BIG FACTS EXTRA- H.A.N.

rich thame them teeth. The red is dead. She ain got me feeling great. Yeah, man, you'd be going to a different level on the white wine. Yeah. Yeah, it's like a different form of cannabis or some ship. He gotta get on that mascotto though not that reads as we're talking about to day Jay. What we're doing, Jake, Man, let's talk about these hard ass niggas. Man, oh man, y'all, what's the definition, let's get into it. Whole ass nigga? What is the definition? A whole ass nigga is a

nigga that does a plethora of whole shit. Like, what's what's elaborate to me? A hole ass nigga is a nigga that's always like writing another nigga's dick facts. A whole ass nigga to me is a nigga that's always doing like little bitty pussy ass hohle ass shit facts to me. For number three, ah ass nigga is a nigga that's just a bit all the way around. Really all the same thing. So we gotta elaborate on some

of this. What do you think the whole ass nigga is always got sipin like hose, They always you know, got something to say. Nigga, shit the fuck up and let the hold talk. So so so so in the vague definition the whole ass niggas, if we let just that fly before we break it down, thuse we're gonna break it down. That's a lot of niggas. Most niggas. Some nigga get paid to talk though, because we get paid to talk to that screen. So we am my whole ass nigga. No we're talking. You ain't gossip, but

you ain't gossiping facts. You're talking into a mic and not into a pillow. I'll be talking, but I mean that's different thought. The whole as nigga though we said how to get some money? What what is a whole as nigga? So it's gonna be a whole ass conversation that we haven't right if we get the gossip. Okay, what is a whole ass nigga? I feel like a whole ass niggas Any nigga who don't stand done what he feels like he portrayed, he represents m That makes

nigga to me? You know what I'm saying, If you ain't standing on business like you know what I'm saying, It's one thing to be a liar. I don't feel like a liar is a whole ass nigger. He's just a liar, right, you know what I'm saying, whole ass niggas a nigga that if something happened you, Tony, you keep de nine instead of standing on them. Like if I get caught up in some shit, if I get I get caught up in some ship, yeah I did it.

What whatever the consequences, it did. What it is, even if it's a shit against my boy, however you want to do it, my wife know about it, then ship by that what it is. I can't see him keep lying about it and I'm caught. I've got damn fo put him handcuz on me. Boy, some shit, I ain't gonna agree to it or add nobody else in it. I don't know. Whole ass shit. If a nigga feel like nigga said you sit here, Yeah, I said the nigga because I feel like that, fuck you what? And

you get what I'm saying. So it's just like I feel like a whole ass niggas a nigga that don't stand on well he know he did or said in mind. Yeah, that's some whole ass nigga. To me, that's an amazing definition. I agree with Bank. Yeah, it's like at the end of the day, like like, so you that scared of them whoever it is, that you can't be you yourself? Yeah, exactly. You know what I'm saying now, I get it when it comes down to relationships, like you, you care about

this person feeling, so you'll try to bob and weep. Yeah. I don't think we talked about relationship. But if I'm a cult, I'm caught. What can I do now? Now I'm trying to make a fool out of you. Yeah, it makes me a whole ass nigga, because I feel like I'm trying to make you out of be a fool. A whole ass nigga to me would be like if I said, man, I want to do the intro. I'm telling Jay I want to do the intro. Screen? Why he got to keep doing the intro that come in?

Like screen? You the best intro man married as nigger. You get what I'm saying, like you ain't standing on what you're saying or how you feel. You a bit. Oh god, so let me let me let me um barber shop talk again. You got a ball head. You don't even go to the barber shop right now, get the little shit in my beard. So Kevin Durant hed, finitely don't go to the I'm not talking about oh

and I think I know where we're gonna go. But in the barbershop, a lot of people was like, man, Kevin Duran a whole ass nigga because the Warriors beat him and he left his team to go join the Warriors. He laid down. Is that a whole ass nigga or want to win? I'm just asking this is barbershops. That's some whole ass shit. You left your team, and you ain't telling Westbrook and all that ship. Even though man I did it, I'm just barbershop talk. I don't feel

like that the whole ass ship. I just feel like at the end of the day, that's the decision of man making for his life. I agree, some whole ass ship would be of God. Damn nigga, I put some rocks in your shoe, or you can't go for my legacy in my career. How to I'm a whole ass nigga because I'm choosing me right, all right. When Tray got out the car, let me out know, boys in the hood, that whole a whole whole niggah or something. I'mnna tell you what the whole ship was in that situation.

