I AM Rising

Ep. 11 My Heroine's Journey

Ep. 10 Stop Trying to Survive in the Old Paradigm

This episode of I AM Rising is a profound exploration of radical self-acceptance, self-love, and self-forgiveness. Join me, Tina Marie, as I delve into the transformative journey of meeting yourself on the inside and embracing the power that lies within. We discuss the importance of recognizing and releasing old patterns and programs that keep us stuck in survival mode, especially when faced with adversity .Are you feeling overwhelmed or trapped in the old paradigm of existence? This episode inv...

Ep. 9 The Treasure of the Darkness

This episode of I AM Rising takes you on a profound journey into the depths of darkness and the treasures that lie within. Join me, Tina Marie, as I share my personal experiences with fear, death, and the transformative power of embracing the unknown. I reflect on my childhood fears of death, my struggles with panic, and how these experiences shaped my relationship with darkness throughout my life. Through my battle with cancer, I learned that true healing comes from facing our fears and enterin...

Ep. 8 When Trying to Heal Prevents you from Healing.

Through heartfelt anecdotes and deep reflections, Tina unpacks the paradox of "trying to heal" and how it often creates resistance within us. In this episode, Tina shares her experiences of navigating the complexities of illness, the power of breathwork, and the necessity of tuning into our bodies to facilitate transformation. As we dive into the intricacies of the mind-body connection, you'll learn that the journey to wholeness is not linear but a continuous practice of self-love and acceptance...

Ep. 7: Your Body Keeps the Score

This episode is about PTSD. I share what trauma really is, why it occurs, how it affects just about everything in a person's life, and my raw, deep, and dark personal experience with it. AND, how I healed and continue to... SPOILER ALERT: We ALL have trauma! This is a HUGE topic so this will be the first of many future episodes. 🎬 Watch the episode on my YouTube channel: https://youtu.be/1h5PIsxAPUo Also visit and listen on my site; https://www.tinaandbilly.com/podcast...

Ep. 6 When Saying Nothing is the Answer

This episode dives deep into what to say and not to say to someone going through a challenge, an illness, a loss, etc. It's meant to be educational and inspirational and also healing! I go through a list of all of the things people said to me during the darkest and scariest time of my life from diagnosis of cancer, through treatment, and beyond. As my mom always says, "People mean well." And I get that. AND, we can all learn, grow, and evolve to be a better healing space for others when they are...

Ep. 5 Signs & Support From Heaven

Ep. 4 First and Last Breaths

This 4th episode was recorded when I was in my 2nd year of studying with Alchemy of Breath, (my school), as a mentor. I share some of the trauma from receiving the actual diagnosis, multiple surgeries and the aftermath, toxic drugs, not feeling safe in my body, and dissociating. I share how breast cancer cracked me open to meet myself on the inside; how I truly met my light in the darkness by facing my death and my willingness to embrace the unknown. In Alchemy of Breath, we did an exercise of w...

Ep. 3 The One in You who Knows

Ep.2 The In Between

I AM Rising Season 2, Episode 2; "The In-Between" In this 2nd episode, I go a little deeper in sharing my journey through a life-threatening breast cancer diagnosis and 2 and a half year recovery. I read a journal entry of when I was in the darkest of times. This was after surgeries and chemotherapy and I felt dead on the inside just as much as the outside. Some things I talk about are: Once cancer is in the body it’s a wake up call; a calling to go inside. Breathing new life to those parts that...

Ep. 1 Death, Rebirth; The Return

Season Two : Episode One of I AM Rising and a dramatic title that is based completely in truth. Death, Rebirth; the Return . After 3 years of a healing recovery from a life-threatening breast cancer diagnosis, Tina opens up about her journey of meeting her death face to face. In this first episode, she reads a part of her journal when she is in the darkest of places. After surgeries, and chemotherapy, no hair, no eyebrows, no eyelashes, feeling lost, dead inside, like a shell of a human being, w...

Mary Magdalene & the Sisterhood of the Rose

Mary Magdalene, a true embodiment of the Divine Feminine, has been around me for many years preparing me for the Goddess work that I'm currently doing in my work with women. Her consciousness and energy comes through with a "Sisterhood of the Rose", a powerful tribe of High Priestesses, Goddesses, and women throughout "her-story." During a very difficult time of my life, I called out to her in pain, in frustration, in such a dark night of the soul, and she spoke to me, and to us, and this episod...

Through the Darkness and into the Light

We are in a period awakening on this planet, and with this awakening comes many changes. There have been so many obstacles, challenges and hardships. So many of my clients and students have reached out to ask what is happening! So, I asked my angels and guides why things have been so difficult, why so many of us are having challenges on a regular basis, and what is happening as a whole that we are stuck and unable to move forward. And in meditation I received a powerful message that I channel an...

An Inner Commitment to Yourself

Where are your deepest commitments? Do you know? Are you open to creating space for yourself? This episode will inspire you to make new commitments honoring your process and all that comes up, good and bad, positive and negative, all as part of your unique and perfect experience to grow… I talk about just being solid and clear with your intentions…. letting go of all else. It’s realizing that every moment is a prayer, every word is a prayer, and when we set an intention, and communicate with our...

Connecting with the Divine Mother

This episode is an opportunity to connect with the nurturing and powerful energy of the Divine Mother; to feel her presence, to hear her messages for you, to surrender and be more in alignment with your heart. She came to me recently in a meditation with such unconditional love, grace, healing and compassion helping me through a challenging and emotional time. I channel and share her deep and profound message, and I invite you to listen as if she's speaking directly to you....

Celebrating and Honoring Life

If you only had 6 months to live... how would that change you? How would that affect your choices? What would you do differently, how would you act, live, be.. and why? This episode dives in to shifting your mindset... reflecting on what you could be doing differently to live, to soar, to thrive... rather than settle, and stay safe, and just be in survival mode. This is a powerful question to meditate on and allow it to inspire great change, inspiration, and soul growth......

Your True North

If you could trust that everything up until now has been preparing you, guiding you, teaching you, protecting you, and leading you to this very moment, how could this liberate you from the story you’re telling yourself that is keeping you from moving forward? Your ‘true north’ is your internal guidance system, your intuition, your Higher Self that walks with you and through every moment. Do you want to connect to this deeper part of you? Step on this new path of least resistance, and allow yours...

Becoming the Goddess

This journey is about realizing that you are a Goddess just by being who you! Even in our darkest moments, we are learning, growing, unfolding and evolving. The dark becomes our greatest treasure, because it makes us real, raw, and authentic and in the midst of all of this we rise. Again and Again. A true Goddess, the energy and embodiment of the Divine Feminine is you, and it’s me.

Awakening the Goddess Within

This is a meditative journey to help you remember who you are! You came here at this particular time on the planet for a Divine Purpose! All of the answers reside within you, but you must take the time to become still, and feel, soften your heart and open… This healing space is created as an invitation to awaken you to your true nature. This is about remembering the Goddess you came here to be. Will you let her Rise?

An Introduction to I AM Rising

This is an introduction to I AM Rising, a podcast created to help you awaken to our true authentic selves; to rise in our power, beauty, and grace unifying with the love and light within us. These meditative episodes will inspire + uplift you, while giving you an opportunity to slow down from everyday life.