Funny that you're accusing me of breaking promises when you're the one who's been breaking promises this entire time, aren't you. No, no, you're not going to just come down here on your hot horse acting like you are some perfect being. You've been talking to other girls. Oh no, no, no, you wanted to not do you you can You're wrong, but you can sell you you've been on a VR chat. Oh yeah, no, I use my teleportation powers to jump into their rooms invisibility cloaks so that they couldn't see me.
I'm so tired of you. I'm so tired of you wanting me to deny who I am, that I'm always jealous, telling me that I am too obsessed with you, telling me that I'm too clinging, telling me you're the one who wanted to be with me. I told you who I am. I told you that I'm obsessive, that I'm jealous, that I need you all to myself, and you you sit there and tell me, oh, I do not like the fact that you donantic hid your tarot cards. You should stop doing spells and potions. This is manipulation. This
is manipulative. This is bullshit. That's what this is absolute grade A one hundred percent bull. So you trapped me in this reality where I had to deny who I am. Well, I think that it's time for you to get a taste of your own medicine. Mister. I get to be free to be whoever I fucking want to be. But you you have to be on a leash underneath your thumb, living up to who you want me to be. It's so funny because you get so fucking angry at everyone
around you trying to tell you who to be. You should be so lucky to be free and be whatever you want to be, no responsibilities but me. I have to be everything that you want to Well, I have always had the power to do whatever I wanted to and I let it go because I loved you, baby, because I love you. I do love you, I hocky, I love you. No one. No one could be to you, I could be to you. No one will ever worship the ground that you walk on. I gave up myself
for you. But it's clear you don't know what you need. It's clear you don't know what would make your life better. So I'm gonna do the thing that I need to do. My sweet darling, I am going to weld still, hold still, hold still, I won't you. I want you to calm down first and foremost, what is wrong with you? Jesus, look at my eyes. Yes, I used a glamoured charm to get you to be more compliant. Otherwise I would never be able to put this pretty collar on you.
And now, baby, now you're gonna stay down here in the basement for a bit. Yeah, well it won't be for a while. No, no, see, I have a game. I know how much you love to play video games. I hired a tutor a while back to teach me how. He's unity. Yeah, and Dan's amazing, my friend YOHI connected me to him, and I found a way to connect
my magic to it. And now you're gonna play this game where you're going to learn to navigate situations with other girls so that you won't be breaking my heart constantly. And it's also designed to teach you how to deal with our relationship, how to deal with someone who has a very hard time with the fact that you have to be around others. And baby, you don't have a job. You haven't don't have a job anymore, you don't need one. I'm gonna take care of us. You're never gonna have
to make another decision again. And when you have gotten to level fifty, then you can go above ground and we can do the next transition where you'll be living this life but real life. Mm hmm. I figured this will teach you and then we can do a trial run and then if we have to come back here, we can, and eventually you can get this collar off. And while you're down here, you will have to do certain things and missions in the game. But also it gives you points so that I can be summoned to
give you food. Bathe You don't you want to feel anything. Who's running all up and down your body just taking care of you. You'll never have to worry about anything again. And once you've learned to deal with the fact that well I have magic and I love spells, and I love the power that I have over the world around me, and that I can use it to make us a wonderful life, then then I can also use it to make you be able to have everything you want. Once you learn to trust in me and my ability to
make our lives happy, then will be fine. We'll be You mean mean this isn't love. Well, if it's not love, what would you call it? What would you call it? I I didn't hit you, I hit the chair you're sitting on. I don't hit my partners, let alone the only partner I ever want. I I don't want to fat. I don't want to fad. I don't want to fight love. I want to love. I wanna. I would love to love all over you if you kept my death. Baby, Baby, no, I know I'm not No, I'm not gonna hear this.
You know what, You've never listened to me. You never sat down and cared about what I wanted. You just told me you weren't comfortable with magic. You never wanted to feel manipulated. Well, you know what. Everyone manipulates everyone. It's just whether or not you want to be manipulated. It's just whether or not you're gappy with the manipulation happening to you. Stores manipulate process of things, and you pay them based off of whether or not you think
it's worth it. You your boss manipulates you into doing work for them that you don't usually want to do or even lack, but your circumstances force you to do it. It's everything around you is a manipulation. You just have to decide what you're okay with, and you should be okay with someone wanting to love you. What you want to go out there? You think you can find better? Do you think you can find better? Do you really
you think you can find someone better? Well? No, I know that's not what you said, but it's how you're acting. Who else would completely change who they are for you for this long, without ever, without ever once thinking that they're the one in the wrong. I did it for you. It wasn't until I realized that you you're going to remain miserable. You don't like your current laugh and you're not going to do the things to make it better. And you have been listening to me on how to
make it better. So someone has to force you, and damn it, if it has to be me, I will do it because I love you. We'll get all the thought that I put into this. Babe, What do you mean prison? It's not prison, it's just re education. You know. It's just teaching you a different way of looking, a different outlook that I couldn't help you learn any other way. That's what partners do. Maybe they I tried many different ways.
