My Life with CPTSD has been Difficult Lately...
Episode description
The last while has been very stressful and frustrating for myself and for my relationship and my girlfriend. I have learned a lot about my past and my families past and came to realize that I suffer from a lot of Anxiety! Likely dealing with Highly Functioning Anxiety along with my ADHD, my Autism and my CPTSD. Been on Anxiety medication for two weeks now to help me deal with all the anxious feelings that I have been experiencing for such a long time but it's made things more complicated and confusing for everyone in my life.
Learned that the Trauma I have and the abuse I suffered is multi generational, I am not the first to deal with it and I am determined to make it myself the last. Life is difficult, relationship nearly ended a few times and trying to gain control has not been easy! Reality here is that I have a lot of hard, difficult work ahead for myself if I want things to get better.
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