CPTSD - Being Physically and Emotionally Abused really hurt my Ability to Feel Safe and Trust Again
Episode description
I have been in 3 relationships since I was 26 and all 3 had the same theme, I was emotionally abused and manipulated to the point I truly believed that this was the best I could do and I would never find anyone else, so I couldn't leave and take care of myself. My last relationship, she was very abusive and manipulative emotionally and could possibly be BPD (Borderline personality Disorder) with Narcissist tendencies. After being on the outside for almost 2 months now I have learned to see the truth and I know how it all works, repeat the same loop over and over.
She unintentionally took out her own trauma from her past on me and I am scarred and broken however, I will work hard to heal and recover and one day I hope I will find someone who i'll be able to feel safe around and trust them.
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