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Mm-hmm.
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The following audio drama is rated PG for parental guidance.
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¶ Ansel's Troubled Past
My name is Ansel Adams Cody. That's right, Ansel Adams, after the photographer. My father named me that despite my mother's protests. He was a photographer too. Amateur, obsessed with images of plants around Rainy Lake, where we lived in northern Minnesota. He even had a display of his shots at the public library one time. Dad taught math at the local high school, but the camera, uh that was always his first love. Yeah. First love. He loved it more than anything.
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Mom took to calling me Andrew. I took to telling people that really was my name. Especially after Dad left when I was seven. He told us he was going into the woods again, but He'd packed two suitcases instead of one camera bag, and he left a hundred dollars in cash on the kitchen table. No note, just the cash. I remember when he went out to start his old pickup. three times to get it going, but this time it fired up on the first try.
For most kids, a parent disappearing like that would be the worst thing that could happen during your childhood. Unfortunately for me, it wasn't. Long shot. I don't want to bore you with the details. If you read the paper or read the news sites, you've probably heard the story a million times. It was the seventies. Nobody who volunteered to work with kids was viewed with suspicion. If anything, it was That little league coach or scout leader had the kind of unusual habit of inviting boys on
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Yeah.
But no one would do much of anything about it. The man was probably a nice guy, a charmer. They were always charmers. And besides, if the guy was doing anything wrong, the kids would say something, wouldn't they? Now remember this.
This is our little secret.
Would kids turn in an adult? An adult they liked, maybe the only adult who helped them with their schoolwork, listened to them, gave them things.
Just as much trouble as me. And we couldn't be friends anymore.
Sure they would.
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But one nice thing about childhood horrors is that you outgrow them. The three foot you becomes six feet tall and learns how to drive and throw a punch and hold his liquor. Are there scars? Oh hell yes. But you're not quite so weak ever again. And that's important when you have the kind of history I have. Growing up fixes some things, or at least So you can function.
¶ Confronting the Abuser's Legacy
Andy?
Function somewhat.
Andy. Oh, you're here. You you came.
Hello, Pastor Bob. How are you?
Oh, y you know, uh it's gonna be a difficult week.
I can imagine.
I just thank God there's no press. I don't think I could have stood that.
I imagine the press is only interested when pedophiles are caught, not when they die. Sorry, did that word embarrass you?
What o oh no no no. It's it's not that. I'm I'm sorry, I I just uh
I don't blame you, you know. I wasn't even part of those lawsuits.
Oh, I almost wish you had been.
What do you mean?
Well Robbie Parker, uh Trevor Mack and the the rest uh The ones that did sue they they haven't recovered like you have, Andy. Still living at home, most of them? I I know what happened to them to to you.
No, no.
It was, let's not quibble. But if they could have seen how you uh recovered. You have a good job, you have a life.
I have two divorces.
Well I guess I'm just an old man speaking out a turn. But if Robbie and Trevor and the rest could have seen how you moved on, maybe
Maybe the denomination could have saved ten million dollars.
I didn't used to be this selfish, you know. I I wish uh I wish I could find a way to put it in a positive light. You were my best chance.
Is your office in the same place? Let's meet there after the funeral. I have something I need to talk to you about.
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That's right. A funeral for a man who had abused me sexually when I was ten years old. He volunteered with the church for three years until they found out about his special trips to the cabin. Then they asked him to leave and swept the whole thing under the rug for a couple of decades. Eventually, of course, this kind of thing became big news and a handful of Timmy's victims came forward. There wasn't a trial.
There was a lawsuit settled out of court and a series of articles in the local paper. That was all. Pastor Bob, he got off light. Now the man we had was dead. Stayed in town, lived a pathetic life where people prepared and shielded their children from him until colon cancer finally ate him to death from the inside out. and now he lay in a box in a funeral home, mourned, if that is the word, by Pastor Bob, two women I didn't recognize but assumed were his family, and me.
He was dead, and I was glad, but I was not satisfied.
¶ The Cabin Arson Plan
There was one more thing I wanted to do.
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You always keep a bottle of whiskey in your office? What?
Oh oh I I guess I do. I should have asked if you wanted a drink.
Keep pouring.
Oh thank God that's over.
Yes.
Yeah.
You mean the man who officiated?
Yes, yes, he's he's from Badet. Came in especially. I thought it would be better if we had someone who didn't know him personally.
Relax, Bob, you look like you're gonna have a stroke.
Oh I'm sorry. I suppose I could try and pretend that wasn't what I was thinking. I won't. I'm relieved. But
Yes.
