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Widowed AF: Real stories of love, grief and beyond - With Rosie Gill-Moss

Rosie Gill-Mosswww.widowedaf.com
In 2018, Rosie Gill-Moss lost her husband Ben in a diving accident, leaving her widowed at 37 with three children. Finding grief resources shallow and platitudes empty, she created Widowed AF—a podcast offering honest conversations about loss. Through guest stories and expert advice, the show covers practical challenges (finances, single parenting) and emotional realities (anger, loneliness, joy). From processing her own grief to building a global community, Rosie helps others feel less alone. The podcast provides tools and shared experiences for rebuilding life after loss.
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Episodes

S3 - EP14 - Charlotte Cannell: Widowed at 27: Sudden Loss and Stolen Futures

In this episode, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Charlotte Cannell about losing her fiancé Craig to a brain aneurysm when she was just 27 years old. Their conversation explores the devastating impact of sudden loss on a young woman who had been with her partner since she was 16, and how she rebuilt her life through travel, family support, and finding new purpose. Charlotte shares the harrowing twelve days she spent by Craig's bedside in intensive care after he collapsed during a council meeting in N...

Jul 07, 20251 hr 11 minSeason 3Ep. 14

S3 - EP13 - Adriana De Jesus : When Asthma Turns Fatal: A Story of Unexpected Loss

In this episode, Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Adriana De Jesus, a young widow from New York state who lost her husband Jason to a fatal asthma attack when their son was just 14 months old. This powerful conversation explores the devastating reality of sudden widowhood, the challenges of single parenting after loss, and the unexpected journey of finding meaning through grief. Adriana shares her love story with Jason, beginning at a soundstage studio in 2018 where their 15-year age gap didn't preve...

Jun 30, 20251 hr 4 minSeason 3Ep. 13

S3 - EP12 - Cathy Brokenshire: Grieving in the public eye

In this episode, Rosie speaks to Cathy Brokenshire, widow of prominent politician, James Brokenshire , who died from lung cancer. As you listen to Cathy’s story, you’ll discover how she turned a personal tragedy into a powerful mission to raise awareness about lung cancer, particularly for those who, like James, may not fit the typical profile. This conversation is not just about loss, it’s about love, resilience, community, and the shared experiences that connect us all. Cathy also maintains a ...

Jun 24, 20251 hr 47 minSeason 3Ep. 12

S3 - EP11 - From Loss to Love: Eva Spiegel on Parenting and Dating After Widowhood

In this episode, we have a heartfelt conversation with Eva Spiegel, who opens up about her journey through widowhood and the challenges of navigating life after loss. Eva shares her personal story of losing her husband, Terry, and how that experience reshaped her understanding of grief, parenting, and love. We explore the complexities of raising a child while dealing with profound sorrow, and Eva offers insights into how she and her son have built a strong bond through their shared experiences. ...

Jun 16, 20251 hr 4 minSeason 3Ep. 11

S3 - EP10 - Conversations on Grief and Healing with Those Two Widows

In this episode, we welcome Katie and Natalie from the podcast "Those Two Widows," who share their candid experiences of widowhood and the unique bond they formed through their shared journeys. The conversation dives into the complexities of grief, the challenges of navigating life after loss, and the importance of finding community among those who truly understand. With a warm and straightforward approach, Katie and Natalie discuss how they turned their personal struggles into a platform for co...

Jun 09, 20251 hr 16 minSeason 3Ep. 10

S3 - EP9 - Love After Loss: A Journey to Sobriety with Nicky Wake

Here's the corrected version with the Clear Minds Hypnosis App properly attributed: In this episode, Rosie chats with returning guest Nicky Wake about something that doesn't get talked about enough - the messy reality of using alcohol to cope with grief, and what it's like to get sober as a widow. Nicky gets brutally honest about how her drinking escalated when her husband was sick, and how it became her go-to coping mechanism after he died. She doesn't sugarcoat it - she talks about the real st...

