Why do you look so surprised to see me? No, no, you shouldn't be. And in fact, I usually don't see people inside of the throne room. I try to keep people as far away from the castle as possible. My home is my domain. I prefer to catch people, especially when they have requesteds you have right on their way to the castle. That's when they're thinking about what ails them. What do you mean? What am I doing? I'm getting
a good look at you. You seem really young. Oh yeah, no, well, when you've been around for hundreds of years, it's just me. You're practically brand new. So you want your heart turned to us? Oh thank you. I think you're eyes are rather lovely too. No, don't touch me. Well, yes, anyone can touch me, but whenever I'm looking at someone such as yourself, especially when I'm looking at them from not too far away and I'm investigating, looking for any signs
of deception, it's best not to touch me. At least your whole body turns to us. So go ahead, tell me, darling, what makes you think that you would be a good candidate for being well, one of the cold ones? Oh? Love? Well, you know I don't just get rid of your emotion of love, turning an ice the heart ice cold. There's lots of implications with that. You'll never feel joy. You'll you'll never feel love for even your friends or your dog,
or you'll your family. You'll never have anger and sadness, which seems like a wonderful thing, but they help you appreciate the good times. You'll never know good times again. You'll walk around catatonically. What do you mean that's what you've been doing? No, no one does it all the time. There's always brief moments, even a fleeting where you let out a giggle or a laugh or something makes you think. You will draw into yourself and you will find that it can be its own. Hell, what do you mean?
I wouldn't know. I have the curse of turning other people's hearts cold. To get to know me is to become one of them, my guards, everyone at the palace, they're cold ones. You. You have a strong heart. I can feel it. No here, look, yeah, I can feel it. My hand on your cheek, just running my finger tips around your jaw and your chin. Oh, darling, I can feel it. There's a lot that runs heavy in your
What would the word be veins. Sorry, I don't deal with a lot of people that have much pumping through their veins to remember the words. Sometimes I can feel the passion rolling off your arteries. I can feel, oh, I can feel how much you would actually desire and you want love? And what do you mean you feel it in me too? Trust and believe if you could feel anything inside of me, well, personally, I would love to experience that feeling. But back to what we were saying, Darlin,
there will be no chance to come back. There's no Fay magic, there's no Eldridge horror that could make a deal with you. I've spoken to Lucifer morning Star himself and he said it's the one thing that he loves to use, his torture, but it's also the one thing that can never be undone to turn someone truly into a cold one. So I can do this for you. But it would absolutely be some what of a Greek tragedy, a travesty? Really to see someone with such a spark
in their eyes. No, I get it. You've been surrounded by people who have never seen outside of their own city. Who their hopes are are, what piked fence and being sold some dream of how their life should be. Meanwhile, you have the ability to see life for what it could be. That's your curse. Your curse isn't that wonderful, beautiful heart that's inside of your chest? Your plate armor here? Sorry, you couldn't help but wrap my fingers across it. My darling,
let me tell you you were meant for something more. Sorry, I can't help but just walk around you. If I sport to stand in one spot, I would find myself. I'm finding myself drawn closer and closer to you. Geez plenty to get my mental faculties back down now, I'm sorry. That's vantilism, isn't it to call you swadie? I call everyone that. I'm sorry. If you go through with this, you will lose that beautiful gift that is also a curse,
of being able to see what others cannot. You see what is possible while they only see what is there. You see something magical and fun and playful. You are different from them, and that is something to be That is something to be celebrated. That is something that is beautiful. You were meant to create while they were meant to just do. You are a lone wolf, a lion amongst mass.
They all congregate together and say that they're happy, and you know what, the funny thing is, they are Meanwhile, you were meant to go out and create the laugh that makes them feel secure and happy. And that means that you are not appealing to the average woman. You're not and that sounds terrible, it sounds awful, But it means that you are meant for extraordinary women who recognize
you for who you are. Yeah, they're hard to find. Yes, you're right, they're very hard to find, just because just like you, you are hard to find. Those women out there. They're searching for you. But you've got to make yourself known. But you think so little of yourself. You are so humble, you are all the qualities that make you such a wonderful partner are the ones that are holding you back.
You're humble. You don't put yourself out there. You haven't taken your talents and built something so great, so magnificent, that it would then help put you on the radar of these women, Because how is anyone supposed to know eactly who you are? When you tuck yourself away from the world. You can't both hide in the shadows and be seen. It would take someone with the spotlights that's as bright as the tip of the Luxor hotel and last Vegas to find you. And while she probably exists,
she's probably out there. How could you get angry that she hasn't found you. No, I can do this for you, but then you eliminate the girl who's looking at you. Chancer to find you? Well in hay time frame? Is that supposed to happen? There's no time frame for love. Some people don't find their true love to other in their forties or their fifties. Some people wait a while. But you know what, there's so much life to enjoy in the meantime. There's so many beautiful places you could see.
