This episode with Courtney we talk all things, post settlement, intuition, finding therapists, daddy Guise guided as caring father, concept of "you don’t have to leave", Erosion and effects of abusive dynamics on children
Apr 25, 2024•1 hr 3 min•Season 6Ep. 2
I am joined by my guest Roxanne who invites us into her story of full circle redemption. We talk all things savior complexes within abusive dynamics, sex addiction, comparison/lust, spiritual abuse, narcissism and more. This episode is powerful for many reasons, but I love that we're starting here. Because it's set the pace for a total redemption story. A full 180. As we unpack spiritual abuse within a church, and the difficulty separating covenant and grace from accountability and safety. Along...
Apr 18, 2024•1 hr 9 min•Season 6Ep. 1
Okay. Hi my friends. This is the final episode to season 5. It is a solo episode, because God had others plans. My guest I’d prepared felt a halt on her heart, and did a little rerouting. This episode is really raw. I recorded this episode from my childhood bedroom, and it’s about as real as it gets over here. I’ve treaded lightly within What was her name when it comes to God. Mainly because I know that there are many wounded by the church here, including me. However I want you to know that I’m ...
Feb 22, 2024•58 min•Season 5Ep. 12
Hi dear friends. This week Mamma Caroline and I are talking all the things, literally. You all submitted a series of questions from how to file an restraining order, dating post abuse, how long to transition from talking to dating, parenting challenges in shared custody + more. It's a genuine joy to gather with my mamma mentor and talk all things that will help you feel better equipped in cultivating a beautiful healthy life post abuse.
Feb 12, 2024•44 min•Season 5Ep. 1
I am joined with guest Callie Porteus as we talk things love bombing, the wheel of abuse, vulnerability in its relation to being susceptible to abuse, mental health, substance abuse, violence and more.
Feb 08, 2024•1 hr 7 min•Season 5Ep. 10
I am joined with guest, Melanie Liparulo as we discuss all things narcissistic abuse, entrapment within marriage, dating post abuse and more.
Feb 01, 2024•1 hr 4 min•Season 5Ep. 10
Caroline and I took a question submitted by you all on stalking. Caroline shares all things stalkers, resources, tools, and hacks.
Jan 29, 2024•36 min•Season 5Ep. 4
Christina Pierce's story of the fight for the unjust removal of her children. We talk all things abuse, financial abuse, sociopathy, splitting, unhinged episodes and more. So we don't forget your story, we hold it in this space.
Jan 25, 2024•1 hr 50 min•Season 5Ep. 10
Caroline and I go unscripted as I rack her brain in an attempt to put a name to condescending male humor. I officially will now label the "It's just a joke" jokes under Romance Broasting from this point on. We talk romance, jokes some men make at the expense of women, intergenerational perspectives, honoring our bodies, and how to identify if you may have been or are currently being romantically broasted.
Jan 22, 2024•52 min•Season 5Ep. 3
An episode to make your Monday coffee taste even better. Caroline and I talk all things court, female judges (side eye) , documenting in court, learning which battles to pick and ignore in court, preparing your nervous system, court hacks to not loose your shit, and more! This episode we both sat a tad bit tired from the recent hearing this week and much happening here in our community- it took a different turn as we processed the outcomes and Caroline shares insight that for some may not be new...
Jan 15, 2024•58 min•Season 5Ep. 2
(Trigger warning: physical abuse, strangulation) This episode I'm joined with influencer Elena Sorentino, as she steps out of her comfort zone and opens up with us about her story. You may have followed Elena as a pediatric language pathologist on tiktok and instagram! Today she's opening up about her story with domestic abuse. We discuss physical abuse, strangulation, and more. This story shaped my heart, bring out the Kleenex because this one is a tear jerker.
Jan 11, 2024•1 hr 46 min•Season 5Ep. 9
Join me and my guest Caroline Markle-Hammond for our very first mamma Monday episode. We’re airing our mentoring session unfiltered just for you. This episode we talk all things online dating, learning to listen to our bodies, mens distorted views on women bodies, honoring our intuition, saying no, weeding out assholes, getting up from the table and the un-squashing. Stay PEELED MY BANANA FRIENDS for a new Mamma Monday episode airing every Monday!! ** Our survivors story still air every Thursday...
Jan 08, 2024•1 hr 10 min
We jump back into the story of Grace. Where we talk all things rape within a romantic relationship, spiritual abuse, and a spiritual freedom too.
Jan 05, 2024•34 min•Season 5Ep. 8
TW: Sexual assault Grace and I talk all things, sexual assault within a romantic partnership, drug abuse, toxic loyalty, and more. We navigate the realms of "slow grow" manipulation that leaves many women with the whiplash from abuse. WE DIVE DEEP into sexual coercion, rape within a romantic relationship and how that manifested in abuse. This conversation we touch on a variety of topics such as toxic loyalty, abandoning self, and more. Stay awake for Part 2 coming in the next days....
Jan 04, 2024•1 hr 30 min•Season 5Ep. 8
Often we feel as though abuse is a one and done. As if we'd done our due diligence and are exempt from any further negative relationship. But in the navigating, I've learned that just because something is safe doesn't mean it's healthy. Without learning how to listen to our bodies we won't know how to honor it. And in the dishonoring we often find ourselves in repetitive circumstances that make it feel impossible to know if what we're encountering is our past trauma or present intuition. And whi...
Dec 28, 2023•1 hr 24 min•Season 5Ep. 6
An episode where I dive deep with my good friend Serena Baney. She shares her abuse story how emotional and psychological abuse IS abuse. From gaslighting, cheating, deception, stonewalling, and more.
