Retour à Valparaiso [DIX ANS DE TRANSFERT]

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At 15 years I had a normal in my village, my pet in the campagne. But I sought, I've just sent that I had a view that was different from the others that I've That I've had a destination boulevers. In my life, I have this impression that went on. For me, my life has come the year when I've had a crisis of epilepsy. Donc this jour là je suis in a class on geographie en rénovée, donc au lycée avec mes amis. She's près de ma soeur jumelle and an amie and là je fais une crise d'epilepsy quoi.

And it's the first time of my life that I said that I was because I wanted to take this epilepsy. And by this crisis epilepsy, I discovered that I had a tumor of cerebral. And it was the first enormous in my life evidently that I apprenticed that because I had 15 answers and it was very difficult to know. It's bouleversant to tell that. Et à partir de là, j'ai jamais cessé de penser que ma santé serait toujours un problème dans ma vie.

Une première fois, on m'a dit que cette tumeur ne reviendrait pas normalement, que ça allait, que ça allait aller. que j'étais guérie. Um et donc voilà, moi j'ai terminé mes rénovées. Je suis entrée à l'université, j'ai commencé des études de sociologie. Je me fais des amis, j'arrive vraiment à me sentir inclus dans ce groupe d'étudiants de Louvalneuve, mon campus en Belgique.

And I think that she is responsible for certain projects, she's really épanouis in my life and I apply at 20 times that she does a control, an IRM control which I do have two six months after 15 years.

et j'apprends à vingt ans que ma tumeur a récidivé. A new cataclysm enorme in my life, really one surprise. I think that it was, I think that I was gai, that's what I've got in the past at 15 years. sans doute parce que j'étais trop jeune pour entendre la vérité. And I had 20 years and said that my humor is ready. It was a shock. It was a enormous clack.

But I said that it felt that I felt that I remain the booth, we thought that I absolutely thought I continue to have this like the others, this épanouies, who are his attitudes. And I had the possibility to stay on Erasmus the day after and I would absolutely absolutely. for this university and for Valparaiso, Chile. This is my destination of the Chile, because I was the mountains, the sole.

I'm open a two, an very long operation. It was really long for my fresh and for me. And I'm paralysed to the gauche. Donc c'est la panique évidemment. Je sens que mon côté gauche ne réagit plus du tout et je me dis purée, c'est pas vrai, je ne pourrais plus marcher, c'est horrible. I'm really completely panicked, I don't imagine march, it's just not possible. I have 20 years, it's not possible. Et en fait vu que c'est neurologique Uh c'est juste qu'il y avait un peu de temps.

And I recuperate two. And I come to recuperate, it comes from the visage, which disblocked, and my brand, and I thought my efforts that I do, I thought my route normally. et je remarche, je réussis à marcher et je reprends une vie normale. Je réussis mes études. J'ai des bons resultados, donc je pars en Erasmus, je suis la personne selectionnée pour partir à Valparis au Chili.

And I am encore plus hearing that if I've been opérée because I think really and I think that I've reason, that my view is very incroyable and intense. And that has sense, in fact, because I have this maladies, but I suffer, that I'm my page, and that it is, and I think that she's more father. And that there's great things that can arrest me. Je tombe amoureuse vraiment de Valparaiso, ça devient mon...

my my end my coconut qua. Really I've been a coup de foot for this experience the six months the plus merveilleux of my view. It's a ville vraiment exceptionnel, c'est une ville unique dans le monde et beaucoup de gens qui y vont uh ont le même sentiment, c'est que c'est It's an endroad magic, it's an extra magic parce que a long arriving by bateau and they watched all these collines with all these petals colored.

And if you arrive at the earth, you get the andes, the incredible and really mystic, and you arrive from the ocean and you see these collins. And it's a villain merveilleuse in fact parce que une ville qui a été marquée comme too Chile by the annual dictature. mais qui est rempli de poésie. L'art est partout à Valparaiso, les couleurs sont partout. And we have a serenity to monitor the big montagnes, to be perhaps like that. We see the ocean a little bit, there will be, and it's a very poetic.

