Uh oh, oh, what I was protecting. I was protecting. I was practicing my protective bark. Yeah. No, it leaves a lot to be desired. But you know, I always say, just because I'm not be the size of an overgrown chewaa doesn't mean you shouldn't hate the warning. I'll absolutely rip your spinel column out bit by bit. And what what I'm just saying if someone were to mess with me or someone that I cared about, actually more so
if it was someone that I cared about. If people mess with me, I tend to just let it go. It festers and pisses me off over time. But well you know that about me. You know I have a hard time dealing with people that then piss me off. AnyWho, what, yeah, sit down for a spell. I just was stretching and huh did you did you just did you just say that I I'm not scary whatsoever. I'll have you know, it's not the size of the dog or the werewolf in the fight. It's the size of the werewolf and
the dog werewolf. Yeah, it's a says the fight in the werewolf. There you go, it's that's the country saying, Well, you're right, they do say dog, But whatever. Anyways, I have plenty of fight in me. In fact, if my fight could be measured, it's just it's compressed, you know,
it's concentrated. You just have to add water. And Darling, let me tell you exactly you'd think that I just uh may think that's why I'm so angry all the time, because I'm just always wet, So it's just always hum what well, especially when you come around m Why do you seem so shocked whenever I say that, Darling? I know you like to believe that you're not cute. And just because the people you wanted to tell you that you're cute you haven't told you, does not mean you
are in fact not cute. Baby. Those lips, they're so kissable. And those cheekies. I know you think that all the women who have except they're grabbing them when you were older were just gross and disgusting, but they knew what they were saying. They knew mm hmm. And those soft eyes that you have. You try to act a hard knack like you have a little bitchy voice and you're a brooty boy, but those eyes, those peppy dog guys,
tell the actual tale. Of it all, doesn't it. You are big of softy in the centner, and you try so hard to be all hard and tough and see I got chump against the wall eye because you're so big and tough and dental up. No, I didn't expect you to fitch bag. Look at your hitting downy little incident woman who can't possibly but back? Look at you your catching on on how I do it? Well? Anyways, did you want to sit down? You're right, you can't
really sit down and beinned against the wall. Wow. No, I just realized how close I am to your faith. Jesus you are, so it's I needed to talk to you about something. Yeah, no, they'll figure to sit down here. Just I hope that's comfy for you the chair? So what I? Oh? No, it didn't bring you here for Sparrin darling. There's a gym down the street. We could have met there. We mean you have boxed before down there, yeah, you know kickboxing? Why God's Green Earth? Would I have
you be here? No? No, no, no, no, I was. I was wanting to talk to about something very important. You know, you know, we're getting older and we've got to start making some decisions in our lives. And well, I figured I should. If I'm feeling this way, I shouldn't wait to see if you do. I should gather my courage to be a big girl and do it myself. Mm hmm, I am well, I would lack. No, it's not about what I would like. Pardon I sound like a spouse
right now? You're my mate? What well? No, you are well. No, you didn't exactly say you wanted to be No, I've never exactly talked to you about this before, but you're you're my mate. You you yourself, you are my mate. I want to have a family with you and only you, and moving forward, I don't ever want to leave your sad and until death do as part of the next into the next universe. Honestly, that'd be great nice and comfort. And if I'm gonna be honest. What well, No, no,
hear out my reason? Here out my reason? See first and foremost, I I was abandoned and had to learn how to take care of myself at a very young age. Well, no, that might make it seem like I wouldn't know exactly how to be a good family person. You're right, You're not wrong on that, but it does mean that I know how to take care of myself. I've paid my own bills roughly since age of fourteen. Yeah, I kind of liedn't got a fake udy so that I could work early, and then I was completely on my own
from sixteen on. And that means that I know how to wheel and deal if there's ever stuff that's needed mm hmm. And then I also there's other benefits, you know, I desperately do want a family. I love the idea of kids, and not just the idea, Like whenever my friends get fed up, I'm the first person who's like, but I'm here. I love I love playing games, I love teaching, I love seeing seeing the world through young eyes. Again, I absolutely enjoy it. It's so much fun for me.
