In this episode of In Totality, I share how stepping away from podcasting exposed where my trust in the Lord actually was… and where my pride had been hiding. I had to confront the uncomfortable reality that I was leaning more on my own strength than on God’s strength. Through fasting and prayer, seeking His face daily, and surrendering to His way, I learned that faith isn’t just believing in God—it’s trusting Him completely, with everything, even when it's hard to do. If you’ve ever struggled w...
Mar 11, 2025•33 min•Ep 61•Transcript available on Metacast Welcome back to In Totality! Have you ever found yourself so caught up in the busyness of life that your time with the Lord becomes more about what you need from Him rather than just truly centering Him? That’s where I found myself at the end of last year, and I knew I needed to step away. In this episode, I’m sharing why I took time off from social media and the podcast, what God revealed to me through a week of prayer and fasting, and how He’s calling us to a daily dependence on Him. Fasting s...
Mar 04, 2025•36 min•Ep 60•Transcript available on Metacast After taking time away to rest and seek the Lord, I’m coming back with a renewed heart, deeper conviction, and fresh perspective. This season of In Totality is all about the seriousness of our relationship with God—fully surrendering, completely dependent, wholly devoted (Romans 12). It hasn’t been easy, but God has been refining me so that what I pour out is pure. I pray this season edifies you as much as it has stretched me. Season 2 starts Tuesday, March 4th! See Privacy Policy at https...
Mar 03, 2025•1 min•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley As we gear up for a much-needed seasonal break, I wanted to leave you with something special—a Best Of episode showcasing the most impactful and encouraging moments from this season of In Totality . This year has been nothing short of phenomenal. We've had conversations that inspired, challenged, and uplifted us, featuring guests I deeply admire, love, and pray for. I’m so grateful to every single person who joined me on this journey and to each of you who continue to...
Dec 17, 2024•1 hr 21 min•Ep 59•Transcript available on Metacast What if recharging your spirit was as simple as stepping back? Join me, Megan Ashley As we prepare for a holiday break, I’m reflecting on the power of rest and a social media sabbatical—a step toward mental health and spiritual well-being. Through biblical teachings and Christ’s example, we explore the necessity of pause, reminding us that consistent podcasting since 2022 has only deepened my commitment to serving you. During this time, our Patreon community will stay active with Bible studies a...
Dec 10, 2024•39 min•Ep 58•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley , for a closer exploration of spiritual highs and lows, inspired by transformative experiences from the Acts 2:42 Conference. Together, we’ll reflect on the joy of God’s presence, the challenges of feeling distant, and how the enemy sows doubt about His love. My hope is to offer encouragement for those facing spiritual struggles as we approach our holiday break We’ll unpack the spiritual battle between the accuser and the intercessor, exploring how the enemy uses our past t...
Dec 03, 2024•49 min•Ep 57•Transcript available on Metacast *Trigger Warning:* This episode discusses sensitive topics,Please listen at your discretion and prioritize your well-being. Welcome back for Pt 2 Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , As we share the journey of organizing a large-scale conference rooted in diversity and inclusivity. Inspired by the lack of representation at a past event, we felt called to create a space for spiritual enrichment for people like us. What started as a small retreat featuring speakers like Dr...
Nov 26, 2024•1 hr 11 min•Ep 56•Transcript available on Metacast What does it mean to find true freedom and balance in a world that constantly demands productivity? Join me, Megan Ashley and my best friend, Jackie Hill Perry , as we reflect on a whirlwind year that felt like a decade. Through laughter and exhaustion, we dive into the symbolic moments that defined our journey— Our conversation spans the highs and lows of the year, exploring the grace that sustains us through faith and the Holy Spirit. As 2024 winds down, we share how we’re preparing to move fo...
Nov 19, 2024•42 min•Ep 55•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley for a heartfelt and humorous conversation with Toni Collier founder of Broken Crayons Still Color as we dive into her journey of faith, healing, and redemption. We begin with the origin of "Daddy God," a phrase that brings warmth and laughter to her relationship with God, especially for those who've felt the absence of a father figure. Toni's story explores childhood trauma, personal growth, and the transformative power of faith. Through her candid reflections o...
Nov 12, 2024•1 hr 20 min•Ep 54•Transcript available on Metacast This week, we reach a huge milestone—Join me, Megan Ashley , as we celebrate the one-year anniversary of "In Totality" and explore the profound journey of faith and obedience that has guided our path. From overcoming initial fears and personal challenges to the incredible support from my dedicated team, Jay and Jordan, this episode serves as a heartfelt reflection of growth, gratitude, and unwavering faith. Experience the vibrant fellowship within our Patreon village, where behind-the-scenes ins...