You do want something.
Timmy took us to a cabin on a little peninsula. It was Elk's Bay, I think.
Yes. I believe so.
And she died years ago, no family.
I don't know.
So the cabin's still there.
I really don't know for sure. I I'd have to look. It's
It's okay. I checked. She willed it to the church and the church never sold it.
Uh
I always meant to do something about it. Ah, they they've changed the building codes, you know. You couldn't build on that spot now, too close to the shoreline. Structure itself is a grandfathered inn, but who would actually want to
No one.
W what do you want with it?
If that cabin isn't doing any good where it is, I want to burn it down. What? I wanna go up there and burn it down.
Oh no, Andy.
I don't think your permission. I just need the keys. I'll give them back before anyone knows they're gone.
It's arson.
It's been a wet spring, and there's no other structures nearby. Not even that many trees, if I remember correctly. And it's probably a tinder box if it's been sitting out in the open all this time. I'll make sure the whole thing falls down on itself.
I can't condone this. It's against the law.
A lot of things are against the law, but they happen. The keys, please.
You won't need them. The door's been hanging off its hinges for years.
Fine.
Oh Andy, before you go, why did you come tell me this? Why didn't you just go do it?
Because I wanted you to know.
No what?
That it was all finally over. I like you, Pastor, I always have. And he got a strange look on his face then, as if he really was having a stroke, eyes glistening, his face tinged a pale yellow. He started to rock side to side, and I had the idea he was being torn in half by the need to say something, and the fear of what that something would do.
Go home.
What?
Stay away from that infernal place. Just go home.
¶ Arrival at the Ominous Cabin
and didn't say a word.
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The cabin was at the end of a dirt road right out of finger of water called Elk's Bay. It was, let's call it, a respectful distance from the neighbors. Most of them were summer people, who might only live in these houses three months a year, if that. As I drove down the narrow cart,
Path, still tinged with a patch of snow here and there, I went by dark house after dark house. Boats were sitting up on trailers, still wrapped in their winter coat of plastic. And by the time I got to the end I was pretty sure I had the peninsula, all to myself.
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It was late.
actually made scene more difficult than usual. I parked on the road, nose pointed toward a concrete block about twenty feet ahead. That block marked land's end. Beyond it I knew there was a steep little grade, then the edge of the lake. I could just hear the water lapping against the rocks on shore. To my right a thicket of forest, to my left a narrow mud drive through the trees, where I could just make out the side of a cloud.
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It's hard to really describe what I was feeling. It had been pretty nice once, rough hewn sides and a porch supported by logs still covered with a coat of bark, very much in the Minnesota Northwoods style. But the porch sagged now, as did the roof. The front window was broken out, and the door, just as Pastor Bob had promised, hung crooked on a single hinge.
On the front someone had pried off half a dozen rough humed boards, which these days sell for a dear price at the lumber yard. Then for some reason they'd stopped, left the boards stacked there on the porch. I could imagine some character deriding the fact that all this fine decorative lumber was going to waste, then changed his mind when forced to spend time close to the cabin. There was something deranged about the place.
I knew its history, of course, but looking at it now in the fading twilight of late winter, I thought you didn't need to know things. About this cabin to feel the evil here. The cabin was like a senior old dog on a rusty chain, just waiting for someone to come too close. I went back to my car and pulled out things I'd brought from town.
Thank you.
The rain was picking up, so I took shelter inside the car again. This rain it seemed out of place somehow. This was an August thunderstorm, not a March drizzle. This far north March is usually a snowy month. In another few minutes it was completely dark, and I was a long way from dry. The house would be soaked. The cabin would be soaked, maybe inside as well as out if the roof was in bad shape. So I decided to stay put. I had my car for shelter. I had an iPod loaded up with podcast.
And I had another item I brought from town. Seemed like the only thing to do was wait for the rain to stop. Then see where I stood. I'd waited this long. I figured I could wait a little bit longer.
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I woke. The rain had stopped. I had a vague memory of a nightmare, but it was gone now. Mist coated the inside of my car windows, and I felt a little close and sweaty for my own good. The clock on my cell phone said it was three AM. The fresh air just rushed in. I took a big gulp of the smells of soggy earth and wet pine. The fresh oxygen knocked the cobwebs right out of my head, And it was at that moment that I glanced at the cabin and saw it.
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¶ The Terrifying Encounter
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But as I looked through the woods towards the cabin, I had come to the
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I saw a light burning in the cabin window.