Him getting in the car, that makes your whole ass. Yeah the first place, you ain't even that kind of nigga. So you're a whole ass nigga for getting this. Can you know you're not that kind of nigga? Exactly, he got out of the car. He was a smart and he was a man. Yeah right, exactly. You know what I'm saying because that's your truth. Yeah, made your whole ass niga. When I got your dad a big bragula three he got playing you was a whole ass nigga,

because you know that ain't what you bout. So you saying that you can somebody like that can have a whole ass nigga moment, but pulled himself out of a moment. Yeah, because we all had that for Sean okay shure. Yeah, Yeah, because I can be coming in out. I come in out and Jim be acting like a great bitch, a whole ass nigga to my bitch, just because I'm mad about some other ship, and then I just snap out like they ain't got to do it that girl. So I was spending be a whole ass nigga for nothing.

That's some real shit, you know what I'm saying, Some real shit. Like even on the way here smoking in the car the ship, I'm mad and I really want to punching the ship because you're Cashmel, Like we don't want to ride with car with weed because she got damn be having her gun like I don't have a gus she'd be having her gun and I'm gonna copet the fellow. I don't want to be around the gun with weed smoke. So I started going into whole ass nigga.

Move about that by the time I got here, got some food in me, like bru, then ain't smoking in the car. You get what I'm saying. Yeah, Like, but sir, shit triggers whole ass moments, whole ass moments, So you're basically saying that whole ass tendencies are triggered. For sure, everybody had those, But to be a whole ass nigga, you have to consistently do whole ship to be labeled a whole ass niggas, yeah, instead of just a real nigga with whole ass moments. Yeah, every nigga gonna have

female ten This is female emotions. You're gonna have that because we come from females. So you're gonna have attitude problems, You're gonna have that shit that come with it. But if you can't check yourself and realize that I did, you're a whole ass nigga. You know what I'm saying. If you can't be take accountability and be apologetic about some whole ass shit, you're a whole ass nigga trying to stand on some whole shit. Now, I said, what makers a nigga who ass niggas. A nigga whill be

trying to make right out of wrong. You can't make right out of this. But you I just heard you talking about this to somebody else about somebody about another person, and there was some whole ass shit that he did. When you do it, because you can justify it ain't

no whole ass shit, that's some whole ass shit. So if you do some shit that's not so not so popular or favorable, but you stand on that, what's the balance of that, Like, we won't go to the extreme, but like, if you do something what people consider whole ass shit, but you stand on it, Like, if you and your truth, it ain't no whole ass shit to me, you can say whether it to me because you're standing in your truth. We just said said pillow talking. So if a nigga go on the grammar, be like, yeah,

I'll be pillow talking. That's what I do. I do blood. I want to I want to straighten that out. I want to straighten that up. If your pillow talking with your bitch, like who's your bitch and you've been with this bitch like forever and you're locked in with a lock bitch, that's not pillow. That's not necessarily pillow talking because it's not going anywhere. But if you pillow talking with every bitch that you fucking or a bitch that is Fenna get up in the morning and go home,

then that's pillow talking. That's puss. Yeah, that's a pussy. That makes sense. Like, at the end of the day, your just because your partner in life. So at the end of the day, you're telling how your thoughts is not pillow talk, right, you know what I'm saying, It's just how you feel. It's on a perjecy basis. You

can really trust. What I'm saying is if you stand if someone else stands on it, if they stand, if you can stand on being a whole ass nigga too, you stay the whole ass just because you're standing on I mean, you're not know ask nigga. You're just standing on some whole ass business. Yeah, but if you, if you, if you, if you, if you adamantly feel the way you feel about some shit, go ahead and let me tell you what the fuck up. Come in there. Because

you're a whole ass nigga as your partners. Don't tell you that your whole is nigga. They agree with everything you say or whatever whatever reason should be. You. You know, you a whole ass nigga, but your people allow you to be there. They're enabling your whole ass So those are whole ass friends. Yeah exactly. Yeah, Now that's that's when shit shifted. You know what I'm saying. When ship

ships We were just talking about this other. The ship shifted when money ruted everything like money and money is like money over everything. When that ship became the properer you right, Like the pussies nigga in the world is right now? Like bro you Yeah, in our day you got to hide with that money. You can't get no pussy, ain't you know nothing like the day now the holes and strip you you're the holes, thank you? Right? The