Nov 05, 2024•43 min•Ep 53•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley , for another episode of *In Totality* as we welcome Justin Giboney , Attorney, Political Strategist, and President/co-founder of the AND Campaign, for a thought-provoking conversation at the intersection of faith and politics. Justin shares his journey from a church-centered upbringing to his role as a political strategist in Atlanta, detailing the trials and triumphs of integrating his Christian beliefs into his career. Through personal stories, he reflects on the ch...
Oct 29, 2024•58 min•Ep 52•Transcript available on Metacast What does it truly mean to steward God's work with reverence? This week on In Totality with Megan Ashley Pastor Philip Anthony Mitchell of 2819 Church in Atlanta joins us to explore the profound impact of spiritual growth and the challenges it brings. From his early days at Victory Church to his current role, Pastor Philip shares his journey of leadership, transformation, and humility, and his mission to make disciples. Together, we reflect on our formative years at Bible College, the intensity ...
Oct 22, 2024•2 hr 34 min•Ep 51•Transcript available on Metacast Can faith transform your pain into a source of strength? Join me, Megan Ashley , as I share deeply personal stories and explore how trusting in God during life’s trials can lead to profound spiritual growth. In this episode of *In Totality*, I begin by expressing heartfelt gratitude to our listeners and sharing an honest account of my recent struggles, including the spiritual challenges I’ve faced while preparing for the Acts 242 conference, and a harrowing experience with a severe corneal abras...
Oct 15, 2024•44 min•Ep 50•Transcript available on Metacast Join Me, Megan Ashley for a transformative episode as we welcome back Nona Jones , our first repeat guest, to share her journey from a thriving executive role to embracing full-time ministry. Nona opens up about the challenges of redefining her identity beyond her career and how leaving behind a steady paycheck deepened her faith and reliance on God. We discuss living out your faith daily, especially when God's plans take unexpected turns, and explore how ministry can extend beyond the chu...
Oct 08, 2024•1 hr 5 min•Ep 49•Transcript available on Metacast Can humility help transform your relationships and spiritual journey? Join me Megan Ashley In this episode of In Totality , I reflect on the transformative power of humility in my spiritual journey, focusing on the struggles of hidden pride. Our exploration continues with a heartfelt discussion on the power of humility, inspired by personal experiences and reflections. Listen as I share my journey of confronting hidden pride and the importance of regular introspection and prayer. From a recent p...
Oct 01, 2024•50 min•Ep 48•Transcript available on Metacast What if the church truly became a sanctuary—a refuge for the wounded and marginalized? Join me Megan Ashley In this episode of In Totality , we sit down with Pricelis Dominguez , author of Being a Sanctuary , to discuss her journey from growing up in New York City to her time in the Dominican Republic and how studying the book of Acts has shaped her faith. Pricelis shares her insights on resilience, the beauty of fall in NYC, and her passion for creating culturally relevant Chr...
Sep 24, 2024•1 hr 8 min•Ep 47•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley , for an inspiring episode of *In Totality* as I sit down with the remarkable Mrs. Lisa Bevere . Together, we reflect on my journey of rediscovering faith and the profound influence the Bevere family’s teachings have had on my life. Lisa shares her unique perspective on raising sons, offering heartfelt insights into the joys and challenges of being a boy mom, as well as her deep prayers for building strong, loving relationships with her daughters-in-law. In our conversation...
Sep 17, 2024•1 hr 4 min•Ep 46•Transcript available on Metacast How do you stay faithful and resilient when faced with relentless criticism? Join me, Megan Ashley , as we explore the emotional and spiritual trials of living out our faith in the public eye, drawing inspiration from Stephen's unwavering strength in Acts chapter six, in this episode of In Totality. we delve into the narrative of Stephen, a man chosen for his integrity and filled with the Holy Spirit, we discuss the challenges he faced, including false accusations and ultimate martyrdom. The sto...
Sep 10, 2024•52 min•Ep 45•Transcript available on Metacast This week join me, Megan Ashley , and my incredible guest, Dinorah Peña , as we embark on a heartfelt journey through faith, growth, and personal challenges. Dinorah and I reminisce about our first meeting in 2022, sharing how our bond has flourished and how we've supported each other's endeavors ever since. Listen in as we explore the profound connections we discover in our faith journeys, particularly through the trials and transitions of life. From the transition of a behind-the-s...
Sep 03, 2024•2 hr 32 min•Ep 44•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley , on this enriching episode of "In Totality" as I share my heart and reflections on the past year, highlighting my journey of spiritual focus and discipline since May 2023. In our exploration of embracing freedom in salvation, we delve into the transformative power of key biblical scriptures such as Romans 5:8 and John 3:16. These passages illuminate the incredible love and sacrifice of Christ for humanity, encouraging us to fully embrace God's unconditional love, forgivene...