So she's at the end of my studies, and evidently it poses the show to what I've got in the life. But Depuis que that remonte même à mes 15 ans, depuis que j'ai 15 ans that I've had weak crisis and epilepsy where I was in a time that I didn't mourir, etc. I've already had a vision as a epicureenne of my life. I'm just saying I feel what I've. We have the right to imposer because I see how I've been at my age and I have the try to do what I've done. I don't imposer to rest in Belgique, to have a

made a boulot because of the reason I compress that during my 15 years I think that I haven't had a be normal. And I estimate at the sort of my studies that I am life, that I have the right if I don't work and And I've really urged to be rude. I saw it with that malady where two months I told me if the tumor is, if it is transformed, is it grave than what? I've seen this impression that vient en moi to me, but in fact if you want to vivid now and vivid.

It's my students, and I was very amortized by a person with whom we have a relationship very fusion, but it's a relationship very complicated. And it proved that I have a lot of this relationship in the final, because it's really that it's very durable, that it's um

So I survived a tumor of the world. It's really difficult. And you couple I decided to retravers the ocean to rejoin Valparaiso. Because I say that the only one that would guess in the world is Valparaiso. And I'm super forced to be sort of because I've had some days difficult with this recidive, I think I have this malady that is there. I've been comprising it because it is.

je me rends bien compte que c'est parce que c'est c'est pas juste une tumeur, c'est une maladie qui avec laquelle je dois vivre tous les jours. And I really have this histoire complicated, but for passing au-dessus j'ai decidé de traverser un ocean. Et il faut que ça aille quoi, à nouveau me je pars en mode fonceux, je me dis ça va aller, je vais refaire ma vie et je vais ça va aller.

So I was a Argentina and I arrived at Valparaiso. And in fact, after I arrived at Valparaiso, it was like a buffet of oxygen. And Valparaiso had all the responses that I spent. It was really a Une retrouvaille merveilleuse avec cette ville.

And arrivant à l'endroit où je devais être andava postulé pour être volontaire dans une opération de jeunesse. et c'était une auberge éco-responsable et vu que j'ai toujours été très sensible à cette question de l'environnement, je sentais que j'allais vraiment bien que j'allais vraiment apprécier l'endroit. I'm accueilly by a manager argentin de l'auberge who is very adorable with me. Après je me dis directly that these gens are dans leur monde.

Et je me dis que that I'm thinking more different to them in the sense that I've had an experience of the maladies, suffering in the life, which eux have seen at what point they have healed and a little perch and their nuages. Je me dis que mais je me dis que je vais pas en parler et que je vais essayer d'être normale et...

And they're just the Belgian who find their blagues and make ambiance. And in fact, it's like this. We've been in places different and I've super my place. I wonder that the people appreciated very well. Especialement un des managers, Marco. a manager Brazilian with which I've directly a lien very special and with whom directly we can party of sujets plus profonds.

And it's a person that I appreciate really, and I think that it will be a person for me. And I think that this equipe, that all these people are just like a new family for me. et que et que je peux y creuser ma place, que je peux être moi-même. And uh and I think super bien. In this auberg I say that it's the end where I arrived. And I've really this euphoria, this bonner to return after having so much.

to say that I was different, that I never have a life like the others, that I never become. I was suffering also because of girls. et que je suis dans un endroit qui me qui me correspond vraiment. And my manager a few times after my time invoked the possibility of working as responsible ecology of the Burge. So I had a perspective, I was really Well, uh I've got a travel, I could have a travel in fact, and Iran to have a life, but it's a life that has sense because I really have a life

éco-responsable et Et et en plus vu que c'est une auberge de jeunesse, ben je vais en plus m'amuser et And I'm staying with these people who adore and I really because I've really done my bonner in this opera jeunesse and it's merely all the acres align, in fact, it's merely.