gangsters following the nigga with the money everything. So it's just like it's different and you could be a straight, whole ass nigga, but just because you got the bag, it's like you're right, but it right, you know what I'm saying, And niggas, no, you're not right, but they're just gonna agree with you and say that you're right because of whatever they're trying to get out of you. Sometime they just want to hang around nigga. He right, because he that nigga. So it's all the whole, whole

ass nigga shit, the whole hole. It's all this shit at an all time high. No, No, this shit is magnituded. They balloted, Yeah, But I feel like at the end of the day, any nigga can fall into that whole ass nigga category. Is sometime you know, I'm saying because of emotions, but it's like if you got just you just a pure, whole ass nigga all the time in

every situation. That's what makes your whole ass nigga. If you're emotionally driven like a female, then you're like a whole ass nigga because because you can't because you can't control your emotions. But you but sometimes with dealing with certain people, you are not gonna make control your emotion when you got your heart in certain shit, like a

relationship with Chante. I'm a whole ass nigga. I'm just being real, Like, if I come in the house, anything can put me in my feeling who hu because she could touch every emotion when it comes down to me. You know what I'm saying, so I can't control that, I could feel a way that she ain't got them, I ain't got no food, just some whole ass shit. But it goes away fast. But I ain't gonna feel no kind of well about nothing, but nobody else do.

But see that's another But see that's another thing too, when you're when you're like kind of trying to distinguish between a nigga who's having a whole moment and a nigga who's just a whole ass nigga. If you're not able to, like he said, snap out of your feelings and snap out of your emotions and you are constantly

staying in your feelings, that's a whole ass nigga. So how you how you how you how you deal with how you deal with your folks if they get on some whole shit, Like, what's the best way when you say your faults? What do you mean your partner, your home girl? Well, I'm saying that they have in a moment, though I ain't saying that they just some They have too many whole moments. They gotta go. No, I tell a lot of my nigga bro, you on some whole

ass shit. I don't call you the whole ass nigga. Yeah, I said, Bro, that's the whole ass shit you Jed did. And you guys are taking in for what it is and be like, yeah, but the nigga who knows he's a whole ass nigga, he taking it, then I'm calling him a whole ass nigga. Like even when my kids, I'd be like, Bro, that's some pus nigga shit you Jed did. He's not taking it as I feel like you are puss ass nigga. He's just like I'm out of bounds. Yeah, let me check myself because I know

this niggan'a feel like I'm gonna puss ass nigga. I got this blood in me, but I gotta be doing some pussas ship that speak on it because he usually don't speak on ship. Yeah, but when I see you, just don't turn into a whole ass nigga. You're gonna know when you ain't got my number? No more like real shit, bro, Like it's several guys out there that, to me, his whole ass niggas who would never have never communicate again. Right, Yeah, it's cool. What's up? If

I see you it ain't even what's up. It's just unless we're in a close clothes you know what's up. Keep it pushing. I don't want to touch your handkers on much injury. But the end of the day, a whole ass nigg gonna be a whole ass nigga. You cannot change a nigga from his roots. Yeah, that's who you will. Like, I've did that ship for years and this woman that's in right next to me, tell me like, that's a whole ass nigga. Bro, Stop trying to see

the good in the nigga. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, Like, you know a nigga when you feel like you just want to see the good like nah man. Yeah, but you could point out sixty two incidents what nigga was the whole ass nigger and instead of trying to be like nah for love. Yeah, but then when it slapped in your face when you ain't got no charge. Now you got the motherfucker right here saying I told you so. I've been told you this ship fifteen years ago. It's

a whole ass nigger. You get on saying, but love will make you overlook a lot of SHITU. Yeah, make you to make you be like man that you're him until you sit until it directly affects you. You don't give a fuck about it. Nigga being a who as nigga to somebody else. And that's real shit. Like if you love a person, you can look over all the whole ass ways until it directly slap you in your face, and then now you're a whole ass nigger. You get what I'm saying. But I've seen you do all whole

ass shit. Don'ta take care of your kids you got damn nigga. Don't nobody else fuck with you but me? And you use a whole ass nigga. But you my whole ass buddy. So I'm trying to God, damn you know what I'm saying. Look pass it, But I what's the so, what's the female term? What's the female term? What's the term for a female version of a whole ass nigga? Puss asshole piece of shit? In my mind,

she's just a piece of shit. Damn piece of shit is the lowest a lot of holes, pieces of She'll show what some of the ship the women be doing. We don't, we don't, we don't win it on the whole ass niggas. Some of the women niggas killed. Yeah,

