship that

your baby mom did? It made me be like, man, bitch, ain't whatever again? Called the police on them. Oh yeah, that's a no no, said I kidding out my daughter when she brought her to me, like that was a no no. But I went forward again like one of my bad moms. So fund up, bro, I ain't gonna say a name because I don't even I ain't even gonna say who it is, like, but the doctor was yeah, but one of my mom brother so crazy, they don't

drop my kids? Pulled off of the screen, called the police and then call me like, yeah, your baby on myrkside. I look out of doort like what the fuck? Why? She police and said I took my kids just because she was mad at me, so she dropped them off, called the police and toll the police that you took them and since they were at your house and made it seem like yeah, because when the door, I don't know, don't like, what the fuck? And I bring him in the house, come in, we need to talk to you.

I'm like, what's up? So we got a car? I said, Man, hell, I don't even do that. I said, these bids dropped, brought them. I can show you the texting. You know what I'm saying. I'm like, I didn't, I ain't. I don't do that. I ain don't take like I had to go to Like he could have been doing anything in the house, anything, bro, Like, yeah, that's ship. They're

crazy that that one. Like yeah, bitches, you do how big a party that should play on the Nigga Melson like having them counter Baby mother Ship a lot, bro, because you gotta be killful, bro, Like I'm gonna be honest, Bro, I I'll be one. That's one of the things that would be making made me ready to crash out, like that baby moment ship playing with my children. Whatever niggas you dealing with and all that. I don't care. That's fine, y'all good. I wish the best for y'all. But when

the corner of my kid. Bro, I'm not gonna play, not now, be I don't have one of my chick Oh they won't let us go outside. Oh they said we can't eat man, what like that? That right? Crag gang? Yeah, I'm kids. I ain't playing at all. Don't give a fuck for real over and I want the world to know that. Playing with my kids, it's all everything coma cotton. I'm coming blow all this up and this bitch bout my children. You know what I'm saying? What is the

What does the future hold for the resilition? So we get music? Ain't gonna be no more breaks? Oh yeah, I ain't no breaks. We're gonna get music. The future just you know what I'm saying, And I'm gonna speaking into existence. The future just hold a lot of more blessings, a lot of more money, a lot of more happiness, a lot of more everything that come with it, a lot of more everything, hate, love, blessings, fans, goddamn opportunities. Yeah, I'm going hard when this is like, this is my

this is my last strive on this ship. Like, I'm gonna go hard. What you think You gotta goddamn change within yourself to be more successful. What you think you gotta? I got to stop being so self like like I've really I'm really like like a what's the word? Like? You know, like I people want to be by myself. I don't like going to There's a lot great artists like that, though. I got to stop that ship. That

ship doesn't work for me. For you to pull up, Oh yeah, we'll go on because nigga's forget obviously yeah red. But then you get to like the Instagram nigga and ship and they get to read and leaving on red. That ship bothered me and ship, Oh you said, nigga, hey my boy here had it push up? Red? Seen? Nigga? You know, don't say that back at least tapping twice, right, yea, like at least like fun you anything, like you just

let me know, goddamn what you saying that? Yeah, nigga, I hit my ship too, And let me tell you, niggas not hit my ship right, And I don't open it up. And I didn't know how to reply. And remember when they first brought that read but you thought at unread yeah yeah, and that ship. I was like, oh damn well, the Nike over that ship I had to make all kind of ship. Oh that be doing that ship. I ain't see that ship, but yeah, real ship, Yeah damn yeah, but they're probably doing the same ship.

Ain't see it. Yes, the funk you did you see? Yeah, so you said that's the one thing you feel like you gotta leave it just stop. Yeah, I gotta saw folks, especially with me. Um. I guess what made me be like that was being so used to being in just one one circle, like I ain't never really reached out to be just like my niggas. This is how we're

rocking and the pretty much. Man. That's why I go through my god damn like, if I see a nigga, just a regular nigga just liking my ship all the time or coming on my ship, I go through and make sure I follow eave folks a hovel because the nigga niggas will be worried about who ain't instead of with the people who act volk right here, funk with you, faithfully, I'm gonna show the folk no love. But you're see him talking about who ain't with you? What's what's what's like?