And then I reproach rapidly of Marco. He played a lot, and I play also, and I'm very compliment. We put a lot of moments at two enough of the auberge. And for me, it's a person to which I can confess. And I think that I think in his eyes, I think in his parents and I hope for him and he considered like a fan.

jolie, attirante, interessante, intelligente, etc. And me fair vraiment parce que je me rends compte que je suis personne digne d'être appréciée and d'être D'être pourquoi pas aimé oui après Et donc en fait le nouvel an se rapproche. And the Nouvel An Avalparexos is really an evening on Parate.

And moi je rêvais vraiment de faire un nouvel an à Valparaiso parce que mon Erasmus était après le Nouvel An and I m'avait dit it's not queue for the soir du 31 December because it's the plus beau feuille artifice d'Americ Latin. And everyone went to Valparaiso and the room it's a foly. And for me it was really symbolic to be revenue after my Erasmus, because I had this promise to Valparaiso to revenue. and to pass with these girl that I'm so, it's the consecration of

de mon rêve quoi. C'est merveilleux pour moi. et donc en fait mon auberge de jeunesse elle est située une rue à une rue en par en parallèle de l'océan. C'est une rue avec beaucoup de vieux de vieux édifices qui datent d'avant la dictature, des vieux édifices qui ont doivent avoir une centaine d'années. And in fact, at two battles of my debris jeuness there is a palace. And from the palace there's a guard with whom I'm Pancho.

Two months I talk a little with the guard and I comprend de Phil et Guy que he proposed to have access au toit du bâtiment to have the feu d'artifice. And it's really the plan of rêve of Valparaiso. You can have access to a toy super home, because it's a battery very old.

It's so good. It's the plan of rêve to watch the artifice of the new one. And the 21 December. I'm really so nervous. We come to dance on the terrace. There's plenty of gentlemen because we have organized a grand fight a little bit over to the world. And there's also two volunteers and managers, and we have my family of Chili. And I am very well, I am on the terrace and I feel very well, I think very heroes. And 23 hours it is time to replace toi for nothing artificial.

And I'm the group because she's very excited. It's really the moment of my life, I'll go to the fortifice depuis toi, that's very bad. So I'm really excited. And we are at a big group of 10. And we quit l'auberge de jeunesse, on entend dans le palace, Pancho, the guard nous fait entrer, on entend. And I'm the first group because I'm excited. I want one, two, two, a little bit, I say, but we don't want it, there's no shot, so I went to the petch on board.

And là je m'approche de la coupole parce que c'est un bâtiment avec une super belle façade et une énorme coupole au dessus. And I approach the couple and then I'm the time I reflect, I pose a little bit, and I got the pay, and it's merely because I see the ocean. I fell the tour, I returned and I see the collision of Valparaiso, it is no, they are illuminated by the fencing. And it's very good, it's terrible, it is bad.

because it's the day, I think it's really well, I'm exactly like where I do, with whom I do. And I put a great respiration and I put the time to render company that I'm really hearing and that I have really. And my amount is at the case of me, and in fact I think a bruit of ver that crack, a bruit very clear, very forth of verse that crack.

And I saw my corner that tomb. A cor at 15 meters of the house, a corner of 60 kilos, it does put One of two seconds, but in fact for me it had almost because in fact she's on the top, and when I think the water that cracked A millième second près, I'm say Wow, they're very haut, you have an étage entre le toit and the rezoning because they're pretty la coupole.

And it's a genre of battle which you want the couple en haut toi and for the architecture and enter the verse that I say that I've been tomorrow. and that my heart will percure beton because it's a chantier of travel, so I think that the impact will be enormous and I think that it's impossible to sort of. I think that a shoot so hot is possible.

Mais je me je ne me cambre pas, je I contract my corner, my corner is completely dending because I don't lutter with what arrives, I think that I'm And I've clawed a dizain of time that I mouried, so it's like apaiser. And voilà, in fact just she's pretty a mourir. that it has been in my corps. And I think my corner on the impact of my pied on the betton, my genou. qui se plie en deux et mon et mon coccyx qui se brise. And she's consciente. She sur the sole, she's consciente.