May 30, 20251 hr 30 minSeason 3Ep. 9

S3 - EP 8 - Love, Loss and Alcoholism

In this episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss chats with Louise about her experience of losing her husband unexpectedly. Louise shares the tough realities of widowhood and how her husband's battle with alcoholism shaped their lives together. Her husband died from a heart attack related to severe alcoholic liver disease, a struggle that Louise faced for years as she tried to support him through his addiction. She talks about the signs of his drinking, the challenges of loving someone with an addiction, a...

May 22, 20252 hr 16 minSeason 3Ep. 8

S3 - EP7 - Understanding Addiction and Grief: Shirley Pegram's Story

In this episode of the Widowed AF podcast, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Shirley Pegram, who shares her journey through widowhood following the death of her husband, Adrian, due to liver disease. Shirley reflects on their 30-year relationship, the challenges they faced, and the impact of addiction on their lives. Shirley discusses the complexities of grief, the stigma surrounding addiction, and the importance of mental health awareness. She emphasises the need for empathy and understanding fo...

May 06, 20251 hr 8 minSeason 3Ep. 7

S3 - EP6 Thea Claire's Story; Love, Loss, and Neurodiversity

At just 24, Thea Claire found herself widowed and navigating the overwhelming world of grief while grappling with revelations she discovered about their relationship. In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss chats with Thea, who shares her journey after the sudden death of her husband, T, from a brain tumour. Thea opens up about the emotional ups and downs of T's diagnosis, the challenges they faced together, and the unexpected twists that came to light during this tough time. She als...

Apr 10, 20252 hr 13 minSeason 3Ep. 6

S3 - EP5 - Sophie Ransom – Young, Widowed and Pregnant

In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Sophie Ransom from Suffolk. At 25 years old, Sophie's fiancé, Paul was killed in a motorcycle accident when she was 17 weeks pregnant with their daughter. Now 27, Sophie shares her experience of widowhood at a young age and the reality of navigating pregnancy, birth, and raising a child on her own. Sophie recounts meeting Paul at 19, marrying at 24, and becoming pregnant shortly after their wedding. She describes their last evening ...

Mar 24, 20251 hr 11 minSeason 3Ep. 5

S3 - EP4 - Coping with Grief: Cancer, Family Dynamics, and Support - Mark Heazle

In this episode of the Widowed AF podcast, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Mark Heazle, a widower who shares his experiences following the death of his wife, Sharon, from a rare form of cancer. Mark discusses the practical aspects of navigating life as a single parent while managing grief. He provides insights into the challenges of parenting after loss, including the dynamics of raising children in a blended family setting. Mark details the process of advocating for his wife’s health during he...

Mar 10, 20251 hr 6 minSeason 3Ep. 4

S3 - EP3 - Life After Loss: Rachel's Journey as a Pregnant Widow - Rachel Hart

In this episode of "Widowed AF," host Rosie Gill-Moss engages in a conversation with Rachel Hart, who shares her personal experience of losing her husband to suicide while she was pregnant. Rachel discusses the profound impact of this loss on her life and the complexities of navigating grief during such a pivotal time. The episode addresses the stigma surrounding suicide, highlighting how it affects the grieving process and the perceptions of those left behind. Rachel emphasizes the importance o...

Feb 26, 202556 minSeason 3Ep. 3

S3 - EP2 - Andrew Medlycot - When Cancer Changes Everything

In this episode, Rosie welcomes Andrew Medlycot to the studio for an open and insightful conversation about how life can change in an instant. Andrew shares his personal journey, from facing a life-altering cancer diagnosis to navigating the ripple effects it has had on every aspect of his world. Through this conversation, Andrew reflects on the unexpected ways that cancer reshaped his priorities, relationships, and outlook. He discusses the challenges of accessing healthcare when time is of the...

Jan 23, 20251 hr 11 minSeason 3Ep. 2

S3 - EP1 - Welcome Back

In this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie and Jonathan Gill-Moss welcome you back for more insight from the frontline of widowhood. The couple discuss the challenges of managing family life, high expectations and grief during the festive season. They share their recent Christmas trip to Jamaica, which included unexpected complications, and a trip to hospital. Hear how their grief has changed over time, in ways they didn’t expect, and how important the telling and sharing of stories is for restoring h...