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First, I just felt curious. I wondered who might be inside. It was only as I thought about things.
Yeah.
Concerned would be a good word, I suppose. There were no
But I didn't know.
All the way to the cabin. I remembered a Coleman lantern from all those years ago. Those lanterns give off a hot white glow, however. The light from the cabin
Oh, yeah, wow.
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Couple of squatters?
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And I ticked through the operation.
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Started to feel a little silly.
What if there was someone here?
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That was it. I c I could just go into town, find a motel and get some sleep, then maybe
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What exactly was I afraid of? I got out and stood by the car. I didn't want to admit how frightened. Camping in the woods doesn't want to admit the campfire stories are getting to him. But while I stood next to my car, my heart still risked. Yeah. I kept thinking about how Pastor Bob had warned me about coming here. Stay away, he'd said, What were the exact words?
Stay away from that infernal place just.
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That's right. Infernal.
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What what did he meant? I took a couple of steps closer to the cabin. I leaned against a tree in a spot where I could see the window clearly.
Thank you.
I didn't remember a light bulb. I didn't remember electricity for that time. Had someone come along and added it later, or was my memory?
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Answers point to no. I turned and started back to my car and it was just a little
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God, you scared me.
Peace be with you, brother. I come in search of the mighty Hazar. You have to choose between a a pink of beer and a pint of ladies. I choose the f former. It's gonna be a long night.
What are you who are you?
used to lost one like you.
Who are you?
The hatchet man of Trestle Glen. What? The chainsaw man, the ape man of Lake Despair, the old crazy lumberjack with a a garden that grew grew hand hands and feet.
What are you talking about?
He told them all, didn't he, Andy?
What?
Oh, every last campfire story Gotcha good and scared, so you'll want to stay close to him. Got ya good and scared. And then it was diver l lights out.
I don't know who you are.
You be a m member Don't you, Andy? Do you remember what that meant?
Yeah.
Be king. Do you want some money? Just stay away from my car. I'll get you some money. How about that? Whoa whoa. No reason to get upset.
No peaking then's the rules. Bad little boys beak and bad little boys MUST BE BINASED!
What are you- what are you doing? That's my car! Look at- Hey! Right into the barrier. He ploughed right into the concrete barrier at the end of the road. I ran up to the car, the the hobo or mountain man or whatever he was was flopped back in the seat. The airbag had deployed and knocked him a good wallop. Hey, y you gonna be okay? Jeez, you're damn lucky you didn't have time to get going fast. What what is wrong with you? Okay.
Boys you pick must be... must be part of...
Wait, stop, stop, you don't don't don't And before I could stop him, he drew the knife. across his own throat. I backed away slowly until I was about fifteen feet away. Just for I could still hear him for a little while. Where had I read that if you cut the carotid artery, a large one just below the left ear you cut. Yeah. and in a matter of seconds, all sounds coming from my car.
¶ Return to the Source of Trauma
Stopped.
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An escaped mental patient? It was dark so I hadn't seen his clothes cleared. I remember seeing a stalk of beard and a head of wild hair suggesting he'd been out here for a while. I should go back and search him for ID. I knew that I should do this. Instead I I turned and started walking back down the road, away from my car.
The rain was freezing now. Probably getting ready to turn back into snow for the night. If it dropped too many more degrees it would start to stick and then oh then I'd be in trouble. I needed a plan. I needed something to do. Shelter. That had to be first. Even glance the direction of the cabin with its single bare bull. I marched resolutely to the next house down the road. It was about a quarter mile. And I almost tripped over the metal security side sticking out of the yard.
My plan, in as such as I had one, was to break a window somewhere, get out of the weather, and think. But security. Probably hooked up to an alarm service miles away that could hit speed dial and have the local law on the phone in seconds. What? One of the rich cabins out on the lake's been broken into? Well we'll look right into it and they would too.
They'd have a car here in no time. And me with a bloody corpse in my car and a plan to commit arson and Pastor Bob back in town, ready to tell them I was distraught.
I d I didn't need law.
The next house in line was only about twenty feet away, and the same security service sign flapped in a breeze alongside their mailbox. All the houses would have a Of course they would. What I needed was shelter, and I knew there was only one place on the road I could get it. My fear was so thick.
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Wading into ice water. Every little step I'd feel my heart beat.
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Oh and I wanted to hear. I wanted all my
Eventually I got to the porch.
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Inside
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Wow.
That explained where he came from. And finally.
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The cabin had one main room, a little kitchen with a sink and a hole where the stove once was. And then another room set off in the corner. I stared at the doorway of the room.