And Marco is at the end of me. And he's the one who permitted to get the end of my job, but I think that it's very grave and I think I see the scene of the home, I know she is enough to cry. I say that there was a driven corps, I said another person who was at the collar of me, but in the shock I believe what's Down dans l'émotion, avec l'adrénaline, je ne sais pas, avec le choc.

La seule chose qui m'obsède, c'est de savoir qui est tombé avec moi, donc j'arrête pas de poser de coup de poser cette question. I'm fine with my sang, I'm my pie. I've present my pie, but there's this question that mobs of what is tomb with me, so I demand to Marco, Marco, who is tomb with me, who is tomb with me, but he didn't. And it fashioned that it is. I have a instinct vital that said it, that's it. I did a flash. I said that she's in the ambulance, we have an hospital.

Um I said I see the ambulance that passes at the collar.

Et quand je reprends un peu connaissance, je suis dans une salle d'opération. Um she said it's because I've been two in the cell operation and already I vo an infirmière of me and I live on badge Hospital Van Buren. Et c'est à ce moment-là que je me dis non, là ça y est, tu vas mourir. Because the hospital Van Buren very well, it was the hospital public of Valparaiso. And I was in my Erasmus because I had connected and had happy. And when I was on Erasmus, I made it.

A year there has grave, and when you get into this hospital, you're here because it's horrible, it's inhuman, it's more than a hospital to give it a lot of people. And I am believed and who profit of a system of sort of system as just and I see on the infirmiers that she's in this hospital, then I say you're here, it's not possible.

And I was connaissance, I think a couple years ago in a hospital. I decided to apply, but there's no sun, so we have to hurry to the family. I'm not sure, so I'm very installed. Et je vois je regarde mes jambes et je vois des barres de fer qui rent qui rentrent dans mes jambes. in my pieces, my jambes are replied of fire and I want to disinfectant, I want a coton or what, I want directly the fair rent in my pot.

And I said, it's not possible. I don't have an enormous. Sorry, really what I mean I did directly it's not possible. I thought these fancy hurry along. It was really the debut of the enfer, I think. The reflex that I had granting on my operation of service, it was to make a pet check-up of what function and what it functioned, so. And she watched my room of fear, and I said, we'll come by the eyes, so I touch my teeth and it is or more, I have an impression. My brass have also.

And I went into my jumps, I was happy to see my party in. And I think more my party intimate, so I'm saying okay, that's it, there's sensations. But already at my jambes and less it's passible. I doute, I'm going to get a bar rent on my shirt, quite the bar of fear, and I've got the verdict, so I decide to let my jambes tranquil for the moment, the time to reproduce my spirits, quite. And uh and she comes to m I say to me rememorate the nuis and me purely j'étais pas toute seule.

About what I was, I was too. And then I thought what I mean that's this am I. That's why the drama has really common for me because the day and I'm sure that I'm not sure and I don't know what is of my family.

Et puis en fait je vois Marco qui arrive à l'embrasure de la porte. And I went, I've already said that it was grave, but I see Marco who me regarded and I listen in his regard that the situation is very moving. In fact, I lied in his mind that she's in a way an ether terrible because he is very emo he court version, he went the main and I think he is very emo.

He has really much to say. And directly, Marco, Marco, dis-moi comment, this am I? Where he is, and then Marco me said, T'inquiète pas, he is there, but he is in a clinic private. And then

I think I'm not in the shock, I mean why he's in a clinic private and then? So I say Marco, but it's a blague, it's because I'm beach that I'm in an public, I have a pet bête like that, but Parce que sur le coup j'étais je me disais mais je vois pas pourquoi lui il serait dans une bonne clinique et moi dans un hôpital public quoi. But Marco me said that it is full, it was good, but it was. And I said, okay, that's just.