Jan 15, 202536 minSeason 3Ep. 1

S2 - EP24 - Chatty - Christmas Special

Feeling festive? In this episode, Jonathan and I are sitting down for a Christmas catch-up to wrap up two incredible years of Widowed AF . We’re taking a moment to reflect on what the podcast has meant to us, the changes we made this year, and—most importantly—the impact your messages and feedback have had. Honestly, we couldn’t do this without you. We’re chatting about life as a blended family (it’s messy, but we wouldn’t have it any other way), the emotional challenges of recording episodes, a...

Dec 19, 202441 min

S2 - EP23 - Katrina Smith

Episode Overview Content Warning: This episode discusses themes of murder, trauma, and grief that may be triggering for some listeners. In this episode of Widowed AF , Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Katrina Smith about the traumatic night her husband was murdered in their home. Katrina shares her harrowing experience of losing her husband, Josh, during a home invasion, exploring profound grief, loss, and trauma. The discussion not only highlights the emotional turmoil that accompanies such a devast...

Dec 13, 20241 hr 18 min

S2 - EP22 - The Assisted Dying Bill: A Landmark Moment

8B6C4vedzt7k9SjguWRK In this special episode, Rosie Gill-Moss shares her reaction to the historic news that the UK Parliament has voted in favour of legalising assisted dying. Recorded just hours after hearing the announcement, Rosie reflects on the significance of this decision, drawing from personal stories shared on Widowed AF and the emotional conversations that shaped the podcast’s early episodes. As the host of Widowed AF , Rosie has spoken with over 100 individuals about some of the darke...

Nov 29, 20248 min

S2 - EP21 - What About The Children - Otis Middleton

Episode Overview In this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Otis Middleton, who shares his experience of losing his father to cancer at the age of seven. Otis discusses the impact of his father's death on his life, his feelings surrounding the loss, and the importance of open conversations about grief. Key Discussion Points Childhood Memories : Otis reflects on his close relationship with his father and shares memories of visiting him in the hospita...

Nov 24, 202420 min

S2 - EP20 - What About The Children - Jess Yeldon

Episode Overview In this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Jess Yeldon, who shares her experience of losing her father to cancer at the age of 11. Jess discusses the impact of her father's death on her life, her relationships, and the importance of open conversations about grief and mental health. Key Discussion Points Childhood Memories: Jess reflects on her close relationship with her father and the memories of their time together before his illn...

Nov 24, 202437 min

S2 - EP19 - What about the children - Roisin Aldridge

Episode Overview In this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Roisin Aldridge, who shares her experience of losing her father just two days before her 10th birthday. Roisin discusses the impact of her father's death on her life, her relationship with her family, and the importance of open conversations about grief. Key Discussion Points Childhood Memories : Roisin reflects on her close relationship with her father and the normalcy of their life before...

Nov 24, 202446 min

S2 - EP18 - What About The Children - Stephanie Dixon

Episode Overview In this episode of the "What About The Children" series, host Rosie Gill-Moss speaks with Stephanie Dixon, who shares her experience of losing her father to suicide at the age of 14. Stephanie discusses the complexities of her childhood, the impact of her father's death, and the importance of open conversations about mental health and grief. Key Discussion Points Childhood Memories : Stephanie reflects on her early memories of her father and the signs of his struggles with menta...

Nov 24, 202446 min

S2 - EP 17 - What About the children

Join Rosie as shares her experience of widowhood and its impact on children. In this series Rosie addresses the critical question: What about the children? This series features four guests who have lost a parent at a young age, each sharing their unique perspectives on coping with loss and the support systems that helped them. Featured Guests : S2 - EP20 - Jess Yeldon: Jess lost her father at age 11 and discusses the importance of communication about grief and how it shaped her life. S2 - EP18 -...