Dec 21, 2023•1 hr 30 min•Season 5Ep. 6
I had the opportunity to interview guest Kelly Weber, trauma certified Somatic massage therapist and Fitness coach. This episode I sat with covid (ha) and Kelly as we dive deep into her story. It's unique as we touch on the correlation between our upbringing and the interwoven impact it has on our romantic relationships as adults. Beginning with her childhood Kelly navigates abandonment issues, substance abuse, familial abuse and more. We navigate her youth as a teen mom and adoption. As we trav...
Dec 14, 2023•1 hr 48 min•Season 5Ep. 6
tw: miscarriage ** This episode I got to talk to one of my dear friends and we touch on so many topics within abuse. Legalism in the church, how abusive men hide behind scripture, how cheating can be covert abuse, miscarriages and more. Join me and Sophie as we delve into her story and everything in between.
Dec 08, 2023•1 hr 44 min•Season 5Ep. 5
Jill opens up about her experience with her abusive partner. How what started as love bombing and euphoria quickly spiraled into her worst nightmare. We discuss the healthy and unhealthy coping mechanisms in which we set up to survive abuse. Along with the guilt and shame that comes from the trauma bond you feel with them even after you leave.
Nov 30, 2023•1 hr 8 min•Season 5Ep. 4
Part 2 Brittney and I talk about the aftermath of abuse, Dr. Jeckel and Mr. Hyde, gaslighting and how it impacts your ability to trust your intuition. We discuss post abuse an how often aftermath can feel even more agonizing than being in the abusive relationship itself.
Nov 22, 2023•1 hr 8 min•Season 3Ep. 3
Confessions of a pastors wife, true confessions from a woman who at one point sat beside her pastor husband in the pews, silently. To now a brave mother fucking single mother coming forward telling her story. We discuss sexual assault within marriage/coercion and how just because you don't identify with the woman in the dark alleyway - coercion is not a pure form of intimacy. We talk about expectations within the church as "submissive wives" to give our bodies to our husbands and the shame/toxic...
Nov 16, 2023•1 hr 31 min•Season 5Ep. 2
TW: Abuse, SA, Custody Tess shares her story with us for the first time. We walk through abuse and how it manifests as a “slow grow”. We talk about SA in a 6 year long relationship and how we need to remove the notion that to be assaulted only happens in a dark alleyway. How we’re missing the mark as a society asking women “Why they stayed?” rather than asking men “Why they abuse?” We discuss financial abuse and the way that women are stripped of their independence in order to be dependent on th...
Nov 09, 2023•1 hr 12 min•Season 5Ep. 1
An episode answering all of your questions that you've submitted on tik Tok. We talk all things family court, custody, restraining orders and more with Carina Reyna.
Sep 28, 2023•48 min•Season 4Ep. 10
A 60 minute free consultation so you don't have to. Don't let trial and error be the reason you have a misstep. Strategize and take notes to prepare yourself for what to expect and everything in between
Sep 21, 2023•56 min•Season 4Ep. 10
Best selling author, Cassandra Speer joins me in discussing all things worth + value, affirmation addiction, the war in your mind, and how to identify worldly ways in which we find our identity and how to release ourselves from this wrestling. This is for you if you're wounded and wandering.
Sep 07, 2023•58 min•Season 4Ep. 9
This episode is dedicated to friends and family. On what could be hurting more than helping. What to say, do, and all the in between. Love talking to my mentor mamma on this messy and magical topic.
Aug 31, 2023•1 hr 5 min•Season 4Ep. 9
On August 23. 2021 2 years ago today, a blood clot traveled up to my brain stopping the blood flow and nearly took my life. At 25 years old I had a stroke that left me paralyzed on my left side, blind in my left eye, short term memory loss, and paresthesia on the left side of my body from my toes to my head. I had to re-learn how to walk, use my left arm, and regain my cognitive function - all in silence. I was forced to quit my full time job, drop out of college, all while raising my boy as a s...
Aug 24, 2023•49 min•Season 4Ep. 9
This episode is featuring therapist, Trevor Hansen. As known by the art of healing podcast. This episode we discuss what it looks like to reparent your wounded inner child, how to not get stuck in a victim mindset, how to identify an anxious attachment style and what tools you can apply to gain a secure attachment style. I really loved this episode with Trevor and I guarantee you will want to grab a pen and notebook for this insightful episode. To join the anxious attachment club go to : http://...
Aug 16, 2023•1 hr 19 min•Season 4Ep. 7
An episode where we discuss the not so obvious signs of anxiety, ptsd, and depression. We discus tools on how to cope and heal. This episode focuses on the doubt that survivors often feel after leaving the relationship and the inner battle as many fight for their a system to side with them in pursuit of safety for themselves and or their children. Melissa Buesing is a therapist specializing in individual, couples and family therapy, and maintains a private practice in Mansfield, Texas. A little ...
Aug 10, 2023•1 hr 8 min•Season 4Ep. 6
On this episode I am interviewing Tina Swithin where we talk about he alienation industry, reunification camps, and the current human trafficking happening before our very eyes to our children within this camps. Who is Tina: Tina Swithin is the author of Divorcing a Narcissist (series), founder of One Mom’s Battle and the High Conflict Divorce Coach Certification Program. Tina Swithin continues to champion children’s rights through her family court advocacy. Tina is working to raise awareness of...
Aug 03, 2023•57 min•Season 4Ep. 5