they motherfuck emotion that shit. Trying to goddamn trying to get you know what I'm saying, trying to do certain shit to get reactions from niggas, like bitches aduce her shit just to get a reaction out of nigga and no matter if it's gonna hurt her or him, Like bit you caught me and puts that Nigge, you want to get your ship bust? Now, I gotta goddamn walk around you with your mother fucker live fat a hell

because I ain't going for that now. I'm a I'm a whole ass nigga for knocking your teeth whatever the fuck I just did. But you provote this right, so you're a piece of shit knowing that you didn't mean it and knowing that like you're not going anywhere and knowing retarded. Yeah, like, motherfucker's play with your triggers. Yeah, that's a piece of shit. You can't play with no

nigga triggers. Yeah, Like you know what's this gonna bring, right, And it's like you want to do it to create some bullshit when going to what Black was saying about like playing with the nigga's triggers or whatever. Man, I've seen some bitches that have intentionally played with niggas triggers

just to try to make the nigga. How am I trying to say this, have intentionally played with the niggas triggers to cause a situation, just to hang it over in nigga's head so that he can feel sorry about being caused or being provoked into doing what he did. Like that shit, Man, that should be some crazy shit. Like to me, that's a piece of shit. So wow,

piece of shit. But another piece of shit is a motherfucker that just don't have no lord toy to nothing no about it, Like you're not even to yourself, Like he's just a piece of shit. I don't know how to explain it. It's just you. We all know something. It's that is that is that some deep routed ship that you think because I always go with the same thing. I think people learn that in their household for sure, But at the end of the day, we all have

our own brain, you know what I'm saying. So nigga, you can see your uncle, my uncle, and god damn be sneaking back in my ground, my house, smoking dope, sucking dick for dope. I know that ain't what I want to do. Like you were just talking in one other episode, y'all were saying, God, damn uh, nigga can be provoked to be a dick sucker? How who say you nigga? Fuck you telling about y'all were saying, I said he could. Nigga could be provoked to be ya.

I was saying, No, folks, he showing Batman and robbing, fucking and got then earning Burt fucking They showing that ship to the kid, that the kid can be no nigga, No, I said. Their kids are impressionable and and and and fucking placing that in front of them. They are read of that. Can't nobody, whatever your household, bring you up in that's what you win for the most part. Can't if you intrigue with that, you into that. Yes, you know you can't. I agree, you can't become that. You

already that. But if you only get exposed to some bullshit, are you gonna know it's bullshit? You're right about that, But I'm saying, at the end of the day or not, No, no, I'm saying that's extreme. No, I agree, you're gonna want You're gonna know if you want to do that or not. If you don't want to do that, I don't give a fuck. How many times you're saying that bullshit, you

ain't gonna do it. I agree. If people get up and go to work, we ain't got to talk about sexual If your household, your mama, parents, grandma, and granddad and everybody got up and went to work. But you know that you're entrepreneur, you're gonna do entrepreneur. But what they're doing, yeah, I don't want to sweat like them. Yeah, or I don't want to go through that. I want to be my own boss. I want to ask them about to win. I could be our work? Why I

could be our work? How long I'm gonna be our work? I ain't here? This is correct? Can't know. You can show this a million times on TV, sing it in a song or whatever. You know if you wanta, okay, so let me ask you this fall let me ask you this. Then some people like, okay, if you feel like a kid, a nigga kid can't be impressioned into

dick sucking, then how do you feel about racism. Do you feel like racism it's something that you learn or do you feel like racism is something that you're born with. I feel like that's something that's taught. Racism something that's taught, and then you go through your experience. You go through your own experience, your parents and whatever could be. I fight the power. This is what we do. But if you haven't been through your own experiences and stuff, you

may not understand what they're even talking about. No, I feel like racism like a language. Basically, you know what I'm saying, Like if you it's like a language. But I know to me how I felt. I knew when I first seen women, that's what I want for sure. You get what I'm saying, Like, no matter what I've seen, like we had a punkinghood and insisted on it. I knew I didn't want to be like sistonin You're man, I see other men like, hell, ain't that ain't it? Bro?