There's so many experiences you could have, And by putting yourself in those places and having those experiences, you could find someone who also enjoys that stuff too. She's out there. You just gotta you just got I'm sorry. I'm not your therapist. I'm not your therapist. I'm not your doctor. I'm not one of your close friends. I'm not one of your colleagues. It's just I've seen this over and over and over again. It doesn't work out. Turning yourself.
Cold is not the way, especially when I look into those gas and I can see so much life and so much promise, so much opportunity, so much intelligence, so much vim, and so much vigor and so much passion for life, and it just m I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I Oh no, No, I didn't, did I? No? I just I lost myself for a second, did I. No, you're finn No your eyes aren't changing. No, I just oh no, I feel like hmmm, no, I feel warm, I feel warm. Oh No, I felt this way before.
It's what do you mean? What about me? I told you everyone that I love everyone I get close to. I ended up freezing them their hearts. I last time I felt this way, it didn't go well. And now he's frozen and he's not coming back. I just no, no, no, no, no, actually no, you're right. No, you're right. I've actually never felt this way before, this intensely. I I we don't need to talk about me. We don't need to we don't need to talk about me. Back to you, what
do you mean there's no spark. If there was a spark, that would be a very bad thing for you. Don't want there, I promise you. You don't want there to be a spark. You don't want there to be something. You don't want there to be something between us. I promise you you don't. You don't want that. Okay, What if I I have some other powers, not just turning hearts to us? What if I were to help you un your true love? What do you mean you think you found her? Then why are you here? Why why
would you want to turn silly? No, silly boy, it can't be me. It can't Nothing can love me. I am I am, I am me, and to love me is to promise that you will turn into the thing that you sought out when you got here. No, I'm not. I'm just not built like that. I can see potential, I can see what someone should be, but I can't. I can't help you. I can't help you, not with this.
I can help you find someone else. Trust me. If you think it's me, then there's at least five or six other girls on this are the right now that it could be, and they also aren't I switches. So what do you mean? I just never got control over my powers. This is what my powers are. I've studied under some of the most powerful ass queens out there and they have the same affliction. What do you mean,
I'm the one that's afraid of love. You're the one who came here because you're afraid that if you continue with these feelings, then you don't know what you would do with yourself. You're the one that wants to detach yourself. I don't want to detach myself. I detached myself for the safety of others. Oh, you think I'm being and selfless. If you do that again, you are, honest to goodness,
risking so much. You are risking potentially getting your heart person, and then whatever you think that you're on right now is not going to work. Now. Look, okay, you came here for the request, and turning your eyes your heart to us will actually help keep me warm and keep me being able to feel. There's a couple other people that are on their way, and they actually have some really good reasons to want their as the art to
be turned to us. One's a prisoner. He sends some terrible things, and his feelings are the reason why he keeps doing these terrible things. So I've got to get to him. And then there's you, Well, there is you. You can come along. There's another guy who he's towards the end of his life and his partner has passed on, so he just wants to stop feelings so that he can spend the rist of what's left of his lafe not being miserable that he's lost the love of his life.
They will be enough to sustain me for at least a couple months. I can help you with your mission to potentially find someone who would be as brilliant and is wonderful and it's amazing as you deserve that. I ask for one thing, you think you can give that to me. You have to try your hardest to not give in to whatever the hell is going on between us. Yes, I whispered it because I don't want the guards to hear. I don't want them to hear that I may potentially
have someone that is making my heart beat faster. Well, once my magic that turned them into that fades, then no, you're right, it is permanent, but it means that they end. It means they go on to the next life. So it might mean that they try to do something to you, because while they don't have feelings, they also like being on this side of this earth, so they don't want to go on to the next one. Just do me a favor and promise me. All right, wonderful. Well, no,
they're gonna know that you're not changed. But that's not a bad thing, is it? All right? So I propose that we head on down the road there, just down the road, about a mile or two, just down yonder stretch. Down yonder Stretch. I guess that you don't know southernis a stretch could be anywhere between five feet and five hundred miles. But this is not too far yonder. Is that a way? Well? This way and that way? Yeah, we don't use left and right. It's either this way
or that a way. Don't worry, you'll you'll catch up. City boy. What do you mean you're not a city boy? Really? Well, then I have to ask you to how do you make sweet tea? Oh, that's just that's that's no, you are a city boy. Don't worry. We'll get you ratten to hat. Let's go. What do you mean what's going to happen to them? I mean nothing terrible is going to happen to them. I'm going to turn their hearts to us. Yes, I do my research before No, I
will absolutely hear them out. I'll absolutely ask them, you know, why do they want it? But barready done my research on them. I know why they're coming. The prisoner is for the greater good of people and the other person. It's a noble thing to just want to be able to get through your life, and it's like emotional hospice in this case. Sometimes it's a blessing, but for the majority of us, it's a curse. So I'm just trying to do the right thing. No, that doesn't show that.