I reflect and I said it was always on me. And I said, Marco has bizarre. And Marco went ahead after he said, I want to he is more on the clock. Là je me suis vraiment dit mais c'est pas possible. I said it's not possible he is more. And I said it's not possible, it's survived, you're already there. What's it do? It's kind of incredible. And in fact, it's on telling that

That my family was more, I mean she was at what it was grave, and at what I was enjoying to traversing an event incredible. And alright I thought I was soup. And I revealed and the television is all right. There's one for the diza people who have in the chamber. And in fact, at the table there are images. of my among that pass in book all the time, because it's a chain of info in continuous. And I went to my amount on the terrace, who had a selfie with her teeth and two my other amongs.

And in fact it was just a long time. We had a photo, we were early, we were on the terrace, and now there's this reportage that passed in boucle and which did. It had an accident the nuit du Nouvel An à Valparaiso. Two jeans have been tomorrow to 15 metres, so I apprend that she was tomb at 15 metres. And the Jean Belge is actually entre la vie and the mort at the hospital public of Valparaiso. And I appreciate by the thousand she's entre la vie and the mortal.

And uh I saved my exactly in that at what state I was entre la vie and the mortar, but to l'entend, it's terrible in fact because... And in fact, okay, my corner was more, she was low, but I was like my corner was really more.

And it during the eight years in this hospital, one year where there was no medicine, no medicine to swim. I'm sure the martyr is suffering, it's impossible to decline the eyes where we think that it's the dummies the terrible, because there's this membrane that is very sensible. And my eaux are traversed by the bout defer and martyr and je suis toute seule en fait. Mon GSM s'est cassé dans la chute. Donc je me je me ré je me réveille à chaque fois, à chaque réveil.

And that is the time after a month, so I do have the point on the situation. Why I don't know? What is that doing? Why do I see that? And share, I remember the events, what happened. And the only moment where I'm a little trip, when I arrive at dorm, in fact. And the second time, I see my mom who lives at the port. And I know I vow at travel regarding my mamma that it's terrible, because it's not seeming an even terrible for me, but also for to my family and for my proches in Belgique.

Ma maman accourt près de mon lit et je vois bien dans ses yeux qu'elle est vraiment effrayée par l'endroit dans lequel je suis. Que c'est vraiment que c'est un endroit. It's inhuman to simply, soigning their girl like that on suffering, in fact. And so my mom did the day, it did not transfer in a clinic private. So in fact it's when my mom arrived that I mean for the prime time I'm mourir in this hopital qu my mom is low and I'm gonna sorry.

And it's terrible because I will because I'm believed, because I will probably be here because people. But I will because my mom is like. de ce lit d'hôpital et qu'on va et je vais retourner chez moi. I think that I'd develop me battling a warrior, but I think really. I mean you won't repair my pied. And then I'll march and voil. I will have a feeling normal.

en civil dans un avion en Belgique et directement je me dis je reviendrai au Chili quoi. Et donc bah oui on me rapatrie en avion. J'arrive en Belgique, on me réopère. And là commence le the le a long une longue traversée du désert en fait.

Because I literally in Belgium to what happened, I feel the feel of events also in the eyes and the eyes of my among people who have had an accident, etc. But the plus terrible for me is d'avoir quitté Valparaiso, it's probably a déchirure, surprisingly en civière quoi. Ça me boulevère d'avoir quitté cette ville que j'aime tant en civière.

And it's for that I've been la promesse by the debut to retourne en marchant qua. It's really an objective for me and it's key m'a permit to ten permit to ten le coup two years sans dormir because of the douleur. I encaissed all these doors. And I think that because when I operate the open, I think that it will be more, that my life will be a little bit more, and that my life will be more intense after. I mean, there's one part of me that says

It's fou, what destination. It's incredible. I mean, I've had an accident terrible, she has an amie who is decided, I should be encore là. Alors il faut euhvoyer du lourd quoi, il faut que ça aille. It's a level and I'll dance at the time and when I march, I'd get the 20 kilometers the marathon of 20 km of Bruce. I note in a carnet that

That I don't want to dance when I'm a little bit both. And it's important. The spirit of the ball and both, when I traveled to that, it's important. And if I'm for for living at 100% quite a million dollars, because there's no other option, that we don't give tantal for a beauty normal after it's not possible, it's not the point in fact. de profiter à fond, à fond de mon corps, de ma vie quand quand je le pourrai quoi.