You you was weird? You know what I'm saying in my mind, And I don't have anything against that, that that that race, whatever the fuck they is, I don't have nothing against that. What I'm saying is at the end of the day. I know me like I know, I didn't want to smoke crack. I see what it did to my dad in them. Yeah, no matter what it is, I ain't I'm not finding I'm not findling

convinced me to smoke no crack. What it is, I think it's the I think it's the Let's say, like, some kids come up in the suburbs and it's the suburbs and they really ain't got shipped wrong with their life, right, but they just keep getting exposed to street ship through whatever. But in that street ship, that shit gotta be in you, bro. Yeah, they shit gotta be in you. You see niggas trying

to play gangster, they want to play gangster. Yea. Yeah, some nigga do this shit to be helped, but they still intrigued by That's what I like, nigga might go get a fucking basketball contract and they didn't go by fifty pounds of weed. Trying to understand, I can't explain it to you because I'm a suburban kid. This since the sense of it is, I wasn't intrigued by suburban or the cross the tracks, however you want to say it, right, I liked it what I liked it, regardless of what

I saw or what I knew. What a track did me. So it didn't have anything to do with because I'm suburban, I should think like this or I should be like this. I am who I am, don't matter where I was raised. So with me, I like, I'm a suburban person too. But it was like, okay, suburban, Okay, well, I mean I didn't. I didn't grow up in whatever however you want to put it. Ya you say, y'all middle class with yeah, we still have to just make sure you

don't leave out the web five. But now it was like my mom was like my mom and dad were like night and day. Saw. My mom was like a teacher, she went to Clark, she went to Atlanta University, she got a PhD, all her degrees, all this shit whatever whatever. And then my daddy was a nigga. He had a club, you know what I'm saying. He had like all this shit whatever whatever. He was in the street, blah blah

blah whatever whatever. But when my mom was busy, like teaching school and doing all this shit, I was with my daddy, Like you know what I'm saying. I used

to hang with my daddy. So that's how I know like a majority of the people like from the street that I know to this day, like from him and from like you know, his club, and you know what I'm saying, all that shit, But when I saw when I was I don't want to say when I was introduced to that, but when I that's what you want it, Yeah, because at the end of the day, you saw your mama going to work if you want to be there, and that's what you to be. You saw this street

shit did what it is. Yes, that's what I'm saying. That's the same thing. That's what I'm saying. So if a nigga see a man and a woman together, and you see a man and a man together, which one would you ever wanted to treat you? That's what you want. Yeah, because at the end of the day, they both on TV. Yeah, both on TV. Okay, Batman and Robbing. But you if you like that, that's what you like. So the people that to me that make excuses like, oh they keep

putting this on TV, they're forcing us. That's because you think somebody in your household maybe because you know or you may be that you know what you never think about it like that. You know when you had them, you know when they was five, you know, when they was two, what they how they was was yeah yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah yeah, that's fine what they choose. But at the end of the day, like what Black said, you see a married woman and the marriedman on TV or you

know that's what they're playing, you also see this. Which one you're gonna choose. You're gonna choose the one that you identify with, regardless of what they show. It's gonna be the one that you identify with. Yeah, that's just like you know, like when the boy assassin all bad, like stop but stop walking like that. You don them paired, don't won't do it. They need stopped showing it TV. You're looking for her out, Yeah, because bad as little

June ain't looking at that. He don't. We can't see that. Yeah, he didn't intrigued him, but already don't but looking at the TV like huh, this is okay. Or she's looking at the TV like this is okay. But Ray playing he doing whatever he's doing, it doesn't intrigue him. When you're intrigued bad because that's your thought already, it's already in you, I ain't ship with the gangster ship. The

young nigs already be wanna be that. You can be influenced, but you already gotta be want to be that though, bron it's time beenced until it's time to be influenced. Then you know, if you that and then you start singing like a bird singing a song, what happened? What this was that? But when it was all cute and good that you got a whole game behind you, or I run with this game. Then now you're in a situation, right you ain't with that game. You didn't found the lord.

You go to school, you play ball, you do all of this. He was getting ready to go to the art insta everything, and he got caught up with the wrong crowd. You know, I got caught over the Crown crowd because he chose that crowd because that's what he thought he wanted into ship got sears. That just the cop out to me, get that woman a podcast. Ye, that's the cup out to me, you know what I'm saying, that's the cup out. Like niggas really be want to be that until like she said, go left, then that's

your cup out. But you don't really want to be that, you want the protection behind that, you don't really want to be that. I just think that this is a whole ass nigga shit because you're not that. You're not that. That's all I'm saying. You're not that. You know you ain't that. You're going the house every day knowing you lame it for because like you that, because you know if then that Mary is gonna say whatever you gotta say.