That's like really some sucker ship to me, because like you're chasing love from running from love. You're running from the real ship folks showing you. I'm funking with you every day. Bro, you ain't gonna show me no love. You ain't gonna knowledge this ship. But you you're looking at your ship like, ain't liking my ship? Hip dr ship broltching my story though, Yeah, but it didn't they yeah, but oh yeah, they're doing that way watching them stories. You know, I'm a pit in there. I take a

whole hour my ship keep going. That just had to go. But at the end of the day, Nigga's got a start and they go for all of us gotta start and knowledge them. People like these are people being grateful. We try to add like, okay, this sus like they supposed to like your ship or they supposed to support you. You got some people that really supports you, Like Nigga, if your ship, if you mentioned me, I'm reposting, I don't give a funk what you say. Yeah I read

I mention to, But what I gotta that support? But like what like with me, what I gotta What I gotta do to is it's like when people be commenting all my ship like I'd be wanting to reply to everybody, but I'd be like feeling like, I know, like if I reply to one person and I don't reply to everybody, that that ship just kind of be like fucked up, even though I'm not trying to not reply to only certain people or no ship like that. But I gotta get better. I gotta figure out a way how to

like engage with everybody. But I ain't like it. I ain't doing all that because you're gonna take me too many. But I am gonna funk with the usual people. I ain't gonna say nothing back, but I'm gonna be on your page come in too. You get what I'm saying. Like I'm gonna be in your coming too. I ain't gonna spit for you to reply to me, but we're sharing. We were giving each other equal love. You get what

I'm saying. If a nigga posting ship, niggas don't even got by the time to go up on they paid, And if I funk with you, I'm gonna repost it without you even saying nothing. Bank, can you put this up? I see what you're trying to do, kn', But you funt with me too, So I'm gonna funk with you. Got a hundred follows on a hundred million follows, it's the same ship, Like he'll be trying to look at these people like ships, just like he's just on my dick. Now,

folks really fun you. So that's a problem. And see, I think I lacked that ship. I think I lacked the pride ship. Like I'm fulk with traneing on the big dollar, the same ex treating no broken like a passing one of the lot I respect, go all the way around. You know what I'm saying. Facts, So everybody started somewhere. Fact I look at it, but I was in the bottom of the track hand exactly. I know,

I feel you know what I'm saying. And it's like the people the people that like like you're talking about the regulars to be like liking your ship and like mentioning you and all that ship like especially like when you see those types of people out in public, they give you most love, like keep going, like like trying ship, Like for real, your butter scream ain't even like a damn scream. I got the folks fucking with me. It's just a two thousand, what a hundred likes whatever, what

about them? People like these people love me for real like everybody else. Yeah, yeah, I know, I said, man sending that merch, sending that ship. We fun with everybody's ship. Win on that sending that merch. Whatever you're doing, send your company name, we can do it. We fucking with it. But because at the end of the day, it won't funk with each other. Who's gonna sunk each other? Nigga's always telling me I got them ship didn't gonna funk

me because niggas ain't making each other valuable. We make everything else valuable but each other. We made nigga dickies. We made Dicky's value. I remember Dick with leven dollars dollars. Man ship got damn yeah, almost for the because we make ship, we make sports value, we make media value, we make everything valuable. But we got them making valuable for us. Do you folk take that ship and use it against us? Okay? We made social media valuable everything,

so we can't say what the exactly? Yeah, that's crazy. We made this concert ship be. Do you even make this sports ship be? But the younis kate, they gotta whatever, and they got a vaccine. Whatever you gotta do. You ain't got a choice, like we ain't got a voice in none of this ship that we made valuable. We're not together about our demands. We made all this ship special, but we don't get no type of treatment for it. We still it's like we got a chase behind it