I don't get tired, even when, like my friend had a newborn and she was like losing it because she couldn't sleep. I also stay up for days on end and have no problem with it. You know. I'm good at that. So that means, like, if you need to get some sleep, then this isn't gonna be an issue. I am. I am quite physically fit, so I am prepared and ready for a nice you know, I'm quite receptive to one's seed and some plowage, and I also completely dig you. I think you are the sexiest thing
I've ever saying. I can't tell you how many dreams I've had of just taken my nails and raking them down your back, making it look like a drunk farmer just went nuts with his with his plowing machines and just what oh no, like I have done nothing but imagine having you get behind me and show me how supportive you could be repetitively what oh no, no, no. See what I'm trying to tell you is I have had nothing but absolute dreams of being completely stuck and
unable to move. And rather than and absolute what I I guess I'll have to save that for a more appropriate place to express exactly what I would like to do to you. Slash have you do to me? Oh no, no, no, I have no problem taking charge. I mean I'm the one telling you you're my maid. See that's another thing. When I see your blind spots very very well. You're so good at telling me my blind spots and everything that I could work on. But if you ever proved to be receptive to it, I can point out a
couple of things that you could work on. But back to the fun stuff. That means I absolutely have no problem being on top of the situation, if you know what I mean, making sure to inspect every element, ensuring that you have a satisfied performance review. I'm just saying this could prove to be a very very fruitful mm hmm, well seeded huh situation. Come on now, Plus, I mean a bonded pair. Isn't that exactly what we wanted? We discussed what we talked about that. You know that it's
what we wolves do. We find someone and we ride for them until the very end. Oh the alpha mega stuff. Yeah, if we get to talking about that and telling other people, they'll be like, that's not really what wolves do. But you know, it doesn't really matter who is technically in charge, partially because we both know that I am what AnyWho Oh, look at you being so bratty. We'll get that beaten out of you. What doesn't matter anyways, Back to what like,
I guess it doesn't matter. We'll figure that part out later. Back to what I was saying, So you won't have to worry about taking care of me. You won't have to worry about taking care of the family. What you do for the family and how you take care of the family. It's gonna be so appreciated and so awesome. But also it also means that you're gonna have help
and it's a very supportive partner. You see my blind sides, I see your blind sides, and well, judging by the state of your pants there, I think that you quite like what you see. Oh was I sitting there and butting in my blouse this entire time? I didn't notice what You just can't say anything. I'm not wearing a bro what it's just draped over my nip m I'll
look at you blush in there. You try to act like such a rudy boy, so tough, but the moment someone shows you genuine love and genuine care, you just no like the big puppy that you are. I did have to say puppy because that's exactly what you are. You need somebody who wants to just lay with you and give you scratches, because you act like you don't need anybody, But nobody that plays that many multiplayer games
needs nobody. A Balder's Gate is way more fun with multiple people it's fun by itself, so it's helldivers lethal company even Minecraft. Definitely seven Days was a lot more fun with other people. So how about you stop pretending that you want to be this lonely figure. I know it's scary. It's terrifying thinking of being with someone and having to be dependent on them for anything, because then you have to give up some sort of element of control.
But I don't go anywhere literally. No. Ask my friend dream there was a moment where she had a huge problem and she disappeared for a year, and she was surprised, given the way everything went down, that I was still there afterwards. But I'm a rater, dah. I figure if something went wrong, that means either we need to find a way to communicate better or it probably was my
fault and I need to apologize. I can be bitchy at times, especially when I get insecure, and I've got to be able to find a way to articulate why I'm feeling insecure so we can work around it. That goes back to communication. But one thing's been proven, I stick around even when things are really bad, and I shouldn't be sticking around. I don't leave. It's impossible for me to leave, and it'd be impossible for me to
leave you. Oh you know about that friend? Yeah, Sandra, Yeah, yeah, No, I had a friend named Sandra absolutely milked me have so much money, and then the moment she found someone else to do it too, she disappeared as if I didn't even matter. I know. Yeah, no, I tried to make my relationship with my mom work for a long time, but off of the sad stuff. So yeah, I don't leave. I can take care of myself. I am really resourceful when things are going wrong and can fix problems with
unique stratagems. And well, we get along and I find you to be super attractive. And even if you don't think that you're attractive, just know that maybe I just have poor tastes. You know. If you think your trash, well, god damn it, baby, I'm a trash panda and I want nothing more than to absolutely have you dave out on in and what Well, I'm just saying. You know, my mom was called trailer park trash. So baby, no, no, no, no, no, I don't think you understand. I didn't ask a question.
You're my mate for life, so I think that we should you're right, I did already undo the buckle that is also your zipper. It is already. You really weren't paying attention. This is how I'm gonna get you. I'm gonna start talking and get you philosophizing and get you in your head thinking that I am completely wrong and have you playing out all this different stuff, and that's
I'm gonna get your nicked. What mm hmm. And did you also notice that I'm already sitting on top of your I'm just saying all it takes is a couple of lat maneuver and then precassly and you have an well I don't know if I should take this personally, but the view that you have is of two hills. Yes, they're not mountains. They're not mountains. They're quite humbly size.