This is an extension. This is an extension of your This is an extension of your pride and your ego being something you completely ain't. When you get you can beat, you can beat. Ain't gonna be they try to take over the old for sure. But you could be around all that shit and people will respect you just being you big facts. That used to be my main thing, Like I used to be trying to tell them niggas

like everybody ain't for everything. You know what I'm saying, Just because this dude hang around, you don't mean you're gonna put him in the car with the shooter us. He's not that. He's a fucking engineer, like you got to engineer Ryan with you. The old kill somebody and they spent for him to be solid, right, that's not what you do, bro. This is y'all gonna wrap or y'all gonna kill, y'all gonna wrap. Reason why it's because they make excuses for these niggas that it's okay that

we understand, we knew you one built for that. It's all right. You run really a part of that. That's the issue. Y'all ain't letting make any nigga stand on bidding it supposed to be there us to know that anyway. Yeah, that's what I'm saying or whatever. The I feel like the guys the whole another story because they don't turn into a trend. Is it like when Jesuum came out with a dope everybody with dope. They were even the bitches. Everybody want to be dope dude, just like now even

the bitches gangster. I don't get it fun everybody scrub j scrat right now. Yes, but that yeah, I'm saying. But what I'm saying is it's just what it is. Yeah, I think that having a daughter and I'm gonna have to put my daughter in school, and of course I'm gonna give her a cern morals to stand on, you know, as she grows. But there's a lot of shit that your kid gets exposed to when they leave, kind of

like your nest and then they go. But with the with the public world, now, that's something you have to do because they got with a premature mind. But you do understand that shelt trying to shelter them from the inevitable worst thing. It's only gonna handicap her. I'm dealing with that now in therapy because I know soon I'm gonna have to We're gonna have to start dropping her off before her mind is all or what you know

what I'm saying, and pray for the best. But it's still an insiety of the mind because it's my first go round. But the realer you are with her, the bet is easier. Her personal you're gonna be Yeah, you have to be real with her. You have to let her know like I like me, I told mine, I knew, I know y'all cuss, but I don't want y'all cussing it in front of grown folks or egg grown folks. But I knew they cuss. I was letting mine know I'm not a oblivious on what go on outside, you

know what I mean? So if you raising her in your household I know, which I know you are, then she can see whatever she sees. She gonna have to trust in what you're showing her. True, you feel like kids. But what I was saying, what I'm trying to say is at the end of the day, when you let your kids know right from wrong, that's how you can do You know I'm saying, because they got their own choice at the end of the day, because it life.

You know what it's like when you try to keep them like Sunta Claus is this that's when you suck them up at like when you when you lead them into fairy tale world, that's the world they're gonna live in. Yeah, you know what I'm saying, like out the real But Sunta Claus ain't about y'all shit about this right right? You know what I'm saying, Like, oh back, we're fucking that up. I was muscle like the fairy tale. Ain't no too fair on the hood. Here go a dollar

for your teeth, nigga. You know what I'm saying, like real, like you know not when your babies is different. When you get up age to start making decision like you're in school, and ship all that shit out. Yeah, let's shit out because of the think about five or six me. My wife was arguing about that. Yeah, it's like you gotta tell them what it is like at the end of the day because I don't know. Bro. It's like we taught all type of lessons like you want to

you want to do certain ship. Yeah, it might not get it for criminal for real. This ain't a joke, but damn you Finn feel this even feel hot. Feel get your whole criminal away to your cousin them. Oh you're acting bad on criminal Monio. You don't open up a tell you sneaking. Watch this nigga ride your mos up street. Little went all day long. He's opened up his guilt. I took that ship from him and gave it the tyree, like you can have it that one. You ain't buy him ship for Chris none at all.

Everybody else, my friends, Felicia, everybody, they brought him something, all of them. I ain't get him one thing because he was just that you know what I'm saying. He was that kid. Yeah, but out of all my kids, he'd realist. You know, he knew, he knew in his mind he wanted to go to school and wrought with bby guns and ship because it's what he I couldn't change that. I couldn't tell him. I didn't persuade him. I used to seeing him. He's listening to La Boy Lunny.