to make it be. That's the history of the land we live on. Don't folk been on that? And day one they come in and see what's going on? People trick one nigga believe guess how you can really do little work? Now he involves her kind of way. Maw he gonna but nast here And now that's how the gang donna go. That's that who somebody from down the clod bro we pulled it like I ain't on a

goddamn revolutionary shipping on that ship. I just thinking about ship like this like we're supposed to like, okay, we want to run and get on goddamn the sheet that Grammars. We just said Grammars back to the Grammars. Who's to say that Grammars is that valuable to us? We can get some ship to make it as valuable. You get what I'm saying. Like, But but niggas won't come out

to that. That's what I'm saying. You get what I'm saying, Like, say that we started the gout now we talked about that before the first annual blamets Right, niggas wants make it that's valuable. You're gonna have to pay names you don't have to pay. Yeah, you see, but they got them gonna run and try to get them put their best ship on to go to the grammars. Like why the fund is uh? What what that ship is? Big as? Uh?

I mean that the ship like paintings like the big Big Picture worth that much and the young thup pitch ain't worth the same ship you'll look like art, So why the funk that picture don't cost a million? Like this cost me? That's what the nm T ship about.

That's another conversation. But you right though, the real ship, like who the fun put the value on that for that to be that the gang behind Like why I can't come out and say I painted this this being all the picture gepers all you know with all that money, the an't gonna look at that like you see something, but you don't see ship because they say that's what

it's working. Yeah, you don't see like how you see so this is so beautiful, No that ain't and don't look like ship that sneakers and chain and drop some ship jetlight right right right around, but it right on with the gatekeepers, the gatekeepers also with jury. Yet who determs the value of jury? Gatekeeper said this is said, damnons were so valuable the value on ship the gatekeepers, like he said, the same people that said funk was a cuss word? Like what who said that that word

is bad? And this word way before us? It's the same principle. I know, I did see. I think about ship like this every day like and I'm I'm gonna bring this compation because I've been want to speak on like the whole little ship going on with you know, the older community, what they feel like, you know, Dave Chappelle, bosh, I don't got no problem with nobody living and doing what they do that I don't care, salute you, but everybody don't have to funk with that ship. Yeah, like

I can't. So I can't be able to be free enough to be free and do what I want to do, but I can't be free enough to say I don't like it, right, now that's some bullshit, but they don't work that way or whatever. But but but I think why they ship so powerful because they really locked in, like they really gonna rob. But that's what Dave Chappelle was saying on that special. He was like, why is it that this community has come together made all this progress in such a short time. But we as niggas

for hundreds of years. Niggas are always trying to heal what the hookie are like, Yeah, I ain't. Niggas is called about niggas too, so they'd rather believe somebody because everybody you ever that ever robbed you, broken your car, it was a nigga. Nigga look at it. But they don't crack ship. To me, it was niggas. So niggas ain't trusted niggas to do ship. You're like, yeah, let

me see what susan nigger starter some ship. You know what I'm saying, He's gonna be the other people gonna come be like you know that nigga ain't really right and show you he ain't right. Because niggas ain't right. You can't trust the whole ship. That's the real ship right around. This is why you yourself, because I'm like,

this is why people stay to theirselves, just confusing life. Man, some people sat on the hold of how we're sitting on the right and then plant life for us design that's real that in the huddle, like we were in a huddle, I thought like, this is real. This, this is the strategy to keep us whoever and it ain't even about just race us here in them there. And if they do this, we're gonna do this. It's a real strategy what they do. If they get to do this, if the nigga is smart enough to do this, we're

gonna do this. If nigga go for that, we're gonna let that the right, We're gonna have a counter for everything. But that's why they're letting that stupid ship. That ignorant puts the ship go on on the internet. Right, all right, So obviously niggas is this and dad and niggas don't like each other. So let's let's let's heighten it up.

Let's let's intensified and let niggas talk about nigga. Niggas can say the most disrespectfully ship on the internet, right, but the nigga can't say and quote me these are not my words. But the nigga can't say I ain't taking a pencil with the nigga with fighting the apolers on. But the nigga can say, funck, you shoot your baby in the throat and it's nothing. But that's what was saying as a point. He has multiple points this ship. Man.