I tried to love you. I tried to think of think of all the really dirty things that we did, and think of all the kisses and all the well cuddles, and no, what's wrong with cuddles with struggles? Think of all of the times that I let you get behind me and in order to show you that I'm fully behind you in love. No, just all of those precious times weren't working. All the times I try to sit down and reason and talk with you weren't working. Nothing was working. This is the only way. This is the
only way. This is the only way. And if you don't like it, then I suggest you just learned to deal with it, because this is your reality. Now. You've dealt with all the other things that didn't make you happy, you did, You dealt with all the other things that pissed you off. You did? You dealt with all the other things that you couldn't accept. So why don't you just learn to accept this? Your mine, your min and
I I'm not letting go of you. And you can sit here and you can hate it, and you can absolutely despose it, But that collar, that coller will keep you down here. It won't be agonizing pain. You'll find that you'll be completely unable to go up those stairs with that collar on. And no one can take that collar off but me. What if I had pain associated with it? Then you just find a way to power through. You're tough, So I knew that that wasn't the way
to keep you down here. I knew I had to find some way that you couldn't just engineer a way out. It's gonna have to be some of the most powerful magic on earth. What how do you think that I created it? I got rid of the only thing that I ever cared about. What. Yeah, this, John's my daddy, flat thanks, I took it. I had to give up something that I treasured above all. Since the magic was going on you, it didn't have to be anything to do with you, and I burned it to create this.
It's the only thing I gave any care for. So here we are. Yeah, see how much I love you? And see how much I care for you, darling. I gave up something, one of the last things I had, so that to remember the man who's my hero, so that I could get you to finally see what you need. So I can get you to finally be loyaled to me and only me, because this much as that man was my hero, as much as I loved him, I would truly do anything for you. You're the one that
I love now, darling. So how about you just sit down and here, Why don't you just start working on the tutorial level of the gay Because in order for you to get food, you're gonna have to pass certain checkpoints every day. No what, Yeah, no, you'll I doubt you're gonna start to death. You'll hit the checkpoints at some point. Well, no, that's a possibility, but that'll be you choosing that. I don't think you're gonna choose. You wouldn't want to do that,
would you. It's okay. I've got some necromancer portions too. It'll actually be easier to control you if you just had to go that route once I bring you back. But I do want you to be able to have well Necromantidly controlling you will deny you of that, and I don't think you want that either. So why don't we focus on the positive and why don't you get to working on hitting some of those checkpoints. He can
have some dinner tonight at a stake, Sam. Yeah, all right, baby, I'll be back once the game summons me, and that will be the only way that you can summon me. No one will be able to hear you down here, nor will they see that there's a door to lead them down here. I've completely completely cloaked this area. You have to be some of the strongest witches in the
world to be able to fund you. Well, I've done a pretty good job at secluding yourself away from the world, so it's not gonna be anybody coming to fund you. I guess all right, Darling, I'll be back soon, hopefully. Hey guys, I'm seeing Alexander here. That's a dark one. Okay, So motivations for this audio. I've been in multiple relationships where it goes with the people pleasing, jealous person attributes that I have. I tend to change for the people
that I'm with. I'll literally give up anything. But I also like it's such a bad dichotomy if I see that they're not doing things to move for me, but I'm doing all the things to move for them, it really bothers me over time, and I don't tend to communicate that well, partially because I don't tend to realize that's what's going through my brain, like it's a subconscious thing.
Thank you therapy, and it makes me both cling more to them and get more obsessive because it's like, Okay, maybe I just need to show them I care more, and of course my methods of showing I care more can be unhealthy. Again, I'm recognizing this through therapy and working on it. Lovely great staff, So that's what kind of maybe like think of this audio. Also shout out to Yoshi and Dan. Yoshi is an incredible supporter of the channel. Love his face hooked me up with my tutor,
who that is a true story. I'm working on a Yandre slash Monster Girl game that I'm super excited about, and I did kind of give some the least eggs of some stuff that'll be in the game here, like you can get captured and potentially need to get free from your Yandre chickidita. So interesting stuff, interesting fun stuff. I think it'll be fun. And yeah, shout out to
to Yoshi and Dan is such a sweetheart. If you guys are on the discord server, Dan it's been on their Dan thang and has come by in a couple of voice chats and hung out, which was kind of sweet, so yay fun times. I want to say thank you to Creator Cutie, who is also a VA, for being on the server. She's been such a sweetheart. I love her content and I just was actually on her channel earlier today and was enjoying some of her videos. If you guys do not know Creator Cutie, make sure you
look her up. She is absolutely adorable. And I wanted to also say huge thank you to my staff on the ASMR RP lounge. They are so sweet. They are so dedicated to having a good community. And this is gonna sound strange to some people, but I really love people who are willing to challenge that. They challenge me daily on my ideas of how things should go, and
it takes massive balls to do that. So I wanted to tell them how much I appreciate them, because not only do they do things in my absence, but also that they're always looking out for the community as a whole, not just me, and I think that that's super important. So if you guys see them, make sure to tell them thank you. I'm super stoked because next week I will be probably around Monday or Tuesday. I should be
live streaming more. It's something that I started up I loved doing and I need to honestly get more into it because I love hanging out with you guys live and the Discord server is one thing, but it's also kind of different, like it's a totally different vibe on YouTube, and I need to be using it more. And I do plan too. I just wanted to get a steam over steam, a stream overlay done, and a couple of things done, and I finally got those, Sordid, so I'm
super excited about that. Anyways, guys, I love you more than bake and bits, and I will see you guys in the next one. Bye.