And I achète my billet and I prefer to retour Valparaiso on the 1 December 2017, after my accident. And I permit very deprimée at the moment, so I permit really have a luminary tunnel. And that was And I say that in return I've got a response to the questions that I posted, and I've done a sense to my life, to this handicap. And I prend my billet. The trajet is difficult because I've been very much jambes, but malgrate that I too.

and j'arrive à Valparisol le 1 December et Evidentement une des grosses motivations c'est to revoir Marco parce que je sais que Marco est à Valparaiso. For me it's clear that he made solidity. For me it's clear that if he had not put on his moment when I was enjoying my sang on the sole. It's clear for me that I would have survived if he had been there. So I think that I'll review it, it's a part of really my pillariness, and it's also that I retour for this who is decided.

Je dois retourner devant ce toit debout. And say but you know, um I don't know what to say, but I think I'm like I've been, I'm forthcome and now I'm gonna continue my life. Normalement. Evidently I enjoy emotions different, but she's really very immu and fire of mine to have this difficulty to meet your pied. Je suis pleine d'émotions évidemment parce que je pense beaucoup à mon amie qui est décédée.

I think I to my family who has aid, to my amount who have really been present and supported my southern humour and too, because it's not facility. And le taxi me depose devant le bâtiment and là in fact I reste one to regard le toit. And I hallucine, I hallucine to see at what point it is. I imagine my heart, I imagine my heart that turns. I see, I understand the impact that it has on my eyes, my eyes.

And it's a moment super, I think, she's a boat from it. So it's time to rent the berge because I know I'm. mes amis, certaines personnes qui étaient là. And in fact the staff has really changed, the team has a lot more changed. And Marco is at Santiago. So I passed a year in the auberge and it's really doing it because I think I'm here. I rejoice Marco and it's super moving and

We report not more of the accident because for me it was very traumatizing. And I think that it was good to render that she's not there for Marco, but also for me to get this pèlerinage.

Et en fait euh I enter d'un d'un Brazilian a year sur la terrasse and uh Directly I mean I think that the Brazilian will be special. I'm going to explain, but I think just it will be special. And in fact I want the lending. And not at all. He fell. But in fact, it means that. Que ce garçon ben We appreciate to connect, we approach really rapidly. And in fact the first time we have played, I had a demon, I boy kind of.

que je boite pas mal et moi je sens que je suis différente dans ma marche que d'autres personnes. And a year I traverse a couloir and he went there. And I thought he was depressed, and then I said, Oh, arrête to me because I'm saying what you do? And for me entend that it's incredible in fact. Because I consider like a person handicapped, which is an extra boiteuse. It's incredible for me to think he's remarkable that she boîte.

And then we wanted to discutent. I explained my accident, etc. It was the first person of the Auberge at which I explained my accident in detail. And in fact my reaction was to say that. It's really. For me, my handicap is really visible and it repousser north. And then he means. And you know, at the end of this conversation, it was clear for me that my intuition was great and that it's a person who

That's the response to what I cherry on Valparaiso. It's the response to the suffering and to show who meet like a handicap, but a flea jolie and normal, quite just a few jolie and gentle and married quite. On essaye tous les deux de notre côté de passer un maximum de temps avec l'autre. And the soir we approach pas mal parce que in fact moi she's completely because I was in her regard that he was like normal, but I think it was legitimate to dance, même six dance passe, and uh.

with my jambes that me find mal dance ensemble and we pass really bad moments and we promise ensemble and I mean and to Et en fait c'est merveilleux pour moi de me voir à travers son regard. et de et c'est vraiment une renaissance pour moi de voir quelqu'un, de me sentir désiré et and by one person that I tried so bad in fact. And so it was the first time that I had really impressed that there was really an exchange and I was too sort of approaching plenty of things with people.