You gotta live it, bro, Like I'm done trying to figure this out, because because they already got them big in years ahead of us. Bro, But you got But but nig and the niggas we get to get in there, get they get flipped like like they'd be in for the right and then they turned out, y'all ain't getting it. They have the right message to get to have the face they already be turned to. Get that you are already turned, then you can say whatever the funk you want to say. We don't even let you get the

close to being if you ain't with us. You gotta think like, at the end of the day, brother, niggas is not free. Did you think about it? Every nigga, every nigga that goes into a certain category of success have to act a certain way, So you're not free. Is there any exception? Is let's think about that. Nobody all these niggas who got the being these niggas acting accordingly to keep them being which they should, which they should, but niggas ain't saying what they really want to say.

But see it's also you also got to get what I'm saying. Also got the niggas that get the millions and the billions. But they don't show themselves. So they don't have to act like they're acting a certain way or act like they're expressing their values. They don't have to do either one. They just stay out of the life what I'm saying. No, niggas just started looking at ship,

look at life. It's business like, I don't just ship being that would it turned into this ship being in a certain ships you gotta do what the niggas might take a couple of stands on certain things, but look at what they might have went through on the way up. Like you say, everybody that heard them exactly like I said, trust me, nothing's gonna be different to them. Like don't get it fun up. I'm gonna do whatever it takes

to keep them being. Besides, you know, suck some suckers said niggas, you got niggas that solid niggas with that money, don't getting sun up what I'm saying that they still have to eck accordingly, even if it's I'm just gonna start the waighting accordingly. Though, these are the rules of being didn't want to wake up and say some ship. Yea, all this bullshit going on, you think nigga don't want to say some ship. Nigga don't really feel like all

these murders and whatever is going on. But niggas can't like like, I ain't gonna do that. I ain't gonna come back down, nigga. I rather stay right here, be quiet, and hopefully they get it killed. That's real. But yeah, and then you got the boost He's of the world give boosts. Already set himself up where he I'm getting paid regarded street loved me. Fuck y'allah. But that's one of them being nigga though ain't gonna ain't gonna be

another nigga like boost niggas. The feel of it's a lot of that feel like he don't but you need, but you need that. You need the Boosty's of the world that goddamn keep it going. Yeah, Like even if it's only one nigga that's only able to say what he wants to say every now and then. You still need that thrown in the mix to let people know, like it's still people out here that's not going for that ship. Don't give a fuck, don't kill and they're

really superman. It's too much ship, Bro, I don't give my funck. Bro fuck y'all see he upset about it cause you're raising the boys. I get what he's saying, Like, Bro, I got damn the all boys. We got girls too, but you know I got young boys and this ship ain't need bro, and he got all sorts. The first time I kitchen, I'm and I don't. I ain't trigger. I know what I'm standing on. I told I don't play by my kids. Like, no, Bro, that ain't cool.

I respect you do your things. That ship needs to be having a parental advisory stick on Joe like Gangster Route had to get one before you could buy. Like, let us know what we didn't wait, come, my son ain't gonna wake up and coming out to my dad. You like that man, boy, No, Like I'm man. My kids grown up, but they knew coming up. They didn't get an ask him about nothing. And I probably the worst parent. You didn't get the ad about cutting in school.

Whatever you did in school, whatever your grad you do some bit ship up. Yeah, I'm like that bit ship like smacking your lips of that type ship. But you could do anything. Cut your my out. We have a dad. I'm gonna I'm gonna go in there fake like I'm going to woop you book ship getting your aunt told. Yeah, and I ain't with you, gonna know that. Yeah, like come on that ship too, farto. He gangster, gangster, my little dj man, that school dude, he's going crazy because

he pulled niggas in the bathroom. Yeah, come on, come on, you're talking. Come on and disappointed them niggas for real, like I used to disappoint them niggas to the point to see make sure you know you can take disappointment. I know one criminal gout now, little one up the shore, open, gut them open when they toys on sneak okay up and get your ship, await everything, your motorcycle, everything, So you gotta wake up on criminal nigga right your ship,

black niggle brod. They never looked at a gift, no, both you get what I'm saying, but it's still like, you know how nigga really be, Like give that to him? You know what I'm saying, even the mom like man not no, Yeah, that would have fucked me up. As the trial, Oh yo, all right, like did niggas didn't guilt. I'll see what's going on. I want went out the beat, but it's impossible on the other side of town. I don't here with me. Watch me getting away? Ohne, let's go.