Yeah.
It's funny how the layout of rooms looked wrong. To my eyes. I couldn't rectify what I was looking at with what I remembered. I remembered a red cooler on the kitchen counter in lieu of a refrigerator. I remember a table being right about where the bum sleeping bag was now. Board games. I remember there were always board games. Not ones we'd liked, but ones that were just a little too young for us.
Chutes and ladders and candy land. There was a box for battleship on the shelf, but I remember that the box was empty for some reason. The shelf. The sh You never know what will trigger a memory. You never know what will flip the spot.
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For just what I needed.
Can't be tonight. I'd glanced about the floor.
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You're my face. My favorite one to bring to the
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Yeah. And a boy needed role models.
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Bedroom doorway was staring.
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And with them. Feelings. It's the guilt that gets you most. Guilt is what you feel when you're abused. That's why the monsters can get away with it for so long. They know that children will feel guilty and keep their mouths shut. Children who know that something's wrong, but that nice people are good, and good people don't do wrong things, so if you know something terrible's happening, and the only other person in the room is nice, well that just leaves you, doesn't it?
And the monsters are always careful to be nice. I felt a tear roll down my cheek, and I didn't care about consequences anymore. I'd cared about consequences back then and look what it got me. No. No more worry. Time to reap what I'd sown. I kicked the door off its remaining hinge and it clattered onto the porch. I marched up the mud lane to my car and I didn't care if there was a dead man in the seat. I didn't care if the car was totaled. My whole world was a camera.
¶ The Fiery End
I got to the car and I ripped open the front door and
Thank you.
And the wild man was gone. There was blood everywhere inside the car. It actually dripped from the edge of the seat to the floor match. There's there's no way, I thought. No way he could have gotten up and walked away. Then I stepped back. The sound of the rain began to go. Yes, the answer to all of it was yes. I took a quick minute to look around the car for any sign of bloody footprints, but it was raining too hard and it was too dark. If there had been anything it was probably washed away.
So I just circled the car. Then I circled out into the woods. My hands were quivering and my They call them panic attacks. And I hadn't had one for years, but I knew this feeling. This was like a shot of wood grain on a raw throat. I was losing my grip on reality as if that word meant anything.
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And I knew I wasn't.
I was trotting, then I was running and then. And then I hit something dead center of the road. At first I thought it was a tree. Then I saw that silhouette of wild hair against a cloudy sky. It was him. He was alive, but
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The voice. The voice wasn't that's impossible. I couldn't see the wild man's face for the darkness, but that voice I knew that voice.
Yeah.
And he was on me like an animal, flailing, punching, scratching, biting even but but I pressed my hands against his His face was cold, his throat.
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I kept and rolled him. I got out from under him and I ran to the car. I couldn't tell. Blew out of the And then he was on top of me. ZANG EN MUZIEK Death and his hands cold and moist and somehow unstable.
Pressed around my neck.
I thrashed, but I was suffocating. spilled and he was soaked with it. And in another second I was in my pocket. And in a second after that I had the matches.
Yeah! AHHHHHHH
And I pushed him off He staggered over, batting at his clothes as they burned. He was screaming and yelling and burning, and he began to run. Whether by instinct or something else, he ran right into the cabin. The whole thing. went up like the tinderbox it was. I backed away from the cabin. Maybe I was afraid.
Yeah.
Maybe I just wanted to see the moment when it finally collapsed on itself. I done it. I'd done what I came for. There would be a body inside. Who knows whether they would be able to identify him? My car was totaled against a concrete barrier, but I could probably explain that. Probably. How could I explain the blood, though? And most of all I didn't know what I'd set on fire. what that thing was that had attacked me. and ran burning back into the cabin. Was it a bum with superhuman strength?
Was it the ghost of the man I'd come to exercise? Else. All I had was questions with no answers. concrete barrier down over some rocks to the shore.
Then I slipped into the lake, fully clothed.
From shore I could feel the terror fading away. Above my head, ashes from the fire were floating like Gray snowflakes on the wind. And I hoped that the monster in the ashes was gone. Forever.
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The Monster in the Ashes, a production of the Icebox Radio Theater, featured Tom Bement as Pastor Bob. James Yunt portrayed the wild man. And Jeffrey Adams was Andy. The script was written, directed, and post produced by Jeffrey Adams. Sound effects created and edited. Dave Irwin. This program copyright twenty twelve All Rights Reserved by the Icebox Radio Theater. which is solely responsible for its content.
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