Nov 24, 20244 min

S2 - EP16 - Kassie McCleery

In this episode of Widowed AF, Rosie Gill-Moss sits down with Kassandra McCleary, an American living in Paris who unexpectedly lost her husband to a lung cancer at just 37. Their love story began when Kassandra moved to France, where they built a life together, filled with travel, laughter, and a vibrant community of friends. But when her husband was diagnosed with terminal cancer, their world changed overnight, further complicated by the isolation of the pandemic. Kassandra opens up about the i...

Nov 14, 20242 hr 2 min

S2 - EP15 - Chatty AF

In this episode of Widowed-AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss is joined by Jonathan Gill-Moss to discuss various life updates and reflections. Rosie shares her experiences hosting a new podcast for Options Autism in a professional studio, highlighting her journey toward increased independence and confidence. They explore the complexities of managing their children’s disjointed half-term schedules, Rosie’s upcoming trip to Michigan, and the importance of taking time for personal care. The couple also talk ...

Oct 31, 202428 min

S2 - EP14 - Sari Overby - Family, Love, and Finding Strength Through Loss

In this episode, Rosie sits down with Sari Overby, a mother from Maryland with a story that balances the joys and heartbreaks of life after a devastating diagnosis. Sari met her husband Ben as a teenager, and together they built a life full of love, laughter, and shared dreams. But when Ben was diagnosed with stage four lung cancer, they faced a new reality—one where time was limited but their commitment to each other and their family remained strong. Sari and Ben didn’t let the diagnosis define...

Oct 07, 20241 hr 23 min

S2 - EP13 - Jackie Rees - From Diagnosis to Goodbye: The Unseen Path

In the latest episode of Widowed AF, join Rosie Gill-Moss as she sits down with Jackie Rees from Glasgow, who shares her unvarnished journey through grief, love, and enduring connections. Jackie recounts a story that begins with an unexpected heart condition that leads her into an emotional labyrinth. We follow her and her husband David, whose life was tragically cut short by a congenital heart defect. Jackie talks candidly about their 23 years together—highlighting their shared passion for rock...

Sep 23, 20241 hr 13 min

S2 - E12- Judy Condie - From Loss to Light

Judy Condie’s life was shaped by her deep bond with her husband, Richard, a man she’d known almost her entire life. Their love story wasn’t a whirlwind romance but a slow burn, rooted in shared history and familiarity. They worked side by side, raised children together, and faced the ups and downs of life with a quiet resilience. Richard was her partner in every sense—through decades of shared experiences, he became her anchor. But life, as it often does, threw them an unexpected curveball. Rich...

Sep 09, 20241 hr 14 min

S2 - EP11 - Chatty

In this episode of Widowed AF , Rosie and Jonathan Gill-Moss reflect on their recent experience hosting Woodstock, a festival that brought together a community. What began as a simple idea blossomed into a joyous day full of music, friendship, and celebration. Despite minor hiccups, such as missing stages and toilet issues, the event symbolised more than just fun—it was a testament to the healing power of connection. Rosie also opens up about personal challenges, from overcoming insecurities aro...

Sep 07, 202418 min

S2 - EP10 - Geraint Williams

Summary: Welcome to another episode of Widowed AF. In this episode, host Rosie Gill-Moss has a detailed conversation with Geraint Williams, who shares his experience of being widowed and raising two young boys. Geraint discusses his late wife Rosie’s ten-year journey with cancer, the impact on their family, and the adjustments he has made since her passing. The discussion covers their early life together, Rosie's initial cancer diagnosis, treatment, and remission, the decision to have a second c...

Jul 26, 20241 hr 31 min

S2 - EP9- Chatty

In this episode of Widowed AF, host Rosie Gill-Moss catches up with listeners She shares updates from her busy life, discussing kids finishing school, primary school proms, and the usual juggling act of parenthood. Rosie talks about her recent chat with Dan Clark from MindJam. If your kids spend a lot of time gaming, Dan's insights on the benefits of gaming for neurodivergent and bereaved children are worth hearing. It helped put some concerns about screen time into perspective. Rosie also updat...

Jul 17, 202414 min
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