Yeah that deep that went in the room. If a nigga can't except defeat or let down, he ain't ready for the room. Yeah, I don't get let down from the worst person you thought love you Like, I know, he probably went in the room like man, I hate didn't need aniga, bitch, I don't even knew dad. But you start to see, like, Bro, I can't put put my awl in nothing. This ship a shift, this ship shift this ship shift ship ship a shift times the

world yea, not many people have melt down. Bro. All the niggles we came up with who was doing good, their mama's and ship were having money, but them niggas as they weren't ready for life. Though, no adversity can't. But they weren't ready for like like the Niggas when they got of a c that was you. You'll like cell mate when they got an age like ten and twelve and ship. But I ain't no more criminal, ain't no birthday, Ain't no gonna know that because now you're

expecting ship for something for nothing. You're expecting ship for a day like it's my day. So I can just no, bro, We're doing this ship whenever it's necessary or needed or I feel like today, okay, yeah, not I'm not cause criminal might come around. I was in the streets. Criminal might come around. I might be funked up. I don't know what's going on in my life. How did ship going up? You know what I'm saying. So now I gotta disappoint you on some ship that I've been doing. Right,

that happened to me? I know exactly what. You get what I'm saying, Like now I gotta put pressure on myself. Damn his birthday? Can I got put some pressure on myself and got them for robber Bank or some ship. No, not putting that pressure. We ain't hung up on birthdays and ship. You know, I'm just saying no, like and it's just a way I put them like. They just ain't way. Now they get older, they take their girl out and ship for their birthday and ship with the niggas.

Ain't hung up on that ship by their mama. Ship on that we wake up. It's a regular day. Fact. I don't know about that. You don't love me every day. I ain't niver. But I had a birthday party one time. But I never forget this ship. Bro. I had to be about too, said, I was too bro. I had to be had a birthday to clumb or some ship. Never remember. Ain't nobody have a book you for your birthday? You know? But I never celebrate the birthday now. I had that four departed, but it went on my birthday.

But I had to be back how you is when you got them boffing a living. I had a birthday party, and I remember what we had. What you had? No churches chicken churchy chicken. Everybody got a lead. No I had a cake. But you know when Kate, my grandmother made and we had to got damn u the three three? What I know? What what was your what was your favor?

Funny about the neopoliticized white it's the shortbrock. You ever had the shortbroke guy but got the green orange And I used to funk that green went up, but the ship had just had make that. Yeah, went on nine brand nothing. I cream. That's all that flavor rights serious, just say, sirio, but this ain't no can color. Oh good man, Come on, man, we come playing hard and football that bust your nose good from the stocking for you better catch that time. They your faith, but your

tea come back every time. That's why you got to eat what ship. That's crazy. I appreciate to get it to the people. You get up out of it. Hey, man, shout out everybody. Man. I love y'all. I know y'all love me too. Appreciates y'all. Appreciate you, appreciate you. Appreciate you, y'all. I've been rocking and showing me support for the longest. I'm gonna get back vice versions. You know what I'm saying. Man,

Oh yeah, it's on the way. Man. I'm probably I'm gonna drop a whole project like first quarter, Like first I had a little back at the back. What we're doing, Yeah, okay, yeah first first cool? Oh yeah, I need all that too. I can even be involved. I'm listen, man, I want to be involved. I'm gonna work on that. I promised all that. I'm gonna be outside. I'm I'm gonna start pulling up out there. Yeah. Yeah, that's that's what it is. Big shotshout to the Red Sean. Great conversation on Big Facts.

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