I think that there was a great connection between. And it's in fact for me it was the belle of the responses to the. When you want the interest to leave all the time if it's just for suffering, when we say we are, the amount is the big reasons. Because it does a sense of what we have, to say that. It has really passed before the moment we were in, but the early year he was at the aeroport. On bus, and all the bus embraced. It was magnificent to read it, to reveal that Valparaiso.

But when I was quitting at the aeroport, when he made it, I said very well. And for me I've done it. It's an objective. I said very bien that you could retour in Chile in a country that has a system of santé sacrifier my bien-natural santy, because I said that I serve suivie or that all me coûter unpont.

to be sure like I'm in Belgium and in Chile. But in fact, I juried like by this relationship. And really it was a question of surviving for me to be with these person and to Parce que j'avais besoin de de de me voir à travers son regard à lui, quoi.

Uh on a vacuum ensemble plusieurs in the page de jeunesse, puis on a decidé to voyage à deux. That was permitted to voyage, although I could not voyage. I had my data santy, it was possible in fact. But the fact that van, I could bought s was mal, send to march too. And ça a été un voyage merveilleux, on était on était en Bolivie, on a été au Pérou. You had touch I sense this the problem of my santé qui était toujours latent, it was quite.

and I sense that I forced really that I developed an energy incredible to oblige my dour, to sure, because his rêve is to voyage. It's her view in fact, voyage, voyage. And in fact, I've too don't know, I've sacrified my santé for me, because I souffrais.

Le parfois je souffrais le martyr, je n'en pouvais plus, mais Je voulais que ça marche quoi, et je voulais être normal, et je voulais qu'on continue à eux, donc voilà j'ai Once a year and a few years I decided to make in silence the double to continue and to be normal. I've had two phase where it had de myself. I've had the impression of my mobility, in the flexion of my feet, the pet, I've had a moment and more.

And there's a moment where it's not neurological, in fact, it's my eyes that I've brushed. And in fact, there's a moment where we could there's no amelioration, Un an et demi après ma chute, plus ou moins, je suis retournée au Chili en novembre 2018. For each six months and je me suis rendue compte en vivant in a petite maison, on have a rythme de vie assez assez moderate. And en plus j'avais ces IRM passés, ces IRM de control for my tumor au cerveau en même temps.

It's time to make it in Belgique and she retour in Belgique for an IRM de control six months after arrived. And in fact, on retouring in Belgique, I mean my santy devenait a poi que j'en fait je pouvais que je pouvais plus faire semblant quoi et que je pouvais plus The sentiments are a force incredible, but when the world it's possible to lut it, in fact. It's a history that is that it's a story that would not continue long.

Et en fait ce qui a ce qui est vraiment difficile c'est que c'est moi qui ai dû décider à un moment, qui ai dû dire ok I abandon. I have a certain resilience to the doing, but I know that with the time and the deception that degrades, because I think that it would degraded.

I think she arrived at a moment where I don't have semblance. Okay, I am jealous, I have 27, the people when they think that it is, I rigole a little bit, I have humor, etc. But in fact, at the interior of me, you have this accumulation of two, it's a souffrance physique. qui fait que qu'en fait ça va pas quoi et que je peux plus je peux plus essayer d'être normal parce qu'en fait je suis pas normale du tout.

At 27 operated two, which will revenge and say just when, and the 15 meters, it's not normal too. And that is another shot that I've had in my life. It's the moment I mean company that it all means, that it all is degraded, and that this would be with all my life. Combien de fois il faut mourir pour renaître, combien combien d'épreuves il faut traverser pour For this is born, for what? Finally I've not tried the response in the amount because it was at a moment, visibly, we don't count.

And in fact, you can computer me trouble a nouvelle energy, a nouvelle force interior, but j'ai déjà... Il faut trouver une nouvelle source. Cet épisode de transfert a été réalisé par Iris Wedraogo. La musique a été composée par Adrien Casalis. Il a été mixé par Jean-Baptiste Bonnet. Maureen Wilson était à l'édition.