Pilling out of that ship is fake. Shit is fake you you getting ripped up by this ship? Okay, go ahead, Yeah you know what I'm saying. But no, that's what you wanted to do. Yeah, I ain't nothing I can tell you for you not to do that. So you gotta experience whatever. You gotta take your attit you or I, or go to jail, whatever that is. You gotta see that that ain't what you want because I can't persuade you that this ain't what you want or you already

chose it. So that comes with most things that you know, if you if a woman like puts it, she knows she like puts it? Man like did he know he liked it? More? For the most part is when they are told not to and then they live in a lie. That's the thing. So what if you don't what if what if what if you on't? What if you don't like the company they keep like as they get older, what if you like them, I ain't gonna say the

impression or whatever. You like the company kid? What if you think like your kid is one way, but the other kids might be some whole ass nick or no even handle sassay a little boys in our house and nothing that shit like nah that other ship too. What I'm saying like, what if you're like the company they keep but they say that this is my friend, that he's either sassy or that they he's a gangster. But if but if he's sassy, he's whatever he is, you

already don chose your friend. So said, yeah, I mean that, no sassy people, I have a I have a friend, no sass fright, I have a friend that you know that whatever. And my kids knew when they were younger that he was sassy, you know what I mean? But I couldn't tell. I didn't know. Yeah whatever, But now that he's older, it's he's sassy, which is fine. But my kids knew at a young age that he was.

I could not tell, but they knew. They say, Mom, we're not going over that with you, and exactly they made the point to be like, woon't e't want to go over there? And then have a nigga started acting like when he coming over here again? You that too, and we gotta accept Joe. You know what I'm saying. We gotta accept Joe ship. Yeah, but what if they gangster manwa gangster son? Come on, yeah manwa gangster so and so. I can't as long as at the side

and he can't be the side. If he said said, I don't care, but if he ain't saying it, then then need to come over exactly once you choose your side, That's what it is like. How the fuck impy? How the fuck impinging um depride you of who you is? You know what I'm saying, then I might as well tell you how to do it and what comes withness. So let me ask you a question, though, ain't it used to be trying to be I tried that like little one. I remember when I'd never forget he got

out of juvenile. Let me say this, I never get he guys, you and I trying to say we got the impression that god damn go to college shit because he had got a g D and JUVENI but I used to see the nigga a day spot when I pull up there, So I'm like, your mama finding got any book? Eighteen hundred? You want to get these books? What you're doing? You want to school? What you're doing because I ain't even spend my money and you're gonna

be a real nigga. You're like, man, ain't been sense, say less, I ain't even to pay for no books. And then I'm gonna be mad at you. You let me spend my money lying to me too, So now you're going to deal with this ship with your mom. So I ain't even get a chance? Was he? Then? Though, what I'm saying that the age of twelve or thirteen, say, you don't think that the motherfucker is the most confused that they'll be in life at the age of twelve

or thirteen. No, no, you know what you know. But what I'm saying, but you continually to try, You continually to try. You don't give up, you just shit. You continuously to try to make sure that this is not a phase. When you see what you here, Yeah, you know when it's a phase. Little one was not a phase at all. I didn't know him, I'm gonna be honest. I didn't know that he was doing the things that

he was doing because he was different. You know, he was sweet at home, you know, little Yeah, And then when I figured out who he was, I was like, okay, yeah. Then when when he went June, I broke my hold, like I was done because I'm like, wait a minute, you come in, you come up with two two parent household, get whatever you want? What is you? But he wanted he was intrigued with that life, regardless of what we

gave him or whatever. He knew. I'm a gangst he knew that until he decided that he didn't want that for his life. It was up to him. And he was thirteen. I called Blake all the time like you nen't just how here, Like, man, this nigga's driving me crazy. What else do you want me to say to him? And I used to get mad at black like I can't raising the bear man, But he was already becoming his own man. Black Head did with all he could

do with him, But I couldn't see that. I just you know, I see ship from both sides, Like I remember when I was thirteen, like, man, I don't tell me then, Like if you even tell me how to do it, you know what I'm saying. So what I do is I feel like, this is how I feel and this might be the dumbest shit though. Once I see you don't show your side, I'm gonna show you what come with your side. You know what I'm saying. I'm gonna show you, like the morals of this ship.