Why are you trying to make it seem like I'm something else? You're trying to make it seem like I'm this benevolent being. I'm no angel, but I would say I'm no devil either. I'm just a girl who has abilities that she never hasked for and has caused wrath. Yeah, this region is my snowy, icy region. It's fueled off of my emotions and how I feel about most things. It's the outward embodiment of what your heart will be if you have me turn you well, Yeah, I say here.
If I travel outside of here, stuff starts to become colder, but it'll shift back shortly after I leave. It's just stuff. Been here for so long? What are you saying? You think you want to become an ice king? No, I don't know why you're flirting with me. So, but I will admit you've got me beyond blustered. You have me warming areas of my body. I didn't well trust me. I know they operate, but no one else has gotten
them to operate, if you know what I mean. All right, so let's boots, get biggie on out of here, shouldn't we? All right again, let's go. We're gonna go down yonder and you are going to walk on the opposite side of the road is me? Because I I'm not gonna lie. Trying to resist you is proven to be a problem, A big one, all right? Yeah, go scoot over there go Hey, guys, seeing Alexander here. I want to say a special thank you to Gray. Gray was early supporter
of mine. I actually still I would say still definitely a supporter of mine, like back in early days of this channel. He got me this three deo mike, which is a directional mike. Stuff, I come over here. If you were in headphones, you hear me in one ear. If I come over here, you mean this year. If I walk behind, you'll sounds like I'm going behind. I can come down, well, I can go up. Hi, It's really cool. I was playing with it all not I really like this thing so much. So ear looking content.
Here we go, more and more ASMR tingles and stuff. Here we go. I'm so excited. I finally got a setup that works. I had to buy so many They do not for as much as this thing costs, it does not come with all the pieces that you need to get it to work. So and also thank you to Tour because I needed my m audio and put a track my M truck duo in order to make it work to do so between Gray and Tour, thank you very much. Inspiration for this video is very simple.
I'm kind of a cold hearted person when it comes to relationships, and I am a very difficult person to be in a relationship with because of a lot of past trauma. And my therapist likes to say that everyone like there's puppies and there's elephants. Everyone can usually have a puppy. Everyone has space for a puppy and can take care of a puppy. But some people are elephants. And there's nothing wrong with an elephant. But a lot of people don't have the space, the time, the expertise
to be able to care for an elephant. I'm an elephant, and it can be very draining and very wearing on someone. And I came across a boy. I use a man. He's a man because I was an adult who very much told me that he's very emotionally detached from everything but something, and we made him not be and well, I did what I do. And it's again, it's very difficult dealing with someone, especially with CPTSC, where they don't sleep but every two days and have frequent nightmares and
wake up screaming. There's nothing. Please, no advice. If you're gonna give me advice, I'm not gonna appreciate it because I work with professionals and have for years and it's a struggle. And but it's difficult to be with someone like that who's always overly tired, who has fog, brain fog, It can't remember stuff properly, sometimes can't talk right because you know, overly tired. It's it's difficult dealing with that. Anyone who is in my life I greatly appreciate because
I know it's not easy and anyway. It just it just made me think of a series where I could kind of work through now work through some of that stuff. I want to say a special thank you to you guys who have been donating on PayPal. That means so much. Thank you so much, Ellison for the fifty dollars. Thank you so much. I think of saying this right Hey Andrew, Thank you so much, k Andrew for the one hundred dollars.
It means so much. You guys are making it to where I can focus solely on making content, and it gives me so much like, so much like it makes me feel so thankful that it makes me want to create more content for you guys so that I can pay you guys back for all the kindness that you show me. No. I try to make sure no one feels like they have to give me anything, because no one does. Even just your views and your likes, especially
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A lot of times I will sit on it. I won't even like, like, what if they want it back in a week, I'll just keep this to the side, just in case I get so scared. But anyways, I'm trying to get better at accepting it. I don't think I'm ever going to get to the point where I'm like, yeah, totally, that's just normal. It's fine. I don't think that's ever gonna happen. But thank you guys so much. It really, it really means a lot. Anyways, guys, this has been
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