Aug 27, 2024•47 min•Ep 43•Transcript available on Metacast What if your pain and struggles were the very tools God uses to shape your identity and purpose? Join me, Megan Ashley , as I sit down with the incredible Dr. Sarita T. Lyons , author of "Church Girl": A Gospel Vision to Encourage and Challenge Black Christian Women available now! Dr. Sarita shares her transformative journey from lay leader to the Director of Community and Women's Ministry and Discipleship at Epiphany Church. Our friendship, sparked in Dallas, has blossomed, and it's an hon...
Aug 20, 2024•1 hr 28 min•Ep 42•Transcript available on Metacast How do friendships shape our lives, and why are they often overlooked in discussions about personal growth? Join me, Megan Ashley , as we sit down with Danielle Bayard Jackson , a leading friendship expert and educator, who shares her inspiring journey from high school English teacher to public relations professional, all while uncovering the unique friendship challenges faced by high-achieving women. Prepare to be enlightened on the critical role friendships play in both personal and profession...
Aug 13, 2024•1 hr 19 min•Ep 41•Transcript available on Metacast How can you transform past shame into a powerful testimony for Christ? Join me, Megan Ashley , on this episode of In Totality, where we unravel the true power of faith and submission. Reflecting on my own spiritual journey, I answer a few questions from the village community about overcoming the weight of past sins. Together, we explore the redemptive nature of grace, how to embrace our identity in Christ, and the importance of gratitude over guilt. We also delve into the miraculous healing in t...
Aug 06, 2024•55 min•Ep 40•Transcript available on Metacast Do you ever wonder how mindful content consumption can transform your spiritual journey? Join me, Megan Ashley , as we sit down with our much-anticipated guest this week, Pastor Jerry Flowers Jr . lead pastors of Time of Celebration Ministries Church in Houston, TX. Together, we unravel this profound topic, cautioning against the alluring but potentially shallow practice of "buffet style" sermon listening. Pastor Jerry highlights the importance of engaging deeply with spiritual teachings. Drawin...
Jul 30, 2024•58 min•Ep 39•Transcript available on Metacast What does it truly mean to "seek first the kingdom of God" in our everyday lives? Join me, Megan Ashley , as I unpack how prioritizing God can bring profound transformation to your spiritual journey. Responding to insightful questions from my Patreon community, the Village, we'll discuss practical ways to deepen your understanding of scripture and the value of biblical literacy, with special mentions of the Tony Evans Study Bible and the crucial role of seasoned believers in guiding us toward co...
Jul 23, 2024•39 min•Ep 38•Transcript available on Metacast This week on “In Totality”, join me, Megan Ashley , as I answer the question: What if overcoming life's challenges could lead you to a place of faith and inspiration beyond your wildest dreams? That's exactly what happened to our guest, Jason Jackson Jr , a remarkable 22-year-old whose journey is nothing short of inspiring. Known for his signature black hoodie, Jason shares the profound moments that shaped his resilience and deepened his faith, revealing the authenticity and determination that b...
Jul 16, 2024•1 hr 8 min•Ep 37•Transcript available on Metacast Are you ready to fully open your heart to God? Discover how even a busy vacation can lead to a profound spiritual reflection. Join me, Megan Ashley , as I take you on a heartwarming journey inspired by Revelation 3:20. Imagine Jesus knocking at the door of your heart—are you leaving a chain on it? This episode is a powerful conversation about partial versus full openness to God's presence in our lives. Together, we'll explore the importance of stepping beyond our hesitations and allowing Go...
Jul 09, 2024•32 min•Ep 36•Transcript available on Metacast Join me Megan Ashley for another episode of “In Totality” with the inspiring Quianna Eason . From Quianna’s evolution from a dancer to a fitness enthusiast post-pregnancy, to her journey of turning passion into a thriving career, this episode unearths the dedication and resilience behind success. Listen as we share personal stories about fitness after post-pregnancy weight gain, offering deep insights and encouragement for anyone on a similar path. We then navigate the emotional r...
Jul 02, 2024•2 hr 46 min•Ep 35•Transcript available on Metacast Can righteous judgment be exercised with humility and grace? Join me Megan Ashley on "In Totality" as I explore this question, offering a deep dive into the spiritual journey of faith and discipleship. Find the delicate balance between speaking truth and maintaining gentleness, we highlight the necessity of self-examination, empathy, and aligning our judgments with God's word. This episode challenges us to practice righteous judgment with proximity and compassion, ensuring our approach ref...
Jun 25, 2024•55 min•Ep 34•Transcript available on Metacast Join me, Megan Ashley for an insightful episode as we welcome guest Dr. Eric Mason founder and Senior pastor of Epiphany Fellowship in Philadelphia, PA. He is also, the founder and president of Thriving which is an urban ministry organization committed to training leaders for ministry in cities locally, nationally, and internationally. We discuss the issue of toxicity in Christian culture. Listen in as we explore the importance of maintaining a spiritually enriching online presence, e...
Jun 18, 2024•1 hr 27 min•Ep 33•Transcript available on Metacast 