What you're talking about. Bro, you play with pedestrians, that's what gets you off the streets forever you do shit. The people that don't deserve this shit in this game will get you out of this ship forever. You know what I'm saying. I'm gona tell you the morals of this ship. You know what I'm saying, Go get you some money if that's what you're gonna do. Nigga gangsters get money, dumb It's goddamn do the dumb shit, you know what I'm saying. So, at the end of the day,

if that's what you won't be a hustler. I can't tell you how to be no food because I ain't never been there, you know what I'm saying. So at the end of the day, if you feel like you following me, you that ain't following me, what you're doing, you get what I'm saying. So what I have to do is just cut you cut you from me. Now I look at you as a fuck nigga because the shit you're doing ain't ain't what I do. So I

really need to god damn get another DNA test. Yeah you know what I'm saying, but you must not be of my cloth. I'm just being real, you know what I'm saying. So I started hitting the nigga with that. He started seeing like, yeah, this this is some little bit lariush shit. Let me get on my ship. You know what I'm saying, because you can't hear it from your mama, right, But it was what to me what

it was he had to find himself. You feel like you want to be a gangster, you feel like you want to be at this, You feel like you want to be that until you find yourself. And one thing Lotte told me, he was like, I didn't lost too many of friends, too many of this, too many of that. I don't never want to see you go through that pain or my grama. That's all this stuck with me at this point. Now he could be outside to whatever. I don't give a fuck what he doing. I trust

what he's said because how he lived. But he had to choose that one then I can tell him. So if you this way of that way, it's your choice. It ain't never nobody telling you. People say, oh they're putting that on them. They putting it. That's who them people are because at the end of the day, man, just like like back when we were growing up, the freaks with the girl who's the good girls the bleach. Yeah,

like the ones who like they too ready to do it. Yeah, girls who come from goddamn where we come from, with bucking Yeah, like na, you gotta go with me. Yeah, But them girls who got damn come school them nice shoes and nice clothes on. Yeah, they up on the bleach. You with one thing. I knew that because I was came up suburban. You can't work me. We're the ones that you're supposed to work. I always went against the grain, like,

ain't stuff. I've always been intrigued with niggas that get money. However, I can't give a fuck what you did gets money. Yeah, but I ain't one. Never, no golfer. I ain't gonna get ship because I may be I am a suburban girl, but I got some sense. My dad all day long raised me right. So but I was never gonna be a gopher period. I ain't running to no stove, can't go pick you up, shit, can't do shit but say hey and back, this's it. Ain't fucking the people ain't

doing all of that right, hey and back. I've always been that, so I can't put that on all suburban women. Some of my suburban w we was in the hood. Some of them, the hood bitches was had it well off too. I'm just saying like they was good girls. You know what I'm saying. They might have been had on the cheap clothes, but but the cheap nighte shit, you know what I'm And the girls who dadd and coming up they're picking them up from school, and you

know what I'm saying, we had the parents. Yeah, y'all get what I'm saying. I ain't. I ain't. I ain't putting it off phone. What you stayed. And I'm saying, like, because we went to school in the hood. Yeah, the mores like she had a mom and her dadd but they're like tomorrow in my turn on her. You get what I'm saying, because she with the ships because they too too strict on her. Yeah, everything they tell the free time, it's like everything they tell them not to do,

she trying to do it. Yeah, you know what I'm saying. But the ones you're telling them like, Okay, I'm gonna take you to get on birth contropes early just in case that's what you want to do, they up. They the ones to be waiting a chilling like I'm going to see what's up. You know what I'm saying. I'm up to see what's up, like I uh, take care of my body, you know what I'm saying. But the ones you you into knowl about is the one that, Yeah, you can't. You can't. You can't shout a graveyard in

that put. Okay, stop human being for living like that? That is Ain't it like that? That ain't gonna work because eventually when they bust out, they's gonna go crazy and bust out. It's just like who you is is who you is. It's like even in relationships or anything else, bro, who you are is who you are. Yeah, like you can't. You can. You can suppress certain shit for other people feelings for so long. Yeah, but who you is is who you is, no matter how it goes. You know

what I'm saying. You gotta let people be who they is. Like you could love a person so much and see them for what you want them to be, but who they is is who they is. If you don't realize that sooner than later, that's gonna be one of the most painful lessons that life is going to teach. And it's gonna be resentment there. You know what I'm saying, Like, you ain't gonna do never resent that person? Man. Fact. Yeah, stopping for somebody who from being what they want to

be and who they are? So what what the topic was? We started with? Whole just built into just some real conversation. Yeah, did you know what I'm saying? Find the words. Yeah, you whatever you want to be in, like you donna be a whole whatever you want to be in, Like be who you walk, don't let know about it is the turt that and be happy and don't pay attention Batman in Rockman in twenty twenty three. So y'all said Ernie Bird cooking man out of doing it some butt

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