But I like to say that they're all you need is a palm full plus uh, now that they're over the edges of my and they're in plain view, and then I'll have to do is put my hands the size and squeeze a little bit. That's a that's that's more than at all. Thank you. I thought you'd think that's more than enough. Wonderful hmm well, I'm glad that you liked it, my darling. So how about we go make this contract be complete as in or we can take care of it here you know, wow, nor time
like the present. I'm just saying I would love for you to carp bay my dem that is seized the day rat I think it is. Well, I'm just saying I want to do nothing more than to seize your milk. No, I'm not an echo. I mean I want you to. I'd like to get this family process going up there. You yeah, just make sure you Hey guys, Sina, Alexander, here, Sena you. This is this is done. This is This is an audio that I've been wanting to do. So I've learned on this channel if I make anything that's
not anthropomorphic animal, the video just doesn't do well. And since my stories and stories about my life, it really doesn't matter which monster girl use. Plus, I mean I dig monster girls. I guess I just have a voice that leans more towards creatures. Does this mean I'm a creature? I'm a creature. I love it. Thank you guys who stopped by the live stream yesterday. It was fun doing the personality test and we had method and dream there.
I am working on getting Lazy and Clover and Star also to come to some live streaming with me as well. It was really fun seeing how you guys thought I would fare on some of the personality tests and if you guys would like that, let me know. Inspiration for this video. I'm a very forward person when I like someone, and funnily enough, I have no idea if you like me. If you like me and you do not come out and directly say it, I am not going to catch it.
I'm not I am not going to catch it. So much so that like I had an incident where someone really really liked me and I really wanted to be with them, but because of a really bad fight, I thought, Okay, I guess that's probably never going to happen, and then out of nowhere they said it, absolutely flashing to me, Oh my god, and yeah, yeah I And I had no idea, I had no clue. I literally just thought I was a hindrance in this person's life. Bizarre, So I thought it would be fun too. Not that this
wasn't that instance. This was another instance where I was just like, yeah, I'm just gonna say your mind because and I think I did a video on this exact instance before, but it's a fun one and I like it, and it's a fun memory for me of just sitting down in their lap and being like, no, you're mine, and like they tried to argue for a second, and I was just like, okay, but no, And it wasn't they were arguing because they didn't want to be with me.
It was that they were really scared, really scared. I don't think I told this part of the story actually of being with anyone, because they had lost so much, and I too have lost a lot of people in my life and I have a supreme fear of abandon it. But I choose to still run at that. I choose to constantly get my heart broken and then wonder, that's
the definition insanity, Zina. So and I had to sit there convincing them of all the reasons why this made sense and why denying ourselves this opportunity would would would be silly, and unfortunately it didn't work out. They ended up finding someone that they liked much better before the they informed me it was great. I love that. I love that. I love that for me anyways, so I wanted to say thank you to all of you guys.
If you are a Gold or higher Patreon re member, make sure that you are messaging me on discord they tell me what type of audio you would like for me to do. I have quite a few people that have recently signed up and haven't reached out. I will be reaching out to you guys too, And I also want to say thank you for everybody who has been supporting me on Patreon. Of course, if you can't support on Patreon or don't want to, that is perfectly fine.
No one has to. And then quite of you guys have been signing up as members on here on YouTube, which there's no auded benefit. I don't uploaded my videos any earlier for you guys. I'm trying to think of what to do, and I've been doing YouTube only and I'll be doing Twitch only streams because when I mix
the two just it's really difficult to keep up with chats. Yes, I know there's multi stream chats where you can see all of the chats for both, but sometimes it won't update the one that's not your you select, it's your primary, and it can cause issues. So just for simplicity's sake and not having to have three different I had a tablet in my phone and then one screen with different chats on them to keep that from happening and my brain from exploding. I will be live streaming more, but
either on YouTube or on Twitch. And we also decided last night that since I'm gonna be getting more into youtubing, I'm not abandoning this channel whatsoever. Nothing's going to change here. I guess I'm making a third channel because I still have my second channel has nothing to do with any of this stuff. I did reveal on livestream last night that it had to do with dance, and no one has found it. Anyone's saying that they have found it
just wants attention for having said they found it. I haven't seen any comments and no one has sent me a link, so they haven't found it. But I will say it has to do with dance. That's the only thing I'll give. I'm going to be making another channel for youtubing because a lot of you guys did express that if you like the type of content, you may not like that type of content, so keeping it separate might be best, and method Switch did similar, so I
might just follow her footsteps on that. Anyways, I'm yammering and yapping on this weekend. Have some fun stuff planned for the Patreon discord server. See you guys there, talk too soon. Bye,